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Breaking Cycles - Epilogue
This is it, folks! One more fic all wrapped up.
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tim drake college fic — back in action
#womp womp#dick grayson#nightwing#tim drake#dc comics#persephone tag#tbd#slaps him — this guy can fit so many debilitating hero worship and christ metaphor in him#also ive been actively writing the one piece fic and i think its an interesting counterpoint to the thesis of persephone#all about fathers and running away and breaking cycles#but while dick tries to flee (at all costs) ace can do nothing but charge straight in (no matter the cost)
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Omega retreat chapter 11
Pairing : Alpha Bucky x Omega reader
Warnings : R18, breaking boundaries, references to sex, Bucky being bad, breaking Bucky
Word count : 1716
First chapter : Previous chapter
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Summary: As an unmarked and lonely omega you find a flyer for a service called The Omega Retreat.
You are paired with a compatible alpha to spend your heat or just a week at a luxurious cabin at a forest resort. Amenities and Utilities included. Enjoy the beautiful scenery, fresh air, as well as the company of an alpha of your choosing. What could possibly go wrong?
This pairing felt so right. It was a gut feeling that Bucky had, taking root, growing quickly, and overtaking any of the few doubts that had buzzed around like annoying little gnats. Now his certainty was thick and lush, like intruding ivy, digging into grout to burrow its little rootlets further into his frontal lobe, and throwing him further and further in love with you.
He waited, watching you nearly drift to sleep and happily disrupting your onset of slumber with a small tug of his hard knot until it began to go down and he could reluctantly pull free.
A small caress to your cheek, the brush of his dry knuckle along your damp skin as he trailed it down your neck. For now he’d won, successfully wracking your body through a joint-bending orgasm and staving off a whirlwind of heat.
His fingers trailed down the warm plains of your bare body, reaching for your shaking hands before locking them in his grasp to pull you from your perch on the small dining table.
You cling to his chest, grappling at the loose buttons of his flannel from where you tried to claw it from his body. You nearly missed a soft purr that rumbled from his hard chest as you cuddled against his neck as he two-stepped you towards the soft bed in the adjoining room. There wasn’t any other place more comfortable for you to crawl onto except to be blanketed by him.
It’s another pang against his weakened defenses, but even as his arms tightened around your smaller body and he groaned against your hair, he fought again to remain in control. You feel his shoulders stiffen but remain oblivious to the way his face seemed to darken. That edging of his body lingered, leaving his back tense as he pulled you from the table. You brush it off as his muscles flex as he lifts you up and carries you away to the bed to curl you into the blankets.
You reach out to grab at him and pull him to the bed with you, but he needs to attend to something first. He smiled down at your deepening pout, pulling at your wet lips, humming back dirty sentiment.
“Not afraid of fucking raw then? I wouldn’t have expected something like that from such a shy omega.”
He pinched at your reddened cheek, only to be met with a missed bite towards his retreating digits. It was a hungry fire he hadn’t expected to see but was very excited to find.
When your flames seemed to dim to a soft glow, you smiled up at him and spoke sweetly.
“We don’t need to worry about that, Alpha.”
Things can be said in the heat of the moment, something rumbling from a baser instinct. You’d spoken of protection over the phone, but you had a feeling it would fall by the wasteside. The chalky little contraceptive in your belly would serve to suit that purpose instead.
Bucky’s eyebrows were quirked before he asked, “Oh, why’s that?”
“I made sure to take the pill.” You said, lazily lowering your head to his shoulder as you began to drift.
Like a star, you burned furious and bright, only to fizzle and cool against your new lover’s body. Your brief moment of clarity would be his absolute undoing.
"Such-a smart girl, thinkin ahead like that.” You missed the subtle grinding of his back teeth as he whispered against your hair.
“Mm, thank you, Alpha.” You purred back, oblivious and happy.
He should have known better that this instant connection would have to be dragged along more slowly than he’d hoped. He’d lost his patience, and you’d made him believe that maybe you hadn’t had any either.
Everything had been allowed to move so quickly, nearly break-neck speed, and Bucky was more than willing to welcome it. Maybe too willing. Clearly there was more to you than he had originally learned, and your agenda quite possibly didn’t match his own.
