๐๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ก ๐
๐ฌ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข
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๐๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ก, ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ข๐ง๐ :
๐ป๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐ | ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ถ๐ญ๐ช โ ๐พ๐ฐ๐ท
[๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐๐] [๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐]
Aurora has always been a lonely and imaginative young woman, always reading about faraway realms, fantastical creatures and cruel and heartless kings.
After an argument with Harry, her younger brother, the young woman asks the Goblins; magical creatures that kidnap children to take their little brother. At her request, the King of the Goblins, a character in one of Aurora's books, kidnaps the little boy. Repentant, the young woman will have to face a labyrinth and rescue her brother before the thirteen hours are up to prevent him from being turned into a Goblin forever and she, being imprisoned in the king's castle.
๐๐จ๐ก๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค:
๐ช๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐ | ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐บ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐!๐ฎ๐ต! ๐น๐๐๐
๐๐ โ ๐ป๐ฉ๐จ [๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐]
As a lonely and melancholic vampire widow, John decides to drown some of his painful memories of his beloved deceased wife Miriam, in a sensual and desperate sex worker with an unhealthy attraction for death and danger.
๐ฐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐ | ๐ซ๐๐๐!๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐บ๐๐๐
๐๐๐!๐ญ๐๐!๐น๐๐๐
๐๐ โ ๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐ [๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐]
John Blaylock is the perfect history teacher, he's smart, patience, kind and devilish handsome. One day, during a particularly boring class, he feels the unmistakable sentiment of someone staring eyes on him, and his sparkling blue eyes lay down on you. A shy young woman in the bottom of the class, when she is catching looking at him, she blushes strongly. At that moment, John has a very mischievous idea.
๐โญ'๐ฐ
๐ป๐๐ฆ๐ค๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ :
๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ | ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐บ๐๐๐
๐๐๐!๐ญ๐๐!๐น๐๐๐
๐๐ โ ๐ป๐ฉ๐จ [๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐]
Haywood accepts the chance of teaching St. Bartollomew's students literature and writing methods. There, he meets you, a promising young woman who's suffering with an abusive relationship. After developing some feelings for her, he decides to help her with the toxic boyfriend.
๐๐๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ
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(bc im sick of pinning everything)
ao3 here
โโโเฎเนโกเนเฎโโโ
๐ถ๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ - ๐ต๐๐๐๐/๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ, ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต.
๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต-๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ด๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ง๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ถ๐ณ, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ-๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ.
๐ท๐๐๐ - ๐ท๐๐๐/๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ณ-๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ-๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ.
๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐/๐ท๐๐๐/๐ณ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ช๐ต. ๐๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ.
๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ: ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ค๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐บ. ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ต.
๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐/๐ท๐๐๐/๐ฝ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ข๐จ๐จ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ค๐ถ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ถ๐ฃ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ช๐ค๐ถ๐ญ๐ต. ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ.
๐ด๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฒ๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ - 3/? - ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐ณ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ซ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด.
๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐ป๐๐๐ - 2/4 - ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐ท๐๐๐/๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐ฐ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฅ๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ช๐ฆ๐ต๐ฏ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐ข๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ.
๐ฒ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ - 2/2 - ๐ณ๐๐๐๐/๐ท๐๐๐/๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ง๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ.
๐บ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก/๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐ต๐๐๐๐๐ข
๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐บ : ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ. ๐๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ.
โโโ โขโงโข โโโ
๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
.ใปใ.ใปใโญใป.ใปโซใปใใปใ.
๐ฉ๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ
๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ด๐ต
๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฃ๐ช๐ฉ๐ข๐ธ๐ฌ๐ด
๐ต๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฆ
๐ณ๐ข๐ซ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ธ
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-หห [ bowie | 19 | any pronouns ] หห-
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โ โโน๊ฎบห banner credits ! *โยฐใ
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โฉยฐ๏ฝก โโธ ๐ง ; all characters are 18+, written by adult(s), for adults, in adult scenarios. These scenarios can range from explicit, to gorey depending on the given tags. minors do not interact!
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๐ {} .. if requests are open, please be patient with completed drabbles! i am only one person with two weak malnourished thumbs, have mercy :(
โ๐ฌใใปi write for characters that have been considered "controversial" in the past, such as homelander, soldier boy, amanda young, etc. if those characters/sources bother you, please feel free to block me and my tags !
โใป๏ผโใtagsใ
-หห #bowies fics [all fics]
-หห #bowies requests [requested fics]
-หห #bowies headcannons [ all headcannons ]
-หห #bowies comfort tag [reposts of fanart of sources i love]
-หห #bowies silly tag [funny reposts]
-หห #pretty colors!!!@ [reposts of fanart of sources i love]
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fic request status ; open !
headcannon request status ; open !
โฉยฐ๏ฝกโsaw franchise x reader - all gender neutral
; หโ ห โงโ .: amanda young x reader
drowning ; unhealthy dynamics, descriptions of violence, s/h mentions slight stockholm syndrome, menetions of kidnapping, fluff, no smut - strangely soft moments and recalling memories of being taken in by amanda and john [ romance ]
quiet morning ; fluff, sleeping with socks, sleepy morning, buffmanda, pervymanda, straddling, teasing - amanda insists you both sleep in. [ suggestive ]
choice ; stroke mentions/slight descriptions, surgery mentions, panic attacks, grounding, hand holding, fluff, "i hate everyone but you" trope - after john has a stroke, you find yourself slightly split between two sides of the same coin. [ angst / romance ]
territory ; apprentice!reader, jealousy, amanda being a guard dog, anatomical terms for vagina, degradation, dubcon if u squint, biting, sadistmanda - amanda catches you and mark going over your lastet work. [ smut ]
; หโ ห โงโ .: mark hoffman x reader
worthy test ; dead dove, detective!reader, kidnapping, smut, gender neutral anatomy, gags, rough sex, slapping, needles, drugging, unhealthy dynamics, dom/sub dynamics, size difference kink, age difference, creampie, big ol man tiddies YEEHAWW!! - you and your team of investigators have been after jigsaw's apprentice for months, yet waking up bound to a chair makes way for suprises more sinister than you could have imagined [ smut ]
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โฉยฐ๏ฝกโthe boys x reader - all gender neutral
; หโ ห โงโ .: homelander x reader
compliance ; sublander, bloodplay, knifeplay, handcuffs, dom/sub dynamic, consent, communication, prior planning, oral sex - getting homelander in a vulnerable position where you put him in cuffs he's not allowed to break. [ smut ]
supernova ; depowered!homelander, homelander reffered to as john, angst with a fluffy ending, domestic sweetness, anxiety attack, eating difficulties - john feels lost after losing his powers despite settling into a "normal" life with you. [ angst / romance ]
; หโ ห โงโ .: soldier boy x reader
negotiations ; dubcon, forced orgasms, slight daddy kink, glove kink if you squint, size kink, southern charm, drug use, wall sex, no pronouns used for reader but afab anatomy is repeatedly mentioned - upon joining The Boys to take down Homelander with the help of Soldier Boy, you come to realize he's much more of a hard bargain than you anticipated. [ smut / slight romance ]
; หโ ห โงโ .: frenchie x reader
people will talk ; weed smoking, alcohol references, fluff, intoxication, cozy fic, - late night meetings between you, frenchie and a joint [ fluff ]
; หโ ห โงโ .: frenchie x butcher x reader
team building ; reader has vagina, weed use / intoxication, supe reaper, enemies to lovers if you squint, hell yeah for long buildup, threesome, lap sitting, oral [receiving / giving], spitroast, lots of petnames - As a Supe on the run, joining The Boys can be nerve wracking - Easing up tension is no easy feat. [ smut ]
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โฉยฐ๏ฝกโfallout x reader - all gender neutral
; หโ ห โงโ .: cooper howard [the ghoul] x bounty!reader
paid in kind ; gunplay, breathplay, bondage, spitplay, hairpulling, oral [ m receiving ], throatfucking, wallfucking, creampie, accidental yearning, prolonged eye contact is sexy, switch!cooper is underrated, mentions of past sexual experiences, nondescript reader genitals, rad x as ghoul birth control - you've been running for weeks, but there's nowhere he won't find you. [ smut ]
; หโ ห โงโ .: prewar!cooper x barbara howard x reader
summer lovin' ; costar!reader, hot tub time!, fluff beyond belief, relationship not labeled but everyone flirts with everyone!, alcohol mentions/consumption - after working on a film with cooper, you never imagined just how charming both of the howards were. [ romance / fluff ]
โฉยฐ๏ฝกโ Unexpected
; หโ ห โงโ thomas shelby x reader fic [ smut - specified anatomy ]
summary ; the shelby's and your family have worked together for quite some time. when your mother made a bold move against the lead shelby brother, you took to going to apologize personally.
tags / warnings ; intoxication, spanking, grinding, pleasure denial, thomas shelby being a bitch, smoking, masturbation, facial, cumplay if u squint, explicit consent, power imbalance
i. evening ,, ii. morning
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โน๊ฎบห masterlist will be updated bi-weekly!
โน๊ฎบห for a more accurate list, check #bowies fics ! <3
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Adventures at RSA!
Character x Reader writings Masterlist
Lillehavfrue (little mermaid):
[Bomani Melokuhle]
-Be My Valentine! (meet-cute)
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Sneewittchen (snow white):
[Cailean Atharrais]
-I think your dove-ly! (meet cute)
-Be My Valentine! (confession headcanon)
[Oisรญn Neart]
-soon to come!
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Rotkรคppchen (little red riding hood):
[ฮrepo Borealis]
-soon to come!
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Hellฤnikแธ (hercules):
[Hyacinth Kovidar]
-soon to come!
[Wyborne Fawkes Eshmun]
-soon to come!
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Reflecttrave (mulan):
[Fวzhรน lรณng]
-soon to come!
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Deinรณsavros (monsterverse):
[Kaiyล Rลซrฤbฤซsuto]
-soon to come!
[Taranis Vervloet]
-soon to come!
[Hikaru Seijลซ Tengoku]
-soon to come!
[Eleu Neart]
-soon to come!
[Ramarak Sarasvati]
-soon to come!
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=NRC Bonus=
Tumbleranch [by @tumbleranch-dorm] (home on the range):
[Bowie Eustace]
-Be My Valentine! (confession headcanon)
-Boy's whipped (suitor headcanons)
- Save a horse, Ride a cowboy (Nsfw Headcanons)
(bonus: you, the reader, can request different scenarios for me to write about, and they'll end up here after being completed/posted!)
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welcome to catchthewindd !!
below the cut are all of my written works :)
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hugh grant // https://www.tumblr.com/catchthewindd/727992537602834432/these-eyes-part-one-hugh-grant
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Dancing with our hands tied | S.H.
Chapter twenty five โญ๏ธ Who could stay? You could stay
Warnings: none really, just a lot of fluff, a bittersweet ending, lots of love and tooth rotting sweetness
Pairing: Steve Harrington x fem!reader
Summary: You and Steve take another step and move into a whole new chapter.
Word count: 8.5k
Author's note: this is it, guys. this is the last chapter, all we got is an epilogue coming and thats it, the story is nearly over! It's been six months of dwoht!!!! six months of plotting and writing with @hellfire--cult ily roe, thank you for doing this with me โก
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Moving boxes litter your entire house, some are in the hallway, the kitchen and the living room, some already emptied, some of them are still unopened, sealed with duct tape. Most boxes are in your bedroom though, yours and Steveโs bedroom.ย
David Bowieโs voice sounds through the speakers, the wind that blows through your open window touches your bare skin, you are only wearing a t-shirt of his, your hair is pulled up in a scrunchie that he picked out for you when you went shopping together, your knees dig into the soft carpet beneath you as you sort through his movie and comic collection, taking them out of the box and stacking them up on your shelf where you had already made space for him. You were honestly a little surprised to find the Captain America comic books in one of his drawers back at his house, he never mentioned them nor did you see him ever holding a comic book in his hand but apparently he only liked them when he was a kid and he grew out of his โnerdyโ phase when he turned thirteen. Sure. He told you not to pack them, he told you he doesnโt need them anymore but you saw the look in his eyes, the comfort that teenage boy got from getting lost in a world of superheroes, so you packed them into the box and now theyโre finding home on your shelf, ready for him to reach whenever.ย
You donโt feel his eyes on you at this moment, you are too focused on the memories he packed, on the pictures you find next, of the teens, of Robin and Eddie, of his parents and some of his from his childhood, pictures of you.ย
Steve had never felt more at peace than he does now, standing in your now shared bedroom, he is sorting through his clothes, placing them on the hangers and into your closet, he is sneaking glances at you, wearing the biggest smile on his face. Your hair is falling out of the scrunchie, his shirt is riding up on your thighs, a soft look resides in your eyes and on your lips as you flip through the pictures he took to his new home. His heart skips strongly as he looks at you, heโs got everything he ever wanted, absolutely everything.ย
When you asked him to move in with you after only two weeks of dating, he didnโt waste a second to say โyesโ, perhaps he even sounded a little too desperate when that word left his lips but he couldnโt help it. He hated to be away from you, even more so than before, when you werenโt dating yet. He didnโt want to spend a second without you, and neither did you. You clung to each other from the moment he asked you to be his girlfriend, not a single night was spent without the other. You ate breakfast, lunch and dinner together, you showered together and cuddled on the couch in front of the tv, every night. You never went to sleep without one another, so โwhy wait?โ, you said before you asked him.ย
He had no trouble leaving his house, it was only ever home because of you and he felt more at home here than he ever did back there. He felt no sadness to leave it behind, only excitement and happiness to enter this chapter of your life together.ย
Steve looks at the polaroid camera next to your bed, feeling the urge to keep this moment not only in his memory but also in a picture. He places his yellow sweater into your closet before he makes his way over to the nightstand, he picks up the camera and turns it on, removing the cap leans, he tip toes closer to you and kneels down, squinting one eye shut as he aims the camera at you and he captures a perfect moment.ย
A look of surprise flashes in your features, your brows are pulled up, your lips parted as you stare at the notes in your hand, the notes that fell out of the little notebook that you can only assume to be from his days at school. You didnโt mean to open it or even look inside, it could be a diary, after all. But the notes fell out when you took it out of the box.ย
You blink, once, twice. You feel as though your eyes are betraying you as you read the words on the white paper. The ink is a little faded, but you can still see every letter clearly.ย
Your heart is skipping in your chest.ย
What are you looking at perv?
Your handwriting.ย
Your note.ย
You remember that day, you remember how you caught him staring at you, throughout the whole class, the hopeless girl in you was blushing butโฆ the teenage you was annoyed, thinking that he was just messing with you, thinking that he somehow found out about your crush on him and decided to tease you, to play with you.ย
You put the note down on your lap and read the other.ย
Very funny, are you running out of girls to flirt with, King Steve?
You donโt even hear the clicking sound of the camera, you pay no mind to the flash going off either. You are too surprised by what you see as you keep flipping through the notes that he kept, the ones he kept for years, back when he didnโt even like you.
