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btw i highly recommend smashing things in a safe and contained manner when you're upset. the instinct to rage and destroy can be sated by the sound of broken glass. find a place and a few objects to shatter, it's good for the soul. i just took a hammer to my ex's bong and i feel so much more normal now. you don't always have to be careful and precious with the world around you, you're allowed to destroy things too, i give you permission. violence can be healing when you're inarticulate with rage :)
#yeah yeah i have to sweep it up#but im better now#before anyone gets up concerned#i paid for it and it was left here so it's mine to destroy :)#wear protection etc
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4 MINUTES (2024) I 1.02 "Do the police normally do house check-ins."
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#userrlaura#uservix#userfaiza#tonkla#win x tonkla#wintonkla#win#tonkla x win#jjay patiphan#fuaiz thanawat#cheating storyline let's fucking GOOOOOOOOOOO - we're so FUCKING BACK#oh korn if only you knew that while you where on your knees before fasai your boo was getting visits from a cute cop#also the way win looked at tonkla when he first saw him - that look in his eye said everything#plus i don't think that the juxtaposition between korn cheating and win showing up was a coincidence hhhhhmmmmmm#how fucking sad is it that a cop who barely knows you shows more concern than your own lover..... unless win has a different motive#idk i don't trust anyone in this show#what if tonkla starts sleeping win only to get info from him on the police investigation and then actually falls for him......#mywork
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edit: btw it is not safe to wear contacts in the shower! the option is included for accuracy, but please consider throwing on an old pair of glasses or just going blind into that wet box instead.
#this is NORMAL BEHAVIOR . its IMPORTANT to SEE in there. what if there are clowns or killers.#to be clear. all my soaps and liquids are very different shapes and identifying them is not a concern. its the terror of the unknown#edit: btw im not trying to convert anyone. but i am gonna shotgun more concerns:#facewashing: you hold the glasses in your hands (the arm between your fingers.) or you set them down for a little bit#the fog: this is a non issue /srs. i rinse them down before i do the rest so they don't fog up#the water: my lenses might be water repellent? idk. the drops that remain are small and unobtrusive#the hard water damage: again this is a non issue. the water where i live is not that hard. id be washing them in the water anyways#drying droplets: i wipe them with a glasses cloth after i get out of the shower#i do not care that you guys dont wear your glasses but i DO think you should google how to clean glasses before#telling everyone very confidently that getting them wet is?? bad for them??? clean your glasses dude
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Is it just me or does the way Hera is portrayed in the PJO/HOO series feel out of touch? By that I mean, while it plays into the idea of Hera's relationship with her husband's children and ideals of family, it seems like Rick just took that and ran with it without actually wanting to dive into those aspects and develop them more (ngl, his writing for his female characters, especially the goddesses, could use some work even if I do enjoy them). The reason Hera is the way she is with her husband's children is because she can't punish him [Zeus] directly due to him being more powerful (and the last time she turned against didn't he literally hang her from the sky)? And even while I'm not justifying her actions, there's a method to them, so why would she go after other random demigods like Percy and Annabeth? Or at least in a way that was written better than her falling into a trope (I enjoy this series with my heart, but the criticism about how the gods are written holds some value that shouldn't just be ignored either). Like, I don't know, it just feels like there was more that could've been done with her character instead of just immediately writing her off as the cruel, cold-hearted, evil stepmother (a trope that's overplayed, especially when not even bothering to give them any depth). I could write ideas, but then we'd be here all day.
