#because there was the overwhelming sense of pride and victory

[seven-homosexual-dinosaurs]

Dude the song born this way by lady gaga literally gets me so emotional

[sasha-whos-askin-racket]

This is just a quick question for whoever did the genius annotations for Marvin Takes a Victory Shower and said that we were supposed to be repulsed by him in that song - how does it feel to have the MOST incorrect In Trousers opinion ever?

[versetas]

anything for you;

nsfw. mdni. f!reader. oral (fem! receiving)

Boothill is absolutely depraved when it comes to you. There's no limit to what he'd endure or how far he'd bend to your whims, just to see that smile of yours that drives him to the brink of madness.

Tell him to sit, roll over, or bark like a dog—he’ll do it, and he won’t think twice. He’d give up his pride, kneel at your feet, and obey every word you utter without question.

Because it's not just about the commands—it’s about you. Everything is. Every little thing you do captivates him. The way you talk, the way your voice can turn from soft to teasing to commanding, making his systems overheat and short-circuit with desire. The way you look at him, the way you kiss him, like he’s the only person that matters in that moment. And the way you fuck him—God, the way you fuck him—it’s something he can never get enough of.

He’d do anything for you. And so when you leaned in close to whisper in his ear, your voice a sweet, sultry murmur as you told him how much you wanted him to eat you out, Boothill's reaction was immediate and intense. There was no hesitation in his response—no pause to weigh the consequences or assess the situation.

His focus narrowed entirely onto you.

Without a second thought, he pulled you away from the bustling party, where the Nameless had graciously invited you both to celebrate a recent victory of theirs. The music, the festivities, the clinking of glasses, and the ambient chatter—all of it faded into a distant, meaningless blur as he guided you towards the nearest bathroom.

“You’re so forkin’ needy,” he muttered as he shoved you into the cramped space, but there was no heat behind his words. He was more than happy to oblige. Your back met the cool, hard surface of the sink, and Boothill quickly maneuvered you onto its edge.

His knees hit the cold, hard tile with a thud, the sound barely registering over the pounding of his mechanical heartbeat. His eager hands roamed up your thighs, fingers curling around the hem of your sinful skirt before he yanked it upward in a swift, impatient motion.

And then he froze.

Nothing. No underwear.

Your bare, glistening pussy was there for him—waiting, exposed, dripping with anticipation. His breath hitched audibly in his throat, and for a brief moment, time seemed to stop. He couldn’t tear his eyes away from the sight, couldn’t process anything other than the overwhelming need to touch, taste, and devour you. You had planned this—there was no doubt in his mind—and the realization only served to intensify the smoldering heat pooling in his gut.

“Like what you see?” you teased, looking down at him with a wicked grin. The question hung in the air, thick with promise and expectation, and all he could do was nod, dumbly, his mouth dry and his mind a haze of need. Words failed him in that moment. All the sharp retorts, all the cocky remarks he’d usually throw your way had vanished.

You smelled amazing, and he knew you’d taste even better. The anticipation had him practically trembling. With a low, approving growl, he grabbed your leg, hiking it over his broad shoulder. 

And then, his mouth was on you.

Hot, desperate, insatiable—his lips parted eagerly as his tongue plunged into your folds with an intensity that sent a shockwave of pleasure rippling through you. The heat of his mouth, combined with the way his tongue moved, slow at first, then quickening in rhythm, made you gasp. He devoured you like a man starved, groaning against your skin as your taste overwhelmed his senses.

Your fingers tangled into his hair, nails scraping against his scalp as you pulled him closer, needing more, needing everything. His hat fell to the floor, but neither of you noticed or cared. Your hips moved instinctively, grinding against his mouth, chasing the pleasure he was giving so freely. He groaned against your folds, the deep vibration only heightening your sensitivity, making your pulse race and your thighs tremble.

Every flick, every swirl of his tongue was deliberate, designed to drive you wild. He knew exactly where to focus, teasing your clit with quick, sharp strokes before switching to slow, languid circles that made your breath catch in your throat. Each motion was calculated, expertly so that you’d remain on the edge, dangling between unbearable need and the promise of release.

Boothill’s lips sealed around your clit, and he sucked gently before releasing it, only to dive back in with a renewed intensity. You gasped, your back arching in response, the knot of tension in your stomach tightening as his relentless attention pushed you closer to the brink. The wet, sinful sounds of his mouth working you over filled the cramped bathroom, mingling with your own heavy breaths and soft, breathless moans.

It was almost unbearable, and then Boothill's tongue darted down, plunging into your drenched hole. He buried his tongue deep inside you, drawing out your sweet nectar with hungry slurps. As he felt you flutter around his pink appendage, he couldn’t help but let out a deep, guttural moan directly against your sloppy pussy, his eyes nearly rolling into the back of his skull.

“Oh, my god… Oh, fuck…” you gasped and writhed uncontrollably, but Boothill held you firmly in place, his hands pressing against your thighs, keeping you spread open for his insatiable mouth.

It didn’t take long for the pressure building inside you to reach its breaking point. With a final, shuddering moan, you felt the tight knot snap. The floodgates opened, and your climax surged through you with an explosive intensity. Your body convulsed, each spasm tightening around Boothill's insistent tongue. The release was so powerful that it felt almost otherworldly, your cries mingling with the muffled sounds of his mouth still working relentlessly against you.

He should stop—he knew it, even as your trembling hands tried weakly to push him away. But how could he stop when you tasted so good, when the heat of your climax was still fresh on his tongue?

“One more, sweet girl,” he groaned, his voice rough and gravelly as he finally pulled back, his mouth glistening with your juices. He didn't leave you empty for long, though. His hand slid down between your legs, two thick fingers slipping into your soaked, eager hole with an ease that made you gasp. His other hand kept your thigh draped over his shoulder, holding you open for him as his fingers curled inside you.

“Just gimme one more,” he growled, pumping his fingers into you with a rhythm that had you arching into his touch despite your overstimulation. He was ravenous, his mouth descending once again to latch onto your clit, sucking gently before flicking his tongue across the swollen bundle of nerves.

Boothill wanted to feel you come apart in his hands again, to watch you shatter one more time, your sweet pussy squeezing his fingers as you fell over the edge into bliss. The pressure inside you began to build again, and despite the overwhelming intensity, you couldn't help but chase it, your hips bucking up into his mouth as your second orgasm neared.

God, he was trying to kill you. You were sure of it.

The sensations surged, and then it happened. Without warning, another wave of ecstasy crashed over you, even more intense than the first. Your vision went hazy, and a strangled moan tore from your throat—raw, desperate—more a cry than a sound. Your pussy clamped down on Boothill's fingers, gripping him so tight it almost felt as if you were trying to keep him there, to hold onto the pleasure for just a little longer.

Boothill responded with a deep, satisfied groan, his breath hot and heavy against your flushed skin. “That’s it… That’s my good girl,” he praised, pulling back slightly, just enough to look at you, to take in the sight of your completely fucked-out state. His eyes were dark with satisfaction, and he watched as you rode out the last remnants of your high.

Finally, he slipped his fingers from you, causing a soft, shuddering sigh to escape your lips. Your head fell back against the mirror, the cool surface a stark contrast to the heat still coursing through your veins. He straightened, rising to his feet, but not before licking his fingers clean with a deliberate, slow swipe of his tongue, his eyes locked on yours the entire time.

“You liked that, darlin’?” he asked, his voice dripping with satisfaction and a hint of smugness. The question was rhetorical, more of a statement wrapped in a tease than an actual inquiry, but you nodded nonetheless.

And then, as if on cue, you gave him that smile—the one that always drove him mad, the one that held a power over him that nothing else could compare to.

In that perfect, fleeting moment, Boothill knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that he really would give anything, do anything, just to see it again.

[shitsndgiggs]

hey!! I wanted to request some fluff with pau where reader is in Paris with watching him play against France in the Olympic final

basically pau comes over and hugs her across the barrier and she whispers to him how like proud she is. then reader feels sudden urge to kiss him but because their relationship is secret she has to ask and then their relationship is revealed on live tv

idk if that makes any sense but I thought it would be cute 😭

VICTORY KISS - PAU CUBARSÍ

Giving Pau a victory kiss reveals your relationship

Pau Cubarsí x fem! reader

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The Olympic final in Paris was nothing short of exhilarating. The stadium was a sea of excitement, buzzing with anticipation as Spain faced off against France.

I was in the stands, decked out in my Spain gear, and my heart was practically in my throat with every play. I had come to support Pau, my boyfriend, even though we kept our relationship under wraps.

The match was intense, with both teams giving their all. Pau, ever the standout player, had been dazzling with his performance.

Every time he made a great play, I found myself shouting and cheering, unable to contain my pride.

I had been waiting for this moment all week, and now, as Spain neared victory, I could hardly wait to see him.

As the final whistle blew and Spain triumphed, the stadium erupted in cheers. Pau and his teammates celebrated wildly on the field, and I couldn’t stop smiling.

I watched as he looked around, searching for a familiar face, and then, in the middle of the jubilant chaos, our eyes met.

