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slaughtergutz · 1 year ago
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"Arlong is weak!!" Luffy needed to collapse Arlong Park on top of him to defeat him
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willosword · 1 month ago
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i think the problem with show!cecil is that walton goggins plays him so charismatically that everyone expects him to be this calm in control mastermind-type character when he’s really really not
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howtotrainyouragents · 3 months ago
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*Pulls up a chair to the conversation twenty years late* No, I don't buy when people use how Light acted after he lost his memories as proof that the Death Note corrupted an innocent Light. You know what the difference between Light at the beginning and Light when he lost his memories is?
Light when he lost his memories had a Big Bad to fight.
Light at the beginning of the story is incredibly disaffected with the world, spurred into this mindset by his youth and powerlessness and his intellect and ego. He has no way to rid the world of evil and he believes that he's the only one who's seeing the injustices for what they are.
Light after he's lost his memories has a mysterious serial killer to hunt down. He is a highly valued member of the task force and working closely with the lead detective. He's fighting the injustices that he's sees upon the world, and he has the most powerful tools in the world to do so. He's completely unaware that he is only in this position because of his work as Kira, and therefore has not fully felt the depth of his own incredible powerlessness and disillusionment. Of course, he's can take the moral high ground of being against the killings.
But even in doing so, he himself recognizes that Kira has acted the way that he would've and has contemplated what it would've been like if he were Kira. He's aware that that side of him exists. He's just not aware of what it would take to bring it out of him.
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starr-eaterr · 5 months ago
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my opinion on arcane season 2 is that viktor could have and should have been worse
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maddymoreau · 1 year ago
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marc--chilton · 7 months ago
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(wcau) due to his patch of territory being on clan borders, house has plenty of neighboring clan enemies (plainsclan territory and his overlap but since he's an ally and codstar's close friend, he's safe to hunt there even in winter when prey is scarcer; hunting on other clan territories is not as easily overlooked)
the deputy of this other (as of yet unnamed) clan has a particular bone to pick with him. ternstorm (tritter, name may change) isn't afraid to harm a free-roaming medicine cat, nor is he worried his torment -- more than is necessary for chasing someone from clan territory -- could end in his demotion as volestar (vogler) doesn't like house either. volestar, however, doesn't sign off on house's death either, as doing so would end in war
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generic-sonic-fan · 1 year ago
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Not trying to be edgy here but I love it when Sonic struggles with his own protagonist-centered morality. Make that blue hedgehog think that everything he does is objectively correct just because he acts with good intentions, please.
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aquarii-if · 1 year ago
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Originally, Mahina was the goddess of misfortune, but she later switched her position to be the goddess of death when Alula created Mitans.
Mahina is such a hater 😭, imagine being Alula and there's a goddess that just KILLS THE BEINGS YOU CREATED?????!!!!!!! crazy
I mean, Alula eventually grew to terms with her creations passing away, since she actually approves of what Mahina created for the Mitans and Virrians afterlife.
Her hatred of Mahina mostly stems from the fact that she’s so mean. As you said, she’s a hater, haha. Mahina is always so quick to berate Alula about ‘wasting her time creating things that will die’ as if Mahina wouldn’t be out of a job if Alula stopped creating life. 💀💀
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neverendingford · 29 days ago
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#tag talk#feels like you always get told “everyone has their own struggles” and shit like that. the idea that everyone's got some “hidden darkness”#feels funky how we hide so much inside. I feel like y'all see my worst side. feels like all I do here is vent and decompress and cry#new sort-of-partner keeps telling me I'm great and good and best partner they've had and idk. I'm skeptical.#my brother likes to talk about how compliments don't mean anything when the bar is incredibly low.#being above average doesn't mean anything if the average is abysmally low. idk. they said they really liked the hug I gave at the end#and that was pretty nice to hear. after a childhood full of men who gave shallow uncaring hugs I started to think about what makes a hug#do you put your arms around their shoulders? hands on their back? lower spine? how do you apply pressure?#I like to pull close. adjust a little bit. and then apply steady increasing pressure. it's always about pressure I think.#pressure makes people feel safe. comfortable. protected.#I remember hugging my dad one time when I was crying and it felt like he put his arms around me without ever really touching me.#like wire wrapped around me without any warmth or safety. I think about that hug a lot actually. it lives in my head.#all my life I've never been sure what I wanted to be. I've really only been confident about what I don't want to be. I don't want to be him#only able to express emotion in the most abstract form. unable to even truly comfort someone when they're overcome with emotion.#and I know it bothers him. he's told me before. how he feels this barrier between him and his family.#I know it's hard. but he's never learned how. unable to change who he is. I've always been terrified to end up like that.#sons and their fathers. yada yada you already know what's up.#idk. you'll just have to take my word for it that I'm actually a cool and smart and funny person. lord knows you don't see that from me here#I'm really curious if I can make this last more that stuff months. that seems to be my time limit before I break up on my own#I feel like I'm in a really precarious position. treading new ground. pushing the boundary of who I am for the first time in ages.#so funny that I've really spent so much time working on my persona. my mask. my alter-ego in maybe the most literal sense.#and now I realize I've completely neglected the core of who I am. I haven't atrophied. but I've been in stasis for so long.#yeah sure what the hell I can jokingly kin shadow the hedgehog if I really want to. (sorry that's gonna show up in tag searches now huh?)#I've been listening to Blindness by Metric on repeat all morning so that's the mood for today.#but I'll make it. I'll keep learning and keep growing. even if it's taken me over a quarter of a century to hit this point. I'll make#I'll make it. I'll make it.