#hera#pjo#hoo#pjo hera#greek mythology#greek myth#listen im getting back into greek myths and the classics so if anyone has any book/text recommendations pls share#rr crit#like especially being the goddess of family marriage and fertility her going after random children doesn't make sense (esp so hard like why#is she constantly harassing annabeth with cows?)#it also gets annoying in regard to percabeth bc the fandom tends to wrap them hating hera as their whole character trait and it's overplayed#it would make more sense for hera to probably be concerned or watching over percy bc maybe sally sent out a random prayer for help#hera caught wind (not necessarily realizing that percy is poseidon's son) and provides him & sally an added layer of protection before tlm#heck maybe she could even do the same for annabeth but to a lesser extent? maybe u could still keep them being at odds bc maybe#having grown up with thalia (who is zeus' kids & all that works) she's on edge and doesn't trust hera who'd be like “kay whatever”#and was it hard to add any scenes of hera getting any understanding like the other gods were able too (dionysus)?#like im not saying that everything she's done has to be erased but is it that hard to add dimensions to it?#percy jackson#annabeth chase
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Glammike but a kid should go up to Freddy during a Meet-N-Greet and mention something about playing catch with their dad and then Freddy looks them dead in the eyes like "haha I never played catch with my dad :3" before 4 beats of silence pass through that entire greenroom and bro gets looks from everyone send tweet
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#silly salvaged au#glamrock freddy#The in universe lore heads are gonna go craaaazy with this one#where are the video essays dissecting the mascot character lore#It would be kinda funny because everyone would catch on that a lot of those “breaking character” moments would happen more often like#on the topic of a father soooo.....people may just think that the CHARACTER of Freddy is fatherless 😭#Wheres the Video theory essays like “Freddy Fazbear's story is DARKER than you'd think....”#Wait isn't Glamrock Freddy like supposed to be the SON of Classic Freddy in the Mascot lore 😭😭😭#CRYINGGGG YOU THINK PEOPLE HAD THE SAME REACTION TO WHEN IT WAS REVEALED AANG AVATAR WAS A BAD DAD 😭😭😭#“OG FREDDY WOULD NEVER !!!! THIS IS FLANDERIZATION OF HIS CHARACTER!!”#guys please hes not talking about Classic Freddy hes just getting flashbacks to the bad man guys pls-#Freddy Fazbear just occasionally saying the most concerning thing is so funny to me😭#Some kid and their sister are coming up to him for an autograph and hes like#“haha! have fun now! and you--you watch your sister okay. .... :3”#not ominious. not ominous at aaaaall#ough he probably HATES seeing anyone get locked outside of the building 😭😭#that as well as children being on their own#Younger Siblings getting picked on by their older ones (Bonus points if its both brothers)#Parents generally just not keeping an eye on their kidssss 😭#The bear having trauma before he even knows he does is a very fun concept to me if you couldnt tell giggles#tag rambles! theyre fun lol
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zesty lowkey just another way for str8 ppl to say faggot / faggy and get away with it
#and im sick of letting them#cus why my lil nephew not even ten yet saying that and 'acting 'zesty' ' with his friends#i hate sounding like a boomer like i value the upside of technology#but u give humans / ANYONE rlly a chance to relax and a lot will turn it into laziness / neglect just because they can#like it's good to spread awareness but it's maybe likeeee. Not a good thing to spread statements/stereotypes with no further explanation#and peddle it to CHILDREN#whose comprehensions skills are. surprise. that of a CHILD'S#i say this ironically. btw#'oh im so mature for my age' no bro ure an immature HUMAN whos being forced to immaturely consider urself mature#due to the nature of ur relationships and homelife (or more-so the lack/negatives of them)#like it's ok to be a little stupid#as long as u keep trying to improve instead of just sitting in fault#or acting like they dont exist#anyways this got off topic but ya. crazy#kids have been killing each other n crazy shit like that but lately the crazy murder stories have HEAVILY leaned into#a misunderstanding of materialism#instead of just 'i wonder what it feels like' it's 'she took my ipad & also i wonder what it feels like'#like the first was already scary enough & now we've got this shit???#empathy is going thru a downside and we need to adjust the scales back!!!#im not gonna act like this is some new never seen b4 onset of fear impacting a generation after mine#bcs it's not never seen before in LIFE.. it's just never been seen b4 in UR life. which can feel like LIFE LIFE bcs like. uve only got one#that u may be cognizant of or etc religion aspect insert here. the point is. history repeats itself. but the points of history#can vary in visibility. some events get more notice than others bcs history's voice is ppl & actions & sometimes that gets erased#this isnt some bastardization point of one generation. but it IS a flaw that can show up in any gen (usually the oncoming ones)#bcs changes can be comfort & discomfort & the one u'd usually consider negative isnt always#anyways what im trying to say is. we need empathy back up period. always. we need empathy#lack of it is concerning. end of argument
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“How long have you been here?” She prods, bumping her gently with her foot still keeping the couple of inches of distance between them. The storm had passed 20 minutes ago and Ava had insisted on exploring as much as she could before nightfall.
