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I made a post a long time ago about how in the Mob Psycho 100 ending laughing at each other shows acceptance, love, and being equals. But now I'm imagining Mob, Ritsu, Teru, Sho, or Serizawa making fun of Reigen and then everyone getting really emotional about it (Reigen included).
I mean, Mob has always been very guarded and reserved, the social skills involving poking fun at friends good-naturedly not being something that comes naturally to him. Ritsu has grown up putting on this persona of the perfect kid because of his inferiority complex, so no way in hell would he step out of line when it comes to authority (especially since he doesn't trust most adults enough to open up like that). Sho has grown up with Claw, so adults all around but few he gets along with; and while he's said he'd play pranks on Serizawa at the time I can't imagine Serizawa ever matching his energy. Speaking of Serizawa, Serizawa had such low confidence and no real friends before Mob; of course he wouldn't be able to poke fun at anyone without feeling ungrateful or disrespectful. Teru has never had any adults in his life, plain and simple.
And Mob has said it himself, Reigen has created a space where people can speak freely and be themselves. I can totally see the S&S team on a run to a shopping district to grab supplies for the office when they run into the Kageyama family on an outing with Sho and Teru, and after they run into each other Mob asks Reigen something like "Master, it's nice to see you around the shops even if it's just wishful thinking." The Kageyama parents sputter because did Mob of all people just call his boss poor!? But before they can demand Mob apologize, they see both of them starting to tear up??? And now even Ritsu, Sho, and Teru are offering this guy coupons and asking if everything is okay at home???? And the grown man who looks older next to him is promising he'll make sure Reigen doesn't get lost on his way to the nearest Daiso????? But then Reigen calls them all spoiled brats????? And before they know it all five of them start getting choked up and giving each other smiles and comforting pats and probably some hugs here and there as if they're battle-worn soldiers while Dimple, Tome, and Mr. and Mrs. Kageyama just stand off to the side watching really awkwardly.
#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#ritsu kageyama#sho suzuki#teruki hanazawa#serizawa katsuya#kageyama parents#mp100#mob psycho 100#fandom
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First half of 2025 (general reading)
This is for the first 3 to 6 months for you in 2025. Please choose a pile and scroll for your reading.
Pile 1: Hongdae magnet
Pile 2: calico cat
Pile 3: Fox and blue flower
Pile 1
What a nice pile! I think the energy of how this pile went matches the cards pretty well. The cards just sort of like hopped out of the deck. So, I think for the first 3 to 6 months of this year, you're going to be taking some bold steps, kind of throwing yourself into things, literally taking leaps with your career or some kind of skill or hobby. I see a lot of returns for your efforts. There's a lot of potential success and recognition. Again, this looks like it's particularly going to have to do with work, a skill, a hobby, or something that you're studying in school. Some of you may even graduate with law degrees or something in some kind of social justice. So probably yeah a lot of you might be graduating in around May or June.
I see a lot of you upgrading your skills in regard to if you play music, or you are a writer or some kind of artist. Because of the practice, practice, practice category I definitely think it's reinforcing you putting in the effort everyday or every week doing whatever it is you're doing, and then eventually you're going to see rewards from it. Again, this feels more like in the form of promotions or a new job where you make more money or is more suited to your skills, or graduating with a degree or certificate especially in a particular field. This isn't so much like graduating with a general liberal arts degree though there's nothing wrong with that, but this feels like people who are studying something more particular whether it's arts or science.
This makes even more sense with the open up to change new moon in Aquarius card. Aquarius is often about information, technology, communication. So I'm seeing more like science or law driven people and then some of you will just have very specific things you're doing with the arts like it would have to be specific widths instruments like you play the horn or you are specifically studying digital art. So I see a lot of success with that. There's a lot of clarity coming through as well. I think some of you are going to embark on some life changes in the next 3 to 6 months and you'll have more clarity about your future and what you want to do and where you want to go and probably job offers will come in if you're graduating.
Also again the art of Life card with this door that is blue with a star on it, it says there's no sacred light in the aura of an invisible life be bold in your skin let your love dance in sight. So again I think confirmation for those of you graduating with art degrees or upgrading your art skills. It's also reinforcing that idea of being bold and taking leaps and sort of carrying that full energy into the first half of the year. I think this also harkens back to the idea of clarity as well. So lots of things will start falling into place for you kind of like a puzzle. And I feel like it's just going to go step by step by step. Very normal chronological events. Like you do the work, you graduate, you get the job either before you graduate or shortly after because you have all the skills you need to get it. Or even if you're just getting your bachelor's degree and moving on to graduate school or from graduate to PhD. Everything seems to be lining up fine according to how the energy is now. Again as long as you are still putting in the effort and having a positive mindset and being goal oriented.
With affirmations, it says to lift up your thoughts and energy, and to attract what you desire, use positive affirmations. Again I think this is being very clear-minded with your goals and your choices and as long as you follow that path, you'll get exactly what you want. I'm not necessarily seeing a manifestation card, but this is what it feels like. However the logical side of me is like well of course it's going to come because you put the work into it and had clarity and a positive mindset about where you're going. So that just makes sense right. When you put the directions into an app, more than likely it's going to take you where you need to go because you get on the road and you take the turns that you're supposed to and you clearly know where you're headed. As long as you carry that mindset, it will be fine.
In terms of colors, I see quite a lot coming through. The predominant one for me are the purples and the blues and then greens and yellows. So a lot of clarity in terms of mind and communication, spiritual effort is going to be necessary. Like I said having a positive mindset and doing the affirmations. Green is going to be your heart, doing something that you have passion for. The yellow would be doing it with confidence or building your confidence through repeatedly doing whatever it is you're doing. Like if you want to be an actor, you are already performing in plays on stage or taking the acting classes. If you want to be a scientist or researcher, you're working in the lab and getting hands-on experience at school.
So, this feels like my very logical, goal-oriented people or at least people who are super confident in where they are headed. I also sort of wonder if you might have a bit of luck during this time. Almost like things will be on your side for the most part. But again I think that has to do with mindset and having a goal and putting in the work.
I don't think there's much to say. I find this pile pretty clear. But we can talk about the numbers. You have a six 11 or two and then an eight... So maybe June could be especially significant like June 11th or June 2nd or June 8th. I think the Justice card in terms of what that card usually means besides indicating maybe an area of study or work that you're going into, is just the suggestion that you're going to be rewarded for the work that you put in. It's giving like that karma energy. So whatever you put in you're going to get out and you're going to get recognized for, you're going to earn skills, and be acknowledged for your hard work or abilities. Some of you besides wanting to become a lawyer might want to become a judge or a social worker or PR or philanthropy especially. And again I still feel like a lot of science and research happening as well. And the arts.
Some of you could have legal situations and you'll find success. Something very specific would be a thing like workers compensation or receiving professional development from your job, having opportunities to travel to go to a conference something like that. Although there aren't really any travel cards here. Specifically during late January or February, you might have opportunities for change. This could be planning more during this time about your graduation or having job interviews etc
I don't see much in the way of romance at least that's not what the cards are focusing on for this time. I do at least see you in the presence of friends and colleagues. There are people who admire you for your skills and abilities. I think you could be generally well liked and popular even. Some of you. I see a fair amount of self-reflection as well, but this is going to be geared toward your goal and your future and what you want to do. The advice I can give is pretty much to stay on the course you're on, be confident in yourself, make both choices and bold decisions, try to keep your eye on the prize is what I want to phrase it as. I already feel like most of you are pretty well focused, so I want to say just stay focused at least until the 6 months are up and get where you're going. If there are any turbulent times ahead for you, if it's not really showing up. The only place that it kind of could exist is in this Justice card because Finn looks pretty well beaten up. But I think this is more whatever hardships you go through, something will come out of it. Because six of wands indicates success for whatever you're going to do or put the effort into.
In terms of confirmation of astrological signs if you need that. Libra and Aquarius are really the only ones showing up. So that could be your sign or you could have a mentor of that sign. It's not a romantic indicator here. It is cute how you have a horse in the practice card and then a six of wands has a horse in it. So you could have a friend or a family member who has been significantly supportive and loyal to you, especially in regard to you fulfilling this role. Somebody who's kind of helped carry you to this point, so as long as you're also very appreciative of that person in your life.
That could be part of your affirmations and showing gratitude. They both even have a little pink scarf around their necks or will one has like some flowers. Okay fine so maybe some of you if you did have a spouse or significant other that has supported you through your studies. It's not necessarily a love match but I feel like it's more showing appreciation for people who have supported you along your path. Like if they listened to you play your instrument or came to watch your shows or listened to you talk about your dissertation. Or maybe you even had a close friend or colleague that you're graduating with from your studies. But mostly I see it as support. It could even be a spirit guide if you're into that. Somebody who kind of had a hand in it on your way to make sure that you got the success that you deserved.
Okay well rather than keep repeating the same things. Very cool oriented group, success at least halfway through the year, moving on in terms of studies and career, potentially upleveling any kind of skill that you've been working on, being surrounded by supportive people, a real focus on the future and goals and making sure that you keep telling yourself no matter what happens that you're going to get there because you're doing the work. I don't see a lot of doubt or I should say I don't see there's a lot of room to have doubt. As in it's not going to help you get to where you want to go so just throw it out and be like okay. This is my destination, these are the routes or steps I need to take to get there, and that is literally all I need to focus on. I don't need to focus on any BS. That doesn't mean you can't have a personal life, it just means that this is something that's your priority right now. And because that goal is so clear in your mind, it does seem very attainable and real. So good luck!
