#been working on this one since march
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vaunted-and-vilified · 3 months ago
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⋆ Let's Take a Walk, Gang! ⋆
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fennethianell · 10 months ago
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As promised, a bunch of sketches I did in free time. Obsessed is an understatement.
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louismygf · 11 months ago
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some louis tomlinsons i never posted ^_^
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ebbpettier · 10 days ago
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ITS BEEN SO LONG
At least the sand is soft under my belly as I slither through the gap. It’s not like it was on the beach, gritty and coarse and hot, stuck in all the places it shouldn’t be. It’s fine as silk between my barbells as I trail them along the bottom, feeling my way through the dark. When I disturb the ground it billows up and scatters little fish, disturbing a nest of eels and a sleeping monkfish as my shadow passes overhead. None of them pay me any mind at all once the silt settles again. It’s been ages; I’m a long-term tenant now.
i AM working on BEotW and im planning on having chapter 2 out before i have to go out to work, it's almost ready for beta >:D
@valeffelees @catofulthar000 @mangorumpuscandyfactory @stitchyqueer @aristocratic-otter @brokenpocketwatch @messofthejess TAGGING YOU ALL
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savage-rhi · 9 months ago
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acesluvrxx · 9 months ago
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IM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS STUPID PIECE RIEHIUHFVKDSJCIDS finally a full illustration of op oc x ace !!
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demadogs · 6 months ago
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i hated men already but the hatred hits different once you start working in a male dominated field
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terrahlee-cup · 12 hours ago
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March For Raph Day 21: Sneaking Out
I haven’t written anything specifically for this, but I realized a few things I have in a fic that I will hopefully post the entirety of *eventually* work well for certain prompts. Little does Raph know at this point, but he’ll be meeting someone important because he snuck out like this. Hope you enjoy @yellowhollyhock 💛
Also, a playlist I listen to while writing for this fic (Yeah, I don’t have Spotify.): https://music.amazon.com/user-playlists/3a846e9552ee44ea91ef9f79baabc564sune?ref=dm_sh_XFD024uoI8eiIImX1s4wnz1O7
The past couple hours replayed in his head over and over and over again. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't make the swirling thoughts stop. As soon as that punish- training session had ended and Leo ordered him to stay behind, Raphael had left to wander the sewers. No one had banned him from taking a walk, just participating in the mission, so this was free game in his opinion.
He finally sat down when he reached his old hiding spot. Dropping his head into his hands, he pressed his shell back against the wall, hoping the external pressure would ease… whatever his mind was doing. The hiding place didn’t really fit him anymore—so he was sitting just outside rather than in the cracked segment of wall—but that didn’t really surprise him. Maybe what happened earlier shouldn’t surprise him either…?
At this point, he wasn’t sure what Master Splinter was expecting from him. Sure, he couldn’t dodge arrows when his brothers insulted him. Yeah, he might have snapped a bit too quickly at that guy on the roof. Though if you ask him, that bitch was asking for it. He knew he had anger issues, no matter how often he denied it.
Really, who would have guessed! The turtle in red had anger issues? Crazy! How in the world was Splinter’s training supposed to fix the problem?! If anything, it made him feel worse. He hadn’t learned a thing. It didn’t even feel like there was something to learn. Sometimes he thought Master Splinter just hated him specifically. Raphael had never found something that stopped him from snapping when he was angry. Meditating absolutely never helped, and that seemed like the only suggestion Master Splinter could give. Did his master actually care? It wasn’t like he could just meditate mid screaming match with his brothers anyway– or maybe he should that imagery was fucking hilarious. If his sensei wanted him to fix his anger, why wasn’t he giving Raph more practical ideas? Sighing, he pushed himself up and started walking in the general direction of a manhole. Maybe some air would help; sitting on the cold sewer floor sure hadn’t. It still wasn’t the mission. He was particularly careful looking for signs of people before climbing out of the sewers this time. If he was reckless now he knew he’d never hear the end of it, from Leo Mother-hen Hamato especially.
Sometimes he thinks his brother forgets he isn’t actually older than him. They’re twins for fuck’s sake! Then Leo was appointed leader and it got worse. Holy shit it got worse. He knows being leader and the so-called oldest came with a lot of pressure, but Leo had been a massive pain lately. What was with him, brushing off Mikey ruining one of Raphael’s comics like it was no big deal? He knew Leo would have been pissed if it had happened to him, but when it’s Raph suddenly it’s ‘just an object’? Bullshit.
Raph pulled himself up onto one of the roofs and started running. It was one of the few things that cleared his head. He’d figured that out years ago, not that he’d ever tell Master Splinter.
Without his brothers there was no chatter to tune out; no stopping to look at anything interesting. It was just the feeling of the wind whipping at his face and the burn of his muscles. It was the feeling of concrete under his feet and the focus on the next jump. That was the kind of pain he knew how to handle–the kind he could control. Fuck that emotions shit. He hadn’t fully realized how difficult breathing had been until he was finally taking in calming breaths of ‘clean’ surface air. For now there were no more stupid expectations or pointless efforts to restrain his frustration, just freedom.
Or at least it would have been freedom if he could stop thinking about why he was out here alone. Damn it! How was he supposed to let insults– insert mocking impression of his master’s voice here– ‘roll like water off his back’? Hell, it didn’t even apply in this situation. That guy hadn’t just been talking about him, but his brothers too! His. Brothers. If they wouldn’t defend themselves he would. That was his job, dammit. He wasn’t good for much else.
