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All that I know All I remember Ripped by the knife I was torn from my sleep There were no dreams No tortured memories Only a silence eternal and blissfully deep AM I ALIVE OR IN PURGATORY? AM I INSANE? What is this animal gnawing inside of my brain?
Frankenstein: The Musical.
I love the "came back wrong" trope but from the opposite side.
Imagine you are dead. And then you are RIPPED from the embrace of decay into the world of the living again. Your memories are hazy and you don't recognize any of these people, but they act like they're close to you? Like they love you? So you try to get your memories back, to act like you belong here, but everybody tries to forget you died. And you can't. It is omnipresent. And just trying to grapple with that fact pushes the people who "love" you away, and they're incapable of understanding, and they're so confused, what's wrong N̶̄̀O̶͛͗T̷̉́ ̷͋͝Y̴̎̌Ȍ̴̈U̸̓R NÄM̴̃͑E̵̾̇? And you just need them to understand, you aren't that person! You aren't! You don't know who that person is! You don't know why any of this is happening, but they're unwilling to bend, they keep insisting you are that person, your memories will come back, everything will be normal again, and you want to scream and cry and claw yourself open to show them you're different. Your existence as a being wholly separate from whoever you "used to be" is a sin unto itself. All you can do is scrabble for life and to them, you're killing whoever they loved to do it.
just. lots of fun in that concept, you know?
#what do they fear?#why am I hunted?#who is this stranger inside of my skin?#broken and scarred#charred like an ember#Am I condemned though I cannot remember my sin?#I am sooo so normal about the frankenstein musical#frankenstein#frankenstein the musical#typed this from memory in a shaking hands frenzy SO if it's inaccurate that's why but it's not about accuracy. it's about atmosphere#anyways go stream The Creature's Tale/the waking nightmare#(and the rest of the musical)#I'm musical only trash I can't quote the book sorry#(yet)
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you ruin everything you touch
#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#royai#fma#fullmetal alchemist#thing drawn purely for the aesthetic of it. i just wanted to use the imagery of a broken marble statue to represent riza's scars#but now thinking about a reincarnation AU where roy has vague memories of riza but doesn't know who she is so he gets obsessed#trying desperately to keep the little memory he has of her alive even though he doesn't know who she is. he needs to know#offers to you the mental image of roy sitting miserably on the floor of his studio surrounded by an obnoxious amount of statues-#- with riza's face. he's going insane
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HE'S GONNA STEAL--NOT JUST YOUR HEART--BUT EVERYTHING YOU OWN AS WELL!!!
#chrisrin doodles#grian#mcyt#persona 5#hermitcraft#i should probably come up with a name for this au?#anyways GRIAN!#i didn't have a firm persona in mind for him#but i was thinking about maybe someone like artful dodger?#from oliver twist#ill be frank i know nothing about the novel#i was just looking last night for famous thieves but specifically like#very sterotypical pickpockets/classic thieves#not very gentleman-y at all#he's probably a wind user#super quick on his feet#he does not have a gun he just throws explosives#if youre wondering about his outfit i think it's VERY fitting for grian to have his ideal version of 'rebellion'#be literally like. a petty robber who causes absolute chaos#he still has his shackles on#theyre broken#he just got out of jail#he's going to rob another bank#he's going to be a Fucking Menace#and no one can stop him#his codename i think would change every single time#scar just calls him something new every time they go in#and the rest of the thieves just roll with it
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Anatomy of Alastors demonic forms
#Alastor#hazbin hotel#we know he got shot in the head by a hunter and that’s how he died#and that that’s prob tied to why he’s a deer demon#and radio dial eyes is obv because of his ties to being a radio host in life and now in death#but do we know anything about the stitches and broken neck#in a lot of scenes we see him twist his neck violently#and in his demons forms it’s always crooked#did his neck get snapped during or after he was shot?#I guarantee you that if we ever get a scene where Alston’s neck is bare it will have a fucked up scar or something#I’ve heard theories that the stitches on his mouth could be tied to his constant smile#either that his smile is such an important feature that it became permanent in death#or that whoever he made a deal with made it so he’s not able to actually talk about it#could be both even because in some scenes there’s only stitches in the corner of his mouth and in the deal scene they’re all the way across#personally the stitches in combo with the deer form and the fact he was killed by a hunter makes my mind go to taxidermy#it kind of looks like he was stuffed and stitched up#I’ve also seen people compare his stiches to those voodoo dolls#but I dont know enough about them to make any kind of comparison
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seeing clearer
(sequel to another comic of mine, the calamity.)