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Pile 2
Where to start? Let's start with the tower and destiny card because both cards talk about and indicate change. I also think that having the spring card as well indicates that sort of change in transformation. I can't tell you whether this is going to be a difficult change, just that there's really nothing that you can do about it and that it has that very traditional the tower card meaning of something toppling down because something new wants to come in, usually that indicates something with the stronger foundation. Tower changes can be any kind of thing, they could be something like losing a job, or ending a relationship, or a loss in the family. I don't mean to sound scary, but it's more than just simple transition or transformation, then maybe we would have gotten the death card. This can be a more forceful type of change or it doesn't have to be a really dramatic or sad event filled with loss, but it tends to be something that shakes you up a bit and feels uncomfortable.
It also falls in line with the timing. We see that it says spring, so for some of you around the end of March could be an indicator of the timing. I know spring doesn't really like come until maybe you think of April but perhaps it will be a warmer year. Because I'm feeling more Aries energy so I guess that is March and the beginning of April.
So that definitely indicates timing of when you can expect maybe some type of event, change, upheaval. It does possibly involve people, as in a relationship, friendships, family. I say that because you have two Court cards. You have the Queen of wands and a king of cups. This could also indicate a specific relationship where the Queen of wands energy is perhaps an Aries. This could be a romantic relationship or a friendship or whatever. Because the king of cups is here. It could also indicate two people. If somebody is a water sign or water dominant and the other person is a Queen of wands type person. There could be some type of friction between these people or some type of significant change in this relationship or that person in this relationship could be causing some type of change for you in your life or going through their own change sure. I don't think the cards always have to indicate that this is about you. It could be about somebody in your life going through this type of change and then it having effects on you or you need ing to be aware of what's going on with them.
Again to get specific, this could have to do with literally if you have a daughter or niece or a younger person around you. I don't want to really give scenarios for that kind of situation. A pregnancy could be a tower moment. Not because it has to be negative but obviously it indicates huge change in your life and maybe uncomfortable moments or conversations if it's unexpected. The daughter card could also indicate your inner child or something that you've been wanting to do or pursuing or going through since you were young. It could be indicative of an event, particularly in the spring, that involves a child's birthday or communion or baptism or a birth in the family so a lot of you could experience or your family could experience an unexpected announcement of a child or an adoption or something along those lines.
The spring being more about birth too I'm more inclined to say that this is about a pregnancy and not necessarily like a death in the family or if it were it would be like you lose somebody and then you have an announcement of somebody being pregnant or something. But I'm not really seeing death here sorry. Not to freak you out. But I just have to go through all of the potential possibilities for calamity. The destiny card again tells me that you know whatever happens is meant to happen. Same with the purposeful card. When I see the practice gratitude card for last quarter moon and Sagittarius, I also think this is a message of being thankful for what you do have, being appreciative of the people in your life, of those moments of peace that you have because life isn't always static and peaceful. To get to those moments you have to go through change and being uncomfortable and even pain and struggling sometimes.
But putting that aside because we do have to talk about the tower in that way. We could just talk about timing and you may not encounter anything negative. This is just about things happening around Aries timing you could be reunited or meet somebody during this particular time. Again I gave you the characteristics. You could be the king of cups and they could be the Queen of wands or vice versa. I wouldn't sort of be surprised if some of you were drawn to pile one because in that pile, I felt like there was somebody in some people's lives that was the support and sort of admired them for their skills. And I see this again here with the daughter card and the little cat and king of cups kind of like looking up with adoration. So you might be mentoring somebody or you might not realize that somebody is looking up to you. You could be a teacher or work around kids and people might be looking up to you for leadership during some type of event in the spring.
In terms of other things I guess I feel like a lot of not solitary energy but somebody who's a little bit of a quiet hero or martyr type of energy. There's a lot of feminine energy here as well. I see somebody who's interested in spirituality and higher learning. That there's a lot of time for reflection and maybe questioning what your purpose is or what you want to do or why things are happening the way that they are. Not just in your own life or other people's life but maybe the state of the world.
These three tarot cards could actually be a bit of a combination of your personality. Somebody who's a little bit bold and creative like the Queen of wands, somebody who's a bit how should I put it like a bit self-sabotaging sometimes or sometimes like has these mood swings or just has a lot of feelings all at once, but also somebody who is extremely sensitive and would be a good listener and really genuinely cares and is super empathetic maybe to the point that saying bad things happen has a huge effect on you. I see you as again I'm feeling people who are drawn to work with children in some way. Teaching, social work, pediatrician. It could be an anniversary for some of you who maybe have lost a child and that anniversary or their birthday is in springtime.
I think the best message comes from the destiny card, which says one door closes another opens for you let the plans of destiny unravel true. And the door makes me think of Thailand or like a Buddhist style door. So like with that Sagittarius card, a lot of focus on spirituality. Like coming to terms with something internally that has to do with events in your life or the world and sort of rectifying those feelings that you're having. But a super empathetic type of personality. I do feel like internally troubled but like affected by external events. It might be a good time to really focus on healing whatever like childhood wounds or things that are affecting your feminine energy. You could be in survival mode and not being able to really rest and have that time to like heal exactly. Some indicators of advice are just the practice gratitude card. Being mindful probably. Remember to stay in the moment and when you get worked up maybe start thinking about things that you have that you can be grateful for or how you can have an impact on somebody else's life. Some people when they feel bad or they don't feel like jae deserve goodness or good things to happen to them or don't really like focus on themselves, can take that energy and put it into helping other people.
So I guess specifically becoming a mentor or maybe doing Big brother Big sister or considering adoption etc those are things that are coming through. I kind of want to pull another tarot card.
Ton of cups and death. So you did get that death card! So, I feel like such a downer when I read stuff because I have to read it two ways. I have to read it literally and then I can read it spiritually and whatever. So just because I read the most negative aspect of card doesn't mean that's going to happen to you.
What I get from this is again what I talked about in terms of the Tower and causing change. There could be a loss in the family, there could have already been a loss in the family. That's one possibility for a tower experience in the spring. And especially when you have ten of cups which can represent family as well to me. That's the most negative possible way to interpret it. But I already talked about some of those things. It can also be about an anniversary of a death. It could be like a global thing that's affecting you in terms of death.
But overall, also it could be that this king of cups card is specifically going to be a Scorpio. So maybe there's a lot of Aries and Scorpio energy that's affecting you during this time or the people involved could be in the Aries and Scorpio or you could be somebody with a fair amount of Aries and Scorpio in your chart or as your main signs. In that case this whole pile is just trying to analyze you in terms of your personality and what kind of person you are. So maybe that means the focus during this time is more about you figuring out yourself. Not a specific goal but just some type of transformation that you are experiencing that will develop who you are meant to be.
In general just death means spiritual transformation, or a cycle being fulfilled. Ten of cups is usually about happiness, whether it's about romance or family. It's about emotional fulfillment. So it can be some type of cycle come while like thinking back to what life was like a year ago and what has changed in terms of the things that have satisfied you or fulfilled you emotionally. Or that could be the cycle that you are working on now. What do I need to do to feel emotionally satisfied or happy or those are the things that you'll be thinking about during this time. Like there's a lot of emphasis here on just the cycle of life and death. So you're probably thinking a lot about those things right now. What's the purpose of life? Why am I here? Why do I have to endure these things? When am I going to meet my soulmate? Like why is everything so difficult or why does it take so long or why isn't my person here yet? Those times aren't wasteful or indulgent in our life. It's part of the process of figuring out who we are especially for people who are very intellectual and empathetic and affected by bad things that happen in the world or in our lives. Sometimes people take a little bit more time to push through that kind of spiritual sludge.
I don't know why but coming back to this spring event like a birthday or something significant with a child or daughter or whatever. It doesn't have to be a thing that is upcoming in the spring, it's just reiterating this cycle of life and death. But it's almost like some significant event around a child or childhood, has had a real impact on you and is now like causing this sort of internal what is going on. Kind of like a catalyst for change. Forcing you to change the way you think or to think about things more broadly or to change things that are happening in your life or something about you really. It's not really an external change I'm feeling. It's feeling more like an internal change that came about from some sort of catastrophic or sad event that either directly affected you or indirectly because you saw it on the news and it's just happening. So it's making you think about life and the purpose and things that you want or are lacking. There's nothing wrong with having reflective moments like that. And that's usually how people describe a tower moment anyway.
So a lot of spiritual navel gazing. Again practicing gratitude and focusing on the small pleasures in life as well as the small things that you can feel grateful for. Like looking at the bees on flowers or walking by and enjoying pretty things in a window display. I think things like that will be grounding because maybe I'm projecting but I feel like just a lot of frustration and a little bit of anger and resentment and trying to navigate through some of those feelings because really all you want to do is be happy but then you can't really be happy so it starts up this whole cycle of okay what am I doing wrong and what do I need to do and so on. But you're not a bad person. You're clearly a very sensitive and empathetic person and those people tend to end up having days where they feel bad about everything or sad.
You might pursue more spiritual self-care to help with that healing. You could consider therapy. With the daughter card, things that are just like indulgent in a child-like way. That type of joyous activity is really going to be beneficial for you. Especially really silly and immature things. So if you're feeling down, watch a silly cartoon or anime. I would recommend rather than watch anything negative or dark or heavy, to try and push yourself to read or watch positive or uplifting things. During this time, I would suggest limiting your time on social media or any kind of scrolling of the news. If you need to spend time alone, do that. I already see you focusing a lot on yourself anyway. But I do think you would benefit through volunteering or any kind of activity where you can help other people. I just don't think maybe intellectually and spiritually are going to be a little bit listless for the first half of the year. Restless way. Frustrated at times.
I don't necessarily see an outcome in particular by the end of 6 months. If anything this is more like a temporary time or sort of transitory time. You might see more results or more change or something happen around next fall and winter. Given that we have Scorpio and Sagittarius. Of course you could read this at any time as well. This can be a timeless reading. But for those of you reading early spring or spring or whatever well actually it's not timeless if it's for the first half of 2025. But that doesn't mean you can't read it later on in 2025 and reflect on what's happened. Point being just for this pile in particular, it does seem that next October to Sagittarius could be significant in some way. Again as well as the timing around Aries. It could even be a cycle where maybe something or some event happens in March or early April and then another effect happens from that or related to that in the winter. That can be a cycle of its own I don't know is that long enough to have a baby as well. From March until December yeah. So again some of you might get pregnant or know somebody who gets pregnant. Gets pregnant around March and then is said to have a baby in December.
