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on the topic of showing of the clan cats screens of my beginning cat members- i just completely forgot to do that! i just showed the clan page screen with them. hang on.
and, the dearly departed...
the fact they only lasted one moon sucks, by the way.
one time i opened up a new clangen clan just to mess around without taking notes for a bit and a cat that looked almost exactly like lightningpaw was one of the generated cats and had a lightning- name and i was like hello???
i wish i could know what lightningpaw's warrior trait would've been...
#pix talks#needleclan#needleclan clangen#this is not a scheduled post this is me talking hehe#Finchstar#Speckleback#Whiskershadow#Daisyshadow#and yes- she really is that young!#she just acts the way she does because of her trait hehe#Hollypaw#Riverkit#Currentkit#Petuniaclaw#Lightningpaw#because this concerns their stuff haha
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What the Hell !
#i have gotten to the backstory portion of dressrosa and. oh my. oh boy. uh oh sisters#ânext time you think 'the world government wouldnt do that.' Oh yes they wouldâ type backstory#i think if for no other reason. they shoild invent therapy in the one piece universe specifically for law#other people can benefit from it too but he is my primary concern at the moment#trafalgar law#trafalgar water d law#law one piece#dressrosa#rosinante corazon#donquixote corazon#donquixote rosinante#one piece#whenever i hear that somebody has a fricked-up backstory in OP i always expect it to be like. fantasy tragedy#dragons ate their parents or something#but then they jumpscare me with stuff that unfortunately could/does happen#like oh yeah. government facilitated generational lead poisoning because it's more convenient to exponentially shorten the lifespans of -#- multiple generations than take a cut in your highly profitable lead-based business endeavors#honestly im 700 episodes into the show and a still go âhaha this is the silly pirate show how bad could their backstory beâ#and then the bear trap that catches chumps like me goes off. some day I'll learn my lesson maybe
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Me when I think about Gentle Flower:
*kicks my feet and giggles*
#is it vain to have your comfort fic be something YOU YOURSELF wrote about YOUR OWN ocâs? because uhhhhh haha#rereading my own fic a concerning amount of times hehe#someone restrain me they got me smiling and stuff as I read them in class instead of working#gentle flower#mod rants
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can Tumblr start some discourse about Naomi Klein so I can make up my mind as to whether Iâm comfy with her or not
#I (now) know she's Jewish but I never got over going see her speak in person and hearing her talk about 'Jewish supremacy'...#and 'Hindu supremacy'#(in reference to Israel's leadership and India's leadership respectively)#like i am no expert but SURELY there is a better way to frame those things#i loved her book This Changes Everything which i read in 2016 (long time ago lol)#but honestly i don't remember almost any of it. didn't stick#(granted i read it as an audiobook)#(typically audiobooks don't stick with me as much)#so i don't know if it was actually good or not LOL#oh wait i remember another thing from seeing her talk in person#where she was like 'u should be concerned about bringing children into the world because they'll have to suffer so much'#(like because of climate change)#(the context was that someone asked her if they should be worried about contributing to overpopulation and she was like 'no'#to her credit#but then was like 'but HERE's a reason i think is valid!!')#girl don't say that shit!!!#why are you as a supposed leader advocating cynicism!!#so yeah i am. just not interested in hearing/reading her stuff anymore#but genuinely i wish i could see other ppl discuss this stuff so it's not just me trying to decide if i'm just being Sensitive About Words#you can def find criticism of her online but uh. usually they're not talking about the stuff i care about haha#they're like 'i think she's a little TOO concerned about climate change' like okay great criticism you couch stain
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Now that I no longer live with my mother and she no longer seems to see me as an extension of herself, she's actually showing me kindness in a way I didn't think she was capable of, that's breaking my heart in both a good and a bad way.
#we've gotten to a point where we're friendly acquaintances#she doesn't see me as her daughter i don't see her as my mother#we just hang out sometimes#and I'm more comfortable sharing some personal stuff#because I don't feel like it's gonna be used against me anymore#and I no longer need her validation so not getting a motherly response doesn't hurt me anymore#and I mentioned how my friend Peter didn't have anyone to celebrate christmas with because he has shitty parents#and the first thing she says is you're more than welcome to invite him over to celebrate christmas with us#the more the merrier#and for someone who used to constantly make me feel guilty about costing money and taking up space#this is a huge thing for her#so it kinda broke my heart where im sad she was capable of it after all but also happy that she's showing me kindness now#and showing my friend kindness#our relationship will always be weird#i mentioned my date and how i thought about how creepy he was#and she went haha that's weird#like zero motherly concern about me going on a date with patrick batemen#and im thinking i wish to tell (my boss) this because he will show me fatherly concern#the relationship between me and my mother is so fucking weird but im at peace#personal
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argh pain and suffering on planet earth, i'm gonna ask for a lift for my plans on friday and if i can't get one i will cancel in advance. posting it here because it is a sad decision for me to make and if i don't hold myself to it, i'll be forcing myself to go anyway even though i know it's bad to :P
#i literally cannot remember the last time i cancelled plans bc i was too sick. i normally just like don't make them in the first place.#but i'm so weak this week and idk what's going on!!! maybe just exhausted⢠and in like official various chronic illness Flare#but. hate it here. i do hate it!#but i'm fully like. not wanting to stand up bc tired. and eating different stuff because i'm so tired that i feel sick#and literally can't stomach the thought of making my planned meals haha. lucky i build in room to pivot! still got something tasty and good#i will not go into all of the many other symptoms haha just being so physically weak compared to normal is concerning me a little!#sure i have been here before though and it's nothing to worry about like. in the scheme of things. although obvs i'll talk to someone about#it at some point if it stays an issue.#One thing that sucks about having multiple conditions with multiple overlapping symptoms is that you will be feeling so bad you're Worriedâ˘#but the thought of going to the doctor is horrible because many times in the past they're just like#'yeah you have condition diagnosed with X symptom. it's probably that there's nothing we need to do about it' and SOMETIMES they're right.#and SOMETIMES you are diagnosed with a separate 'new' condition months or years later that explains those issues you were having.#and there's no way to tell which it will be so it's just like. guess i'll leave this until it becomes more disabling or urgent! đ
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"persona 2 remakes would be pretty cool you know i love persona 2 personally but theyre not very accessible both from an accessibility for disabled people pov and from the pov of someone who doesnt want to emulate, not to mention the gameplay has aged immensely and some elements are really questionable a-" [remembering the presence of both queerness & a fat character and the very distinct absence of (& bigotry towards) these groups in persona 5] "you know what nevermind."
