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For 5 years I've been told I was too young to get my tubes tied by several doctors and now my partner, who's several years younger, is getting the procedure done. Medical malpractice my ass, I'll show you some medical malpractice next time I see you fuckers. If I'm not grown enough to decide I don't want children in my mid 20s you're not grown enough to be doctors.
(I'm really happy for my partner and I won't be getting anything done atm because insurance will pay part of my hysterectomy if I want to medically transition but MAN I wish these doctors some bad luck that only affects them and not their patients)
#sexism#its really just#sexism in medicine#because my other partner who is a dude could have gotten the surgery at 18 if he wanted#my organs dont belong to the fucking government#or any fucking doctor#you get paid out of my pocket to do surgery on me for medical reasons#how arrogant do you have to be to deny a person surgery that would drastically improve their life because ????#because they might change their mind???#This is just the fucking trans health discussion all over#I get not doing surgery before puberty is done#But I'm in my mid 20s honey#I've been done with puberty for quite a few years
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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Some sketches I did to try to get a feel for what I want my Rook to look like 🤔
#I'll probably have to change the hair tbh#I haven't seen hair quite like this in the cc videos#the one dreadlocks+half bun hairstyle I saw wasn't quite the right vibe?? too short tbh#and lacking some shape#I just hope someone mods bg3 hairstyles into the game......... I had this one specific bg3 hair mod in mind while I was drawing her#but I'd settle for any long dreadlocks hairstyle tbh 😔#ironically I think I'll end up going for the short one in game 🫠 I feel like the shape of it fits the vibe I'm going for with her#which is like. kind of edgy fjdjjfjf very angular#can you tell I'm eyeing the antivan crow background for my 1rst playthrough........#sketch tag#dragon age#datv#sleepyscribble#I love her face. I definitely want to keep her face exactly like this#I'm only unsure about the scar and the makeup#I was thinking something like a lightning scar on the side of her face#which I could use to come up with something for her backstory later(trauma <3)#story wise I have a general idea of where I want to go with her but it's very like. just vibes rn#I'm thinking of going for angst with 'taken into the crows as a kid + being a crow is a huge part of who she is'#and 'being a crow is something she might want to stop being. but she can't. because she doesn't know how to be anything else'#I started thinking abt that while reading through the backgrounds and I thought yeowch. I have to go with crow now#but other than that I'm also looking forward to playing mostly purple rook so nfncnncncm she'll be an absolute disaster#also in my head her name is renata and her voice sounds a bit like josephine's
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Different hues
#ocs#im scared to say this took me only 3 hours because someone might say Yeah we can tell#lol#dont tell my professor]#tell me which hue you think looks best btw..#im leaning towards the warm one#i changed my mind. someone made a good point. blue one is bedt#best
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I love all the people talking about the comedy of “One Sixer please” but why haven’t I seen anybody talking about this part of the page
Like this made me so sad. He got drunk and then he just wanted to call his mom. He wanted to see her, for her to care for him. He forgot he wasn’t young anymore, he doesn’t have school and he doesn’t have his mom.
Like it’s just type but you can feel the terror when he realizes. They’re all gone. His whole family, his whole universe.
#the book of bill#bill cipher#bill ci the triangle guy#gravity falls#bill ci the all seeing eye#bill ci the demon guy#gravity falls bill#gravity falls bill cipher#gf bill cipher#gf bill#bill cipher’s mom#bill cipher angst#I’ve made so many discoveries on#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#but I haven’t made any posts about them#because I don’t know how I feel about sharing them#like I want people to have the joy of finding them themselves#idk I might change my mind
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Howdy!
I think your Monster Hunter AU is really cool and I wanted to know if you’d be cool if I tried to write something in the universe? (Specifically about Prowl haha, I saw him once and thought 👀 “man i wonder if tarantulas was in this au how spooky he’d be given he’s spooky enough in canon”)
Would also love to know your thoughts/if you had any of what Prowl could be up to, I know the au is Lost Light focused so I totally get it if you don’t have any/etc.
Hope you have a good day! Love your art!
Hoooo boy okay okay. Prowl.
He's a Golem created by Orion.
In mythology, Golems are essentially living statues made of clay mixed with blood and animated by magic. They are stupid and exist for primitive manual labor.
In my universe, a Golem is basically the same thing, but made of metal.
Orion assembled his golem from empty armor, parts stolen from the medbay, and his own energon. And then he went and got a Wisdom artifact and put it in the golem's head, because the rules strictly forbid giving golems internal organs like sparks or processors.