His aggression is lidded, letting the steam fill every chamber as he digests your last few words. He tries to think, but each thought is racing around his head with a pulse of pain. Until he has one single thought that speaks aloud above all others.
He leaned in, standing over you to give you a soft, demanding kiss, wet lips locking as his tongue tapped your teeth before he pulled away and padded off towards the bathroom. Your hands grappled with him at first to keep him by your side, only relenting when he gave you a few reassuring words.
“Just a minute, Omega. I’ll be right back, ok?”
You nodded lazily before letting your head fall back on the soft pillows.
He’s shaking by the time he pushes past the threshold of the small bathroom, barely maintaining his much-needed restraint. Surely it was only the alpha that rattled its chains within him that was angry at this news. Surely, his true self would let you dance with him at your own pace instead of demanding submission.
He prided himself on being a loving man, an understanding man, a respectful man. He was still in control, not the Alpha inside.
He’d closed his eyes so as to center himself, his face pulling into a pinched expression. He let his surroundings fade in as he slowly cracked his eyes open, taking in the dim light of the bathroom before his narrowed pupils landed on a small floral bag perched on the granite sink.
It was the only piece of luggage to have been carried this far into the cabin. A little hygiene bag that was, no doubt, filled with toiletries, makeup,...and medication.
It held your betrayal, your means of evading him. He glared down at the insignificant tote as if it had the capacity to mock him.
The back and forth with these young omegas was a game Bucky used to play willingly, but times have changed. He wasn’t a young man anymore, and some more drastic measures may have to be made so he could finally settle down. He wanted to be a good man to such a wonderful woman like you, but he was done with being disappointed.
He couldn’t risk letting you slip through his fingers, and he wouldn’t let a pill the size of his pinky tip stand in his way.
He hooked his nail onto one of the zippers, pulling it open just a slit to be easily widened by his fingers. He carefully invaded your unsuspecting border as you slept, slipping his hand into the bag while pushing the sides further open for him to see into deep black fabric.
He felt the guilt and the regret each second he spent to find your source of power against him, his stomach tightening when he had them between his fingers.
His knees tried to lock, keeping him from moving away from the bag as he stared at the little white pills.
He could ask himself as to how he fought not to bite her, while at the same time he isn’t able to defeat this. His inner alpha had become a familiar opponent. Denying himself the things he’d desired the most was far too commonplace, and those would be the straw that broke his back. Your subtle betrayal.
Maybe if he kept you satiated, acting as a riptide barely keeping you afloat long enough for a breath of air, you wouldn’t notice your contraception was missing.
You’d be none the wiser if anything took, blissfully unaware of the seeds he may have planted.
The higher pitch of your needy whine cracked through his brain fog. The sound of you calling him back to bed, no doubt sweaty and ravenous like you had been before. It gave his conscious self time to peak through, only for his inner monster to squeeze past it towards your sweet siren call.
“Just a minute." He growled back, his teeth clacking together tightly as he gripped the sink with one hand, and that little silvery pack crinkled in the other.
He tore his hand from the sink and grabbed at the lid to the latrine before flipping it up with a clatter of porcelain.
His thumb pressed against the little white menace before it popped out of the foil and fell to the still water below. He stared at the empty bubble, feeling a better part of himself tear away and fade into obscurity as he chose to push another pill out. Then another, and another, 5, 6, 7, 8, until all the little pills were left floating precariously in the water.
He looked down at an irreparable offense as the little white souls seemed to cling to one another before their sterile lagoon began to swirl and swish, sucking them down into its whirlpool with a sputter as the commode was flushed.
Bucky hadn’t seen his arm move towards the trigger; he hadn’t noticed that he’d pushed the handle down until all your birth control was sucked away, out of sight but no further out of his mind. He’d successfully knocked away a barrier he’d found between you, feeling all the more lowly for having done so. Would you forgive him if you knew what he’d done only a second ago?
After the short amount of time you spent getting to know one another, moving quickly in terms of relationship wants, needs, and desires. Yet, he still held secrets, and he was sure you did as well. There would always be more to learn, and he wanted every morsel of your mind and soul now.
You made him so greedy that even this small amount of yourself he was denied made him throw this awful fit.
Once he’d left the bathroom, foil packet crumpled in his fist, he’d tried to justify his previous actions to himself. He did his best to hide the evidence under some food garbage in the kitchen, all while you blindly scented the air in search of him.
