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RIAHNA (PARADISE OF THE DEAD SOUL)
Riahna is the second version of riahnna Princess of the dead star.The white flower is called rifla the flower of the dead soul.
The rifla flower is meaning of the peaceful flower, this flower can glow at night, this flower is doesn't exist.
Riahna place is filled of rifla flower and there's a small hill had a tree on top this tree called night glowing tree this tree had a glowing white leaves. Strange places right?🤨
But that not all there's a many limbo animal living in this place too but they far away in riahna spot, when riahna going to sleep he sleep under the tree and he turn into stone but this not hurting riahna is impossible right? Let me explain why this doesn't hurt him riahna is a dead star right? And riahna is a ghost when he turning into a stone that means he look a statue that never move...cant explain that match but let say that riahna is a ghost who turn into a statue.
And of course not just rifle flower and the night glowing tree is can glow riahna can glow too in the light others people think he doesnt exist but if riahna became a black hole queen this is how black hole begin and theres many glowing butterfly this place is called paradise of the dead soul.
And riahna is the only person and animals who living in this places.
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mark of cain
marc marquez + demian: the story of emil sinclair by hermann hesse
#god i finaly fucking finished this. bro#MY MAGNUM OPUS!!#this took AGES because of looking for pics and figuring out how i want everything to look and redoing things#me all the time: hmm how can i jam my interests together#hairpin weaves#mm93#marc marquez#rosquez#web weaving#valentino rossi#vr46#motogp#herman hesse#demian 1919#geeking out over my own ww a case for making the things you wanna see in the world#< said this before i lowkey got sick of it in the process but still#this was supposed to be just pics with text but then i got insanely carried away with imagery#suit of swords really suits their whole deal huh#most of the symbolism is pretty straightforward except for the lilies#wanted it to be a reference to not just purity but annunciation#an angel gifting lilies to mary as symbolism of the immaculate conception#and it connecting to how the legend of marc was born during these early years cementing him becoming one of motogp's saints#that will later be condemned to public (media) execution. like jesus!#also peep their memories in a line between rosquez from the initial bloom to the beginning of the end#their hands clasped together directly in opposition to the blood chase#rossi hiding behind the accusing finger marc the black hole to vale's sun achilles ceasar#there's a lot of stuff in here#the level of clutter is also intentional. btw.#yall can send me asks about any of the details#also should i edit this to include the art sources?
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when the night begins to fall, that's when you will make sense of it all
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#when the night begins to fall - James the seventh#girlblogger#lana del rey#femcel#coquette#lana del rey aesthetic#coquette dollete#coquette girl#dollete aesthetic#female manipulator#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#hole band#girlblogging#hole#90s#hyper femme#female rage#the female gaze#femme fatale#hyper feminine#female hysteria#divine feminine#cinnamon girl#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#southern gothic#black and white#gothic
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TMW you try to save ur bf from getting murdered but you accidentally end up killing him while trying to save him-
#THIS ENTIRE SCENE OH MY GOD#THEY BOTH SOUNDED SO DESPERATE#IM GOING INSANE WHAT THE FUCK#BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE THE BEGINNING#PIE AND REMOTE ARE GONE AND EVERYONE ELSE LEFT#THEY ONLY HAVE EACHOTHER#AND BH JUST CAUSED TREES DEATH#MARK MY WORDS SHIT WILL GO DOWN#IF PEN DIDNT KICKSTART BLACK HOLE’S VILLAN ARC THEN THOSE TWO FUCKERS CERTAINLY KICKSTARTED SOMETHING#bfb#tpot#tpot black hole#tpot tree#bfb astrobiology#bfb treehole
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I think one of my favorite things about Across the Spiderverse is that, if you pay enough attention, you realize that Miguel's logic makes zero sense.
Earth-42 Miles never became Spider-Man like Miguel says he was supposed to, Gwen's dad quits the force (thus preventing his supposedly inevitable death as a cop), and Peter B only decided to have a kid because he met Miles, which, according to Miguel, was never supposed to happen.
All three universes are very obviously not destroyed, nor do they seem likely to be destroyed any time in the near future. So either:
A. Earth-1610 Miles was always supposed to become Spider-Man (thus allowing Peter B to meet him) and Gwen's cop who dies is just someone else, with her father being a red herring.
