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ayiemojis · 11 months ago
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/rp (role play) — /bpd (borderline personality disorder)
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cinnamorollcrybaby · 1 month ago
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Mama, I’m in love with a criminal 4
Tags: Sukuna x fem!Reader, prisoner!Sukuna, modern au, no curse au, dead dove, vivid descriptions of violence including murder and sexual assault, dark romance trope, angst, read at your own discretion
Synopsis: Sukuna is in prison because of you. He's ordered to undergo weekly counseling sessions. Talking to his counselor about you, it's apparent that his obsession with you is quite concerning.
An: Reminder, this story is dark. Take care of your mental health first. Sexual assault will be briefly mentioned, but it will not be written about in detail. Sukuna is diagnosed with borderline personality disorder at the end of this session. I want to make it clear that it is not my intention to offend anyone with this diagnosis or demonize this diagnosis. It is used to make him feel more real, and it furthers the plot. Hope you guys enjoy… only one last part after this one <3.
Session one. | Session two. | Session three. | Session four.
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The counselor hadn't had time to do any more digging into Sukuna's case files this week. It was the end of the year — holidays were coming up, and that meant that annual paperwork on all of his patients were due.
His caseload was becoming too much to manage all on his own. He was thankful that the jail was finally consulting him about hiring a social worker to help out with the workload.
Checking Sukuna's chart briefly, the counselor inhaled sharply. It was finally time to talk about the crime that landed him in prison. Sure, the counselor could drag this out. He could talk about every petty theft or assault case Sukuna had been charged with, but those were pointless to talk about in the grand scheme of things.
As if on cue, a large buzzer sounded, and Sukuna was shoved into the room with the counselor before promptly being locked inside. He was shackled as always, but his demeanor was different today.
He didn't have that calloused grin or careless attitude. He sat down on the couch with a small grunt before immediately laying his head back against the piece of furniture. His throat bobbed as he swallowed harshly.
It was as if Sukuna knew what the counselor was going to bring up today.
"How are you holding up this week, Sukuna?" The counselor asked. Normally, they'd skip pleasantries, but the counselor sensed that Sukuna needed some priming before he got to talking.
"How am I holding up?" Sukuna echoed with a humorless laugh before shaking his head. "Don't ask stupid fucking questions. This is a prison not a 10 hour shift at a fucking factory."
Well, so much for priming.
"You don't want to talk about her today?" The counselor asked, tapping his pen against his paper. "Or is there something you're not wanting to relive."
"I can talk about her until my lungs give out." Sukuna muttered in a pained tone. He rubbed his face with his hands, cuffs clinking around in the process. He groaned as he put his hands down. "Tell me what you think I don't want to relive." He finally demanded, turning the tables on the counselor.
The counselor widened his eyes as he was put on the spot. He immediately avoided Sukuna's lifeless glare. He was definitely testing him right now — seeing if he kept up on his homework.
"You're not afraid of reliving your own pain. You don't want to relive mouse's pain." The counselor finally muttered out, using his knowledge of Sukuna to help guide him through his analysis.
Sukuna grunted in response, and the counselor took it as approval to keep going. "You weren't there to protect her. You feel like it's a failure on your end that what happened to her happened."
Sukuna's fists clenched, and his jaw tightened, but this didn't feel like his typical anger. It wasn't directed at anyone else besides himself.
"You got there a little too late. You saw what was happening to her, and you went into a blind rage. Your normal brutal, methodical, unique style to killing your victims went out the window. He needed to die right then, didn't he?" The counselor pressed on. He kept his hands on his lap to defend himself in case he said anything that teetered the line. Though, there really was no defending himself against Sukuna's hulking figure.
"He didn't deserve to live." Sukuna's voice was a low growl. His heart was pounding against his ribcage as he was reminded of his last moments with you before he incarceration.
The prisoner suddenly reached out, and the counselor flinched far back into his seat upon reflex, but Sukuna was faster. He grabbed the counselor by his dress shirt, and he patted around on his body. "I know you record these sessions, doc. I want this next part to be off the record." He demanded as he continually searched for a recording device.
The counselor tried fighting him off, but Sukuna was still stronger while he was handcuffed. "Fine-! Here! All you had to do was ask for this part to be off the record." The counselor shouted before he threw his pen over to Sukuna.
His pen had a secret recording device hidden inside, and it was promptly cut off when Sukuna snapped the pen in half without a second thought. He then threw it at the wall, ensuring that nothing would be listening in on what he was about to say.
Sitting back in his seat, he let out another stressed sigh. His twin brother's murder was a well kept secret thanks to his skills of covering up evidence, but this was his best kept secret. It physically pained him to say the words out loud.
"Mouse wanted a normal... domestic life, and I wanted to give her whatever she asked for. I started an apprenticeship at a tattoo shop, and I worked at a bike shop on the side so she could focus on figuring out what she wanted to do with life." He started off slowly. The counselor was still rattled from their physical altercation, but he was already enthralled by Sukuna's story telling abilities.
"I didn't care what I did as long as I got to be in her life. Coming home after sixteen hour shifts felt like paradise when I got to slide into bed next to her. She was the only piece of heaven that I'll ever see." Sukuna went on. His eyes were aimed at the broken pen in the corner, fully reliving what it was like to just be yours.
"Your tattoos... those came from your apprenticeship?" The counselor asked, finally taking the time to ask about the markings that covered Sukuna's body and face.
The prisoner looked at his arms and shook his head. "No, these came from over the years." He said as he slowly rose from the chair. He unbuttoned the jumpsuit and shoved it down around his waist to reveal a white undershirt that covered his broad, muscular torso.
Sukuna clearly had nothing else better to do other than work out while he was incarcerated.
The marking covered his neck, shoulders, arms, back, and chest. The counselor marveled at them for a minute, wondering how long Sukuna had to sit in a chair for all of them to be completed.
