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nightlyrequiem · 2 days ago

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there's this tiktok audio that's like "say im doing too much and you'll never see me doing a thing again in your life" which feels so valeria to me like i think this woman is so dramatic but acts like she isn't. she is also one of those ppl who can't let shit go and will bring it up until the day she dies.

"remember that time you fell asleep and forgot to call me"

"that was two years ago.."

"oh really? felt like yesterday to me"

it takes her 29393838 years to get over arguments (even though SHE started 99% of them) and yk she lacks accountability so she'll always bring up what you said instead of the hundreds of insults she said

"hand you the remote? no. remember when you called me a crazy bitch who makes up things in her head. yeah, grab it your goddamn self"

"and you told me to die"

"only because you called me a crazy bitch"

(the crazy bitch comment came way after the die comment but okay)

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Homegirl doesn’t realize she’s dramatic either. I think it’s because she just feel things more intensely than usual and it makes it hard for her to act normal about it. Even if it’s something tiny like your tone being off. Suddenly you don’t love her so she starts distancing herself and acting all cold and it’s YOUR job to figure out what happened. God forbid she try to communicate with you 😒

You’re so right though, this woman can’t let anything go. I don’t think she’s even being manipulative or mean about it she just genuinely can’t fully get over things. You’re right about the accountability thing too.

Cognitive dissonance is her best friend. Shes usually in the wrong but she’ll find small ways to justify it. She started fight because you came home late even though you had a genuine reason? Well you should’ve told her before hand, you know she has trust issues.

The thing about insults is she’s always WORSE! She can’t let go and she doesn’t back down. If you don’t leave first you’d legitimately spend the entire day or night fighting. She’s not afraid to say things she know will hurt you 😖

She’s probably too far gone for therapy but that’s okay bc she’s Valeria

#valeria garza #cod mw2 #valeria garza x reader #modern warefare ii #valeria garza x fem!reader #valeria garza cod #cod mwii #cod x reader #valeria garza x you

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strawberri-syrup · 8 months ago

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my toxic trait is getting pissed off when my roommate is on the phone with me in the room

#im sorry but her phone voice is so fucking loud #and it has been CONSTANT for days #im being a bitch i know but also i am so fucking annoyed #AND SHE INVITED SOMEONE OVER WITHOUT ASKING ME FIRST #she invited him THEN asked if i was okw tih it #and now i cant say no because id be an asshole #because thats her best friend and shes been talking about it all day #so i just have to suck up some random guy sleeping on my floor #because if i say no im being a bitch for no reason #sorry for roommateposting so much lately i am being a bitch

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moeblob · 13 days ago

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"Him? Oh, you know, he's kind of a loser." - probably everyone except for his younger brother.

Germaine is based on the layer of hell (Dante's Inferno) for material wealth before self, others, and god. So basically very materialistic and possessive of his belongings. Unfortunately, his younger brother qualifies as a belonging in his mind. So he does his absolute best to keep his brother safe and sound and scratch free - which is a bit tough in a post apocalyptic setting but he mostly manages.

Also a fact I just like to mention: he is incapable of lying.

#my characters #germaine wellington #welp guess who watched an anime recently (its not complete) and the dad of the mc made em think of a loserman big brother oc #its me! correct! the dad just reminded me a bit of germaine and i blame appearances mostly but also the dad was kind of a loser (i love him #and germaine does practically raise tremaine which further messes up their absolutely awful codependency #like yeah both brothers would kill for many reasons (survival and resources mainly) but !#if tremaine lost germaine hed probably cry and become incapable of moving on and eventually just dying w no reason to live #but if germaine lost tremaine hed go insane cause no no no thats HIS brother and hed start blaming everyone #and lose all rationale and logic while hes actually one of the most logic based in the group #hes a loser but dont let him lose things or he loses it more #but when hes really mad at tremaine for whatever reason his best friend is like uh huh what are you gonna do about it #and germaine is like........... we both know i will sigh and accept it and probably pat him on the head next i see him #which is incredibly honest and exactly what he does because yeah hes mad but even mad he cannot say #im gonna slap some sense into him because thats a lie he wouldn't hurt his brother #everyone in their group knows he cant lie so when he gets hesitant after being asked something they just know #hes trying to plot the best way to skirt the answer bc its apparently Not Good #he looks angry and annoyed often but its just resting bitch face #he lights up when he sees tremaine and he lightens up a little with his best friend #like lil smiles for his bestie and brother but when talking ABOUT his brother? he lights up and beams because hes so proud #of the coolest and smartest thing in his life (his brother)

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sergeifyodorov · 3 months ago