OR
B. The other option, which I think is both much more likely and much more interesting: Miguel is inherently wrong.
#I know other people have said this before but GOD am I having Thoughts#there's this one moment right after Gwen's dad tells her he resigned#where she gets this /look/ on her face#it's really brief and subtle#but I always interpreted it as her realizing that Miguel is wrong#also Pavitr's dimension isn't destroyed by an anomaly it's destroyed by a black hole opening up after the reactor goes off#just like RIPeter says will happen in the beginning of the first movie!!!!#Gwen tag#og fandom post tag#spiderman across the spiderverse#spiderman into the spiderverse#spiderman#miles morales#peter parker#gwen stacy
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welp, i finished the Dawntrial MSQ last night
it was
uh.
i actually enjoyed a lot of the things people were complaining about in the beginning, because while i could understand their criticisms, to me its flaws felt like something it would grow past as it was establishing a new foundation for a new story, which was what was promised to us, and obviously that's gonna require slowing down the pacing and lowering the stakes, which is fine!
but then the second half of the MSQ hit and i just-
on paper it should have been amazing
on paper i should have fucking loved it
but in execution, i stg trying to finish the lvl 98-100 MSQ took years off my life, even tho the majority of them took me a single night to beat, it still felt like it both overstayed its welcome and also did way too little with what it was trying to present us with
i know this is vagueposting because i don't wanna spoil, but man. "divisive" is definitely a word to describe the Dawntrail MSQ with, especially considering how many people were telling me "it gets better in the second half!" and again, I thought the first half of it wasn't as bad as people were saying, so I was HYPED for the second half, and instead I was brutally disappointed by what I got instead u.u
that said, the dungeon and trial gameplay mechanics are great, when the expansion remembers that it is in fact a video game it does it really well, it's just unfortunately not often enough for it to make up for the sloggy pacing of the story
the music is a bop, there are a couple tracks that i was a little eeeh on because they just felt really saccharine in a way that just clashed entirely with the tone of XIV and made me want to throw my headphones in the garbage, but the majority of the soundtrack was otherwise really well done, soken was really channelling his inner david wise here with the donkey kong vibes LOL but there are some somber tracks that are great too, there's a lot of range here in the soundtrack that should be appreciated despite the odd cringe track
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environment design was solid, there were some zones that were questionable in their design because some of them felt pitifully empty despite promising bustling populations (looking at you, Tuliyollal and Solution Nine >:x)
but man , the last zone was brutal and that sucks because again, on paper, the concept SHOULD have been awesome, but ultimately it's still relying on the exact same plot devices in the past (insert lost civilization whose previous inhabitants/rulers are hellbent on keeping it alive even at the expense of current civilizations here) and the gameplay itself deadass forgot it's a game because there isn't a SINGLE instance of necessary combat or gameplay during all of it and so when the final quest (as per tradition, named "Dawntrail") finally pops up, it's like wait what ? that's it?? thankfully the last quest has both a dungeon and trial in it but it feels less like thought out design and more like the game devs remembering they had to actually include some gaming in their video game at the last minute LOL
i think the extra burden of directing FF XVI definitely caught up to Yoshi-P on this one, as well as the budgeting problems that still exist from COVID, and the fact that much of that budget clearly went to overall QOL changes like the graphics engine getting an almost complete rehaul (even in the previous expansions which is. a lot of work. like they want to re-texture ALL of the gear in this game and THAT'S A LOT, literally thousands of items!). where this expansion wins, it wins big, but those wins aren't enough to carry an overall lackluster experience that drags itself out way too fucking long for its own good. the story could have absolutely used a few more rounds in the writing room, if they couldn't afford more voice acted scenes then they should have simply just cut down on the amount of cutscenes, and i think the devs need to seriously ask themselves if the Trust system is worth dragging the Scions back into every adventure even when they have nothing to do (and it shows). like idk, just spitballing here, but the Trust system might be a good chance to re-introduce the GC squadrons, no? maybe go back to the roots a little bit and buff up the stuff that could still have a lot more life if given a chance?
anyways my experience with DT has been about a 6/10 and that score in the end will depend on how the patch quests go over the next couple years, I still prefer it over Stormblood (fr fuck SB lol) but it definitely feels like it's trying too hard to be like EW and ShB while missing what made EW and ShB so good in the first place (or acknowledging why its flaws were forgivable within the context of their respective designs, like yeah EW's pacing was iffy too but it at least had a lot more going on in it to justify it, DT is just grasping at straws by comparison). and in that sense it winds up being a lot more like ARR, where it's just kind of lost in what it's trying to do and creates a worse experience by the end. hopefully like with ARR back in the day the devs will figure out it's time to shake things up and try something new without using the old as a crutch.