It could also just be reiterating that there's a strong focus about the life death cycle. And how those are subjects that you are thinking about and affecting you right now. These things would definitely affect your mental health areas and relationships. So it's not really saying a lot in terms of specific events with this reading but just acknowledging and validating what you can expect to feel and think and go through during this time and that that's okay. And that it's just part of the cycle of not just life. Legitimately like if a death or something happening in the world is affecting you and it is concentrated particular around that subject of life and death. But also potentially just part of that internal cycle of spiritual transformation and how there's an actual public process involved with that. Where you have to do deep reflection and think about things and if that serves some kind of purpose in the long run. I feel like I've been in that type of stage for a very long time and I'm not sure what the final outcome is. The only thing I know is that you are supposed to go through it and it's a natural. And you aren't alone in having those feelings or feeling like okay life isn't really like going one way or the other. What do I need to do and that's part of the frustration. Lots of people feel like that.
It could be a breakup that kind of affects you or it could be the anniversary of a breakup. But again that's just the most negative to read it. You could always read it like hey during Aries months I meet this Scorpio or I meet another Aries or I meet this fire sign or this other water sign. And maybe you meet that person shortly after a breakup. And that's part of a cycle of one thing ending and another beginning and it being for the best. The only kind of solace I can provide is that like everything is happening in course and everything that ended either was part of a plan or was a component necessary to push you into a direction that is more stable for you. Like perhaps leaving a relationship that was abusive or just neglectful or just wasn't completely 100% and then moving to a relationship that fills the gaps that the other relationship couldn't. But you would never know that you needed those things in the new relationship unless you went through the relationship that made you understand what was lacking or what you did need. And then you can apply that lesson if you don't have any type of relationship and don't want a relationship to some other area of life
Like you lose your job or you want to quit or whatever and then you end up at a job that fulfills you in ways that the previous job couldn't but losing the job itself caused a lot of conflict and stress and you weren't exactly sure of the outcome. Sometimes I think people get lessons in different types of ways. I don't know why that is. I don't want to say it's easier for some people but it certainly feels like that whereas some people get pushed off a cliff. And you think what did I do to deserve this? But in my experience it's been like those are the people that would have been slower to let go of an experience or situation that was negative for them so in order to get them out of that situation the universe gives them like a really rude kick in the pants. That feels very hurtful at the time but it is what it is is all I can say.
And in terms of looking at the little calico cat as the item that you picked. You know it's looking very cozy. You don't really know its situation either. Is it in a box because it was abandoned? Is it safe and cozy in a new home. Does it not want to venture outside it's cozy little box because the world is scary? I think that reflects a lot of what this pile is like is like a lot of people are having different types of experiences. But they seem to be stuck in a box and the universe is working very hard to try to shove you out of it in different ways. You might be very set in your ways or feel comfortable even if things aren't exactly as ideal or as happy as you wanted. So life is like well I think I'm going to have to force you out of this box. It's also interesting that I mentioned feminine energy and my understanding is that calico cats are mostly female because it's the sorting type of genetic thing. So again there's an emphasis on feminine and energy, pregnancy. This doesn't have to apply to gender or anything it's just the energy of receiving and self-love and empathy. So that's why I think a lot of the root issues have to do with empathy and compassion and sensitivity and feelings. Lots of people in their feelings in this pile. I could do a psychological profile and say probably there were interesting traumas in their childhood or traumas around sexuality or relationships or intimacy or love or whatever. And so there's a part of you that just needs to be handled with care. As if you were a baby or child.
You need to be very careful with yourself and how you talk to yourself and how you treat yourself. So that's why I say a big emphasis on self-care like massages or taking care of your general health like going to an OBGYN or whatever related to your gender and health health. Doing things that make you happy that are small and things that you would expect would make a kid happy. Like watching your favorite shows or getting a coffee or an ice cream or going to an amusement park or getting a stuffed animal or getting something that makes you feel pretty. All in all, it's giving that typical heal your inner child wounds focus on those things. So if you like to listen to YouTube music, find some videos that center around healing childhood wounds and healing wounded femininity or whatever.
Follow that type of course in terms of healing and I think you will probably see results in the fall where you start to feel better or you recover from that significant change or you see that you can look back 6 or 7 months later or 9 months or whatever from March and be like oh I see the progress that I've made or I see why it happened that way or I see why I needed to go through that or have those thoughts or think about those things. I think it's a very slow progress type of energy. But it's essential and it's happening and it's valid. And this isn't to say that nothing is going to be happening in your life. It's just that it's not focusing on any specific events outside of a potential event in the spring. It's just that during the next 6 months or even this whole year, after events in life are going to happen and it's going to impact that internal life you have going on. You could have a whole slew of things that happen in the next year but that's not really the point
The point is more about this internal and spiritual transformation that you're on now and that you will continue to go on through the next 6 months and maybe even until the next year. And it's going to be not a super easy row. Maybe nothing significant happens but you're just feeling really depressed this year or anxious or whatever. And you working through that. Or maybe something upcoming will happen and put you on that kind of path as well. Or maybe by spring you'll have recovered from some type of event that happened year before and it's taken you that long to get to this point in the journey. So a lot of people having different experiences in this pile and possibly following a different kind of timeline where spring could be an end to something for some but a beginning for others and so on. It would make me think that it's possible a lot of people who read this particular pile are from a specific generation. Like a lot of gen z or a lot of millennial and so on. Because it's giving that sort of Pluto energy of being a generational feeling. Like a whole bunch of people going through this transitory period one time and being drawn to this particular pile.
So what can you expect? Lots of thoughts and feelings. Watch adventure Time. Go back and watch the shows that you used to watch that are nostalgic for you and made you laugh or feel good. Don't go back and watch Arcane for the thousandth time or even squid game. Like don't watch violent and heavy media. Literally put the limits on your social media scrolling. Go to the settings and make sure you aren't on Instagram for more than a couple hours a day.
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Pile 3
This pile is really all over the place. And that doesn't surprise me given the way it shuffled and the cards fell out. Like the Earth card sort of fell out because three of those Oracle deck cards came out and I was like that's too many I'll just take these but then when I peaked to see which one it was in case it came up relevant it had the fox on it so I was like oh well that's weird giving the sticker but I put it back anyway and then later on I was like no maybe I should include it maybe it was important. And then multiple cards came out of the other decks and then there were only two tarot cards and I was like clearly this is for the pile of people who are going to have issues concentrating or focusing.
Some readers say that when that happens it's also the pile that gets chosen by the most people. But let's just see.
I think the issue is that for the next 6 months there's just going to be a lot of different things happening. There's going to be opportunity for travel and adventure, there's going to be opportunity to try and work on your goals, there's going to be opportunity to do your spiritual practices, there's going to be opportunities where you can be a leader or organize some type of event or work on yourself and become more authentic. There's just like a whole lot of s*** that the universe is throwing at you at one time. Something that is kind of interesting is this walkabout card which says you discover your path in sacred walk about the trees are your people the Earth is your tribe in indigenous lessons you find the will to survive. This card has a lot of things that tie into other cards that you got like Earth and then in this manifest card she actually looks like a tree and with the adventure and even the guy in nine of wands with a stick it kind of makes me think of somebody walking or hiking. And then the be real card also has trees and stuff and the Earth card talks about being respectful of the planet so that makes me think of the word indigenous as well
I wonder if there are a lot of Earth signs or like earthy water signs for this pile. In terms of manifesting as well this 11:11 card with the synchronicity and spiritual numbers or whatever make me think about manifesting and the magician card is number one so there is an element of working on or working toward and being able to manifest certain things in life. But what are you manifesting well the perfect timing card says this is the right time for you to move forward. This matches the adventure card, it matches the nine of wands, step up and lead and so on. So a lot of the messages coming through are about finding your authentic goal and stepping into your power. I know those are kind of buzz words which I hate but just to give you an idea of it's almost like you are being set up to become a type of person or be put into a position where you become a leader.
This can be a lot of things like becoming a manager, becoming a graduate assistant, becoming a counselor and so on. It's like if you experience challenges or have experience challenges you are being set up to be put in a position where you could potentially help others. But it's also a feeling of not just being a cog in the machine like you would have your own spiritual practice or your own therapy practice or you would start your own blog to talk about travel or spiritual stuff. Like it's you literally taking the lead almost like a business person.
See the bigger picture as well like I just imagine somebody getting ready to prepare a small business and coming up with a business plan. And that doesn't have to be literal it can be an example of what to expect like you are being prepared to do this thing where you will have responsibility and it will take planning and organization and imagination. And then you also have to get real. As in like not just about just being authentic here but like it feels more like get real. Like be practical, see the bigger picture, like what needs to be done to start this business. Like what are the legal things that you need to go through, how do you figure out what inventory you're going to have. The universe is definitely asking you to put your big boy pants on
And I think that message is coming because generally you might be somebody or you've gone through something that's distracting you. But the universe seems to think that you are in a very unfocused and distracted energy so it's like hey button down okay it's time to like get it together and figure out what you're going to do and like realize that if you keep going in this direction then this thing probably isn't going to happen. Like a goal or something. So you really need to like strap in here. Because honestly I feel like the manifest, Earth, adventure cards are like all of these distractions. Sort of like all these shiny things that are keeping you off task. Like oh well I would do that but you know I want to travel or oh I would do that but like I want to go to this fun party or oh I would do that but like I want to do a lot of different things so I don't know where to start.