You flinch in surprise when you feel a pair of arms around your waist but quickly relax and melt into him, into his embrace, into his warm touch. Your lips curl into a smile when his own press soft kisses to your neck, whispering into your skin.ย
โKing Steve was an idiot, wasnโt he? He couldnโt throw away these notes but still kept acting like a dick to you.โย
The thought of him struggling to throw your notes into the trash, makes your chest swell with warmth.ย
You tilt your head back to face your boyfriend, you place the notes down and wrap your hand around his wrist.ย
โDidโฆ you keep them on purpose?โ You ask as for a moment, you thought that he mightโve forgotten them.ย
โI did, my heart just didnโt allow me to throw them away.โย ย
You chuckle at his words and shake your head, โyeah, sure.โย
โItโs true, honey!โ He exclaims, squeezing your waist.ย
You flinch in surprise, a giggle falling from your lips as you hold his wrists tighter.ย
โIt always knew who it belonged to.โ He whispers with no humor in his voice, just genuine honesty, because itโs true, his heart knew, it always knew.ย
โYouโre such a sap, Steve Harrington,โ you say, though with nothing but a wide smile on your lips.ย
โYeah, Iโm your sap,โ he grins, clinging tighter to your waist, he nuzzles his face into your neck, breathing you in and kissing you there, feeling his heart swelling in excitement, in love as he thinks of his future now, a future he thought he would only ever dream of, a future you both want, with one another. He will get to wake beside you every morning, with you in his arms, greeted by your soft touch, by your sweet kisses, he will get to sit at the breakfast table with you, write the grocery list with you while you enjoy your morning coffee, he will kiss you before leaving for work and he will come home, not to an empty house like he used to, no, he will come to you, his home.ย
You cup the side of his face when you tilt your head back, chasing his lips with your own, you both giggle when your noses bump together before your mouths touch and you both get lost in the sweet kiss you can never get enough of.ย
His feelings grow stronger and stronger, each passing second, they get bigger and brighter, evolving into something he never thought was even possible to feel, something bigger than love, something he canโt even describe with words, even if he tried to but he feels like the happiest man in the world โ in the fucking universe.ย
He feels bonded to you, he belongs to you and you to him.ย
He pulls away from the kiss with an even bigger smile on his face than before, he caresses your cheek and looks into your eyes, โI thinkโฆ no, I know,โ he corrects himself, pressing his lips to yours once more, โyouโre my soulmate.โ
A soft giggle escapes you, you tilt your head to the side and move closer to him. Staring at the loving look in his hazel eyes, the relaxed and happy smile he now constantly wears.ย
โYou really thinkโโ
He cuts you off with a kiss to your lips, โI know so,โ he whispers against your mouth, โmy heart knows, I know.โ
โSoulmates,โ you whisper and wrap your arms around your boyfriend's neck, crawling into his lap, he happily pulls you tighter against him. โI love the sound of that.โ
โI chose you.โ
โOh, did you?โ You giggle. โWe werenโt made for each other? You just chose me? Thatโs how it works?โย
Steve squeezes your waist, moving one hand up your body, he cradles your face again and tucks your hair behind your ear, leaning in to kiss your cheek, โoh honey, I think we were made with each other, but I still chose you,โ he whispers in confidence, though struggling to word his feelings, his beliefs correctly.ย
You gaze into his eyes, trying to make sense of his words, though your mind can follow, your heart understands.ย
โWell, I chose you back, Steve Harrington.โ
He smiles and he canโt hold back from kissing you again, kissing the love of his life, kissing you until he can no longer breathe.ย
Neither of you heard the car pull up into your driveway, or the slam of the front door, or the loud โhelloโ. You are too caught up in each other, in the kiss, in the perfect touches.ย
โGuys?โ Eddieโs voice sounds through the house, โI brought food!โ
You are the first to pull away, giggling when he frowns at you and chases after your lips, pecking them once more.ย
โHe brought food.โ
โMhmm, Iโd rather eat something else right now,โ he murmurs and trails his kisses down to your neck, holding your waist tighter when you try to move away.ย
Your stomach flips, skin growing warm beneath his hands and his lips, โl-later, Stevieโฆโ You stutter, trying to control your breathing when his lips find that one spot.
โGuys, stop fucking or I swear to Ozzy, Iโm gonna come upstairs andโโ
โAlright, alright!โ Your boyfriend yells out to him, chuckling, โweโre coming!โย
โWe so are coming,โ you giggle into his ear, kissing his cheek before you pull away from him, amused by the groan that falls from his lips, โlater.โย
His hands fall from your waist as you stand up and walk over to your dresser to grab a pair of shorts to wear, not wanting to flash your best friend by accident.ย
Steve gets up as well, though his eyes never leave your form, theyโre glued on your butt. He licks his lips as he watches you bend over, those silky pink panties look so perfect to rip offโฆ later. He nearly groans again when you pull your black shorts over them. Coming up from behind, he grabs a handful of your ass, earning a squeal from you that only makes him grin when you look back at him.ย
โYouโre obsessed,โ you snort and swat his hand away weakly.ย
โWith you? Yes, I am,โ he smiles proudly as he wraps his arm around your shoulder and starts leading you out into the hallway.ย
โNo, with my ass.โ
At that, he grabs your ass again, giving it a squeeze, โthat too.โ
Your giggle echoes through the hallway, and your best friend instantly looks up at the sound of that, standing in the middle of the chaos, surrounded by Steveโs boxes, with two bags of takeout and a confused frown on his face.ย
โHey guys.โย
โHi Eds,โ you smile at your best friend.
Steve greets him happily, a big smile resting on his face, Eddie isnโt sure if he has ever seen him like this but ever since you two started dating, Steve hasnโt stopped smiling and you are just the same, youโre basically skipping down the stairs, your eyes are shining, your skin is glowing, you are the happiest you have ever been.ย
You and Steve found each other.ย
Two pieces that always belonged together.ย
Two pieces that became one.ย
Eddieโs eyes move back to all the boxes in your hallway, the handwriting on them is unmistakably Steveโs.ย
โSo uh, whatโs all this?โ He asks, he has an idea of what this is but a part of him believes that he is just mistaking something.ย
You and Steve glance at each other, eyes lighting up even more, lips curling into even bigger smiles. You bite your lip and turn back to Eddie.ย
โSteve is moving in!โย
Eddieโs brown eyes grow wide, his lips part in surprise and he nearly drops both bags of takeout, he stares between you two with an expression on his face that nearly makes you both laugh.ย
He looks around again, catching a glimpse of Steveโs favorite armchair now standing in your living room, along with an opened box, a blanket falling out of it, the one that always decorated the big couch in the living room back at his house.ย
Clearly, you arenโt joking.ย
He squints his eyes as he looks back at the two of you, watching the way your boyfriend pulls you back into his chest, his arms slowly moving around your waist.ย
โUh, arenโt you guys moving a little too quickly?โ He asks, looking between you both bewildered.ย
You and Steve turn to face one another, you both smile, gazing into each otherโs eyes for a moment. His flash withโฆ mischief as his hand begins to travel south, settling on your lower belly.ย
You both turn back to the metalhead.ย
โNah,โ you speak in unison.ย
Eddie blinks, eyes flicking back and forth between you and Steve.ย
โWe uhโฆ sort of cooked a little nuggetโฆ a little too soon,โ Steve explains, biting back his laugh.ย
You press your lips together as you stare at your best friend. You place your hand over Steveโs and lean your head back on his shoulder, melting into him when he kisses your temple.ย
If Eddieโs eyes could grow any wider, they would. He blinks a few times before he closes his eyes completely, shaking his head, his curls bounce. He furrows his brows so strongly, he looks as though he is in pain. He opens his eyes again and takes a deep breath, he looks at your serious face, at his and then at Steveโs large hand covering your stomach protectively.ย
Little nugget.ย
You and Steve wait patiently for his reaction.ย
โJesus Christ! You horny fuckers donโt know how to use protection!?โ He exclaims, raising his arms up, the paper bags in his hands rustle. Youโre surprised they didnโt rip yet with the way he is flailing his arms around. โA little nugget!? What theโ I need to sit down.โย
Steve snorts quietly, amused by the shock on his face.ย
โOh, this is crazy,โ Eddie sighs, like a shocked father whose teenage girl just revealed her accidental pregnancy.ย
You can no longer hold it in, bursting into laughter, you infect Steve with it too. His arms tighten around you as you laugh at your best friend.ย
Eddieโs eyebrows rise up now, his jaw dropping slightly as he finally catches on.ย
โYou really fell for it,โ you giggle, blinking back the tears of amusement.ย
โCan you blame me!?โ Eddie nearly yells, pointing at you and Steve, โyouโre at it like some goddamn rabbits! Besides, we all know about his breeding kink!โ
Your giggles might not ever die down today, Steveโs red cheeks make this moment even better.ย
โDude,โ he groans.ย
โItโs true,โ Eddie snorts as he relaxes again, coming down from the shock.ย
โIt is,โ you nod.ย
Eddie opens his mouth again, though his smile quickly falls and he scrunches his nose when he looks between you both, a smirk now pulling at Steveโs lips.ย
โOhโฆ okay, yeah uh, letโs change the topic,โ he shakes his head again, holding up his hand as he squeezes his eyes shut.ย
โAlright, well, there are no nuggets on the way yet, so you can relax.โย
Eddie nods, chuckling to himself.ย
โYeah, so uhโฆ are you guys hungry?โย
You look down at the bags in his hand, only now registering the smell of fries, your mouth waters and your stomach feels empty, all of a sudden.ย
You nod and open your mouth, but before you or Steve can respond, a knock on the door interrupts you.ย
Eddie turns to the door before he looks back at you, brown eyes flicking back and forth between yours and your boyfriends, โare you expecting anyone?โ He asks, placing the takeout bags on the dresser.ย
You and Steve both shrug.ย
โNot really,โ you mumble.ย
Eddie steps forward and opens the door, stepping aside to let you see who is standing on the other side.ย
โOh, hello ladies,โ Eddie grins, waving at the little girl in Maxโs arms.ย
Your eyes light up in excitement, a warm smile graces your face when you see your niece who is babbling away, waving with her little arms and tugging at Maxโs hair who doesnโt even flinch.ย
โOh my god,โ you nearly squeal, leaving your boyfriendโs embrace, you make your way over to the two girls, โhi! Come here, princess!โ You grin, lifting your arms up, giggling when Francine squeaks at the sight of you, making grabby hands before you take her from Maxโs arms.ย
โI missed you so much, Francis!โ You whisper and tickle her side, kissing her chubby cheek.ย
Steveโs heart flutters, a sweet smile tugs at his lips, his cheeks turn rosy and he feels warm all over. Every time he sees you holding your niece, he canโt help but picture you with your own little family. He takes a few steps forward, wrapping his arm around you and taking Francineโs tiny hand, โhi angel,โ he whispers, cooing at her when she gets jumpy in your arms, excited to see him. He tickles her belly, making the little girl giggle, โyou got so much bigger since the last time!โย
Max furrows her brows, not knowing about the day you and Steve babysat Francine together. She chuckles when your niece clasps her tiny hand around his finger.ย
โHi guys!โ Your sister finally catches up, walking into the house, car keys in one hand and pizza boxes in the other. She stops next to Max, and nudges her shoulder against hers, โI ran into Max downtown when I stopped by to get some pizza!โ She explains, placing the boxes on the dresser next to Eddieโs takeout bags, โoh, you got takeout already.โ
โYep, I got some fries and burgers for Blondie and boyfriend over here,โ Eddie grins teasingly, knowing that you havenโt introduced him as your boyfriend to her in person yet, you didnโt get the chance to until now, she only just came back from her vacation.ย
Max snickers at your flustered expression, her and Eddie share a look, both amused by the way youโre trying to hide your face in Steveโs chest which only prompts Francine to grab a handful of his shirt, making him chuckle.ย
โOh right,โ your sister grins, looking between you two as she makes her way over to you, already opening her arms so she can greet you properly.ย
Steve lets go of you but Francine doesnโt let him step away, she still holds his finger tightly, making both him and Eddie chuckle when she stares up at him with her big eyes, babbling away.ย
โSheโs just like her auntie,โ Eddie comments, laughing when you shoot him a playful glare over your sisterโs shoulder.ย
โHow are you, Daisy?โ Your sister smiles, squeezing you tightly before pulling away.ย
You see the teasing look in her eyes when she glances at your boyfriend behind you.
โIโm good,โ you reply, unable to do it without a smile, something that makes the look in your sisterโs eyes soften because itโs the first genuine โIโm goodโ that she heard from you in years. You always lied to her about your true feelings, never letting her in, never giving her the words she wanted to hear from you, you kept it all to yourself, not wanting to โshareโ your misery with the people around you.ย
She never got through to you, no matter how hard she tried, she never succeeded, but the people in this room did โ Eddie and Max did, they gave you back that smile that she missed seeing on your face, they broke you out of that little shell, you were so comfortable in for the past years.ย
And Steve, heโฆ gave you everything.ย
You are more than just good. You are happy, happy in a way you have never been before. The walls around you have crumbled completely, the look in your eyes is one of love and contentment, your skin is glowing, your eyes are shining, you are justโฆ happy.ย
โSoโฆ are you gonna introduce me to your boyfriend properly this time?โ She teases, only having heard from you about it all on the phone.ย
Your cheeks grow hot, you know how long she had been waiting for this moment, always teasing and hoping for you to finally fall in love โ as though you werenโt hopeless for years already, she was pointing out cute guys for you to date, not knowing that there was only one you had your eyes set on.ย
โTwinkieโโ
โYou know thatโs not my name,โ your sister interrupts you with a glare, making you and Max chuckle.ย
โFine,โ you snort, saying her real name this time as Steve wraps his arm back around you again, pulling you into him, he grins excitedly as he stretches his hand out to your sister, like itโs their first time meeting, like she didnโt walk in on you and him cuddling on your couch with baby Francine in his arms. She takes his hand with an amused smile.ย
Max and Eddie share a look, amused by this little introduction.ย
โThatโs my boyfriend Steve,โ you say with a giggle, feeling your heart burst with happiness. Francine squeals in your arms, like sheโs happy to hear those words, as well, making everyone laugh in the room.ย
โSteve, thatโs my sister.โ
โNice to meet you, Twinkie,โ Steve chuckles, earning a glare from her.ย
You lean your head on his shoulder, adjusting your baby niece on your hip. Steve lets go of your sisterโs hand and wraps his arm back around you again, kissing your temple.ย
โI meant to say that I will kick your ass if you hurt her but I think that Max might beat me to it.โ
โYouโre right,โ Max nods at your sister, crossing her arms over her chest, she gives Steve a pointed look, โheโll wake up in Billyโs car again if he ever does anything stupid.โย
Steveโs eyes widen, he shakes his head at her, holding his hand up slightly with Francineโs hand still wrapped around his finger, โno way, Mayfield.โย
Eddie smirks as he throws his arm around Maxโs shoulder, grinning at the redhead, โdonโt worry, Steve. Sheโs getting driving lessons from me now.โ
You snort.ย
โThatโs even worse, Munson,โ Steve scoffs, pointing at Max, โa maniac getting driving lessons from another maniac? Yeah, no goddamn way, youโre getting driving lessons from me now.โย
Eddie looks a little offended by his words, he places his hand over his heart, โIโm a good driver.โ
โYeah, besides Iโm good enough to drive by myself, I donโt need an instructor, I watched and learned from Billy.โ
โGreat, another maniac,โ Steve sighs.
Your sister laughs at the interaction, she looks around, finally noticing all the boxes though she doesnโt say anything, even as her brows furrow and a curious, confused look flashes in her eyes. It doesnโt take her long to figure out what this means, itโs obvious, even more so with the clear excitement in both yours and his eyes.ย
You look away from your friends and your boyfriend, drowning out the conversation as you look back at your sister, noticing the look in her eyes and the way she stares at the boxes. You grow a little nervous, not knowing what she thinks of this, what she will say about this but when she meets your eyes, she only shakes her head at you with a smile on her face.ย
She takes a step closer, placing her hand on her daughter's back as she leans in to whisper in your ear, โwhen you know you know, and you always knew.โย
You nod with a smile on your face, feeling the heat of his body against yours, feeling his loving touch on your shoulder, feeling safe in his embrace.ย
โYeah, I did.โย
You knew it from the very start.
