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well well well, happy 200th chapter of Black Butler! it's been a long, long time~
I am happy to participate in @bibyshitsuji24k 's 200th chapter event, where I chose to redraw one of my old works! in reality, the first art I did of black butler was a Grelle drawing that.... it way too bad 😶 but this is actually the second piece I did! or atleast the second I posted to the animo. I had found this DIY sticker procedure and I decided to try it out. it was really fun at the time! even if I now see they turned out... not great😅
so I was very thrilled to recreate that process after almost 4 years!! it was a little different than last time, I must have used different wax paper last time cause I swear it was lighter. but otherwise, I think I improved :D
wait I think I was supposed to use tracing paper... better to look at the directions next time.
I'll update is I ever find a good place to stick them :]
#BlackButler200#i even tried to improve the composition and tried to make it seem like a lil sticker pack. kinda#it would have been sweet to get real stickers. but alas I'm not in the mood to go down a printer shop with these atm heh....#besides. the process was fun#also also Lizzy is oriented like that cause i wanted her rotated 30° not cause I ran out of room#and yes. oyster theme hehehe#kuroshitsuji#black butler#200th chapter#200th chapter event#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#digital art#grelle sutcliff#grell sutcliff#lizzy midford#elizabeth midford#stickers#traditional art#oh yea and thank god the printer actually worked(had some blurry color lines but you cant tell in the photo yayy)#would have been sad if i just ran out of ink cause i didn't check#I also wanted to add agni and soma but time is always a struggle. im sure ill come back to this someday tho#can't leave out the supporting blorbos
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Dark Angel ❤️🖤🔥
click for better quality as always ^-^
#at last the inner screechings of summer me are quieted#ive wanted to draw this since the second i laid eyes on his wings#and tbh besides the horrendous process of doing the shape and lineart of the wings#it was actually really fun and satisfying to color them#keep trying to experiment with lighting and idk if im getting anywhere but I'm very happy with how this turned out#minus a few mishaps#art#fanart#my art#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#shadow with wings#black arms
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missing the maribelle/tharja family unit today. i think maribelle would be elated to have a daughter. she meets noire for the first time and she goes “do you play chess? violin? ride? drink tea?” and noire goes “no but im really good at throwing up in a bucket” and maribelles like “oh!!!! okay!!!!” i think she finds noire’s talisman persona charming. chrom is like “um maribelle can you please go get your daughter… she’s terrorizing the camp” and she goes “shes harmless! why do you hate women?” and he never speaks on it again. i think tharja needs a kid that will beef with her and i think brady is 100% the guy to do it. i think she looks at him and goes “what is your problem” and he flips her off. she tries to curse him but he spins his staff ninja style deflecting them back at her. he serves tea to his moms but he spits in tharjas and she knows it. and then she drinks it because it pisses him off. brady could come to love her at some point but it will not be easy and it will not come without a lot of work and a lot of arguing and i think i need some more parent/child conflict in this game. awakening gets one f bomb and its hidden in the random tharja brady PC support where he just goes “FUCK YOU” Tharja and Brady attained support level B.
#ann plays awakening#they are my favorites…#and like. besides the big four of the awakening kids#brady and noire have always been my favorites…#i like to think about this family a lot even if i dont talk about them quite as frequently#i wish i had something to write about for them like contained into a fic but i dont have any ideas that could get me that#far#just little thoughts about what i want to see#brady and tharja especially like i understand why noire loves tharja i do#curses aside thats still your mom who raised you and protected you#and everyone processes trauma and grief differently#but i think brady would be a fun counterbalance bc i think he would be pissed!!#rightfully so!!!#i like to think that while his talent for healing magic comes from maribelle#he only really took it up after maribelle died because there was no one else to protect his sister#and i think noire wouldnt mind taking the brunt of tharja’s cruelty if it meant her brother wouldnt#like god… they could be the cutest siblings ever#and the saddest.#also i j think that the parent child conflicts in this game are lacking#you have gerome and cherche but thats entirely one sided and its bc gerome is scared not bc of any malice#severa is a little bit harsher just because shes severa but the same thing goes down with her and cordy where shes just scared.#and a little bitter bc of the chrom thing but mostly scared#and its like. cherche and cordelia didnt even do anything wrong anyways. tharja did and someone should call her ass out!!!!!#i love tharja btw. not a tharja hate post but i think it would be fun if she was forced to confront her potential fate#by looking at the direct consequence of her future actions (angry son who hates her) if she doesnt change#JUST SAYING#whatever anyways. tharjabelle family unit hit post