His face lit up with a grin that made my heart skip a beat. To my delight, Pau made his way over to the barrier where I was seated.

The security personnel allowed him to cross the barrier for a brief moment, and he stepped over to me, his joy evident.

“(Y/N)!” Pau called out, reaching over the barrier to hug me. His strong arms wrapped around me, and I felt an overwhelming wave of emotion.

“I’m so proud of you, Pau,” I whispered into his ear, my voice trembling with excitement and affection. “You were amazing out there.”

His embrace tightened, and he pulled back slightly to look at me. There was a twinkle in his eye, and his smile was soft and genuine.

The excitement of the moment made me bold, and I suddenly felt a wild urge to kiss him.

Our relationship had been a well-kept secret, and here was a perfect chance to break the silence in a fun, spontaneous way.

“Pau, I have a question,” I said, trying to look serious. “Can I give you a victory kiss?”

He raised an eyebrow, his grin widening as he feigned deep contemplation. “Hmm, a victory kiss, you say? I suppose it depends on whether you’re willing to accept my terms.”

I laughed, shaking my head. “Oh? And what are the terms?”

“First, you must prove that you’re the best cheerleader,” he said with a dramatic flair, holding up his hand like he was conducting a grand performance. “And then, you have to promise me that this kiss will be unforgettable.”

I grinned, playing along with his theatrics. “Deal. I’ll even do my victory dance for you.”

As I started to do a silly little victory jig, Pau couldn’t help but laugh. His laughter was contagious, and soon, we were both giggling.

I reached up, grabbing his face gently and pulling him in for a playful, yet passionate kiss.

Pau’s eyes searched mine, and without needing further explanation, he nodded. “Yes,” he said softly, his voice full of affection. “Yes, you can.”

As I leaned in to kiss him, the moment felt suspended in time. His lips met mine in a tender, loving kiss that spoke volumes more than words ever could.

I felt a rush of joy and relief, the kiss sealing the depth of our feelings for each other.

Unbeknownst to us, the cameras had caught the entire exchange. The kiss, our heartfelt embrace, and the moments we shared were broadcasted live to millions of viewers around the world.

The stadium erupted into cheers, and it didn’t take long for the fans to catch on to the sweet revelation.

As we pulled away from the kiss, the cheers and applause from the crowd were deafening. I looked around, realizing that the world had just witnessed our secret coming to light.

The realization hit me with a mix of embarrassment and elation.

As the cheers grew louder, Pau and I looked at each other, our faces flushed with happiness. “Looks like our little secret’s out,” he said, giving me a teasing wink.

I grinned back, resting my head on his shoulder. “I guess it is. And you know what? I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

He pulled me into another hug, and we stood there for a few more moments, basking in the joy of the crowd and the warmth of each other’s presence.

The excitement of the game, the joy of his victory, and the unexpected revelation of our relationship made it a night to remember.

[brodygold]

The Lucky Fan

It had been an intense match, but as always, the Golden Army came out on top. The stadium buzzed with the excitement of the victory, the sun reflecting off their shiny golden jerseys as they waved to their fans. Richard, the captain of the team, stood proudly alongside his teammates Brody, Layton, Tyler, and Hunter. The crowd was especially electric because today was special — it was the day when the Golden Army would randomly select one lucky fan to join their ranks.

The announcement boomed over the loudspeakers: "And now, as part of our tradition, one fan will get the chance to become part of the Golden Army. This is your moment!" The crowd erupted into excited chatter as people looked around, hoping to be chosen.

Brody, with his sharp smile and easygoing confidence, raised his hand to quiet the crowd. He scanned the sea of faces, eyes twinkling, as he slowly revealed the name. "Looks like... Jason Perry, seat 38C, you’re our lucky winner today!"

A wave of excitement washed over the stadium as the spotlight found Jason, a man in his mid-20s with a bewildered smile on his face. His friends pushed him forward, and before he knew it, he was on his way down to the field.

"Come on down, Jason!" Richard’s voice boomed as he stepped forward, extending a hand. Richard, the embodiment of leadership in his golden uniform, had a strong yet approachable presence. As Jason reached the field, Richard clapped him on the back, a grin spreading across his face. "You ready for this, man?"

Jason could only nod, still in shock as he found himself standing next to his idols, the gleaming jerseys of the Golden Army making everything feel surreal.

"Now, let’s get you suited up," Brody said with a wink, holding out a jersey with Jason’s new name already emblazoned on the back. The crowd erupted in cheers as Jason accepted the jersey and pulled it over his head. As soon as the golden fabric touched his skin, a strange sensation rushed through him. His body tingled, muscles tightening and growing. His posture shifted, more confident and powerful, as though he’d been training for this moment his whole life.

The transformation was more than physical. Jason’s mind raced as new thoughts, new desires, new memories flooded his consciousness. He could feel the camaraderie of the team seeping into his bones, the bond, both emotional and physical, between the players becoming part of him. His doubts, insecurities, and any hesitation evaporated, replaced with a newfound sense of purpose and belonging.

Tyler, ever the joker of the team, punched him lightly on the arm. "Welcome to the team, Jason — or should I say, Jayce?" he said with a mischievous grin. "That’s your jock name now."

The crowd roared in approval as Jayce stood tall, a gleaming golden jersey marking him as one of them. He felt it deep in his core: he wasn’t just a fan anymore. He was part of the Golden Army.

Hunter leaned in, his serious demeanor betraying a hint of a smile. "You’re one of us now. This is your family. We’re here for you bro.”

Jayce nodded, overwhelmed but thrilled. He felt the power of the team coursing through him, the bond between him and his new brothers solidifying with every moment. Richard gave him one last approving nod before the rest of the team gathered around, clapping him on the back and welcoming him.

"Let’s show him how we celebrate a victory!" Brody shouted, and the team, with Jayce at their side, took a victory lap around the stadium. The crowd went wild as Jayce’s golden jersey shimmered under the lights, marking him as the newest member of the Golden Army, a family he never knew he needed but now couldn’t imagine living without.

As they finished the lap, the team gathered around Jayce in the middle of the field. Richard raised his arm, signaling for quiet. "Jayce, welcome to the Golden Army."

Jayce grinned, his heart swelling with pride. He used to be just a fan, but now he was a part of a team with an unbreakable bond. As the crowd made their way out of the stadium, Jayce thought of a way he could thank his new bros for this golden opportunity. With the tents in their pants, he’s sure they’ll appreciate it.

[charlosvibesonly]

Racing Hearts - Part 6

pairing : max x fem!reader/driver

will this be the end of your great war?

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5

“Y/N is the winner of the 2024 Championship! What a season she has had. One that goes down in history!”

You had done it!!

As you brought the car to a stop in the designated winner's platform, the crowd's cheers washed over you like a tidal wave. You could feel the weight of the moment, the culmination of months of hard work, determination, and an unquenchable thirst for victory. As you emerged from the cockpit, the crowd's cheers crescendoed, blending with the delighted cries of your team.

Racing toward your team, you were engulfed in a sea of hugs, high-fives, and congratulations. The team, mechanics, engineers – everyone shared in the euphoria of triumph. It was a moment that they would all cherish for a lifetime.

The moment you’d been waiting for had finally arrived. You stood on the podium, your heart beating faster with each passing second, as they awarded you the trophy which you lifted with such grace and jest. The feeling of happiness and accomplishment was overwhelming, but deep down, you knew that something was missing. You kept stealing glances at Max, hoping that he would say something to you. However, he seemed to maintain a distance, and you couldn’t help but feel a little sad.  His warning echoed in your mind. He must be hating you now.

Though you had heard him mention your name during the interview, and your heart skipped a beat. " Yeah, it was a fun race. Y/N made it really tough and interesting. A well-deserved win. Congratulations to her." His words filled you with a sense of pride and happiness, but it wasn’t enough. 

As the champagne bottles popped open, and the music filled the air, you started hearing the crowd chanting "KISS! KISS! KISS!". It broke your heart because you knew that it would never happen. The disappointment almost made you want to leave the podium and hide somewhere.

But then, out of nowhere, someone turned you around. "Congratulations!" Max said to you, and before you knew it, he kissed you passionately. In that moment, everything else faded away - all the past fights, the misunderstandings, the hurt, the pain - it all melted away. You feel the warmth of his embrace, and how much you missed it.

As you parted, Max offered you a rare smile.

After the celebration had cooled off, you stealthily slipped into Max's room, your footsteps echoing your simmering frustration. You stormed into his room.

"What the hell, Max!" you burst out, each word laced with resentment. "You threaten me one day and kiss me the next. Am I a joke to you?" The words spilled from your lips in a relentless torrent, your anger obvious.

Max rose from his chair, a determined stride bringing him closer. You instinctively took a step back, maintaining a wary distance as he continued his approach. The room seemed to shrink, closing in on the escalating confrontation.

"You know, Y/N," Max said, a sarcastic smirk playing on his lips, "life's a bit like a race. Full of unexpected turns, and sometimes you just have to go with the flow." His words hung in the air, a blend of nonchalance and underlying meaning, adding fuel to the fiery exchange.