You were ruined for anyone else, before he even touched you.ย
And when his lips touched yours for the first time, you knew you were done for, you thought it was over for you, that you would never find happiness after that but now youโre here, he is here, he is all yours and sometimes you are still in disbelief about it all, no matter how many weeks have passed, you still canโt wrap your head around it all, about how lucky you are, just like him.ย
But there is someone else who is still in disbelief, Dustin. He was so convinced that you were dating Eddie, he just couldnโt understand how it all went by him that you and Steve had been a thing for months already, that you werenโt Eddieโs girl but Steveโs girl.ย
He is even more in shock now as he is in your living room, taking in the sight of Steveโs belongings in your house, all the moving boxes.ย
You invited all your friends over after the surprise visits you had already gotten, the amount of food Eddie and your sister brought was way too much anyways, so Steve made a call and invited all your friends over, well, most of them.ย
Argyle went back to California. Jonathan who declined both college acceptance offers to Lenora Hills Community college and Emerson, made his dream come true of going to NYU, after a long and honest talk with Nancy, they decided to follow their own dreams, but still sticking together, even with a distance between them. Boston and New York arenโt that far apart, after all.ย
So, after a little goodbye party at the hideout where Eddie and his band played, they all left Hawkins after a wild night filled with booze and weed โ from both Argyle and Eddie.
Robin and Vickie went on a trip to Chicago before the latter leaves for College as well, but Robin knew all about Steveโs moving plans, he called her right away to tell her the news.ย
Everyone is entering a new chapter and this time, itโs all, only positive changes, only ones you all look forward to, ones that you donโt step into nervously and with uncertainty, no, for once, you are all at peace, you are all happy, all excited for the future.ย
Your living room is filled with friends, with family, itโs filled with laughter and smiles, something that has been lacking in the past few years. A house that was once just filled with sadness and a grayish glow, is now filled with life, the golden sun that shines inside, reflect the emotions in you now.ย
Steve who is sitting on the couch, is holding your niece in his arms, she is sitting on his lap, happily. Babbling and giggling more than she did before, she is waving her arms around, giggling louder every time he makes a funny face or tickles her belly.ย
Eddie sits beside him, cooing at the little girl every time a giggle escapes her, โoh, a fairy was born,โ he tells her after each giggle from her.ย
Steve gives her tiny hand a kiss when she places it on his cheek, which only prompts her to laugh again.ย
โOh, and another,โ Eddie chuckles and taps her nose.ย
A loving smile stays on your lips as you watch your boyfriend with your niece, adoring the mesmerized look on his face. He chuckles every time she turns to Eddie and looks at him with her big eyes before she turns her attention back to him, squealing and waving her arms around.ย
Your sister sits beside you, looking stunned, โhuh, he is a natural.โย
โMhmm, he is,โ you nod.ย
Lucas and Dustin sit on the floor, bickering about something as always, while Max rolls her eyes at them every few seconds or so, cursing at them when Dustin throws one of the pillows at his friend.ย
โHey!โ Steve shakes his head at him, giving them a disapproving look, โstop that! How old are you two? Francine over here is maturer than you two,โ he grumbles, gesturing to the little girl in his arms who looks back and forth between Dustin and Lucas with a curious look on her face.ย
Eddie chuckles beside him, nodding.
โYou really got yourself a dad boyfriend,โ your sister whispers into your ear, snickering as she sips on her coke.ย
You giggle and nod your head. You love this side of him and you love how he looks with a baby in his arms.ย
Steve catches you staring at him, and the scowl he previously looked at the teens with, quickly vanishes, a smile appears on his face and he tilts his head at you, beckoning you to him.ย
You put your drink down on the table, pushing aside your empty plate from before, you get up and make your way over to your boyfriend.ย
โCan I hold her?โ Eddie asks, holding Francineโs tiny hand in his, smiling at the little girl.ย
โOh, now you wanna hold her?โ Your sister chuckles, teasing him. โThought you were scared of babies, Eddie.โย
โOnly when they poop.โ
โYou are such a child, man.โ Lucas snorts at him.ย
โHey, youโre not the one who was chased down with a diaper full of poop!โ He exclaims, glaring at Max who only giggles in response.ย
โYou chased him down with a dirty diaper?โ Lucas asks his girlfriend, who nods with a smirk on his face.ย
He starts laughing and raises his hand at her, high fiving his girlfriend.ย
Eddie shakes his head at the two, rolling his eyes before he looks back at Francine, reaching his hands out to her, she looks at him curiously, grasping his thumb, she holds it tightly.ย
โCome here, princess,โ Eddie whispers as he carefully takes her from Steveโs hands, lifting her into his arms, he cradles the back of her head even though she doesnโt even need the support anymore. โHoly shit, sheโs so light.โ
โLanguage,โ Steve glares at him as he relaxes back in his seat once Eddie leans back with her in his arms. The metalhead ignores him, too mesmerized by your niece in his arms, who stares up at him, curiously and with big eyes.ย
Your boyfriend reaches for your hand, not letting you sit beside him, he pulls you onto his lap instead, wrapping his arms around your waist, he takes you into his embrace, kissing your shoulder once youโre settled on top of him.ย
โHey, keep it pg in here, thereโs kids and a baby in this room,โ your best friend teases your boyfriend, smirking at him.ย
โWeโre not kids anymore,โ Lucas scoffs.ย
โYeah, bet Max and Lucas meet up at Skull Rock to kissโโ
โDude!โ
โDustin!โย
Lucas and Max yell in unison, glaring at their friend with flustered faces, causing you all to laugh at them.ย
โItโs the truth,โ Dustin smirks, shrugging โ and that is how all the bickering starts again, though this time, Max joins.ย
Shaking your head at them, you turn away to watch your niece instead, laying your head on Steveโs shoulder, your heart flutters in your chest when he tightens his hold on you and kisses your temple, rubbing circles into your hip, he whispers the softest I love you into your ear.ย
โOh my god,โ your best friend whispers in awe, watching your niece falling asleep in his arms, tiny hand still gripping his finger, face nuzzled into his chest comfortably. Eddie looks around, shushing at the teens.ย
You and Steve look at each other in surprise, not even five minutes have passed since Eddie took Francine from Steveโs arms, and she is already fast asleep in his arms.ย
โWell now we know who can babysit her,โ your sister jokes, also stunned by how fast she passed out in the metalheads arms.ย
โYeah, and ourย future kids too,โ you say without thinking, completely unaware of the feelings those words cause inside of Steve.ย
He blushes a deep red, warmth spreads inside of him and he shifts with you on his lap, gripping you tighter and clearing his throat when your best friend smirks at his reaction.ย
That shuts the teens up, their bickering coming to a stop the moment they realize what you just said, they all share a look before they turn to you and Steve.ย
While Lucas smirks and wiggles his brows at Steve, Max is giggling at his blushing cheeks but Dustin, he only raises his eyebrows and shakes his head, not in disapproval though.
He raises his hands up, closing his eyes for a moment, โyou guys gotta give me a moment, Iโm still trying to get used to this,โ he wiggles his fingers between you both.ย
โWhat do you mean?โ Your sister chuckles, cocking her head to the side.ย
Dustin blinks at her, gesturing to you once more, โthem being a couple, I mean have you seen them before!? They were constantly at each otherโs throats!โ
โYeah, cause Steve was an idiot,โ Lucas laughs.ย
Steve gives him a pointed look, but doesnโt fight him on that, he calls himself that, all the time, for everything that happened between you in the past.ย
โI thought she was with Eddie!โย
Your sister laughs with a confused look on her face, shaking her head, โwhy, because theyโre always together?โย
Steve rolls his eyes at Dustin, holding you a little tighter.
โYeah! And like I said, they were always fighting!โย
โMhmm, and suddenly they didnโt, I wonder why,โ Lucas smirks, wiggling his eyebrows at you both again.ย
โHe really wanted them together, by the way,โ Max tells your sister, pointing her finger at her boyfriend.ย
โFrom day one,โ he nods proudly, โand now theyโre together, moving in together! I always knew whatโs up. I mean, I always knew about Steveโs little crush on her, a guy just knows it.โ
Dustin looks at him confused, he frowns and blinks at your boyfriend, staring at him for a long moment, he looks at you and then back at him before his eyes widen and he jumps up, โthat is why you gave me the shittiest advice ever! You told me chicks dig it when guys are mean to them!โ
โThe key with girls is acting like you donโt care,โ Lucas and Max mock him, giggling with each other.ย
Steve groans and throws his head back when you turn to face him with an amused smile, โwow, thatโs some good advice, babe.โ
โWell, it clearly worked,โ Eddie snorts, glancing at you briefly as he adjusts Francine in his arms.ย
Dustin grins at Steve, โoh, thatโs why you were so mean to her! Bet you expected her to fall at your feet but instead she was mean to you too! Thatโs why you didnโt stop there and just kept going because you wanted her attention โ oh, now I understand!โ He laughs, shaking his head as he stares in disbelief, like he uncovered something groundbreaking.ย
โYou know what, Henderson?โ Steve mumbles, straightening his back, he leans closer to you, pressing his chest against your back, he leans his chin on your shoulder, โyouโre right.โ He admits after a long pause, despite hating to boost that boyโs ego, he admits it.ย
He is right.ย
Steve was always infatuated with you, he just never wanted to admit it, not even to himself, not even when he kept those notes that you had found earlier. He ignored what he desired, who his heart desired, because that teenage boy in him, was too proud to admit that he liked someone who didnโt like him back but he also couldnโt fight those feelings, they irritated him, they made him mean.ย
So yeah, Dustin was right but so was Lucas.ย
And now they continue to tease him about it all, while you sit back and watch in amusement, enjoying the redness that covers your boyfriend's cheeks while he holds you in his arms and plays with your hands, toying with your ring finger the way he always does, he tries to hide the smile on his face but fails to do so when your eyes meet his and he sees the joy in them, the one that has been there since the night he confessed his love for you.ย
He loves you so much, he canโt even think of a moment when he didnโt โ itโs impossible to think of one.ย
You adjust on top of him, turning and twisting your body until you can lay your head on his shoulder, snuggling into him, not caring about anything around you, about the vulnerability, the softness, the affectionate side of you, youโre displaying so casually โ something you would have never done before.ย
Steveโs heart could burst at this very moment.ย
He knows how much you struggled to show your true feelings and emotions, how you hid from the world, for years. How you never let anyone see the real side of you, how closed up and sheltered you were, how you dug yourself a hole and stayed in there for the longest time, thinking that you were better off in hiding, thinking that you had to stay in the void forever, all alone, all by yourself, with fears and a feeling of deep sorrow, you just couldnโt let go of.ย
But through the darkness, through the pain that the upside down had brought you, had dragged you into, you found a family, just like he did.ย
Eddie stepped into your life, a best friend you never thought you would have again after you lost both Billy and Chrissy so tragically. You didnโt want to let him in, you feared that the curse upon you that you believed you had, would take him from you too, that it was only a matter of time until the darkness would drag him away from you as well, just like it had dragged away everyone else that you have loved. But he didnโt allow you to push him away, he didnโt let you believe for a second that any of what happened was your fault, he stuck to your side, from the day at skull rock, he stuck to your side in the upside down and after, he stayed, no matter how hard you tried to deny that bond between you, he stayed.ย
Max, the stubborn girl that refused to ever leave your side, who never once stepped away from you, who sees you as her big sister, just like Lucas. The two teens had to be forced out of your hospital room after what Jason did to you, they never left without a fight.
And through the darkness, through the worst days, you and Steve have found each other, through monsters and pain, through bloodshed and tears, you finally found your way to each other โ neither of you are surrounded by sadness any longer, by emptiness and a longing for love you could only ever find in each other.ย
This room that was once filled with silence and sadness, an emptiness, a dark cloud that always hung over your home is now gone. You are no longer alone, youโre surrounded by people who decided that you are worth loving, worth staying for, you both are.ย
You have found home in each other, and you found a family.ย
That night, when you are back in your bedroom, you sit on your floor next to each other, surrounded by candlelight, two glasses of wine on each side of you, a bag of your favorite candy before you and a bunch of pictures all across your floor, surrounding the corkboard that lies on the carpet. Your TV is on but neither of you pay attention to the movie playing on the screen. The smell of fresh bed sheets lingers in the room, along with the scent of his and your body wash, your hair is still wet from your shower together.ย
Your giggles sound through the room as he laughs at the silly picture he took of Dustin earlier, unable to stop as he stares at the face the teen made.ย
โWeโre definitely putting that picture up,โ Steve snickers as he pins it to the corkboard โ the corkboard that was his idea, to put up pictures of your favorite memories, of the people that mean the most to you.ย
โI think weโll need a second corkboard,โ you chuckle as you look at all the pictures that have taken up the entire space of the board.ย
โYeah,โ Steve smiles as he wraps his arm around your shoulder and looks down at the pictures on your lap, he reaches for the one of you and Eddie, that one was taken in his backyard, both yours and his eyes are bloodshot, lazy smiles are on your faces, your hair is wild and all over the place, Eddie is wearing two pigtails, his arm is thrown over your shoulder, a joint sticking between his fingers, Steve remembers that night, the way you all got drunk and high and played hide and seek in Eddieโs backyard, like a group of kids โ it wasnโt long after you and Steve made your little arrangement. That night, he pulled you behind one of the high bushes and kissed you breathless while your friends were looking for you. He was the reason for your messy hair and your puffy lips.ย
Steve takes the picture with a grin on his face, taking up one of the last spots on the board, he pins it.ย
โReally? This one?โ You question and tilt your head back to look at him, โwhy?โ
โCause you look adorable,โ he whispers and leans in to peck your lips, โwith your hair all messed up from my hands,โ he murmurs against your mouth, kissing you once more.