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whatever happened to the sanctity of Making Your Own Post

#person in the notes of my not sad about am34 captaincy not happy about jt91 giving it up but A Secret Third Thing going #'AHEM sidcros is the only superstar of a team who Should Be Captain'#like. first off you only think that because he's been captain for 20 years #second off ALEX OVECHKIN HAS BEEN HERE THE WHOLE TIME #i would say does connor mcdavid mean nothing to you but it's implied by the phrasing of their response he obviously doesn't...#ok im just being a bitch now. what about steve yzerman aka sidcros' idol #...wayne gretzky...?#making this nonrbable because i Am complaining for no reason. also mutuals are allowed to have bad opinions under my posts yr the exception

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bellamyblakru · 4 months ago

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i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.

its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.

have passion in spite of those who hate.

#its absolutely mind boggling to me #and genuinely makes me so fucjinf upset #i was sitting next to my sister who has been nicer to me than usual as she is talking to her online friend and im doing my nails silently b #its her polish and i didnt wanna take it out of her room. but i look up and shes ranking music genres which is all cool. but without #hesitation as the first one at the most bottom tier she put kpop. like i understand its not her cup of tea but i was like okay thats #something that actively makes me wanna keep living yaknow. and she knows that. so i was like #‘interesting placement for kpop’ and she didnt say anything so i said ‘im not sure youve listened to it enough to have such a violent #opinion on it’ and she immediately got angry saying shes ‘heard enough’ and then got mad at me for saying that saying why was i being ‘like #this what the fuck’ and my heart genuinely sunk into my ass but i couldnt leave even though i felt like crying bc i only did one hand and i #was drying at that moment plus i didn’t wanna make it a big deal. but this is not the first time she’s actively hated on my music without #prompt from me and it just makes me ????? like. music taste differs with everyone i understand this and i respect it. if something brings u #happiness then i would love to hear and listen even if i wouldn’t choose it myself. but being a bitch about it. idk #ultimately its the fact of being mean for no reason over someone else’s passion makes u a fucking asshole #:)))) im not crying bye #ashley rambles #to delete later #my mom and brother do it too btw. hating on it and making sure i hear it.#my mom was doing it the other day and my 7 year old nephew kept saying ‘pook i love it. i think its cool’ and it made me cry because kids #have the capacity for such unaltered kindness as the world has yet been cruel to them #idk man

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lesbianfakir · 8 months ago

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Ok genuine question is it normal to be expected to hide/lie about your mental illness symptoms to friends? So obviously there’s trauma dumping but this isn’t about that—is it normal to just be expected to pretend you’re happier than you are because if you express that you’re doing bad one too many times people get frustrated that you’re not doing better?

I keep having friendships where I support them through difficult events so I think it’s a safe place but when I start to be honest about my depression they either get frustrated with me (more specifically frustrated that they can’t take my problems away) or distant. I know it’s hard to see a friend in pain but it also sucks to be in a position where you need to be constantly pretending to be silly and happy because that’s what they signed up for. I’m tired of being ‘too much’ for people, you know? I work hard to support my friends through their problems and I’m good at it, but lately I’ve found I just have to deal with everything on my own.

I’m tired of the stigma around mental illness because so much of my life I can’t even talk about for fear of being too depressing. I understand why it is the way that it is but that doesn’t make it any less isolating. It hurts that if I’m having a day where I’m really scared I can’t tell anyone about it because it’ll freak them out and I just have to wait for it to pass when I know just being around another person would help ground me.

Anyways ramble over I genuinely hope this is a problem specific to my situation and you all have people to help you through dark times. I truly hope we’re not all secretly left alone with our demons

#venting to my tumblr blog because I can’t talk to my friends abt this for obvious reasons #I’m in therapy so it’s not a lack of being able to talk about things #it’s the lack of being able to call a friend and say hey I’m really scared can i hang out with you for a little while #lea talks #negative #vent post #lea off topic tag #writing this I feel so evil like of COURSE people don’t want to be around you when you’re not masking you’re so bleak and depressing #but I really do try to prompt my friends into establishing boundaries #but I guess it’s easier to just pull back and be distant than to be honest #im aware of how hard it is to talk to someone who’s depressed im not constantly bitching about depression #im just constantly wrong abour who I can confide in #:/#being the therapist friend suuuucks because everyone expects you to be there to help with their problems #and have no problems of your own

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vanweezer · 23 days ago

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very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out

