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⋆ Let's Take a Walk, Gang! ⋆
#cog creates#nona the ninth#the locked tomb#nona#hot sauce#honesty#beautiful ruby#born in the morning#kevin#noodle#varun the eater#been working on this one since march#had to eventually give up on making it book accurate which was why it was taking so long hehe#happy new year everybody! here's hoping for a better 2025
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As promised, a bunch of sketches I did in free time. Obsessed is an understatement.
#BBC Musketeers#The Musketeers#Annamis#Aramis#Anne of Austria#The Three Musketeers#René d'Herblay#Santiago Cabrera#Alexandra Dowling#I AM so obsessed again#it's not even funny#i love my boy#as you can see#so feral I'm watching all the fanedits on yt#uhhhh#it's been some time since I actually draw (aside of one thing i did for work last week)#like since March?#I'm artblocking a lot lately#mine#sketchy#art#this composition is wack#please forgive me#*goes back to being feral abut Aramis and Anne*
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some louis tomlinsons i never posted ^_^
#louis tomlinson#louisupdates#louisprojectstracks#lfltracks#mindofwalls#tracksintheam#usertomlinsonsource#dailytomlinson#im not Getting his likeness it's making me so insane#does it look like him?!!?!? no but if i caption it louis Then u will know#anyw these r sketches that still look kinda presentable to me#souwee if these look unfinished unpolished it's bc they are shdjdjd#vans louis & chemical formula louis were way back in 2021 (when i first became a fan)#afhf one some time in 2022#all the others were drawn in feb 2023 except the aotv one which was march 2023#aotv being. the one where he's in a suit yup#i wanna practice drawing him some more. ive been practicing when i have time (not a lot) since 2021 basically. he's become my muse kinda !#i need to work on my realism🥲 it's the effect of never ever stanning a real person... so all ive drawn my whole life is anime&cartoons LOL#i have to draw him everyday i wanna like. devote all my free time into getting my fanart of him to look Right#you look like youd be easy to draw BITCH. if that's an insult then saying louis is hard to draw must be high praise!!!!!#ignore the fact that it may be just a skill issue on my end#if you read this far... erm... thanks! rbs are super appreciated thank you! ❤️#my louis#liz.art
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ITS BEEN SO LONG
At least the sand is soft under my belly as I slither through the gap. It’s not like it was on the beach, gritty and coarse and hot, stuck in all the places it shouldn’t be. It’s fine as silk between my barbells as I trail them along the bottom, feeling my way through the dark. When I disturb the ground it billows up and scatters little fish, disturbing a nest of eels and a sleeping monkfish as my shadow passes overhead. None of them pay me any mind at all once the silt settles again. It’s been ages; I’m a long-term tenant now.
i AM working on BEotW and im planning on having chapter 2 out before i have to go out to work, it's almost ready for beta >:D
@valeffelees @catofulthar000 @mangorumpuscandyfactory @stitchyqueer @aristocratic-otter @brokenpocketwatch @messofthejess TAGGING YOU ALL
#wheres that post like 'seasonal depression feels fake until its 50 degrees in march one day and it feels like you just took a party drug'#i feel like i havent really been able to make anything since last year with any consistency#which makes sense because im working 40 hours and im currently in Surgery Planning Hell#im in a lull between surgeries#i WILL create again (threat)#the pen is mightier
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#GUYS I DID IT!!!#I PASSED THE ASSESSMENTS#MY CLIENTS I TRAINED WITH THESE PAST 4 MONTHS GAVE ME GOOD REVIEWS#MY MENTORS SAID IM GUCCI#IM A CERTIFIED ONE ON ONE AND GROUP COACH ON THE PLATFORM AND GETTING REGISTERED NATIONALLY#IM GETTING MY CONTRACT THIS WEEK AND START GETTING PAID!!!#FUCK YES!!!!#its fully remote which means even if my disability gets in the way I can take care of myself at home and still work my magic#and I can work around my remote graduate schedule#THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!#IM SHAKING#after all the shit i've been through since march with my former work place doing odd jobs to make ends meet and barely making it#FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD
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IM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS STUPID PIECE RIEHIUHFVKDSJCIDS finally a full illustration of op oc x ace !!