"What the fuck does that even mean!" you exclaimed, frustration etched on your face. Max's response was a lean-in, his words a whispered retort. "Nothing. Congratulations. You can go celebrate now. Don't waste your time with me; Lando must be waiting for you." The barb landed, intensifying your anger.

"Really? Are you really doing this? For someone who is so smart on the track, you sure are equally stupid off it!" you shot back, your words sharp as daggers. Max's perplexed "What?" only fueled your fire.

"It's none of your business, but Lando is just a friend. And if you were so jealous of me being with him, you shouldn't have let me go in the first place," you declared, your voice teetering on the edge of breaking. "I wasn't jealous. I only wanted to focus on the championship," Max tried to defend himself, his words a feeble attempt to douse the growing flames.

"Your eyes can never lie, Max. And I hate that you didn't find me worthy enough to share your doubts with. You never do things right!" you blurted out, tears mingling with the fiery intensity. Pushing him away, you swung open the door, leaving the room.

A party was arranged to celebrate your and the team's success. Red Bull had won the Constructors Championship, and a 1-2 position for you and Max was all but confirmed. The celebration took place in a club, with you donning your best black dress and perfect makeup. As you entered, cheers erupted, drinks were called, and someone from the team pulled you onto the dance floor. Everything felt right until you spotted Max standing in a corner with a drink in hand, his eyes fixed on you.

You stopped dancing, and your gaze locked. Tension filled the room, and people started to notice. Max placed his drink on the table and started walking toward you. Time seemed to slow down, and he stopped right in front of you, dangerously close.

Your heart was pounding in your chest as you asked Max, "What are you doing?" The anticipation was palpable in your voice, and you couldn't wait to see what he had in store. "Doing things right," he replied, grabbing your face in his hands and kissing you passionately. The entire club erupted in cheers, and the music blasted through the speakers. People started recording the moment, capturing the pure excitement and joy in the air. As Max's lips met yours, you felt like you were on top of the world. This was the Max you'd missed so much - the one who could make you feel alive with just one touch. Despite all the time you'd spent apart, you couldn't help but feel happy to have him back in your arms.

As you broke apart, Max whispered in your ear, "Wanna go somewhere quiet?" 

[vex-jb]

All signs collective Love reading for September

Sun, moon, Venus, most dominant planet in chart

Sagittarius: Overall energy 7 of cups~ You definitely have options in love , I see specifically that u want to pursue a particular person but u may be hesitant on moving towards this individual. So out of all the people that r in your energy there is one u would like to pursue .. your figuring out how to move towards them… let’s find out why ? Are they your soulmate or just another relationship? This person could be a water sign possibly more older or emotionally mature wanting a commitment more so than u someone new. Advice -stop controlling the situation by mentally burning yourself out and just approach this person situation more childlike and innocent give to this person move forward and give it a chance use gentleness towards this person and wisdom trust the process take a chance on love open yourself to a new opportunity in life possible increase in material / spiritual growth during this forward movement

Cancer : Overall energy the world a relationship or situation in love has now come to a conclusion. It seems for cancer that u are being held back from moving forward in love due to a past betrayal or series of betrayals. This could be in regards to false starts in relationships where the relationship never gets off the ground . A particular or multiple relationships failed at building a solid foundation, u know u deserve more your showing up as an empress… even if u don’t believe so.. u feel so strongly about this because u know your feminine energy deserves more. I see in the near future u are making a descion to move forward from a place of complacency in how u view love … making small steps towards your desired end goal. Even though u are moving forward and u know u should, u could still be harboring the betrayals of the past in your subconscious… be careful bc this could cause a delay in favorable love outcomes if u can’t let go of the pain of the past having this fear stuck in your mind will keep u stagnant fearful bc u will operate from your shadow and push good outcomes away… like I see u will have options in love but u could ignorantly ignore the best option bc of fear/ self sabotage then get upset bc u are still in the same cycle. This 10 of swords in your subconscious shouldn’t be your motivator in love … anyways the future does show a new commitment coming towards u it will be presented but this love offer is just showing as a offer that will come but will it stay and bear fruit ? How will u handle this situation when it comes? .. nevertheless this ace of pentacles moves to the 9 of pentacles so u could decide to stay single because it’s not worth your value or for the other half this opportunity can become fruitful where it bring a more higher confident version of yourself this love situation can uplift u and make u a better person, you’ll be finally evolving bc of this love that came into you’re life.. a fire sign could be coming towards u this is a new person most likely. Look at this situation from a higher perspective. You will be overwhelmed by options in love but ultimately u will get the 9 of cups u will be come emotionally and physically content. I see u will walk away from past betrayal and no longer staying in such cycles … believe in yourself trust in what u deserve don’t let anyone sway u to repeat bad habits behaviors in love

U have the 2 of cups ace of pentacles 9 of cups 9 of pentacles I believe the omen is very favorable u will be happy and find a worthwhile person to spend time with and get to know take care of yourself first and the world will take care of u

Aquarius : 6 of Wands overall energy , u look good right now u are riding on your high horse recently u have been victorious with other things in life which is giving u a sense of confidence pride in love. I look desirable and have a lot of admires at this time… that being said will all this ray of internal empowerment to move forwards and be successful especially in love u face a problem of walking away from the past something is haunting u ? But whatever this is that is still keeping u stuck from fully moving into this new chapter in love it WILL ultimately come to an end. It has been done judgement energy. It is time to burn away the past ang embrace the future. The past was influenced by the 5 of swords and moon so there was a illusion deception betrayal that u we’re not fully aware of but ur intuition is aware but u don’t want to believe or face the facts… I’m sorry Aqua. This could be in regards to a fire sign male or female specifically Aries I see both genders tho and this could be any fire sign … or this is a woman that embodies the queen of wands…this betrayal had to do with someone u were dealing with who hid that they were dealing with options … this was concealed from u they didn’t want u to know. but both u and the 3rd party were being betrayed this person is not someone who had good intention their motives in love is to have the upper hand win at all cost betray people to stay on top so it has nothing to do with u or the other person this person u we’re dealing with is not a good person at all and the fact they lied to u shows that if they told u the truth u would have never dealt with them anyways they intentionally put u in this situation and other before u. Anyways moving forward now that u may have gotten some clarity on this situation your unconscious part of u is in the 9 of Wands this is how u feel. I are resilient but u must use your intuition moving forward. A part of u will be gone death is on the future for you to move forward confidently knowing who u are as a woman or Man U are worth and u are great ❤️. Even tho u are definitely walking away from the past and the past is DONE. U feel down in the dumps but ur manifestation of love is going to manifest in this next chapter in your life u could have been actively manifesting and this is coming u will have a new fu fresh long term commitment steady mature but don’t allow past archetypes that aren’t for your best interest to enter your new chapter…

Scorpio : overall energy in love we have the queen of pentacles I see that u are operating in a more grounder mature way what is worth your while ? Being a bit bougie with what u put time in and what comes in contact with u is it in your best interest ? … in love your problem seems to lie in regards to being comfortable with the investments u have put in ? U may have been tied to people ( multiple people in your energy not serious energies more so having fun groupies options non committal fling energies ? Giving less than the bare minimum to your fans? These energies of the past nevertheless isn’t worth your future seems very immature and not on your level/potential… idk why u are catering to such energies but I don’t see u are focused heavily just they are just … there ? Idk this is weird energy male or female collective seems a bit like player energy. For some of u u are still attached to unhealthy connections groupies sex it looks like an addiction of temporary fufillement that u are attached too .. for the scorpios who are attached to multiple energies it’s a addiction u have. That’s all I’m gunna say I’m not reading deeper into that but maybe this is so that u r aware this is indeed a addiction bad habit that u are invested in and it feels unfortunate because u have a divine counterpart that is on your level but u aren’t focused or can’t see that they are. They could already be in your environment or in the near future but this is someone mature and head strong king of pentacles she/he doesn’t play games or waste time she/he doesn’t chase… I’f they r not in your environment they soon will be… anyways your conscience and unconscious are opposing one another y are tied to a addiction but u want a new start a new beginning. I’m just guessing but u think this addiction is tied too heartbreak and u are just filling yourself with a distraction u don’t see your worth u see yourself or feel deep down the 3 of swords u are motivated by this influence… nevertheless their will be a elimination of some sort from your external environment a truth will come to light this is the whole overall energy coming toward u u fear this energy that is coming but u do want it lol … the outcome is the king of cups u will reach clarity mature emotionally in some way about this situation.. a truth will be revealed about how u pursue or invite love …