As a result, the golem was very light because it was essentially empty inside, so even when it moved it did so very quietly for a mech its size. Orion had been startled the first fifteen times the golem would appear completely silent beside him. On the sixteenth time, he called the golem Prowl.
Prowl is basically not a real mech. He has no spark, he has no need to eat or sleep. His only and primary task is to serve Orion. Thanks to the artifact, he is freakishly intelligent, not only compared to normal golems, but to normal mechs as well.
Orion keeps his origin a secret from everyone except Ratchet and Shockwave (because Shockwave was the one who taught him how to create golems), so all the mechs in the Order are convinced that Prowl is just Orion's very tedious assistant, not...you know...a walking puppet who has incredible intellectual abilities, but almost no emotions or conscience:)
#yeah I …..sigh…..I gave Prowl like one panel#but I was thinking so much about what his origin would be#at first I wanted to make him hound beasformer#then I wanted to make him a knight#btw in the mythology Golems could develop emotions if left to live and gather experience for long enough#this…might or might not be applied to Prowl.#I’m not sure about Tarantulas. He’s already kind of weird beast in canon#do I even need to change him idk#Orion isn’t a bad person by the way. Making a golem isn’t the same as forcing someone to serve#it’s more like if you made a robot to pour your coffee#the robot isn’t suffering#the difference between golems and demons is that#golems don’t have emotions. They don’t mind doing things because they have no mind#while Demons were real people opin the past and then they were corrupted and forced to serve whoever summoned them#monster hunter au#maccadam#prowl#orion pax
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Heyyyyyy @betweenblackberrybranches did you know that I like your automatons designs a lot?
Scans under the cut
#2 versions because yesterday I found out my scanner has two options to scan differently#mind blown#the first is the “photo image” setting and it's more like what it looks in my sketchbook#the second is the “document image” and it changes the color of the paper to white...and adds a lot of contrast too lmao#rambling#automatons au#obv moon because the guy had issues tm and I'm here for that#and because i might have a preference#but don't tell sun lol#i wonder what he's gonna do with that little pendant? is it a gift for someone? *WINK WINK*#ok i'll shut up now#bilolli's art
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dreamcore mind........
#LISTEN I HEADCANON MIND CAN TALK TO WHOLE IN DREAMS#just wanted to say that#anyways I wanted this to be my new wallpaper because its centred snd the risk 1 isn't#I might change my profile pic again I much prefer low quality drawings of me as my profile pic rather than whateve i have now#chonny jash#neon's nonsense#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj mind#cccc mind#cccc#cccc fanart#dreamcore#everything is overheating oh my god
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Definitely not a new concept but I propose: Sciles dressing up as Captain America and Winter Soldier for Halloween.
also, a more casual option:
#teen wolf#teen wolf fanart#sciles#scott mccall#stiles stilinski#scott x stiles#stiles x scott#fan art#my fan art#can you tell I drew scott first and then had lost the will to live by the time I got to stiles#I am never drawing superhero/villain costumes again#never again#I was going to draw them as spiderman and deadpool but changed my mind#I still might tbf#and then I really will lose the will to live#but they just fit the roles of steve and bucky so well#like scott and steve have very similar morals and logic and kindness#and void stiles = winter soldier brainwashing#and the way that stiles probably had to protect scott pre-bite but then all of a sudden scott’s the one protecting him#like pre-serum steve#I know there are probably a million fics of that au and I need to read them#also if any of the colouring is off it’s because I drew most of them with the nightlight tone on#which was very stupid of me
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auggie!!
#a while back i thought abt giving her stretch marks since she had vincent and i finally added em ^_^#not much else changed since the last time i drew her ref so im gonna take that as a win since i change my mind so much#the other characters im gonna do next.. lucky herschel mulch and rover.. ill probably change up luckys design again though#i think ill make his fur closer to golden.. maybe thatll go better with the green patch on his hair cuz if i make it too close to orange#it looks more like a carrot than a four leaf clover.. i might also make refs for parhelion and eudora but idk if ill draw them much#aaanndd i still need to revamp serildas design.. i think ill stick with the delinquent vibe. and i wanna revisit analogue's design#presto and shuffles designs are also constantly changing but i think i liked what i did last time so changes will be small.... theyre a#little unique among my characters because i see them as both boys and girls. genderfluid? i dont assign pronouns to my characters#so id like to play around with their outfits and stuff. idk why its like that with them specifically but its fun#my art#myart#my oc#oc#augusta#oc ref sheet#reference sheet#kemonomimi#anthro#humanoid#???#character design
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“it’s just a warmup sketch,” i say to myself. “i’m just gonna warm up on shading and coloring. i’m just warming up on anatomy.” my spine crackles from sitting in shrimp stance for 2 hours. “just to warm up.”