#i literally forgot how to render like halfway through this#THEIR HAIR LOOKS LIKE ACTUAL DOODOO BYEE 😭😭#IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS SINCE MARCH GRRR#its okay their faces ate down#I KNOW THEIR CHEEKS ARE NOT SQUISHED TOGETHER EITHER IM SO MAD ABOUT THAT#IDK HOW TO FIX IT#anyways ignore like everything bad#lianace forever#oc x canon#one piece#portgas d ace#ace one piece#one piece fanart#fire fist ace#portgas ace fanart#one piece ace#opfanart#my art <3#self insert x canon#self ship#self insert oc#self insert#self ship art#one piece oc#op oc#one piece original character#one piece art
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i hated men already but the hatred hits different once you start working in a male dominated field
#like i didnt expect sports photography to be 50/50 but jesus christ#ive had this job since march and theres always other photographers at games and literally only two of them have been women#its always a fucking middle aged white man#and bc of this no one fucking realizes im a professional photographer!!!!!!! they all think im one of the students!!!!!!#i HATE men i HATE male photographers theyre all pretentious assholes#need chappell roan to yell at some of the photographers i work with#i have four days off after tonight praise fucking god im so tired
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March For Raph Day 21: Sneaking Out
I haven’t written anything specifically for this, but I realized a few things I have in a fic that I will hopefully post the entirety of *eventually* work well for certain prompts. Little does Raph know at this point, but he’ll be meeting someone important because he snuck out like this. Hope you enjoy @yellowhollyhock 💛
Also, a playlist I listen to while writing for this fic (Yeah, I don’t have Spotify.): https://music.amazon.com/user-playlists/3a846e9552ee44ea91ef9f79baabc564sune?ref=dm_sh_XFD024uoI8eiIImX1s4wnz1O7
The past couple hours replayed in his head over and over and over again. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't make the swirling thoughts stop. As soon as that punish- training session had ended and Leo ordered him to stay behind, Raphael had left to wander the sewers. No one had banned him from taking a walk, just participating in the mission, so this was free game in his opinion.
He finally sat down when he reached his old hiding spot. Dropping his head into his hands, he pressed his shell back against the wall, hoping the external pressure would ease… whatever his mind was doing. The hiding place didn’t really fit him anymore—so he was sitting just outside rather than in the cracked segment of wall—but that didn’t really surprise him. Maybe what happened earlier shouldn’t surprise him either…?
At this point, he wasn’t sure what Master Splinter was expecting from him. Sure, he couldn’t dodge arrows when his brothers insulted him. Yeah, he might have snapped a bit too quickly at that guy on the roof. Though if you ask him, that bitch was asking for it. He knew he had anger issues, no matter how often he denied it.
Really, who would have guessed! The turtle in red had anger issues? Crazy! How in the world was Splinter’s training supposed to fix the problem?! If anything, it made him feel worse. He hadn’t learned a thing. It didn’t even feel like there was something to learn. Sometimes he thought Master Splinter just hated him specifically. Raphael had never found something that stopped him from snapping when he was angry. Meditating absolutely never helped, and that seemed like the only suggestion Master Splinter could give. Did his master actually care? It wasn’t like he could just meditate mid screaming match with his brothers anyway– or maybe he should that imagery was fucking hilarious. If his sensei wanted him to fix his anger, why wasn’t he giving Raph more practical ideas? Sighing, he pushed himself up and started walking in the general direction of a manhole. Maybe some air would help; sitting on the cold sewer floor sure hadn’t. It still wasn’t the mission. He was particularly careful looking for signs of people before climbing out of the sewers this time. If he was reckless now he knew he’d never hear the end of it, from Leo Mother-hen Hamato especially.
Sometimes he thinks his brother forgets he isn’t actually older than him. They’re twins for fuck’s sake! Then Leo was appointed leader and it got worse. Holy shit it got worse. He knows being leader and the so-called oldest came with a lot of pressure, but Leo had been a massive pain lately. What was with him, brushing off Mikey ruining one of Raphael’s comics like it was no big deal? He knew Leo would have been pissed if it had happened to him, but when it’s Raph suddenly it’s ‘just an object’? Bullshit.