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Pokemas canon but
#diino doodle#LISTEN…#ok there was no thought process behind this but like#Lisia and Dawn are friends. everyone makes comments about how similar Akari and Dawn look#I’m just saying it wouldn’t be hard for Lisia to confuse the two while looking for Dawn#plus Lisia is very friendly and might like talking to Akari#plus she needs to wear something besides a uniform 24/7 I can’t imagine it’s all that comfortable#so Lisia probably helps her find something less formal to wear#Rei was supposed to be in this image but I didn’t feel like drawing him. I’m srory Rei#pokemon lisia#coordinator Lisia#trainer Akari#pokemon masters#pokemon masters ex#I’d imagine living in Hisui does some crazy damage to your brain. being constantly told that everything in the area can(WILL) kill you#so Lisia suggest Akari get a little journal to write her thoughts in#and also is just generally a fun person to be around#I think it’s hard to be stressed or worried with Lisia around. which also helps whatever might be wrong with Akari#uh. speculation
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PUT ME IN A BOX, BOY, PUT ME IN A BOX! PUT ME IN A BOX AND CALL ME ANYTHING YOU WANT, BOY! - Worth it by Haley Heynderickx
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Uh oh mr. citrus clementine.... someones in a pickle (been trapped in his own mind for months after having to lobotomize himself to gain critical information that would have otherwise killed him and wiped out any memory of his existence)
commission info || ko-fi (tip jar)
bonus: was messing around with finishing details and accidentally made this which i thought looked sick as fuck
#art#illustration#oc#ocs#oc art#city of mist#ttrpg#citrus clementine#god ive had SUCH a need to draw citrus with this song becuase of what happened to him LMAO thank god its finally drawn out of my brain that#song goes brr in my brain on repeat that part of the song esp is soooo good#(drawn out of my brain... unlike. citrus LMAO)#yipppee!! ive been on such a drawing kick lately cause im really trying to narrow down what my illustration process is/what i want it to be#im in the process of redoing my commission website which is taking longer than i want but i really want to get a better idea of what im#offerin u know? n so i can price it accordingly etc#which means a whole lot of drawing n experimenting hehe thank god for blorbos#this one didnt take as long as the candle rapier illustration n i did it a lil more quickly/casually; still turned out p good i think!#digital art#my art#i dont have a piece in mind for castor... sorry castor orz Hey he got the seeing red piece from last year shshshsh#sigh it'd just be fun to have all three drawn recently beside each other u know ?? but alas the brains not finding smth to spin around for#him atm :((
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Day 7 - Maremma Sheepdog
I remember this particular dog was not happy to be around so many other dogs at the show, he was fluffing himself up all the time. That's also the situation where the ref pic has been taken. But I liked the pose and intensity of his expression, so for once it's not a happy dog I'm depicting XD
Also 2.5 hours! I'm fascinated that no matter how hard or easy the process feels to me, the time taken is incredibly consistent with these busts.
#digital#pet portrait#maremma sheepdog#doggust#DOGgustembtober#as much fun as these sketches are I'm finding they're harder on my wrist than my usual painting process#so this may be another factor why I need to spread them out beyond just august-september#there's always some limitation no matter what I'm doing UGH so annoying#but what can you do besides trying the best you can with what you have to work with#sketch#white
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I knooow Apollo literally only did his job but I can't even begin to image what it must feel like to face him after he put both your brother and best friend into jail and YET you STILL smile at him like nothing happened and you never once held that against him. are you aware how fucking kind that is? HOW KIND YOU ARE!! bless you, we love you Klavier. (but also !!! how do you deal with all that?! I'm so confused, I'm so!!!)
“. . .”
“..Ach, maybe, but isn’t the courtroom as much of a stage as any Gavinners concert?”
“And besides, Herr Forehead was only doing his job—what he had been taught. I… cannot fault him for that.”
“I’d want forgiveness—or just plain kindness—after everything too, ja. I can’t imagine he’s not feeling some kind of hurt too.”