โMaking out in the bushes was definitely something,โ you giggle, nuzzling your nose into his.ย
He cradles your cheeks and nods, smiling as he leans his forehead against yours. You sigh in contentment as his lips brush against yours, his warm touch sends sparks through your body, he is melting into you the way you melt into him. You look into his hazel eyes, into his loving gaze, a breathy, sweet chuckle escapes him before he closes his eyes and kisses you deeply.ย
Your lips move slowly against his, you savor every second of each kiss, you both do, even though you know you have the rest of your life to do this with each other. You taste the wine on his lips and the candy, you feel his protective, soft touch, his thumb caressing your cheek as his tongue slips past your lips, clashing against your own.ย
His heart flutters in his chest when you whimper into the kiss, when you throw your arms around his neck and press yourself against him, crawling into his lap with his help.ย
Steve holds you tightly, his hand travels to the back of your neck, running his fingers through your wet hair, he runs his fingers up and down your spine before he cradles your cheek again. His free hand pats the space around him, touching the carpet as he searches for the polaroid camera, sighing and moaning into the kiss when you press yourself tighter against him and deepen the kiss, running your fingers through his messy hair.ย
The flash of the camera doesnโt even make you flinch, it only makes you giggle as you pull away from your boyfriend, your eyes flashing with amusement when he opens his own and meets you with a grin.ย
โYouโre so sneaky, Stevie,โ you whisper as you glance at the polaroid camera in his hand.ย
Steve laughs and steals another kiss from you, he puts the camera down after you pick out the picture.ย
You look down at the still developing picture, waiting for the reveal. You press your lips together, sighing when he kisses your neck.ย
โIโm so happy, baby, I hope you know that,โ Steve whispers against your skin, slipping his hand underneath your shirt as he hugs you against his chest. โYouโre the best thing thatโs ever happened to me.โ He murmurs adoringly, the sight of your smile, of the joy in your eyes makes his heart swell so strongly.ย
Many months ago, he told you to get yourself a boyfriend and stop getting on his nerves โ you donโt know why this moment flashes in your mind now, why this takes you back to that day at Family Video but the memory makes you giggle.ย
โWhatโs so funny?โ Steve asks, amused.ย
โYou told me to get myself a boyfriendโฆ and I did.โย
Steve furrows his eyebrows, tilting his head to the side, he purses his lips as his hazel eyes gaze into yours, they widen and a huff leaves his mouth before he chuckles.ย
โYeah, and I fucking love it, baby. Iโm your boyfriend,โ he says, proudly, wiggling his eyebrows at you.ย
โWell, I love to be your girlfriend, Stevie.โย
His heart will always flutter at these words, at the way you look at him, at the way you touch him, like heโs something perfect.ย
โYou caught me,โ he whispers, pressing his lips to yours strongly, โand I caught you.โ
You hold onto his neck, running your fingers through his hair, you refuse to look away from him.ย
โAnd Iโm never letting you go,โ he promises, โyouโre mine and Iโm yours.โ
Your cheeks nearly hurt from how hard youโre smiling, and it only gets worse when he leans in to pepper your face in kisses, โmy girlfriend.โ Kiss. โMy beautiful, gorgeous girl.โ Kiss. โMy future wife.โ Kiss. โMy stars.โ Kiss. โMy sun and my moon.โ Kiss. โMy whole galaxy.โ Kiss.ย
You canโt stop giggling, your eyes tear up from all the laughter that falls from your lips and when you lean your head back, it only turns out to be a mistake when Steve latches his mouth onto your neck, tickling you with the stubble on his cheeks.ย
โSteve!โย
His chuckles vibrate against you, he buries his face in your neck and breathes in your scent, โIโm so in love with you.โ
He reminds you of that, all day, when he doesnโt whisper those words into your ear, he lets you feel it, with touches, with small gestures, leaving notes around the house or by waking you with coffee every morning when youโre not the one beating him to it.ย
Steve pushes you down on the carpet and crawls on top of you, pressing one hand on the carpet beneath you, he looks away from you for a moment, taking the fully developed polaroid picture, he smiles at it as he pins it into the middle of the corkboard.ย
You admire him, raising your hand to cup his cheek, you brush your fingers through his hair, it got so much longer but you love it like this, how it covers his forehead, how it curls on the nape of his neck, how messy it looks.ย
โSteve?โย
โYeah?โ He whispers as he reaches for your hand, entwining his fingers with yours, he looks down at you with loving eyes.ย
โIโm in love with you.โ
These words always feel like a warm and comforting embrace. There is so much love that he holds in his heart for you, he canโt even put it into words just how strong it is, not even if he tried to.ย
You trace his features with your fingers, touching him softly and carefully, making him melt into your touch as a smile graces his face, he slowly leans in, closer and closer until your lips are brushing against each other.ย
โForever?โ He asks you, gazing into your starry eyes.ย
You wrap your arms around his neck, smiling when he presses himself against you, staring at you in a way that makes all your insides tingle.ย
โForever and ever!โ You grin before he slams his lips back on yours, kissing you deeply and feverishly, smiling happily against your lips as his hands make their way under your shirt while yours get lost in his hair.ย
โForever and ever,โ he murmurs against your lips, opening his eyes, they basically sparkle with stars. โMy darling, forever and ever, I fucking love the sound of that.โ He whispers and kisses your cheek. โI love you.โ
You pinch his chin between your fingers and kiss his lips, smiling brightly at your man, the golden light in your room makes him look so ethereal. His hazel eyes shine so golden, his skin inviting your lips, his hands lay on your body so perfectly, like a touch of an angel, perhaps he is one, he is yours.ย
You went through the storm, the one you have always been so afraid of, you went through it, through the darkest of storms, through ones you didnโt even think existed and you didnโt come out unscathed, you were knocked off your feet and you were harmed, you took scars with you, on your body and in your heart but even through that, you came out alright โ because he was always there, he always reached his hand out to you, he always waited on the other side, he was always there, even when you both didnโt realize just how close he always was, just how ready he always was to fight for you the way you always fought for him.ย
You both went through so much, you both suffered greatly.ย
But now you are here, with each other, where you both belong.ย
Steve leans his forehead against yours, he takes your hand in his, bringing it up to his lips, he kisses your ring finger, making that smile on your face bigger and brighter.ย
โI love you, Steve Harrington,โ you whisper back before you melt into each other, yet again. Getting lost in the kiss, one of endless to come.ย
Hell was the journey but it brought you both to heaven.ย
Hands tied,
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well, it's over, this is the end :') (actually there's still gonna be the epilogue so I'm gonna save my sappy comment for that one)
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The Breakfast Club - Eddie Munson X Cheerleader!Reader (Mini Series)
Eddie Munson X Fem!Cheerleader!Reader - Enemies to Lovers
Summary: Five high school students from different walks of life endure a Saturday detention under a power-hungry principal. Each has a chance to tell his or her story, making the others see them a little differently. And when the day ends, they question whether school will ever be the same. (A retelling of The Breakfast Club, written and directed by John Hughes.)
Series Warnings: Enemies to lovers / All Characters Are 18+ / Strong Language / Sex References / Mentions of Abuse (physical and emotional) / Cheating / Bad Relationships / Dysfunctional Families / Arguing / Materialism / Kleptomania / Stereotyping / Sexual Orientations / Drug Use / Mentions of Alcohol / Smoking / Pyromania and Fire / References to Demonianism and Satanism / References to Religious Beliefs / Social Alienationย / Angst / Hurt-Comfort / Use of Y/N (like once or twice) / Eddie is a complete asshole
A/N: This mini series is set in its own little world, so it does not follow the Stranger Things timeline, and I have taken some creative liberties with most characters. Yes, they are all still in high school (final year and 18+), and yes, some of the events don't match up - just forget everything you knew about Stranger Things, it's easier that way haha.
โ...And these children that you spit on as they try to change their worlds are immune to your consultations. Theyโre quite aware of what theyโre going through...โ - David Bowieย
Masterlist: (completed)
Part One - These Children That You Spit On
Part Two - Low Tolerance For Dehydration
Part Three - Hallway Vision
Part Four - Hand Over The Purse
Part Five - Don't You Forget About Me
Taglist: @cruwushes @the-ch0sen-on3 @namelesshumanperson @ali-r3n @cadence73 @munsonssweets @ahoyyharrington @mewchiili @yourdailymemedelivery @httpsunflowers @b-irock @coolglittercornbae @sav12321 @cumslutforaemond @siriuslysmoking @learninglinesintherainn @peaches-roses-sins @lodeddiperrodrick @catherinnn @lilocapoca @minniedreamers @melaninjhs @chaosfrogsonfire @levylovegood @bowsforsienna @rcailleachcola @spookysace24
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1st house synastry playlist
mirrored vibes - 1st house synastry (playlist) / inner planets / asteroids
for when their jupiter is in your first house:
"good vibrations" - the beach boys / "happy" - pharrell williams / "ain't no mountain high enough" - marvin gaye & tammi terrell / "beautiful day" - U2 / "can't stop the feeling!" - justin timberlake /
for when your jupiter is in their first house:
"higher love" - steve winwood / "you raise me up" - josh groban / "firework" - katy perry / "can't hold us" - macklemore & ryan lewis / "hey soul sister" - train /
for when their saturn is in your first house:
"beautiful boy (darling boy)" - john lennon / "diamonds" - rihanna / "the scientist" - coldplay / "stronger (what doesn't kill you)" - kelly clarkson / "i will survive" - gloria gaynor /
for when your saturn is in their first house:
"the sound of silence" - simon & garfunkel / "say you won't let go" - james arthur / "someone you loved" - lewis capaldi / "best song ever" - one direction / "i'll stand by you" - the pretenders /
for when their uranus is in your first house:
"like a prayer" - madonna / "rebel yell" - billy idol / "electric feel" - mgmt / "blue suede shoes" - elvis presley / "don't stop believin'" - journey
for when your uranus is in their first house:
"power" - kanye west / "walking on sunshine" - katrina & the waves / "changes" - david bowie / "born this way" - lady gaga / "run the world (girls)" - beyoncรฉ /
for when their neptune is in your first house:
"wish you were here" - pink floyd / "clair de lune" - claude debussy / "dreams" - fleetwood mac / "across the universe" - the beatles / "my immortal" - evanescence /
for when your neptune is in their first house:
"้ฃใใฆใฃใฆ ้ฃใใฆใฃใฆ" - dreams come true / "what the world needs now is love" - andra day / "imagine" - john lennon / "somewhere over the rainbow" - judy garland / "chasing pavements" - adele /
for when their pluto is in your first house:
"before he cheats" - carrie underwood / "runnin' on empty" - jackson browne / "carry on wayward son" - kansas / "holocene" - bon iver / "decode" - paramore /
for when your pluto is in their first house:
"secret" - the pierces / "heartbreaker" - pat benatar / "higher love" - kygo & whitney houston / "gives you hell" - all time low / "story of us" - taylor swift /
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Could u pls do a Winchester sister fic like (season 10 ep. 15) but instead of the parasite going into cole it goes into the sister and Dean tries to shock it out like in the episode but then she almost dies and they have to try and find another way
The Things They Carried
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Warnings: Uhhh not sure how to phrase it. Overall gore, kinda throwing up?
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The woman had vanished without a trace. Well, at least at first. Her body was found strung upside down in the storage room of a remote part of the city Feyetteville, North Carolina. Perhaps one of the most perplexing parts of the victims disappearance, was that not only was she an Army Private, trained in Krav Maga and Jiu-Jitsu, but her organs had been drained, along with the bone marrow sucked out of her body. This is what had caught Deanโs attention. He now sat in front of you and Sam, the article pulled up on his ipad.
Sam raised his eyebrows, his forehead wrinkling as he studied the article once more before handing it off to you. โSoโฆcannibalism. You thinking a Rugaru?โ
โOr a God. Maybe.โ Dean agreed. A second later he was up on his feet, ready to go. Sam tried to protest. Ever since Dean got the mark of Cain Sam has been solely focused on trying to find a way to remove it. He was constantly on edge and you had to admit you were too. It seemed that no amount of research seemed to give enough answers on the mark. Eventually, with a look from his older brother and a defeated sigh, Sam let up and not even 10 minutes later, the three of you were speeding down the road.
Much to your disappointment, when you arrived in the city the first thing the three of you were told was that the local police had closed the case. However, they had given you a name, and the incriminating evidence. The sheriff; an elderly man, perhaps late 60s with white, thinning hair, had also told you that the offender had also committed suicide before the feds could lock him up. He also told you that this was the third suicide the city had seen in the last 6 months. A pattern. This was definitely something supernatural, if that wasnโt already clear. However, when Sam asked about the body, the sheriff informed the three of you that there were no bite marks, and that the victim had been killed with a bowie knife. That ruled out a Rugaru, leaving your trail dry.
The next step of the hunt was to speak to Beth, the offender's widow. She was rather distraught as she bounced her baby softly in her arms. When she glanced away from it, you could see the pain in her eyes; the dark circles that rim them.ย
โRick was a kind soul.โ She insisted sadly, glancing down at the floor. The way she spoke of her late husband was filled with awe, but woven thick was pain that choked up her voice. You could tell that she still hadnโt processed her husbandโs recent change in personality.ย
โDid you ever notice anything strange?โ Sam asked gently, his fingers clasped together as he leaned against the countertop. โViolent mood swings?โ
โWeird smells?โ You added.
โNoโฆ.โ The woman frowned. โBut Rick was- he was-โ she stuttered, unable to word what she wanted to say correctly, almost as if she didnโt really believe it or understand it herself. โHe was thirsty.โ
You tilted your head at her, her words catching your interest. โThirsty for what?โ
Her answer surprised you. โWater. Heโd spend half the day drinking from the garden hose. And then, when I told him to stop it was like he couldnโt even hear me. And his skin; it got so dry it bled.โ
Your older brothers watched intently. โDid he see a doctor?โ Dean questioned gruffly.
The poor woman shook her head. There were now soft tears rolling down her face, mingling with the ghosts of the ones there before. โHe just got put on a list to be put on a list. And then he stopped talking. He just wasn't himselfโโ she sniffled, shifting her baby in her arms. โI thoughtโฆ.maybe it was just PTSD.โ
No one said anything for a moment before you broke the silence tenderly. โWeโre very sorry.โ
โYou said that Rick had been recently deployed.โ Dean said. โDo you have any idea where?โ
โNo.โ She answered rather bluntly. โThat stuffโs classified. They donโt even let the wives in on it.โ
And the trail runs cold again.ย
But then, just as you were about to leave and Sam left your number, Beth stopped you again.ย
โThereโs one other thing.โ she added. โI ran into my friend Jemma at the supermarket. Sheโs married to Kit Verson. A guy from Rickโs team. She thinks Kit came back different this time. Kind of felt like we were dealing with the same thing.โ
The trail picks up again.
After a little while running around after Kit Verson, discovering that he murdered someone else the same way that his friend did, the three of you ended up in an old shack that his wife believed he might have fled to. It was dark. Eerily so. However not as eerie as the trail of dead mice on the floor. Machetties in hand and guns in holsters, the three of your crept through the darkness of the hut. You found him hunched over in the back room of the house. His breathing was rough and ragged as though he might have run a mile at top speed. When you reached out to touch his shoulder, his head whipped around, bloodshot eyes boring into you. His mouth and face was splattered with blood and dirt, and his movements were erratic as he stood up to face you. He gripped you tight, cold fingers like icicles against your skin as he pushed you back against the wall. And then his eyes were pleading with you. The harsh crease between his eyebrows softened for just a moment as he used his body weight to keep you pinned up against the wood panelling.ย
โIโm sorry,โ he grunted out, wrestling with you to keep you in his grasp. โI canโt stop.โ
And then, you were on the floor, dirty ground rising to meet you fast as he made you lose your footing. And then, as you struggled beneath him he made this awful gagging noise as the creature slithered out of his throat and forced its way into you. You coughed, gagging yourself as your brothers rushed into the room. They were on Kit in seconds, but he was strong, throwing your brothers around before dashing out of the door. Quick on his feet, Dean followed, leaving you staggering for breath on the floor with Sam.
โAre you alright?!โ Sam asked, alarmed as he rushed to your side, helping you up off the floor.
You coughed. โSome-somethingโs inside of meโโ a grimace spread across your face as you felt it move. โItโs aliveโโ
โIt what?โ Sam blinked. โWhat did it look like? Do you know what it was?โ
โKhan worm.โ Dean answered, catching on to the end of the conversation. โAt Least i think it is. Why? Did you see it?โ
You groaned in pain, so Sam answered for you. โIt crawled inside her.โ
Dean froze, his eyes going wide. โWhat?โ
Sam nodded grimly.ย
โDid you see what it was? Dean asked worriedly.ย
You coughed, hands flying to your mouth. โKhan worm.โ
โShit.โ Dean cursed aloud, running his hands through his hair.ย
โWe have two options.โ You said, trying to hide the grimace on your face as you felt the worm moving, ,crawling under your skin. Neither of the two options were very pleasant at all. You and your brothers had worked a case with Khan worms a few years ago and there were two ways that you discovered the worms could be killed. And while these worms seemed slightly different to the first ones you discovered, you figured that they were similar enough that the same rules would apply. The first option was probably the most forward one, but it also involved certain death; a headshot to the infected person that would cause the worm to flee the body where it would then be crushed by Sam or Dean. Option one was very clearly off the table. The second was far more painful, but it also harboured greater chances of survival.ย
Dean began to protest immediately. โNo. No no. thereโs got to be another way.โย
โYou know we dont-โ
โKidโฆ.โ Sam started.ย
โJust do it. We have no other choice.โ
Dean sighed, turning away and pinching the bridge of his nose. โAlright.โ
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Dean had managed to find two batteries hidden in the small cabin. He placed them grimly on the table with a thud before connecting two of the jump wires that Sam had gone and collected from Babyโs trunk. You were sitting in the armchair, fingers gripping the leather as you waited anxiously. Sam tried to give you some comforting words, but you werenโt sure who he was trying to comfort more; you or himself.ย
โAlright.โ Dean said, his voice laced thick with an anxiousness and guilt he was yet to shake. He brought the cables over to you as you took a deep breath, placing a wooden spoon between your mouth to keep you from biting through your tongue.ย
Settling back in the chair, you took a moment to collect yourself. To prepare for the agony you were about to put yourself through. And then, you gave him a brief nodย
The sudden pain when Dean pressed the jump cables to your skin was overwhelming. Unbearable. A million agonies all combined to one as the electricity raced through your veins. You screamed, crying out as your teeth bit down on the wood of the spoon, which helped to muffle the sound. Both of your brothers winced at the sound of your agony as you twisted and writhed. Sam had to look away and Dean had to force himself to keep the cables against your skin though he yearned to take away your pain. But nothing happened. As soon as your brother removed the cables, you were panting for breath, trying to recover quickly from the pain. You couldnโt help but notice the looks on your brotherโs faces.
