I'm still learning how to get by. after all that's happened so far. im still learning what my limits are.
Sometimes I'm doing great, but other times I slip up. Ive been trying to make mistakes gracefully to no avail lol I should just make the mess n clean up afterwards. It's the same cycle but with the awareness of being in it.
Rn im having a drink, took a tab. Nit had any sniff tonight, thank fuck.
Just wanna let myself relax for a minute.
I wanna know what it's like to not feel tense.
To not be afraid ill see them. In the street. Or near my flat or outside at all. Soon I'll be less scared to see him out. I just hope he doesn't care anymore. I really hope I'm safe now. Im just scared to relax tho. I keep feeling like I'll just be randomly yelled at or hit whilst walking down the road. I hope I'm safe now. I hope he doesn't care anymore or doesn't wanna hurt me still. I'm just scared he would do so if he wanted to. I know he hated me so I can't rule it out.
So I'm still learning how to get by. I'm still trying.
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self undiagnosing: i'm fine
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
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"Back for a rematch, little Knightmare?"
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Galacta Knight seated on a cluster of tall, cracked, geometric stone pillars, framed at an angle with crescent-moon-like rock formations rising behind him as well as a starry sky backdrop. He leers down at the viewer through the cross visor of his mask, his feet crossed and his wings spread majestically, his head resting in one hand, the other held out to lazily nudge the end of his lance, which stands pierced through another pillar below him, his shield similarly embedded in a third pillar beside it. Behind his horns shines a brilliant halo of glowing pink Heart Spears, the pale light that radiates from it erupting in rings of soft flares and leaving all surfaces rimmed with sparkles, as beautiful as it is ominous. END ID.)
Started 07/07/24, finished 07/13/24.
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