“Does it matter? There’s no use dwelling on the passage of time.” Beatrice can feel bitterness lingering on her tongue. It feels like rejection, it feels like Ava has peeled back the layers of Beatrice, glanced at her and decided no thanks. They’re sat on a lumpy rock, Beatrice can feel how worn it is and wonders when she started feeling the same.
Ava pauses, before bringing her gaze from the space below them to Beatrice’s eyes. “It does to me.” Ava has a soft look in her eyes that makes Beatrice want to lash out. She looks away, she doesn’t need this, whatever it may be, whatever Ava chooses to wrap under the word ‘care’.
She takes a deep breath, hoping to still her emotions of misplaced anger. It’s not like Beatrice to get emotional, but after years of isolation, she supposes it’s bound to happen. “Days, years, maybe decades, it’s been a long time.” Beatrice gazes deeply into the horizon, how many times had she wished for this, someone to share the sunset with?
Ava hums and Beatrice turns to look at her. Her face turns to the direction of where Beatrice was once looking, admiring the view. Ava’s face is illuminated by the setting sun, she doesn’t have any blemishes or bumps on her skin. Ava is probably what humans would consider perfect. Beatrice doesn’t know what to think of her, doesn’t want to dwell on it either. She knows better than anyone what that could mean for her.
“For a such a shitty planet you’ve got a nice view.” Ava quips, Beatrice isn’t quite sure what she wants her to say. So she breathes, she closes her eyes gripping the rough stone beneath them and exhales.
“Yeah,” she can feel something rise in her. It balloons from the tips of her toes and forces it’s way up her throat. It curdles on her tongue bitter tasting, everything tastes bitter to Beatrice now. She swallows hard, wallowing in the silence procured between them.
“So, you’re like a MILF or something?” Ava jokes, Beatrice misses the uneasy expression on Ava’s face when she chokes and the smile that follows.
She hacks up spit from her lungs and feels the pressure in her throat loosen, “What?” Beatrice breathes raggedly as she clears her airway. “What could have led you to believe that?”
Ava has the nerve to look sheepishly as she shrugs her shoulders to her ears, “I mean DSP9 is basically your child? And you’re, uh,” Ava flushes as she frantically waves her arms between the two of them. “Yanno, um, h- attractive for your, um species? Race? You’re just pleasing to the eye, at least my eye. But not just pleasing! You’re like plenty smart! Living here on this desolate planet with so little you must be very fit, and survival-y.” Ava trails off blushing a profuse red.
Beatrice would be more concerned if her translator wasn’t struggling to decipher the speed of her words.
#so you're telling me a fish fried this shirimp?#a shrimp fried this frish?#a skhrimp fried this rice?#yeah i'm never coming back to this specific version of the story#found this collecting dust#not like anyone will miss the first version#this feels so awkward in so many places#anyway i hit a wall#the wall being i can't express any thing of anything to anyone or no one because then i will be perceived#and it's so horrible and so mind chomping because what the hell is hte point then#where the hell am I supposed to say very concerning life threatening sentences?#ooooh i'm pacing back and forth and beating my demons with a bat#i'm losing#what the fuck#like where am i supposed to go??????#anyway gonna try and self induce a spiral so i don't blow up on someone and say something i don't mean hahaha#and ruin my relationships with the people around me cuz it's not like that's not already happened happening#ok grandma lets get u to bed#before you start crashing out
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I would be halfway done and not like this itieration lmao.
I might sell this specific design and just redo/revamp what I got towards this oc.
If I do sell it you have to be 100% comfortable with me also owning a near twin of it this isnt kinnie drama there are gonna be doubles here.
