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Burden Falls by Kat Ellis
"'But maybe ghosts aren't quite what people think they are, not trapped spirits or anything like that. I see them more as … scars.' 'Scars?' 'Hmm … like a mark left on a place by some traumatic event. And maybe they only become visible when that same kind of trauma-energy occurs in the same spot.'"
Year Read: 2024
Rating: 3/5
About: A year ago, Ava Thorn's parents were killed in a tragic car accident, and now she and her Uncle Ty are being forced to move out of the family's manor. Worst of all, the Millers are moving in, a rich family with generations of bad blood with the Thorns. When one of her classmates turns up dead and missing their eyes, there are whispers of Dead-Eyed Sadie, the local urban legend, but it's Ava who turns out to be the police's prime suspect. Trigger warnings: parent/child death, car accident, drowning, fire, eye horror, drugging, bullying, threats.
Thoughts: The beginning of this book is brutally depressing: dead parents, horrific car accident, loss of childhood home, bullying, poverty. Ava's troubles just go on and on, and they're all awful, real-world problems rather than escapist horror ones. I struggled through the first hundred pages while I waited for things to get going. I don't know that the gloom ever lifted, and maybe that's a sign I'm aging out of the genre. Instead of being scared of the legend of Dead-Eyed Sadie, I was mostly just sad for these kids dying so young.
Ellis's urban legend is a lot of fun, and there's quite a bit of mystery and backstory behind Sadie. I enjoyed it, but I don't know that I ever believed it was real. If the book attempts to walk the line between supernatural and human killers (and I'm not positive that it does), it doesn't do it very well, and I was always looking for a human suspect. Ava's development is decent, largely fueled by her enemies-to-lovers arc with Dominic Miller, and I enjoyed their page-time together probably more than anything else. The reveal is a bit weird, but there's some nice tension at the end, and I was satisfied with the way it all turned out. A step down from Harrow Lake, but not a bad read altogether.
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The revised version made me think of an AU where they meet in Xianle when they're both teen, Xie Lian as a prince and Hua Cheng as a young noble who's an absolute menace. More of my insanity in the tags
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hob#hua cheng#mxtx#hualian#tian guan ci fu#tgcf fanart#xie lian#my art#i love that part in the butterfly dream where XL wonders if amnesiac San Lang could resemble a#young and carefree Hua Cheng who wasn't burdened by trauma#they could have grown up together on Mount Taicang and probably make everyone lose their hair#Guoshi would be somewhere coughing up blood#also more Xianle Quartet chaos#maybe they still meet during the parade but this time Hua Cheng jumps in as another masked demon#just to mess with them#mu qing would like to throttle this guy for stealing the spotlight while Xie Lian is. just. cooked.#Is anyone gonna be mad at him? idk but Xie Lian would probably find an excuse to let him go unpunished as usual#so maybe they both lost their masks during the parade and they instantly fall in love wow#I'll shut up now but if anyone has more thoughts#GIMME
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Stan thinks of himself as an anchor as in something cumbersome and heavy, a weight that you have to get out of your way in order to set sail.
Ford thinks of Stan as an anchor as in something grounding, something without which you would never be able to rest or let your guard down at all, because your ship would be washed away into the ocean. It's something you could never do without. A weight that could've stopped him from flying too close to the sun all those years ago if it had been there, and that prevents it now.