โAnything?โ
Sam shook his head dismally. The parasite was still in you.ย
โGo again.โ
Dean startled. โWhat? Are you crazy?โ
โGo again.โ You strained.ย
Dean collected himself, and then; the same pain. But still as you writhed. Fists clenching and nails digging into your palms the worm remained inside you. And your brothers were growing increasingly concerned. Your movements began to slow as you grew quieter and your eyes fluttered, drooping with a sudden heaviness. Dean pulled the cables away immediately and you slumped back against the chair. Your head lolled forwards against your chest and your breathing was concerningly slow and laboured.ย
โOkayโฆ.okayโฆโ Sam said gently, slipping an arm behind your back to help support you.You whimpered slightly at the movement. โ Shh. Youโre alright sweetheart.โ he glanced up at Dean, fear and worry evident in the creases on his forehead. They would have to find a different way to get the worm out.
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You were sweating. Godsโฆ.youโd never been hotter. Your body still ached as you sat in the armchair of the cabin. The old leather was flaking off and was practically covered in a sheen of your own sweat. Sam and Dean had pushed it towards the fire, leaving you to sweat against the heat. They had figured that as the parasite needed water, if they could make you sweat it all outโฆthen the creature would leave. But now you were practically slumped in a chair, dark veins crawling up your neck as you tried to rid the worm from your body. You coughed a little, your throat dry, with no way to soothe it. Thirstโฆ..that was the only thing that consumed your mindโฆyou were so. damn. thirsty. Your body craved it. Anything you could get you would takeโฆ.even your own brothersโ blood. The parasite yearned for something. You could feel it, squirming around inside you. Uncomfortable, you whined before coughing a little, doubling over on yourself.ย
Sam placed a hand on your shoulder. โHang in there, Sweetheart. You have to sweat it out.โ
โCanโtโโ You coughed.ย
โYes you can.โ Dean shut you down quickly. โYou canโt give up. Winchesters donโt quit.โ
Reluctantly, you nodded. Your head spun. You felt sick. But you knew you couldnโt give up. You were in for a long waiting game.ย
It wasnโt until a few hours later, when you were on the verge of breaking down that you began to feel it slithering up your throat. You gagged, coughing as you tried to expel the creature from your body.ย
Sam and Dean were by your side in seconds, both trying to coax you through it, ready to stomp on the worm as soon as it made an appearance. Sure enough you managed to cough it up uncomfortably. It splattered on the floor, squealing as it writhed and trying to slither off to infect someone else. It didnโt make it far before Dean slammed a heavy boot over it. And once more for good measure. It squelched under his shoe, peeling off from it as it stuck to the floor. He grimaced at the sight before moving to crouch beside you, checking on you.
You wiped the string of saliva from your mouth with a grimace before gratefully taking the water bottle Sam offered you and wasting no time before drinking it to quench your impossible thirst.
โThat's it. Easy, Sweetheart.โ Dean cooed. โItโs over now.โ
โYou did it, kiddo.โ Sam said, guiding you to lean back in the chair more. โWe knew you could do it. Weโre proud of you.โ
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Listen, i have way more Peter Quill ideas if youโll allow me-
Can we get one where the reader is super horny for Peter but she doesnโt really want to say anything because they keep getting interrupted by the other guardians (like Mantis, Rocket or Groot needing something) and it happens multiple times until the reader just pushes Peter aside and they start making out. ๐
It can be full smut or just end wherever you want it Iโm not pickyโฆbut i wouldnโt turn down smut๐ it can also be gender neutral i donโt care, thanks Love! ๐
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storage room rendezvous
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Being confined to the Bowie during long-haul missions often meant there wasn't much space or privacy, never having the luxury of a moment's silence without getting interrupted by one of the other guardians. You and Peter had recently started dating, so the amount of need you had for him was unbearable. You wanted him all the time.ย ย ย
Rocket had to do an emergency landing on some random planet, twenty-something jump points away from Knowhere so he could tinker. So that left you and the rest of the crew stranded on the ship until the issue resolved.ย
Waltzing your way over to the front of the ship, hands cutely laced together as you joined Quill in the captain seat, sitting across his lap. "Whatcha doing?" you question, making yourself comfortable.ย
"Takingย myย seat before Rocket gets back," he chuckles, placing his hand on your thigh, adjusting you as he pulls you closer. "He ain't gonna like it," grinning at the thought. "What's up?" he asks, kissing your shoulder.
"Bored," you say slowly, your tone speckled with suggestion.ย
"Bored,ย huh?" he repeats, his tone matching yours. "What'd ya wanna do?" he asks, already knowing what you're thinking, waiting forย youย to admit it.
"Iย didย have one idea..." you hint, lightly trailing down his chest. "Oh, god!" you jump, lowering your face to the nape of Peter's neck. "Don't do that."
"What?" Quill questions, his eyes concerned as he follows your initial gaze. "God, Drax. How long you been there?"ย
"Since we landed," Drax responds matter-of-factly, pulling a rustly bag from his pocket.
"That was an hour ago." You chime in, poking your head up to look at him.ย
Shrugging simply. "Yeah... Zarg-Nut?" He offers, shaking the bag between you both.
Quill extends his hand over the back of the seat, cupping his palm towards Drax. "What?" he chuckles at your displeased expression, shoving a handful of the dried snack into his mouth. "I'm hungry."
"You are unbelievable," you playfully scoff, avoiding his green eyes.ย
"Hi, guys." The soft voice of Mantis appears next to Drax. "Oh, can I have one?" She asks, nodding to the bag in his hand.
"They're all gone," Drax replies before pouring the contents into his mouth.
"I am Groot."
"Okay!" you say finally, clapping your hands together once. You loosen from Peter's grip as you stand up, lacing your hand into his as you lead him away from the group. "Come with me."
"Where we going?" Quill questions, following after you, his hand gripped into yours.
"Shut up," you whisper, leading him through the corridors as you search for a suitable storage room.
"You want me,ย don't ya?" he smugly asks, briskly walking to catch up with your long strides.
Poking your head through door gaps. "Yeah, now shut-up,"
He playfully chuckles, his tone full of assurance. "Knew it," snickering.
"Here's one," you mouth, dragging Peter into the empty room, forcefully shutting the door behind him.
You immediately attach your lips to his, ravenous and starved, desperately tugging at his t-shirt. He separates, his head hung low as he assesses your eyes. "Whoa, whoa, whoa... ain't even locked the door." He smirks, reaching behind to twist the lock.ย
Quill loved when you needed him, loved seeing you desperate. He loved when you were verbal, telling him what you wanted, but not right now. He wanted the control and leadership he craved.ย
He lightly trails his hand up your throat, grazing higher before cupping around your jaw, grasping the side of your face to bring you in. He instantly clashes his hungry mouth with yours, rolling and licking over your soft lips while his other hand travels behind your head to pull you closer. The need grows more urgent as his hands roam you, loosening the grip on your jaw to travel down to your throat. He holds it as he controls and deepens the kiss, pushing you back up and against the wall.
"What do you want?" he breathlessly asks against your lips, a wry grin looming.ย
"You," you shakily reply, snaking your hands around his back, gripping the hem of his tee.ย
"Yeah?" he softy whispers, entertaining you.
He slips his hand under your ass, cupping over the cheeks as he manhandles you, eagerly kneading the doughy flesh between his fingers.ย
Sliding his palms up, they rest and clasp around your waist, kissing you in desperation as he squeezes you, grinding his clothed groin into yours.
He picks you up, holding you under your thighs as he walks you over to the stacked storage containers in the corner, placing you down atop them. His fingers snake into your waistband, immediately palming over your wet pussy, teasing your clit as his spare hand slides into his waistband. Lightly gripping his hardened cock and pulling himself out of his pants, firmly stroking up the length.ย
You eagerly squirm out of your pants, letting them slide down your thighs and hang around your boots, draping from your ankles as you wrap your knees around his hips, bringing him closer. He yanks down his pants and boxers before sliding his tip through your folds, collecting your arousal around his shaft. "Fuck," he mutters at the contact, momentarily throwing his neck back.
He spits in his palm, rubbing the saliva over his veins to lube himself up as he adjusts you, bringing your hips forward. He pushes his head through your folds, slipping through the slick flesh as you both watch in anticipation. Needy whimpers fill the dingy room.
Gripping at his base, he eases into you. Slowly sliding his tip in as he attaches his mouth to yours, catching and muffling your initial moan. His hands graze up your back, holding you close as he sinks further into you, melting around his every inch. You bury your face in the crook of his neck, whining and mumbling against his warm skin as you adjust to his girth, clutching at his biceps. "Oh, God," muttering, his eyes screwing shut.
He kisses the side of your neck, lightly nibbling and suckling the skin as he slides in and out of you, moulding around him as he fucks into you. Completely filling you with every hasty wind of his hips, rolling into you as he chases after the high.
He grows desperate and demanding as he pushes into you. Massaging inside you, rubbing over your g-spot with the upper side of his cock, fucking into the areas you needed. He finally attaches his lips to yours, swallowing your open moans and whimpers as he groans into your mouth. Slipping in his tongue every once in a while.
You felt the overwhelming build of the high consume you, aimlessly whining against his lips as you felt yourself get closer. You convulse around him, sucking him in further in with every jolt.ย
"Can I come in you?" he shakily asks, resting his forehead against yours. "Please- fuck," he mutters, closing his eyes like he's holding himself off.ย
You eagerly nod, wrapping your legs tighter around him, crossing your ankles as you keep him glued to you. Desperately clawing at his back as you let go. Quill pulsates for the final time before spilling his load deep into you, senselessly whimpering in one another's mouth as you both reach your long-awaited release. The room full of hot shaky moans.
He gingerly drags himself from you, watching the connecting strings of his cum as he pulls out. He bends to the floor, pulling up his pants before doing the same with yours, holding your hand as he helps you down from the containers. Keeping you balanced, chuckling at your stumbly footing.ย
"I'll uh... I'll, um," you stutter, momentarily closing your eyes as you think of the words. "I'll join you out there in a few minutes... don't make it obvious," you grin, reaching up to kiss him tenderly, playfully slapping his ass as he turns away.
Turning around with a faux displeased expression, head cocking. "I'll tell 'em," he warns with a raised brow and boyish smirk. "Don't think I won't..." teasing you.ย
Grinning with raised hands as if to symbolise your innocence. "I'll see you in two minutes... Quial."
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PRICE OF FAME (PART 12/12)
AHHH !! friends, we've come to the end of my first fully done series, and she's not perfect in a lot of ways but she's mine and I'm so happy and thankful to have shared it with you lovely folks
i hope I've done them justice, enjoy <3
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pairing: rockstar!eddie x journalist!reader
summary: you decide to visit eddie for a chat
contains: enemies to lovers trope, drug and alcohol use, smut, oral (m receiving), mentions of anal, mentions of death (readers relative), sexual themes, angst, heavy mutual pining, fluff, and eddie being so head over heels that it's hot <3
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โSo, from the new albumโ Wasting Love.โ
Over time, Eddieโs learned that he canโt stand interviewsโ especially interviews with questions aimed towards nothing but tabloid gossip and headlines. The first big interview that Corroded Coffin booked was exciting becauseโ well, it was their first one! Maybe the questions werenโt as intricate and thought-out as the ones they gave David Bowie on TV, but it was something.
That excitement wore off quickly, though, and unfortunately, interviews are one of the top ways to spread publicity soโ โWasting love,โ Eddie huffs, tipping his hips forward as he shifts on the couch. Heโs bored out of his mind, aching to leave and be done with the shitty questions about his love life or the people he hangs around or whatever. He taps the heel of his foot into the ground, lips twisting as he chews at the inside of his cheek, โWhat about it, man?โ Eddie asks.
The rest of the band is in the fucking cloudsโ why would they answer a question about a song entirely unrelated to them? Plus, Eddieโs 99.9% sure they did a few lines without him, which, fucking assholes.
The interviewer shrugs, โWell, why didnโt it make it to the final cut? And whatโs it about? Tell us more about that track.โ
What a bullshit fucking question.ย
Wasting Love is one of the most, if not the most, straightforward songs Eddieโs ever fucking written. The only reason why heโs asking about this is because, well, thereโs been rumors of Eddie and his most recent love affairโ none of which are true, but Eddie doesnโt bother to come out and tell the truth because whatโs the point? Whatโs the point in telling the truth if it will get twisted anyway?
Either way, Eddie shrugs, blinking behind his dark sunglasses, โI meanโฆโ He purses his lips and tips his head side to side as if thinking, โKinda self-explanatory with the lyrics, man.โ He finally responds.
And in the background, Eddie can see Richie practically constructing his next โI know you hate it, but itโs good publicityโ lecture. So, Eddie relentsโ โItโs aboutโฆ meaningless sex basically. And it didnโt make the cut because it was a shitty song.โ
It wasnโt, actually, Eddie thinks it was a great fucking song, but the intentions behind itโ not quite so.
โI think the fans would disagree on that.โ The interviewer jokes.
Jeff takes a deep breath and shifts in his seat, โI mean, part of it was because it just didnโt flow with the essence of the album.โ He adds, and Eddie mentally thanks him for taking over and so easily diverting the topic to something else. For the rest of the interview, Eddieโs mind is elsewhere, thinking about everything outside of this room, thinking about what heโll eat later, thinking about the show tonight, thinking about you.
Yeah, you havenโt left his fucking mind in the past six months youโve been apart from one another. Itโs been six months, and Corroded Coffin has released two albums and started their second leg of tour since he last saw youโ and youโre still all he thinks about.
Youโre still in his dreams, still dancing behind his eyelids when he shuts his eyes, still vomiting all over his fucking journal when he writes. Itโs madness, really. Eddie canโt remember the last time he was this hung up on someoneโ he wasnโt even this distraught when Chrissy left him.
Sure when he and Chrissy ended, he wallowed in it for a month or two, but it wasnโt long before he got fixed on uppers and groupies. Chrissy was heartbreaking in the sense that she was his first love, his first real relationshipโ but thisโฆ this is different. Eddie doesnโt know why itโs different, canโt really pinpoint where the colors change, and the memories start to jab at his chest differently, but he feels it.
He feels it when heโs sitting backstage before a show, feels it when he steps into a new hotel room every night, feels it when heโs ruffling through his suitcase and comes across that journal thatโs been haunting him for ages now, and he definitely feels it when he reads the fifth page in the Rolling Stone magazine where the description of Eddie resides, the one where youโd crafted and molded Eddie into a shape heโd never been able to see before, the one where Eddie first came to terms with the true sight of you and your intentions.
Yeah, itโs fucking bullshit, Eddie thinks.
He doesnโt know how he ended up in this predicament, but by god, he would never fucking recommend it becauseโ fuck, you wonโt even talk to him!