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aster-daydream404 · 3 months ago
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FR THO AAAAA!!
I JUST WATCHED THE MOVIE WITH MY BEST FRIEND YESTERDAY AND IT WAS GENUINELY SO GOOOOOD!!!!
I REALLY HOPE SHADOW ISNT GENIUNELY DEAD BC BRO
(As usual, ramble is in the tags HELPEPEPEPPEP)
How would you qualify Sonadow in the movie? "Enemies to Friends" or "Enemies to Lovers"?
Enemies to "please don't leave"
Listen, it makes sense to me—I need to draw the headcanons post-movie I have my godbwkfbkwjfke
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piss-stained-jorts · 1 year ago
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your morality will never be perfect. you are a hairless ape. golden hearts are rare. do what you can with the heart you do have. if you wait until your motivations and soul are pure you'll be waiting forever.
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Actually, I think this does link in with a wider conversation that I have been thinking for a while Tumblr maybe needs to hear.
There's a common meme on this site now that no one here has any reading comprehension skills. The best one is, of course, the original "No offense but reading comprehension on this site is piss poor/How dare you say we piss on the poor" post, which gave rise to the nickname "pissing-on-the-poor website". There's also the "I like pancakes/How dare you say waffles are terrible" one. Both of these are great, because they're silly jokey ways to show two closely related phenomena that are probably the commonest ways to fail a reading comprehension check.
The first is someone reading certain catchphrases or buzzwords in the post, and based on their own biases or prior experiences or whatever else, their brain simply fills in what it reckons the poster is saying on the topic. Instead of reading the rest of the sentence and digesting it, the reader then just uses their assumption as the interpretation, and reacts to that.
The second is closely related, because it also uses biases and prior experiences to to interpret the post, but rather than ignoring what the OP is actually saying, it instead performs a series of gymnastic leaps to construct a whole new assertion on the OP's behalf that simply isn't there.
There's also a third, of course; that one is people being so eager to feel smug and superior over someone they perceive as Bad that they wilfully assume the OP is stupid or being serious when they're actually joking. And if the reader hadn't been so blinded by their desire to get to look down on someone, they'd have seen the very obvious tells, sometimes even including sentences like "Obviously this is a joke." (I think we have all seen examples of these. Also, in a bid to avoid as many reading comprehension fails here as possible, this does not include misunderstandings borne entirely of neurodiverse struggles to parse intentions; but, neurodiverse people are just as likely as neurotypicals to have ego play a part in their misinterpretation of others, and that is what this point is about.)
And the thing is... actually, we are all capable of any of these. I imagine a sizable chunk of people reading until this point were probably thinking "Lol, yeah, people are so stupid," but na, nage, I'm not having that. Literally everyone does these sometimes. And it becomes a particular risk when the topic under discussion is something that might brush against an issue that is a pressure point for you, like a social justice talking point that you are forever having to argue with internet strangers about, for example. Your brain holds schemas! And sometimes it likes to pattern match things before it deigns to tell you about its findings! And that can hit you right in the emotions, which if they are strong enough, really can shut down all rational thought.
But. This brings me to the real point of the post.