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#cw: eye scarring#cw: christianity#as a theme. and not a particularly positive depiction either.#the calamity has anger issues but is earnestly trying her best#the survivor is patient#and also not scared of her at all#the calamity is talking about the story of samson and delilah in pg 2 btw#i tend to only make oneshot short story these days but im fond of this pair#had the urge to draw something a little mundane with these two and the slowest slow burn of a relationship you could ever imagine#also usually a broken mirror would equal 7 years of bad luck but the calamity so outclasses it as far as bad omens go#im pretty sure the effects are just cancelled out#anyway#next comic will be a different story entirely i promise#thank you for your patience#and as always#thank you for reading#comic art#sapphic art#stillindigo art#hearteaters#stillindigo comics
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hermit a day may 11: Scar!
season 8 scar will always be my favorite i think
#made a promise to myself to never draw scar without jellie ever. which i think ive already broken a couple times but i try#hermitaday#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#hermitcraft#my art
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“I won’t let you get rid of me.”
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woo sorry this one took so long lmfao
I had fun writing it tho!! character dynamics and lore my beloved
#jsab#just shapes and beats#jsab art#jsab au#art#aaaaaaaaaaaaa#oh no#fan art#jsab bmau#jsab broken melodies#jsab cube#jsab barracuda#jsab blixer#jsab comic#silly!#had fun writing this hehe#tw scarring
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learn a thing or two from the master.
#was gonna shade this but its like almost 4 am bros. its joeover for me#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#meursault lcb#meursault limbus company#heathcliff limbus company#meurcliff#lcb meursault#lcb heathcliff#i mean i guess its meurcliff thats like vaguely implied#but also i wanted to show off broken blsault damage because it's soooo funny he's my fav unit to run forever#also shicliff and blsault is smart of me#personally . i think the shipname would be swordplay but that's my homosexuality talking.#bingoblart fart art#hrng rghg I FORGOT MEURSAULT S FUCKING SCARS you know what we ball. its fine
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simon
#i have so many color variants of this#simon riley#ghost#call of duty#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#ghost call of duty#nachtart#had fun drawing him face fr :3#many scars his nose is broken several times over and yeah#i’ll probs draw him in a million diff ways after this lol
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welcome to my twisted HEV suit indulgence drawings
#turned gordon indulgence because ermmmm i really like him......#like half of these are also my AU gordon design. recognizable by the eye scar & accompanying broken glasses#anywho. what is the hip armor on the HEV mark V for if not MANHANDLING !!!! who said that#hlvrai#gordon hlvrai#gordon feetman#benrey hlvrai#benry hlvrai#man what do you even tag this as theres too many things#blood#hlvrai 2nd run#<- my au <3
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Forever feeling soft about the fact that Molly found love and joy after feeling so broken and empty. The way he can't help but reach out to other lost, lonely souls. Caleb's quiet, despondent, "I broke a bit." Molly telling Lucien,"We love broken things the most." The way Caleb feels like, "softness and light" to him.
Just...Caleb spending so long isolated and abandoned, believing he was only ever broken. And Molly, who awoke in a world that made him feel lifeless, and Empty, and broken--showing other shattered souls the love and compassion that saved him--
#widomauk#mollymauk#caleb widogast#calebs 'i broke a bit' and mollys 'we love broken things the most' as someone who refuses to abandon other lost souls--#soulmates--#sorry ill go to sleep and stop rambling about the now but#they both felt the same kind of pain and loss and grief and fears--#even if they never knew--#i think. maybe caleb suspected it though. he acknowledged all of molly's scars--so I think maybe a part of him knew#just like how molly loved caleb so much because he saw someone else who felt as lost and broken as he did--
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Art and ficlet below for @carouselunique
Confrontation
Minuette took a deep breath as she climbed the worn stone steps of some old ruins. She had received a letter to come here so she had. When she reached the platform at the top she found three large crystal mirrors, one was shattered. She looked at the pattern on the floor and was momentarily transfixed. The sound of hooves on marble where soon heard, Minuette turned to see Twilight Sparkle, the unicorn looked worse for were. "You got my letter." Twilight said it wasn't a question it was a statement.
"I did." Minuette said as she backed up as Twilight approached her. The purple mare stopped when her front hooves touched the edge of the pattern. Minuette glanced down and she saw her own hooves on the other side of the pattern. "I want to show you something." Twilight said, without waiting for a response, Twilight's horn blazed to life and so did the pattern in the floor. Pink light filled the room and in the center mirror the reflection faded to show an odd scene to Minuette.
The ex weather mare of Ponyville, the local seamstress, Ginger's cousin, one of the local bakers, another pegasus that Minuette was sure she'd seen in town, and Twilight herself were gathering for a picnic, Twilight however seemed to be an alicorn instead of a unicorn. "What is this?" Minuette asked in confusion. "This is the life that you stole from me!" Twilight snapped in anger. Minuette tore her gaze from the mirror only to meet Twilight's angry glare. She had no idea what Twilight was talking about and the anger on the other unicorn's face scared her.