Pisces : emotionally exhausting is the overall energy in your reading lol your current energy in love is the queen of cups so u are focused on your emotional nature what u emotionally value but to go in depth this emotional focused energy u have is regarding your past … there is an issue of the past that u are emotionally invested in in a unhealthy manner, u need to make peace with the past dude . This focus u have is in regards to a past betrayal has to do with a particular person this could be a Scorpio specifically ( u can read the situation for Scorpio above) who put u in a 3rd party situation intentionally ghosting you moving on from, someone no longer was interested in this situation and thought long and hard before making a descion. So don’t embarrass yourself by looking for answers.. the answer was leaving u and not wasting your or their time anymore. Anyways moving forward in this reading I see u want to impulsively act towards a past outcome or person not thinking before reacting or speaking ( lol please don’t ) take the pain for what it is and move forward slowly but surely. If u impulsively react or refocus on the past u may find yourself in the devil energy back in a cycle bound to an emotional addiction feeding ur shadow your ego your flesh break from this addiction. You are the empress and u know it u are worthy of much more focus on what u hope for true love get out of your emotional toxic comfort and move on to a brighter future there is better waiting. U could have a karmic attachment to this individual…

Aries:

Overall energy for Aries is the world so there has been a conclusion with your past. You could’ve been dealing with multiple people/ options in love and you may have came to the conclusion that that lifestyle or those energies that you were dealing with have come to a close, you could have realized that there was no long-term potential with these people that you were dealing with and you may feel a bit sad stressed, anxious about the fact that it didn’t work out with these people or energies you were dealing with, but you do have to have strength and self-control in yourself and believe and walk away move forward.. It was not a balanced situation multiple people were acting from their lower nature all the people came out in reverse so all of these people were not good for you at all, these people wouldn’t have supported you long-term and coming to this conclusion you could feel a bit trapped in your head stressed because u feel it never works out for you, but your spirit guys are calling you to look in, take time by yourself and just chill and do simple things by yourself. Don’t act impulsively or irrationally in regards to the past or the people that you were dealing with because you know that the chapter is done and closed you fear walking away and moving forward the outcome shows that you will ultimately move into the new chapter and walk away from it all how fast depends on you, but you will move forward, but there’s a fear and to overcome this fear because there’s a lot of fear here insecurity with what you truly deserve and what you really worth u need to go and just chill alone and speak to yourself in a high value type of way to resist the urge to stay stuck thinking about people that would’ve never served your best interest long-term.

Virgo: overall energy is the 4 of pentacles u could be preserving your energy and abundance at this time not wanting to share u recently rebuilt your stability and don’t want to recklessly share with just anyone u want something long term in love and don’t care for anything less serious than that. The wheel of fortune is in your favor so u may be coming in contact with a opportunity in love with a significant person but it’s up to you to seen beyond illusions of self or external factors to stay in your comfort zone or look beyond. U will have to make a decision if u want to invest in this person that is coming toward u. Dragon fly confirmation

Capricorn over energy is the magician in love matters u definitely actively manifesting your wish fulfillment in romance. This manifestation could be a new beginning in love no past energy. I see your approach or how u view love in an innocent child like way something to do with your inner child is showing in the cards. A new lover could be coming towards u that is more older and established. This person will help u evolve. All the cards here are favorable this is a good omen I would suggest to continue to have faith and let your inner child believe and manifest this lover into your reality. this person coming toward u can have water specifically pisces or scorpio in their chart as well they have a transformative aura about them the bring change where they go. They have mastered their emotions and have a lot of self control their archetype is the sea serpent. Operating from their shadow they are not someone to get one over. This is someone who doesn’t play games and my advice is to respect their autonomy and be mature and self controlled yourself do not act childish or immature this is someone who may not tolerate games. Be the high value self u are ❤️

Libra: overall energy is the 5 of swords this is the energy in the midst between u and a particular person u were or are dealing with. Possible tit for tat ? There is a lack of movement on a descion on your part to continue entertaining this energy to not look back. U know it’s time to walk away but u kinda don’t want too? I see pain in the future 10 of swords and 9 of wands the whole spread is not very good. To be frank with u this situation no longer servers u and u are beating a dead horse why ? To continue getting heartbroken like a broken old record… what r u trying to prove by dealing with this bs ? I see that u are trying to bring justice to the situation your trying to be fair it seems like your acting like u must do all the work to bring balance to the situation but it can’t be one sided Libra cut your loses it’s not your job to resolve everything especially when it’s of no use time after time a cycle u r stuck in in love bc your lack of making descions to let go for your own good stop doing all the emotional labor for people who don’t care … u need to have strength meditate on the tarot card strength what is it how do u apply it to yourself this card comes out to have self control of YOUR OWN life it’s time to take care of yourself and your wounds that’s the justice in this situation. U may feel apathetic maybe u don’t believe u deserve more idk but the ace of cups came u will receive an offer that is what u have been wanting all along just with the wrong people. I have a lot of potential u deserve more don’t fear walking in your power u know u want to :) the outcome shows the 3 of swords take my advice or not but these are lesson u unfortunately need to undergo before you can get what God has in store for u …

Leo: overall energy in love is the king of wands

Owning your power feeling confident radiating charismatic powerful energy regardless of your fem or masc u look good right now and feel confident in your love life the cards coming out are all favorable and great omens I see u are focused on what u value in love, knowing what u want is great for attracting your desired love outcome:) keep doing whatever your doing Leo ! u are currently attracting a equally yoked partnership I feel like it’s a new energy coming towards you, u are radiating beautiful energy a beacon of light drawing in your significant partner. This person will feel familiar like home in a safe way u will intuitively know they are worth while when u come in contact with them trust your intuition keep vibing high to draw in this lover faster❤️

Also the energy is blunt but with love I love u guys and I hope u find someone who really adores u and fills your cup up all are worthy of love 💕

GEMINI, TAURUS READINGS LEFT !!! ~ I’m sick so please bare with me

Speaking out loud to the community but I am thinking of doing all signs readings each month and then every sign during the weeks of the month not sure yet how I will arrange the each signs per week .. 🤔 I will also be doing free readings for first come first in the future so look out for that ! follow and like and share 😏



[eisner-therapy-and-counseling]

I've been very bored at work so I've decided to take my two special interests and smash them together to make a set of custom Fe3h universes beyond commander decks.

The designs are definitely still a WIP, especially the number tuning, and the art is... borrowed from the now defunct FE Cipher card game.

These are the face commanders I've created for each deck, explanations for the cards and the concepts for the decks in the Read More.

Edelgard / Crimson Flower

The Black Eagle/Empire deck is the fastest of the four, and focuses on overwhelming opponents through sheer numbers. The deck will generate a lot of creature tokens and has a number of effects that buff your whole team or provide keywords to them. There will be touch of Aristocrats flavor representing the Agarthan influence on the Empire, though cards related to TWSITD will appear in most decks as there were no nations that escaped their meddling hands.

Edelgard herself is a tough creature that encourages you to go wide, and can bring in a some elite knights to instantly enable her second ability if she focuses all her energy on attacking. She can also support her troops from the back line and play defense, but is at her best playing aggressively. She wants to end the game quickly and efficiently to cause as few casualties as possible.

Dimitri / Azure Moon

The Blue Lions/Kingdom deck wants to bide its time until it can attack with one large creature, though it is not intended to be a voltron deck (focused on equipments/auras). There are also some Knight kindred elements meant to represent the Kingdom's culture of Chivalry, and a few cards that involve the monarchy meant to emphasize Dimitri reclaiming the throne once he comes to his senses. The Blue Lions deck is the second slowest of the four.

Dimitri himself is designed to evoke that very concept. When he enters, he must reclaim the throne before he can take his place as king. Once he does, his followers look on with pride (or perhaps exaltation), placing their faith in the nobles of the Kingdom.

Claude / Verdant Wind

The Golden Deer/Alliance deck understands that it must make use of every possible resource to ensure victory. The lands of the Alliance are smaller than those of the other factions, and as such they must rely on diplomacy and clever use of resources to find victory. The deck will produce a lot of different types of artifact tokens, and has a dash of board politics to keep its opponents mollified until it sneaks in a win. The Golden Deer deck is the second fastest of the four.

Claude is a man who understands diplomacy, but also the idea that, “It’s a win-win arrangement. I just happen to win the most.” (To quote the flavor text of Cut a Deal). He plays nice with your opponents by letting them draw cards, but gathers information on their plans to prepare for what's coming.

Rhea / Silver Snow

The Church of Seiros deck is the slowest of the four, and wants to control the flow of the game while it builds up to something big. To aid that, the deck will tax your opponents and encourage them to fight amongst themselves, while a small life gain subtheme will keep you sitting pretty until its time to deal with whoever is left. Like the Alliance deck, there is a dash of board politics meant to allow you to provide boons to those who take your... advice.

Rhea is meant to be relatively unassuming at first glance, but also to threaten your opponents with the knowledge that she could transform at any time. The Immaculate One by contrast is a major beater, and can swiftly end the game if your opponents aren't prepared for it. When Rhea dies as The Immaculate One, she returns in a weakened state, and will perish for good if she transforms again before she recovers.

(Also she doesn't have the flip symbols because the version of MSE I'm using doesn't have borderless flip cards as an option.)

