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charmre · 2 years ago

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Oh, oh!! Every day I have to spend money!! 😖

So much for my lucky year...

#had to buy a new car tire inflator and I'm trying to put off buying new oven mitts #but I have to get groceries tomorrow too #but also I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and then another one on the 8th #also my uncle passed away on Sunday so I've been dealing with that too #and I've also been trying to job hunt but I'm hella discouraged bc everywhere wants like a minimum of like 3+ years of experience #and I'm just #O-|<#so much just keeps happening #personal #ALSO I had to pay for the utilities today and since my check bounced from last time bc of someone trying to impersonate my dad #so all our accounts were frozen and the bank didn't notify us until my sister called a week later bc she noticed our accounts were on like #credit only mode?????#so the check I wrote before bounced and then plus this time's water/utilities bill it was like a little under $1000 #bc it's also been so cold that even though the heat's turned down it's going bc of the weather #and I was stupid and paid with a card in-person today so it was an extra like $23 on top of the late fee and the 2 cycles of bills #and again I'm just O-|<#someone feed me to the wolves now pls

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mostly-tame · 3 months ago

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Some other highlights today include the several frogs on one section of our hike, a quick stop at a local pet store for funsies, and getting ice cream with @petrichorpaws to finish it out! A big day for a Tortilla Boy, who is currently still zonked on his cot 💕

#i also worked early this morning for a couple hours and went grocery shopping so i am ALSO exhausted #this is my break from working on figuring out the new numbers with my pay raise lol #got Torch a new brush too and he LOVES IT ill have to try to get a photo or video of him soon #he was rolling onto his back so i could brush his chest/stomach it was adorable #and convenient bc i was brushing a few remaining dried mud bits out of his chest and legs lol #theres a post for our hike too but tumblr ate it and im hoping it spits it back out as it sometimes does bc i wrote a novel in the tags #if it doesnt spit it back out then ill just re make it tomorrow ig lmao #torch #west siberian laika #frog

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wetpapert0wel · 3 months ago

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i can just feel that my computer is about to kick it. firefox makes my cpu usage jump from 10% to 70% just by loading a single page.

#its either that or programs these days are becoming too powerful for my nearly 15 y/o pc.#it's annoying!!!!! it makes me want to cry because what if my computer just. Stops. i cannot afford to fix it.#a decent pc (for what i need) is going to run me 1.5k Minimum.#even if i get a job Tomorrow it's going to take me a fucking year to be able to afford that shit between groceries and rent.#AND i have to pay my mom back for the fucking $13k in dental shit. (not her fault (obviously))#THIRTEEN THOUSAND DOLLARS. to fix my teeth so i can get my fucking hearing back and so i'm not in constant fucking pain.#i hate this fucking country. i want to go back in time and kill ronald reagan 30 times over.#i want to bring him back to life just to torture the shit out of him. beat him within an inch of his life. fix him up. and do it again.#wash rinse and repeat until *i* die.#i want to go back in time so i can beat ronald reagan's head into a foamy red pulp.#i want to treat ronald reagan like those beat-up dolls. fling him around a small room. throw grenades at him. hit him with a fucking nuke.#anyways i'm going to stop blabbing about all the ways i would kill ronald reagan and i'm going to seethe over my computer becoming a brick.

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perilegs · 6 months ago

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being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little

#like yea that is a very common basic thing that happens to a lot if not most adults #but also i think i get homesick a bit too easy #when i moved away from home i moved to the closest big city that's only an hour away and i was already deeply familiar with it #but i was so sad despite knowing i personally could never thrive in my hometown #i wanted to experience the big city but it was so scary and it still is and i miss the comforts of my hometown but it's not just me that #has changed #dont get me wrong i wouldnt move back bc i have hobbies and friends and a job and most likely a career in the city i live in #and this truly is a place i don't think i could ever move away from. unless it is to a neighboring city #it's so hard for me to imagine there are people who move not just across the country but a completely different country and they just. adap #i could never. i was visiting my hometown every week for like the first year i lived here #i eventually want to move to a bigger apartment and ive been looking at places already even tho i need to graduate before doing that #and i'm. getting homesick just thinking about moving to a different part of the city.#i like the area i live in. i like the cornerstore and the distance to the closest grocery stores and parks #i like how my grandma used to live in this area when she was around my age #i'm not good with change and i know it but there are several things about moving that make me miserable #like yeah obviously i will move out from my single bedroom apartment when i can and i'll be so happy and it'll be good for me #but despite having lived here for only a bit more than 4 years i'll miss this apartment. i have so many good memories from here and i'll #never be able to visit it again and have it feel the same #but that's the least sad thing imo. i dread being in a different area more lmao #but it's fine i know i'll adapt as long as i don't have to move to a different city ever again gfsahgak #idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic #i'll sleep in tomorrow >:3c #leevi talks