#dairydraws#epithet erased#molly blyndeff#prison of plastic#jelloapocalypse#epithet erased prison of plastic#eepop#digital painting#molly is really fun to practice drawing hair on but i do kinda feel like i’m fighting against the skin tone in her ref whenever i draw her#i don’t even necessarily feel like i favor warmer or more saturated tones in general but idk#something about the color in her ref doesn’t mesh right with my painting style#i should try painting her lit in cooler toned light that might help#i was drawing her crying and then changed my mind#but i forgot to erase the little snot bubble. so i guess molly has a runny nose#the reason i got so carried away is almost definitely because the cafe im in is playing such slow relaxing music#i usually listen to pretty upbeat stuff when i draw#and it motivates me to go fairly fast. but i was just kinda enjoying myself and going with the rhythm of the lowfi beatstrumentals#this is a great cafe. the masala chai here fucking shreds#it’s so cardamom heavy and baby do i love cardamom#you know a tea at a cafe is good if drinking the stuff leftover at the bottom gets a lil grit in ur mouth#molly deserves a warm cup of masala chai frankly#paintings
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Nah because looking back, I feel like Urahara deliberately lied about Aizen being rejected by the Hōgyoku, only for Ichigo to see through it. The question is, why?
#i might be overthinking this because of the latest reveal from kubo#given that Urahara could simply be bitter for having been exiled from SS for something he did not commit#BUT WHAT IS WITH YOU AND AIZEN#WHAT IS YOUR BEEF#WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP#are you lost childhood friends#academic rivals of some sort#LOST SIBLING PERHAPS#**COMBUSTS**#bleach#urahara kisuke#aizen sousuke#it's bleach#I honestly prefer for Aizen not to have a backstory#BUT IF IT INVOLVES URAHARA IM CHANGING MY MIND
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I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant
#positivity#pro aging#also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye#saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end#i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks#it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging#in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom#as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you#older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake#and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints#and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like...#...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same...#...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that...#...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that...#...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are...#...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself#and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older#but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences#and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe...#...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body#i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was#i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it#and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World#it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living#inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH#didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????
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ngl i think everything about the closet scene in CL gets way worse when you realize that donnie did, genuinely, 100% believe that they had left him in there to die. he didn't think it was just a punishment, or that he'd be let out eventually, he thought he was going to die in there. he considered it an attempt on his life.
really beyond the trauma of isolation itself i think its why it was such a breaking point for him. this was before they'd hit him, when their behavior was just neglect and bullying. he'd never had a reason to think he should fear for his life around them.
when they changed the lock on the door he thought they were going to do it again, and he thought that this time they were never going to let him out. he took it as a death threat, and it's why he completely shut down afterwards
#personal#canary continuity#and who's to say? he might have been right. they might have changed their minds when they let him out#also for the record it puts another layer of context to some of his nastier flashbacks because he doesnt consider the last fight the only-#-murder attempt in all of this#when he's too out of it to realize he's safe. does he genuinely believe they could KILL him for his failure?#honestly yeah a little. just another layer of agony to him begging them not to hit him#his fear goes deeper than that#also it means the claustrophobia he's developed does actually feel like life or death :)
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which sans aus do i think would believe in climate change challenge GO
horror: really sans (and by extension any classic variant) would believe in climate change due to being former scientists. like what type of scientist DOESN'T believe in climate change. so horror would believe in climate change but he'd be really damn pessimistic about it (because he's an asshole!) like he genuinely wouldn't care at all. sometimes on bad days he purposely litters. on really hot/cold days as a result of climate change he'd complain and start considering bring environmentally friendly. but he never does. horror wouldn't care at all
killer: he would believe in climate change but he similarly to horror wouldn't care. because he simply has more important things to care about (kities :3 nightmare :3) he thinks those things are somehow above climate change (dumbass!!!! nightmare would melt like wax because of climate change) but when faced with the reality that things are actually being affected by climate he'd be like damn.... this shit id actually happening and i'm contributing to it.... but then he'd immediately move on and get back to more important business