Because the thing is, we have all saddled up and gone to war under these conditions, or at the very least been strongly tempted to. And a vital skill that literally everyone has to learn, sooner or later, is:
Before you hit 'reply', double check the post to make sure you fucking understood it.
And that does not mean "simply re-read, confirm your bias, carry on." It means, "Is it possible to read this post from the point of view of someone who doesn't intend it the way I've taken it? If I put myself in the shoes of an innocent, could they still have written these words? Is there another interpretation for these phrases?"
And you do have to do this step. You simply do have to. Because if your desire is to 'clap back' and call someone a gargling knobskin made of garbage, fuck me sideways but you must see that it is imperative that you check if they actually deserve that kind of treatment first. You cannot spend your time claiming that we must all choose to be kind and then not bother doing your due diligence before screaming a person's various and assorted bigotries at them. If you misread it, and they were innocent - you are the raging aggressive cunt in this situation.
It does not matter that you reacted from an emotional place of normally having to defend yourself either, by the way. Sure, that makes the quality of your human soul better than that of the average Redditor who just enjoys anonymously hurting people, I guess? But it's also irrelevant. If you messaged someone and called them a misogynist because you performed several mental somersaults and landed on your own sore spot when they meant no such thing, you are the attacker. You owe them an apology. And yeah, sure, you can explain your over-reaction as the product of your normal experiences if you like, but that is only an explanation, not an excuse. You are still the asshole here. You still need to apologise and mean it.
And you could have avoided it if you'd done that due diligence, as you should have. If you're going to take a swing, make sure it's the right target. This was once described to me as donkey people - they don't think, they just kick. This is admittedly a little unkind to donkeys, who always do their due diligence, but I feel it's an apt metaphor.
TL;DR: If you feel moved to angrily reply to something, first make sure you've interpreted it right. Don't be a donkey person. And if you ask for clarification, people are innocent until proven guilty. Ask nicely. If they are a bigot, you can then smelt them for parts.
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szasfuckingwife · 9 months ago
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basketballer!Gojo who knew you from college. You often showed up to his games with your friend (who liked Suguru) and just, in the most uncreepy way possible , stare at him.
basketballer!Gojo who stayed in contact with you even when he went pro. The blinding lights of fame didn’t blur his deep attraction and fondness of you. Even on his least busiest day, which was still pretty busy, he made time for you.
‘Morning, my love…your smile lightens the world and my heart, love G.S’
You smile at the note that was amongst the several bouquets of red roses, your fave.
basketballer!Gojo who made sure he returned to you every night. Unlike his teammates, he wasn’t the type to go clubbing or anything similar. He was just a guy, obsessed with playing basketball and his girlfriend.
“Fuckin’ love you, Y/N…” He breathes into your ear. After a very deserved win, he made sure to let you know how much he appreciated your support. A string of whimpers left your mouth as his dick slid in and out of you. “Always so good for me, baby..”
basketballer!Gojo who, for some reason, gets a little jealous when you steal some of his spotlight. Maybe it was just an ego thing. He was fine at first when it came to you being called ‘WAG of the season’ after sporting some cute outfits. But then when magazines and publishers hit you up, something shifted.
It was no longer Satoru Gojo and his girlfriend. But now Y/N L/N and…what’s-his-face..?
basketballer!Gojo who you no longer recognised after a heated argument.
“You know, this is so predictable. I supported you since we were in college and the one time something good goes for me, you bitch and complain!”, you yell him, your index finger was firm against his chest. “It pisses me off, Gojo. I’m done.”
He scoffs, “I just think it’s too much. The red carpets and shit, I don’t get it.”
“You don’t get it because you’re used to me being just your stay at home girlfriend. Things change!” You release your own scoff to his response.
“Maybe I liked it that way because you had time for me-”
“But you never had time for me!”
basketballer!Gojo who has no comment to reporters when asked about the ‘break up rumours ‘with long term girlfriend, Y/N. But behind the scenes, he’s yearning for your forgiveness. He’s constantly at Suguru and your best friend’s house, hoping he’ll bump into you but you were never there.
it wasn’t until the season’s final where Satoru’s team were up against the undefeated (3 years in a row) champions. He was definitely shitting himself. As team captain, he was physically present, but not mentally.