#wip#wip tag#had an issue pop up with similar designs before#i had made the two designs togther but posted them separately#nne for sale and one i kept#but they were similar enough the buyer had concerns#which i get but also like...im the creator and that particular oc was not sold to anyone else i actually kept her but whatever
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i love being gen z in corporate (behated) because someone will say "when i had my first job, way back in '99" and I'd reply with "oh i was born in '99" and then everyone will go silent and have an existential crisis LMAO
#i actually love being the youngest person in the room getting all the attention and getting babied LMAO#so the thing about the company that everyone who's in a leadership position now is someone who started their careers with this company#so like there are people who have been here since like late 90's when the org was like 1k people to now growing the org to like 200k+#so like there were people on that table who have been with the org from even before i was born 😭#so there was like a farewell party for someone who was with this company for the past 17 years#and naturally since its a party that too in london everyone was getting SLOSHED lmaoooo#and this seniormost person is always so concerned whenever someone gets me a drink LMAO like typical dad behaviour it was so funny#scolding my skip level boss for getting me more drinks sksksksksk#idk man there's so much cognitive dissonance because at one hand i know these people at these tables are sometimes corporate evils#well not evils but yeah their decisions are sometimes so out of pocket#but then when you interact with them in person they seem so nice and warm and make you feel like they genuinely care for you????#and i know in thr capitalist world im v much replaceable and no one cares#but like even that feeling makes me feel like we're getting more individualistic#because i know and i could see everyone in that farewell party being so senti and emotional its not even a joke#but you know credit where it's due even though i have to work like hell my manager has given me virtually all the support that he can#and after meeting the people in his reporting hierarchy i could see he could only support me because he was enabled to do that#because in a lot of places managers want to help but can't because of the organisation????? so yeah#idk why im getting so emotional about my job i feel like im a simp for my job/company HAHAHAHA#vi.txt#london is getting to me sksksks#i kinda wanna ask if there's anyone around who would like to meet up maybe???????idk
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Ok since I only have 2 more asks in the inbox I'm going to answer (which hopefully will only take me a couple more days to do), I'm unsure whether or not to re-open the inbox after I finish them, or when the chapter 5 daily is posted on the 30th.
So...
#I'm only gonna have this poll up for a day#if I go for a week then it will basically be the 30th the next day lol#I'm only concerned that if I do get a lot of asks in the week before the chapter#I'll still be answering them all instead of anyone's thoughts on the chapter#however it is up to you if you don't mind that or not
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you know, its not brought up in fics often but ted is extremely well read. he doesnt brag about it, but hes read everything from f scott fitzgerald's b sides to ayn rand's doorstoppers to the sixteen book Ender series, etc etc etc. Ted reads about as much as we see Beard reading (which. in my head is a trait that was passed on, a new focus to sharpen the mind and keep him out of trouble and his mind off drugs, something Ted offered up as a coping mechanism for when his own dad died, a way to have fun and adventure and escape without ending up in jail like Ted himself had a handful of times before, scaring the bejeezus out of his ma.)
this turned into a mini fic and i lost my train of thought but point is, Ted reads So Much and more people need to pick up on this in fics please and thank you.