And that might be where the seven of wands and nine of wands are kind of coming in. Because the seven of wands can kind of make you feel like you are backed into a corner or you have to defend an idea about something and nine of wands is also that kind of like having gone through the ringer or like needing to defend something as well so there's a lot of defensive type of energy or potentially some blockages. But I personally think the blockages are the things that are distracting you. For some of you that could just be that you are a lazy or easily distracted. For some of you it's just been like non-stop events or like bad luck.
Even so I do think it would be a good time for you to travel. To be able to experience new and different things so that you can gain perspective about how things could work or how things are different from what you're doing or even just to clear your head. But like you can't spend the entire year traveling. But I do definitely think that doing interesting and intellectually stimulating things for you will give you perspective and maybe help you kind of like see that bigger picture. Some people like when they get bogged down with life might go stay by the ocean or like go take a trip to New York or something. And that allows them to kind of put space between the things that are muddling them down at home. So I think the universe is saying that is an option for how to kind of clear your head so you can start thinking about other things that you want to do or need to do
You know what's interesting is the second pile was a lot about those people who picked that pile were extremely focused so if you could befriend people who chose pile two they could probably help you with your goals. Maybe some advice would be like to write down lists of goals and the steps it would take to get there. If you have issues with time management which would not surprise me here like I don't think a lot of you would be very strong project managers or if you are it's just like become so much that you are sort of overwhelmed and you can't coordinate your personal life.
So I really think you know forcing yourself to think about goals and writing them down step by step or doing things we're like okay what do I want. Even if that changes each day, maybe writing down in a journal what do you want to achieve today, what do you want to achieve this week, what do you want to achieve this month and then take it even further like okay what do I want to achieve in a year or even 5 years from now. I think something like that will really help you to picture what it will take to get there and to really have a concrete idea of what the hell you're doing.
Like maybe you think I don't know I don't know what I want to do so I'm just going to do a lot of everything. Which is fine because that's gathering information to figure out what you like or you don't like. So maybe you're in that kind of stage but I'm still feeling like okay you can play around for so long but then what are you going to do. And it might even be that you have pressure from family or friends that are like okay you did all this stuff now like what are you going to do. Almost like as if you are at this stage where maybe you're like in your early twenties or late teens or something and you have kind of been living this life as a kid still and now people are like okay you're getting older so you need to be able to handle responsibility and you're going to start being treated like an adult so you can't just faff around all the time
I mean looking at your sticker even it makes me think like the fox is sort of distracted by this pretty little flower and it's nice to have little joys in life but eventually the fox has to like prepare for the winner and find a den or like find a mate or do something. Like you don't really have to grow up and there's no natural way of becoming an adult or being an adult because no matter how old you get you're not going to feel like the age that you are. But you do need to kind of think if you are taxing other people and relying on other people instead of taking responsibility for yourself and what you need to do then the universe does want you to grow up a little. Like at some point you do need to become responsible and mature so I think the universe is saying something like okay you're ready to push forward and move on to the next step. No more just having fun. You do actually have to like find a purpose and have a plan.
Again I'm seeing a lot of travel or journeys. Maybe more slow than with other people because a lot of these images show a solo person or animal. So like with all the piles there's going to be some solo reflection. And yeah I basically think you are the group that is going to learn most through travel or like experiencing new things. It's definitely Sagittarius energy that's coming through the most. I can understand the Aquarius and Capricorn as well. Because Capricorn is kind of like that good organization and like practical skills that you could use in school or at a job.
There's this idea of learning more and having like a higher perspective of things that comes through this Sagittarius energy and then with the Aquarius it's a bit of that traveling down your own path I guess. Figuring out your specific identity which may be to do that you need to go through different experiences. It might also be a message to if you are a person who constantly needs to rely on other people or has codependency issues to experience more things just by yourself. Like maybe when you go out to dinner you'll only go out to dinner if friends are going and only go to see a movie if friends are going and like the idea of doing things on your own is scary. Well if you constantly rely on other people then you can't really figure out things about yourself because you haven't ever like been challenged to be on your own.
So yeah I think opportunities to have more Independence and be more self-reliant and make your own voices and do your own things is going to be what happens for the first 6 months of the year. Backpacking somewhere would be good hiking would be good, especially being close to nature makes sense for you. So if this is like going surfing or visiting destinations that are more focused on the geography or look of the place.
Because I do think nature and landscapes are the things that are going to have the biggest impact on you and how to kind of stimulate that thought process you need to become more independent and mature. It's almost like you're fighting growing up or being responsible or feeling like you have to get a job and do these things. Again I'm just feeling like it's somebody who just thinks they can play around for forever. Or even if not that just a sense of getting more organized. It doesn't really mean becoming more boring or anything. It just means there's something that you are purposely distracting yourself or are naturally distracted but it still feels like a defense mechanism. Like you don't want to look at yourself and you don't want to be serious and you don't want to do these things but it's coming from a place that seems to be like fear of change
people might consider you a bit naive maybe or sheltered. I get that from the white figures that keep coming up it makes me think of somebody like computer and innocent and youthful and a little immature. So I just think there's a lot you have to learn about yourself. And you're going to do that by doing more things by yourself. I think there will be a lot of figurative and literal exploring that happens. And again I feel like strongly will benefit from being in nature. Taking a walk through the woods. Like in a safe way. Taking hikes. Doing spiritual practices related to nature., as in like using things from the earth if you like to do any kind of witchcrafty like things. Like using sand, using leaves, using flowers.
You might have particular experiences around Aquarius time, Sagittarius, or Capricorn which is almost a year from now. I wasn't going to go that far. But like the previous pile there could be some type of cycle where something will begin in Aquarius and the cycle will last until next January. That could be like something happens at the end of February and you decide that you want to plan a trip for next December. Or maybe you graduate next winter so you still feel like you can kind of be young and a kid and then you don't have to get serious until you graduate but really you should probably be preparing to grow up even before then. Or maybe that's just something you're grappling with now is I do want to just enjoy this time until I have to get serious so I can still dick around a little bit. Which is fine. I'm not telling you either one way or the other if it makes sense to have fun and it's not burdening anybody. You know like when you lose track of time and you have a roommate but you don't pay rent on time and then they get in trouble for it. Or you stop turning in assignments or you aren't returning calls.
There's kind of like a flaky type of energy that's existing here as well. So that's something I kind of see. Like a very spacey, distracted, unfocused person. And not in a cute way. Like maybe you think it's cute but I think other people in life find it frustrating or immature. So I do think there's some growing up that will happen in the next 6 months or at least that's what the universe wants to happen. Whether you do end up focusing I'm not really sure. But as long as you travel and experience new things at least you'll be doing something. Red and orange kind of seem like significant colors for me in this this pile. That's like your root and sacral. So you might listen to those type of sounds on YouTube. You might wear those colors. That's kind of on par with the idea of being responsible and being more grounded and practical and potentially even taking the time to explore things so you can figure what you're passionate about. Because that sacral energy is usually about passion and creativity. So I think maybe you need to be inspired. Maybe you get bored easily and that's where it's coming across as unfocused and kind of flaky. Like you need to have people entertain you but it's like you know sometimes you have to be the source of your own inspiration. You can't be reliant on other people or other situations to entertain you forever.
I hope that doesn't sound too harsh. There's nothing wrong with having fun. But I do think there are people who take advantage of it especially when they are young and then it kind of laffects other people in your life because they're ready to get serious and you're really not and you don't get why other people are so serious. And I mean you aren't obligated to keep people around who can't handle you as you are now. Like if they think you were flaky or inattention seeker or like lazy or something then maybe they're just wound a little bit too tight and you aren't compatible. Everybody explores things at a difference scale and on a different timeline and not everybody knows who they are or what they want to do right away. Some people know from a young age and some people have to figure it out throughout their life and I think you guys are the latter.
So if you do want to be more focused I would suggest grounding activities and grounding spiritual practices that will help you focus more. Doing those other activities that are like making lists. So that you don't forget about things. If you need to get groceries write it down. If you have important dates use Google calendar and different practical ways of reminding you. I would also suggest like the previous pile maybe putting a limit on your social media scrolling because maybe you get bored and you scroll for hours at a time and then you have wasted a lot of time and you didn't do your assignment and now you have to go to class and you have to ask someone if you can copy and that's a burden on them because they did the work. Or your teacher is like okay so for the fourth time you haven't brought in your work. Like do you see where it's not okay all the time to be freestyling life completely. Like if you do it on your own and it's no bother then that's life man. But yeah
Other advice could be you know a rabbit or cats or a fox could be your spiritual animal or totem or an animal that you kind of relate to. Foxes are very clever and bunnies are very quick so you might actually be very witty or funny people. You might have the potential to write really well. Some of you might actually be kind of athletic or have an athletic ability or used to when you were younger. Like you used to run track but you don't really do it anymore. Or maybe you're the type of people who will start a lot of activities because they interest you at first and then you get kind of bored so it's hard for you to stay with one thing for a long period of time. You might have recently or will in the next few months or later on have small Petty arguments with people around you. Again this could be about your laziness like if you live with somebody you don't pick up after yourself, you don't do the dishes, you don't take out the trash and the people you live with will be like how come we always have to do this and you don't ever do it or your parents are like how come you always sleep until noon and stay up until 4:00 a.m. looking at your phone. You might notice more people doing that and that might be the universe's way of being like are you getting the hint now.
And also you know if you had ideas for big changes even if they feel impulsive the perfect timing card does suggest that that's fine. If you have an impulsive trip planned, that also is fine. Anything that will help you discover something about yourself and embolden and give you confidence and teach you about responsibility, I think those are good lessons for you to learn for the next 6 months or so. The moon also seems prominent in these cards. So I think you are also a group that relies a lot on intuition. You might be able to read people really well. You might have a lot of emotional experiences or deep emotions or deep feelings about certain specific topics. I do feel like you follow things that call to you.