"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"

thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms

#problems!#people seem to underestimate how quick i am to make moves #the job market is piss. cant believe yall two would blame me for being unemployed when all i do from rise to slumber is hound ppl for jobs #im not going to stay in a house where i will be 'scared straight'. that shit doesnt work on me. in fact it has the opposite effect #i respect yall even LESS now #and youre so so fucking lucky one of my goals for next year is to make things right with you it would be easy to cut you off forever #same way i did with my abusive transphobic dad.#my mom is someone i know can do better and can actually listen to reason instead of being stuck in her generation's mentality of #'x is easy if you just do y. you kids have it so easy the world is at your fingertips' blah blah fucking blah #i am autistic i do not keep jobs easily. i am trans jobs do not want me. i am black and perceived as a woman. every customer at all of my #past jobs thinks i am rude or mean or have an attitude when i do nothing but treat others the exact way i would want to be treated #customers dont like what i say? i stop talking. customers dont like when i dont talk? i talk to them. rinse repeat #like i know im the problem here but all of my problems circle back to my autism and the fact that because im not a supergenius or #someone whose special interest is capitalism i fail at every avenue i try to jam myself in.#but yeah no i need to work harder i need to be taken to a FUCKING CEMETERY and yelled at by YOUR HUSBAND for wanting to go to the bathroom #in front of his mothers grave. god rest her soul and yall know im no christian so i actually mean that shit #because in his mind all i want to do is smoke and party. when i smoke because i have fucking migraines and g to shows #(two out of three of them being free and for the purpose of their willingness to 'get me out of the house')#bc i like music and i like engaging w my scene. but no its all violent noise theres no actual purpose or activism behind moshing. nope #its just one big party right. im just wasting my time right. because i like sleepin on a couch every night with no doors to close. yep ok #anyway heres to me getting my meds getting the fuck out and being somewhat far from my scene now that im moving #hows that for smoking and partying all the time huh?#if any of yall read this i am so so sorry. bitching about my stepdad will become a thing i think #hes one of those bible thumpers that are totally boring and indifferent to differences around them and thinks my mom is just like him #in some ways? she is. but she is a people pleaser and will never take her wants or her feelings seriously #because she had the unfortunate upbringing in being brainwashed into thinking her feelings/wants are sinful #shoutout to my christian or catholic mutuals who are fucking normal and dont let some old fantasy novel control your life. peace #religion mention

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thisismyworldyeah · 1 month ago

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#love seeing people disguising their opinion cofcof racism cofcof about vini through their words of not liking him for whatever reason #real did absolutely right by not flying the team put tk that clownery because of the ridiculous mocking that is happening with him #and im not even getting started on the whole act thing because apparently chanting racist chants is something to look up to according to #i don't believe you should like every single black person in the world but people need to get their asses on and acknowledge wt #wtf goes on on football regarding racism and xenophobia because is showing #the racists are being shown and i have to pray for days where people get their heads out of their asses and see things for as they are #one thing is disliking someone because of whatever reason and another thing is criticizing everything because of your rooted racism.#many reasons of why people don't like him IS because he is black and because he doesn't bend his head like racists expect black people to d #he is not obedient he is not shutting his mouth and affirming with his head because a racist person expect him to #and that bothers A LOT of people because how dare him how dare he not be on his place where my people told him he belong #i hope he continues to be himself and that he gets circled around by people that he can actually count on because he deserves to #many other players are cunts they are son of bitches and dont get HALF the criticism he gets and i hope people learn how to do the maths #because once again we are supposed to solve a problem we didn't create and god forbid we say out loud what is happening.#also go read the fucking newspapers and their disgusting reasons for this. and if you still can't catch on #i hope you like evolving as a human because you are needing some.#fuck this shit not even on my birthday i can have peace as a black person there's always a fucking thing happening to ruin your day #i hope every racist burns btw slowly consumed by the flames so they can see their miserable life before their eyes

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ghastbutlikegay · 2 months ago

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I have concluded that YouTube shorts does not deserve bistro huddy

#im way too invested in this but like #why does NO ONE understand nicole #not one single commenter.#everyone either completely idolizes her and wishes they were like her #OR completely hates her and things she’s a bad character #when ACTUALLY. she is simultaneously a representation #of things servers wish they could say to rude customers. AND That One Coworker #as a character she’s entertaining BECAUSE she’s kinda shallow and entitled and weasels her way out of work #she’s funny because she’s mean and a little too quick for everyone else #and in recent videos (like the whole tipping pool thing) it’s clear to me that it’s like #exploring how shitty it can be to actually work with someone like that #I think the reason people in the comments are hating her #it’s because she Got Worse #but because the other characters are reacting in a more realistic way.#she and brad are facing the consequences of their actions #and in the short posted today #i think people only hate her because terry doesnt bend #he tells her off and establishes that there will be consequences #and whatever she says he doesnt let her off #she cant snark her way out if it #and that’s GOOD #that’s INTERESTING #there’s actual character work being done here #he’s playing them as full characters now and not just archetypes or placeholders #my sibling just got home im gonna bitch at them about this instead

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p2iimon · 7 months ago

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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me

#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy #then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so #its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black #already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu #shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason #everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at #withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind #like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not #here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking #no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i #he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t #him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself #ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so #like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is #nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too #anyway.....#simons spouting #simons fnaf au #OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial #relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess #michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being #annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective #if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a #a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.