Floor pattern without effects
Mirror image of the main six
#digital art#mlp fim au#mlp fim#the mane six#swap six#star swap au#fanart#mlp fanart#ficlet#rainbow dash#fluttershy#applejack#pinkie pie#rarity#twilight sparkle#minuette#tw bright colors#tw shadows#tw mirrors#tw broken mirror#tw scars#tw messy hair
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zydrate comes in a little glass vial. a little glass vial? a little glass vial.
my take on amber sweet, i would've loved for more body modifications present during the movie but oh well! i'm still not happy about this design so you can expect more explorations and stuff! (initial sketch under the cut)
#repo! the genetic opera#repo!tgo#repo the genetic opera#rtgo#r!tgo#amber sweet#my art#gore#i know she is obsessed with surgeries but i dont think the big scar shows it#i would love to have her expose her muscle little by little and add more features to her face until she no longer has her original face#also using her own skin to create garments#she's also broken her legs and grafted bones and stuff to get taller and also have longer arms#her spine gave up so she is basically having some metal spine replacement as well as knees#she's also gone through tons lobotomies that havent really changed anything in her maybe made her worse#she used to get them periodically but decided to just keep the stuff in her eye since she basically went everyday so now she can fiddle the
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Do you think that Marinette ever looks into her partners eyes, and is sure that, for a second, the green flashed into a soulless blue, and her stomach turns?
Do you think that Adrien ever flinches when someone close to him yells, terrified that they'll become a villain that he'll be forced to fight, a force he'll be required to destroy?
Do you think that Marinette ever looks over her shoulder in public compulsively, afraid and paranoid that she's being observed by an enemy priming itself for attack?
Do you think that Adrien wakes up from a nightmare and sheds a tear for the children he had for too short and lost too soon?
Do you think that Marinette ever catches herself paying attention to, and involving herself in, the issues and lives of complete strangers, that she feels it is her responsibility to keep feeling good
Do you think that Adrien ever feels a physical weight on his hand from all the destruction he has caused? and actual feeling of his hand getting heavier from the burden of disaster?
Do you think that the heroes of Paris ever feel a bit of guilt or a bit of worry any time they feel an emotion too strongly? That they are incapable and unworthy of feelings that could cause the decimation of their city?
#the plights and devastation of the child hero#of too young a fighter#given and entrusted with a burden far too heavy for their feable limbs#they are bound to get crushed by the weight#and survive with broken bones#and irreversible scars#in short#they are traumatized your honor#gabe is the woooorrsstt#gabriel agreste's a+ parenting#or just a+ human being-ing#miraculous ladybug#mlb#miraculous#ml#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#cw: angst#angst
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The frustrating part about conversations like "should people with self-harm scars warn others before showing off their body?" and conversations like it is how nobody would tell me that my scars are obscene or should be hidden despite, literally, being self-harm scars. They just do not know because people literally do not know what self-harm scars are and what self-harm is.
Our bodies are not vulgar or gross. We deserve to live our lives, and if our scars make you uncomfortable, we can be compassionate about that, but that doesn't mean that our bodies are Bad and should be Locked Away. Treat us like we belong, because we do.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#self harm#self harm tw#sh tw#it's just funny seeing what people think self-harm is#because they wouldn't think twice about my scars but they would rain hellfire on somebody who has scars that LOOK like they're...#...the result of self-harm (even if they are not from it!)#people just run with the assumptions they have based off of like... pop media and sad songs and never from us#/especially/ if you are somebody who never self-harmed in the most 'conventional' or 'understood' way...#...i found that as somebody who fits that category nobody knows how to treat me...#...which tied into a different post i made about 'unconventional' self-harming bahaviour#and the idea that we should be hidden away like a broken doll just helps contribute to us not getting help or being able to recover...#...like part of the reason i have self-harmed is because i was told how my trans body was obscene in cis society...#...it was more complex than that but being told you are Fundamentally Broken and Bad is genuinely evil
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You know, I feel like we don’t talk enough about how sensitive and painful scar tissue is. Maybe because most people haven’t had stitches and huge, deep cuts. But let me just share as someone who’s had quite a few surgeries and injuries, scars are really tender. Like I cut the side of my pinky pretty deeply and I couldn’t wear rings on my ring finger for like a year because the ring rubbing against it hurt so much. And after I got my eyebrow stitched up, I couldn’t pencil my brow for about a year and whenever my sunglasses bumped against it, it hurt so badly. The surgery scar I have on the base of my thumb from when I was 4 years old still hurts if I’m stretching or using my thumb too much. The bigger the scar the worse it is too, which makes sense. I have two scars about half a foot long on the inside of both of my knees and they took forever to not be super painful to touch, even now they can be a little sensitive. All that to say, even when a character’s injuries are healed they would still have a lot of pain and tenderness going on from any sort of touch, even months after, especially in the places with the most nerves. Just something to think about…
#don’t mind me thinking about how potentially painful a hug would be for Dream after prison….#this ended up way longer than I meant wtf… oops#just your friendly neighborhood injury informant… maybe I’ll talk about concussions or broken bones next… hmm#writer things#scars hurt… that’s the take away…#dreblr#dsmp#dsmp analysis#c!dream#feel free to ask more about my injuries btw if you so desire…#dsmp fanfic#dsmpblr#fanfiction#writer thoughts#this is fine
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