#blorbos from my brain even

[horreurscopes]

i like my body when it is with your body.

[thebest-medicine]

I just wanted to type out some feelings here

I really love who I am on here…who I’m allowed to be… I feel like I can be really authentically myself and connect with people about something that I have had such a fear/shame/insistence on hiding in most areas of my life but it’s just like..wow here’s this cool little place that you made for yourself and other people made for themselves and joined together and it’s like. Wow I can MEET the PEOPLE in my little website and they’re REAL and I can TALK to them about this stuff and they GET ME and we have SILLY COMMON CANON EVENTS FROM CHILDHOOD it’s just so fun and crazy and makes me want to cry and hug everyone and ahhhhh!!!!!

i built up so much of my psyche on the idea that my ‘wires’ in my brain got crossed and I was just this weird person who no one else thought like at all (add to kink/fetish that I was figuring out wtf ace/demi was but didn’t even hear of that or anything like it til like college) and then I meet nice cool people on here and then they’re like hey want to meet up and DO THIS FUN THIS with no implications and like ?!?!?!!? And then it’s FUN FOR BOTH OF YOU ?!? is this what vanilla allo people feel like when they have sex all the time??!

anyway I just really appreciate this blog and place and all of you and (not to sound like a middle aged white suburban mother of two doing yoga but) I want to work on honoring this part of myself more in my life and being able to be more comfortable with all of me

[ruvviks]

PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC.

Sebastian has been searching for himself ever since he has freed himself from the shackles of Arasaka. Stripped from his identity and only just now rediscovering his own agency in life, he struggles with seeing his own worth— too used to existing solely for a purpose, and too used to relying on others' perception of him to define this purpose in the first place. He wants nothing more than to get back to himself; if there even is a self to get back to at all. SEBASTIAN VIDAL || BELONGS TO @MOJAVES.

mahmoud darwish, i didn't apologize to the well // 'out of control', by ruslan isinev // salt in the wound; boygenius // vardges petrosyan, a shirt made of fire // by liam wong // this is love; air traffic controller // bilal al-shams, sacrifice // 'the dying gladiator', by pierre julien // flesh and bone; black math // by hel7l7 // romance; fontaines d.c. // 'the invisible man smokes', rick castro // little words; the happy fits // georges bataille, the dead man // by matthew grant anson // deep water; american authors // kay redfield jamison, an unquiet mind: a memoir of moods and madness

[blujayonthewing]

thinkin about how rarely I draw elyss and june together anymore

[shuuenka]

[OC] Jiang Ning Guang & Lian Hong Yan

aka Wu Chun Tian's parents in their youth ;)

[silverhalla]

I think it would be rly sick if you went to go build a crow rook and the surname was Arainai

like…. just another little compradi trying to bring glory back to your house - rinnala and taliesin are dead by the house’s hand, zevran failed and deserted, guili murdered in the night, all semblance of power lost once again. the house is trying to claw its way back up, futile as it seems. that’s the way of house arainai, isn’t it? talon to knife to talon to knife to nothing, same as it’s been since the house first lost power in the early dragon age. but you, bright-eyed little crow, you’ll break the cycle, won’t you? for the family?

after all, caterina’s prized heir is right there - the demon of vyrantium, the infamous mage killer, sleeping just down the hall. you can be quiet, can’t you? all those means at your disposal, and all the opportunities you could want. you could find a way in under that armor, get to something soft and bruisable and make it bleed. he’s far from home, isn’t he? without a friend? confidantes are few and far between - even a demon must get lonely.

maybe he’d even trust you. you’re a clever little bird, right? you can find something to exploit. after all, what does a would-be talon do except claw, except maim? what else would you be good for? there is no gentleness to crows - you are here to deliver a message: run, little demon, quick as you like.

house arainai will make carrion of you yet.

[spittyfishy]

Favourite little mobster

[covenofthearticulate]

girl, being on west coast time and constantly working overtime and having a fuck ass commute and trying to be in a fandom really sucks :/

[goldensunset]

there are games that i enjoy playing more and there are games i enjoy thinking about more. sometimes the overall story and themes and blorbos are delightful but actually playing it is a little annoying so i just rotate it in my mind instead. sometimes i get absolutely sucked into the gameplay and the world and the experience for dozens or hundreds of hours and i enjoy listening to the soundtrack but it has little to no lasting impact on me as a person bc something in the story just failed to hit and that’s ok. both are good both are beloved. obviously the ideal piece of media is one i both enjoy actively consuming and thinking about but my mindset is that if a piece of media has any single good thing in it it’s a good piece of media. give me literally anything to work with and i’ll extract joy out of it. i’ve literally never played a game i didn’t like btw

[braintapes]

trying to find some images of simon for art reference and one of the first results that pops up is an image used for him in lgbt characters archive. which is a little funny to me because like....i GUESS? TECHNICALLY?

i do love the idea that simon has some gender stuff going on but because there is already SO MUCH happening in soma he doesn’t have the time or the brainpower to think/comment on it. 

like...like he’s essentially a software copy of some dude from toronto haphazardly jammed into the cybernetics of a long dead corpse trapped in a diving suit who also happened to be a woman but. like the ‘long dead corpse-jacking’ is already by itself SO MUCH. TOO MUCH. and iirc (though i could be misremembering) his reaction to finding out about imogen is just like “oh. huh okay.” and then he immediately moves on. presumably either to prevent himself from having some kind of breakdown about it or because he Can’t process it all.

and then that happens a SECOND time.

[elfsyellowflowerzart]

the group ^_^

[rox-of-iu]

me + mayhem going on a stupid silly hike for my stupid silly mental health

touched grass and i am normal again (lying)

[edoro]

love thinking about Halsin looking at Angdiirn and fantasizing about it being a moderately sadistic dom top who will treat him like its pet but in a fun consensually negotiated way rather than a terrifying 'years of slavery and abuse' way

only to actually proposition it and find out that it's 1) severely sexually traumatized and 2) a lot of its trauma is specific to being forced to penetrate so it's exclusively a side or bottom

[zzoupz]

btw i tihnk my art will be just my ocs for a While... jsyk

[lunawolfiefoxy]

Why am I awake you might ask? Well, maybe my brain decided now was the time to roast two different made up people, one a Karen, the other a random guy who apparently groped Warriors (I read this in a story once and Twilight beat him in physically, I beat him up mentally) and now won't rest. Then my eyes stopped getting tired and well, here I am!

[crescentfool]

help! i can’t stop thinking about this guy! send help!