#also yeah sorry past me but wuk lamat actually does really suck in the long run#or rather what the writers are doing with her sucks#i don't mind an optimistic character but it's a little much when her optimism is forced in everywhere to the point it becomes self-absorbed#she very much feels like a self-insert black hole sue#she's just there to be the ultimate hero for everyone regardless of whether or not it even makes sense#it's kinda cute in the beginning but it gets old REAL fast esp in the last half of the MSQ when she has no business being everyone's hero#there's just zero nuance or subtlety to her character and the writing throughout the whole story#the story's progression feels like a series of cue cards that say shit like “this is the moral of the story!” and “please cry now :(”#final fantasy xiv#dawntrail spoilers#ff xiv
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#spm#super paper mario#i feel like after 16 years fan content begins to cave in on itself like a black hole#as seen here
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my sister is going to hate my terms and conditions for loaning her her rent money when i hand her the form she needs to sign tomorrow huh
#she asked me for more money today and one of my conditions is ‘i will not loan you any more money after this so don’t ask bc i’ll say no.’#she is….. financially she’s like a black hole. which is why i’m making her sign a loan contract to begin with#she can’t be trusted to pay anything back on her own. gestures to how she’s borrowed over 10k from a friend of hers#and like 20k from our parents in total. and 3k from her freak boyfriends freak mom#etc etc etc so on and so forth financial black hole.#i don’t want to be seen as an open wallet to her so i’m nipping it in the bud.#bri.txt#mind you her rent is already about 90% of my pay… if i gave her another hundred it would be literally all of it
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teju cole, blind spot / black sails (2014 — 2017)
#this is not meant to be linear#silver is a black hole & an abyss & existing in multiple timelines at once#he’s cursed from the beginning & forever sealed into the tomb that is long john silver & skeleton island#hope that makes sense <3#black sails#creations#(*)
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Y'all it has been such a joyful and incredible week but today has just been. So much. Too many emotions too many people and three occasions in which I said something to a large group of people and received blank and distant and in some cases even judgmental stares back (perfectly valid things and questions and it was all to people I love, and i felt smaller and smaller as it happened again and again), not to mention feeling the pressure of being needed by two different friends and being unable to give anything to either due to having no capacity to give anything, and trying to figure out why I don't want to spend time with a childhood friend anymore while she keeps trying to maintain contact (and why her love feels smothering and burdensome, and feeling guilty because of how I feel and how quick I am to try to avoid talking to her), and feeling a great deal of body insecurity again very suddenly, and trying to come to terms with the fact that the boy HAS at least once approached my friend to talk to her, which he rarely does with any other girls, and has admitted to finding her attractive, and in the midst of sudden unexpected anguish wondering if this old pain will always always be with me long after I say goodbye
#anyway i cried under the pitch black sky today and was just so overwhelmed and so done with everything#work begins again tomorrowww babey 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 i want to crawl into a hole and never surface again#i just am so tired of disappointing people and having to put down the sudden jolt of joy i feel when i see that person#and it was hard to see other people's happiness today. there are four new couples at camp and i was just over sensitive today#and it was depressing and appalling to me that seeing other people happy was making me sad.#when will loving people not feel like slow death!!!!!! when will this horrifically long grief just go away!!!!!!!!!#Lord help me if i have to watch someone i have feelings for fall in love with my friend again i will literally lose my mind!!!!!#well no. i know my heart is stronger and i want him to be happy and he does deserve the best and she is one of the loveliest people ive met#so i will be HAPPY for them if that happens dangit i WILL I WILL I WILL!!!!!#it did not kill me last time it will not this time!!!