Your whimper calling for him was like a hard hammer coming down to crack his heart, and as he returned to your embrace in the twisted blankets, he had to bury his face against your sweaty skin to better busy his mind.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, tell me what you think. I’m trying to get my mojo back after what feels like forever since I last posted anything. I’m trying to find time to write…key word trying😅
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there's such an interesting extra layer to amity and her relationships (especially w luz) that gets revealed when you learn that not only is she an abuse victim herself, but she is also the child of an abusive marriage
like not only was she personally abused/neglected and taught that she doesn't deserve to have her boundaries respected and won't get positive attention unless maybe she "earns it" by being useful and overachieving, but also her main example of a romantic partnership involved one partner exploiting the other and treating him as an expendable tool
in all of her relationships (platonic, romantic, familial), amity learns to give and receive kindness, learns to respect and set boundaries, learns that the value of herself and others aren't dictated by achievements or usefulness. she's breaking the toxic patterns that her parents taught her via their treatment of her.
but with her romantic relationship with luz, not only is she learning all of the above, but she's also breaking the toxic patterns of a romantic relationship that she would have learned from watching her parents.
when she shows kindness to luz, loves luz wholeheartedly even when she makes mistakes or causes problems, respects luz's privacy and boundaries, she is treating her girlfriend in a way that opposes the way her mother treated her own husband.
when she learns that she doesn't need to be useful or else risk abandonment/punishment, she's learning that she shouldn't accept or expect to be treated by her girlfriend the same way that her father was treated by his own wife.
i just. i love stories about characters breaking cycles. and i love luz and amity's relationship so much. it's very much not the kind of relationship i'm invested in the same way i am invested in with ships between adults. but rather like, it's a relationship between these two young people who are learning to healthily navigate this kind of relationship for the first time in their lives and it's really sweet.
#eliot posts#toh#the owl house#amity blight#abuse mention#toh meta#ive probably talked abt this a bit before but. god. i love it so much.#i LOVE stories about characters breaking cycles they drive me buckwild#lumity#if there's any good character study fics abt amity being the child of abuse and breaking that cycle... send em my way
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hi!! im looking for fics that are focused/related to tonys trauma with howard and how he wants to break the cycle. thank you sm for all you guys do!!!! my fav account on here ❤️
Do these fit for what you are looking for?
5 Times Tony was Nothing like Howard and 1 Time he was Exactly like Maria by Baymax_13
"Tony swore to himself that if he ever had the privilege of being a father, he would be nothing like his own dad. He would try to embody his mother instead, her warmth, her kindness, her love." Or Tony Stark is an incredible father, and his secret is essentially do the exact opposite of whatever Howard would have done.
Howard Stark and The Grandson by inkinmyheartandonthepage
Peter drops by the Tower and walks in on some interesting guests. * “Anthony,” Maria’s voice broke up the moment. Tony shifted to stand beside Peter, throwing an arm around his shoulders and dragging him close. Maria looked curious as she gazed at Peter. “Who is this?” “Mum, my apologies. Seems I forgot to tell you that Peter would be dropping by this afternoon,” Tony said, squeezing Peter’s shoulder.
The Sweet and the Poison by Emily_F6
Tony tries to break the cycle of shame, nearly (accidentally) killing Peter in the process.
Stars, Hide Your Fires by YellowDistress
Starks didn't create beautiful things. They created weapons that destroyed beautiful things. That was the way it had always been. But when the four-year-old's wide eyes blinked at him, Tony was struck with the sudden realization that maybe that had been a lie.
A Foreign Feeling by imgoingtocrash & savvysass
Faced with impending fatherhood, Tony Stark has multiple emotional crises, realizes he needs to make some life changes, gets to know the mother of his child better, bonds with his makeshift family, and finds unconditional love in his son.