But when he walked out and saw you in the crowd wearing his jersey, he suddenly felt calm. Were you attracting all the cameras? Yes. Were you dragging attention away from the game? At times, yes. But did he mind? No. For you were there for him. Even when you hated his guts.
basketballer!Gojo who fucks you like it’s his last night with you after his team won the finals. You can’t even remember how many times you’ve came but Satoru wasn’t gonna let you go.
“Toru-hnnnggghhh..! It’s too much!” You cry out real tears as he fucks up into you. He bites your shoulder, he wanted to be so close to you after so many separated nights.
“I’ve missed this body, I’ve missed you so much, baby. You have no clue…” He growls.
basketballer!Gojo who has the biggest grin on his face when paparazzi swarm him, asking about his engagement with Y/N. Truth be told, he hasn’t stopped smiling since he popped the question.
“Satoru, what’s next for you and Y/N?” A reporter asked.
“Babies. Lot’s of ‘em.” He smugly replies.
You’ll defo punish him for that comment.
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phantomrose96 · 7 months ago
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I could say more if I did a proper character analysis here but, for now, I’m just musing on how John Gaius absolutely captures a very specific kind of It’s Never My Fault guy.
And John is SMART and he’s good at talking and so he weaves it in so smoothly and like. His uninterrupted monologues in NtN absolutely make you want to be frustrated for him! That dude got put through the wringer!
And these parts are so Good to me because like, if you pay just a little bit of extra attention the patterns emerge. Everyone external to him and his group is an idiot, and can only be cast as such. And they’re stupid and scared and they Wrongly demonize John when he was only trying to help and wait John what was that part in the middle. Repeat that part in the middle. You did WHAT to the cops exactly.
HE never wants to be the Guy Who Says It. He wants to be liked too much. So he relies on people like P— and G— and A— and M— to say it for him. Negotiating for a nuclear warhead but HE John didn’t really wanna be a jerk about it you know? That was everyone else. The cows the cops the people who die on his compound are all brushed over or mocked. His sleepless mad actions, his raising of the dead, his setting off the nuke these are all just, actions. Unfortunate. Necessary. Of a guy who’s been having a REALLY hard time and has been victimized by EVERYONE and he really just wants to save the world, guys, if you’ll just LISTEN.
He’s gotta be the Funny Guy. Everything’s gotta be a Joke because, oh, was that bad? No, I was just joking, you’re taking it too seriously man chill out. He needs to be Liked he needs everyone to Like him and the biggest injustices he faces, in light of nuclear warfare and the eradication of humanity, is that people are being so mean to him.
And the closest he gets to letting flashes of his wrongdoing through are when it challenges his ego to deny it otherwise. Because he’s Smart and he’s Competent and you need to know and recognize and worship this. He didn’t kill all those cops by accident. “Come on, love. Guys as careful as me don’t have accidents.”
He’s just! He’s so! He’s entirely This Guy and he’s GOD. He’s bisexual he’s depressed he’s an obsessive Funnyman he’s blinded by his own ego he’s immortal he’s never to blame he’s more tormented than Jesus if you ask him and don’t ask the people he’s victimized in ways so much worse and he’s. LITERALLY. MADE HIMSELF GOD. I’m obsessed with him.
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nemisuki · 5 months ago
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Sunshine
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Jealous AU | It wasn't often you spoke to those outside your class. So imagine his shock when he saw you speaking to a random extra in the hallway. A short oneshot of jealous bakugo and an oblivious girl who is unaware of a lot of things… including their romance.
᧔o᧓ || Katsuki Bakugo x f!reader, no manga spoilers, no nsfw, pure fluff, minor jealous bkg but not toxic, aged up to third years, dense reader, mutual feelings, bkg pov, implied short reader, oneshot, bkg is mature and a softie, open ending, 1.1k word count
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He had to do a double take to make sure he wasn't mistaking something. 
His red eyes are practically boring into the student's back – who had the guts to approach you. 
A random extra from another course, a guy he's never seen before. So why the hell are you talking to him? 
As much as he tried, he couldn't look away from the sight. Who knows what they might pull on you. Bakugo can tell by the way the idiot looks at her, that the guy is clearly interested. 
That pissed him off. 
And what pissed him off even more is that she's completely oblivious of it. 
The girl didn't know how beautiful she was. How blinding her smile was when she saw something she liked.
How blinding her smile was when she looked at him.
If only she recognized the significance of her own feelings.
Bakugo could tell she liked him more than a friend should. Yet the dense idiot didn't know how she felt herself. 