#i do mean remake more along the lines of ff7 remake#if they just overhaul the combat & graphics id be fine#but there is a degree of concern???? that they might???? incorporate????? the stuff in p5 that makes me as a queer fat person??? uncomfy??#p2(is) wasnt perfect but most of its fatphobia is framed as a bad thing instead of just a haha boys being boys moment#(aka why does ryuji keep telling ann to stop eating or shell get fat shut the fuck up i am so tired)#and i know its just me being paranoid & very hesitant about change but hehrjtmhhrm#i dont expect them to remake p1 & p2 mind you. i just think if they did they would fuck it up#at best wed get a shitty port a la p3p & smt3 that make you wonder why ur not just emulating the original#(because it sounds better)#(what the fuck is that audio quality p3p remaster im genuinely asking)#for a minute i also thought about being concerned about eikichi's gnc vibe but then i remembered what the smtv protagonist looks like#could you imagine them adding like. a beach sequence to p1 & p2. could you imagine#p2is as a game could never exist in a post-p5 world not just because of. um. the out of pocket bullshit#but also because of all the smaller stuff. the smaller stuff atlus fails at to make the friend group seem more. friend groupy#because fatshaming ur friend is totally a fun and nice thing to do!!#i do like p5 dont get me wrong im having a blast and the mechanics are fantastic but the uh. sometimes i almost like the friend dynamic#& then ryuji says some out of pocket bullshit about ann and im reminded that this game was not made with me in mind#granted i havent finished p2is so maybe it just goes completely off the rails at some point past where im at but so far?#the lack of continuous fat jokes being played off for laughs is refreshing
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happy valentines day!! short but i did dorm leaders + vice dorm leader heree heheh.
riddle rosehearts
riddle takes this very seriously; he is simply fretting over every detail of this day as he wants to make it as enjoyable and perfect for you. he'll go to trey expressing his concerns and talking over ideas- he prompts to doing more of the traditional route with flowers and chocolates. of course, he'll get you the prettiest red roses he could find in the gardens (the thorns are cut off too). he even went out of his way to try and make the chocolates himself.... trey was trying hard to be so supportive and not laugh when he saw the finished result. he is a flushed mess when he presents them to you, it's funny to see him so nervous. though, he spent so much time and effort over what to do, when you give him something as well, he is looking at you with the shocked but loving expression... like he wasn't expecting it. he loves it, he loves anything personal and will cherish any letters and gifts from you.
trey clover
you're going to be so sick by the end of the day from all the sweets and treats this man makes you. literally, he decorates them cute and with red, pink, white frosting with hearts- he's such a dork its so sweet. trey is a sucker for any of your compliments and praise too- since he knows his good at it. he'll be laugh and act all humble "ah, its nothing sweetheart, im glad you like it." about it but he is absolutely loving hearing that from you.
leona kingscholar
ok even if he isn't one for liking valentines day- when it comes to you, obviously he will be doing something. he always seems to cave in anyways because he can't really say no to you. let's not forget this man is still a prince... it doesn't matter what it is you want he can pretty much get his hands on it. leona would give you something incredibly nice, but small like an accessory for yourself that he knows would suit your taste. he does pay attention to these things believe it or not. plus, he will get you chocolates- even if he is a jerk and takes one or two, while grumbling about how you like all this "mushy stuff". he's smiling though, you can see it.
ruggie bucchi
ruggie struggles to make things work out to get stuff for himself, so he can't help but stress and worry a little about what he should do for you. he never seemed to be one to like the holidays for this reason. but he wants to be able to give to you the world yet he's stuck with working extra around places in town near campus or doing stuff for other people at school to be able to get extra savings to get you something, even if it's simple. with the addition of his own personal things, as he does hand pick the flowers (one's he knows you'd find pretty and like) and set the up together. he plays off his nervousness that day with a cheeky grin and laugh, but he feels so warm in the face.
azul ashengrotto
loves valentines day or any holiday because he can figure out a way to profit off of it-- clearly that changes a bit since he's been with you. he wants to make the day perfect for you, he makes a special time at the end of the day to have dinner with you at the mostro lounge. (he'll make sure jade knows to have floyd be in line haha). he tries to be the perfect gentlemen of course... pulling out chair, opening the door, it's funny to see him stumble slightly as he tries to go over the top on a special day like this. he keeps a cool demeanor, but he can't help but feel so anxious and his chest tighten with worry. he melts as soon as you simply place your hand on his and tell him how much you like it.
jade leech
he is unused to human customs, so with holidays like this it makes him curious more than anything. hearing you talk about it in anyway is instantly taken note of. he keeps interest as if he wants to know more about traditions on land but it's so he can figure out more of what you'd like or what you'd want. either way, jade knows how to do his best to make you happy - he'd be shamelessly a little over the top for occasions such as these. though, he'd treat you similarly as azul would, he's just smoother hehe.