Happy Hogan Never Forgets A Face by Jen27ny
Happy Hogan never forgets a face. And suddenly he remembered where he knew that face from. The blood in his veins turned cold and for a second his lungs forgot they need oxygen to function. He counted back the years, hoping it would calm his racing heart. Hoping it wouldn’t match. But it did.
this is my kid by iron_spider
Pepper sighs heavily but doesn’t look away from him. “There is a woman on line one, her name is Mary Fitzpatrick—” Tony feels like someone breaks an ice cold egg on the top of his head. Frozen yolk spearing down the back of his neck. “—and she says she had your baby, Tony. Two days ago, she’s still in the hospital. She’s one hundred percent sure it’s yours.” Tony stares at her. Yeah, he’s had this happen before. It’s never panned out, always been a cash grab, and if he does have any biological kids out there, the mothers haven’t contacted him. All the ones that tried their hands were bullshitting. But he remembers Mary Fitzpatrick. And without picking up the call, without taking a test, without seeing the baby—he knows.
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Not me seeing agathario fandom start making fanfics in ao3 where Rio gets trapped in the Hex with Agatha and thinking innocently: "Wow, it would be very, very extremely psychologically painful and so fucking full of cuteness if Wanda's spellwork gave them, idk, like, maybe, DAUGHTERS, wouldn't be?!"
#i mean if wanda can have twins with vision why can't they?#would it bring back bad memories from the past? for sure#but I'm craving the “screwed-up lesbian moms breaking generational cycles by raising their daughters' trope”#just imagine little witches who are Agatha's spitting image and have Rio's personality#let's think about the angst later#it was a sitcom and I think it needed other kids to play with billy and tommy#agathario#rio x agatha#agatha x rio#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#rio agatha all along#wanda maximoff#billy maximoff#tommy maximoff#wandavision#agathario fanfic#I already have an idea of names for them#agathario fic#ao3#ao3 fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic ideas#agathario kids#the cherry on top of all are the nicholas's flashbacks that agatha will have#nicholas scratch#marvel fanfiction
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“I made her feel powerless, I knocked her down and— and she still makes me feel scared.” —Satoru, So Find One And Seize It, Chapter 5
So a consequence of rereading Chapters 4 and 5 of SFOASI from The Odyssey series by the utterly incredible HotCocoaaa ( @biscaanii ) and then listening to Hawk in the Night by Maddie Buckley soon afterward is getting immediate brainrot for the most depressingly brutal piece I could start 2024 with. It worked too well for the Gojo Clan, especially Cocoa's rendition of Satoru and his grandmother, Akemi. She's a terrible woman and she fascinates me.
Go read this series guys it's so great—
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#achilles come down fic#so find one and seize it fic#hotcocoaaa#gojo satoru#gojo akemi#pencil's art tag#akemi is cocoa's oc for the fic but she's canon to me#i didn't mean for this to be the first piece of the year but my hand slipped#happy new years guys here's the crippling shadow of cyclical family abuse#next time I make fan art of this series it will be fluffy kid moments i swear#the breaking out of the cycle if you will#anyway the whole song is way too fitting for them but I just used the first stanza#though in my delirium i named the working doc gojohawks and it cracked me up#the reject ship name of sixwings lmao#but enough mixing fics I am done now I promise
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hiii, for the ask game!
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
~ @rekikiri
hmm. if i were to say something that involved andrew + his relationship with kids would you guys cancel me. i don't personally see andreil having kids/fostering/whatever and while i think andrew would love his nieces/nephews i don't know how good he actually would be with kids
#dont get me wrong i love the idea#and him being traumatised and breaking the cycle by loving a child in ways he wasn't loved? love it#it just doesn't feel...realistic to me#PERSONALLY#but that doesn't mean i don't fuck with the idea#because i LOVE andrew fics with aarons kids#and him dressing up with a tiara for his niece's fake tea party#i love that visual#and i love the idea of him being protective over them#but being actually GOOD with kids? i dont knowwww#DONT HATE ME
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Steve never liked the cities.
They were always too crowded, too noisy. He liked Hawkins. He liked a quiet life in the suburbs. It was part of the reason he’d never gone to college, that and having to worry about his adopted band of misfit kids and the hell dimension that opened every year. Yet, somehow he found himself on a weekend trip to Chicago.
It was all Eddie’s fault. He had to pick some things up from a music store in town for the band, he’d mention strings or amps. Steve only half understood. It was an excuse for Eddie to take his van to Chicago. Steve had been surprised to find himself invited.
“You never leave town since Vecna went dark, dude. How are you going to travel around with six kids and a Winnebago if you never leave Hawkins?” Eddie asked, somehow managing to convince Steve to join him.