#(ooc: very good ask#anon. I looooove things that ask about Klavier’s thought processes/wtf Klav#that’s KINDA concerning.)#(also KLAVIER BABE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOD. HES SO KIND. YOU ARE RIGHT. KLAVIER GAVIN IS#A GOOD FUCKING PERSON. HE IS SYMPATHETIC TO A SCARY DEGREE AND HIS ACTIONS REFLECT THAT. KLAVIER NEVER#HURTS ANYONE SND ONLY WANTS WHATS RIGHT. NOTICE HOW HIS SPECIAL SPRITE IS JUST AN AIR GUITAR. SILLY? MAYBE. BUT#HES NOT HURTING OR TOUCHING OR UPSETING (besides apollo’s last braincell/j) ANYONE. IT ID A FUN CELEBRSTION FOR HIMSELF TO BE PROUD OF HIM#SELF AND THAT REFLECTS HIS CHARACTEF A LOT. THANKS FOR COMING TO MY KLAV TALK.)#klavier answers#klavier gavin#ace attorney#klavier gavin ace attorney#ace attorney klavier gavin#aa4#aj:aa#aa klavier gavin#ace attorney ask blog#apollo justice ace attorney#rp blog#roleplay blog#ask blog#ace attorney rp blog#ace attorney roleplay blog#Klapollo#implied a lil#asks open#roleplay requests open
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nate being the only doctor makes me wonder what he's had to do for the others before
Nate does a lot for the crew. (Also woo look at his human disguise!)
When he's not actively treating or checking on them, he's constantly working to compare studies and test data to understand how to treat his friends, seeing as they have widely different genetic makeups and could react in ways that are *catastrophically* unexpected.
He can't use human rules when working on them, which greatly complicates things when he's educated in treating humans. Sera and Vince naturally have nucleated blood cells for greater oxygen input since they're always in rigorous activity, but this is a sign of leukemia or other major deficiency in humans. How do drugs interact with their bodies? what reaction will their immune systems have? do they have an intolerance to certain chemical developments?
This is partly why Vincent underwent so much testing and experimentation- to catalogue and document an atlas for the reproduction and understanding of this hybrid Variant species, and how every facet of its anatomy works in that respect. Like a rough draft you don't care about messing up, and use only to learn from.
Sorry Vince.
It's a wonder how Nathaniel was able to successfully recompile enough information to save his friends at all. It's a lot of stress on one guy with no nurses! That goes without saying for Amon (who is a beastshifter) Sonia... (Who is a living chemical synthesis lab) The various other people who end up joining... (Who shall remain incognito)
...Yikes.
He has likely seen all of them naked at least once, due to emergencies. He's extremely professional, so it's like it never happened... But it's still never fun to have to use that kind of ER protocol on your injured friends and associates.
Everyone except for Vincent, since V never lets Nathaniel treat him for anything, even when he needs it.
Instead, everyone caught a harrowing and unwanted glimpse of Vincent when he landed back home after streaking in the rain. He now flies with his pants duct-taped on. And goggles. For the glare and the overwhelming surplus of bugs he slams into at twice the speed of a f1 car.
#devarambles#nathanieltag#one of the awkward facts about their situation as rogues is they have zero medical support besides Nathaniel.#and he has to constantly inform himself on their respective anatomy because theres so much undocumented info on variant medicine#Despite all of the extensive testing and processing reports done on variants#which is done in reference to improving human medicine. not necessarily variant healthcare. useful data regarding treating people is...#few and far between. Private research and study is usually done for variations that prove useful to government positions.#So variant healthcare is usually employed towards certain government divisions or certain levels of corporate practices. otherwise they#simply don't bother. “it costs less money to replace you than it does to keep you alive.”#Lol nate chose a shorter and thinner appearance when masking as a human. It makes him look a lot more approachable and his knees don't hurt#Sera... feels somewhat unnerved by his human form. It feels like she's cheating on him somehow. She has him change back when he's home.#He's perfectly happy with that since he doesn't like being disguised much either. He's pleasantly surprised to see that she prefers him#to be true blue. Most previous partners would request him to change into other forms. Sometimes he was even asked to turn into celebrities.#Not fun. Really not fun. He'd eventually associate his true self with something undesirable enough to be rejected over.#ark_systema
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How did you render Dingo’s suit? It’s so pretty
thank you! i’ll try & explain what i did here lol (it will Not be very technical & a tad rambley):
i feel i should preface that i draw on procreate, altho i know you can do all the same things on other programs too for the most part
anyhow, it’s just 4 layers to get the effect (had to do a little box to show that part bc i merge all my color layers typically & dingo got merged lol)
(also ignore the high layer number i have like 18? drawings all on this one canvas, i draw on one canvas ‘til it wont let me anymore)
but as you can see i started w/ the base being pink & everything is just clipping layers above that.