Then there were his brothers’ comments. They were all so excited to tear him down. He… honestly hadn’t expected it, but shouldn’t he have? Was that really what they thought of him? He knew he wasn’t the best brother. Anger issues aside, he tended to tease them all frequently. But they did it too! They loved to pick on his fear of roaches in particular. Damn bugs. Frankly, he didn’t understand how they tolerated the things. Mikey’s room probably had a bunch of them skittering around with how little he cleaned, and just the thought made him shudder. He always kept his room clean for a reason. The nasty things weren’t easy to get rid of underground, and every time he saw one it took days to shake the feeling of them crawling over his skin.
“This is stupid.” Skidding to a stop, Raphael took in his surroundings for the first time since he’d started running. He had gone quite a bit farther than he meant to—idiot. This was a side of town he had never seen before. He’d really been distracted, hadn’t he? All the more reason letting his thoughts spiral was stupid. It didn’t just suck, he got himself lost. In theory, it would be easy to get back. All he needed to do was retrace his steps, but he obviously hadn’t been watching where he was going. So, yeah, a little harder in practice.
“Guess I'm not avoiding that second lecture tonight, am I.” He groaned and started looking for landmarks. It was surprisingly well-kept around here compared to what he was used to. Clean sidewalks, trimmed bushes, porches littered with plants and other decor, and some of the houses seemed to have actual yards. Damn, looking at all those plants—he needed to find the name of that one with the purple flowers—made him jealous. He wished he could grow plants that easily.
The only thing that grew down in the sewers was algae, mushrooms, and that one stubborn tree in the dojo. What kind of irony was it that Splinter was the green thumb of the group? Still, he wasn’t gonna go pester Donnie about grow lights anytime soon. There was too much on his brother’s plate and too few resources at his disposal.
He shook his head. Back to the issue in front of him. He was so, so fucking far from home. Raph wasn’t even sure how long he’d been running at this point, but clearly it was longer than he thought. He’d already explored pretty far before with and without his brothers and he couldn’t see anything familiar.  “No landmarks, huh?” He shrugged, “If I'm going to get yelled at anyway, I might as well make it worth it.” Down into the alleys it was.
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autism-corner · 21 days ago
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huge day btw
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bizlybebo · 9 months ago
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gnawing at the bars of my enclosure i miss them,,,,
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stepfordgoth · 3 days ago
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Honestly shout out to anyone who started following me before March 2020 and is still following me to this day, you're the real ones. I just did a bit of thinking and realized that the Covid era really did change/kill/fuck up just about everything for me and put me on a hamster wheel of misery that I'm only now crawling out of. Like obviously I can't blame it all on Covid because lots of things I experienced as part of that hamster wheel were results of my own decision making but honestly when the Covid lockdowns hit I instantly lost my job and also could no longer take my yoga classes multiple times a week..... So not only did I suddenly lose my source of income and the exercise routine that I'd spent years building (which is probably enough to make anyone depressed on its own), I also lost every social outlet with real people off the internet that I had at the time (other than my husband). On top of that, when everything shut down I was already dealing with a "breakup" with my former best friend of a decade that happened two weeks before then (Feb 2020, completely unrelated to Covid), which absolutely broke my heart. So I literally didn't have anyone other than my husband. So when the shutdown hit I felt incredibly lonely and disoriented. And then eventually I started to feel angry. And I think it all snowballed down from there.
My point is, if you've been following me for more than 5 years now you very likely have seen me at my worst and (unless you're hate-following me for some reason lol) I appreciate that you've stuck with me for so long even after watching me spiral into briefly becoming an angry, bitter, fat, day drinking loser bitch. Lol. I'm heading back upwards finally I think. 🩷
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jacereaall · 1 year ago
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Happy (24th ha!) Birthday, Pax !!!
Ajax Pax from @jflashandclash 's charming Series: The Traitors of Olympus.
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coridallasmultipass · 3 months ago
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syn0vial · 2 years ago
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someone please deprogram me from feeling like i've committed cold-blooded murder every time i have to ask for a sick day from work
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jakeperalta · 2 years ago
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spent weeks psyching myself up to stand up to my mum and then immediately got shot down by her 😃👍
#vent incoming i apologise in advance for the long tags#we've lived together just the two of us since dec 2021 (although her boyfriend is here like 2/3 of the time as well)#and since i got my job in march 2022 i have been paying half of all the bills (literally down to like tv license when i barely watch the tv)#which is £300 a month#plus i buy all my own food + pay for the amazon prime she uses + contribute to various household things like toilet roll etc#and she doesn't have a mortgage so i am paying the same amount as her to live in her house#(and it is very much her house not our house)#and I've never been very happy with any of that but never complained either#but then recently it turned out she never set up the water bill when we moved in (it's one of the only bills i didn't sort for us)#so we have a huge backdated bill from dec 2021 and i knew she was going to tell me to pay half#so for the past month or so I've been preparing myself for this conversation and sure enough today she came and said 'we owe £700'#so i was like 'oh i thought maybe it would've been covered by my £300/month' which is the biggest stand I've been able to work myself up to#and she immediately started going on about how i live here too and use water too so it's just as much my responsibility to pay#and how when we're both earning i should be paying my share and i was like yeah i know that's why i never complained about paying before#but also i already pay more than most people would to live with their parents#and she went off about how actually most people charge their grown up kids rent on top of the bills so really i'm lucky i don't have to#(when she got the original £300 figure it was actually rounded up from like £240 to include 'rent' but i wasn't gonna bring that up now)#and in conclusion she doesn't see why she should be subsidising my bills#like i don't know maybe because you're my MOTHER and i am your CHILD who is just starting out in the adult world#and maybe that entitles me to being treated better than some lodger???!!!!!#anyway i paid the bill and now i'm trying and failing at not crying at my desk 😃#talking
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chiosavince · 11 months ago
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I got a job!
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