So maybe there's not always a lot of things like a lot of thoughts happening in the skull sometimes and you're just like well I'm just going to do whatever I feel like doing. Not to say that you're self-absorbed or selfish or anything I just think that Sagittarius energy is coming through. Like you just do whatever you want because you just like feel called to do that thing at that particular moment. Which I can see where that would frustrate people in your life. I'm not saying that's valid that they are frustrated but I'm seeing it in a way that I get what they are frustrated about. But you also can't surround yourself with people who are constantly going to make you feel like you aren't enough or that you're always wrong in what you're doing. People have different ways of doing things. And that's okay like if that person is super rigid then maybe they need to be around other people like themselves. And maybe you need to surround yourself with people who are a bit more open-minded and creative and understanding and empathetic.
That will have patience with you. So if you have a lot of people who seem impatient or like hot tempered. Although you yourself may be hot tempered as well but maybe that's a message because it keeps coming to me is that you need to start thinking about your circle and Fu have the healthiest people around you. Like I almost feel like maybe you usually surround yourself with people who are a little shallow. Like really concerned with the latest fad or what influencers have to say and because you are too lazy to find enough for friend group or you just have been attached because you've known them for so long it's like well it's too much work to actually find better friends. But like why do you want to be friends with somebody who's always saying mean things to you. Like why did you get that tattoo it's so weird or why did you get that piercing it's so weird or why did you dye your hair that crazy color like come on or why are you wearing that that's like so 2 years ago.
Or you might have people who do make you feel bad about not knowing what you want to do or not being serious. And that's not really okay. Now if it's your parents and it's coming from a place of concern as long as it's not completely toxic then okay. And if you are being a slob and you have roommates then yeah you need to work on that and they have valid points. But nobody should be demeaning you to the point that they are making you feel bad about yourself and causing even more delay and confusion about who you are and what you want to do. So I don't feel like you should become complacent in this energy of like it's fine to not do anything because people don't expect anything. Or it's fine to have this friend group because like yeah they're mean sometimes but like we have fun when we go out. Like you don't have to put up with that. You could probably make friends easily and if you just apply boundaries with relationships like that then those people will kind of fall away and other people will come in that are much better for you.
Very specific message but some of you would be really good at comedy writing. Whether this is fiction or non-fiction or literal sketch comedy type stuff I think a lot of you would be really good at that. I just feel really strongly that a lot of you could be good writers. And that you're funny. Like maybe even a little quirky. Some of you might have an interesting clothing style. Like specifically like to shop at vintage stores or consignment stores. Some of you might be a bit on the alternative side in terms of your style. But anyway I think you get the general idea so yeah you should grow up a little bit but at your own timing and however you want to do it and not how somebody else tells you to do it because that's the way society is. Like you'll have your own timing as long as you're mindful of other people. And remembering that you don't have to settle. That it's okay to do things on your own. That doing things on your own doesn't have to be scary and growing up doesn't have to be scary and learning things about yourself and the world doesn't have to be completely scary or intimidating. Also my final suggestion is to read more.
Like not fanfiction but like think about reading books and listening to podcasts and finding a bunch of different mediums to learn as much as you possibly want to learn. If you want to watch YouTube videos. Maybe that's why you're staying up so late though but like I feel a thirst for knowledge. But also laziness like not reading physical books I think that would be really good for you though. Or if you can't even do that if you're a person who runs or travels in the car a lot to listen to audiobooks. I guess I think maybe those activities will ground you as well and calm me down a little bit. So especially if you do go on a walk through the woods why not also listen to a podcast. Or maybe you should just do one at a time maybe that's too overstimulating for you guys. And maybe that's what you do already and I should actually be telling you to unplug from that stuff and just enjoy the sounds of nature. But it doesn't really matter because I don't think you'll listen to what I have to say anyway LOL. Because there is a bit of stubborn energy here okay well hopefully that helps bye!
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lol, Hello!
You’re writing is truly one of a kind. I rarely make requests but I couldn’t help.
Can I request-
Hunting dog s/o who hides stuff between her breast? Like literally “oh is there a flash card needs to be in safe place until we reach the headquarters? Okay. *puts it between her boobs like it’s nothing*
Tecchou, Jouno, Tachihara plz?
I love you and your brilliant mind. Also, I hope you don't mind, but I'm going to give reader rather massive honkers.
Scenario: Hiding things in your honka-donka's (Tecchou, Jouno, Tachihara)
Tecchou
The mission had been more casual, just an investigative part of what your daily job was.
These were more fun, at least for you - you had freedom to do whatever you want to people. Within legal reason, obviously.
Tecchou was not always the biggest fan. But it was either you go alone with Jouno, who you would not stop from torturing innocent people, or you go alone with Teruko, who you also would not stop from torturing people.
In fact, you only instigated them. Tecchou didn't say much, but his side eyes were enough for you to know his disproval.
Today though, you could see his joy. A near bounce in his step. After all, there was no torturing innocent people with him around. Maybe you would annoy them with your ability, but that was it.
So it left only the both of you together. Finding one man in a fancy suits and instruments. Because with your luck, they worked on the day of an Orchestra.
It left the both of you waiting just on the edge of the curtains, waiting for the end of the performance. After all, if this man saw that he was getting interrogated in the middle of his show then he would either run or mess up.
Tecchou would hate that. Appearntly he's a patron of the arts. How nice.
"Do you have his photo? I want to double check his identity,"
"Sure, it's here somewhere,"
Feeling in the space between your bra and boob, you pulled out a folded paper - so small it fit just between your finger tips like a cigarette.
It was a little warm, soft in the way paper gets on a humid day. You waved it to him, not thinking twice about it.
His hand didn't seem to move. You looked at it, where it was frozen in place by his side. Taking initiative, you picked up his hand, placing the now unfolded photo inside of it, giving him plenty of time to see it how he would like.
So slowly. Like he had lost frames in the movie he was animated in, he slowly brought the paper closer toward himself. His fingers barely touched it, still cupping it as if it were a small kitten of sorts.
"Are you...okay?"
Tecchou didn't seem that different, but his face was non committal. For once, you could tell he was thinking.
Strange. Maybe he knew this man.
It left the both of you in relative silence. A social kind, one that was broken only by the beautiful score played by the musicians around you. One that happened to be related to a terrorist - strange world.
"Do you keep things in your bra often?"
"Yea? It's free storage, dipshit. No one is gonna steal my wallet if it's in my tits,"
The logic was pretty simple. It's as if he had never experienced fighting a robber. Although he probably didn't, given he was the type to wear his uniform 24/7.
"Do all women do this?"
"...is this your first time seeing this?"
"I don't have boobs."
"That's a lie. You have a huge rack,"
His face flushed at that. It was small but noticeable - he always had a funny reaction to your jabs. You said he looked edible and he nearly giggled, which just wasn't a thing Tecchou did. It was kind of cute.
"Thank you." He said this with the stupid smile he had, one that was so small you could lie to yourself that it was even possible.
"Also to answer. No. I'm just blessed,"
"Blessed with what?"
His voice was laced with actual curiosity, but his face still stayed directly at your target. He was Lazer focused, and it gave you the chance to look at his ridiculous eyelashes. His jawline was a sin - he was so beautiful but instead joined the military.
"Huge honkers,"
"What?"
"Titties. Boobs,"
It was at this point he stopped acknowledging you. He was either done with your game or embarrassed that you were talking about your boobs so much. Probably the latter - you weren't teamed up often for a reason.
Then there was applause.
Tecchou moved ahead of you, not even waiting for the man to finish receiving what he had earned. You followed dumbly, since you unfortunately found that teasing Tecchou was more important than your job today. Oops.
Jouno
"Can you walk quieter?"
"What do you mean by that?"
"Your chest is so loud. Hold it or something, it's so loud."
He looked peeved, as if your mere existence annoyed the hell out of him. Knowing Jouno, it most likely did. He was annoyed by the air molecules moving, typically. God forbid you breathe either.
"Why don't you hold them? Since it bothers you so much?"
The face he pulled made your day so much brighter. The joy you felt was only comparable to when you first received a black belt. His nose scrunched up, with his cheeks red in embarrassment.
Jouno was embarrassed. Like a man in a lingerie store.
Adorable.
"Pervert."
"You like it."
"Gross."
He walked ahead of you, shouldering the corner of the wall as he struggled to have his thoughts in order.
Just to be a little bit of a cunt, you strutted forward, making sure you had maximum bounce as you walked.
You could hear Jouno's footsteps fall back, just close enough for him to be considered part of the pair you both were. It wasn't as if his uniform didn't make it obvious, but the two of you were walking through closed hallways - he needed the key in order to enter them.
Not unless he pulled out his ability. He could, but he always saved his stupid "oh wow you can't cut through me at all" trick for the last minute.
"We're nearly there. You should get ready."
He jogged a few steps to catch up with you. He hit the back of your shoulder with his palm, looking away as if it were the wind.
"I am ready, asshole. I was born ready!"
"I don't think you are. You're walking like a stripper."
This was in the list of things Jouno says and you are left to question everything. The uptight and 'best hunting dog' Jouno.
He was a grown man but a lame one, there was no way he actually knew.
"...how the hell do you know that?"
His face was unchanging as you asked this. If he opened his eyelids you were sure that he would roll his eyes at you.
"I can tell by the way you walk. It's the same."
"Do you go to strip clubs often?"
A person passed by you. They didn't look like your guy, given this man was balding in his 40s and had a hunched-over shrimp-like back. But he gave you a look, the kind of judgment that came with bringing these topics out loud in public.
You smiled and waved back at him; as if you never said anything.
"That is not the topic of this conversation. Also, not your business."
"No I just have questions. Like, how the hell are you going to enjoy that? Can you hear my bra too?"
Another one you wanted to ask was when and where he even went to a strip club, but that sounded like you were too invested in his life. You're only coworkers anyway.