"As a gift for finishing my apprenticeship, Mouse and I got tattoos together." Sukuna explained before he raised his undershirt up. Right there on his right ribcage — a detailed portrait style tattoo of just your eyes stared back at the counselor.
Your eyes alone could tell a million words. They were gates directly to your soul. The counselor didn't know what you looked like. Your face had been scrubbed from every news outlet that reported on Sukuna's case, and the counselor couldn't remember if he saw your face in court or not.
"Does she have your eyes tattooed as well?" The counselor asked. It was the safer option because he was sure that Sukuna would probably kill him if he complimented your eyes.
"She had this-" he gestured to the tattoo that was placed on his forehead directly between his eyes, "tattooed on her back, and I tattooed my name across her ribcage in the same place I have her eyes tattooed." Sukuna explained before he redressed himself and sat back down.
"She also has a tiny mouse tattooed behind her ear. All of her work is done by me." He explained.
"Wait- You didn't come up with mouse on the spot?" The counselor asked. "That nickname actually has any meaning?"
Sukuna snickered from the counselor's assumptions. "Nah. When we were little and she wasn't talking to me yet, I use to tease her and say she was as quiet as a church mouse."
The counselor gave a small laugh, and he allowed for the silence to fill the room once more, signaling that Sukuna should get back on topic.
"I was working late most nights, and I told her it'd be worth it once I started making some real money. I just wanted to give her the life she never had. I could've provided her with peace." Sukuna explained, his eyes going back dull as all the fun was sucked right back out of the conversation.
"One night, she wanted to surprise me with my favorite dinner. I always told her not to go out alone at night. She usually waited for me to get off work if she needed to go to the store, but I guess she was worried about burdening me... foolish girl." He muttered as he stared down at his palms.
The counselor swallowed harshly, knowing what was coming next. He normally wasn't so emotionally invested in his client's lives, but Sukuna had a way of drawing him in. He was rooting for you even if he knew the result of what happened that night.
"She wasn't stupid though. Mouse was resourceful. She had a heart of gold, but she wasn't naive. She took one of my blade's with her, and she concealed it in her purse." Sukuna explained as his hands picked at the unhealed scabs on his knuckles once again.
"You don't have to go into detail. I'm honestly not sure if I could stomach that-" The counselor admitted. He knew it was unprofessional. He was supposed to be able to shoulder his clients' trauma, but he just didn't know if he could live with Sukuna's version of what happened to you.
"On her way home, that fucking... coward grabbed her. I don't- I don't know how far he got. She wouldn't tell me. I don't know if it was more for my sake or for hers." A shaky breath left his lips. He was grinding his teeth so hard that the counselor was even cringing.
"She managed to send me her location, and I immediately knew something was wrong. I just left the shop — didn't bother locking up or even telling my client where I was going. By the time I got there, my little mouse's clothes were ripped. She was a mess. He was laid out on the ground. The motherfucker died from a few stab wounds, how fucking pathetic."
"What." The counselor said as his jaw dropped. All this time, he was told that Sukuna was only caught because he killed your assailant in a crime of passion, but that wasn't the truth. He had never been baffled like this for his entire career.
"Mouse isn't some defenseless damsel in distress. You think I'd let her walk around if I hadn't taught her self defense?" Sukuna asked as he looked up at the counselor. His jaw was tight and his gaze was narrow. "I'd be damned if I let her walk around without anyway to defend herself after the shit that went down with her dad and his temper."
The counselor stayed silent. Everything he had thought about Sukuna's final murder had been a lie. He didn't kill the poor bastard out of a crime of passion. You had killed your attacker, and Sukuna took the fall for it.
Everything he had done thus far was to protect you — all of it. It was all for you.
"How did any of this end up pinned on you?" The counselor carefully asked while he was still trying to wrack his brain. A part of him wondered if Sukuna was lying, but there was no way Sukuna would lie and risk you getting into trouble for a crime that he committed.
"I have been involved in the justice system for so long. I know how crooked everything is. The district attorneys and judges aren't trying cases fairly and protecting the balance of the justice system. They're doing whatever they can to appease the politicians who have them in their back pockets. They'll sentence a serial rapist to 25 years in jail, but they'll sentence a woman defending herself from a rapist to life in jail. There's no justice in this system."
"I wasn't going to let that shit happen to mouse. I wasn't going to let her name be ruined because she defended herself and did what she had to do. I wasn't going to let her trauma be drug through court. She has so much ahead of her, and I-" Sukuna paused to take a ragged breath. It had been a long time since he had spewed out words so fast.
This was the first time he had ever been able to talk about this to anyone. Everyone fully believes that Sukuna happened to catch the guy assaulting you, and he killed him right then and there. No one knew that he hadn't been there to protect you. You had to resort to protecting yourself, and he fucking loathed the thought of you having to bear the weight of that sick son of a bitch's death on your shoulders.
For two years, he carried this weight around. It had been two years since he was sentenced. Two years since he last saw you.
He let a tear slip past his cheek. Just one -- he didn't bother to wipe it away. It was gone as soon as it had appeared.
"Take your time." The counselor murmured empathetically. This was a major break through with Sukuna. It was something that proved he wasn't a sociopath.
Sukuna could feel emotions. Perhaps, he felt them more than everyone else did. His anger was immediately rage. He was never just sad. Instead, he'd plummet into an unbeatable depression. His happiness felt like pure euphoria, and when he loved, he loved unconditionally hard.
He used you as an anchor for his tidal waves of emotions, basing them on how you acted — the girl who didn't speak and wore a mask around other people. You two were truly made for each other.
If soulmates existed, you two would be the leading example.
Sukuna took another ragged breath, taking just another second to collect his thoughts. "She has so much ahead of her, and I only had her." He managed to grit out.