i went over the pink w/ a darker magenta-y shade forming some blobby shapes, mostly around the edges of the jacket, adding these little lines going off of these blobs to add some more variety. from there i change the layer blending mode to hard light, lower the opacity of the layer down (here it was lowered to 30%) & apply gaussian blur to make it softer
the next layer? very similar, i use the same magenta shade, make blobby shapes inside the previous ones, just omitting the extra lines, & change the layer blending mode again to hard light, lower the opacity of the layer down (here it was lowered to 50% instead, making it a bit more saturated) & apply gaussian blur
the last layer is the highlights, which i just used pure white for, & did more rounded scribbles in the spaces between the shading blobs. from there i used gaussian blur again, & changed the blending mode to add, & brought the opacity down (the highlight actually got the lowest opacity at 15%)
& that’s how i did it, altho if all those words do Not help i also have this clip from the time lapse for drawing dingo (i set procreate to always save time lapses of my drawings, nice for future reference)
#thank you anon for this ask!! i love talking about my processes#it makes me feel like i know what im doing lol#also i just love rambling if you cant tell#& i love when people notice the texture & patterns i use#textures & patterns <3 my beloved <3#i like to include them when i can. even just subtley#subtly*#anyhow side note: would anyone care for speedpaints? they seem fun & i Do have all these time lapses laying around for all my drawings#speedpaints seem fun but idk if anyone would care to see em besides me#erm. i think thats all i had to ramble about? ill shut up now djbd#elliot talks to himself#:0 my art
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i’m gonna be so for real, if things don’t start changing for me in good ways i will be disappearing off the face of the earth
#Rasp Rambles#vent#my mental health is already in a shitty state and i am already considering multiple different ways to end my own fucking life#suicide mention#like i’m genuinely hanging on by the thinnest fucking thread only because i have friends that care about me. i don’t want any of them to be#sad about me dying. i’d say the same for my family but i don’t they ever have really given a shit about me so what does it matter.#i’ve been forced to be the perfect; quite child my entire fucking life and that was never good enough. i had to be kind and respectful#even though none of the adults in my family ever really were that to me. and the ones who were didn’t stay that way for long. it truly#sucks so fucking badly that i can’t get away from any of them. i don’t have a job because mental health issues; some physical health issues#and my lack of drivers license and car. i can’t financially support myself. i never get to fucking leave the house and go anywhere but the#store or my grandparent’s house with my mom and sister. i have ONE irl friend who i’m not even sure considers me a friend because#we haven’t gotten to hang out much since i graduated in 2023. i have practically no fucking support system in the physical world.#i don’t get to do fun things i enjoy that aren’t internet related besides drawing. but artblock and general depression are doing their#damn best to prevent me from even enjoying the creative process at all. one may think its difficult to feel lonely when you’re living in a#house with at least one other person but its fully fucking possible apparently. for me at least. i really wish my mom would actually get me#a therapist or psychiatrist i can see in person but we all know that’ll never fucking happen because again; she doesn’t fucking care enough#to make any actually helpful attempts to get me medicated for whatever the fucks going on in this stupid head of mine.#sorry for being incredibly fucking depressed and mad at 3am. it will happen again unfortunately for all of us.
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I know I already saaaaaaaid I was thinking about Dale but what if I’m high and the love just hit me like tenfold while looking at some photos and fanart
#the minister speaks#r: dale#I can’t even come up with words I’m just overwhelmed (good) thinking things#trying to remember if I ever established a self insert besides#the one tjat also involved inserting Portman into the show in probably one of the most random crossover ships possible#YES I was thinking about poly stuff#fascinating to look back on. what was I doing#it’s kind of so fun what even was my thought process and why did it captivate me so
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hey sara when you read rwrb did you also assume alex knew he was bi up until his sexuality crisis revealed the truth to you or was it just me who labored under delusions for the first 25 percent of the book, a whole quarter of the way through, before getting the shocking surprise that alex claremont-diaz, main character of nyt bestselling debut novel red white and royal blue, by author casey mcquiston, was NOT an out and proud bisexual man?
no actually, because im not delulu like u are . anyway .