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#barry#barry spoilers#I think. this may be the most evil thing hes done. like even past the serial killings and abuse. It's like. Lol#<- just jk by the way. the idea that this barry that we see is 'so much worse' than he was before....#guys!!!! he's been a war criminal since the very beginning. eh's been trying to maliciously rewrite his own story SINCE THE BEGINNING#he's felt entitled to sally since the beginning. he's been pretending to change and pretending that counts as change since the beginning#like the only difference is now he's in a position where he can make his fantasies true lmao#the inherent abuse of the family structure the house in the middle of nowhere etc#he's the consummate abuser he's violent american masculinity he's the black hole at the centre of the world
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Moodboard for my MC Evander for @uroboros-if
I so enjoyed playing this demo last night and have been having many Thoughts about it.
#it was so tough finding pics i thought would fit what i have in my head but this will do for now#i was up thinking abt this IF for soooo long it’s unreal#what is eternity?#unending time but also timelessness#like what does it mean to be the container for something that has no beginning or end?#the container is rendered useless obvi#but here the MC stands so there MUST be something to that right?#maybe it just means they must act as a witness to it all.#they are resigned to an existence of knowing and seeing things others do not and being unable to impact those things in any meaningful way#like an echo#like a black hole that is packed so densely with matter but appears to be little more than a void. Nothingness (capital N)#*me muttering to myself while reading and making this mb*: the symbols the symbols the cycles the void the echoes#the fact that when mc is summoned into existence one of the first things we can choose to have them do is replicate a smile (echoing)#idk if i’m explaining this well. tried to talk to my sister abt it without sounding like a madman and suffice to say that didn’t work out#i’m really losing it#those quotes from house of leaves: ‘divinity seems defined by echo.’ + ‘and where there is no echo there is no description of space or love#there is only silence.’#that bit from disco elysium#‘how do you measure something that doesn’t exist?’ ‘easy. you measure it by the world around it.’#evander is fond of mortals. they are humanity’s echo in the truest sense.#they are therefore in a very unique position for the conflict that is about to come#of course these are all just my interpretations and thoughts#my mcs#mb#mc: evander (uroboros)#if: uroboros
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when the doctor asked emma grayling who clara is and she was like "she's a perfectly ordinary girl shes very clever and she's more scared than she lets on is that not enough" literally me to moffat
#clara oswald#doctor who#the fucking loss i experienced in bells of st john#couldnt even allow her to be good at hacking on her own da spoon men had to boost her iq<3#that was the beginning of the end#she was such an interesting and derranged character she deserved more and by more i mean less#so so much less#she was interesting in her own right she did not need that other shit#like she literally had her own time lord victorious moment she saw the universe from birth to death in hide and it changed her#she kept doing increasingly more reckless shit because she went to space to fill a hole she was not trying or expecting to live that long#and she hates it when the doctor tries to be responsible for her#shes always like i never asked you to protect me!!! which is a wild take she refuses to recognise him as the one who can keep her alive in#environments she has never experienced before#she went with him to have some wacky fun and then she saw horrors beyond comprehension and went oh. ok. i can be god too#she looked at the doctor and went oh it's not that you're special it's that your circumstances give you power. and now i have power too#and i have power over you i can make you do things for me#that shit was so good#and like to be clear im not saying she cant have her whole orphan black thing going on#but like what did it actually do for her as a character? it couldve done a lot but she wasnt the focus of any of it#also p much everyone on this show has sacrificed themselves for the doctor it is not a defining trait#what defines her as a character is not that she was Born To Save The Doctor its that she thinks like this#nobodys ever safe!!!!! ive never asked you for that ever!!!
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musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"
#meatsuit renno#chronic blogging#ctxt#at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache#and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right#after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen#nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws#about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site#it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip#this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully#this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now#i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly#about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar#couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep#finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me#finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy#started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately#i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature#but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws#the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement#then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening#it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept#that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside#but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT#the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin#it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble#as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence#my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal#i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long#i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.