They took turns driving Eddie’s van. Eddie’s choice of music was questionable, but his version of road trip games was even more worrisome. They’d been travelling behind an old truck for the better part of an hour when Eddie kicked his feet on the dash and questioned,
“What do you think would be the worst way to die right now? Because I’ve spent the past half hour watching that guy’s toolbox rattle around and I’m convinced a nail gun to the head would be a killer way to go.”
Steve should’ve known better, but he’d give anything for a distraction from the long stretch of road.
“Probably getting set on fire at a pump while you insist you need a smoke the second we pulled over at the last gas station,” Steve noted, switching on his indicator and passing the vehicle, using all the horsepower the poor-beat up van had.
“And here I was thinking I had a twisted imagination,” Eddie spoke, before listing off a series of more gruesome scenarios.
By the time the two reached their motel, Steve felt strangely lighter. Whether it was the distance from Hawkins and the trouble it had caused him or because he and Eddie had spent an hour listing out worst-case scenarios until they felt comical and absurd instead of real and imminent threats, he didn’t know. Being trapped in a town with a rip in the fabric of space and time had a way of making you always feel on your guard. That night the two slept quickly and soundlessly.
It was when they walked through town Steve remembered why he hated cities. He was left shuffling through unfamiliar streets, elbow to elbow with strangers, trying desperately to keep up with Eddie as the man weaved and ebbed with the crowd as Steve used to slice through water. Eddie was one with the city. Steve was apart from it.
Without thinking, Steve reached out, grabbing onto the hem of Eddie’s jacket, letting himself be guided. Eddie showed him where to step, how to move. He kept his head down and followed Eddie’s lead to the music store. Much to his surprise, when they were all done, and once more ready to head back into the fray of the foot traffic, Eddie offered the crook of his elbow for Steve to hold onto.
“Hey, it’s easier than you almost tugging a hole in a perfectly good jacket. You don’t have a good track record, Harrington,” Eddie teased. He had a point.
He hadn’t meant to make a habit of it. Yet the small action of latching onto Eddie to keep him at arm’s length followed the two back to Hawkins.
The thing about hanging out with Eddie was that the man was surprisingly hard to keep up with. He was always rushing places at the drop of a hat, jerked one way or the other by whatever flight of fancy caught his attention.
He’d be beside Steve at the Family Video store one minute, then darting to the horror section driven there by some tangential conversation, which then of course, would lead him to remember some old sci-fi film and send him running to the sci-fi section, only to find it lacking. That would lead him to Robin and their extensive movie catalogue on the computer, all the while, he’d still be talking to Steve. He found it easier to keep up with Eddie if he had a hold of him.
He’d find his fingers tucked into the crook of Eddie’s elbow, hooked in the chain of his jeans or clinging to the cuff or hem of his shirt and trailing in the wake of him.
Contrary to popular belief, Steve wasn’t an idiot. Not when it came to social situations. He knew being extra touchy with Eddie was something he could only do in certain situations. He was hyper-aware of it when he’d made the mistake of hooking his thumb into the back pocket of Eddie’s jeans in the arcade. The two had driven the kids there and were wasting time bouncing between watching the kids and playing pinball.
A group of teenagers had been gawking at the two already, likely trying to work out what twist of fate had landed the former king of Hawkins High and current school Freak together. With the action, the mumbled whispers turned into slack jaws and less favourable words muttered just loud enough for Steve to hear.
Steve wasn’t an idiot. He knew what it looked like. He would be lying if he said he didn’t want it to be like that, not that he’d voiced any of it. Not yet. He needed to do it in a town where people didn’t know his name, so people wouldn’t talk if he was reading Eddie all wrong. He didn’t think he was, he was good with reading people.
In a crowd, holding onto Eddie was okay. On their increasingly frequent trips to the city, Indianapolis, Chicago, and Fort Wayne. When no one else could see, that was okay. In small-town Hawkins, in broad daylight, it wasn’t.
Steve suddenly understood the appeal of the city.