"I'm not telling you that,"
You grabbed his belt, keeping him walking right next to you. His body helped warm your fingers, starting to freeze from the strong AC in the building.
"I regret taking this mission now. I hope you get shot,"
His footsteps were longer than yours. Not by much, but you had to force yourself to walk just a little faster so you could keep your hold on him.
"Give me the key."
His hand was grabby, not even bothering to look back at you as he stared uselessly at the keypad and lock.
"I can just do it for you." Jouno turned back and gave you a look. His shoulders were rolled back, making him appear taller as he looked down at you. Fucker.
"No. You should stand back, you suck at blocking bullets."
"Nuh-uh."
"Just give me the key."
Sighing, you pulled back your shirt and searched inside of your bra. You knew exactly where it was, hiding underneath one of your tits and squeezing the little plastic corners into your skin. But there was the natural sweat that built up from having something so large on your chest, making you have to move your hands around your chest slower than it really should be.
You handed the card to him, feeling how his fingers were rather cool in comparison to the card.
Jouno didn't even acknowledge it. His face had scrunched a little, breaking the shield he kept up there for so long.
It didn't matter anymore though. He was close to opening the door, and you only had to step back and give support. You could harass Jouno later.
Tachihara
"Y/n. I need you to put this in a safe place,"
You hadn't worked one-on-one with Tachihara in forever. You missed him a lot - in the time he had been on a secret mission to infiltrate a child trafficking group, you had learned that his presence meant more to you than you had initially thought.
"I know this is weird to ask, but I trust you."
He put a Solid State drive into your hands - it had a sticker on it, only stating a date from a few months ago. When he originally entered the gang, you assume.
"Can I ask what it is?"
"It's from my mission. I found a lot more than we anticipated."
What the hell can he find more when it comes to child traffickers? They were basically doing the worst a person could do.
It made you a little terrified of the contents, honestly.
"So after this do you want to give it to Fukuchi or.."
"Yeah. Or we can all look over it together. It's awful stuff, so I need to make sure that it gets back to HQ safely."
Great way to make you even more terrified of what was inside.
"Why didn't you bring it back when you left?"
Seriously. This was unnecessarily complicated. Tachihara was the type of man to take precautions but this was kinda annoying.
"I hid it behind a baseboard here. They have an ability user who basically has x-ray vision. So I didn't want to take any chances until he was gone."
"Is that the guy Teruko is fighting?"
You both could hear her laughing somewhere in the building. There were also screams of pain and thudding sounds with no real pattern. She definitely got him subdued, you were sure.
"Yeah. Just put it somewhere it won't fall out. Or would be hard to reach. I trust you more than myself."
"You'll be fine."
Rolling your eyes, you unbuttoned the top of your shirt, just until you could see your bra. You made sure to put it as close to your body as possible, so it wouldn't fall out or be destroyed. Hiding it underneath your boobs added extra protection anyway - if you got punched in the chest. it would still be safe.
"What are you doing."
"Isn't it obvious? I'm putting it in my bra."
It felt a little uncomfortable having it on your skin, and it kept trying stab you by making the wire in your bra scratch your ribs. You regret wearing this one, because now you kept trying to adjust everything so you didn't have to feel that annoyance.
"...I can almost see your nipple."
"You shower naked with the rest of the guys. Is one nipslip going to kill you?"
You started to button your shirt back up, deciding that you had done good enough of a job. You would just have to ignore it.
"That's different! We don't even look at each other."
His face was red, hiding behind his fingers as he tried to look anywhere else but you.
"Then look away."
With that, you patted his chest, heading back to your mission. Whatever was on the drive could be shown to you later, but right now, you needed stab some people with the sword that kept slapping against your thigh.
Sorry for this both being late and for it rather being short. I'm trying to write more, so hopefully I'll be posting more. The end image is relevant I promise.
#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungou stray dogs x reader#tecchou x reader#jouno x reader#tetcho x reader#tecchou x you#tachihara x reader#tachihara michizou x reader#tachihara x you#tachihara x y/n#jouno x you#jouno x y/n
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2025 Megaman Secret Valentine Event Signups Open!
^*Art drawn by Soul Rokkuman
While I wait for the last couple Secret Santa gifts to arrive, going to move on to opening the next yearly event. Even though last year I went back to Valentine's Day being in contest format, I feel like it's worth swapping back to a gift art event this year, to mix it up again. Truth be told, just hard to brainstorm much new for categories right now. And my contest prize plans are better off for summer, when more people are able to participate. (I do have a few nice prizes I plan to give away for that ;D ). So rather than rushing those plans, just going to keep this event more relaxed once more. For those who didn't participate 2 years ago, the Secret Valentine Event works much like Robot Rumpus/Megaman Secret Santa. Sign up with the intent to draw, by providing a list of your favorite characters and couples, that you would like as a Valentine gift. After signups close you will receive a target, with the goal of drawing something from their list for them, to send them as a Valentine.
Sign Up Instructions: 1.) When you are ready, either post a reply in this thread or send me a DM via tumblr or Bluesky or sign up through my Discord server: (https://discord.gg/EjHZJ7D3Xm), stating that you intend to sign up to draw for someone. 2.) In your reply/message, please include a wish list with a minimum of 3 prompts, either individual fave characters or couples from the Megaman franchise, that you would be happy to have drawn for you as Valentine’s gift art. Megaman-related OCs are OK, but please include at least one canon character. 3.) Let me know if you can be a backup artist or not, if someone has to drop out/can't complete their gift
Artwork does not necessarily have to be romance themed, but it is preferred to fit with the holiday. But some singles are happy by themselves on the day of love, so you can certainly find a way to make single characters feel appreciated/loved in your art, too.
Any kind of artstyle and medium are welcome, with the exception of AI slop. Has to be your own work only.
Signups will run from today until Tuesday, Jan. 14th, 2025.
That gives you one week to sign up.
On Wed. the 15th, Cupid Wily and I will message everyone back with their assignment, and their assignment’s wish list. Then you will have one month to create your gift art for your Secret Valentine.
Secret Valentine’s art will be due Friday Feb. 14th, 2025, by the global end of the day.
But I'll work in a week or so grace period if people need an extension. It would be nice if gifts were given on Valentine's Day, but since this won't be a competition, I'll be a little flexible if people need a little more time than a month to draw. While the gift should go to your recipient first and foremost, please also either send them my way when you are finished or tag me in a public post so that I can save the art. I will then compile all the art into a homemade Valentine’s Day shoebox gallery/thread like I usually do for contests. That way everyone can view them together in one place just as easily.
Please do not post your art before Feb. 14th!
Ideally, send your secret valentine their gift at any point on Valentine's Day itself. Either through DM or publicly tagging them in a post on your social media of choice. Posts can also be made in the valentine's day channel in the Fanart Contests and Events section of my Discord.
Any other questions, or something you felt I forgot to address? Feel free to ask.
I’ll edit a confirmed participant list in this thread as I receive them. (Just like I need to edit the year to 2025, because I really screwed that up initially! LOL)
*Confirmed participant list*
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Maybe a hard launch with Gabe and Emma? I think it would be cute for him to hard launch her, especially because some of the team didn’t know who she was when they started dating.
you all KNOWWW i love a good social media post 😏 i did do a soft launch to introduce the au like i always do but i think a hard launch would be really cutie too. this would be posted like end of 1st semester freshman year i imagine
also if social media hard launch is not what u meant i will also write gabe just bringing emma somewhere and the guys are like 😮😮
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gabeperreault44 boston’s finest 🔅🎶
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ryan.leno_4 first of all i am not in this second of all WHO IS 3rd pic???
| gabeperreault44 sorry lean 😔
| ryan.leno_4 u didn’t answer my question
user1 omg is this a hard launch??
user2 we finally have her face!! she looks so cutie!!
drewf2 WOAHH hard launch affff
| gabeperreault44 yupppp
jacob_fowler24 honestly i’m impressed i didn’t think u’d actually hard launch her
| gabeperreault44 i like surprises
zeevbuium28 insaneee lore drop from u gp
| gabeperreault44 thanks z😙
_willvote new girl?? and this is the first time we’re hearing about it??
| gabeperreault44 😯😯😯
olivermoore11 freakkyyy i see u gp
| gabeperreault44 🤭🤭
user3 stalked and found her insta @emmagcooper
| user4 wow that’s not weird at all
| user3 ??? he soft launched her like a few months ago we been knew about her girl
teddystiga_ u leave and go to college and this is what happens 🫣
| gabeperreault44 what’s that supposed to mean??
jameshagens_4 we miss u gp but u seem to be doing just fine without us 😏
| gabeperreault44 miss ya too hags
aram_minnetian FEATUREDDDD LFGGGG
| gabeperreault44 LFGG
eamonpowell_ why is everyone hard launching nowadays 🤨
| gabeperreault44 i have no idea
coleeiserman neeeedddd ur game gp
| gabeperreault44 i’ll send it over rn
rutgermcgroarty as samy would say “insane lore drop”
| samyhughes LMAOOOO u stole my comment
| gabeperreault44 😛😛
_willsmith2 wow im featured twice that’s so nice of u gabo
| gabeperreault44 ofc smitty ☺️☺️
samyhughes aw glad we’re finally getting her face this time!
| gabeperreault44 moving up in the world!
julianne_gelinas ryan wanted me comment “no ryan leonard feature this is so criminal”
| ryan.leno_4 WHY would u expose me like that
| samyhughes LMAOOOO PLSSS
| gabeperreault44 WAIT A MINUTE dude ur literally in the 1st photo 😵💫😵💫
| ryan.leno_4 OMG UR SO RIGHT I DIDNT EVEN SEE ME HA HA
user5 LMAOOOO RYAN IS SO FUNNH PLS
user6 guys she seems so cutie!!!
samanathaminnetian so cute gp!!
