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iridescent-x-pixie · 5 months ago

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I'm still learning how to get by. after all that's happened so far. im still learning what my limits are.

Sometimes I'm doing great, but other times I slip up. Ive been trying to make mistakes gracefully to no avail lol I should just make the mess n clean up afterwards. It's the same cycle but with the awareness of being in it.

Rn im having a drink, took a tab. Nit had any sniff tonight, thank fuck.

Just wanna let myself relax for a minute.

I wanna know what it's like to not feel tense.

To not be afraid ill see them. In the street. Or near my flat or outside at all. Soon I'll be less scared to see him out. I just hope he doesn't care anymore. I really hope I'm safe now. Im just scared to relax tho. I keep feeling like I'll just be randomly yelled at or hit whilst walking down the road. I hope I'm safe now. I hope he doesn't care anymore or doesn't wanna hurt me still. I'm just scared he would do so if he wanted to. I know he hated me so I can't rule it out.

So I'm still learning how to get by. I'm still trying.

#been doing better lately #take solice in the small moments when u can.#life is worth living when i think that way idk xx #getting dizzy n silly tonight #cos i needed a rest

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chalkrub · 2 months ago

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smorkin

#my art #oc #murdoch #dragon #anthro #furry #deer #illustration #i've been fiddling with this for ages lol but i'm leaving it alone now #wanted to render his jacket more but uhhhh maybe the simplicity works better. or i cant render #anyway murdoch is so fun to draw i can't lie. i've been making him worse lately. nastier. more fleshed out #i do love him....and i hate him....and of course i love him....i will put him into a blender. and make art with the viscera #finally figuring out the story he's from and FINALLY designed the protag he'll be deeply involved with #been trying to design this girlie for more than half a year...hopefully i will draw her nicely at some point #anyway PEACE and sorry to the monthly art draw people i have been busy but i will finally do the draw tomorrow

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silence-between-seconds · 1 year ago

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self undiagnosing: i'm fine

#been doing better lately #mental health

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cozylittleartblog · 7 months ago

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Columbo and the Knight (1984)

put me in the universe where Columbo ran through the 1980s and had a crossover episode with Knight Rider. I think they deserved it, and I am not just saying that because they're my two favorite Old Shows. @telebeast wrote a little fanfic blurb about it and I HAD to visualize it into a comic (which is also the longest comic I have finished thus far at five pages...), so writing credit goes to them.

Autism W!

#columbo #knight rider #art #michael knight #kitt #comic #highlight reel #crossover #telebeast #there are two small easter eggs here. can you find them. they were somehow not Entirely lost when i resized these for the public #this is what i mean when i say I Draw And It's Everyone Else's Problem. look at my INCREDIBLY niche crossover comic boy #if the knight rider fandom has like 12 people in it. how many of y'all have seen columbo #this comic is for like 4 people and me and phoenix are already two of them #niche is my specialty lets be real. weird niche obscure shit and ships nobody's paid attention to yet #not to suggest this is ship art. columbo has his wife and michael has his car lmfao #stylizing real people is EXTREMELY hard btw sorry for when they get off model. its partly a 'better imperfect than never finished' situatio #cant tell you how much i redrew some of these panels. weeps #this took me 2 weeks but i think i thumbnailed it all in may and the ideas been rollin around in my head since march #is anybody good at editing. please edit michael and columbo into an image together like its a screenshot. NOT generated. edited.#it would be so cool #ive drawn columbo a lot but i haven't drawn a lot of michaels. i was learning things about his outfit AS I WAS DOING THE DAMN #COLORS ON THIS. all the lines done. it was too late to change anything. i did all the lines and colored page by page #i realized my mistakes on like page 3. 1 and 2 were already done. it was Too Late.#imagine it though. them working a case together. switching between the more serious tone of columbo vs the goofier #action antics of michael and kitt. columbo being so impressed by Modern Technology. there's more i could say but phoenix may write #more of this crossover and i don't want to spoil it :'3 #there's opportunity here though i swear. there's gold to be dug.#i like how kitt gets shading but columbo's junker peugeot doesn't. kitt looked wrong without any. columbo's car is matte and dirty #i also applied effects to this to make it look a little film-grainy and VHS like. some CRT TV vibes #the only question left is. did they put knight rider into columbo; or columbo into knight rider 🤔

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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*catboys ur shounen protag*

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #yuji itadori #yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok #u all can forgive me im sure #i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all #so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now #also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them #if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i #anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists #adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref #i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on #every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do #bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg #anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3 #i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .

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paiigemahoney · 4 months ago

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9-1-1 | Bobby & Athena ↳ Bobby keeping his arm around Athena

#911 #bathena #911edit #911 abc #bobby nash #athena grant nash #you know what? this is better than hand-holding #he loves her so much and he makes it so obvious and i'm so weak #also #the issue with joining a fandom late is that i'm pretty sure that everything has already been done like 50 times #but is someone really gonna complain about another bathena post?? no #if they do they're wrong #there'll be more because i had a different plan but then i got distracted by the arm thing #my gifs

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lurking-loaf · 3 months ago

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Some quick dca doodles because I’ve been feeling antsy lately.

#loaf art #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf moon #moondrop #fnaf sun #sundrop #been wanting to draw and post art of the dca but my wip is still not done #what better way to finish off said wip than by starting something new?#the images are listed in chronological order of getting drawn - the arrows also indicate this #was able to use smaller scribbles for the later one which was the goal #random shapes for random poses since I need practice doing less static ones #I accidentally drew on the blob layer of sun laying down and noticed too late so that one doesn't get to be in the comparison image

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endermagpieart · 1 year ago

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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]

Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!

@thatsthat24

#sanders sides #janus sanders #ts janus #thomas sanders #sanders sides fanart #my hoard #I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it #so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since #it is nice to actually finish something again tho #I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw #and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything #I want to get better about posting stuff on here #(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish #I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again #I forgot how nice it is #anyways if you’ve read this far thanks #have a cookie :] 🍪

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tshortik · 1 year ago

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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️

#i talk sometimes #art talk #i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately #also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details #and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that #instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!

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veinsfullofstars · 7 months ago

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"Back for a rematch, little Knightmare?"

(ID: Kirby series fanart of Galacta Knight seated on a cluster of tall, cracked, geometric stone pillars, framed at an angle with crescent-moon-like rock formations rising behind him as well as a starry sky backdrop. He leers down at the viewer through the cross visor of his mask, his feet crossed and his wings spread majestically, his head resting in one hand, the other held out to lazily nudge the end of his lance, which stands pierced through another pillar below him, his shield similarly embedded in a third pillar beside it. Behind his horns shines a brilliant halo of glowing pink Heart Spears, the pale light that radiates from it erupting in rings of soft flares and leaving all surfaces rimmed with sparkles, as beautiful as it is ominous. END ID.)

Started 07/07/24, finished 07/13/24, updated for color correction 11/02/24.

#veins art #veins fanart #kirby series #kirby #galacta knight #kirby super star ultra #so fun fact #this was supposed to be another stress-relief piece #only to quickly turn into a stress-reinforcing piece instead #then I added a Dutch angle and some lens flares #and suddenly I love art again #(for real tho I am VERY proud of this one despite the bumps getting there)#(also I finally figured out how to use the color fader let's gooo)#stars just look at this smug li'l menace #I do love me some Real Bastard Hours GK #(just as much as I love Dumb As Bricks But Ultimately Means Well GK)#I'm also just now realizing that energy swords might've been a better choice for the halo considering it's regular GK and not Aeon Hero...#oh well too late now - heart spear halo go brrr #eye contact tw #veinsfullofstars

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fungerisms · 2 years ago

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O'saa doodle page cuz ive been playing as him and having him on my party a lot and hes just the coolest

#fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #funger #fear and hunger 2 #fear and hunger o'saa #o'saa #yellow mage #nas'hrah #mastermind #mastermind fear and hunger #samarie #samarie fear and hunger #i hc them to be having a lot of stupid mental talks with eachother that no one else knows abt #they be just looking at eachother in silence while having the mental argument of the century #o'saa is so fucking funny i love this guys #graaa #also edit cuz i know ive been posting a lot lately and i dont really know tumblr's etiquette in regards to posting💔💔 do if someone could #please tell me if its better to organize my doodles in a big post instead of sharing them as i do em #id apreciate it a lot

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vampiresinthedaylight · 8 months ago

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some bits from the books I really like... I think they move each other <3

#gigolas #gimleaf #lotr #I think gimleaf is better for branding but gigolas it is #I put the text in the alt text in case anyone needs that #hiii I watched/read lotr for the first time in my life I am late to the party #but Ive been enjoying scouring the tags and various blogs so felt I had to do my part o7 #mine #legolas is giving dead wife footage right here #forgive me I was lazy to draw proper armor maybe next time #legolas & gimli

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shoreline-system · 1 year ago

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Really urging you to try and unpack the capitalist and ableist ideas of doing enough to justify your existence actually.

Like, yes, we live in an unfair system where you need to afford to live. On a practical level, that is the situation many people find themselves in.

But fundamentally, you don't have to earn the right to exist. You have nothing to prove to anyone before you're allowed to exist in this world guilt-free. Your right to life does not depend on your productivity or you "living up to your potential", it is fundamental and unchangeable. You deserve to be here.

Don't let the guilt of falling short of some arbitrary and ever-changing (and likely unobtainable) goal wear you down. You have nothing to prove, and you deserve to be here.

#water world #Charon (it/its)#disability #c punk #chronic pain #plurality #been having a really bad time lately #and realised that the guilt of Not Doing Enough has crept back in!#you aren't a bad person for struggling with this by the way. in case that wasn't clear /g #the world is a better place with you in it #regardless of what you contribute to it. your productivity doesn't change that.

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i-like-forcefem · 4 months ago

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You wake up due to a an odd discomfort around your groin, you feel around and touch something soft and plastic?

You turn on the lights and find yourself lock in a small, pink chastity cage

You panic a little, you’ve never done this before, you try to pull it off and it won’t budge and you notice just how little you can touch your member now

You get hard

It hurts

You look around the room and see an envelope next to a small pile of clothes and some odd plastic?

You open the envelope

My dearest love,

You wronged me, the fact you wouldn’t know who I am makes it that much worse

So I thought it’d only be right if I punished you

As you might’ve found out already I’ve securely locked you up and only I have the key

If you ever want it back you’ll need to do some things for me first

Mod course you won’t be allowed to touch your memeber until I release you

Next you will need to wear the clothes, and insert the remote anal vibrator I provided to you

You will then need to watch any porngraphic content I send you over the course of the next 2 weeks, dressed up and wearing the plug

I’ve made a separate number where we can chat

I expect you to use the proper respect when talking to me

I expect you to thank me for teaching you how to be a good girl

And I expect you to drop whatever you’re doing whenever I send you a message, and if I so ask you’ll put on the shuttle clothes I gave you, put in the plug, and watch whatever degrading smut I sent you while I control your ass

Do this like a good girl for 2 weeks and I’ll take off the cage

Mess up once, and I’ll flush the key down the drain

Oh and don’t think to get it removed or anything, I got that onto you without you noticing once, and if you get it off I’ll know that means you’re ready for your second round!

And trust me you wouldn’t like the second round, something tells me that you’d hate losing your freedom of movement

So now be a good girl and dress yourself up already love~

I’m waiting

Oh! And one more thing!

I can and will change the rules at any time, for example one I thought of right now: the two weeks only count down if you spent the whole day in cute woman’s clothing, so if you ever put on those nasty clothes you’re wearing right now, the day doesn’t count and you still have 2 weeks to go

Good luck cutie! Try to keep me happy~