#steddie#steddie fic#drabble#steddie drabble#ficlet#steddie ficlet#stranger things#stranger things 4#steve harrington#eddie munson#inside your brain there are two wolves#one is a headcannon#where you want Steve and Eddie to stay in Hawkins#have some small town bliss and break the cycles of generational trauma#while the other headcannon#wants them to move to a big city like Chicago or San Fransisco#and live their best open gay life#this was born of that conflict#Metalhoops writes
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😵💫 snippet pls 🙏🙏
omg sorry this took me a while to reply anon. i thought this was in reference to the “lestappen bondgirl au without the genderbend” wip but it was actually the “landoscar-literally-fuck-around-and-find-out” fic aksjsksks. there’s a snippet here but here’s another one if you care… idk that i’ll ever get round to publishing this one cus it feels weirdly ooc rn, but anyway.
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“Sotter volchay.” Lando says.
“What’s that?”
“Like, quiet. Like you.”
Oscar stifles a laugh, and runs his hand through Lando’s hair. Lando practically purrs.
“Sotto voce, Lando.” Oscar says. Back to this. The formal name, as if nothing has happened between them, as if both of them didn’t have their mouths stuffed full of each other mere minutes ago, whimpering and needy and pathetic in a way they aren’t with anyone else.
“You–” Oscar starts, before he shakes his head, and Lando gets the signal. He scoots down the sofa, under him, and a latent part of Oscar’s logical brain that is behind the sex fog goes that’s gonna fuck your back.
But then Lando’s glorious mouth is on his again, possessive and pressing, and the thought completely disappears.
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from that “guess my wips” game from a few days back, like so far back i don’t even think i could find the post because clearly i post way too much on here 😭
#landoscar#ln4#op81#twinklaren#mctwinks#wiz.wips#if im gonna post snippets I might as well finish the fics#<- lies I tell myself#but im getting there with some of them I promise#self imposed pressure for fictional stories for semi fictional blorbos???#yes.#atp im gonna curse myself to keep thinking of snippets and sharing them and never finish woops#break the cycle (of fanfic writers having too much fun coming up with stuff and not finishing them to the level they’re happy with)
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I wanna write a pile of TLT AUs where they all end with Harrow and Gideon realizing in different/interesting ways that things aren’t quite right. A (technically) post-series TLT fic where Harrow and Gideon are stuck traversing multiple river bubbles like different past lives. Always finding each other. Always going through it. And then always realizing that they aren’t home. And then BAM! Next bubble.
It’ll be about breaking that cycle. Maybe this is what it is to cross the river?
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#griddlehark#locked tomb fan fic ideas#harrow and gideon breaking the cycle to enter nirvana together
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The latest chapter of Breaking Cycles was so sweet! What a great ending. I'm really looking forward to the epilogue! So, how does it feel to end this story after nearly 3 years and 21 chapters? Did the ending go like you had planned from the start, or did it change significantly along the way?
Thank you so much! As a daughter of a man who regularly chose the bottle over his own kids, it was important to me that Lachlan really got his moment with Arianwen. As my love @raginglittlehurricane has said to me, we deserved a moment in the movie where the two of them played together, instead of ending the movie with him just sort of mopily playing by himself in a corn field.
This fic has changed in all sorts of ways I never intended since I started it. For one thing, I was sure I wasn’t gonna exceed 12 chapters. Whoops. For another, the angst and drama factor was really going to be cranked up to 11. After Lachlan accidentally slept with Lacey, Belle was going to stop speaking to him, and he was going to start shacking up with Lacey just to try and get Belle’s attention. It was going to culminate in Lachlan breaking his promise to Belle and driving drunk - the one thing that would hurt her the most. Eventually, Belle was going to break under the pressure, and try to buy a one-way plane ticket to California, knowing that the US was the one place Lachlan couldn’t follow. But before she could do it, Lacey would have found out by snooping on her computer, and stolen Belle’s bank card and all of her savings so she couldn’t leave - because as much as Lacey resented her sister, she didn’t want to be left behind a second time.
Then I actually wrote out the bit where Belle finds out Lacey and Lachlan slept together, and… I couldn’t go through with it. That entire dynamic was so toxic and hurtful that I couldn’t think of a way to come back from it. I wouldn’t have been able to root for Lachlan and Belle getting back together, or Belle and Lacey reconciling. In the end, I’m much happier with how this came out. Some might say I rushed Lachlan’s growth, and maybe they’d be right. But the whole reason I started this fic was to give Lachlan the closure and healing the movie denied him. He spent over a decade suffering for his brother’s death. Adding all of that on top of it just seemed cruel.