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vcrnons · 8 months ago

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technically yes i did leave my old job but you wouldn’t believe it with the way i am still somehow at their beck and call

#shut up j #work chronicles #‘oh they want you to certify for this trial’ ‘ok well im already busy covering their clinic this morning so i cant do that’#‘mmmm yeah but they really really want you to certify’#WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO #i cannot be in two places at once and i most certainly cannot do two ******** activities at the same time #do they want me to see their patients or do they want me to take test images and more importantly WHEN WILL I STOP BEING THEIR BITCH i left #for a reason 😭😭😭😭😭#gonna commit violent crimes before the end of the day don’t worry about it #(violent crimes : sit in this room and sulk but ultimately say nothing because they do in fact have me under their thumb until I leave the #trust entirely. i fear.) ( who gives af about me and what I want though right) (lmao)

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dbphantom · 6 months ago

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maybe i should have gone into practical effects instead of computer science...

#when i was in middle school i used to use red and black pens + spit for blending to make it look like the backs of my hands were torn open #i can't believe it's almost 4am. i just spent 5 hours typing up an essay about MM's erik that i just fuckin privated bc i was embarrassed #AND I STILL NEVER SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAAA #i was right but im going to save all my points for the fanfic im currently planning out and promptly NEVER GOING TO ACTUALLY WRITE #I say shoving my plans for my h2o s3 rewrite off the table #yes i skipped from s2 to s3 i had a BRILLIANT idea [season 3 h2o spoilers ahead be wary my mutuals who are still watching]#okay so you know how lewis goes to the american institute of marine bio in the middle of 3? since this is tied to my s2 rewrite fic i wante #to actually finally reasonably re-introduced dr denman to the story because i never liked that she just fucked off at the end of s1 #despite WITNESSING the moon pool magic. so i made it so she runs into lewis while doing a presentation for the college and they have a chat #(because her JAW paper plays an important part in my s2 rewrite bc i imagine lewis is the kind of guy who SAYS he deleted every copy of #it... but ACTUALLY he secretly printed himself out a copy to study in private to compare to his own notes bc #[lewis voice] come *on* guys just THINK of the progress that he could make with this! [grabby hands in front of chest])#so yeah they have a chat and Linda kind of gives Lewis the opposite dilemma in s3 that Louise gives him in s1 about science and magic #since SHE knows about the moon pool and has been biding her time and she knows Lewis knows and Lewis is like ah... uh oh.#it will eventually tie into the idea it's not about forcing science and magic together or separating them #its abt respectfully and responsibly utilizing both to see their fullest potential. which lewis learned in s2 and Linda has... not.#BUT #later on she gets a call from 1 (one) ryan who is like 'hey so i heard u did environmental studies on mako for dr bennett a couple years ag #and i was wondering if you've seen anything weird there as im currently doing a-' and she's immediately like 'YOU SON OF A BITCH IM IN'#and he's like 'wha-' and she's like 'i have already booked my plane tickets we're going to have a great time we have lots to talk about :)'#and wheeee now they have someone who knows about mermaids on their team and it's the perfect way to bring lewis back to relevancy in s3 :D #it also gives me reason to have two bad bitches (linda and sophie) meet and get to know each other which is not a dynamic ive seen in #any of the H2O fics i've ever read so im very hyped to delve into how they'll play off each other #also charlotte is there so technically three bad bitches (only in my au Charlotte never lost her tail and is part of the gang she just move #because she felt like she needed to leave to really be able to find herself without being in her grandmother's shadow but she comes back bc #well... it's season 3 mako is sounding the fucking emergency alarms everyone is showing up sdkghkfjhg)#im also so so so hyped to show u guys who's coming back in the s2 rewrite because it ISNT denman and i think everyone thinks it will be :3c #(i said she when telling ppl to look forward to a familiar face... but can u blame me for getting hype she's one of my favorite characters!#i love u H2O #cruddy rambles