#these men and sailing related symbolism#they will be the death of me#and also something something Stan feels that he's a burden that Ford would be better off without#and Ford could never wiew him like that#at least not anymore#because if anything is Stan's problem then it's Ford's as well#and that's how Ford wants it to be#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#ford pines#stanford pines#grunkle ford#stan twins#sea grunks#stangst
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huge ginormous fucking pet peeve of mine in hannigram fics is hannibal not liking will's dogs. FUCK OFF. i dare you to say to my face that hannibal could not bring himself to love anything and everything that will feels love or fondness for. anything that is touched by him or breathed by his voice. will is an extension of him and they are one in the same. his whole control obsession and ritualistic behaviors would not apply to will because his love for him both stems from and is exacerbated by his inability to control himself around him. he cannot keep up his routines and patterns with will, because his desire to be seen and understood overpowers his reason. he wouldn't care about being covered in dog hair or caked in mud or bleeding out if it was in will's namesake. will is his own personal god. he loves those fucking dogs so much, not because it comes natural to him, but because they are part of will, and therefore loved inherently
#i think he obviously has his own preferences#and i do think he would be a little... nitpicky and moody about things#in his own personal time#and mostly playfully#he'd get a little irked at something#and will would be like hey if you dont want to do this its okay btw. you dont have to#and he would stare at him and just . no will i do not mind anything so long as it is in your company#and will is flattered because holy shit hes not a burden for once#IDK WHATEVER FUCK YOU GUYS#he would never feel real contempt for anything will loves ever. EVER#and i really genuinely dont think he'd take pleasure in controlling will or his desires in any way#thats like. the whole point#loving will means giving up control#letting someone else in and letting them see him with no restraint#he takes IMMENSE pleasure in seeing will take his desires into his own hands#to act on his wants and be honest with himself#because he loves will. and because the closer will is to his real self the closer he is to hannibal's#im losing the plot#i hate fandom control freak dom manipulative hannibal#is he like that. most of the time#YES#BUT NOT WITH WILL THATS THE WHOLE POINT FALLS TO MY KNESS#IF HE WERE TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM FINALLY HE WOULD NOT DO THAT. BECXAUSE THE WHOLE REASON HE WAS WAS TO GET MEANS TO AN END#TO COERCE WILL INTO BEING HIS TRUE SELF AND ACCEPTING HIS OWN DARKNESS AND WITHIN THAT HANNIBALS#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hannibal#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#charlieog
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No Burden He Is To Bear (No Portal AU) Masterpost
The Plot
Reunited
Divergence
The Intruder
The Car
Into the Bunker
A New Shirt
Medical Concerns
Missing Teeth
An Unexpected Phone Call (pt 1)
An Unexpected Phone Call (pt 2)
Misc.
Brother’s Keeper
Nap Time
Let’s Nap with Mama
Just Like Jersey
Shifty & Tate
Shifty
Wheels
Future
No Burden He Is To Bear (the fic)
Stan: The Cabin
Emma-Mae: Interlude
Stan: The Basement
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#portal era#mullet stan#paranoid ford#eh art#no portal au#no burden he is to bear#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls fanfiction
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#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#despite the orange cat allegations X'vahl's not dumb he knows that there's something Erenville isn't telling him#but he's still a little scared to push him too much#for fear of pushing away completely#they're both still a little caught up on things#X'vahl's still scared of repeating what happened with his first love#because he doesn't want to lose Erenville like he lost M'likki#and Erenville is falling back on his habit of keeping his feelings to himself#because it's what's comfortable for him#and also he doesn't want to pile on to X'vahl's burdens#not me realizing that it looks like the text boxes are acting as censor bars lmao#I *did* have them both wearing shorts#but you can believe whatever you want I guess#I'm actually getting more used to this being X'vahl's sort of messy hair down look now tho.#is this going to be like the fourth one in a row that tumblr will slap a warning on?????#Probably.... >.>#pls they are just talking OTL
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Stan arrives in Gravity Falls when Ford is at the height of his Bill worship.
The brothers meet, fight and get swiftly cursed to
hold hands or die ♡
Turns out there is a very simple solution to the curse.
All you have to do is let go first, and you will be perfectly fine and alive.
The other one dies in agony 10 seconds later, though.
Both Stan and Ford refuse to even consider that option, and bind their hands together to prevent accidents.
Over the next week or two, they do not so much make up as get used to each other's company again. It’s almost impossible to stay mad at someone and ignore them if you’re holding hands 24/7 and have to suppress a laugh every time they make a silly snide comment.
Despite Bill's protest, Ford realizes he missed Stan more than he ever thought was possible and is almost ready to ask him if he wants to stay in Gravity Falls after the curse is broken.
The very next night, Ford wakes up screaming to the worst pain imaginable.
He is dying.
Stan stands above him with wide eyes and just watches. The bindings around their hands are cut off, and Ford’s hand is free. This was no accident.
With his last bit of strength, Ford reaches out and grabs Stan’s hand.
The pain is gone in an instant, but the realization of what just happened hurts much more than dying.
Bill has been right all along. Stan couldn’t be trusted.
He wants Ford dead.
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#wouldn't this be fun?#imagine having to keep holding hands with your would be murderer#poor Ford is running out of excuses to tell bill why he shouldnt let go first#especially now that his life is on the line#ford's grip losens after that night while stan's becomes almost painfully tight :')#stan was almost ready to call it quits and convince ford to just let go so he stops being a burden until a thing possesed ford and tricked#or shocked stan into letting go#he wont let ford be alone with that thing :')#i just wamt them to constantly hold hands like that one meme where those poor kids are forced to hold hands in class#at least ford eventually convinces bill.not to kill stan so he can go to sleep while bill watches his body#what could possibly go wrong?