Raph pulled himself up onto one of the roofs and started running. It was one of the few things that cleared his head. He’d figured that out years ago, not that he’d ever tell Master Splinter.
Without his brothers there was no chatter to tune out; no stopping to look at anything interesting. It was just the feeling of the wind whipping at his face and the burn of his muscles. It was the feeling of concrete under his feet and the focus on the next jump. That was the kind of pain he knew how to handle–the kind he could control. Fuck that emotions shit. He hadn’t fully realized how difficult breathing had been until he was finally taking in calming breaths of ‘clean’ surface air. For now there were no more stupid expectations or pointless efforts to restrain his frustration, just freedom.
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Or at least it would have been freedom if he could stop thinking about why he was out here alone. Damn it! How was he supposed to let insults– insert mocking impression of his master’s voice here– ‘roll like water off his back’? Hell, it didn’t even apply in this situation. That guy hadn’t just been talking about him, but his brothers too! His. Brothers. If they wouldn’t defend themselves he would. That was his job, dammit. He wasn’t good for much else.
Then there were his brothers’ comments. They were all so excited to tear him down. He… honestly hadn’t expected it, but shouldn’t he have? Was that really what they thought of him? He knew he wasn’t the best brother. Anger issues aside, he tended to tease them all frequently. But they did it too! They loved to pick on his fear of roaches in particular. Damn bugs. Frankly, he didn’t understand how they tolerated the things. Mikey’s room probably had a bunch of them skittering around with how little he cleaned, and just the thought made him shudder. He always kept his room clean for a reason. The nasty things weren’t easy to get rid of underground, and every time he saw one it took days to shake the feeling of them crawling over his skin.
“This is stupid.” Skidding to a stop, Raphael took in his surroundings for the first time since he’d started running. He had gone quite a bit farther than he meant to—idiot. This was a side of town he had never seen before. He’d really been distracted, hadn’t he? All the more reason letting his thoughts spiral was stupid. It didn’t just suck, he got himself lost. In theory, it would be easy to get back. All he needed to do was retrace his steps, but he obviously hadn’t been watching where he was going. So, yeah, a little harder in practice.
“Guess I'm not avoiding that second lecture tonight, am I.” He groaned and started looking for landmarks. It was surprisingly well-kept around here compared to what he was used to. Clean sidewalks, trimmed bushes, porches littered with plants and other decor, and some of the houses seemed to have actual yards. Damn, looking at all those plants—he needed to find the name of that one with the purple flowers—made him jealous. He wished he could grow plants that easily.
The only thing that grew down in the sewers was algae, mushrooms, and that one stubborn tree in the dojo. What kind of irony was it that Splinter was the green thumb of the group? Still, he wasn’t gonna go pester Donnie about grow lights anytime soon. There was too much on his brother’s plate and too few resources at his disposal.
He shook his head. Back to the issue in front of him. He was so, so fucking far from home. Raph wasn’t even sure how long he’d been running at this point, but clearly it was longer than he thought. He’d already explored pretty far before with and without his brothers and he couldn’t see anything familiar. “No landmarks, huh?” He shrugged, “If I'm going to get yelled at anyway, I might as well make it worth it.” Down into the alleys it was.
#My writing has changed quite a bit since I last worked on this#This is also one of the few things I’ve written that’s been beta read (my sister is the best)#Anyway#I may post more stuff from this fic for some of the other prompts#It’s going to be a while before any of it gets put of AO3 lmao#tmnt#tmnt 2012#tmnt au#Poor Raph has some complicated feelings about his dad in this#It’ll get better—Splinter’s made mistakes but he genuinely loves his kids#It’s not easy raising four kids in the sewers by yourself#march for raph#Almost forgot something lol
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huge day btw
#ITS MARCHH im so happyyy ^-^#aside from it still being wife day ive been wanting to celebrate march#like 6 months ago i decided that march is like. the start of my mental year and spring and joy etc and its like. a personal lil new year#its aewosmeeee#and its such a nice day out!! i should go take a walkkk#but ive already done a lotta =w=bb threw out some trash ive been collecting and vacuumed and changed my sheets etcetc#AND. im redyeing my hair today (which also means shower!! huge) and having a lil drink duringgg WAUGHGH#AND ITS SO NICE OUT AND ITS MARCH AND I AM. big smile (๑>◡<๑)#you know its huge when i pull out the kaomoji. its aewomse#sillyposting#uwaa and im painting my nails later and im...#im just glad. its march. its important to me#ive just been in really such a good mood today and ever since february began and. its so nice. im generally happy and its so. freeing.#like. im doing stuff. i went to or worked on school the entire week and went to job. and on the one day that i dont do either im still.#being a person! and not wasting my time doomscrolling or bedrotting and. im. just. being. normal.#ok i wont doompost about being happy now bc ^-^ omgg its marchhh lets fucking gooo#TEEHEE#i dont want to say it again but. im happy. its a joy to be alive. i love how mundane it all is and i love finding happiness in everything.#its march. its good. happy march first everyone.