He knew she unknowingly developed feelings for him as they started their third year. For someone as perceptive as him, it was easy to notice the clues. 
She clings to him despite his rough demeanor. And easily laughs whenever he grumbles a snarky comment under his breath. Always following him around both in and out of class. 
At first he didn't know what to do. He wasn't one to even think about romance. But her constant proximity threw the blonde off. 
Slowly as time went on, he found himself expecting to see her by his side. Feeling a bit uneasy on those rare days they didn't spend much time together. By the time they were halfway into their last year at UA, that's when he knew. 
He liked her too. As more than a friend. 
For the first time in his life, Katsuki Bakugo yearned for romance. Yet only with her.  
The realization only made him more agitated. Him growing soft for a girl? How ridiculous.
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He was pulled out of his thoughts a few seconds later. The reason?
The sight of the other guy lifting his hand and picking a piece of lint out of her hair. Not a second later, taking the opportunity to ruffle her hair playfully.
That's what had him speed walking over there with purpose, “Oi Y/N!” 
Her head quickly turns around at the familiar sound of his voice, “Ah Bakugo! Good Morning!” she says with a bright smile, completely forgetting about the other presence behind her. 
That response alone, almost made his stoic expression morph into a cocky grin. Almost. 
He grumbles in acknowledgment as he stands by her side, looking back and forth between her and the extra close by. A silent question directed towards Y/N. To which she seems to figure out immediately. 
“Oh this is Kai from the support course. He had some ideas for potential support gadgets I could use to regulate my quirk!” 
Support course huh. 
Bakugo simply stares at the other guy, a calm yet serious expression displayed across his face. He makes no move to greet this supposed ‘kai’ or even initiate small talk. 
A moment of silence passes between the three of them.
Kai smiles awkwardly in Bakugos direction, a visible indication of how uncomfortable he is. “Erm- well I should be heading to class now. See you around Y/N” he says but then quickly leaves as he makes eye contact with Bakugo. 
Meanwhile the blonde's ego skyrocketed from his success of driving the coward away. His shoulders slightly relax from the defensive stance he wasn't even aware he was doing. 
“Huh? What was that about?” she says looking back at Bakugo with a curious expression. Tilting her head to show her confusion. 
“Tch how the hell should I know. Now hurry up. We gotta head to class” he says, turning around and starting to walk in the direction of their classroom. He doesn't need to look back to know she's already shutting her locker.
“Or do you want to be late?” he says, loud enough for her to hear. 
“Ah, I'm going. Wait up!” she says while proceeding to run to catch up. Slowing down when she reaches his side and adjusting her bag that's draped over her shoulder. 
He occasionally glances at her as she starts babbling about random topics. Though he's not really paying attention to her words. He’s eyeing the side of her head, the specific spot where the other extra touched her. 
Bakugo doesn't know how to feel. 
He's confident in her feelings for him. Confident in his own abilities. 
Yet being a boyfriend… is something he can't comprehend. What exactly makes a good partner? Empathy? Kindness? Vulnerability? 
None of those reside with him. 
He ponders for a moment and takes a look at her cheerful expression. Full of bright joy that could rival the sun. 
His feelings only seem to grow more by the second. 
Without much thought he lifts his hand and gently pats her head. She pauses her endless chatter and hums in acknowledgement, “hm?” 
“Your hair is all messed up from before” he grumbles while fixing the random strands of hair by patting them down in place.
They both halt in the middle of the hallway as she lets him finish. Giggling at the soft sensation of his hand. He raises a brow at her sudden outburst. 
“What's so funny, idiot?” he huffs out and pinches her puffy cheek, unable to resist. 
“It tickles! Plus your hand is really warm. Agh- hey!” she whines slightly at his sudden actions. Trying to pry his hands away and retaliate. Only causing his body to tingle at the contact. 
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He likes her. A lot. 
“When are you gonna realize huh” he mumbles to himself. Showing pity and letting go of her face. 
“Huh sorry what was that?” she says smiling while rubbing her sore cheek.
“Nothing nerd. Cmon pick up the pace, you're slow as hell” he rolls his eyes and continues walking to class, not waiting for her yet again. 
“Not my fault I have small legs!” she yells out and jogs after him, already falling behind.
She can't see it but his lips slightly curve up at her words. What an idiot. 
A few minutes before the bell, they make it to their classroom. Bakugo ignores his classmates as usual and makes a beeline to his seat. Sitting down and taking out his notebook. 