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spotsupstuff · 1 year ago

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ur grading people and if they get an f theyre blocked? my main you aint a kindergarten teacher this is a microblogging platform

yeah, that's why there's that function called blocking! :) cuz this is a microblogging site! that's what microblogging platforms have! :) so you don't have to put up with people's shit! :) interesting that kindergarten teachers where you live are capable of blocking people in real life, hope you had fun with that

#spot says stuff #this is the INTERNET You are the one who curates your own fucking experience and if i dont like someones vibes or what theyre saying to me-#-they are going to get blocked! ''grading'' people??? its called judging people and having set boundaries and self respect #im not here to conform to strangers tastes n the need to Watch Me i dont care about that more than i care about myself #i am not a ''content creator'' i am not someone with some power like a ''kindergarten teacher'' i am a stranger to All of you and-#-just another tumblr user and i dont owe you fucking anything just like nobody Here owes me anything besides base respect #n base respect includes watching what you say to people. i dont have to put up with strangers faults. im holding everyone here accountable-#-for their actions and words because i believe that you are capable of being a good considerate human person n acting sensibly #what would happen if i blocked a person on Tumblr Dot Com. the goddamn apocalypse? please. blocking isnt controlling people around you-#-its Boundaries. you can get over some random bitch blocking you on the internet. its not my responsibility if someone decides that their-#-entire emotional wellbeing depends on a *Stranger*#i have P@NSEAR blocked cuz i just Dont like their content. if someone ''gets an F'' from me for behaviour then MAYBE theres a REASON?#''ur grading people'' goddammit man who Isnt judging the people around them and the interaction they have with them #HOW many times ive said ''feel free to block me!'' in a positive way cuz of smth as small as a too gorey design. what do u think-#-blocking is ysee??? ''you are acting entitled'' because i AM! i AM entitled to having a good comfortable experience on the INTERNET #just like ANY OF YOU. please anon! you dont like my way of treating myself on the Internet do just that! block me! i wont throw a fuss??#if Anyone here doesnt like the smallest aspect of me judge me. i invite you to. judge me and if that aspect is too loud for you Block me #to get along with this anons absolutely correct n in place anecdote: Grade Me. give me an F. boot me from the school whatever That means #keep yourself safe and make your experience on the internet comfortable #i cant tell if youre one of those dumb anon askers who r just lookin for attention or fight Or a reasonable person but heres my look at it #entertain it before you disregard it. got me pissed off from the moment i wake up u dont even know bout my whole blockin system dear god

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anotherpapercut · 1 year ago

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I love when I'm talking to someone and someone else who I don't know like that butts in to ask a really personal question that informs the conversation they are not a part of

#joked to a coworker that shes gonna get in trouble for breaking dress code and ahe asked abt my shirt #and i said i have a special exception and was gonna leave it at that and tell her abt it later when ppl werent around #and my fucking old supervisor who was literally demoted for being bad at their job goes 'whats your special exception'#first of all who was talking to you. not me #so i said i am disabled and constricting clothes cause discomfort and they said 'why don't you just buy plain shirts'#BITCH WHO ASKEDDDD. first of all they do not pay me enough for that second of all they should just comply with the fucking ada #so why are they interrupting my fucking conversation to ask about my clothes #im just too tired and frustrated and stressed for this. theyre lucky there were people around or i would've lost it probably #lol when an ex coworker decides its ok to share what you post on your personal blog with people you still work with #if any of you are looking at this post again stop. leave my blog. its incredibly inappropriate to share a private blog without permission #i don't tell anyone at work about my blog for a reason. this has been my blog/diary since i was 12 years old #i say things on here I wouldn't say irl because this is where i vent thoughts that are harsh. please respect my privacy #and stop fucking snooping on me. thanks.#and please do no not mention anything you saw here to anyone ever. including me.

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munch-mumbles · 8 months ago

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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?'#and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.)#etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh?#and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

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vengeful4ever · 11 months ago

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JUST BECAUSE YOU DISLIKE A TRANS PERSON DOES NOT EXCUSE YOUR TRANSPHOBIA

#jinx's hijinks #bitches will literally be talking about someone you both mutual dislike (for good reason too) AND THEN START BEING TRANSPHOBIC FOR NO REASON #me ane this girl just got back on speaking terms after i cut her out of my life because we were both horrible friends to eachother #and needed soace to grow #and then she pulled out the transphobia as if im not openly trans #like girl you cant just go “im sorry that was a horrible thing to say” whe you notice i get weird about you saying that #LIKE YOU SHOULDNT BE THINKING THAT AT ALL #im not gonna say what the person we were talking about did because its not my story to tell #and now this girl is wondering why im cutting her out of my life again like girl YOU WERE HORRIBLY TRANSPHOBIC TO MY FACE

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