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A Siren Song ✨
𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ 🫧𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ
#me#mine#sirencore#siren aesthetic#inspire#fashion#photography#model#mermaid#black girl moodboard#diy#creative director#sunset#i fell in a hole at the beginning of this shoot#pretend my nails aren’t missing
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Month old writing share game
Thanks for the tag from @elsie-writes i procrastinated hard on this one but I think that the rules are just to share a bit of writing. So here's a little chunk from something I just wrote:
One time, a few years back, when Logan was nineteen, Lily was twelve, Jaxon was just about eleven, and Dylan was eight, they went to the park. He took them to the park to distract them, sometimes, but he didn't remember the specific reason that time around. Dylan had wandered off a little while after helping Logan pack sandwiches at home- after Lily and Jaxon already left- to go to the garden. Two older men, fifties or sixties, one in blue overalls and the other in a plain, grey shirt were teaching them how to use a rake. A woman a bit younger, dirty blonde hair in a bun behind her head, had a pocket of seeds for Dylan to plant. Logan sat on the bench to watch them, a bit warily. But they seemed friendly enough. Jaxon, usually, would run off to go find people to play with. He was sociable, he liked making friends, but even that day, as sunny as it was, it was still too early for kids his age to start coming over. Mostly, it was the parents of toddlers who wanted their kids to run off some energy. Sometimes, the toddlers would try and get him to play, too, and Jaxon obliged every time, but he seemed content with just his sister today. He didn't have any interest in gardening with Dylan. Lily was by the monkey bars, standing on top of the black platform underneath them. Jaxon sat on the ground, digging a hole in the bark with his hands. Lily jumped up to grab the bars, but she was getting tall enough that she didn't need to jump as high now. Once she had a grip on the yellow metal, she pulled herself up to sit on the top. She sat there for a while, talking to Jaxon about something Logan couldn't hear at the distance he was, and given his attention was split between them and Dylan. Lily had swung her legs over the bars and leaned down in between the gaps to hang upside down, and of course Jaxon wanted to try. He jumped up, just like Lily did, grabbed onto the bars, and it should've been a forewarning when his hand slipped before he regained his hold. He jumped up to sit on the top bars, and then his leg got caught in between, and he fell backwards trying to untangle himself. He had picked the bar closest to the platform. Hanging upside down, right above the edge of the black platform, with his leg stuck in between the bars. He must not have been really thinking past getting his leg unstuck. Logan heard a woah, are you okay, that caught his attention just as he managed to free himself. And then he fell. And hit his head on the edge of the platform and hit it again as the rest of him landed in the bark. Jaxon hadn't even cried, which was astonishing to Logan, who had shot up like a rocket and rushed over to check on him. Because Logan would've cried hard if he hit his head like that. Twice. Lily had scrambled down to see if he was okay, too, but Jaxon only sat in the bark, moved to sit with his legs outstretched, one hand making a circle in the wood bits, blinking like he was confused. There was a steady stream of blood gushing from his nose, too. His eyes weren't quite uneven yet, but Logan didn't think for a second that Jaxon got away without a concussion. He instructed Lily to go watch Dylan, tell them where he went, while he took their brother home to check on him. Jaxon blinked again. Logan grabbed him by the arm, dragged him to his feet, and dragged him home, having to hold his own sleeve against his nose because Jaxon wasn't doing it himself.
Open tag since this is a month and a half old sorry lmao
#the ages at the beginning are mostly meant for me to keep track of The Timeline#also this is unedited so if there's any weird sentence structure i'm fixing it tomorrow so don't point it out. anyways storytime with isaac#one time when i was in the third grade. about eight or nine years old. i was on the monkey bars at my school#so we had two playgrounds for recess. one was for kindergarten to second grade the other was from third to fifth graders#the third to fifth graders one was bigger. the other one was smaller#so i was on the smaller one with this girl i knew named verity and she was trying to show me how to hang upside down#but i was too big for them so when i tried my leg got caught between the bars#and there were these two bars that were kind of like step ladders to reach. if you were a little kid who needed help reaching. which i wasn#so i fell and cracked my nose on the first bar and hit my head on the second#the kid verity was FREAKING out. crying screaming etc#she ran to go get the teacher and i have this vivid memory of being like really dizzy and just staring at the bark and not moving#because it didn't hurt as bad as verity thought it did + i think i was confused and trying to piece together. why that just happened to me#the nurses made me go home and i had the sickest black eye and a concussion while i got to sit in the back of my mom's office#with a minion's ice pack#it hurt like a motherFUCKER after like two hours though#giving characters things that happened to me as a kid is a good fun time#also i shouldnt have been hanging out with verity. bestie once dug a hole in the grass and burrowed herself a hole to escape the school#via dent in the fence. like a fuckin woodland creature bro#rambles in the tags#writeblr#wip: rosemary
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