"Before she could even think about trying to stop me, I ripped the gloves off that I had been using to tattoo my client. I grabbed the blade from her, and I stabbed him 32 times. I brutalized his body to make sure neither the coroner nor the forensic pathologist would be able to distinguish her stab wounds from my own." He explained solemnly. His eyes were void of any emotion while talking about what he did to your assaulter.
"The police were looking for anything to pin on me anyways. They always had thought I got off easy on my juvenile cases, and they suspected I had something to do with Jin's disappearance. They just couldn't prove anything. So, when this opportunity fell into their lap, they ran with it."
"Why didn't you try to hide the body to get away with it?" The counselor asked. Sukuna's crimes were those of cold calculation, and the fact that he made sure to strip off his gloves to taint the blade with his fingerprints proved that he was still very calculated with this murder as well.
"When he grabbed her-" Sukuna's fists tightened in his lap, "he pulled her into dark alleyway at the end of town. Bastard just thought he was going to assault her and leave her stranded in the alley- There was no way for me to move his body without being seen or caught on camera."
"I didn't try to argue when they came for me the next day. I would've willingly surrendered myself if it kept mouse out of trouble. They booked me into the county jail within hours, and I took a plea deal on my second court appearance." He explained as was back to picking at the scabs on his knuckles. They were likely never going to heal if he kept picking at them, making them bleed.
"Why didn't you go for a trial?" The counselor asked. There were ways for Sukuna to be proven not guilty. He probably would've qualified for at least a lesser charge of second degree murder or even manslaughter.
"I knew they'd try to subpoena mouse to testify. They'd drag up her trauma and make a spectacle of her in court. I wasn't going to let them try to convince her that what happened to her wasn't anything less than assault, and I wasn't going to let them retraumatize her." Sukuna spoke firmly, shaking his head.
The counselor honestly found it admirable of him. Most "Bonnie and Clyde" killers would actually turn on each other to get themselves out of trouble, but Sukuna would bear the weight of your crime on his shoulders, and he'd still find other ways to protect you from any negative consequence that he could.
"So, I took a plea deal. I plead guilty to the murder and was sentenced to life in prison without the possibility of parole with weekly 20-minute counseling sessions. In exchange, the district attorney made sure mouse's name was scrubbed from every court document, social media outlet, and news source. They had to act like she was in the witness protection program." Sukuna explained with a sigh. It was another way to protect you.
The counselor felt strangely empty. Sukuna's and your story was tragic. A boy who fell madly in love with a silent girl and vowed to protect her from anything. Did he belong in prison for this? Does this excuse him killing your dad? Did this excuse him slaughtering his own flesh and blood? How do they move on from here?
"You were a sensation in court... had your own little fanbase and everything." The counselor hollowly mused, remembering the young women that piled into the courtroom to catch a glimpse of Sukuna. They had idolized him for what he had done. Plus... he was handsome in the most sinful way possible.
Sukuna rolled his eyes and clicked his tongue with annoyance. "The same bitches who praised me for what I had done didn't respect what I was trying to protect. They're always trying to find and leak mouse's name to the public. They don't give a fuck about me or her. They just think our story is perfect for some shitty dark romance novel."
The room fell into a tense silence once more. Neither of the two men knew how to move on from this.
The silence was finally broken with a correctional officer's voice booming through the office. "Ryomen! Your time is up!" He shouted as his fist connected against the door multiple times.
The counselor sighed as Sukuna wordlessly rose from his seat. This session had been worse than either of them could've predicted. "Take care, Sukuna. We will not meet again next week due to the holidays, but I'll see you in two weeks."
The prisoner grunted in response while still walking towards the door. The loud buzzer filled the room once more, and he was let out.
It didn't feel right to watch Sukuna walk back to his pod. The justice system had failed you as a woman, but he was willing to shield you from any harm that threatened to come your way.
𝙲𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝'𝚜 𝙸𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚜: 𝚁𝚂
𝙳𝚊𝚝𝚎: 𝙳𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟿, 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟼
𝙿𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚐𝚗𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚜: 𝟹𝟶𝟷.𝟾𝟹 (𝙵𝟼𝟶.𝟹) 𝙱𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚁𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 (𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚐𝚗𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚂𝙼-𝟻)
𝚂𝚢𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚜: 𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 [𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝙳], 𝚟𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚜𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏-𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛𝚜, 𝚙𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚜𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕, 𝚙𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 [𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝙳]
𝚃𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚁𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜: 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚜𝚢𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝙲𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚙𝚜𝚢𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗.
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tellsjokes-movedbacktomulti · 6 months ago
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FULL NAME. daniel 'danny' west NICKNAME. danny / chatterbox PRONOUNS. he/him SIZE. 5'5 AGE. twenty five ZODIAC. leo SPOKEN LANGUAGES. english, a lil spanish
𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 ―
HAIR. fluffy and curly, shortish- curls around his ears and the back of his neck. bleached blonde with visible brown roots because he doesn't get it professionally done EYES. expressive and large, framed with long dark lashes. a soft baby blue that shimmers when he talks about things he's excited about SKIN TONE. pale, with a pink undertone- his nose and cheeks turn red easily when flustered, cold, sick, or intoxicated BODY TYPE. slender, medium-sized VOICE. loud, prone to cracking- has a faint southern accent that becomes stronger when he's tired or intoxicated DOMINANT HAND. can use both hands, the right more so than the left POSTURE. has pretty bad posture and is always slouching SCARS. pink scars under his pecs from top surgery, and faint scars on his inner left arm, faded and not noticeable unless you're really looking BIRTHMARKS. birthmark that looks like mickey mouse on his neck, slight discoloration, often mistaken for a hickey MOST NOTABLE FEATURES. fluffy hair, baby face, and young features that often have him mistaken for someone younger
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 ―
PLACE OF BIRTH. in a hospital HOMETOWN. lookout mountain, georgia SIBLINGS. two half-siblings; mandy and kyle. PARENTS. charlotte berkman + walter west
𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 ―
OCCUPATION. works at a comic book store, and does standup comedy in bars and clubs CURRENT RESIDENCE. california CLOSE FRIENDS. his best friend + favorite person (fp) Is vicky jones, a sassy yet patient girl who studies photography FINANCIAL STATUS. doesn't make a whole lot, but makes sure to spoil his cat. lives in an apartment, furnished with quirky decor DRIVER'S LICENSE. yes, has an orange volkswagen convertible beetle CRIMINAL RECORD. none, yet VICES. avoidance, sweets, weed, binge watching tv shows, self deprecation
𝐒𝐄𝐗 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ―
SEXUAL ORIENTATION. bisexual with a preference for men. has a very high sex drive PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. a bottom, but can be both dominant and submissive- a versatile bottom, I guess TURN OFFS. there's not a lot that turns him off lol other than, like, misgendering him or using feminine terms TURN ON'S. praise, degradation (yes both), manhandling, kissing, touching in general LOVE LANGUAGE. physical touch + words of affirmation RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. danny is a hopeless romantic who desperately wants to be loved, but at the same time thinks no one will be able to love him. his borderline personality disorder skews how he perceives love. he is devoted to his partner, often giving them cute things or showering them with praises and flirtations. he's had a few toxic exes, as he tends to draw in horrible people who use him... he's never had a good relationship. he can be clingy and touchy.
𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐎𝐔𝐒 ―
CHARACTER'S THEME TUNE.   most likely talk too much by coin, or man or muppet from that one muppets movie HOBBIES TO PASS THE TIME.   writing new material, playing roblox or Minecraft, watching horror movies or old comedies, and reading comics LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED. left SELF-CONFIDENCE LEVEL. danny has a low self esteem because of his mother. he's very insecure and often gets jealous because of how little he likes himself. he can appear cocky and arrogant, but it's simply a farce... prone to self deprecating jokes
tagging: YOU!! say i tagged you!
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fatalsmile · 3 months ago
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CHARACTER SHEET
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FULL NAME. juliet nora kostenko NICKNAME. julie, jules PRONOUNS. she/her SIZE. 5 ' 02 " AGE. 19 - 25 ZODIAC. scorpio SPOKEN LANGUAGES. english &. french. Fluent in both, her mother was French - Canadian and her father was English - Canadian.
𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒
HAIR. long blonde , loose waves / curls , straightens hair often. EYES. blue BODY TYPE.  fit / toned , hour glass shaped VOICE. Luscious: sweet to excess; highly pleasing; satisfying; cloying mixed with whisper: to speak with soft, hushed sounds. DOMINANT HAND. right POSTURE. Good, learned from a young age not to slouch SCARS. None, verse dependent BIRTHMARKS. none MOST NOTABLE FEATURES. her eyes, the death glares she gives people
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃
PLACE OF BIRTH. Ormond, Canada HOMETOWN. Ormond, Canada SIBLINGS. Nathan & Ava Kostenko PARENTS. Ember & Noah Kostenko
𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄
OCCUPATION. artist & influencer trust fund baby CURRENT RESIDENCE. Ormond, Canada or verse dependent CLOSE FRIENDS. Susie Lavoie, Joey, and Frank Morrison FINANCIAL STATUS. Julie is a trust fund baby, so she's well off and posed to take over Kostenko Pharmacies once her parents step down. DRIVER'S LICENSE. yes CRIMINAL RECORD. Yes, mostly for getting into fights. VICES. sex, occasional drug use
𝐒𝐄𝐗 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄
SEXUAL ORIENTATION. pansexual &. panromantic PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. Preferred Submissive, can be a switch depending on the partner. Can also be completely dominant depending on the partner. Honestly, baby girl can do it all. TURN OFFS. cheating TURN ON'S. honestly, it all comes down to loyalty. Be there and make her feel like you care and she's putty. LOVE LANGUAGE. quality time &. physical touch RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. Julie is all about devotion. If she's with you she's all in, like she doesn't even see other people. She's very protective, obsessed, and jealous when it comes down to it. Her love tends to make a turn into obsession, wanting to be with the other person as much as she can. This may be due to her borderline personality disorder.
𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐎𝐔𝐒
CHARACTER'S THEME TUNE. love is embarrassing by Olivia Rodrigo, all the good girls go to hell by Billie Eilish, and you should see me in a crown by Billie Eilish , and nightmare by halsey HOBBIES TO PASS THE TIME. writing, painting, drawing, singing in the shower, cuddles with her cat shadow, getting in trouble with legion. LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED. right SELF-CONFIDENCE LEVEL. outwardly , appears to be overly confident in oneself . though at times - can really struggle internally with their own self confidence and worth
tagged by: I took it from the old blog but do it and tag me!!
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yorakashi · 4 months ago
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flying towards perfection (let’s embrace our flaws together) - chapter 3 !
A dabihawks fanfiction
Pairing: Todoroki Touya | Dabi / Takami Keigo | Hawks
Tags: Alternate Universe - High School, Hero Dabi | Todoroki Touya, League of Villains Are Not Villains, Protective Todoroki Touya, Hero Public Safety Commission Bashing, Hawks Has an Eating Disorder, Todoroki Touya Has BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
Summary of the fanfiction: Todoroki Touya enters his second year at UA, stuck with Hawks, the most perfect person he can’t stand. But as the school year unfolds, Touya finds himself drawn into Hawks’ hidden struggles, uncovering secrets that make him question everything he thought he knew.
Extract of this chapter:
“Yes, you're ridiculous!" shouted Hawks "I really don’t have time for your crap. You’re constantly hovering, like any of this concerns you. Back off, or you’ll regret it.”
Touya held his ground, surprised but unwilling to back down. “Oh, the golden boy’s threatening me now? Guess I hit a nerve. Maybe I’m onto something.”
“Or maybe you should learn to stay in your own lane.” Hawks shot back, a bitter smile on his face.
Touya didn’t flinch, his own smirk just as sharp. “But my lane is right here, birdie. I know you are hiding something. And I'm gonna to find out.”