He can already hear Y/N chattering away in the background with some of their friends. Yet a few seconds later she's already at his desk to blab on about something else. 
Some of their friends come over as well to join in on the conversation. 
But his eyes never leave her. 
He may not know all the aspects of how to be a good boyfriend but for her, he’ll try. When the time is right. 
For now he could only wait for Y/N to figure out her own feelings. Which frankly might take awhile.
But Bakugo isn't worried. 
Because he knows she'll follow him anywhere. 
And so would he. 
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a/n ||| idk why this specific fic got so popular?! it's my most viewed work but I prefer my other ones ermmm hi bakugo fans... check out my longer fics? if u want? um i love u all byeeee! plus ultra!
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lady-luckk · 17 days ago
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you reap what you sow
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# pairings: yandere sugar daddy harem x sugar baby reader
# synopsis: you’ve been dating eight guys all at the same time for they’re money. hopefully they never find out about each other
# warnings: this will contain dark themes such as obsession and possessiveness. if you are uncomfortable, please block me. viewer discretion is advised. minors DNI.
# notes: inspired by that one tiktok vid. Ifykyk. reblogs, comments, and likes are appreciated!
# parts: part 1 𖤓 part 2
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love is a transaction, and you’ve mastered the art of the deal. eight men, each convinced they’re the center of your world, each blind to the truth. they call you when they’re lonely, when they need an ego boost, when they want to feel wanted.
you play your part well—sweet, devoted, just naive enough to keep them comfortable. they see you as temporary, something to be enjoyed and discarded. but that’s fine. as long as the gifts keep coming, as long as the money flows, you’ll let them believe whatever they want. you don’t care as long as the money keeps coming. they’re all your darlings.
they think they’re using you—another pretty thing to entertain them until they get bored. but you don’t mind. boredom works in your favor. their wallets open easier when they don’t take you seriously.
you smile, you flatter, you play your role to perfection. eight men, eight lives, none the wiser. they think they hold all the power, that you should be grateful for whatever scraps of affection they toss your way.
but in the end, you’re the one collecting the rewards.
you’re a master at time management—you’ve been dating these guys simultaneously for a year. one year perfecting the balance, juggling their schedules, their tempers, their affections. none of them have discovered the others' existence. too dumb to suspect a thing. they all think they’re the one you love most. they often feel troubled and annoyed by your affection toward them, and they’ve repeatedly told you to know your place, not to harbor any unrealistic hope.
HA HA HA.
the only unrealistic hope you have is for their money.
you don’t need love—you need their money. their attention. their willingness to spoil you even as they look down on you.
and as long as they keep giving, you’ll keep playing along.
you often cycle through the messages on your phone, each conversation carefully tailored. each boyfriend is a puzzle piece slotted into your perfect game. some of them are cruel, sneering when they hand you gifts. others act indifferent, as if their presence alone is payment enough. you smile and nod and let them think they own you. none of them do.
you’ve rehearsed every lie. when one calls late at night, you’re just getting out of the bath. when another wants to meet, you’re swamped with work. if two of them go to the same café, you warn one about a sudden stomach ache. they eat out of your hand without realizing it.
but something has changed.
they used to forget little details about you, dismissing you as just another fling. now, they remember too much. one recalls your favorite coffee order, even though you never told him. another shows up at places you frequent, acting surprised to see you. one leaves a bouquet of your favorite flowers at your doorstep, carefully arranged with a handwritten note that simply reads, thinking of you. you never told him you liked those flowers. in fact, you don’t even remember mentioning them at all.
their texts, once careless and sparse, become suffocating. "thinking of you," one writes at midnight. "dreamed about you last night," another says. the words feel heavier than before. they ask more questions, ones that dig too deep. "what do you do when we're not together?" "who else do you spend time with?" their words are sweet, but there's an edge, a demand for something unspoken.
their texts, once careless and sparse, become suffocating.
for example,
elijah
elijah never used to care about your whereabouts. he would text you lazily, sometimes going days without responding. but now, he messages you constantly. "where are you?" "who are you with?" "send me a picture."
you laugh it off, telling him he’s being silly, but one night, you catch him outside your workplace. he’s leaning against his car, arms crossed, watching the entrance.
