#being able to give my heart

[tockamybeloved]

Onegin Finale

[raepliica]

Heartbeat

[image description: A grayscale Trigun comic featuring Vash and Wolfwood.

Against a black background, child Vash floats in Ship 5, curled up and with his thumb pressed to his mouth. Heartbeat noises sound around him, and he looks at peace. The background shifts to white and shows adult Vash, sitting shirtless with his knees pulled up to his chest. The heartbeat sound continues only to be interrupted by knocking. Wolfwood, from outside the bathroom, asks, "Hey blondie! You fell asleep in there?"

The scene expands to reveal Vash sitting curled up in the bathtub, shower spraying on the back of his head. His clothes are left aimlessly on the bathroom counter and floor. From outside the bathroom, Wolfwood, shrugging of his jacket, continues, "… The sand steamer leaves at dawn tomorrow so don't take all night. I'm not waking you up gently if you're late." Vash's eyes continue to look downward, glazed and unfocused. Step sound effects and a yawn sound from outside the bathroom before Wolfwood says, "'m going to bed…". In the tub, Vash sits curled up against a dark background, before eventually lifting his head and unfurling himself as the background grows lighter.

He twists around to turn off the shower and then looks at the floor, going, "Ah." He sits, thinking, before calling out "Wolfwood?". A sleepy Wolfwood replies, "…yeah?" from offscreen. "I forgot my towel!" Vash exclaims. "Ugh, look under your change of clothes… Knew you'd forget so I left it there…" a grouchy Wolfwood replies. "Gee, thanks!" Vash replies, a cartoony doodle of him saying "so reliable!".

Vash, shirtless but with sleep pants on, opens the door, towel draped over his head, to see Wolfwood, reclining on the bed. Wolfwood's smoking and holding his rosary, lit by the light from the bathroom. Vash climbs into bed next to him, towel still around his shoulders, and rests his head on Wolfwood's chest. His eyes close and then open to see Wolfwood watching him. Vash exclaims, "Oh! It's speeding up!, and Wolfwood bonks him on the head before saying, "Get on here since ya wanna be so up close 'n personal!". The two tussle briefly and Vash laughs before Wolfwood tucks the blanket around them. Wolfwood continues to smoke as Vash curls up against his chest and listens to his heartbeat, the background turning black once again as he smiles, content. /end id]

[icewindandboringhorror]

I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol

[turtledotjpeg]

@hxhbigbang24 time!!

I drew for this fic which made me SAD and also made my HEART WARM!! I will not say too much to avoid spoiling future chapters, but I illustrated a few moments from this scene near the end of the story that I loved!

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts - Dalmatians' House

[citricacidprince]

You’ve heard of “She would NOT be a mother” now get ready for its sequel “He would ABSOLUTELY be a father”

[a-sketchy]

if p3p was good but still bad (there’s more yuri but it still undercuts like all female characters’ development via romance or pure nonsense) it’d be soooooo… if to initiate a romance with saori, you ask her to stay, saying you need her.

imagine.

[camellcat]

I love spuffy as much as the next guy but ohhh my gawddd I really kinda wish it had been buffy wil and xand to finish the fight. they started it together, and while they've always had outside help, I just think it would've been so good if each of them had their own big important parts to play since this was the last we get to see of them

[seagull-scribbles]

I want you to tell ‘em that you love the way that they don’t stick out like sore middle fingers

[Continuation of this]

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[super-andi-ness]

GOOD OMENS 2 SPOILERS BELOW:

The only peace I have in this dark hour is that Aziraphale will DEFINITELY have to do the dance when he pulls his head from his rectum.

[deus-ex-mona]

scrolled a little too far back on mogetwt and found pure gold:

[makiswirl]

I HAVE JOTARO THOUGHTS. SO SO MANY.

he has breakdowns about wanting his momma. so, so many. poor baby

he is afraid of storms. theyre scary as shit to him!!!!!!!

he knows how to waltz! holly taught him

he gets clingy when hes tired. he tries not to be, but he grabs onto people more

he looooves when people run their hands through his hair. but ONLY people he trusts. hence the hat.

HE HAS TO MOUTH WORDS WHEN HE READS. idk i think its cute

i think he likes to cook. its a healthy coping mechanism that holly helped him build.

- @scariest-monsters <333

(my asks are broken! i cant send them without anon, for some reason, they get lost. treat this ask like you would one from a non-anon blog please :3)

GOD ALL SO FUCKING TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[barisistill]

Might be a weird one but here’s a prompt for ya: Sonny dealt with some pretty bad CSA as a kid, but he doesn’t remember it because he’s blocked the trauma from his brain. He would go his whole life not knowing it even happened to him if the person responsible didn’t show up in his workplace. Sonny doesn’t know why he doesn’t like this man; just that he looks at him and he gets an overwhelming, sick sort of dread. He doesn’t understand because he doesn’t think he’s ever met this guy, and the man won’t even look at him anyways which is a puzzle all in its own. But, then he starts getting dreams the longer the guy stays around. He only remembers bits and pieces, which is severely frustrating, but the dreams feel more like disjointed memories and are so bleak he starts to wet the bed as a trauma response. It’s so humiliating to him that he won’t tell anyone what’s going on, but they can all see he’s struggling with something. He’s exhausted all the time and increasingly nervous. Olivia can tell he has hardly slept and makes him take a proper rest in the bunk room. He doesn’t mean to actually fall asleep, but he wakes up gasping and in wet sheets. He knows someone is going to see what happened; he’s at work and he’s not going to be able to hide that he’s pissed himself. Worse, he remembers the dream, now. Can remember how it all felt. He’s working himself toward a full panic attack. Someone comes in for something, discovers him, and immediately comforts him. He talks about it, a little. It’s still too humiliating to want to discuss in detail, but he remembers what happened and knows it could help the man’s other victims if he comes forward. Maybe. You can do whatever u want with that idea, and change anything you want about it. Or if u hate it u can forward it to someone else who might want it please? I like the idea of Sonny having a physical response to severe trauma and being embarrassed about it and then getting the comfort he deserves. He’s my favorite little guy. I just want him upset and crying. Probably because Peter plays moments of emotional trauma so well tbh. Anywaysss thank you love your writing mmmwah

When a cooperative priest arrives to help with a case at SVU, Detective Sonny Carisi begins experiencing inexplicable nightmares that begin to feel more and more like memories.

You've got to have more self confidence bc this is a PHENOMENAL prompt. I changed up a few things, but I hope you like it <3

[feyriejane]

yall don't know platonic yearning like I do 😤

[dailytraingirl]

btw i made a post sometime here about being in a restaurant or something and hearing teenage dream and thinking of larry stylinson because of that one video of them singing it

anyway like two days ago i went BACK to that restaurant and they played just the way you are AND viva la vida

it actually made me feel like i was going insane