And sure, you donโt owe Eddie anything, you donโt owe him a call or a chance to visit or anything of the sort, but Eddie was holding onto that sliver of hope you gave him before you left.ย
He asks about you when he can, because, unbeknownst to you, Eddieโs quite familiar with your boss, Anna, and sheโs like an annoying older sister to him. Anna tells Eddie how much of an idiot he is occasionally, but she always cracks and tells Eddie that youโve been good and how you sometimes mention him, but itโs always quick, and nobody ever has room to pry about it. And when Anna tells Eddie about how you crossed paths backstage with a certain red-headed girl and read her to filth, Eddie chuckles and mumbles something along the lines of, โThatโs my girl.โ
Anna nearly gagged then.ย
Still, Eddie only catches glimpses and whispers of you, never really getting the full fix to last him a day, but itโs enough to keep him alive and wanting.ย
โMaybe she doesnโt get your calls, man.โ Gareth shrugs, leaning into the mirror as he ruffles his hair. Itโs been hours since the interview now, and showtime is inโฆ Eddie doesnโt know when because he didnโt listen when Richie was rambling on about tonightโs schedule.
โShe gets my calls, dude; Anna said she does,โ Eddie grumbles.
โOkay, well, then maybe sheโs just, like, over it. I donโt blame her; you're a pain in the ass.โ
Eddie kicks his boot into Garethโs shin, and the boy hisses, tossing a red Rillos wrapper at him. โOw, asshole. Itโs not my fault she hates your music.โ He snips. Eddie makes a face, โItโs your music too, dumbass.โย
Gareth scoffs, โYeah, but you wrote an entire fucking album about her. Our album is literally about her, you know that, right?โ And Eddie thinks he should just kick Garethโs teeth in at this point, maybe thatโll get him to shut up. โHow would you know itโs about her if I never told you it was?โ Eddie prods.
Gareth rolls his eyes, dark eyeliner casting a shadow on his face as he turns to glare at his friend. โIs there another chick youโve been fucking thatโs got you by the balls that we seem to have forgotten about?โ Gareth sarcastically asks. Eddie glares at him, reaching for the cigarettes on the vanity table and sparking up.
He speaks around a cloud of smoke when he answers, โNo.โ
Gareth makes a face, eyebrows raising in an โI rest my case' manner. โAnd sheโs not a chick,โ Eddie adds.
Gareth hums with a tight grin, reaching out to poke at his friend's face, causing Eddie to grimace and bat him away, โYouโre in love, Munson. Fix it or get over it,โ He says shortly before making his way toward the door. Eddie can hear the dull scream of fans when Gareth opens the door, and Eddie thinks about the tickets heโs sent you every showโ prays to whatever false god there is that you decided tonight is the night before he decides hope is useless and youโve gotten over him. Gareth cuts through Eddieโs thoughts, โCome on, I can hear Richieโs bitching from here.โ
Eddieโs mind is never in the game until he steps onto the stage, with bright lights blinding him, screaming fans, and his adrenaline at an all-time high. He comes back to earth then, comes back, and does the fuck out of his jobโ because this is the best part. The best fucking part, and itโs always been that way.
And it gets better when Eddie scans the crowd, coming down from the first song of the night and finally taking a look at his audience, and there he sees itโ he sees you. There you are under flashing lights, drowning in a sea of people with that glint in your eyes.ย
Eddie thinks heโs imagining it because, fuck, heโs been dreaming of this for weeks on end; surely his delusion can reach the heights of hallucinations, right? But no, youโre real.
Youโre so fucking real. So fucking insanely real beneath Eddieโs fingertips when he reaches out, ignoring the screams and clawing of fans as his fingers loop around your wrists and he says your name.
God, youโre really fucking here.
Eddie looks prettier than you remember when you first see himโ curly mane draped over his shoulders and dark tattoos glistening on a bare torso, white lights framing him like heโs some kind of fucking archangel.
Heโs gotten thicker in the few months, beefier around his arms and chest, and the long chains and pendants he wears from his neck rest down the valley of his torso, smeared in sweat and sin. You want to drag your tongue across his chest, taste the salt and his cologne, tug the silver cross between your lips, and suck and make him whimper.
His eyeliner is smudged and dark, and his smile when he gets a moment to take in the crowd makes your chest ache. Heโs so pretty it hurts. Heโs a dream and a nightmare all at once.
You missed him. God, you missed him so much.
His smile falters when he sees you, and you donโt know if thatโs a good thing or a bad thing, but his eyebrows pinch like heโs in pain, and you only want to wrap yourself around him and breathe in that scent thatโs been haunting for nights on end.
Heโs insane for jumping down to the barricade, like, completely-lost-his-fucking-mind, down-in-the-gutter, insane. But you canโt find it in you to protest when he steps up to the fence, reaching out and looping his warm finger around your wrist. โWhat the fuck?โ
Your lips twitch into a smile at his words, but the crowd is getting rowdy with their beloved rockstar so up close and an elbow is being shoved into your side and Eddie moves quicker than you can comprehend, tugging you forward to the very front and motioning you to jump over.
โYouโre insane!โ You yell over the noise of the crowd. Eddie grins, damp curls dangling over his eyes as he peers down at you, โUnless if you wanna get crushed, be my guest.โ
Itโs slightly difficult, and there are a lot of gangly limbs and yearning hands reaching out everywhere, but Eddie eventually gets you over the barricade, and youโre gazing up at him with a warm grin when you sway on your feet. You wish you and Eddie could just walk away and have each other like youโve been imagining for months, but Eddie has a job, and heโs working.
His eyes are blown wide, and his lips are so kissable, and his warm hand is squeezing your hip as he nods toward a security guard. โKeep an eye on this one, Rob,โ He shouts over the screaming fans. Youโre eyeing Eddie as he steps back toward the stage, sinking his in-ear back into place with a sly grin as he winks, โSheโs real sneaky.โ
The show is great, as it always is, and Eddie tries to be deft about it, but itโs evident to just about everyone how he practically clings to the side of the stage where youโre standing in front of. Itโs cute, youโll admit, but you feel bad for the fans, so you try to move around a bit.
The last song comes, and the show ends with Eddie and Jeff practically climbing over one another as they shred their guitars and the crowd goes insane when Eddie leans forward to drag his tongue up the side of Jeffโs face, grinning when the other boy rolls his eyes and walks off.
Youโre being pulled backstage quicker than you know it, just in time to meet the group as they jog off the smokey stage with big grins on their faces.
Jeff is smothering Naomi in a sweaty hug and smattering kisses all over her face, and youโre glad to see theyโre still together. Gareth is twirling his drumstick between his fingers and scanning the room for someone, but you donโt have time to try and figure out who because the one person youโve been waiting for steps out next, and heโs got the biggest grin on his face as he practically jogs up to you.
Youโre smiling and giggling out a greeting as he steps up to you and grasps your face between his hands, โNo kisses!โ You warn before he can lean in, and Eddieโs too excited to even pout about it. โYouโre gonna fucking kill me, you know that?โ
You reach up to slink your fingers around his wrists as his thumbs caress the soft skin beneath your eyes, โGot enough life left in you to talk?โ You ask. Eddieโs eyes dance across your face, taking you in like itโs the last time heโll ever get the chance to before he nods. โAlways.โ
The dressing room seems to be the altar of truth for you and Eddie.
Itโs dawning on you that most of the pivotal moments between you and Eddie have been in a dressing room, so itโs not irrational for you to feel a bit uneasy when you step in, and Eddie closes the door.
Heโs like a kid in a candy store, trying not to touch what he sees. His eyes are so bright, but you can tell heโs holding himself back from doing and saying the things he wants, and you appreciate that heโs giving you the space, waiting for you to give him your yes or no.
Eddie plops onto the couch in the middle of the room and looks at you with a glint in his eyes. You deeply breathe, shifting in your spot before leaning back against the door, tipping your head as you study him; thighs comfortably spread, inked stories fluttering to life with each rise and fall of his bare torso. Heโs a dream.
โI thought youโd be way more upset.โ
Eddieโs lips tug like he wants to smile at the sound of your voice, or maybe itโs the sight of you, and he shifts in his seat with a shrug, reaching into his pocket. He pulls out a cigarette and sticks it between his lips, and when you see him pat himself down, youโre already moving like itโs muscle memory.
You pick up the lighter on the coffee table and walk over to Eddie, sparking the flame as you speak, โYouโre allowed to be upset, you know?โ You remind him. Eddieโs gaze flickers in color as he looks up at you, and you try to ignore the goosebumps that rise up on your skin when his hand reaches up to rest on your hip, thumb caressing you over the material of your skintight dress. Streams of fire are licking up your spine as he leans forward to burn the end of the paper stick, and your center aches when he gently squeezes the fat of your hip. All throughout this, Eddie never lets his eyes fall from you.
He mumbles a short thank you once the cigarette lights, leaning back to rest against the seat as he looks up at you. You fight the urge to comb your fingers through his hair or do something dumb like climb into his lap. No doubt talking would fly out the window then.
You gently toss the lighter onto the coffee table and sit on the loveseat across from the pinnacle of your thoughts from the last six months. Eddie speaks around a cloud of smoke, โDo you want me to be upset?โ He asks.
You shrug, trying your hardest not to break beneath his unwavering eye. โI donโt know.โย
Eddie smiles then, and the strings of your heart play a symphony to the notes of his voice when he speaks, โI was for a little bit,โ He admits, tapping ash onto the carpet, โBut then Wayne told me to get my head out of my ass.โ
You huff out a laugh at that, and Eddie grins. โHow is he?โ You ask. Eddie tips his head back and forth like heโs thinking, โSame old man as before. Think heโs got a girlfriend now. Heโs being an asshole about the details, though.โ He rolls his eyes, and you snort. Youโre happy to hear Wayne has a person for himself now; if anyone deserves it, itโs him.
You shift, like you canโt seem to get comfortable enough, and you know youโre stalling, and you can see Eddie fighting to not call you out, so you try to ease into it; โIs that when you stopped calling?โ You ask.
Eddie stiffens under the question, and you know the answer. He grimaces and runs a hand over his face with a soft groan, โFuck,โ he curses, โFuck, yeah, it was.โ He answers. โIโm sorry, Iโm a fuckinโ hothead. I had made it a goal to call every night and thenโโ โI upset you.โ
Eddieโs eyes are soft, and you have to force yourself to keep your eyes on his, โIt wasnโt fair what I did, Eddie; Iโm sorryโโ
Eddie shakes his head, briefly shutting his eyes as he waves you off, โNah, fuck that. You donโt need to apologizeโโ โBut I do. I told you I wanted space, and then a week later, Iโm plastered on a fucking cover with Baine fucking Carter.โย
Baine Carter is a well-known songwriter within the industry. Heโs got tracks spread all over the top charts, and he has a way of talking that can make just about anyone fall into a trance until you realize most of what heโs saying is just made-up bullshit. In hindsight, Baine wasnโt much different than most people in the music industryโ it was a moment of weakness and pure vodka-weighted thinking. And, of course, itโs the moment when cameras find you.
โKinda my fault too,โ Eddie shrugs, โCameraโs wouldnโt have found you if I didnโt have press riding me.โ And heโs right, but shitty press isnโt his fault, so how much of that can you really blame him for?
Eddie snickers at the memory of you painted on the cover of several magazines, โThink youโve got a type, sweetheart.โ He teases. Your face screws up in defense, and you scoff, โWhat does that mean?โ
Eddie raises an eyebrow, โCome on, youโre gonna tell me you didnโt say my name when heโโ โWe didnโt do anythingโ firstlyโ and even if I did say your name, I would never in a million years admit it.โ You point out with a raised eyebrow.ย
Eddie smirks with a playful glint in his eye and he deeply breathes as he ashes his cigarette and rises to his feet. โI donโt care that you hooked up with Bain fucking Carter,โ Eddie softly admits with a hint of a mocking grin, โDid it deeply wound me to the point where I almost thought I was gonna die? Yes.โ He jokingly says, to which you want to roll your eyes at, but heโs stalking over to you like heโs some lion on the prowl, and all you can muster is a small huff with a mumbled, โYouโre dramatic.โ
Eddie stands in front of you and leans over to press his palms onto each side of your seat, leaning down until his face hovers above yours, โIโm kinda known for it, darling.โ He winks.
Your core stirs at the proximity, and you can feel his breath against your top lip. โI will admit, though,โ Eddie lets his hand drop to round over your bare knee, callused fingertips caressing your soft skin, โIt gave me a huge ego boost seeing you with a literal replica of me.โ He snickers, fingers dancing into the inside of your thigh. You huff, a playful glint in your eyes as you run your tongue across your teeth, โYeah, I imagine your head couldnโt fit through the door for at least a month, huh?โ
Eddie shrugs, โDepends. Which head we talking about, honey?โ
You huff out a laugh, rolling your eyes when he gently squeezes at the warm skin of your thigh. You tip your head lower, holding your gaze on Eddie as you lowly speak, ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝIโm not having sex with you tonight, Eddie.โ
Brown eyes flash with a familiar look youโd missed before they drop to your lips. โWhat about a kiss? Just one.โ He presses. Your eyes narrow, โI doubt you could ever do just one.โย
โYouโll never know if you never try.โ His lips twitch up into a sly grin, taunting you and pushing you until your brain is just a muddled mess of yes, no, yes, no, yes, nโ fuck it.
Itโs like a sigh of relief to have Eddieโs lips on yours after such a long time. Weeks of nights and days spent trying to remember how it felt having his plump lips pressed onto yours, how he tasted, how warm his tongue was when it slunk into your mouth. None of those times youโd try to remember, none of those phantom feelings that would breeze through your body could ever amount to how it actually feelsโ itโs as if youโre seeing color for the first time.
Itโs a fucking kiss, thatโs for sure.
Itโs long, and it takes you both a second to relearn the kinks and maneuvers you both favor, but then itโs as if time never passed between your bodiesโ youโre moving like one unit, like every second of your lives has built up to this moment.
Unfortunately, air is a necessity to living, so youโre pulling away sooner than youโd wanted to. Eddieโs other hand is digging into the cushion beneath you, and you can practically hear his thoughts spinning as he wills himself to pull back. You shiver as his fingers squeeze your thigh one last time before slipping away.ย
โHow's that for a kiss?โ
Brown eyes with pools of liquid gold, you missed the searing pain it gave you each time you reached out and touched. You purse your lips, tasting him on your tongue as you tip your head in thoughtโ menthol and whiskey. โCare to answer a few questions? Pick up on our game?โ
Eddie huffs out a laugh, breath tickling your nose as he snickers with a glint in his eyes. He studies you for a moment, like you might pull out and say never mind, but you only raise an eyebrow as you await an answer. โYour place or mine, honey?โ He drawls.
You preen at the open door heโs lent you, โItโs your city, isnโt it?โ
You donโt take the same car with Eddie to his place.
Itโs not that you didnโt want to take the same car, but something about that look in Eddieโs eyes said that he absolutely wouldnโt be behaving on that car ride, and you immediately suggested separate vehicles. Youโre unsure if you trust yourself to hold your promise in a confined space with Eddieโฆ or maybe you donโt trust himโฆ orโ yeah, itโs both of you. Eddie wasnโt ecstatic about it, but you donโt care because you swear to god you arenโt going to fuck Eddie before you talkโ like, really talk.
There are things that you both need to say, uncover, and express feelings about, and god forbid you get dicknotized before the words can come out correctly.
Eddieโs home is everything you thought it would be: chaotic in taste, lively, musical, whimsical, and all things that scream Eddie. The entryway is open and vast, with a clear view into the living room, where you can see a sunken living room build with guitars and papers strewn about.ย
Eddieโs ushering you further into his home before you can look deeper into the entrance, but you donโt mind because his living area is like an artist's wet dream. There are comfy couches, red, cream, and colors alike, and thereโs a rug in the middle that looks like a psychedelic trip of dark colors, and along one of the walls is a long shelf of endless records.
โI moved in like a year ago, so itโs not perfect, butโฆ this is me,โ Eddie says. You hadnโt been paying attention, but now that he walks into your line of vision, you can see his shoes are off, and his loose blouse is fully open. He looks like a fantasy; lean body dripped in expensive clothes and clinking jewelry, shoulders broad and sculpted beneath his wavy hair. Fuck.