#ted lasso#hes got an artistic soul!#but also anyone whos fav book is the fountainhead must be both well read and stubborn as a bull#its a slog and thats coming from someone whos read both infinite jest and les mis#im getting through it slowly but surely. mostly to stretch my story endurance before jumping into atlas shrugged#also. yes i know we have no evidence that he read all 16 ender books#but having had read them myself i know in my heart of hearts that ted absolutely finished every one of them with gusto#probably on the bus to and from games with his team back in the US#no wait hold on. he was a backup punter right? that means LOTS of time sitting on the sidelines waiting for a whole bunch of nothing#lots of time was spent watching the plays and the team and formulating im sure (which is also probably why he trusts nate so much in the#beginning. bc that used to be him sitting on the sidelines taking it all in) but also theres long stretches of no play in american football#during which he probably read like a demon to keep his grades up and keep his scholarship#so that this ma never had to worry about him away at school. He wasnt going to get into trouble anymore not like he did in high school#he had to be the man of the house and gosh darn it was he going to do it with gusto#which meant good grades and learning about life and people and spending all that free time the right way#therefore: books. an easy habit that keeps him out of trouble and keeps his mama proud. plus itd be easy to hide from coaches under his pad#if they ever had a problem with it (which im sure they would at first but once he proved he was paying attention and wormed his way in#with the team even as a reserve well. they were less eagle-eyed after that concerning the paperback-shaped lumps under his jersey)#anyway have another mini fic i guess lol#im feeling a tad verbose today
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#so for my job I have to go to a lot of crime scenes and talk with witnesses blah blah blah a lot of the time it’s in an unsafe area and I#I always try to do my job in a safe way managing the different factors like timing but I always get the work done#so much so that last week I was asked to go canvas an area I had already been to to canvas five other times for a murder and had seen drug#deals and robbery and fights and all that go on while I was there#and I brought up that it wasn’t a good time for us to be there we weren’t safe at that time and I was told I needed to suck it up and do#what was needed for the case#flash forward to a few minutes ago my supervisor came to talk to me about another case#for a murder that I had previously talked about being upset about because I had walked by the place it happened 20 minutes before the murder#and was told that it doesn’t bother anyone else and basically to suck it up#so for this case the attorney had gone to my supervisor and told him that she thinks I’m ineffective at my job and she believes I’m afraid#to go out on the scene for investigative work because I’m a white girl#and my supervisor came to tell me that he’s going to be working with me on my cases for the time being to go out into the field and locate#witnesses and so on to show her that it doesn’t bother me and I’m not afraid#which like honestly all around this is fucking ridiculous I have done this job for nearly two years I have gone to the#site of multiple murders I have gone to witnesses addresses#I have been inside victims homes to talk with them all of this all alone#and honestly that attorney is a fucking bitch who has humiliated me for having feelings about cases before so it’s infuriating but hardly#surprising but the fact that my supervisor thought this was a legit enough concern to now go with me on my cases and go through all the#steps I’ve done and everything I just feel so disrespected and not valued#last week I took last minute leave because the cases were bothering me too much and everyone was telling me I needed to get over it and it#doesn’t bother them which like sorry but I feel like having to see someone’s brains on the pavement is upsetting#and it feels like I’m being edged out because I have human feelings about our cases#even though I have done this work and done it well for two years#I’m just really sad and angry about it
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*banging pots and pans together* I FUCKING HATE THE NEW REPUBLIC
#nym speaks#nym reads shadow of the sith#i don't plan on liveblogging that much but just in case#oh my god they won't listen to ANYONE's concerns about anything#lando and luke show up like. yeah. the sith??? are returning?#and lando essentially gets threatened that it's not good to throw words around like that#and then luke is accused of abusing his sister's status as a senator to do things without any regard to the government#it makes me want to SCREAM#no wonder no one listened to poe any of the times he brought up his concerns about the first order!!!!#they wouldn't even listen to the people who FUCKING WON THE WAR FOR THEM#i'd be very curious (and not at all surprised if the answer is yes) han faced the same thing but with accusations thrown around because he#was a smuggler before.#it just#GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#this is why restoring the new republic (or fuck ANY of the republics jesus Fucking Christ) should EVER be the goal#the status quo DOES NOTHING#IT! DOES! NOTHING!#ALL IT RESULTS IN IS THE SYSTEM /ACTIVELY/ TURNING AWAY PEOPLE WHO DESPERATELY NEED ITS HELP#because they're not officially 'citizens'#the new republic essentially condemned rey's parents to death and rey to a lifetime on jakku#and i'm forever going to fucking despise them for that
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shoutout to the uber driver in front of me when i was on my way to the store this evening for having a goku bumper sticker. had a few other ones too (including an "uber" sticker which is how i know) but seeing goku just made me so happy
#personal#dragon ball#goku#and before anyone comes at me with ''avi wasn't there a storm over there why were you outside'' it's bc the power was out#and i wanted to go get some food bc the oven is connected to the power and i'm not cooking in the dark that's uncomfortable#also the macaroni man will get you#anyway#i decided to go out for a burger#which involved me having to manually open the garage by climbing on top of the car and worrying my mom's neighbor (oops)#sidenote: if you are recovering from surgery do not do this. especially surgery concerning or in the general area of arm muscles#i am a clown but to be fair i knew that already#ANYWAYS#i drove to the burger place only to find out that it was closed bc they were ALSO having a power outage#so i went and got sushi instead#this was somewhat awkward bc i had planned to do my homework while i burgered#but my homework is japanese homework so i ended up worrying if i was trying too hard#eventually i just went back to playing pokémon#but anyway the ramen was tasty and so i headed off to the grocery store bc i wanted dessert#the grocery store was ALSO having a power outage#so i went to the other grocery store a few blocks away#where i bonded with a stranger over having no power at home + suspecting the store's bakery was taunting us with its lights#tldr: i should not be allowed access to a car. i do not make good choices
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I want this week to be over and it only just started goddamnit.