For a long moment, Hawks just stared at him, and he smirked. “You’re such a stupid loser, you know that?”
Touya's breath hitched. Since when did Hawks smirk like that? The expression was so out of his character, so playfully mischievous, that it caught him off guard.
“What? You’re gonna just stare at me now?” Hawks’s voice pulled Touya back to reality, the challenge in his tone undeniable.
Touya scowled, shaking his head slightly, as if to clear it of those pesky thoughts. “Don’t flatter yourself. I’m just wondering how someone who looks so perfect can be such a mess.”
“Perfect?” Hawks echoed, an eyebrow raised. “Is that what you think? You think I’m perfect?”
The way he said it made something twist in Touya's stomach. He opened his mouth to retort, but the words caught in his throat. Instead, he just rolled his eyes. “Whatever. You’re just a facade.”
Hawks stepped even closer, their faces inches apart, his wings creating a sense of enclosure that made Touya acutely aware of the space between them. “And what do you know about "facades", Todoroki?”
Touya felt his cheeks heat up as he met Hawks’s gaze, but he pushed it aside. “Whatever. At least I’m not pretending everything’s fine. I see through you.”
“Is that so?” Hawks leaned in, and for a split second, it felt like the world around them faded away. The tension between them crackled like static, and for a heartbeat, Touya almost lost himself in the moment.
But he quickly shook his head, frustrated with himself. “Back off. You think you can intimidate me just because you have wings and a pretty face?”
An another smirk danced on Hawks's lips. “Pretty face, huh?”
“Oh shut up, you know what I mean.” Touya shot back, though the heat in his voice was a mix of irritation and something else—something he couldn’t quite place
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cosmoses-collective · 9 months ago
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☄️Cosmoses Collective☄️
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🔞 Age talk
╰┈➤ our age matches the last 3# of the year ↪ in 2004 i was 4 ↪ in 2016 i was 16 ↪ in 2XYZ i'd be "XYZ" ╰┈➤ 18+ only ↪ under 18's should read this ↪ punishment is up to two years in state jail and/or a fine of up to $10,000. ↪ Don't send your favorite artists and friends to jail because you wanna get off to horror-porn and gore ↪ Your parents will find out. ↪ We can have our lives ruined because of you kids. ↪ TLDR: don't send me to jail bc ur an impatient and lustful brat
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🛸Mental Health Madness
╰┈➤BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) ↪ Consistency is Key: Please try to be consistent in your words and actions. Sudden changes can be very unsettling for me. ↪ Clear Communication: Be as clear and straightforward as possible. Ambiguity can cause me anxiety. This includes not leaving relationship labels ambiguous. ↪ Validation Matters: Validate my feelings, even if you don't fully understand them. It helps me feel heard and understood. ↪ Boundaries: Help me understand and respect boundaries by gently reminding me of them without making me feel rejected. ↪ Patience: I may have intense emotional reactions. Patience and calmness can help me regain my balance.
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╰┈➤Autism ↪ Clear Instructions: Provide clear, step-by-step instructions if you need me to do something. ↪ Literal Language/Tone indicators: Use tone indicators or Avoid sarcasm, idioms, and figurative language if you refuse tone indicators, as I might take things literally. ↪ Routine: Respect my routines and tell me in advance if there will be changes. ↪ Sensory Sensitivities: I might be sensitive to lights, sounds, textures, or smells. Please avoid overwhelming environments when possible. ↪ Social Cues: I might not pick up on social cues. If I seem unaware of something important, please tell me directly and kindly.
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╰┈➤Trust Issues ↪ Honesty: Be honest with me. Even small lies and lies by omissions can damage my trust significantly. ↪ Transparency: Be open about your intentions and actions. Hidden agendas make me very anxious. ↪ Reliability: Follow through on your promises. Reliability builds trust over time. ↪ Respect My Pace: Don't rush me into trusting you. Trust takes time to build, and I need to go at my own pace. ↪ Safe Space: Create a safe environment where I feel comfortable expressing myself without fear of judgment or betrayal.
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╰┈➤Sexual Trauma Survivor ↪ Content Warnings: Please provide content warnings for sexual or triggering topics before discussing them. This allows me to mentally prepare myself or opt out if needed. ↪ Consent is Key: Respect my boundaries regarding sexual topics and interactions. Don't pressure me into discussing or engaging in anything I'm not comfortable with. ↪ Mindful Language: Be mindful of the language you use. Avoid the F-slur and R-slur in particular, please. Safe Space: Create a safe and non-judgmental environment where I feel comfortable expressing myself without fear of judgment or re-traumatization. ↪ Validation: Validate my feelings and experiences related to my trauma. Avoid minimizing or dismissing them, even if you don't fully understand. ↪ Boundaries: Respect my boundaries around flirting and sexual content. Understand that my behavior (for example: Sexual and flirty jokes) may be a coping mechanism, and I may need support rather than encouragement in this area. ↪ Supportive Response: If I disclose my trauma or struggles, respond with empathy, support, and validation. Avoid offering unsolicited advice or trying to "fix" me. ↪ Consistent Support: Be consistent in your support and availability. Knowing I have someone reliable to turn to can provide a sense of safety and stability.
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👾 Polyamorous
╰┈➤Lovers (by the tag for them): ↪ SpoopyMarshmellow ↪ FoxyThing ↪ EmoNemo ↪ SexAu
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🛰️ DemiPansexual
╰┈➤ Pansexual ↪ Attraction to people of any gender or to people regardless of their gender. ╰┈➤Demisexual ↪ Only feel sexual attraction to someone after they've formed a strong emotional bond with them.
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Divider credits: ↪ @cafekitsune ↪ @kimjiho1 ↪ @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
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fatmanenthusiast · 9 months ago
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REWORKED INTRO!