You slip your shoes off and let your feet sink into his home's fluffy, deep red carpet, never once dropping your gaze from him as you walk over to the couch. โItโs beautiful, Eddie. Itโs very you.โ
You sink into his couch, turning so you can face him with your arms crossed over the back of the sofa as you watch him pick a record and set it up. Through the surround system of his home, the familiar riff to Tommy Bolinโs Shake The Devil rings. You watch Eddie sink a hand into his hair, shaking out his messy curls before pausing. The guitar is loud and youโre leaning forward when he snaps his head to dramatically look over his shoulder. You stifle a laugh, intrigued to see where heโs going with thisโ and you hate to admit that you begin enjoying the show when he turns around, fingers crafted and messily playing an air guitar to the track.
His stomach and chest flex with each of his moves, the buckle and button to his jeans open to flash you a dangerously low view of his happy trail leading to sinful places. Heโs walking sex; head tilted back as he shreds the imaginary guitar, hips moving with the song as he walks toward you. He sinks to his knees in front of you, and with his living room being sunken and him still being on the higher level, youโre just in line with the view of his spread legs, crotch on full display. His teeth sink into his bottom lip as he gazes at you, switching to air drums before the words kick in. You canโt hide the smile that graces your lips as he dramatically sings along, leaning forward until his face is just inches in front of yours, ringed fingers reaching to cup your face. Standing face to face with the devil, huh?
Your hands have a mind of their own apparently because they reach out and coast up Eddieโs jean-clad thighs, nails scratching up against the material until your fingers hook into the belt loops of his jeans. You lean forward on your knees, sharing a breath with the pretty boy, and you smile. Eddie groans low in his throat, the breakdown of the song blasting in both your ears and your heart racing. His teeth dig into his lips like heโs trying to physically hold himself back, and you softly laugh. โLaughinโ at my misery?โ He asks.
You shrug, โMaybe. You look fuckinโ hot.โ
Eddie groans again, eyes rolling back into his head before he dives forward, nuzzling his face into your neck and faking a bite as you squeal. โCanโt say shit like that to me, princess. Wanna fuck the shit out of you.โ His teeth drag against your pulse, and you squirm with a louder squeal, causing him to tumble forward, collapsing onto the couch with you, and your limbs mix like one big painting as he dramatically grunts on impact. He shifts until heโs laid on his back, head resting in your lap as he peers up at you.
โYou staying the night?โ He asks.
You snort, brushing a strand of hair from his face, โDidnโt I tell you weโre not having sex?โ You remind him. Eddie huffs and digs his head into your lap as he shuffles in his spot, โDid I ask for sex just now?โ He challenges. You raise an unconvinced eyebrow, โSo, you want me to spend the night just to spend the night?โ
Eddieโs eyes gleam as he looks up at you, โItโs been my dream.โ
You roll your eyes, playfully shoving him off you with a huff, โGet me a drink, and Iโll think about it?โ
Eddie hops up as if second nature, padding over to the stereo and turning it down just enough to hear you as he talks over his shoulder, โSure thing, honey; what would you like?โ
Honey, honey, honey.
You want to drown in it.
Youโre not listening as Eddie lists off the drinks he has, busy swirling in sticky, sweet, golden lakes and admiring the shift of Eddieโs hips and ass beneath his jeans. โSurprise me.โ You respond.
โCopy that, madam.โ
He doesnโt go far because thereโs a built-in bar on the other side of the room, so you have the perfect view of him working his magic, mixing liquor and dropping ice cubes into a crystal glass. When he finishes making your drink, he turns and walks over to you with this glint in his eyes, and you feel your body heat under his gaze. โThis one's on the house,โ He says with a wink, handing you the drink. You thank him, taking the glass as he sits back onto the couch, sinking into the plush cushions and watching you gently sip before pulling a sour face.
He laughs, โToo strong?โ He asks. You grimace with a shake of your head, smacking your lips, โNo, no, itโs good. Thank you.โ
Your legs are kicked up on the couch, and Eddie finds his fingers slinking around your bare ankle, gently squeezing, โWant something comfy?โ He asks.
God, heโs relentless.
You laugh, โYou really want me to stay,โ You tease. Eddie sinks like heโs letting all inhibitions go as he answers, โDesperately.โ
He can tell youโre cracking, and you have to hide your grin behind the glass as you shake your head in disbelief at yourself, โFine. Go, before I change my mind.โ
And Eddieโs sprinting up, holding his jeans up from falling as he jogs up the stairs with a happy cheer.
A half-hour passes, and you find yourself sitting on Eddieโs comfy living room floor, dressed in nothing but an oversized shirt of his because, in Eddieโs words, โthereโs no need for pants in a home setting, sweetheart.โ You think he just wants easy access and an eyeful of your bare legs.
Eddieโs licking up the crease of a blunt and your body is warm with whiskey and the shrill of a jazzy melody from the radio. Heโs so pretty, leaned over the glass coffee table, bare shoulders flexing, curly hair draping as a curtain as he works. He clicks his tongue when heโs done, and you raise an eyebrow, pressing your bare toes into his thigh when he scoots closer. โUp for a smoke?โ He asks.
You donโt smoke much, not that you donโt enjoy a nice high, but you find yourself more appreciative of your highs when theyโre spaced out and random. You nod, and Eddie grins, โAtta girl. Here, honorary first hit,โ He passes the blunt to you, and you snicker, grasping it between two fingers and holding it up to your lips. Eddie helps you with a lighter, leaning forward to burn the end of the paper, and you take one good drag before pulling the bunt away, rolling the smoke into your lungs to settle as best as you can handle before you sputter out in a small coughing fit.
Your eyes water, and Eddie grins as you pass it to him, leaning forward to kiss your temple, โThat was good, baby.โ
You watch as he takes a hit of his own, huffing out a few coughs of his own, and jesus christ, why do rockstars always smoke devious shit? Itโs strong, whatever Eddie has you smoking, and it only takes you three hits before you already feel a buzz coming, and Eddie looks so pretty with low eyes and rosy cheeks.
โReady to play our game?โ He rasps out.
โMm.โ You agree, reaching out to take another hit.
โDid you listen to the albums?โ
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Oh my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
God, did you listen to the albums? Sure, you have it ingrained into your fucking mind, and it burns.
You smile, slowly blinking because, of course, thatโs Eddieโs first question. You breathe out clouds of fairy dust as you speak, โYes, I did. Did you read the magazine?โ You ask.
Eddie nods, leaning back against the couch, extending his legs out as he eyes you, โI did. Which song did you like best?โ
โMm, the one with the drums.โ You smile.
Eddie laughs, and you pass the blunt back to him before leaning back on the opposite couch, toes almost touching when you extend your legs across the carpet. โYouโre a kiss-up, you know that?โ He gestures to you, to which you only shrug.
Eddie crawls across the living room, and you fight the urge to reach out and thread your fingers through his hair as he plops himself right next to you, leaning against the couch as well. Your thighs are touching, and you can feel the warmth of him, and the smell of weed is wafting through the air, and you just want to nuzzle into Eddieโs chest and never leave.
โMiss me?โ You teasingly ask. You can hear the slight smile in Eddieโs voice as he responds, โNegative. You?โ
You snort, โNegative.โ
You shuffle to lean against Eddie, and he canโt seem to help it when he reaches out to push your hair back gently. โWhat do you wanna be when you grow up?โ You ask.
Eddieโs eyebrows pinch in confusion, no doubt lost by what you mean, considering he already has his lifetime job figured out, โWhat do you mean?โ
You sigh, wriggling as you fight the urge to wrap your body around him, โI mean,โ You shrug, โWell, youโre not gonna do this forever, right? Like, at some point, youโre going to have to throw in the towel, age, and whatnot,โ You dismissively wave, โWhat will you do then?โ
Eddie pauses and thinks for a moment, and if you couldnโt feel the warmth of his skin on yours, you would think he vanished into thin air. โI, uhโฆ. Well, youโll think itโs stupid.โ He mumbles.
You frown, turning your head to look at him, โI wonโt. Tell me. Please?โ
He looks at you with these soft, fond eyes before nodding, โI wanna start a music school in Hawkinsโ maybe, like, a creative arts school, you know, something for the weirdos. Not just music geeks.โ He admits. His tone is so soft, maybe the softest youโve ever heard, and heโs fiddling with his rings like heโs nervous, and itโs the cutest sight youโve ever seen.
โItโs not really celebrated there. Creativity, I mean.โ He adds.
You stay quiet, allowing him to speak, โEverybody just lives to work dead-end jobs. Being creative is likeโฆ a sin or something, I donโt know. I just want to give the kids somewhere where theyโll feelโฆ safe. Seen. Something I never got for myself.โ
Itโsโฆ itโs fucking brilliant. Itโs so brilliant it makes your chest ache, and you decide that you would do just about anything to make sure Eddieโs dreams of a music school come true.
โI told you itโs stupid. No one ever thinks itโs good.โ He mumbles after a moment with your silence. You frown and shake your head, sitting up straight to look at him. โNo. No, Eddie, itโs amazingโฆItโs fucking amazing, and you should do it. You have to do it.โ
โYouโre just playing nice.โ
โNo, seriously. Fuck whoever said it wasnโt a good idea, itโs brilliant.โ You press on, and you want to lean in and pepper kisses all over his face becauseโ seriously, who the fuck told him it was a shitty idea?
โI grew up in a small town too, andโ shit, it was not fun wanting to be something other than a nurse or a teacher. Got a lot of shit trying to โreach for the starsโ,โ You huff out a laugh. Eddieโs eyes are so gentle as they gaze at you that you almost melt. โI wouldโve appreciated something like that. Munsonโs School of Arts.โ
Eddie snorts at that, pink lacing with yours as a smile spreads across your lips, โNot bad actually, I might name it that.โ
Itโs a back and forth of that for a while, silly questions amongst genuine ones until you find yourselves sat next to each other, arms pressed together, bodies yearning to wrap around each other as you fiddle with the strings of Eddieโs carpet. And thereโs something, you know. Eddie feels something that heโs not telling you, and itโs killing you because itโs what you need to hear before you take the plunge. โAre you angry with me?โ You softly ask.
Eddieโs quiet for a moment, and the blunt was snuffed out a while ago, so heโs not taking a drag but instead just stalling. โI mean,โ he pauses, โI already told you, Birdie. Whatโs the point in going back on it?โ
You frown, glancing at him, โBecause I want you to tell me how you feel, Eddie.โ You respond.
Eddieโs silent again for a longer moment, and you want to whine when he shifts away to sit in front of you. He folds his legs up, resting his elbows over his knees as he sits face to face with you, โDo you want me to be angry with you?โ He steadily asks.
Your blink, โIโ no?โย
Eddie raises an eyebrow, and you huff, โHonestly, a little bit, yes. Itโs okay to be angry with me, Eddie; thatโs what Iโm trying to say.โ
Eddieโs demeanor is unwavering as he blinks at you, but his tone is accusing, โDo you want me to be angry with you so you can feel justified?โ
And, ouch.
Thatโs not the truth at all. Or maybe itโs some truth, but in your true feelings, thatโs not what you mean. Itโs only a fleeting thought because youโre human, after all, right?
โThatโs not fair,โ You frown with a small shake of your head. Eddie raises another eyebrow, and you tilt your head, โIโm only trying to be as transparent as possible, Eddie. That was the main issue.โ You remind him.
Eddie turns to the coffee table, grabs your forgotten glass of Jack Daniels, and takes a swig for himself. โYou wouldnโt tell me how you felt, and I was always left in the dark.โ You say.
โAnd Iโm telling you right now that Iโm not angry.โ Heโs teetering on the edge of irritated now, and you tilt your head. โI listened to the album, Eddie. I listened to the song; youโre seriously gonna tell me youโre not angry?โย
Eddie can only glance at you then, and your frown deepens. โThatโsโฆ different.โ
โHow, Eddie? Itโs about meโโ โYeah, because you fucking walked out on me on closing night,โ Eddie exclaims. โHow was I supposed to feel?โ
Your chest tightens as you look into the eyes of your dreams, lyrics swirling in your mind because youโve fucking memorized every word. You listened to it until you felt sick, dizzy with a whirlwind of regrets and what-ifs.
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Your chest aches when the lyrics echo in your mind.
โI just want you to be honest with me. If I made you feel that wayโโ โNo, thatโs notโโ Eddie shakes his head, pinches the bridge of his nose, and cringes like it's painful. โThatโs not it at allโ fuck.โ He puts the glass down and scoots back over to you; knees pressed into the fluffy carpet beside your thighs as he leans in and cups your face, eyes darting over your pretty features. โI was angry, and I was a shithead, and I had people talking in my ear andโ shit. Please donโt think you ever blame yourself for that, please.โ
Your fingers are cold, but Eddieโs wrists are warm beneath your fingertips as you frown up at him, โJust tell me how far out you are, Eds.โ
Eddie looks at you with soft eyes, a callused thumb running under the delicate skin beneath your eye. He leans forward, pressing his lips against your forehead, and you preen, nuzzling forward and sinking into his warmth and scent that youโve missed for so long.
โNot far,โ He responds, lips brushing over your skin. โYou?โ
You hum, body reeling as Eddie slinks his arms around you, โNot far.โ
Forty minutes and another blunt later, and Eddieโs floating in the fucking sky.
Eddie canโt believe it really, having you in front of him, next to him, limbs pressed to limbs with your laugh ringing in his earsโ Eddie thinks this is some sick, realistic dream.
Itโs tender, the space youโve both created. Youโre both fragile and reactive in the best way, like a healing exposed nerve, and Eddie will be forever in your debt for how patient you are with him. Heโs not good at talking about real shit, but heโs trying to fix that, and you make it easier because you push him in the way he needs to beโ you encourage him to say what he feels even if heโs afraid he might end up shooting himself in the foot and chasing you away again becauseโ โItโs the only way things will get better.โ
But youโve always been patient. You were patient six months ago, and youโre patient now. You know exactly what you want, and youโre firm in what you say and feel, and it makes Eddie feel safe.
Heโs never had this kind of thingโ heโs never had a relationship where someone talks and leaves room for him to speak as wellโ two-way communication or whatever the fuck Robin says. Itโs different, and itโs good, and Eddie thinks he must have shit taste if itโs taken him this long to realize it.
Chrissy never really cared for what Eddie wanted or preferred, or how something she did would make him feel. Eddie, at the time, didnโt think much of it and was more than happy to ride along with her โlow maintenanceโ nature, but it only cut him off from growth more than anything.
Whatever. It doesnโt matter anymore because Chrissy is in the past, and youโ youโre so pretty standing on Eddieโs couch in just his shirt with a blunt hanging between your fingers. Youโve just returned from changing the recordโ Surrealistic Pillow; Eddie knew the second you dropped the needle and watched you spin around with a shit-eating grin.ย
โHippie shit,โ Eddie mutters as you hop down from his couch. Your eyes narrow, โHey,โ you nudge your foot against his thigh, โDonโt be an asshole. It was on your shelf anyway.โ
Eddie slinks his hand around your calf, blinking up at you as you stand over him. You reach down, the burning blunt standing between your fingers, and Eddie happily parts his lips to let you slip the tip in. Burning sativa licks up the sides of Eddieโs brain, and he melts when your other hand sinks into his hair, gently pressing his bangs back as his eyes flutter. You hum, and Eddieโs lips tip into a smile as the smoke churns in his chest. Your knuckles curl into his roots, and Eddie could fucking cum right now, no questions asked.
Heโs harder than a rock, and heโs not ashamed when he sinks his hand down the open fly on his jeans to palm himself, lowly groaning as he tips his head up, playfully blowing clouds of smoke up your shirt and grinning when you squeal. He chuckles, hand slinking further up your leg to grip the fat of your thigh as he tilts his head to nip his teeth at the inside of your knee.