Thanks for the ask! It’s been a long, almost three year journey, but we got there in the end!
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hunger au grian genuinely CANNOT catch a break!! YHS to EVO to being parasitized from the inside out and questioning if you are really you to being suffocated by the world’s most overbearing family to being on the run to knowing you are intrinsically different from the person that your friends loved despite being outwardly the same to being on a perpetual blood sugar crash to accidentally dragging your friends into a death game 3 time over b/c of said crash to being kicked out from the only home you’ve ever known to trying to finally end it just for your friends to drag you back kicking and screaming as they force you to face the facts: your death will make no amends!! this is just your way of making the pain of everything— your birth, your existence, the ever-gnawing hunger— go away!!
i am so utterly insane about him. hunger!grian 🤝 siffrin isat: relatable to everyone by having the entire spectrum of mental illness ❤️
YEAH I REALLY WASNT KIDDING WHEN I SAID I WAS GIVING HIM EVERY MENTAL ILLNESS IN THE DSM-5 AND ALSO A FEW NEW ONES SJDNWJDJS
Also yeah i think its bc of hunger!grian that im as insane abt siffrin as i am. Bro was handcrafted in a lab to make me crazy THEIR ISSUESSSSSSS......🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💥💥💥💥💥💥
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#yhs is actually canon to hunger au but STILL JDNJDJWJDKD HE GOES THRU SO MUCH.....#it rlly is abt how ur death will not fix things. ur death will not make it better. face the mortifying ordeal of being loved and known#and the utter dissatisfaction of being forgiven!!!!! no more flagellation!!!! break the cycle!!!!!!#its smth i look forward to really digging into as the fic progresses#how grian goes from ''i need to die'' to ''how do i actually fix this. what can i reasonably do''#like what mumbo said in chap 3. dying wont fix anything buddy!!!! grian just has to get to a place where he can HEAR that first#txt
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After u reblogged my post of me whining abt Sklonda I read ALLL of ur fic so far and I'm HOOKED. FATE FAVORS ME !!! RAAAA!!!!!! I'm on the edge of my seat
Thank you! Midnight Oil is definitely my Baby, and it means a lot to me when people respond positively to it. There's just. There's so much going on in it. We go from Newsies to a murder mystery to How To Be A Thief 101 to a prison break to Baby's First Murder to making a deal with a demon (kinda.) And that's just the first 60k. It is such a wild ride from beginning to (the yet unseen) end and I'm so glad that so many people have come along for the journey, it's always a highlight of my day to see people's reactions to it.
#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#kalina#riz gukgak#sklonda gukgak#aelwyn abernant#fic#if you want to watch Riz go through the plot of a spy thriller#if you want to watch Sklonda fall to pieces from grief but *live* and break the cycle of violence anyway#if you want to watch Kalina do. literally anything Kalina does#maybe give it a shot.#(also aelwyn does crimes but that's less important)
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I think it would be so funny for a future Bendy game to do this where in those chase sequences that end with us cutting the Ink Demon off with a door- rather than just accepting defeat, he punches it. Like imagine-
We just narrowly escaped from him through a metal, reinforced door and blocked him off. A few beat passes and because of past games, we think it's safe...
Until the Ink Demon's fist soars through the metal door without a scratch. And he starts to peel the metal apart to create a gap for himself.
I just think that would be really funny and absolutely wicked to witness because we know he's strong as hell
#bendy#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#batim#bendy and the ink machine#he has crashed through a metal door before- he can do it again- this time with ✨️flair✨️#(where we can actually see it happen)#post inspired by that one moment in batdr fic break the cycle where the ink demon tore an entire large house from its foundation#i thought about that moment all day#the ink demon#ink demon
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I need some ‘good Morzan’ writing projects to post specificly to tumbler and not just work on my fic. So yall get to choose! Poll time!
#you guys can request some more#I just need a break from animatics…#christopher paolini#the inheritance cycle#inheritance cycle#murtaugh#morzan#eragon bromsson#murtaugh morzansson#‘good’ morzan#‘reformed’ morzan#eragon#these were just ones I thought up#the main fic is about Eragon meeting Morzan#so I couldn’t add that
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