| gabeperreault44 thanks sam!
danielleminnetian he’s all grown up 🥲
| gabeperreault44 i really am
liliane_perreault sooo adorable gp i miss u
| gabeperreault44 thanks lili 😌
emmagcooper first face reveal on the internet i’m scared!
| gabeperreault44 don’t be u look gorg 😍
emmagcooper first post being known as “gabe perreault’s girlfriend”
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ryan.leno_4 the fans welcome you
| emmagcooper wow i’m so glad
drewf2 hey gabe’s girlfriend
| emmagcooper hey drew!
user1 aww i love her already stoppp
user2 oh yeah gabe totally picked a good one
zeevbuium28 makes ber account public so she doesn’t have to manually accept her 1000+ follow requests
| emmagcooper work smarter not harder
olivermoore11 omg mom i’m in!
| emmagcooper 🤭🤭
jacob_fowler24 bold of u to let the stampede in
| emmagcooper feeling brave i guess
_willvote so thisss is the girl gabe talks about all the time
| emmagcooper i’m flattered ☺️
aram_minnetian hey i know the guy in the 3rd pic..
| emmagcooper hey really..
user3 if anyone has anything mean to say they have to get through me first
user4 this girl has gooodddd style wow
jameshagens_4 invading the new gf’s comments
| emmagcooper hey james!
teddystiga_ i’m shocked gabe pulled u
| gabeperreault44 is that an insult???
| teddystiga_ no
coleesierman 😯😯😯
| emmagcooper 😮 ?
samyhughes so glad we’re finally expanding the gals 😁😁
| emmagcooper i’m honored to be included ☺️
julianne_gelinas ur fits are fire
| emmagcooper omg stop im blushing
cuttergauthier_ the girl the myth the legend
| emmagcooper 🤓🤓
gabeperreault44 hi girlfriend! wow ur so cool
| emmagcooper no that’s literally u 🤩
#so high school au#so high school#emma grace cooper#emma grace x gabe perreault#gabe perreault#gabe perreault x oc#gabe perreault hockey#gabe perreault fluff#gabe perreault blurb#gabe perreault imagines#gabe perreault imagine#gabe perreault 34#gp34#gabe perreault social media#boston college hockey blurb#boston college hockey imagine#boston college imagine#boston college hockey#boston college#bc eagles#bc hockey#will smith hockey#ryan leonard#new york rangers#ny rangers#nyr#ice hockey#nhl#nhl fic#nhl imagine
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caitie let me bug ur inbox rq 🥳 i can't stop thinking abt how ppl would assume deku would have a nice sweet baby and bkg having the opposite, but when they do have their kids it's the other way around and deku's baby is so mean to EVERYONE even tho they're literally a couple months old or smthing, just mean mugging ppl and not letting them touch or hold them except deku or you.. then they see how bkg's kid is so much nicer and sweeter and loves to socialize and walks/crawls up to ppl and smiles and lets them carry them and loves to laugh and everyone just thinks,, did the babies get switched at birth? 😭 but their kids look just like them so they know that isn't true but idkk i just think deku with a mean baby is so €}!*]€~ bc he's just like "haha idk where they got that from :D" or "wdym they're a sweet baby?" and the baby is just frowning at the person taking to their daddy 😭 anywho gnn~
AW :( Deku's baby isn't mean!!!!!! Just sensitive!!!!!!!!!! And colicky, and cranky b/c they need sleep, and picky, I mean... they just have preferences!! It's not their fault they love their parents more than anyone!!!! -Deku, at some point, probably smh...
No but it's funny because... EVEN BAKUGO thought he'd get the mean one and was so ready to like... provide discipline and therapy for his child for YEARS, only to not need it even remotely (at least, for his first, maybe)... and then there's Deku who, out of everything, never even dreamed of the possibility of having a mean baby... and there he is suddenly having to pull out all the stops just to get them to stop swatting at strangers and then later, hiding behind your legs at parties. Man is STRESSED as all hell.
("safe hands, baby. SAFE HANDS--" and he's grabbing their little fist at supersonic speed to stop it from going straight into Iida's glasses. Thank god he's not offended (because the babe can pack a real punch for someone no bigger than a watermelon)... even if for the first time in, almost ... EVER, Iida's looking back at Bakugo with some kind of genuine respect. Who, meanwhile, is just smirking proudly about it.)
asdnfjkasd even Bakugo's kid is a little wary of the Deku's baby... which Baku finds absolutely hilarious because it was kind, uncle Deku's 8-monther that was able to make his sturdy two year old cry just by refusing to be held (he was mad about it at the time though lmao because of course he was).
But Deku's kid never quite gets over the mean streak, don't you think? Has a good heart but is still just as grumpy and cranky, w/ a permanent frown, except now they can verbalize their excuse... just like their dad. "What do you mean, I'm mean? I'm just sensitive >:(" they say, because that's exactly what they've been hearing their whole life. And to be fair, it's true... just, very poorly expressed.
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Thank you for buggin me with this, anon!! I hope I did this lovely idea justice... I enjoyed it very much <3 sleep well + lovely dreams to you🥰
#deku#bakugo#deku's kid is just like him just with a terrible temperament#you wouldnt know because they have a permanent pout but they cry over the littlest arguments#asd.kjflad it's so funny but it's also AWW :(((#esp cuz i feel like bakugo's is so social and kind and believes in all the right things#and then gets home an is it 'i wish ua would burn down'#and bakugo is horrified LMFAO#idk you're the boss anon... do u agree???#things would change if u have more than one for sure#tbh tho we all know this baby came from deku's pent up rage and survival instincts#meanwhile he's just giggling abt it while he stretches their legs to get them to fart bc... they're nice to him :)#kguykjgujhgkjgk#i love u anon!!! thank u again!!#caitie things#kids tw#gen#anon
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I did something completely out of my comfort zone and I lived!
#Wasn’t prepared for freeway driving at all but I surprisingly didn’t screw myself or the person following me over#now that I have Siri hooked up to the car stereo that is#Also nothing quite like being on high alert all day to give you a tension headache#But fortunately for me it wasn’t warranted because if anyone wanted to like chop me up and put me in a freezer they would have#But I’m talking to you now and I’m obviously not dead so woohoo#Don’t worry I never go into anything unprepared. And I’m the most resourceful person I know other than my father#Who does not surpass me but equals me#But yeah they’re actually nice and neurodivergently-honest and not trying to love bomb me so far as I can tell#Because I was getting “this is weird” vibes but never the “don’t do this you’re gonna die” feeling#And they’re quite obviously auDHD so I crunched some numbers based on observable behavior and determined#much of the bubbly “too much” behavior was coming from that#but I was unaccustomed to it because I’m on the polar opposite end of the DSM for ADHD (unsure of autism)#and am less likely to recognize behaviors I don’t engage in as being a symptom of neurodivergence#If that makes any sense at all#Like I’m heavily heavily introverted and quiet and soft-spoken and never initiate friendly physical contact with anyone while talking#I’m very reserved with people I don’t know and am in possession of the most blunted affect known to man and don’t reveal my hand#Ever#So seeing someone engage in the opposite of those behaviors to a degree that isn’t normal with me made me take a step or two back#because my sensory/social/trauma issues are opposed to those kind of things#So I prepared just in case my assessment of them was incorrect but everything turned out fine.#I may be extremely introverted and socially awkward (or at least I feel like I am)#but I make up for it by being able to read shrimp social cues— social cues you didn’t even know existed#(And I also project the vibe of “I have eyes in the back of my head” which makes me kind of scary for someone as slight as I am)#But yeah I’m grateful to have met them and that they’re nice#It sounds like I don’t like them but I swear I do. The circumstances of the journey made me more apprehensive than the person themself
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trying to determine which parts of my relationship with sex are asexuality, which are trauma, and which are autism is like trying to have a conversation with three people talking loudly and all at once
#just to be clear: asexuality as a result of trauma or neurodivergency is still asexuality. full stop no debate.#anyway because i love oversharing on tumblr dot com: feeling very sex repulsed on this day#i was joking with some guy about fighting each other (specifically said ''you ever fight a girl over 200 lbs? id break your ribs'')#and like three different people said something like ''well that would probably turn him on''#and. listen. i get it. that was a joke response to my joke threat#but what i felt in that moment and still feel now requires nothing short of academic study to understand#first of all: how dare they make me feel embarrassed in a social setting when i was doing so well.#secondly: why the fuck would me making a threat make them instantly think of sex#thirdly: how fucked up is my body image that i hear that and immediately think they're all out of their minds#i like fat women. i am personally attracted to fat women. not (usually) sexually but i do think they are very nice to look at#so why is it so hard for me to accept that someone else could find me attractive as well !#i think about being in a situation where a relationship and/or sex is a real possibility and i flinch like its going to hurt me#but why???? where is this aversion coming from !!!!! i am a hopeless romantic i daydream about romance all the time#so whats the deal here. is it subconscious bc of my asexuality and i associate romance with sex?#is it because of my autism where i associate romance with touch and am afraid i am too unempathetic to have a chance?#or (most likely) is it just because im so fucking scared of trusting someone that even the thought makes me nauseous#did this all crop up from a throwaway sex joke? yes#but people don't make sex jokes to me. people don't even pretend to allude to me being cute#this same group of people said a few weeks ago ''at least you're pretty''#which. is not the case!!!!!!! people do not say those things to me because they don't want to even slightly entertain that idea !!!!!!!#and i am extremely tired of having my life upended because of this#i have always been treated like i was ugly and teased about it and i FINALLY have managed to be okay with not being attractive#and now that im okay with it: NOW is when the pretty jokes start. im fucking angry about it actually#i can't be both. i cannot think of myself in terms that abstract. i am one or the other#and this leads me to believe that people think i COULD be pretty. but the catalyst is that i am fat and therefore cannot be attractive#which just makes me more angry!!!!!!!!!!!#how can i be completely indifferent to sex and attraction without seeming juvenile. i don't care so so much#but every time that sort of thing happens i feel like im 13 again and the hot jock is talking to me#i need to be put down. something's wrong with this one (me)#i realize i can't stop people from making sex or appearance jokes but god i wish i fucking could
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Actually the other random weird thing I like about grocery shopping is seeing people in cool outfits and going "cool outfit" because they always get so happy about it
#personal#it should be noted that I usually do grocery shopping With Others its an Outing I would otherwise not be all that social about it#but it legitimately feels very lovely#when I groce alone I am getting in and out as fast as I can because introvert but when we hangin its kind of just a fun little time.#nice to make random strangers feel good#yesI could edit my tags on the post but I dont feel like it. so.