He turns to let his chin rest on your thigh, blinking up at you with hazy eyes, โLet me in, baby.โ He pleads.
You sink to your knees until youโre face to face, and Eddieโs hands glide under your shirt, warm and itching to explore as he feels the flutter of your lungs beneath his fingertips. โNo funny business, Munson.โ You remind him, swatting him away when his fingers prod at the cup of your bra. Eddie grins, brain fuzzy and warm, and he canโt stop himself from leaning forward and planting a quick kiss against your lips.
โI have something for you.โ He says. Your eyebrows raise, and Eddie smiles, standing up with a grunt and shaking out his stiff limbs. โDonโt move,โ He points to you before padding off.
The gift Eddie has for you has been with him since the fourth week he knew you. Heโs been holding onto it for so long because heโs been a coward and didnโt know how to form the words โIโm sorryโ with his tongueโ but now, Eddieโs riding on a high, and he needs you and wants you all the time and thereโs no better time than now, right?
Heโs holding the gift behind his back when he steps into the living room, and he smiles at the sight of you laid out on his floor, eyes closed as you sink into the music. Youโre on cloud nine, Eddie can tell.
He drops to his knees over you, pressing his free hand into the floor beside your head, and his hair creates a curtain over you when you look up at him. โYou lookโฆ tempting, to say the least.โ
Your eyes playfully narrow at Eddie, and you squirm beneath him, โWhatโre you hiding behind your back?โ
There are tears in your eyes as you blink down at the gift in your hands, and you know Eddie must think youโre insane for crying over a bookโ a journal at that. Itโs a pale yellow colored leather, with two leather straps that are tied into a neat bow, and in the corner, your name is stamped in tiny cursive gold lettersโ your real name.ย
Itโs a replica of your old journal, the one that had gotten ruined when you tore the pages out to prove a point. But you donโt understandโ โHow did you get this?โ You ask in a soft voice.
Eddie grins, reaching out to thumb at your bottom lip, eyes soft as he watches your eyes dance over the journal. โCalled in a favor from Michigan.โ He jokingly says. Your chest aches, and you frown when you look up at him, fingers tight around the binding of your gift, โYou talked to him?โ
Eddie snickers, โYeah. Got a lot of shit from him first, Iโll tell you that,โ He pauses and scratches at the back of his neck, โHe told me he hates my music.โ
You laugh at that, body warm with adoration because, yeah, that sounds like your grandfather. You sniffle, wiping under your eyes, โHow did you know?โ You ask.
Eddie shrugs as he sits next to you, โThe cover of your journal had his name on it, so I kind of pieced it together since you share a last name.โ
You donโt know what to think, what to say. Itโs the kindest thing Eddie (or anyone) has ever done for you. Your grandfather had been in the business of handmaking journals for as long as you can remember; he was part of the reason why you took such a liking to journalism. He had a brief history in journalism himself, and he would sit and go through his best works with you when you struggled to fall asleepโ he helped you see the world through the lens of an artist, and you never looked back.
Youโre elated as you run your hands over the pages, imagining what the phone call between Eddie and your grandfather was like. You wish you couldโve been there to hear it; you wish you couldโve brought Eddie to meet him in person because even though your grandfather acted tough and mighty, he had the softest heart youโve ever known, and he wouldโve adored Eddie.
You huff out a laugh, shaking your head as you put the journal on the coffee table. You huff, turning to clamber onto Eddieโs lap, glaring at him as your hands dig into his shoulders, โI hate you so much.โ
Eddie grins at you, and you drop your head to his chest, snuggling further into him when he wraps his arms around you. You grumble against his chest, turning your head to speak, โYouโre making it so hard.โ You complain.
You feel the rumble of Eddieโs voice in his chest as he hums, โHm?โ
Eddie shifts beneath you, and you sigh, turning your head up to nuzzle against the base of his throat. Your teeth drag across his skin, red lines left in their wake before you let your tongue coast up his pulsing vein, mouth kissing and suckling at what you can reachโ and Eddie whimpers.
โYou knowโฆItโs past midnight.โ
โFffuckโโ
Eddieโs dead.
Heโs gone. Six feet under. In the next life, body turned back to dust, never coming back, dead. This must be the seventh circle of heavenโ is that a thing? Or is that only hell?
Either way, Eddieโs on an entirely different plane of heaven as you press your body against his, knees tightening around his waist as he pulls you close and smears his lips against yours. He can feel the heat of your core through his pants, and his hips have a mind of their own when they buck up into you.
Your fingers are blind and eager when they wriggle through the tight space between you and Eddie, but it sends shivers up Eddieโs spine when you drag your nails down the soft skin of his lower pelvis.
Eddieโs lips part against yours, and heโs licking into your mouth, tongue flicking at your top lip as you shakily moan. โWhat happened to no sex tonight?โ He lowly teases. His hands sink beneath your shit, squeezing at your hips and guiding the roll of your hips.
โShut up, Eddie.โ You whine, fingertips digging into his shoulders when he rubs against your covered clit. Eddie smiles, watching as your face twists in pleasure, and his chest nearly bursts because youโre so fucking pretty.
โYou want me?โ He asks.
Your lips twitch into a smile, and your hands slide down his arms to rest over his wrists that flex as they work you back and forth over his crotch. โYeah,โ You breathe, tipping your head down to hover your lips over Eddieโs, โI do. I want you, Eddie.โ
Eddieโs tongue runs over his lips, and he catches your bottom lip, and you lick out to catch his tongue before pressing your lips together. Eddie uses one hand to cup your face, โYouโre not curious where my dickโs been while we were apart?โ He teases.
And if you werenโt practically humping Eddie right now and thinking straight, you probably wouldโve choked Eddie out or somethingโ but you only mewl and grind down harder. โNot funny.โ
Eddie hums, fingers dancing across the band of your panties before dipping past the barrier. He feels like a pirate whoโs finally found the hidden treasure, eyes squeezing shut as he tries to ground himself because, Jesus Christ, youโre so fucking wet.
His cock feels strangled and achy in his jeans, and he imagines how good itโll feel to sink his cock into you as he swirls a gentle finger around your entrance. โFor the record,โ He drawls, watching your lips part when he dips his finger into you, โItโs been nowhere. My dick, I mean.โ
You breathlessly laugh, hips wriggling, your pussy eager for more. โBeen beating it with my fist for the last six months, so. Just want you to knowโ itโs only you, baby.โ
You mewl, leaning forward to press your forehead against Eddieโs as you grind against him, shivering when he finally sinks a finger into you, drawing out to circle your clit with sticky arousal before sinking back in with two fingers.
Youโre sharing each breath, taking each other in and out; Eddie watches with low eyes as your face twists in pleasure.
โTake it off,โ He grumbles, โTake your shirt off.โ
Youโre moving like itโs second nature. Shaky hands reaching down to loop around the loose shirt, dragging it up and over your bodyโ and Eddieโs head tips back with a groan. โJesus fuck,โ He curses, one hand busy working you as the other reaches down to palm your breast, โWhen did you take your bra off, you fuckinโ minx?โ
You whimper against Eddieโs lips when he kisses you, the force of his eagerness pushing you back. Eddie keeps pressing you back, shuffling and moving around so he can press you down onto your back and hover over you. โWanna taste you. Let me taste you.โ He begs.
You shake your head, lips messily smearing against his, โNo. No, you saidโโ god, Eddie canโt stop fucking kissing you, โYou said youโll let me have you next time, Eds.โ You whine.
Fuck, youโre so fucking cute. Youโre a goddamn dream pouting up at Eddie, grinding against his fingers as he ticks them up against your walls. โYeah? You want me?โ Eddie breathlessly asks. Your lips are pouty and swollen as you nod, โAlready told you I did.โ You say.
It takes everything in Eddie to pull away from you, and he thinks heโs gonna marry you when you reach out for him. Thinks he wants to just whisk you away and live on the side of a secluded mountain or some shit. Thinks he wants you to be the mother of his kids when you smile up at him as he rises to his feet, gazing down at you over the apple of his cheeks as he removes his jeans. Youโre so pretty, hair spread out beneath you, tits on full display, tummy fluttering with each drag and push of your breaths. Youโre lightly dragging the tip of your finger down your stomach, a teasing glint in your eyes as Eddie throws his hair into the shittest bun known to man, and fuck, youโre dipping your hand between your thighs.
Yeah. This is heaven, and youโre god.
Eddie thinks heโll spend the rest of his life on his knees worshipping you.
Eddieโs body is warm when he crawls back over you, his body now bare, save for the chains that dangle from his neck. One cross, one guitar pick, one pentagram. Theyโre cold when they drag up the valley of your chest, and your body perks up with chills.
You slink your arms around Eddieโs shoulders, titling your head up to kiss him as your fingers curl into his messily tied hair. โGive me what I want, Eds.โ You softly say against his lips. โFuck my mouth, please.โ
Eddie curses, rutting his cock against the inside of your thigh, and he nods, โYeah. Fuck. Okay, yeah. Just lay here and look pretty, baby.โ
The lasting effects of the three blunts youโd shared with Eddie are swirling through your body, and you feel like youโre on cloud nine as Eddie straddles your hips. Heโs the prettiest sight to ever reach your eyes, toned arms, and chest working in tandem as he reaches down to wrap a fist around his cockโ and god; you forgot how pretty his cock was. The tip is ruddy and flushed, and your core twists when he angles himself up, and you see the piercing beneath his tip. You definitely hadnโt forgotten about that little detail these past months.
Eddieโs chest is rising and falling quickly and stray pieces of hair cling to his lips when he licks them. You watch with wide, eager eyes as Eddie strokes himself, ringed fingers running against the soft skin of his shaft, pretty hisses curling through his teeth when he thumbs the slit of his tip.
โQuit teasing,โ You whine, squirming beneath him. Eddie grins, breathlessly panting as he looks at you, โSo impatient.โ He mumbles, shifting further up your body until the inside of his thighs press against the side of your tits. You can feel the cool drag of his rings against your sternum, and it sends licks of fire through your core. โMy babyโs so impatient, hm?โ He taps his cock against your chest, and your frown, fingers digging into his thighs.
โLucky youโre cute.โ
Eddieโs then shuffling and moving around so youโre both comfortably positioned as he kneels over your face, pretty cock glistening above your lips. You open your mouth and let your tongue hang out, ready for Eddie to feed his cock to you, and he chuckles, tapping his swollen tip against your tongue before dragging it to tease you.ย
Itโs good. Itโs so good. The taste of him, the feel of him, the pretty noises he makes. You can feel the cold barbell dragging across your tongue with each slow thrust he gives you, and you canโt wait to feel it inside you again. Youโve been dreaming about it for weeks on end now.
He pulls out with a slick pop, tapping his tip against your lips as he hums, โReady? Gonna give you what you want now.โ
Youโve never nodded so fast in your life.
Heโs thrusting in and out of your mouth at a mind-numbing and thigh-clenching rate for just under five minutes before he starts to break. You can feel it in the stutter of his hips, the twitch of his cock on your tongue, the shuddered moans and grunts. You reach up to drag your nails down the soft skin of his stomach, and Eddie whimpers for the second time, and you think it might be your favorite soundโ you want more.
Heโs pulling out with a curse, squeezing at his tip, and youโre such a fucking tease; you lean forward to kitten lick at his aching tip and hum when he hisses. He shuffles back just enough to lean forward and press a messy kiss to your lips, humming at the taste of himself on your tongue.
โFuck me, Eddie. Please. Want it so bad it hurts.โ
โJesus fuckโ turn around.โ
Youโre shaking, and Eddieโs touch feels like fire as he helps you flip over to lean on all fours. His hands coast up your back and into your hair, and you push your body back into him, ass pressing against his wet cock as you moan when his fingers curl into your hair.
His other hand smooths over your ass, heavily slapping it once before gripping the warm skin as he speaks beside your ear, โWanna fuck your ass one day, hm? Gonna let me? Say youโll let me.โ โOh my god,โ You roll your eyes with a smile, tipping your head to the side when Eddie kisses your neck before nipping at your ear. You can feel the curve of his smile against your skin, and it makes your chest flutter as he pulls you up to press your back against his chest.
Heโs reaching down between you to grasp his cock and paint it against your wet cunt, and you lose your breath. โCome on. Say youโll let me fuck your pretty ass.โ He practically begs.
You moan when he slips his head in, teasing you with what he knows you want. Your head rolls back to rest against his shoulder, and he hums, slinking his other hand up to cup your throat as he continues teasing himself in and out of your pussy.
You smile, lazy and high and blissed out, โNo.โ
Eddie groans at that, fingers tightening around your throat as he sinks in deeper. โNot even a finger?โ
You push your fingers through his hair, his curly strands nothing but a tangled mess within his hair tie. Your legs tremble as you wriggle back into him, but your voice is steady as you speak, โFuck me first, and maybe Iโll think about it.โ
Eddie takes that as a challenge, apparently, because next thing you know, heโs slamming into you and pressing in to the fucking hiltโ all big and pierced and toe curling to the point where your moans turn flat, and all you can do is lace your fingers through his that rest on your hip and hold on for dear fucking life.
Heโs pressing you face-first into the carpet, making sure your cheek rests against the couch pillow that had been thrown aside earlier. His fingers are clenched around yours, digging into your hip as you whine and moan into his floor, sobbing out his name with each groundbreaking thrust he gives you.
Itโs all-consuming; the way Eddieโs fucking you, the filthy words slipping from his mouth, the lingering effects of weedโ god, you feel like an exploding star.
Supernova shit or something like that.
Eddieโs cursing and spilling dirty words of encouragement when you come, leaning over to press his chest against your back and coo into your ear.
โSuch a good girl for me.โ
โKeep squeezing me like that, baby. Youโre so good.โ
โYโsound so pretty when youโre coming on my cock.โ
Youโre breathless and quivering, and a pitiful whine slips from you when Eddie pulls out, but you can feel him as he wraps his hand around his cock and finishes off, pretty moans pressed into the skin on the back of your neck. The feeling of his sticky release dripping onto your ass makes you want to go at it again already.
Heโs peppering kisses across your neck and shoulders, and your body slumps onto the ground in exhaustion, but you smile when he presses his lips to yours.
โSo, was that good enough? Have I been granted access to the holy grail?โ
You glare at Eddie from where his chin is hooked over your shoulder. He raises a suggestive eyebrow, and you huff. โIโll tell you what,โ You start, shifting and purposely rubbing your ass back against his sensitive cock, smiling when he hisses.
โMake up for the last six months first, and I might be able to cut you a deal.โ
โNow youโre just stringing me along.โ
You hum, โOh, like you did with me some months ago?โ
Eddie pauses at that, eyes narrowing at you, and you thinkโ fuck, maybe that was too soon. But then a smile cracks across his face, โTouchรฉ.โ
He sighs and sits up, peeling himself from your sticky skin before gently patting your hip. โAss up, baby. Got a lot of making up to do, and weโre on a tight schedule.โ
And you think to yourself, with the scent of Eddie whirling around you and his touch all over you and his pretty voice in your ear, that yeah, you can work through this together. Even if the process will tear you to shreds all over again.
After all, thatโs the price of falling for a rockstar, isnโt it?
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the end.
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a/n: HOLY SHIT GUYS
if you've made it to the end of this long-winded (and incredibly late, I'm so sorry) ending to this story i can not thank you enough. these two have been so fun to write and i don't plan to leave them completely in the dust so they're not gone forever, but thank you so much to everyone who read and shared and commented. this story has allowed me to meet the most beautiful, kind, funny, and loving people I've ever had the pleasure of talking to and that will be my biggest takeaway from this journey๐ฅน
the biggest thank yous to my pretty mutuals who have been here the whole way, ilysm and want to shrink you guys and put you in my pocket <3
anyway, i'll shut up now, i hope i was able to do these two justice with their ending!! i love and appreciate all kinds of feedback, and as always, thank you for reading, ily <3
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