#it’s been very bad. I am unhappy. feeling very poorly all around.#I think the monkey paw curled one finger when I had a freak out and started wishing I never had to see my classmate again because feelings#are too complicated and intimidating.#dog got incredibly sick and had a seizure but I can’t convince anyone to take him in to the vet and he’s not mine. got sick yesterday.#had to drive to the east side to babysit while someone shopped but due to a miscommunication I arrived late which not only looks bad for me#also meant I only got $40 to drive an hour out of my way. while ill.#and of course just generally confused about the classmate. he’s back and wants to meet on Wednesday. I definitely don’t want to see him if#I’m stuffed up and chapped and snotty and phlegmy and morose. just feeling ugly inside and out today.#I also wish I had like different friends to talk about it with. one is just going on about me being used by a man for a ‘situationship’ and#her concerns about me being led on. the other is a relationship anarchist who’s advice is like…none of these feelings matter and then#pivots into needing affirmation about her unrequited love for her partners partner that she just broke up with.#so one I’m not concerned about being used for a situationship because I don’t know that I even want a relationship. I’m worried I’m somehow#leading him on. and two yeah I know relationships don’t have to look the way sitcoms make them but I have zero frame of reference I need#some advice and help from you here since you have experience dating people and being intimate with them.#ugh and just everything is feeding into everything so I’m very angry and feel awful.#I keep thinking he’s been away for over two weeks and comes back to the swamp thing. yeah that would really help this move along 🙄#I’ve been sleeping all afternoon and literally had a dream that I was back in college but it was filled with high school classmates and we#had to evacuate the building into an airplane which crashed in the lake. we climbed into two life boats and I started asking in a panic#about my classmate and someone told me he might be in the next boat but we had no way to call.#I got out a flashlight and thought abort somehow signaling before deciding it wouldn’t work and someone in the boat became so disgusted by#me and accused me of not really caring since I wouldn’t even try.#turned out he was in the boat and I started crying and hugging him but he was so disgusted by me as well that I woke up.#hmm. need to get that diary.
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concerning amount of symptoms related to RA have been showing up for the past 3 years or so and im like 90% certain my new doctor wont take my concern seriously since it's seen as an "old person disease" despite the fact that all the cases in my family present before 30
#like my aunt was diagnosed with it when she was 6. my grandma got it in her 30s#i miss my old doctor because she was starting to check it out :( at the time i had other stuff going on and saw her frequently so she#would just order a blood test every time and most of the time it came back with an elevated white count#but she got transferred elsewhere and the next doctor i got decided that it meant nothing because i was 16#i just dropped it since it felt like too much work but now just trying to do anything the moment it's below 50*F is a nightmare#like especially in my right hand and left knee they get so stiff and inflamed. like it genuinely feels like my joints are burning#but yeah im 19 so this is definitely no cause for concern. perfectly normal to be basically on bedrest if i cant get my room to a -#comfortable temperature. (sarcasm)#literally the last time i brought it up my doctor was like ''if you're on your phone or computer a lot it's probably that'' ??#like everything wrong with me i guess ill just have to wait until it gets disabling before anyone takes me seriously (:
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