kalim al-asim
oh kalim is overjoyed for this day, it's even more of an excuse to completely spoil you with anything you want. he can't just choose one thing, it's obviously going to be multiples, clothes, treats, flowers, accessories- if you wanted an elephant, you could probably get that as well. you may have to tell him to calm down, he cant help but get so excited. also, he will literally adore anything you give him. it could be simply a letter with some flowers, he'd be swooning. feeling so special, he can't believe he has the privilege to be yours.
jamil viper
he's definitely tamer than kalim, but the simple yet sweet affections and gifts he has for you are very personalized and loving. he wants it to be a very special and private setting- he hates interruptions and only just wants his time with you. if you happen to get him anything as well, he'll be flattered and try to hide his face with his hood slightly, saying it wasn't necessary for you to do that. he loves it though. you can get a softer jamil out of this day, especially in the late-night hours when he can be more open.
vil schoenheit
vil... would be able to gift you the best brands of whatever you want,,, like multiple colors and sizes too. it's whatever you'd like with him. he chuckles and adores the look on your face with what he's given you. but on the more personal note, he will give you the prettiest flowers along with a (long) written letter by him. he believes that's the best way for him to express how he feels towards it. vil loves anything you'd gift him; he loves personal things more than anything though. he'd gently place his hands on your cheeks and kiss you on the face a few times before reaching your lips, telling you how much he loves it.
rook hunt
he finds this holiday to be so beautiful, he loves it and doesn't quite understand anyone's lack of interest for it. he finds love so alluring and the idea of it all is so perfect to him. of course, he'd endlessly shower you in attention and very personalized poems, art, gifts and more as he can't just choose one thing to express his love for you. he is an intense, he is constantly thinking of ways he could show you, his affections. in all honesty, him on this day feels no different than any other because of how passionate he is about these kinds of things.
idia shroud
oh he hated this holiday, thought it was mushy and gross, just a consumerism kind of scheme.... then fell victim to that when he fell in love with you. so now here he is anxiously going off and rambling to ortho about ideas he has on what he can do for you. he is so nervous but idia knows you so well. i'd think he'd be the type to get you some sort of basket of goodies and stuff that he thinks (or hopes) that you would love, also a few things he may have even made and created himself, designed just for you. he'd bounce his leg and bite his lip with a nervous grin as he watches you look at all he put together for you for your gift. he then goes on and kinda explains everything he got you- the ends of his hair turn pink when you kiss him and thank him. he feels so proud of himself.
malleus draconia
he has an idea on what the holiday is... it certainly intrigued him when he first started learning about it. as this is traditions he is not quite used to. he'd definitely notice the way you seem to be excited or talk about it to him, malleus would go to lilia as well since that old fae may have a better understanding of it than him. to which, he suggests all the classic and traditional gifts for malleus to give. as soon as he realizes the great deal of giving things during this holiday, he gets ahead of himself by finding something he wants to impress and see you with. like a ring, prettily adorned in some rare and exquisite gem. he'd have a gentle smile on his face as he presents it to you along with the other things lilia had recommended. if you're happy he is happy.
lilia vanrouge
he finds this holiday oh so endearing and sweet. he is happy he finally gets to participate in it with you. he'll go out of his way to treat you so carefully and sweet- albeit old fashioned if you will, but that's normal lilia honestly. he had originally wanted to make you dinner himself but when he told silver, his son seemed to have insisted on having him do that instead. he found that to be so kind, lilia was pleased he would have some more time and attention focused on you anyway. the flowers he got for you a deep and dark color but like riddle, he removes the thorns!
#twst#twst x reader#disney twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst headcanons#twst imagines#twst wonderland#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#riddle x reader#leona x reader#azul x reader#kalim x reader#idia x reader#vil x reader#malleus x reader#trey x reader#ruggie x reader#jade x reader#jamil x reader#rook x reader#lilia x reader
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Reactions to gf wanting to peg them hcs for any naruto men you want? đ
Naruto Menâs Reaction to GF wanting to Peg Them
WARNING: NSFW. Pegging/anal mentioned.
Characters: Itachi, Kakashi, Rock Lee, Neji, and Gaara.
Note: I LOVE THIS REQUEST.
Update: for clarification, nobody on this list is a dead set no on purpose. I purposely avoided men I think would not even consider.
Itachi Uchiha:
You want to WHAT?
Okay heâs shocked at first. Like he thinks it might be a joke.
But once he realizes youâre serious, heâs hesitant.
Heâs not completely against it, but give him some time to think this over. Heâs not sure how to feel, and admittedly, heâs a little scared.
Heâs never really considered the idea of anything related to butt stuff.
Heâd probably give it a try, but you gotta be gentle and slow.
Kakashi Hatake:
He straight up says no at first.
Like haha, no.
But I think itâs less the fact that it goes up his butt, and more the fact that he doesnât want to get fucked. Like he wants to be in control.
So in order to peg him, youâd have to first get him warmed up to the idea of you being in charge.
I can totally see him liking it and like round about asking to do it again.
Rock Lee:
Easiest to convince without a doubt.
He might be a little frightened about how itâll hurt, but heâs strong, and he knows that.
When you first suggest it, he blushes BRIGHT RED.
But heâs fairly game to try it.
Heâs easier to convince because heâs mostly submissive towards you. So the next time you guys go at it, youâve got him prepped and ass up for you.
Heâs going to ask you to do this more often.
Neji Hyuga:
You wanna put WHAT???? WHERE???
In his ASS???
I have like this hc that sexually, heâs lost as hell. Like he was sheltered or something. Comes with the overly traditional mindset heâs had.