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gnawing at the bars of my enclosure i miss them,,,,
#this fic has been a wip since like. march cause it's the one i work on between other fics. it'll make it out some day i pinky promise#the fic's only slightly chatfic/discord but it's. there. because they're all lame college students and i hate them<3#vixen rambles
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Honestly shout out to anyone who started following me before March 2020 and is still following me to this day, you're the real ones. I just did a bit of thinking and realized that the Covid era really did change/kill/fuck up just about everything for me and put me on a hamster wheel of misery that I'm only now crawling out of. Like obviously I can't blame it all on Covid because lots of things I experienced as part of that hamster wheel were results of my own decision making but honestly when the Covid lockdowns hit I instantly lost my job and also could no longer take my yoga classes multiple times a week..... So not only did I suddenly lose my source of income and the exercise routine that I'd spent years building (which is probably enough to make anyone depressed on its own), I also lost every social outlet with real people off the internet that I had at the time (other than my husband). On top of that, when everything shut down I was already dealing with a "breakup" with my former best friend of a decade that happened two weeks before then (Feb 2020, completely unrelated to Covid), which absolutely broke my heart. So I literally didn't have anyone other than my husband. So when the shutdown hit I felt incredibly lonely and disoriented. And then eventually I started to feel angry. And I think it all snowballed down from there.
My point is, if you've been following me for more than 5 years now you very likely have seen me at my worst and (unless you're hate-following me for some reason lol) I appreciate that you've stuck with me for so long even after watching me spiral into briefly becoming an angry, bitter, fat, day drinking loser bitch. Lol. I'm heading back upwards finally I think. 🩷
#healing#(granted this is not the first time ive reflected on exactly how much my life changed in 2020 but in that last post when i said its been a#really long time since ive felt so healthful. well i started thinking about it and wondering when exactly was the last time i felt so good?#and i just kept coming back to: when i was working and had a best friend id see every day and i was going to yoga classes 3x/week. i felt#healthy then. damn was i actually miserable for the whole biden administration? lol)#UGH and this is not even going into all the awful things that happened after march 2020 that absolutely did impact me (rightfully).#the sudden issues (that lasted years!!!) with my adhd meds/health insurance after years of stability with it. having to try new dosages and#meds. often in very short amounts of time. im sure that was not good for my brain.#the fact that i attended three funerals in 2020-2021 that were almost exactly 6 weeks apart. one of which was my father in law. that was a#fucking tragedy. he was such a good man and i miss him every day.#there were quite a few good things that have happened in the last few years too but my point here is: yeah no shit i was a huge mess for th#last few years lol. probably anybody would be with that barrage of sad/scary/negative things happening consistently for a number of years.
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Happy (24th ha!) Birthday, Pax !!!
Ajax Pax from @jflashandclash 's charming Series: The Traitors of Olympus.