dust: climate change believer but he just does not care. like he tries not to be wasteful and litter and he probably properly uses a recycling bin but in the end he doesn't really give a shit if his efforts are really helping. also he kinda forgets sometimes and that's really not helping the globe. dust would bring it up in fights that he recycles and then people (horror an killer) would shit on him for A. being a pretentious stuck up dick who thinks hes better than everyone for being environmental and B. because he's a goddamn hypocrite that doesn't even stick to his own recycling goals. goddamn asshole
nightmare: he's smart enough to know that climate change does exist but he purposely pretends that it isn't real to piss people off (and get those delicious delicious negative emotions :3) and he'd do it so confidently and he'd belittle you so much that either you get so pissed off and irritated at him or you start questioning yourself and if climate change actually IS real? he'd make up fake sources for climate change being fake and site the mtt as his source because they used to be scientists 💀💀
ink: this fella doesn't even know what day of the week it is do you think they would remember climate change??? absolutely not. anyways ink probably has it scrawled down on his scarf: CLIMATE CHANFE EXISTS. IT WILL KILL THE CREATORS/CREATIONS. but then he still doesn't manage to remember it!!!! but if they could genuinely remember everyday i think ink would try to use less earth harmful stuff for his art and try to be environmentally friendly. key word TRY. this is the guy that goes around teleporting and fighting with ink they would litter the substance everywhere
dream: he really really struggled with grappling with the concept that YES climate change exists. YES there is enough trash out there to kill the earth. YES there is not much he can do about it. like every moral dilemma question about climate change was asked by dream (to swap) and he's very upset about climate change prior to maturing. but after maturing he knows that he can't do much to help climate change but he is FERVENTLY environmentally friendly and tries to remind everyone around him to help the earth (without shoving it down their throats because he's nice like that). if dream had the time he would probably start a nonprofit for helping the earth. he would start a nonprofit for everything actually. modern au dream where he has several nonprofit organizations to help various causes. someone out there's gonna love this idea
swap: he does. i think he would make a joke about it at first when being asked like CLIMATE'S CHANGING? I HOPE HER NEW OUTFIT LOOKS GREAT! or some dumbass fucking joke like that but this guy is even more environmentally friendly than dream. he goes to RALLIES for the environment. he would use environmentally friendly soaps and even fucking kitchen utensils. this guy is just here for saving the earth. he wants to really really believe that big corporations don't mean bad with pollution but he knows. theres no convincing himself that big corp wants to save the earth. even someone like swap who always has hope can't convince himself of that shit
cross: he would obviously believe in climate change. i actually don't know if theres someone here that i don't thinm believes in climate change yet. anyways cross would and he'd recycle regularly and try to be good at it. but accidents happen and he messed up his recycling sometimes and then he feels bad for it because the goddamn earth is gonna die if he doesn't at least contribute his part. cross is baffled by people who don't believe in it the same way i am at flat earthers. like HELLOthe rising temperatures are right there!!!!
error: doesn't care. he lives in the antivoid climate change doesn't effect him. also it would just make his job easier :3 error LAUGHS in the face of rising temperatures
now you may ask why did you decide to post this. but what you should really be asking is why not shouldn't i have posted this. the question was clearly on everyone's minds. i was just the only one brave enough to step up and determine if these fictional characters would care about our world melting to death (OBVIOUSLY)
#this may be the most brainrotted dumbass post i've come up with yet#CLIMATE CHANGE??? FUCKING CLIMATE CHANGE???? have i really run out of ideas already#no i havent but GODDAMN i was CACKLING thinking about this#there are definitely more sans aus that i could've considered but no way in hell am i doing all that#YOU CAN COME UP WITH YOUR OWN IDEAS FOR THOSE I FORGOT 😒😒😒#when mtt get into fights they bring up the most irrelevant details about eachother like this. how much do they contribute to climate change#mtt fighting about climate change would be one of the top 10 funniest fights#killer would instantly lose that fight btw because he doesn't even CONSIDER recycling#but dust definitely gets shit on the most in that argument#killer and horror gang up on him because he's a prick. and then horror and dust gang up on killer for not even doing it#and then dust and killer gang up on horror for not making up his mind on environmentalism or not#it's just a big fucking loop of trying to see who's the worst#nightmare would take the objectively wrong stance on ANYTHING just to piss people off and i really love that about him#yessss king go out and be a hater. we needed someone to be the worst person in existence anyways ❤️❤️#this might be my first post about more than just the mtt + nightmare. what the hell????#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#nightmare sans#ink sans#dream sans#swap sans#cross sans#error sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#star sanses#utmv#sans au#tricule hc
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kenadian design because i binged all his videos recently
#kenadian#this design will probably change in the future#like i was on the fence about adding a scar to his face because of the mask#but i ended up not doing it#but idk#i might change my mind who knows#my art#my designs
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