He didnât really even think they made something to do that⌠so needless to say, heâs appalled.
This would be something heâd say no to at first, but find himself fantasizing about until he comes back to you about it.
Heâs a bit of a switch, so heâs not too concerned with letting you fuck him. Heâs been warmed up to that idea already, even if it was harder at first.
Gaara:
Hear me out: heâs game.
BEFORE YALL SAY ANYTHING, LISTEN.
I think Gaara would be so infatuated with you, and so grateful for you, that honestly, heâd likely give anything you come up with a chance because he trusts you.
You said youâll make sure heâs comfortable. He trusts that. Completely.
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OOOOH Can i hop on the dr!rem train?!?! I would love to see how he is with someone who just doesnât really take care of themselves. Like if somethingâs hurting they just power through. But of course heâs a dr so heâd know đ¤đ¤đđđđ
Ofc you can! This is precisely what I need him for haha. Also, when I wrote this my foot was still really hurting and now it feels tons better, so I think writing for him is healing me! Thanks for requesting my love <3
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Remus looks up from his laptop when you hold a bowl of pasta up in front of him enticingly. âAw, thanks, sweetheart,â he says, taking it from you. Heâs been so caught up in his paperwork he hadnât even heard you bustling around in the kitchen, but youâd been thoughtful enough to bring him his dinner on the couch rather than call him to the table. âYouâre too good to me. Iâll be finished here in a minute.âÂ
âItâs no problem,â you say with a smile. âOh, I forgot I made you tea, too. Just a second.âÂ
You go back towards the kitchen, and Remus thinks to go back to his laptop for the interval of your absence, but something about the way youâre moving catches his attention. Youâre walking oddly, shifting an almost imperceptible amount of your weight to one side. Itâs not quite a limp, but thereâs a stiffness there.Â
You disappear into the kitchen for half a second, and Remus watches you carefully when you return. Your strides are as quick as if nothing were amiss, but thereâs definitely something bothering you. It doesnât look like the problem is in your foot, or your knee, but maybe your hipâŚ
You pass him the tea, and Remus takes it quickly, chiding you for holding the hot part to pass him the handle. You roll your eyes as you sit, constantly discounting what you consider to be your boyfriendâs overcaution. You never worry about yourself, Remus thinks. Everything that happens to you is secondary, of little concern compared to whateverâs going on with everyone else. You donât watch out for yourself, and you donât always welcome others doing it for you either. It makes being someone who loves you an occasionally worrying task.Â
âHow was your day, dovey?â Remus asks, shutting his laptop to enjoy the meal youâve prepared for him. âIâve been so focussed on work Iâve barely talked to you since I got home. How are you doing?âÂ
Your smile is tinged with bemusement, but theyâre not such odd questions as to draw much suspicion. âDonât worry about it, I know itâs important stuff. Iâm good, honey, how are you?â
âIâm good too,â he says, twirling pasta around his fork and inhaling the steamy aroma of the herbs youâve mixed in. âFantastic, now.â You blush, looking down at your own bowl. âDo much walking around today?âÂ
Now your brows furrow, and you bring your fork to your mouth, chewing pensively. âSome,â you answer after a while. âWhy do you ask?â
âI just noticed youâre walking a bit funny,â he says as casually as he can, knowing too much attention will only lead to you belittling more than youâre already inclined. âIs there something bothering you, love?â
âOh, yeah,â you say, looking back to your bowl as though forking your pasta suddenly requires your undivided attention. âThink I twinged something in my leg earlier. Itâs not bad, itâs just one of those things, you know? Iâll wake up tomorrow and itâll be fine.âÂ
It takes a heap of willpower to keep Remus from rolling his eyes. Thatâs your go-to reaction anytime somethingâs bothering you: power through and hope it goes away on its own. As someone who knows better, it nettles him incessantly. âWhy didnât you say something earlier? I might be able to help.âÂ
âBecause itâs not a big deal,â you say through a mouthful. âAnyway, you were busy.âÂ
âNever too busy for you,â he hums, setting down his plate to lean closer to you, and fine, heâs pandering. If making light of this is whatâs going to get you to let him help, thatâs what heâll do. âLet me have a look?â he asks you sweetly.
You look at him, sucking a stray noodle into your mouth. âWhat, now?âÂ
âSure,â he says, already moving to perch on the coffee table across from you. âJust to make sure that itâs fine and I donât need to run to the drug store before it closes or anything.â
You sigh like youâre doing him a big favor. âOkay, but itâs really not bad. You donât need to worry.âÂ
He hums noncommittally. âStraighten your leg out for me?â You do, and he takes your foot in his hand. âWhat part hurts, dove?âÂ
âKinda, likeââ You strain to lift one hip off the couch, touching the back of your thigh, ââlike, all down here, ish.âÂ
Remus cocks his head. âDoes it hurt when you flex your foot?âÂ
âA little,â you reply, nonchalant.Â
He nods, standing. âOkay, I think I get the picture,â he says. âLay down for me, please?â
You give him a deadpan look. âRem, Iâm just trying to eat.âÂ
âItâll only take a second.âÂ
With an eye-roll that you make sure he sees, you set your plate down next to his on the coffee table, laying on your back. Remus sits by your feet, lifting one of your calves so he can see the back of your thigh. He runs a knuckle over the skin there, noticing itâs a bit more swollen than your other leg. âHere?â he asks you.