#ajax pax#traitors of olympus#too#tfmo#ive been so unbearably busy this march i have a larger piece in the works but that wont be posted till late april-early may ish lol#heres some older doodles colored with my phones gallery#the first one is from when i reread whispers of a snake a few months back#its the pjs kally describes pax in while the camp was struggling not to tear itself apart over a golden apple#what a cutie#surely he had nothing to do with the oracles kidnapping right?#...right?#LMAO#anyway#he's been consistently in my top 3 favorite characters since i was 12#happy bday pax <3#my art#described in alt text
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#yo im gonna vibrate out of my skin#i just found an unused secondhand gurr3n l@gann dvd set for a steal so it better not be region locked (i checked online before buying)#pls ive been waiting literally almost a year of checking online for ANY set that isnt region locked#the local library dvd set was scratched to hell so i missed a couple eps#i neED THIS TO WORK OUT#like lmao ive had all 4 main chars on my phone charms making a racket since spring lol#fuck that reminds me i never finished knitting yokos scarf woops#pls tho pls dont be some knock off regionlocked bs lol#the seller doesnt seem to usually sell this type of item so im hoping its for real and has all the content the case said#plus its only us-based sellers on this site (tho that wouldnt guarantee no region if someones reselling a regionlocked one they bought)#just aaaaaaa im scream excited and nervous#i mean if it is region locked i can still watch it but ill have no choice but to watch it downstairs on the dvd player#but im trying to avoid inconvenience in my purchase bc if i have to watch it downstairs im not gonna watch it at all#but online said this version was no region so i should be good#pls pls let me be good#ShitPost.exe#delete later / /#lol the last thing i bought on that site was the keychains in march and that was after id already been stalking the search for a while
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someone please deprogram me from feeling like i've committed cold-blooded murder every time i have to ask for a sick day from work
#I HATE MISSING WORK#I HATE INCONVENIENCING OTHER TEACHERS BY MAKING THEM SUB MY CLASSES#I HATE MAKING EVERYONE SCRAMBLE TO PICK UP MY SLACK#I HATE GETTING BACK TO WORK THE NEXT DAY AND FINDING OUT MY LESSON PLANS WEREN'T EVEN FOLLOWED#unfortunately i've been getting sick pretty much non-stop since they stopped requiring masks at my school in march#also i already had to miss one of my classes last week for a doctor's appt which makes me feel even worse :(#also i got back the next day and my students were like ''the sub just let us watch a movie all class :)'' WHICH#I'M GLAD THEY HAD FUN. BUT WHY REQUIRE ME TO WRITE SUB PLANS IF THE SUB AIN'T GONNA FOLLOW THEM#crumb post
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spent weeks psyching myself up to stand up to my mum and then immediately got shot down by her 😃👍
#vent incoming i apologise in advance for the long tags#we've lived together just the two of us since dec 2021 (although her boyfriend is here like 2/3 of the time as well)#and since i got my job in march 2022 i have been paying half of all the bills (literally down to like tv license when i barely watch the tv)#which is £300 a month#plus i buy all my own food + pay for the amazon prime she uses + contribute to various household things like toilet roll etc#and she doesn't have a mortgage so i am paying the same amount as her to live in her house#(and it is very much her house not our house)#and I've never been very happy with any of that but never complained either#but then recently it turned out she never set up the water bill when we moved in (it's one of the only bills i didn't sort for us)#so we have a huge backdated bill from dec 2021 and i knew she was going to tell me to pay half#so for the past month or so I've been preparing myself for this conversation and sure enough today she came and said 'we owe £700'#so i was like 'oh i thought maybe it would've been covered by my £300/month' which is the biggest stand I've been able to work myself up to#and she immediately started going on about how i live here too and use water too so it's just as much my responsibility to pay#and how when we're both earning i should be paying my share and i was like yeah i know that's why i never complained about paying before#but also i already pay more than most people would to live with their parents#and she went off about how actually most people charge their grown up kids rent on top of the bills so really i'm lucky i don't have to#(when she got the original £300 figure it was actually rounded up from like £240 to include 'rent' but i wasn't gonna bring that up now)#and in conclusion she doesn't see why she should be subsidising my bills#like i don't know maybe because you're my MOTHER and i am your CHILD who is just starting out in the adult world#and maybe that entitles me to being treated better than some lodger???!!!!!#anyway i paid the bill and now i'm trying and failing at not crying at my desk 😃#talking
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I got a job!
#stephens personal posts#long story short I've been struggling since I was laid off of work in December#I worked one interim job in March-April but it wasn't stable work and had shit pay#hopefully this one will give me the stability I'm looking for#it sure as hell pays a lot more than the interim job
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