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e77y · 3 months ago

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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness

#vent #<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill #but also :( sad #I miss my family and friends at home #I haven’t really talked to my roommates #including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days #and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot #I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed #but the main thing is #I FEEL LIKE A BABY #my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless #I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine #and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can #but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything #I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff #so we are not completely doomed lol #also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries #and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly #bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money #so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread 🥲#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point #I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two #and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver

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raksh-writes · 5 months ago

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I should be writing my thesis but Im feeling so lazy

#personal #i managed to get some sleep so thats good #but it still feels like yesterday's super hot super humid weather seeped any and All possible energy out of me #and I can barely think straight today #its cooler today at least #but its also raining outside so the humidity and grayness is also not doing me favors #so Im thinking #maybe I should just take this day for myself #I do have to do some cooking #for dinner and to prep the tofu so it doesn’t go bad #I have a recipe I wanna try and tbh whenever I do a lot of 'brain work' before in the day I have zero energy to cook #so this might be a good day try making a new thing #spend some time playing cyberpunk and stocking up on some good feels #I plan to go to the grocery store too (in the rain ughh) to grab smth sweet for my dad for tomorrow #cause I forgot to buy it yesterday when I was in town #oh and then there's the game in the afternoon!#our boy's playing in the vnl and its always nice to watch them play with the fam #so yeah #maybe today is for charging the batteries #and then tomorrow Im gonna push to write as much as I can in one day #hopefully this plan will work and not backfire on me 🙈🙈

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violetsareblue-selfships · 14 days ago

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good morning!! <33

#i am basically done with writing for the prompts :3 #like i need to fact-check a part for tomorrow's fic #but otherwise i'm finished :3 #which is good because i have a listening party at like 8:30 tonight #and i don't wanna miss that or be like too busy during it #teehee new 'epic' saga :3 #also we have to get groceries tonight like usual ^^#other than that - my plans are to make more star rail progress and yeah :3 #i think i still need to come up with a tag for one of the other potential f/os I'm adding :3 #anyways~ i hope today/tonight is kind to you!!!#morning rambles

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isa-ah · 21 days ago

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on the one hand i want to try for a second wind to stay up and get really into something but on the other hand im sleepy and im pretty sure my husband went to bed without me so i honestly might as well

#back in godot learning thingssssssss #trying to do anything i can to distract myself from the abysmal lack of work ive been able to find lately LOL #genuinely ive had 1 commission in the last 2 weeks like its so joever im so hungry #not to be like “the economy” but man i used to be doing upwards of 20 coms a week when i was really nuts #making a couple grand a month etc #but shits gone so to pieces between ai and the cost of living crisis that like i get no work anymore at all ever #the bone deep resistance i have to having to get another shitty day job is insane tho after what the last one did to me #idk but ive been losing a ton of sleep over it lately and ive been having nightmares every night again #so i guess i really gotta solve that sooner rather than later. esp bc we cant buy groceries indefinitely like this #ive cut back to eating cereal in the morning and then something for dinner after having a really good streak of eating 3 hardy meals a day #which sucks but what can you do #gotta stop being a big fat failure if i want to eat like a. not failure. a succeeder #ig theres the ego of it too bc coms have been my fulltime job for years so like the dead dropoff lately is so #what if it ends tomorrow right. what if it ends next week. what if it doesnt end until next year #what if it never ends and im just unemployed sitting on my ass pretending i still have a career doing what i love #which is already what it feels like bc ive been scrounging for pennies to put food on the table for months now #like idk man. its joever let it go let it die. but that means getting a shit fucking job somewhere and god i do not want to LOL #i wont have the energy to do anything anymore and im such a brittle person this time of year anyway #whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #im gunna try to sleep bye o/

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bitchapalooza · 1 month ago

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I'm sorry for my posts today, I guess the stress from the entirety of September was piled too high and is collapsing onto my head. I'm just so tired y'all....