âYeah.âÂ
Remus laughs silently at the sudden tight quality to your voice, thinking he knows the cause. He takes a detour to test his theory, migrating his touch further down until his knuckle skims the crease of your buttcheek.Â
âCareful,â you murmur, tone slightly teasing.Â
Remus tries and fails to suppress his grin as he forces himself back on task. âIt looks like itâs your hamstring,â he says. âItâs a bit more swollen, but in a lot of cases thereâll be bruising too, and I donât see any of that. Do you remember when you hurt it?âÂ
âMhm.â
Remus decides not to question you further on that for now; heâll lecture you on telling him these things more quickly later. âDid you hear any sort of popping noise?â
âNo,â you say, sounding unsure. âI think I wouldâve noticed, right?â
âYou would have,â Remus reassures you, relieved. âItâs probably just a pulled muscle, then. Iâm going to test it really quickly to be sure, okay?â
âOkay,â you say warily, and Remus has you flex your foot, taking your leg in both hands as he straightens it and lifts it upward. You hiss, and he stops.Â
âThat hurts?âÂ
âYeah.â Your voice is tight again, now for the wrong reasons, and Remus lowers your leg carefully.Â
âAlright, sorry.â He kisses your knee. âWell, at least it shouldnât take too long to heal. Iâll get you an ice pack when weâre done eating, and I want you to elevate it and take ibuprofen.âÂ
You sit up, clearly ready for your boyfriendâs mollycoddling to be over as you grab for your bowl. âAlready am,â you say with a smile that Remus supposes is meant to be reassuring. Instead, he frowns.
âSweetheart.â He gives you an admonishing look. âYou were taking painkillers for this and you werenât going to tell me about it?âÂ
âDonât be mad at me,â you say lightly. âI made you pasta.âÂ
Now itâs Remus whoâs sighing laboriously, pressing a reluctant kiss to the side of your head. âI suppose that does make up for everything, doesnât it?â
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Okay now that I've reblogged that one post...
Holy shit
Like, please understand me. This is how I already interpreted these relationships after reading Journal 3 but like
Wow Ford really was in a weird kinda complicated gay situationship with Bill and Fiddleford, huh? When he's all alone on Christmas in tbob he's all like "Oh yeah haha of course...of course. You have. Yeah. You have a wife, F. How could I expect you not to leave. I am totally not secretly hoping you'll turn around and come back to me, or that you'll even bring your family back here if you have to so I can see you. I'd retreat to my dreams but I haven't seen my muse in weeks and I miss him so badly. I'm so alone"
He and Fiddleford aren't even dating but it's hard not to get the light impression that this situationship is such that Ford kinda treats Bill like his comfort triangle from his head and dreams and Fiddleford like his comfort best friend in his lab. Like he's sad on Christmas that his boyfriends left him alone, you know? Of course it's definitely more complicated than just that, but they are dear companions to him
Or when Bill finally comes back and Ford is pissed
"You return now? After all of that, after me missing you so badly, almost dying, wondering if I'd dreamed it all up. You return now like it was no biggie? Did you ever mean the things you said? Did you not find some other scientist or some other big brain to talk up? Have you found someone else? Another partner?"
And then Bill, dodging the question was like "Funny you think I'm cheating on you as if you haven't been spending all that time with F. The side bitch. The third wheel. You've even considered telling him everything, even though you know he has second thoughts. Heh. A little birdie told me he dreams of shutting down the project even."
Leading Ford to be like "Aw hell how could I accuse my muse of such a terrible thing when I haven't been a saint. He's right! F has been much less motivated lately and I've just gotten so paranoid from the isolation. I'm so sorry for my baseless accusations."
I don't even have a lot to say I just love these three. Fiddleford put up with a lot of shit from Ford while also dealing with his own problems and trying to help him regardless, while Stanford saw him as a comfort and a good friend but ultimately someone who was of lesser mind than he and couldn't see things through his eyes, while Bill was in Stanford's corner actively making him worse and contributing to his isolation (trying to get him to drop Fiddleford and actively feeding his paranoia), while Stanford was seeing both relationships of his with stars in his eyes and rose tinted glasses because he refused to do some introspection
There's so much stuff that journal 3 and tbob added to the equation that's just bad/shitty all around. Can't believe Ford went through a double divorce/breakup despite not having ever been married (or, at least, despite not even officially dating them sorta)
The entire situation in the past is just tragic and hilarious and concerning all at once and that's what I like the portal trio for tbh
#gravity falls#tbob#the book of bill#fiddauthor#billford#journal 3#tbob spoilers#book of bill#book of bill spoilers#stanford pines#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#i just be ramblin#for the record this post isn't really intended to be deep analysis or thought my brain is just running with thoughts after reading tbob#yesterday and I love them#there's just so much in that book#so much#And I think it's funny what Alex did making the situationship even more textual and honestly just adding more things in general that are#absolutely discourse starters#tbob is really good for character studying Bill and Ford#I don't have anything profound to say I just love the complexity and softness (at times) and toxicity of Bill/Ford/Fiddleford
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Do you have an ao3/plan on uploading your work there?
(Does a lil jig) I have no work on ao3 but I have been drabbling together some stuff! Itâs a long term project though haha, and Iâm not likely to post because Iâm still job hunting. (Shakes my little hat) but i can be convinced! Some stray dollars for lunch mmmight motivate me. Ehe.
For people curious what I WANT to write, if i have time:
Hisui Horizon Event â (alternate version of Canon but flavored with my war crimes.)
Ingo is sent to Hisui with no name and no memories. He copes.
Without her anchor, Chandelure fades. (Elesa and Emmet, mourning the loss of their third, will not let her slip gently into the grave.)
Salvaging the Ship of Theseus â (definitely canon divergence because, well.)
Emmet and Eelektross fall into Hisui seventeen months after Ingoâs disappearance and a month before PLA.