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the many mysterious faces of maurice... and their definitely-not-favorite-spawn stanley
#gravity falls#stan pines#maurice “not pines” doppelganger#dark lord shapeshifter au#shapeshifter!stan#thinking abt how maurice and stan mirror stan and soos' relationship#but also how maurice is a foil to fuckin filbrick of all ppl#like maurice is ALSO kind of standoffish and cold in demeanor to stan#but [and this is the important part]: maurice builds stan up#theyre not afraid to encourage him#they dont make him feel like a burden#they might bitch and moan about how he's too social for a shapeshifter#but they watch out for him#they give him the tools he needs to succeed on his own#im just!!!#god i love maurice#the hermit of all time
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bill cipher for drag race When
[image description: two drawings of a human design of bill cipher from gravity falls, where he is depicted as a thin, pale-skinned individual with one eye visible and a constantly exaggerated smile. on the left he has his hair in a pointy beehive style and is wearing a shiny yellow gown with a short black hoop skirt over it, along with long black gloves and a bright yellow cane. on the right he has his hair in a short geometric bob and is wearing a bedazzled yellow bodysuit with pointed shoulders, a large red eye on the chest, and black beads dangling off of it, as well as matching boots with red tights underneath and a black cane. next to that is a small comic of bill posing dramatically on the ground while kryptos stands behind him with his arm comically snapped in half. kryptos says "bill i think i broke my arm", to which bill responds "NOT NOW KRYPTOS IM BUSY SERVING". end id]
#got really excited for book of bill again so i drew him in some gay little outfits#sigh. so hard being the only person on earth who understands bill cipher. my burden#doc talks#my art#gravity falls#bill cipher#humanization#gijinka
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I was an angel, but they made me leave
#2nd time using punish lyrics for a post can u blame me#uh anyways hi#gonna ramble in the tags to keep the og post from being more depressing than jt already is#i've had this piece sitting in the drafts since January#aka it snowed for a bit here which brought back my desire to die in the snow#i haven't really been active as much due to alot honestly#i've been so tired lately and sometimes i feel bad about sharing art or even talking to others due to feeling like my existence is a burden#life is moving too quickly#and i fear im falling behind everyone else#ermm ya rant over ig#warhammer 40k#wh40k art#sanguinius#wuvz draws#wh40k
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I've seen a few jokes about Texas and Lappland being divorced now which are great. Truth be told though, I think that this is perhaps the start of their relationship. Lappland ties her very identity to Siracusa, and envies Texas greatly for managing to divest herself of her own identity. That was the basis for Lappland's "obsession" with Texas, so to speak. And so this game of theirs began, with Lappland trying to drag Texas back to Siracusa to prove that there is no escaping that identity.
That is, however, until she sees firsthand that the people of Siracusa can change. She sees the citizens and mafioso of Nuova Volsinii choose peace with no outside interference. Despite how sure she was that they would choose as ever to commit violence, they instead chose to lay down their arms and revel in the Carnivale. As much as Lappland has been trying to prove otherwise, I believe this is the answer she desperately wanted. It's the final answer to this grand stage that she's set, and despite all of her efforts to set chaos in motion the people have chosen peace.
Lappland's final conversation with Texas here is about herself just as much as it is about Siracusa. Lappland: "They're cheering for you and me, for this new city, for a new life."
Texas: "But I don't mind being part of the event. I don't mind these people seeing some sort of 'meaning' in me."
Texas: "Whether in Columbia or Siracusa, I do, in fact, hope to see a truly vibrant city emerge from the swamp."
Texas: "If the challenge and complexity of building it are beyond what I can imagine, then I will face the challenge with my friends, not run away from it."
Lappland: "But when the obstacles have all been pushed out of the way, how will they-you-change this swamp?"
Lappland allows Texas to grab the mask-her mask-without hesitation, and take it from her. After all
She won the bet, didn't she?
#maybe its all cope but i truly believe that this is lappland finally allowing her old self to fall away#and finally embrace being her own person with her own goals and expectations#instead of believing herself doomed to serve the famiglie#texas has taken this burden from her and cast it away just as she cast away her own burden long ago#anyways tldr lappy and celinia can finally kiss without this tense rivalry thang goin on#i believe her final line to texas is her saying thank you for showing me this way and for playing this game with me#i love them lots#arknights spoilers#i portatori dei velluti spoilers#lappland arknights#texas arknights#lappland saluzzo#cellinia texas#arknights
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You know what I did at school today for that 1 hour I was there instead of paying attention to a video? I thought about Gravity Falls. About Stan, to be exact. And I came up with an AU cause yes, and y'all gonna love it (I'm delulu).