⟢ my name is lapis, irls can call me carter. i use he/it
⟢ asexual mlm trans man
⟢ i'm 15, birthday 12/18
⟢ hello ty /r
interests!! ⬇️
⟢ COOKIE RUN is my current hyperfixation
⟢ other interests of mine are yttd, eddsworld, the society (netflix), msm, object shows, ride the cyclone, and spongebob
⟢ dogs and music theory are my special interests!
⟢ music wise i really like (like ≠ support) will wood, glass animals, the crane wives, msi, britney spears, ayesha erotica, she wants revenge, mitski, alec benjamin, penelope scott, destroy boys, mars argo, and doja cat!
DNI!! ⬇️
⟢ basic dni criteria (like [anything]–phobic weirdophiles)
⟢ proshippers. ship what you want as long as neither of them would become felons for it
⟢ specific irls. if you think i don't want you on here, you're probably right.
⟢ pro-€D & pro-$h accs (i don't mind $h€dblr though)
ADDITIONAL INFO!! ⬇️
⟢ conversations with me are most efficient with tone tags. please use them not excessively, but when you believe they are needed, and i will do the same!
⟢ i'm diagnosed with borderline personality disorder (BPD). more things, but that's the most important one so keep this in mind. message me if you have any questions.
⟢ also i'm autistic,, please find a way to be patient with me regarding literally anything
⟢ check out my carrd for anything and everything in between!
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stardustmenagerie · 1 year ago
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˚ ༘🪻 ·˚꒰ you are a symphony of stardust, and you were born to shine. ꒱ ₊˚🪻ˑ༄
‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣୧ -🌌- ୨˚̣̣̣୧‿︵‿︵
The Stardust Menagerie
✎ Collective name: Star & more
✎ Body Age: 20
✎ Race: White
✎ Collective pronouns: Any pronouns
✎ Gender/orientation: Genderfluid & queer
✎ Timezone: Eastern Standard Time
✎ We are an autistic, borderline, covert narc with ADHD and chronic illness (🥲) so keep that in mind as well.
‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣୧ -💫- ୨˚̣̣̣୧‿︵‿︵
𖦹 System Type: c-DID system
𖦹 Diagnosed May 2022, working towards functional multiplicity 🫶
𖦹 Hosts frequently change
𖦹 We use I/me and we/us interchangeably
‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣୧ -🪽- ୨˚̣̣̣୧‿︵‿︵
★ DMs open
★ Please use tone tags
★ Feel free to follow on linked platforms & ask in DMs for other social medias
★ This is a safe space for ALL disorders, including all personality disorders, schizophrenia, substance abuse disorders and any other stigmatized disorders. If you use terms like "narc abuse", call people narcissists as an insult, or other forms of ableism you will be blocked
★ Do not try to control us. /srs
★ We have chronic illnesses and burn out frequently, as well as having amnesia so don't get upset with us if we don't have the spoons to respond or forget to
★ Do not drag us into syscourse or force us to express our views
★ We are radinclus
★ No other real DNI, I'll just block if I don't feel comfortable with you
♪ Images, sideblogs, other links and userboxes below the cut ♪
‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣୧ -🐾- ୨˚̣̣̣୧‿︵‿︵
Links
Spotify
Twitter
Pronoun.cc
Carrd
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Sideblogs
Taffy's Blanket Fort
Lunette's Wonderland
Roxanne's Stage
Star's Library
Raine's Reblogs
Marigold's Garden
Cass's Sideblog
Opal's Café
Clover Fields
Julian/Jenna's Shared Blog
Blossom's Blog
Damien's Blog
Little Jar of Fireflies
Nova's Blog
Jinx Hijinks
Dusk's Sideblog
Wisteria's Blog
Rue's Firehouse
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mourningdewey · 11 months ago
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hey chat i haven't had one of these in a while so here's a little introductory "about me" post
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blinkies by sillylittlereptileguy
basics !
my name is 이슬 (yi-seul) ! my friends call me dewey/soju/cole , but i have a variety of other names . i'll respond to just about anything :]
i am an amateur poet and digital artist
i also dabble in short-story writing , character creation , and improv comedy
my pronouns are he/she/it but i'm down for anything that isn't they/them
i am ftm and bigender ! i prefer masculine honorifics and adjectives
my fandom interests currently include fallout 4 , yaelokre , regretevator , mortal kombat ; plastic man, guy gardner, and kyle rayner (i really don't care about dc as a whole) ; overwatch , and team fortress 2
outside of fandom things i really enjoy learning about korean folklore , herpetology , modern history , and korean culture in general
(before anybody gets suspicious- hi yes i am korean ^^' my mom and birth father are korean adoptees , and i'm a second generation korean american)
i have audhd ! i also have ocd , anxiety/depression , and borderline personality disorder . i strongly appreciate and encourage the use of tone tags and clear/concise communication :)
(we are also a plural system with p-did . we prefer not to discuss this in-depth until we've built up trust with a person or group)
boundaries !
i like a lot of things , but there are a few that i don't ! if we ever happen to strike up a conversation , please try not to bring up the following media:
fnaf , undertale , deltarune , homestuck
i'm also sensitive to some other topics , such as:
lung cancer , s/a , animal injury/illness/death
there's also some basic dni criteria i'm going to go over . these are not up for debate or discussion !
dni ! edtwt/shtwt , bigots , anti-mspec , truscum/transmed , TERFs , zoo/pedo/proship , "blue lives"/"all lives" , zionist
i will also cease or refuse interaction if i find out you support the erasure of asian representation (ex: making asian anime characters blasian) . this is , again , non-negotiable ! you wouldn't support black erasure , would you ? no ? didn't think so
if you find yourself at all opposed to my dni criteria or basic no-no topics , feel free to block me if you'd like . i don't mind civil debates but if i upset you , let's not put ourselves through that /npa
tags !
my posts oftentimes contain a personal tag for archiving purposes . my current tag is #deweyposting
some previous tags of mine include #𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝗴 , #slushposting
i place content warnings on graphic imagery , there are no exceptions to this
one of my headmates , kyle , occasionally likes to hop on here to contribute to the blog ! his posts will be tagged with #drummer's ramblings
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igetsickeasily · 2 years ago
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◇°• Welcome to my journal/diary •°◇
BYF •°◇
I/we post vent/triggering content on this blog. There will be posts about mental health, self-harm, addiction, ED's and other triggering content
Please read/look at your own risk
DNI •°◇
Pro self-harm and ED, Anti-recovery, under 15, anti lgbtq, homophobic, transphobic
◇°• About me •°◇
Hiii, my name is Niko, and I'm a 18 year old lesbian. I have borderline personality disorder, OCD, and PTSD. I'm kinda quiet and very observant, and I'm very much a poet/artist.