May I introduce: Shitty merchant Emmet, whoâs definitely not fluent in Hisui flavored Kantonese. One concerned Eelektross, whoâs about to change the landscape of pokemon-human relations forever. Warden Ingo, who is attempting to retire wardenship to go looking at the rift bubbles. Lady Sneasler, whoâs using Ingo as a babysitter for her three rascally sneaslets.
And a very angry Elesa, armed with an extra pissed Chandelure, as they hunt down Sinnohian legends to get their favorite muppets back.
(HEREâS A DRABBLE. I have a lot of thoughts for Salvaging the Ship of Theseus. So many thoughts. Help. HELP.)
(Sigh. I have so many outline ideas. But writing is hard so yall. Art or fics, Iâm not powerful enough to do both.)
But also interest check? Intwest chweck? WAH (gets swatted at with a broom))
#ask#mailbox#critterbitter screams into the void#the mind is willing but the body is weak#i have fanfic ideas but. writing hard.#and i hate posting unfinished work waaGhhh#(stares at STSOTâ âŚi have finished the first chappie and i have. so much respect for fanfic writers. how do you do it.#how do you write so much. holy shit.)#submas#submas fic#its not a fic its a drabble#but STILL!#emmet#ingo#(sits) its so hard to be an adult and have a hyperfixation. mmm.
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THIS ISN'T A ROAST. It's some thoughts and backgrounds on a thing that's been eating my brainworms for a bit.
haha ok so, the last few years I've been hearing a lot about how AI can be useful and a tool, which i refuse to believe it is (and if so, the damage it causes to artists FAR OUTWEIGHT any benefit).
So, there's this youtuber that covers, like, tech and stuff. When generative AI for images and text came up , they were rightfully poking at the ethical dilemma, and copyright infringement, but STILL made a soft argument about how useful it can be on pitch ideas, concepts, and other things that quick and cheap art could be used (also fuck whoever did this jobs before i guess lol)
BUT THEN an app finally did the same for music, generating indistinguishable quality music. The said youtuber makes music, usually vibe check music to hear on video's background and such.
but see
this time they were frustrated, and made a video about the ethical concern, how unfair it is, how it destroys the effort and passion of creating and all, and did NOT make an argument about how it could be useful, because now they knew that despite the benefit, if it goes off, their dreams is over.
A lot of people are quick to jump into "this can be useful" for generative tools, and very rarely i see artists, especially digital artists, agreeing with this. And most that do either have no stakes on their careers, aka they're already well off, or have no careers to begin with.
Serious artists KNOW how bad it is, no matter what. The youtuber had no stakes in visual art. They doesn't make them, they don't really profit or benefit from making them.
When it came to a thing they DO understand and make, now they've got to understand why it's bad. Why the benefits are not good enough to justify the disaster it makes on artist's life, on the humankind development as a whole.
idk what the point is here, i just really got pissed that at the point, they've been really kinda "this is bad but this exist, who knows, could be good if it's not unethical etc", to go fully into "this is bad. like, real bad for everyone here and music industry".
Wish that understanding came from their kindness, not AI coming with a baseball bat to their knees. Makes me real sad that it came for them too.
#not gonna tell who the youtuber is cuz idk man i don't see ill intent form them#and even so it's not that deep bro#it's like seeing someone go through the same bad thing you're going though#anyway#AI topic#âthis tool kills AIâ and it's a baseball bat with nails. I am wielding it. I'll swing it.
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My Personal Solar Return Observations Pt I
I just got into astrology more and Iâve been suupeerrr into solar return observations lately and this is what I have observed from my own chart! My birthday was 2 months ago and the solar return is SOLAR RETURNING .
Moon in 8h in Aquarius SR - TONS of family secrets coming to the surface. Almost concerning? . Im finding out soo much stuff about my parents . My home environment is also changing a lot, my dad used to be home a lot and now my dad has like completely abandoned me lmaooo . such a strange uranus energy since aquarius is ruled by uranus . Ive been feeling more independent lately and sometimes I dissociate and pretend im living in LA in my own studio alone and away from my unstable family đâŚ.. I have my chart ruler in here too haha (pray for me) đ so this year is definitely going to be transforming AF . Im sensing it everything feels too intense lately đď¸ ..
Cancer Rising SR - Iâve been dealing with a lot of family stuff over the years (toxic relationships that r still ongoing lmaoaoa) and im noticing that instead of digging myself deeper or being depressed, iâve been nurturing myself more and turning my space into a cozy sanctuary and not into some bed rotting messđš. Ive been improving my current living situation compared to the past so theres definitely nurturing myself more , saying affirmations in the mirror , working on my self care , getting offered help from my step-family.