[m4gp13]

Okay time to talk about Al's hero complex and Ethan's martyr complex more in-depth because I love it so much <3

Al's hero complex is pretty obvious. He thinks he's Katniss Everdeen fighting a valiant battle against the Capitol because no one told him he's not the main character. He sees himself and those who agree with him as the Heroes (tm) while any who oppose them are the Villains of Unrivalled Evil because obviously his people wouldn't be fighting them if they were anything less. Al definitely has the overwhelming optimistic approach of a heroic paragon who believes it's impossible for him to fail because he's the good guy and good guys always win (Ladies, Gentlemen and Assorted Genders I would now like to direct your attention to "heroes never die, right?"). Which is how he ended up getting the remainder of his army massacred because he wouldn't accept defeat and pushed them on for a last-ditch attempt at victory. He's willing to sacrifice his people for the greater good, and in this way he and Percy are like the inverse of "Villains will sacrifice the world to save their loved ones, heroes will sacrifice their loved ones to save the world."

Al was the most powerful child of Hecate and as such was chosen to lead the rest of her children into battle. For such a young guy, this probably gave him a sense of grandeur, importance and self-respect which translates well into him seeing himself as the hero of his story. He had Luke and his propaganda to look up to, Mt Othrys to run things from and the Princess Andromeda to help things along, as well as a swarm of younger demigods who saw him as a hero. Now I'm not saying it all got to his head but that is pretty much what I'm saying. There's also Hecate, who is a pretty loving mother all things considered and was helping and supporting Alabaster and her children all the way through the war. With her encouragement exacerbating Al's self-righteousness instead of giving him a reality check, his hero complex could only grow until it made the Al we see in Son of Magic. He has lost everything and has never been in a worse place but he is still so sure of himself and his own moral superiority.

Ethan's martyr complex is a little more subtle but it's there if you're looking. My guy sacrificed his eye to his mother and was A-Okay with the arrangement. He was asked, from a very young age, to go through a lot of short-term physical pain with the result of a long-term disability in order to make a change in the world, which he agreed to. So he already doesn't think too highly of himself which is a great start! His mother uses him as a vehicle for her goals and he is aware of this and consenting to it. He has already relegated his own life as a tool for someone else. And then there's the arena battle in the labyrinth where he was very quick to offer Percy his own head on a platter. He was thinking very pragmatically at the time. He didn't seem to care much about "holy shit I'm going to die" and was instead just thinking "If he kills me then I die but if he spares me then we'll both die 2-1=1 so if we go with the first option then that will be one less death" HE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK. His own life is something he can step back from, view in the context of the bigger picture and figure out how detrimental the loss of it would be to everything else going on around him. And then to further prove my point the last thing he ever does in the series is actually martyr himself to stop Kronos from ruining his mother's plans. Way to make it easier for me buddy.

As for how he ended up like this, his mother is fucking Nemesis. A hero complex and a martyr complex run antiparallel to each other with the key difference being that a hero will do whatever it takes to succeed while a martyr is all too happy to throw their life away for The Cause. In the eyes of a young child desperate to please his mother who is known for harshly punishing the prideful and arrogant of the world, being a hero who desires personal success and glory would be far too egotistical, and in order to be a hero his mother would approve of, he must be entirely selfless about it. She would despise anything else.

[tired-biscuit]

this is like maybe a little specific and really just me rambling

but FIRST of all im obsessed with your portrayal of kiba. he's like always been my fav but his content is so limited so its been away since my imagination flew but phew these last few days reading your blog has been a journey.

but back to the ramble ive been thinking a lot of the brother's bsf trope for him. at first i was riding naru bc bros but then i thought about sasu and the whole prideful uchiha vibe. even in the modern version, then just being like these corporate giants alongside the hyugas and the other ‘noble’ clans. and like maybe kiba isn’t really bsfs with sasu but like the whole ‘genin’ growing up around each other thing. probably all just went through the same school system.

ANYWAY rambles

i imagine like the uchiha ‘princess’, the only daughter and youngest sibling to sasu and ita. and like she’s just really grown up with that whole corpo royalty vibe, getting everything she wants, always supervised low key suppressed LIKE NOTHING NEW HERE low-key maybe even loosely in talks of being engaged to one of the ally corps like hyugas or something the point is its SCREAMING corruption for kiba. like the forbidden fruit. subtle classism, like kiba’s family isn’t what the uchihas would envision for her but like I just imagine her sneaking out with her brother to a uni party or something (like maybe sasu got to go to a public uni and she got the private treatment) and just like bumping into kiba in all his alpha buff man-ness and just like that first spark of lust just like overwhelms her like doesn’t even know whats going on but OH BOY KIbA does and he’s just like ‘yeah I got what you need bbygirl’ and yeah. Asdfsjhkgrhgo I have a lot of thoughts sorry for all the words 🐣

i don’t see kiba and sasuke being friends because kiba is too big of a hater, BUT i think that would even add more to the appeal because, like… he can act like a real proper shithead towards the people he doesn’t particularly like, so scoring sasuke’s little sister? yeah, he’d definitely try it just to get a sense of some kind of victory from it.

and i think it’d be the initial motive at first — the whole ‘haha, i fucked your sister, whatcha gonna do ‘bout it?’ — but then one thing leads to another and suddenly he’s caught… feelings. feelings that he doesn’t really know how to comprehend yet, and it’s weird because you’re like his exact opposite; so fancy and with your nose upturned whenever he winds up in your presence, pushing your whole princess agenda forward. and he knows that he should find it annoying because you’re acting just like your equally as annoying brother, but instead he’s catching himself thinking about you more and more and he’s almost finding it entertaining. pestering you is almost fun to him.

i think he’d wonder what you’d look like without the make up and the pretty skirt. what you’d look like with messy hair instead of it being in that almosy eerie state where each strand is sitting perfectly in place. he wants to see actual sweat coating your face instead of that matt powder he’s seen you reapply once or twice before because you hate the shine on your forehead. he wants to fuck you nasty and ruin that idea of you being a perfect girl in every single situation just so that he can see what you’re really like underneath.

besides that, i also imagine him initially pursuing you because he hates, hates, hates the whole idea behind noble clans, as well as the set of strict, mostly unfair rules that they’ve got going on, because of what they did to hinata. so if you’re his ticket to fuck with them a little bit, hey, why not?

you would find him appealing because he just simply does not give a shit what anybody thinks. he might get pissed off if someone insults him, sure, but he still ends up doing whatever it is that he wants in that moment and he doesn’t apologize for it. plus, his clan is more like one big family instead of a picture on the wall where everyone is smiling their most perfect grin despite the fact that their eyes still end up looking cold.

he’s warm, you know? carefree and dumb and not uptight at all. he finds joy in the little things and instead of spending money on fancy dinners, he buys things cheap because he’s saving up for a roadtrip that he’s planning to go on this summer with his shitty truck. he doesn’t mind getting his hands dirty and he loves his dog more than most people.

…and he’s also the first man who actually looks you in the eyes and tells you you’re full of shit when you start acting bratty and deserve to be called out for it. he treats you like a person instead of delicate glass.

[tyrannuspitch]

@abby118 asked: 16. A tiny detail in canon that you want more people to appreciate

This answer got unreasonable long, so I decided to make it into its own post :D

OKAY. Hear me out.

As I interpret it, Thor has a tactical argument for invading Jotunheim, and that argument... makes sense. Like, it's not morally right, but it's perfectly logical. It's a lot more complicated than just senseless hate and violence.

A lot of what Thor says in his two arguments with Odin is posturing, but two lines stand out to me as meaningful: "They know you are vulnerable", and "The Jotuns must learn to fear me, just as they once feared you".

IE, Odin is weak, which is why he's passing the throne onto Thor - but Thor is young and untested (or rather, currently being tested), so it is vital that he proves that HE isn't weak as quickly as possible.

Because if he isn't feared, he's putting the whole kingdom in danger.

Like, as Thor sees it, Asgard is protected by its reputation as much as, if not even more than, its objective strength. They need to maintain the appearance of power, or their enemies, emboldened, could overwhelm them, and then the universe.

So, in Thor's view, defending his own reputation and pride is not self-indulgent vanity. It's a practical necessity for a warrior-king. It would be irresponsible not to.

This is, of course, still imperialism. But, still, I think it gives Thor's dark side a lot more depth if you see him this way. He's not thoughtlessly violent - he's actually very deliberate, and he really believes he's acting for a greater good.

It also makes Thor's view of Jotuns more interesting, and a little less heartless - Not: "They're monsters, so I should kill them, and they're no match for me, so I can kill them without any real risk", but: "They're monsters, so they're exceptionally dangerous and our victory is not guaranteed, so we have to use every weapon in our arsenal to keep them at bay, including psychological warfare [read: terrorism]." He's still very prejudiced, still justifying awful things, but he's coming from a place of genuine fear and a desire to protect his own people, not pure superiority.

But also, vitally: Thor is wrong. Not just morally but factually wrong. His logic is sound, but his intel is bad. He THINKS Jotunheim has the strength to pose a threat to Asgard, and they simply don't.