INTERESTS •°◇
Art, fashion, poetry, music, alternative/subculture, legend of zelda, minecraft, genshin impact, honkai star rail, witchcraft.
EXTRA •°◇
If you can it would be greatly appreciated if you use tone tags.
Feel free to follow me or be moots with me, I don't mind -v-
I do also post things about my exercise and weight journey as well to help me stay motivated
◇°• Enjoy •°◇
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zeniiku · 2 months ago
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intro post —
Hello !! My name is Zen, I use He/They pronouns, and I'm 18 !! I'm an artist, photographer and full time rambler. This is my main account but my headmates also have a blog - @merewood-campers. I speak English and German but I'm also learning Russian :) More info below the cut
Art Boundaries —
-- Please don't use my art for PFPs/Layout without credit. -- Don't repost my art outside of Tumblr. -- My inbox is open for requests but there is no guarantee I will draw it. -- The only other platform my art is posted to is on my Bluesky
Main Fandoms —
-- Skyrim/Elder Scrolls + Fallout -- League of Legends + Arcane -- Night In The Woods -- Overwatch -- Call Of Duty
Main Tags —
-- #Zambles : My ramble posts. -- #Zoodle : Doodles / Sketchy artwork, also includes WIP Pieces. -- #Ask : Answering Asks -- #ZeniikuArt : My art posts
Main Kins —
-- Viktor Talis : League of Legends + Arcane (Split Timeline) -- Ghost : CODMW '09 + '22 (Split Timeline) -- Nightcrawler : Comics + X-Men Evos -- Genji : Overwatch -- Louis : Beastars Manga + Anime
Please DM for a full kinlist !! <3
Do Not Interact —
-- Meet basic DNI criteria (Zoophile, Proshipper, Racist, Homophobic, etc) -- You demonise Borderline Personality Disorder -- You're here to argue over Arcane issues. I don't care what you have to say.
Additional Info —
-- I use tone tags but they aren't required when talking to me !! -- I have dyslexia, so I'm sorry if I misread/misinterpret something.
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fatalsmilemoved · 4 months ago
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CHARACTER SHEET
FULL NAME. juliet nora kostenko NICKNAME. julie, jules PRONOUNS. she/her SIZE. 5 ' 02 " AGE. 19 - 25 ZODIAC. scorpio SPOKEN LANGUAGES. english &. french
𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒
HAIR. long blonde , loose waves / curls EYES. blue BODY TYPE.  fit / toned , hour glass shaped VOICE. Luscious: sweet to excess; highly pleasing; satisfying; cloying mixed with whisper: to speak with soft, hushed sounds. DOMINANT HAND. right POSTURE. Good, learned from a young age not to slouch SCARS. None, verse dependent BIRTHMARKS. none MOST NOTABLE FEATURES. her eyes, the death glares she gives people
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃
PLACE OF BIRTH. Ormond, Alberta, Canada HOMETOWN. Ormond, Alberta, Canada SIBLINGS. Nathan & Ava Kostenko PARENTS. Ember & Noah Kostenko
𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄
OCCUPATION. artist & influencer CURRENT RESIDENCE. Ormond, Canada or verse dependent CLOSE FRIENDS. Susie Lavoie, Joey St. Claire, and Frank Morrison FINANCIAL STATUS. Julie is a trust fund baby, so she's well off and posed to take over Kostenko Pharmacies once her parents step down. DRIVER'S LICENSE. yes CRIMINAL RECORD. Yes, mostly for getting into fights. VICES. sex, occasional drug use
𝐒𝐄𝐗 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄
SEXUAL ORIENTATION. pansexual &. panromantic PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. Preferred Submissive, can be a switch depending on the partner TURN OFFS. cheating TURN ON'S. honestly, it all comes down to loyalty. Be there and make her feel like you care and she's putty. LOVE LANGUAGE. quality time &. physical touch RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. Julie is all about devotion. If she's with you she's all in, like she doesn't even see other people. She's very protective, obsessed, and jealous when it comes down to it. Her love tends to make a turn into obsession, wanting to be with the other person as much as she can. This may be due to her borderline personality disorder.
𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐎𝐔𝐒
CHARACTER'S THEME TUNE. love is embarrassing by Olivia Rodrigo, all the good girls go to hell by Billie Eilish, and you should see me in a crown by Billie Eilish HOBBIES TO PASS THE TIME. writing, painting, drawing, singing in the shower, cuddles with her cat shadow, getting in trouble with legion. LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED. right SELF-CONFIDENCE LEVEL. outwardly , appears to be overly confident in oneself . though at times - can really struggle internally with their own self confidence and worth
tagged : @hellconsumed 85 years ago.... but hey it's finally done.
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dependently-schizotypal · 9 months ago
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°•Welcome to my Blog!•°
I'm bodily 20, and I am white. I identify as asexual, aromantic, and agender. I only use the pronouns it/its. I classify myself as psychologically alterhuman.