#LMAO theres a pattern to how these books work and only occasionally are Both ppl comfortable in their identity before getting together.#bc queer panic is fun to write and also a convenient plot point to maybe add Angst or just further the Getting Together process.#besides‚ the whole point was to have a Major Big Realization that his obsession w henry wasnt purely antagonistic.#and it made for some good dramatic irony and unreliable narrator shenanigans. so im saying that it was the only way to fill up space.#and also it caused introspection‚ which leads to us learning more backstory and empathising with him more in general.#also it was hilarious that alex was high key obsessed with him for years and also had Gay Experiences in hs but still didn't realize.#and that makes alex a relatable character overall and makes the pacing of the story better‚ which is why Most queer authors tend to do this#so basically for technical reasons that i Knew bc i do literary analysis‚ also in the specific case of rivals to lovers it just made Sense.#sara's asks#rori <33#rwrb
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I have decided I want a new hobby, especially since I am going to be leaving my job beginning of April. I have tried quite a few things but the things I have tried have caused pain in my hands. My new endeavor is digital doodling and drawing cute little things. I downloaded a few tutorials and I have mostly been tracing things but I have also been trying to draw without tracing. I am having fun! I would love to create a little icon? little guy? cute little creature? to make buttons out of. I think that would be so cute 🥰 Anyway as someone who cannot draw, I am having fun and I think I’m doing okay too!
#I have drawn a snail fox cacti and a very bad star lol#the star was so bad when I put the date I also wrote lol#I just drew a water bottle and gave it a little face#it’s so cute#I think this will help me be creative besides writing#and it wil be fun while I process books
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Current Situation would actually probably be solved if I stopped looking to Projects for all my satisfaction in life
#i wrote out a list of the things i would need to research to write the *fics* that i want to work on#let alone my actual Official Grad School Projects#of which i have several other ideas in the works besides the ones which i'm actually doing for final papers#and then of course there are several original stories i want to write too but those are who knows how far out#current thing i've been spinning around in my head is writing something about lascars on east india company ships#(specificallly i have set my heart on writing a story about a mutiny on board one of them which ties in with Indian History happenings#in the general outside world and everything sort of being in a process of change (have not decided on an era yet hence Vague)#and also the main characters are a nayar boy and mappila muslim boy who he has a huge crush on and they get a love story)#not really sure how to make this story work at all because the amount of things i'd want to know for it#involve several decades of research probably to do it well#but hey that's never stopped me!#not to mention the fact that i started reading about 18th c. conceptions of sex and now want to work more on hornblower top surgery fic#with more fun and spicy early 1800s medical debates and such#and also i want to work on my stephen getting captured by the french but it's canto jo i la muntanya balla fic#which *also* involves lots and lots of research so ughhhh#i wonder how i got into this situation. i wonder why everything feels like So Much 🤔🤔🤔 could not be my fault at all#perce rambles
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The ultimate multitask: studying C.S. Lewis, while dyeing your hair raspberry pink for a dance, while listening to kpop, and only pausing to deliver the last of your lemon cupcakes to a very pretty boy and you still have dye in your hair and on your forehead
#boy upon my appearance *slightly delighted and amused voice* ‘she’s so unhinged!!’#this boy has now seen basically every side of me from sobbing to deranged to pajamas to dapper to most things in between#and I’m kinda miffed at him at the moment but that doesn’t stop the situation from being hilarious and a bit of a Y/N situation#but my hair is all spiked up and stiff and I sound all raspy from allergies and a leftover cold#yet whatever!! life is more fun if you do weird things!! and put yourself out there!!#besides this awkward dyeing phase is part of the process of looking badass later#and the cupcakes were an important delivery for a friend and she’s worth the shenanigans#anyway back to the space trilogy#vera rants
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Thinking about my OCs 💕💕💕
#I have been making a lot of decisions on the way I want my characters to look and be like#which is VERY difficult for me but I'm doing it I'm making progress !!#my only thing is I HAVE to make my characters more flawed like#my issue is that I don't ever really argue with people I don't like causing problems I love communication and being honest with people#and I love to compromise while still keeping my boundaries in check (but I am still mentally ill don't get me wrong)#and like most of my characters are NOT like that at all besides maybe like one or two of them all of my characters are meant to have issues#and be very very flawed in ways that I typically see people being flawed#but it's not MY experience so I'm just kinda going off of vibes a lotta the time and what I've seen people be like#and I also try and see how people explain their feelings and thought process thru this all but STILL not my experiences#so it's always gonna be a bit harder for me to write BUT IT'S STILL FUN just difficult to get it how I want it to be sometimes
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