And this is Odin's fault. Odin's justifications for his own actions depend on the ongoing threat of Jotunheim being real, so he cannot admit to Thor that he lied, so he cannot make any argument against Thor's plan besides "because I am the Allfather and I say so", which of course only makes Thor rebel harder. Odin reaps what he sows, as always!

And finally... Thor may have swallowed some of Odin's propaganda whole, but here, he is also thinking like a propagandist himself. I love that! I really think that Thor is far more emotionally intelligent than he gets credit for. He comes from a family of manipulators; it makes sense for him to be one too. Maybe he doesn't come across like one... but maybe that's the idea.

[a-moth-to-the-light]

Most-Listened of June 2024

[last month]

June was a ridiculously exciting month of releases--I'd been so looking forward to the new Sunmi single, plus albums from Charli XCX, Megan Thee Stallion, Kehlani, Raveena, and Red Velvet. And then I got surprised by comebacks from The Japanese House, Bol4, Nayeon, and Epik High! And apparently the Suho album is pretty good? And the cupcakKe one is, too? Naturally, though, I was overwhelmed by the excitement and didn't spend much time with those new releases, so this list consists of... none of the aforementioned comebacks. I'm still quite proud of my top 15, though, especially because I had a chance to catch up with some exciting releases from last month (which will be making an appearance here)!

I also got to see Lucy, an absolutely wonderful k-band I've been following since debut, in concert, and it left me with a post-concert high for like a week. (It made me super sensitive to sensory input for a week, too. Like, I couldn't listen to Repion for that whole week, because their harmonies were too powerful, they made my skin feel like it was exploding. I could also FEEL the collars of my t-shirts like ants on my neck oh my god I've never been like that before it was wild.) So what I'm saying was, it was a fantastic concert & left me with a lot of appreciation for how interesting music can be! (Which is probably why the list of five-star songs is so long this month...)

It doesn't make an appearance here, but if you're curious: my pride anthem this month was George Michael's "Freedom! '90". (This is my pride anthem every year, actually, but it just never gets old to me.) Honorable mention to Hayley Kiyoko + Kehlani's "What I Need", and I hope you had a great pride month!

1. 5D (Fifth Dimension) -- The Byrds

You know that U2 lyric that talks about "a song that made some sense out of the world"? Well, here's a song that made some sense out of my world. Like, is it super exciting? Not really. But it shifted something in my soul. It's a song about having enough, and it feels like having enough--that warm guitar, those high harmonies at the end... And the lyrics make me cry. It's a simple song, but it has the feeling of a warm shower on a snowy day stored somewhere inside it. "5D" is magical, and I don't regret a single one of the many times I replayed it this month. (Also, this completes another item on my music bucket list for 2024, which was to like a new Byrds song!)

2. S.O.S -- Taichu, Lali

Since "Top" and "Noche de Sateo" last year, I've been keeping an eye out for Taichu. They have so much charisma--if there's an 'it' factor to being a star, Taichu has it to the max. All this to say, I don't think I could stay away from "S.O.S" if I tried. I don't love it as much as "Noche de Sateo", but it's still fantastic--the beat is super aespacore, and Taichu's raspy "SOS / save your souls" is one of the most iconic lines of the year. (Spotify says they're saying save our souls, but I like my headcanon better, so...) I've been singing the chorus all month, too. I would 100% recommend checking this one out, if just for the spectacle of Taichu's first verse--they're such a skilled performer.

3. +82 -- Badvillain

I'm so happy to announce that I've finally connected with a fifth-gen group! Though I definitely enjoy "Super Shy" and "Melting Point" and a few other fifth-gen hits, I've been feeling a little like I'm missing out, since I just haven't gotten into any of the new groups everyone's been so excited about. But Badvillain? They're exactly my kind of group. They're a perfect amount of obnoxious, reminiscent of CLC, but with the sleek rapping of XG (another group I've been REALLY getting into lately) added on. I love the weirdness of this debut, the drama of it. (Purplekiss got my attention with "Ponzona", a similarly melodramatic dark-concept debut, and I stan them now, so...) I definitely don't think this debut will be for everyone, but I call it a victory for obnoxious girlpop. CLC may be gone, but Badvillain proves that their spirit is still with us!! "+82", a short b-side attached to Badvillain's debut single, was released with a performance video, and it's such a gem. And yes, it's super short--like, less than 2 minutes long--but it's so packed with explosive brass (think: Demi Lovato's "Confident" or "Tell Me You Love Me") and thundering bass that it feels much fuller than its runtime suggests. It's an instant shot of energy, like all the best girlpop is. Here's to hoping that I'll like their future comebacks, and maybe Badvillain will be the first fifth-gen group I stan!

4. Popper! -- Akrilla, Taichu

Yep, it's Taichu again! "S.O.S" was a little weird, a little industrial, but it definitely felt like a song; in contrast, I can't promise that "Popper!" is actually a song--it's more like ambient noise (ambient, if you live in a sci-fi dystopia) with a chorus that pops up occasionally. People say Itzy & Stray Kids make construction zone music, so I guess "Popper!" is kind of like POV: you're a brick in a building that is currently being destroyed with a wrecking ball. And to be clear, I love it--the layers of sound are absolutely captivating. I can appreciate that even though "Popper!" sounds like the sonic equivalent of throwing paint at the wall, it takes work to get production this pristine. I imagine that every detail had to be sooo carefully placed, all these strange, creative sounds carefully sculpted into a landscape with the appearance of chaos. The more I listen to this one, the more addicted I become--it's surprisingly listenable! (I think we can thank the ever-charismatic Taichu for that, but maybe that's just my bias talking.)

5. Cosmic Love -- Faux Paz

Here we have the sulking song of the month! I've loved this song for forever--it's actually one of the songs that got me into Faux Paz--but I was reminded of it when I heard the name of the new Red Velvet album. When I revisited "Cosmic Love", it kickstarted a craving that lasted well into July. This arrangement is Faux Paz at their strongest--the whole arrangement is dense and cushion-y, and the final chorus, in particular, makes use of the choir's wall of voices just so excellently. The soloist's voice is heart-wrenching, too. I have no idea where Faux Paz finds so many people who can belt the way their soloists do--or is it all one person? I have no idea, but they're fantastic. While we're talking about Faux Paz, I've also been obsessed with their cover of "Chandelier" this month!

6. New Me -- Flo Milli, Anycia

I wish I loved the new Flo Milli album more than I do--as someone who lives for her campy mean-girl aesthetic, I want to love all her music!! But as of now, I haven't really found much to latch onto from Fine Ho, Stay. (It's not bad at all, just nothing I've been obsessing over!) That being said, I have to give "New Me" some credit, because it has a lot going for it: a great beat, a great feature (WOMEN WITH DEEP VOICES APPRECIATION POST), and some great ad-libs (which are exactly as obnoxious as I expect from a Flo Milli song, of course). I can totally see someone else falling head-over-heels for this track, but I think I'll be going back to leaving "Not Friendly" and "Big Steppa" on repeat, instead. I'm definitely inspired to check out Anycia's new album, though--

7. Más Lejos -- Atalhos

The summer heat is really hitting now, so, as per my tradition, I'm bringing out the wistful indie rock. "Más Lejos" was one of my favorite releases last summer, and it's still just as infinitely listenable as it was last year. I was inspired to check out more stuff from Atalhos this month, too, and I'm really impressed! I'm SO hyped to listen to their album Em Busca Do Tempo Perdido, since I'm pretty sure it's a Proust reference?? That's so cool, I was not expecting Proust to show up on my Spotify.

8. you should see me in a crown -- Billie Eilish

My brother and I were talking about albums that we think would be on Best Albums of All Time lists fifty years from now, and I'm confident that a Billie Eilish album will be on there--whether it'll be When We All Fall Asleep or Happier Than Ever, I'm not sure, but definitely one of those! So anyway, that conversation inspired me to revisit When We All Fall Asleep, since I had only paid attention to its ballads before. And oh my GOD, "you should see me in a crown" is fantastic. I remember it being popular, but I don't think I ever gave it a proper listen back in 2019--I was missing out. That bass in the chorus, with those shuddering effects, feels like tectonic plates moving. This song has so much grandeur, and Billie Eilish's performance here makes me believe she's the earth itself, a natural disaster waiting to happen. This is even more impressive than I was expecting.

9. Virtual Angel -- ARTMS

This actually isn't my favorite song from the album, but I'm not surprised it's my most-listened. "Virtual Angel" has all the magic I expect from a Loona(ish) comeback--that fluttering instrumental, for one, doesn't feel like something a human could produce, so I'm quite convinced it's a gift from the angels.

10. Hide & Seek -- Pixy

After watching a video from Planet Minjae on YouTube, I was inspired to revisit some of my favorite fourth-gen discographies, and Pixy is one of those. These ladies have some fantastic b-sides, and the group as a whole is way too underrated. I love the Chosen Karma mini ("Falling" & "Whisper" oh my god oh my god oh my god), but I'd never fully appreciated "Hide & Seek" before this month. Pixy don't have the production budget to make this song as much of a masterpiece as it could be, but I can see the vision here--the tongue-in-cheek intro, the commitment to brass in the instrumental (chorus and verses?!!!?!?!!!), and that fantastic rap section. Everything about this song is ambitious, and it really should be a hit.