Sun in 12H in Cancer SR - I got into astrology a lot of spiritual stuff . Also communicating with my spirit guides more often etc .. I definitely do feel more connected to my spirit guides now I feel im being guided and protected a lot this year . everything feels like its just meant to happen and i mean that in the best way . Getting vivid dreams, ive been writing them down more a lot lately and theyâve been giving me insights on my subconscious and even slight deja vu? I remember I dreamt of me and my dad in my aunts car and 2 days later she had called me and gotten upset because my dad took her car and hadnt brought it back after she let him borrow it for a few hours. Even though my sleep schedule is so bad i love dreaming more now because the universe always gifts me with something meaningful and beautiful in my dreamsđ. Also I been listening to music like A Looottttt more lately EVEN WHEN IM ASLEEPđ im like oohhh whos playing this banger and i wake up and its just music thats been on shuffle for the past 9 hours đ
Venus 12H in Cancer 10° SR - finding out what i want in relationships , although i do feel like its becoming hard to connect with others in that way ..? does that make sense ? ive been doing lots of self love affirmations that my dreams consist of love and harmonious energies đšsometimes ill think about love and a boyfriend and really want it but the next day ill be like wow i love myself so much i really cannot see myself with anyoneđ.. lots of creative solitude , being more open to recieve love from my family members AFTER REFUSING multiple times ( it makes me icky sometimes still ) learning compassion and forgiveness for others , im a scorpio moon in my natal so ive held grudges since 6th grade i never cared đđđŠ.. but this venus in 12h is like reversing the effect⌠đď¸đ§
Venus Conjuct Asc in Cancer SR - GLOW UP PLACEMENT đ i was sexy before but its like my sexiness increased by like 10x . People are noticing it too!! i got told âbros evolvingâ on one of my posts đđ I also feel like im finding my own personal style aswell! . I also see my body changing (in a good way)
Sun conjuct Asc in Cancer SR - confidence on 1000!!! feeling self assured , nobody can really tell me anything bad about me TO ME and think ILL believe it cuz i wont!! i know who i am thankqqqđ
Mercury 1h in Cancer SR - i feel like this placement helped add onto me becoming so self assured in myself and figuring out who i truly am . Ive been studying and researching about myself a lootttt too !! Ive been getting a lot of gut feelings and just proceeding with them and usually i wont and ill just go with logic but idgaf anymore because usually these gut feelings usually lead to something so worth the outcome whether it may look good or bad!
Mars 11h in Taurus 12° SR - I have lots of amazing goals and things im looking forward to for this year!! I feel so eager to just GO FOR IT but taurus is a slow and steady sign so thats just how i been moving lately .. in silence too cuz there be haters all around đ¤
Pluto 7h in Aquarius 1° SR - ive been unfriending a lot of people to make new friendships idk if thats a bad thing but all the past people i feel are secretly plotting against me⌠most likely that 1° because i heard that could represent enemies? take that with a grain of salt but anyway ive been more clearer about what i want in friendships aswell which is goal oriented people who just want to get rich and make something for themselves!!! Im tired of the self limiting beliefs and the envy!!!
Saturn 9h in Pisces 19° SR - I start my senior year this month and I plan on graduating early , saturn rules discipline and structure but also setbacks . i feel like this school year although i have that vision i feel like im gonna have to put a lot of work this year lmao i hate school so much i was supposed to go to summer school but i ended up not going to get my mind right before the school year started which has really helped tho imo . i wanted to drop out but at the same time my pride is too high and i feel like this is a great opportunity to build discipline, time management and responsibility for the goals that ill have after i graduate. ive already been setting the milestones and all which is the saturn and pisces influence comin thru đ
Neptune 9h in Pisces 29° SR - the 29° usually the âfame indicator degreeâ can also represent a start to completion/ending of something , since i would be focused on graduating early for my senior year i could see this as me graduating early and completing that academic journey and preparing and embracing a new journey . i feel like this would most likely be spiritual because i caaannooottt focus on school and astrology and spirituality all at the same time because 9 times out of 10 my focus is on astrology and spirituality i needa get my priorities straightđđŠđš..
Just wanted to note this but while reading your SR chart its important to look at your South Node aswell because it can show you what lessons and patterns you need to review / past influences & comfort zones . 1h nn = 7h sn , 2h nn = 8h sn , 3h nn = 9h sn , 4h nn = 10h sn , 5h nn = 11h sn , and so on
North Node 10h in Aries&South Node 4h in Libra - The SN 4h Libra and NN 10H Aries could show that I have to balance my growth and comfort and moving towards new opportunities. With South Node in the 4H in Libra, I may find myself relying on familiar comforts from my past . The south node here might show that I might fall back into old family dynamics . my step family is offering for me to move in with them to help me get back up on my feet and this is such a good opportunity but they did this before though last year and I ended up moving back with my neglectful dad and I just fell depressedddddd . ill prolly release my old patterns where I would be moving away from family support because last year my mom offered to help me and support me and i ended up being manipulated and i fell depressed again then went to my step dad for help so i can get ahead and i went back with my dad and got even more depressed lmaoo but ill see how this ends up playing out. With the north node in the 10h in aries , iâve been really focused on building my own unique self image instead of just catering to what others expected of me . Ill be looking forward to the goals I have planned out while actively working on them . With the influence of Aries too, bold and courageous, Iâd most likely be taking risks to pursue my goals and stepping out my comfort zone. Probably by being SO FED UP with my controlling dad that I just take that leap đŻ
this is my first observation post i was gonna go to sleep but i was dedicated to finish this tonight, i hope this was insightful to many of you and may this year bring all of us sweet blessings âď¸
#solar return chart#solar return#solar return observations#astrology community#astro observations#astro notes#astro community#moon 8h#solar return observation#astrology lunar return#saturn 9h
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GoFundMe: Getting the kitten to the vet...
for a rabies shot, FIV testing, and a possible upper respiratory infection!
So someone sent in the last $305 I needed while I was asleep. I'm transferring it to my account now which means I'm a) shutting off the GFM as soon as the transfers process and b) taking in the kitten as soon as the money becomes available to me - so likely by Friday I'll take her in, or Saturday or Monday (they do half days Saturday, and are closed Monday).
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Multiple payment options available because I am typically asked for alternatives to GFM and PP.
$350 / $350
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INFORMATION + VIDEO UNDER THE CUT!
From the GoFundMe description:
Hello!
So, unplanned, there is a new kitten in the house as of Feb. 22, 2024. (Not Jolene's, she is fixed). When at my friend's house - where I will be moving in a few months - we found out that a cat that comes to visit often is not only owned, but a mom. However, the neighbor doesn't want the kittens, so he always puts them outside and leaves them there. I could no, in my right mind, leave the kitten outside by a trashcan and under a tire in February of all months, so I brought her home.