An AU where Stan finds a job in a library. You know how libraries give out food to homeless people? What if Stan while he was homeless went to a library to get some food, and idk, ig he met the owner, a sweet old lady, and they talked, Stan vented a little to her, she comforted him, and badabim badaboom, she gave him a job there. It didn't pay that much but it was a stable job and if he didn't spend his money on drinking and gambling, he would be able to buy a small apartment in a couple of months (but bad habits die hard, yk?)
The owner, whom I'm gonna call Miss Green, would see Stan's car parked somewhere near the library, and see Stan sleeping inside it. She would feel bad for him, a young man like him living such a life. I imagine their relationship being: "Hello dearie, you see, I have some of my son's old clothes still in my house and they take up such space in the closet, why don't you have them? :)" "Oh honey, you look so tired, did you sleep last night? Have you eaten anything today? :(" "You seem to really like this book. You can have it. ^ ^" "Oh, you like this dress dearie? *pulls out her wallet*" Basically her being a parental figure to Stan. And Stan being protective of her because she's the only person who has shown genuine interest and kindness in him in years. He would soooo take advantage of his scary dog privileges. You're being loud in the library? He's gonna walk towards you, give you a glare and put a finger infront of his lips to tell you to shut tf up. You're being rude to Miss Green? God save you man because BOY, he's about to throw hands.
And do you know what would be funny? If Miss Green was a siren. For no real reason, just for shits and giggles. No, no, she doesn't seduce humans anymore, she's an old woman now, she's been in retirement for years and now lives far away from the ocean, deep in the city. But they would bond with eachother while talking about the ocean and such. Stan yapping about the facts his knows about the ocean and Miss Green just silently listening to him and thinking "wow, such a talkative boy, and he sure knows a lot about sea life. :)"
So basically Stan getting unofficially adopted in a similar way as to how he unofficially adopted Soos in canon.
#and then stan slowly giving up on gambling and drinking thanks to miss green and he manages to save up enough to get an apartment :)#and miss green being proud of her unofficial human grandson and baking him a cake to take home because he deserves it#i've talked enough about stan being a parental figure but what about stan getting a parental figure of his own?#all he needed was a parental figure during those times#stan would feel so guilty of miss green spending money on him and he would feel like a burden#but miss green would reassure him that it's no big deal and that she liked helping him#girlypop is practically rich with all the pearls her son sends her which she then turns into human money#so yeah#spending her money on stan would be no problem at all#gravity falls#stanley pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls au#prompt#gravity falls oc
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My partner's dad is a twin and they told me that when he was a boy his family couldn't afford two pairs of glasses so they bought them for one twin but not the other. That is Stan and Ford to me.
#something about stanley being regarded as a burden#something about stanford's disregard for it#stan pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#I know a lot of early lore was rushed and retconned but I believe lil Stanley needed those glasses#but ford having clear vision and opportunities was more valuable
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So, in the black light edition of Journal 3

But instead of deleting the word 'burden', what if Bill just swapped it with 'sea otter'
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Based on this image
#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls stanford#stanley#<- implied#journal 3 black light edition#journal 3#we're looking at burdens!#ewan mcgregor#I spent way too much time on this#see I can draw him happy#it's not angst all the time
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weight gain as a sign of healing. save me weight gain as a sign of healing
#when rosalie starts actually talking about her grief and processing it her appetite comes back#shes sleeping through the night#and then the Thing happens at the end of act 2 and she falls back into “picking politely at my food” and thinking more than she speaks#it's not a linear process#and her choice of companion def doesn't help#savrambles#burden of the reluctant death
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Man, watching how the villagers in Kamura treat your hunter is nerve wracking. I mean, they call you their savior and have held so many high hopes and expectations of you since even before you became an official guild certified hunter. In game, no amount of failed quests changes that opinion.
But in the hunter’s mind, what happens when they fail? Not all failed hunts end in death, but if the villagers see their “savior” constantly fail, then what happens to that faith?
God forbid your hunter has any form of anxiety or imposter syndrome. That would take such a massive toll on their mental state.
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Definitely not the thought I had when creating Lynn in Wilds for the first time. It takes her a bit, but she does get better with support from her fellow guildmates.
#monsterhunterrise#monster hunter rise#mhrise#kinda falls under Wilds a bit#since this kinda delves into my own hunter’s lore#and the mentality and coping mechanisms carry over into that game#poor devoted perfectionist Lynn#so many expectations#she goes from confident bordering cocky#to angry at her failings#she doesn’t want to disappoint anyone#but she’s always disappointing herself#Jonathan had to remind her that he was there to help with that burden#they were hunting partners after all#but then he was taken from her#so back into that damning perfectionist hole she went#mhwilds#monster hunter wilds#monsterhunterwilds#tagging these cause Lynn is from Wilds too
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