11. Ah Yeah -- EXID

I have a whole ramble in my journal about how this is the best girl crush song ever. (Yes, it's like technically the tail end of the sexy concept or whatever, but this is literally EXID doing Blackpink before Blackpink, so I'm calling it one of the mothers of girl crush. And it outdid them ALL. Just saying.) EXID has Mamamoo-level vocals + a 4minute attitude (I love you, LE); they're pure power, and "Ah Yeah" lets them give their all. And the way they control the song--those little moments of commanding the beat to a halt--is such a nice little touch that really elevates the girl power concept. This song isn't new to me, but I fell in love all over again this month!

12. The Killa -- TXT

When this album first came out, I listened to the first minute of "The Killa", was like oh look it's tinnitus again, and then I went and listened to "Tinnitus" instead. But I really underestimated this song! "The Killa" is hazy and distorted in a way that "Tinnitus" isn't--I find those weird, robot-y harmonies in the chorus so captivating. I love how the production here is so layered and creative, and I think this song will continue to age quite well.

13. Te Encontrei em SP -- Atalhos, Delfina Campos

Re: my Atalhos binge! This one isn't my favorite--it's so wispy and laid-back that it becomes kind of monotone--but that saxophone is wonderful. They really give the saxophone room to breathe in the instrumental, instead of relegating it to one short solo, and the fuzzed-out production is really interesting!

14. Armageddon -- Aespa

This chorus has been everywhere all month, and I'm more than happy to get caught up in the hype. Like, I can't stop craving the "imma get it dunnnnnnn" bit, and whenever I can finally get it out of my head, I hear a snippet of it on YouTube Shorts--and there, the craving is back. That crunchy production is exactly what I want in an Aespa song, too! I don't know if the Aespa ladies really do this song justice--their voices are gorgeous, don't get me wrong, I just think I would enjoy "Armageddon" more if their performances leaned more into its moodiness. So it's not my favorite Aespa song, but I'm happy to succumb to its popularity and spend a summer leaving it on repeat!

15. Boom -- Nmixx

Yeah fine I get it now. It's fantastic, whatever. Nmixx's album this year was super exciting and wonderful, whatever. (Look, Nmixx songs have a history of giving me headaches, headaches which I'm still a little bit bitter about. But I'll get over it eventually... the bitterness is hard to maintain, especially after "Passionfruit"...) "Boom" places a lot of pressure on its hooks--it's more like a highlight medley than a song--but that "tick tick tick tick boom boom" hook is surprisingly sturdy. The whole thing ends up feeling coherent in a way that is deeply confusing to me: how does it do that? What a masterpiece. Also, that glossy house section at the end is to die for!!

Five-Star Songs This Month

Butterfly Effect -- ARTMS

And here we have my favorite song from Dall. I've spent the month with the album, and this is the one that really sticks with me. That sonar-sounding vocal hook is just two notes, but it's ridiculously gorgeous.

Chokehold Cherry Python -- Ashnikko

Ashnikko has met her match with the aggressive guitar in this song. The combination of the two? It's like being struck by lightning. Also, their song "Deal With It" (with Kelis) probably isn't a five-star song, but it's SUCH a summer hit!! I've been listening to that one a bunch, too.

De Zombis -- Repion

Check out more of Repion's back catalog, they said. It'll be fun, they said. This song, the first track on Repion's first album, is such a way to debut. Like, it's painful how overwhelmingly beautiful it is. The vocals here are piercing--the front-and-center harmonies I love so much about Repion aren't something they grew into; apparently, this duo's vocals have been sending electric shocks through their music as long as they've been around. The roughness of this song's production brings a completely unique kind of intensity, too, something so different from their recent releases but in the same spirit--Repion knows how to make rock anthems that come straight for my heart.

Drug Free America -- Bleachers

A joke song with surprising longevity. Like, I appreciated the absurdity of this one right from the start, but I didn't expect to actually enjoy it as music. Here we are, though! The snappy comedy of the lyrics balances out the sonic soup of the vocal effects, and "Drug Free America" is full of fun lines that stay fun on repeat listens. Look, I've been obsessed with Bleachers for forever, now--I'm willing to indulge pretty much anything they put out, so this gets five stars and there's nothing you can do about it.

Mine -- Aespa

I think I tend to like Aespa most when they're ice-cold ("Illusion" is my favorite aespa song for a reason), and this song is right up my alley. I defer to @pocima's write-up on this one though, because she does "Mine" more justice than I could! [link]

Popper! -- Akriila, Taichu

S.O.S -- Taichu, Lali

Starburned and Unkissed -- Caroline Polachek

The I Saw the TV Glow soundtrack strikes again! After falling in love with yeule's "Anthems For A Seventeen Year-Old Girl" last month, I listened through the whole soundtrack album and zeroed in on this fascinating song. It's a hazy, ghostly scream, it's a ballad left out in the cold too long, iced over and sleeping in the snow and dreaming desperately of a home it may never see again. I don't know, it just hits. Both yeule & Caroline Polachek's contributions to this soundtrack are beautifully warped--I love how these songs find so much soul and emotion and life energy in decidedly unnatural sonic worlds.

[south-of-heaven]

Natalya x Pro Basketball Player Reader?

Winner || Natalya Neidhart x Reader

Summary: You win a big basketball game and Nattie is there to see it.

As the final buzzer sounds and the cheers of the crowd fill the arena, you can't help but feel an overwhelming rush of joy. Your team has just won the basketball game, and the victory feels even sweeter because you had your biggest supporter, Natalya, right there on the sidelines.

As you make your way off the court, your eyes find Nattie in the stands. She's standing and clapping, a wide smile on her face. The sight of her fills you with a sense of pride and happiness that words can't fully describe.

You jog over to the sidelines, where Nattie is waiting with open arms. Without hesitation, you wrap your arms around her, pulling her into a tight hug. The crowd's cheers seem to fade into the background as you savor this moment with the woman who means the world to you.

"You were amazing out there," Nattie says, pulling back slightly to look into your eyes.

You can't help but grin, feeling a rush of energy from both the game and Nattie's presence. "Thanks, Nattie. Having you here always gives me that extra boost."

She chuckles softly and places a gentle kiss on your cheek. "You know I'll always be your number one fan."

The two of you stand there for a moment, caught up in each other's gaze. Nattie's support has been a constant throughout your basketball career, and you're grateful beyond words for the love and encouragement she offers.

After a while, Nattie pulls away slightly, her eyes twinkling mischievously. "So, how about we celebrate this victory? Dinner at your favorite place?"

You nod eagerly, already looking forward to spending more time with her. "Sounds perfect. And I promise, no basketball talk tonight."

Nattie chuckles and playfully rolls her eyes. "Deal. Just this once."

As the two of you make your way out of the arena, hand in hand, you can't help but reflect on how lucky you are to have Nattie by your side. She's not just your biggest supporter; she's your rock, your confidante, and the person who brings so much joy into your life.

With the taste of victory still lingering in the air and Nattie's warm presence beside you, you know that no matter where your basketball journey takes you, having her love and support makes every victory even sweeter.

[faux-fires]

For the WIP ask meme (tysm for the tag), you had me at 'political drama.txt' but I'm also very curious about 'gruffgriff' and Hawke rising from the trash??? Any of those, any combination, or whatever you feel like sharing I will be on like pigeons swarming half a discarded sandwich, pls and thank.

that's really kind of you to say so! 'political drama' is the vaguuuest. there's a lot of arranged marriage fics in fandom and i wanted one that fully leant into the court intrigue angle rather than the romance angle.

i love a particular genre of story that's like, an outsider comes into a poisonous and decadent court and struggles to rise to the top in the hope of reform it/sabotaging it from within against overwhelming odds while also struggling to hold onto their idealism and sense of right vs wrong amidst the scheming and the murdering. at the same time, people are getting dicked down.

this particular .txt is just vague outlines for a proposed series of stories covering the Intrigue, the cyber equivalent of a napkin at a bar with SOTRY: fuckingggggg written on it after a few glasses of your bev of choice. I STILL WANT A COURT INTRIGUE FIC but i have accepted that i would be writing it for an audience of like, five, because people on the whole read arranged marriages for the will they/won't they romance not the actual experience of government, which is a toss up between sausage factory gristle & gore and simultaneously armando iannucci death-of-stalin farce with grown men bickering about the symbolic arrangement of funereal flowers. :sob:

the thing about it was, it had been fun. he had been young and he had been in love and he had wanted, genuinely, to try and change the nature of the fire nation government - to dig deep into the depths of its machinery, pull apart its pistons and boilers and hissing steam valves, its ambition and appetites and pride - but he was a smart man, and at the end of the day, he had been pitting his mind against other smart people, and it had been fun. until (spoiler thing) had happened, and people had died.