So far I have treated her for hookworms, given her the vaccines I can do myself, and looked into getting a spay voucher from one of the local shelters. The kitten is roughly 3 months old.
However, current concerns are that she may have an upper respiratory infection (and there is always the concern that she could be FIV+). She has an inflamed eye with a regular and concerning amount of discharge and has for a few days. I have also caught her sneezing and she has started coughing on more than a few occasions. She also has a few other signs of sickness - anemia, the runs, and some blood spotted in it. If it is a URI, I need to catch it as fast as possible because I also have Jolene, my 3 year old cat. She absolutely also needs FIV testing and a rabies shot because of that, and because where we are moving there are other cats.
Jolene and the kitten have both been getting along well. The kitten loves to follow her around and Jolene acts more like the disgruntled big sister (don't let her fool you, I have caught them playing regularly - she just needs her alone adult time too).
I have already altered a bit of my projected finances and removed money from my savings to care for the kitten and help her. But there is only so far that can go as I also need to be able to afford gas, food, and furniture for the upcoming move (I'm going to start buying things soon so I can put it together and move my stuff prior to the official move date). I was trying to put off a full vet visit until sending the kitten in for a spay, but with her eye and the possibility of infection spreading to other cats, it can no longer wait.
I am shutting off this GFM as soon as I reach the goal. The vet said to budget for a little more than $300, between the base cost of a visit, FIV testing, rabies, and potential treatment for an Upper Respiratory Infection- assuming it's nothing too major. And I added a little more to what I am expecting because GFM does take a fee from donations.
If the kitten does end up being FIV+ we do have rehoming options available or I will find someone better suited to handle an FIV+ cat (either already having one of their own or a home with no pets).
I tried to take a video of the eye, but as you can imagine, a 3 month old kitten isn't the most keen on staying still, haha.
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Let me add in the breakdown as well, now that I think about it:
Base cost for my vet to see a new cat (even as a pre-established client with other cats treated there): $100
FIV testing: $40
Rabies (and other vaccines I may be missing I was unable to do myself): $35 - $45
And the vet recommended budgeting about $100 for medications depending on what they find (if she still has worms, if she has other parasites due to being outside untreated, if she has a URI like the current concern is): $100
The rest is tax, the % upcharge for using a card, and to negate the fees that GFM with-drawls from each donation.
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Secret: cbf!soap x f!reader
Johnny was grabbing the items out of his locker and packing up his backpack to meet you after school when his locker was slammed shut.
âHolly.â He gave her a sharp glance and she smiled.
Holly was part of The Mean Girls, the one who had stolen your bunny all those years ago, the one he called a daft cow and had no interest in even if she seemed to be interested in him.
Usually Jonny just ignored her, unless she was bullying you then he was stepping in to tell her to go away as politely as possible.
âWho are you going to prom with?â She wondered and he raised an eyebrow.
âYou know who.â He scoffed and opened his locker again.
âReally? I thought you both were on the rocks.â
Johnny paused, his heart sinking and his stomach twisting up in knots. He didnât think there was anything going on between the two of you but maybe he was wrong.
âWhatâre you talking about?â
âYou two have been acting different around each other for a while now.â
He stared at her with confusion. There was nothing different between the two of you, nothing! You two still hung out all the time, still joked around and laughedâŚyeah maybe he stopped telling you about some of the serious stuff that goes on in his mind but that didnât mean anything.
Did it?
âLook, weâre not friends but even I can tell that whateverâs going on between you has you a lot more quiet than usual.â She explained and he clenched his jaw. âWhateverâs going on sheâs got you acting different.â
âNothings going onâŚâ he trailed and before he could stop the words were falling out his mouth. âIâm going into the military and she doesnât like it.â
âWait, youâre actually going?â
Johnny froze and swallowed hard.
He hadnât told anyone, not even his own mother, that he had been accepted into the military. In just a month heâd be going into the military and starting his career.
He was going to tell you. He was just going to sit later rather than sooner. He had to come up with a way to tell you and to prepare himself for when youâd be disappointed.
And now he told Holly, the girl who had it out for you since fucking kindergarten.
âIt doesnât matter.â He slammed his locked and gave her a stern look. âDonât tell her anything about this.â
âYou know I wouldnât be upset with for going into the military.â
Johnny felt disgust but said nothing as he walked away from her. He didnât want to be with anyone else, he couldnât imagine himself with anyone but you.
You were the only one he wanted, you were the only one he could imagine a life with in the future, despite your disapproval.
Maybe thatâs why he put off telling you, he so badly wanted your support on his decision because it was the only thing that truly mattered to him. But it was hard to ask for it when he could hardly support you decisions, or lack thereof, for your future.
You didnât have a plan, he knew you didnât. For some reason it irritated him to no end because why didnât you have a plan? Shoudlnt you want to have something to follow?
A bad part of his brain thought that you didnât have one because you were hoping heâd give up on the military so you could follow him wherever he went. It was irrational but thatâs what it looked like to him.
He was so caught up in his thoughts he nearly didnât hear you call his name.
âHey, you okay?â You wondered with concern.
You were always so good at reading him and he always had trouble hiding things from you.
Tell her, he demanded in his mind. Tell her now.
âIâm exhausted.â He smiled and let out a long, exaggerated sigh. âWe should take a nap when we get to your place.â
You smiled and his chest hurt. He was going to miss that.
He was going to miss you.
âIâm glad you suggested it because I wouldâve too.â
A/n: rewrote this three times HAHA love that for me
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#cbf!soap#childhood best friend!soap#john soap mactavish x reader#john soap mactavish x you#john soap mctavish x reader#john soap mctavish x you#soap x reader#soap x you#john soap mactavish
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