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planning courses for the next semester is not for the weak
#WHY IS EVERY SINGLE CLASS GOING ON AT THE SAME TIME.#WHY DO WE ALL START AT 9AM AND NOT GO PAST 11AM. PLEASE#please just strart at 1pmplease plase palseasee#i dont wanna take only 3 classes next semester but like erm.#mostly because im a little picky abt my professors. less so for electives but classes im worried about (SPEECH)#ive been pushing speech off for the longest time because i have crippling social anxiety 99% of the time. so i made sure i got a good prof#uhgghg#theres this one prof who does a lot of erm i think sociology classes yeah#she is so chill and nice and uses my prefurred name and pronouns (i really need to get my name chaged in the system uhghgh) but she did uh#the reverse grading and i hated it. everyone did. she was so nice and understanding..#one time i went 2 talk to her about my missing work (chronic pain and fatigue had me bed bound for days on end) and she literally just said#erm u have an A so u dont have to do it.#>@>>@>/1/1/?!?!?#live saver. i had a breakdwon in her office i was literally sobbing telling her about my health issues. it was really hard because i never-#-really talk about it. i didnt realize how hard it would be when i finally did#anywasy what was i saying. yeah i love her so much but not her grading and teaching system. but idk maybe ill try it again she has a gender#-and sexuality class i kinda wanna take because im a professional faggot
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Fucking hell I am going to have A WEEK
#my bff' bd is 29th and i wanna make them a cake myself which means i gotta find all the ingredients on our fucked up little mass market#and then not fuck up the recipe which alright i baked that thing before. ONCE. AND IT ALMOST WAS A DISASTER.#luckily my bff's sister is helping me with that and she's buying the easy to find products so that's nice and appreciated#and i won't have to grate like. seven large carrots all by myself. that would be unfortunate#<- girl who did EXACTLY that last year#i also need to get a boclx for the cake and i wanna decorate it so it isn't just. A Box#and then in the evening me and her sister will go to our mutual friend who's organising all this shit and all three of us are gonna#creepily show up at my bff's window at midnight before her birthday with this cake. we're taking a taxi THANK GOD i hated transporting#a cake through public transport to the other end of the city last time#and then we spend the night at my bff's apartment before going back to oir mutual friend's place spending all day there and potentially ALSO#staying the night and THEN! do you know what happens then? then i go take a PE exam at my uni :)#also before all that i gotta finish some things i have a deadline for at the end of the month. which im supposed to be doing now but#guess what#im typing this instead#because im a whiny bitch okay my social battery is going to be DEAD after this. and i mean completely fucking fried#good luck to me ig#it's all worth it cuz i love my bff#but god am i glad they don't have Tumblr because they aint supposed to know our asses are planning something >:)#cruci shitpost
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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive
#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy#been feeling weird as hell these past few months#like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days#or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day#idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this#just thinking#meposting#I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying#I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult#I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad.#whatever#I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that#dissociation#me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though#she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety#and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’#I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time#I’m so solid now#so stuck in the ruts of capitalism#fuck capitalism#I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled#sorry I love talking#and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn?#it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing#I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence.#like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5.#overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names.#can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school#bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude#I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time
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if you’re really good do you get reincarnated as a highland cow and, if so, is it too late to start being really good right now?? like am i too far along in life?? have i missed my chance to be reincarnated as the most beautiful creatures known to man??
#i would be such a nice friendly cow#no one would use me for food#because i would be so loving and social and nice that they would all just love me#i would be like a puppy but in a cow’s body#so everyone would love me#and i would have so many cow friends and family members that i could cuddle with at night#(do cows cuddle??)#my farmer would love me so much that they would hire a jazz quartet to play for me bc cows famously love jazz#pol’s diary <3
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i’m so into dndads rn i might make a separate blog just so i can RB everything i see
#i might include dimension 20 stuff in it too because i'm just so insane about those two things rn#sometimes i think about keeping this blog tidy but then i see a funny little post with my funny little guys and i think 'ok well people can#just scroll a little farther to find my art'#it's not like i post my art on here very often anyway#but i post the most of it on here out of all of the socials that im on#anyway i've suddenly become aware of the fact that i don't really talk to my mutuals and i'm kind of really sad about it#i want to have friends and be able to talk to people w#ith mutual interests because i love people so much and i love talking and i have so many thoughts in my brain about the things i like that#i can't keep in#i dont put a lot of effort into curating this blog at all but im wondering if a second one would be too much energy#idk ill figure it out LMFAO#i mostly use tumblr to throw ideas and art and stuff into the void and hope that people like it#but maybe it would be nice to have some place to save all the dnd posts to look back at#anyway this is just me thinking#if we're mutuals hi i want to be freinds with u but im shy pls talk to me about anything if u want#and if we're not mutuals hi i want to be friends with u but im shy pls talk to me about anything if u want
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I'm no ornithologist, but i feel like every chicken deserves a wide,open space with plenty of safe areas to move around in and play (mess around with puzzles,that sort of thing. they probably need a lot of mental stimulation too! ) and eat so they don't get over crowded, and safe spots to retreat to when they need to calm down or mate and roost/nest(i mean, i know chicken sex is probably weird like it is with most birds, but i feel like they would appreciate the privacy and safety. I've been around plenty of chickens. they're generally sensitive animals that deserve more respect.), or be quarantined if they've come down with something or have been injured. they seem to do much better that way,their quality of life seems to improve greatly in captivity when people practice better husbandry with them. of course, different variants of chickens have different needs I'm sure, but it's something I've observed often. birds deserve so much better than to have their intelligence be undermined and be treated like shit,which is unfortunately rather common in today's world.
#text#idk man i just really fucking love birds. i love them even if they hurt me. they probably don't understand#besides they usually only hurt people if you accidentally startle them or if it's how they play or they're not socialized properly#they need to be more accustomed to people and physical affection#and sometimes animals just weren't meant to be petted or hugged or kissed and we should respect their boundries.#how would you like it if a big scary weird looking thing did that to you? you probably would be just as freaked out.#imagine being in their shoes. i would be fucking terrified if i were a bird or somd other nonhuman animal and a human touched me#I've been hurt like once or twice by q bird because they both didn't understand how sharp their talons are and how that hurts me#when they perch or hold my fingers. they don't do it on purpose lol#you know how lizards will grab onto your fingers but not exactly sit on you? that's what it's like. it's like he's shaking my hands.#there's my neighbor's bird kai and them there's little foot.#kai likes to hold my hands.#little foot like to perch on me. he's less rude but a bit more shy. kai REALLY likes me#sorry for the typos as always I'm still blind and have poor motor control so typing and reading is hard for me. whoops#long post#ramble#like why can't we all treat animals better and as the unique gifts from nature to be preserved and loved like they are? why not try better?#they deserve to be raised and die humanely and be protected in the wild from manmade natural disasters and just left to do their own thing.#be nice to nature or it won't be nice to you. you know what i mean?#do y'all ever cry thinking about animals. i do. a lot#they're so precious man.#no RB'S for this one because i feel like people would be weird or mean about this lol
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#a dear childhood friend's wife died 2 weeks ago#his parents and mine have known each other since before we were born and we went to school together until we graduated from hs#we weren't in the same friend group as we entered middle school and onward but it was a small school in a small town etc etc#i've always thought very highly of him and would've liked to be closer friends with him but he was in the ~cool crowd~ and very outdoorsy#where i was neither of those things#anyway his wife suddenly and unexpectedly died 2 days before christmas and i've been so broken hearted for him since#they just had their 2nd baby about 7 weeks earlier#horrible tragic unthinkable heart wrenching#and i saw him at the funeral for the first time since his sister's wedding in 2011#he's been living in other places for school and training but he moved back here about 1.5 years ago#and i want to be there for him and be friends#i'm so mad i didn't reach out when i first found out he was back but i didn't feel like i could bc would be even care about me#and what if too much time has gone by blah blah he has a family yadda yadda#but i think that's bs actually bc people have been very receptive to seeing me when i've run into them or their parents or on social#things are different now and we're grown and not awkward kids (even though i feel like one all the time)#and i'm mad and sad that i could've met his wife who seems amazing and was deeply loved by everyone she knew#and i'm also confused bc i feel so strongly about him that i'm like ??? am i in love with him ??? wth#why am i like this#why do i feel every emotion at such an extreme#is this an adhd thing#i think i just care deeply about him because he's a great person and someone i have a strong tie to through the school we both attended#not to mention the connection our moms have and his older sister who was also very nice to me#i know i'm lonely but i think the situation might be worse than i thought#being the only child of 2 parents who are both aging and in pretty bad shape is not where it's at#especially because i'm disabled in ways too and i desperately want to improve but it's really hard and i hate myself and living like this!!!#so again that brings me thinking who will love you (certainly not him) and why are you thinking about this anyway#(i'm just as bad as the guys who swoop in to snag women who are freshly widowed or divorced or otherwise broken up with)#except i'm not (i think) bc this obvi isn't something i would wish on anyone and i want his wife's memory to be a blessing#maybe i'm just insane and need to take my meds and go to bed#personal
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