"hawke rising from the trash" is one of the published ones! it turned into "a toast to distant friends", a story about varric + hawke's shitty gift choices.

as for gruffgriff, i signed up to a fenris & anders focused big bang a few years ago, somehow failing to realise this was a stupid idea when i don't care much for fenders and that was what a specifically fenris + anders big bang was inevitably gonna feature heavily, and was assigned a pic of the two of them on a gryphon. i took like six different attempts to start a story before giving up and withdrawing from the big bang (mikke wrote a much better story for the same prompt anyway so the artist wasn't left bereft). with this one i think the idea was to have anders having never left the wardens and then for fenris to enter the story in carver's place, having contracted the taint on the deep roads expedition? i kept the opening because i thought it could be used for something else but [laughs bitterly in writer's block].

The cavernous mess hall of the Warden base in the Anderfels could seat, with comfort, almost a thousand people if pressed. Here, within its sandstone walls and under the watchful eye of the First Warden, the Warden-heroes of ages gone had sat and made merry and celebrated victories without counting; had raised toasts to whole legions of the glorious dead before and after battles upon which the fate of Thedas hung; had been filled to the imposing rafters with the sound of an army of men determined to pretend, at least for a little while, that they were not, eventually, functionally, dead men. That the hall currently contained only Anders, Riordan and Stroud was a sad commentary on the state of the Order.

[shitsndgiggs]

Hey, can you write where the reader is dating Kenan but she doesn’t want to have kids 

TOO YOUNG - KENAN YILDIZ

Being a mother is not for Y/N

Kenan Yildiz x fem! reader

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The roar of the crowd filled the air as the final whistle blew, signaling the end of another victorious match for Juventus. I was in the stands, as always, cheering for my boyfriend, Kenan, and the rest of the team.

Being part of the Juventus family as a player for the women’s team, I had a unique perspective, knowing exactly what it felt like to be on the field, feeling the rush of adrenaline as the fans chanted our names.

Kenan’s eyes found mine in the crowd, and he gave me a triumphant smile as he raised his hands in victory.

My heart swelled with pride. Even though we were both 19, still early in our careers, our relationship had quickly become the talk of the football world.

Fans adored us together—two young, talented athletes in love, both representing the same iconic club.

The media dubbed us the "Juventus Power Couple," and the attention was both exciting and overwhelming at times.

After the match, I made my way down to the players’ exit to meet Kenan. The stadium was packed with fans, all eager to catch a glimpse of their favorite players.

Kenan emerged from the tunnel, still in his kit, looking as effortlessly handsome as ever. His dark hair was tousled from the game, and his face was flushed with the excitement of the win.

As soon as he spotted me, his smile widened, and he jogged over to where I was waiting.

Without a word, he pulled me into a warm embrace, his familiar scent of sweat and cologne filling my senses.

“You were amazing out there,” I whispered against his chest, feeling the thrum of his heartbeat.

“You think so?” he teased, pulling back slightly to look at me. “Maybe I was just trying to impress my biggest fan.”

I rolled my eyes playfully. “Always the charmer.”

Hand in hand, we began walking towards the car, but it wasn’t long before we were swarmed by fans. They were holding out jerseys, scarves, and phones, all hoping for an autograph or a photo.

Kenan, ever the gracious star, smiled and took the time to greet everyone, signing whatever was thrust his way and posing for pictures.

I did the same, accustomed to the attention, though it still felt surreal sometimes.

The fans were always kind and supportive, and many of them were vocal about how much they loved seeing us together.

But as we stood there, surrounded by a sea of smiling faces, the questions started to change.

“When are you guys going to have kids?” one fan asked, their voice cutting through the chatter.

“Yeah, we can’t wait to see little football stars from the two of you!” another added.

The question hung in the air, and I felt my heart skip a beat. I hadn’t expected this, and the sudden shift in conversation made me uncomfortable. I’d never been one to picture myself as a mother.

It just wasn’t something I saw in my future, and Kenan knew that. We’d talked about it before—how I wasn’t interested in having children, at least not now, and maybe not ever.

Kenan must have sensed my discomfort because he quickly stepped in. “Hey, guys, we really appreciate your support,” he began, his voice calm but firm. “But could you please respect our privacy on this? We’re just focused on our careers right now.”

There was a moment of silence as the fans processed his words, and then they nodded in understanding. “Of course, sorry about that,” one of them said, giving us an apologetic smile.

Kenan gave them a reassuring grin, and with his arm around my shoulders, he gently guided me towards the car.

As we walked away from the crowd, I couldn’t help but feel a mix of emotions—gratitude for Kenan’s quick intervention and a lingering unease about the whole situation.

Once we were in the car and the doors were shut, the noise from outside faded away, leaving just the two of us in the quiet.

Kenan started the engine, but he didn’t pull away immediately. Instead, he turned to look at me, his expression soft and concerned.

“Hey, you okay?” he asked, reaching out to take my hand.

I nodded, though I couldn’t hide the worry in my eyes. “Yeah, it’s just… I wasn’t expecting that.”

“I know,” he said gently. “I’m sorry they put you on the spot like that.”

“It’s not your fault,” I said quickly. “I just… I don’t know what to say in situations like that. I don’t want to disappoint anyone, but at the same time, I don’t want to lie about what I want.”

Kenan squeezed my hand, his thumb brushing over my knuckles. “You don’t have to say anything you’re not comfortable with. And you definitely don’t have to feel pressured to be or do anything you don’t want to. It’s your body, your life, and your choice.”

His words were exactly what I needed to hear, and I felt a wave of relief wash over me. “Thank you,” I said softly, looking into his eyes. “I just worry that people won’t understand, you know? Especially because we’re so young. Everyone assumes we’ll just follow the typical path.”

“Let them assume whatever they want,” Kenan said with a shrug. “What matters is what we want, what you want. And if you don’t want kids, that’s perfectly fine. We’ve got our whole lives ahead of us to figure things out. And no matter what, I’m with you all the way.”

I couldn’t help but smile at his unwavering support. “You’re really okay with it? I mean, what if you change your mind later?”

Kenan shook his head, his expression serious. “I’m not going to change my mind about you. I love you, and I respect your decisions. If you don’t want kids, then we won’t have them. Simple as that. And if I ever feel differently, we’ll talk about it. But right now, I’m happy with just us.”

His words were a balm to my soul, soothing all the worries and doubts that had been swirling in my mind. “I love you too,” I whispered, leaning over to kiss him.

The drive home was filled with light conversation, the tension from earlier completely dissipated.

By the time we pulled into the driveway, I felt a sense of peace, knowing that whatever challenges we might face, we would face them together.

As we walked into the house, Kenan wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me close. “Now, let’s forget about all that and focus on us, okay?”

“Okay,” I agreed, feeling a smile tug at my lips.

[geezerwench]

(This is a long one. Beware)

Nothing new I suppose, but watching a news team talking to people going to the Trump Rally in Waco last night, and hearing them say things like “We knew from day one that Jan/6 at the Capital was a set up by the Feds!” and “Donald Trump will never be stopped. Anyone thinking he will be, better know what’s coming!” reminds me of something I’ve been reminded of, over & over again the last few years.

What does it remind me of?

That even with many years as a social scientist, and having both studied and taught the things I see playing out in our country, I still have moments of “Holy shit!”

Why is that important? Because the same “Holy Shit!” that I feel, in a negative way, is simultaneously creating a “Hell YEAH!” in his cult members.

The common factors are the attention grabbing aspect of what’s being said and done, and the level of intensity in the emotions being triggered.

Please understand, that arresting and convicting of Trump won’t bring about a lowering of the heat behind those emotions. Not in the short term. (And by short term I mean 3-5 years) It will intensify them. Naturally, that also raises the danger factor. He MUST, though, be indicted, prosecuted and convicted. He must. Even, and ESPECIALLY because it will increase the danger factor.

If you’ve followed me for long, you likely know that I believe that this CAN create a GOOD feeling in us, as a democracy loving people, even as the danger increases.

A soldier going on a mission that he or she knows is one they very likely may never come back from feels fear….with the edges rounded by the overwhelming pride of believing that what they are doing is THE most important thing they will EVER do during their time on earth. They feel BOTH at the same time.

The almost “certain death” we are facing, is the certainty that if we lose the 2024 election, it will be the death of democracy.

The overwhelming pride, for us, is that of embracing-like a first time mother embracing the newborn child she is handed by the nurse-the idea that winning the 2024 election is THE most important thing we will ever have done in our lifetime.

So, go ahead and feel the fear that comes from the thought of losing democracy….and then feel it shift to the background, as you feel the grit, the drive and intensity of an ass kicking sense of “THIS, we will DO!” that comes, as that overwhelming sense of pride and clarity of purpose….easily & effortlessly slides in front of it, and then drives the bus to the finish line.

Both feelings and emotions remain, and BOTH assist us to victory, but there is only one bus driver. Only one.

YOU are on Team Democracy. YOU are among those who will be written about in history books, and described as the people who came forward in the largest collective effort in US history, to squash evil at the voting booth.

- Jack Hopkins