I SUFFER MENTALLY FROM:
Borderline PD
Dependent PD
Hyperphagia / Other Specified ED
Schizotypal PD
(Unspecified Dissociative Disorder ❔️)
I SUFFER PHYSICALLY FROM:
Hyperhidrosis
Obesity [Morbid/Type III]
(+ other things I can't affirm yet) I am an ambulatory cane user because of chronic pain/fatigue
I created this blog to unmask my issues freely, and having my very own safe place... The end goal of it would be to make it my self healing/therapy journey, but it's more likely to finish as a secret vent account.
DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE/SUPPORT:
I know that most of these people won't respect it, but I will block if they don't.
Albeist / Albeism
Anti Age/Pet-Regression (or sexualise it)
Anti Non-Human / Otherkin / ETC...
Anti Self-Diagnosis
Endogenic
Fascist / Fascism
Fatphobic / Fatphobia
LGBTQueer+ -phobia
NSFW / Kink Account
Pro Contact / Anti-Recovery Paraphilic
Proshipper / Proshipping (+ variants)
Racist / Racism
Sexist / Sexism
Xenophobic / Xenophobia
TAG LIST
BEFORE YOU FOLLOW:
I may be very active/inactive on & off
I need tone indicators
I will always put (uncensored)TWs at the top of my posts and in tags, so you can block them if needed for your safety❕️
I have a punctuation quirk as you can see above ("❔️" & "❕️"); which is for my personal comfort, to be as loud in my way of expressing myself in text as I do vocally. I also tend to make long sentences, using ";" and "( "[ "{}"]")" a lot.
I won't hide my symptoms for the comfort of anyone, so if you don't like it: leave.
For my security and sanity, I block freely.
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corrupted-os · 1 year ago
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The Corrupted Operating System, or Corrupted OS, is an esogenic and praesigenic polyfragmented DID system. We are bodily age 27. Yes, our origins include trauma. No, we will not disclose what kind. Stay off our ass, sysmeds.
When referring to us as a collective, we ask that you use they/them or he/him pronouns, and please use the names Corrupted OS, Corrupted, COS (pronounced like “cost” without the “t”), or our full system name. Please avoid using alter names unless referring to that specific alter.
We will typically use we/us when referring to the system as a whole and I/me when referring to whoever is currently fronting, though sometimes we will use wei/muir pronouns.
Some alters use tone tags all the time, some alters rarely do, and some alters absolutely hate them. So our use of tone tags is rather sporadic, be warned.
We try not to get into discourse often, but it happens! Please head over to our taglist (Keywords) and block the appropriate tags.
We have Dissociative Identity Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, ADHD, and we are Autistic. We highly suspect Schizophrenia or Schizoid Personality Disorder, as well. All of these are known for comorbidity with depression, anxiety (social and generalized), mood swings, and (C) PTSD. We’re putting this out here not as a brag, but as a warning; our typing, wording and tone may be affected by any one of these disorders for any reason. If we seem incomprehensible, we’re probably triggered.
Our disorders are largely not compartmentalized, so all alters will experience the symptoms to some degree. Our BPD is mainly housed by two alters; Destiny and Crystal. We all experience the symptoms, however they front to handle them most of the time. If one or both of them are fronting, please IWC, but they won’t be jerks!
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http-handong · 1 year ago
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pinned post?? pinned post.
hello! I'm Eleanor/Ellie/Elle/any other nicknames you can think of that I like! I use they/she pronouns, although I do present as mainly femme!
quick facts:
• I have autism and am working to learn how to unmask and like, be whoever I am underneath that! I have special interests in: psychology, sociology, kpop (dreamcatcher specifically), writing, fantasy novels (sjm and leigh bardugo), fnaf, video games (bg3 right now) and history. I like talking about all this, please talk to me.
I also use tone tags about 50% of the time and ask they be used with me, but can and will use them more especially with people who specify they need/want them!
• I also have ADHD, combined type and am unmedicated. yeah yeah
• I am 18, in college for a sociology degree and moving to Europe in about 12-15 months
• I have a lot of mental and physical health issues, including (but not limited to): anxiety, depression, c-ptsd, chronic pain, pots, daily headaches, frequent migraines and potential borderline personality disorder
• I should be in therapy but my anxiety is too severe for me to make an appointment. ironic innit.
• I work at a Barnes and Nobles, it's very nice.
• I am an anarcho-communist and a registered member of the cpusa, and while I am personally a pacifist, I support the actions of oppressed people in their struggle against their oppressors and will support the revolution when/if I happens however I can outside of direct violence on my behalf. Don't like that? dni then <3
• speaking of dni- don't interact if: -14 or +25 (unless I've given permission and we know each other) if you're homophobic, xenophobic, a zionist, racist, ableist, bigot, along with basic dni criteria but also non-political/right-wing leaning/conservatives, supporter of autism speaks, trans-medicalist
as well as if you expect people to educate you rather than educating yourself (google is free), not bothered by living in a capitalist society, "everyone's a bit autistic", soojin-anti, supports kris wu or amber liu, can't hold faves accountable, refuse to call others by preferred names/respect pronouns/neos, cannot hold a nuanced and honest conversation about yourself and inherent biases, or refuses to partake in those types of conversations.
you can see my carrd for byf !!
• I am a kpop stan so some content will not be political or whatever and will be kpop based! I like dreamcatcher, billlie, loona, nmixx, gfriend, itzy, xg, and a lot of other groups you can see on my carrd
• I'm verbose !
• I make a lot of dark humor, dry/deadpan and sarcastic remarks as well as some self deprecating humor
• will use vent tags/other tags if needed if I ever post stuff like that !
• I am a writer, some content will be writing related (fics and stuff, as well as poems, essays, theories)
• I make pretty things and will also post them here
• I will accept good faith asks about things to educate and hold convos to help people on their leftist journey
• I might fluctuate between being active and being inactive, sorry
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if you've read all of this and still wanna follow, interact or be my friend? please do! I'm lonely ahaha
anyways that's all !! thanks for stopping by
- ellie
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