"thought i’d surprise you," he says. "you didn’t answer my texts."
he drives you home without asking, his fingers tapping anxiously against the steering wheel. "you wouldn’t lie to me, would you?" he asks suddenly. his voice is calm, but his grip on the gearshift tightens. "i don’t like being lied to."
you smile, reassure him, say all the right things. he finally relaxes, but his eyes stay sharp, watching you like he’s memorizing your every move.
lucas
lucas has never been the affectionate type, but lately, he’s been pulling you closer, holding onto you longer. his hands linger on your waist when you say goodbye, his fingers curling slightly, as if reluctant to let you go.
"you’re mine, you know that, right?" he whispers one evening, his breath hot against your ear.
"of course," you say, pressing a kiss to his cheek. but inside, something twists. his grip is a little too tight, his smile a little too forced.
the next morning, you wake up to dozens of missed calls from him. your phone buzzes again. "answer me." another message. "don’t ignore me."
you turn off your phone and tell yourself it’s nothing.
nathan
nathan always acted like he had other girls, like he didn’t need you. but now, he’s different. he clings to you in ways that feel desperate, his arrogance cracking.
"i don’t know what i’d do if i lost you," he admits one night, his fingers tracing circles on your wrist. "you wouldn’t leave me, right?"
his voice is soft, but there’s something hollow beneath it, something dark.
"never," you say, and he relaxes—but his grip never loosens.
kai
kai never used to show up unannounced. now, he does. first, at your work. then, at your gym. then, outside your apartment.
"i was just in the neighborhood," he says each time, flashing that easy smile.
but his eyes are always scanning, searching. as if he’s looking for something. or someone.
"i love you, you know," he murmurs one night, his fingers brushing over your cheek. "you wouldn’t betray me. not you."
you laugh, tell him he’s being dramatic.
but when you get home, your apartment door is unlocked.
matthew
matthew was always indifferent, treating you like an afterthought. but not anymore. now, he watches you closely, studying your every move, his head tilted like he’s trying to solve a puzzle.
"you’ve changed," he says one day, his tone unreadable. "you’re hiding something."
you laugh, brush him off. but his gaze lingers, calculating.
"i’ll figure it out," he says finally, and something about the way he says it makes your stomach twist.
leo
leo used to be fun, lighthearted. but now, there’s an edge to him. a quiet intensity that makes you nervous.
"i had a dream about you last night," he tells you one evening. "you were leaving me. i didn’t like it."
you smile, joke that he’s being paranoid. but he just stares at you, unblinking.
"don’t ever do that to me," he says. "not even in a dream."
his fingers tighten around yours. you don’t pull away.
xavier
xavier never asked for more than you were willing to give. but now, he wants everything.
"move in with me," he says suddenly.
it’s not a request.
when you hesitate, his expression darkens. "why not?" he asks. "you love me, don’t you?"
you nod quickly, knowing it’s what he wants to hear. his smile returns, but his eyes remain cold.
"good," he murmurs. "because i won’t let you go."
damien
one night, damien insists on driving you home. he's never offered before. usually, he barely walks you to the door, too preoccupied with himself to care. but tonight, his grip on your wrist lingers a second too long when you try to leave the restaurant. "let me take you home," he says. his voice is smooth, but there's something off in his eyes, something unreadable.
you try to decline, but he doesn’t budge. "humor me," he says with a smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes.
in the car, he doesn't speak. the drive is quiet, too quiet. when you glance at him, his knuckles are tight around the steering wheel. your apartment building comes into view, but instead of stopping out front like he always does, he pulls into the empty lot and turns off the engine.
"damien—" you start, but he cuts you off. "stay a little longer," he says. his voice is soft, almost pleading. "i just... don’t like saying goodbye so soon."
you smile, playing along, though something about the way he's looking at you makes your skin prickle. "next time, okay?"
for a moment, he doesn’t move. then, he exhales sharply and unlocks the doors. "yeah. next time."
as you step out, you feel his eyes on your back the entire way inside.
lately, you feel eyes on you when no one should be there. the messages come faster, their tones more insistent. “where were you last night?” one asks. “you’re mine, aren’t you?” another demands. you brush them off, just as you always do, but the uneasy feeling lingers. they’re getting restless. possessive.
one night, as you return home, you notice something strange—your apartment door is unlocked. your stomach twists. you always double-check. always.
inside, everything is untouched. but the air feels different, charged. you close the door and step forward cautiously. the silence is suffocating.
you shake the feeling off. no one knows. no one has found out.
not yet.
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