#because I woke up at 4am
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it's 5am and I am awake
time to look at my WoL
#ark barks#ark plays ffxiv#I didn't play too long last night because I was tired and went to bed early#and that was a terrible decision on my part#because I woke up at 4am
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there's a line between encouraging people to keep an open mind about DAV and pretending the layoffs don't matter & the grim internal reports regarding DAI's production didn't happen and I need 'True Fans' to find it quickly
#and when the 'Fake Fans' leave and its just us sitting in a shrinking community that cant tolerate criticism🧍🏾♀️ what then#lore: posting at 4am because a drunk text woke me up and now I cant fall back asleep
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something something about mentors and cycles and mentors and cycles
#like#what if your memory became so intertwined with my ideals i could not help but to pass you on to those who look up to me#along with what makes my very heart beats and bleeds#(and realise i was so young#so young#and maybe i didn't deserve everything that happened then)#and maybe i could start forgiving myself for who i was then#because now i know i was just scared and alone and thinking i held the world on my shoulders#and now i just want to tell him#breath kid#breath#ace attorney#aa#ace attorney fanart#aa fanart#gyakuten saiban#gyakuten saiban fanart#mia fey#phoenix wright#apollo justice#charley the plant#polly the parrot#yes they're important characters and should be cited#dounart#fanart#art#the cycles and patterns woke me up at 4am once again and refused to let me rest
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trying soooo hard to be normal about the “claiming to know everything about mydei” line but can’t stop thinking about how phainon is probably the only person who knows mydei’s weak spot and how that probably DOES currently make him the person who is closest to knowing everything about him

#phaidei#myphai#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr mydei#hsr phainon#i’m ill over this thought process actually#you can’t make silly throw away lines like that because my brain will NOT be able to resist overthinking about them#i spent so long rotating this thought in my head#and just woke up at 4am STILL thinking it#so now i have to inflict it on everyone else#sorry#trying to be chill about them is going So Unsuccessfully
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Lmao @lannisterdaddyissues I woke up and this was done
#literally sharing it because the situation is hilarious#I'm off my meds and i woke up drooling on the laptop#with this done#😭#also not only did I not see the Cyclone tag but I can't draw him either so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyway#enjoy my sleep deprived 4am art apparently#👍🏼#slimav#bc why not#Air Gays™#top gun 1986#top gun#top gun fanart#top gun meme#pete maverick mitchell#ron slider kerner#slicemav#imo they live together and ice is just facepalming#mxhyde#HelloI'mHayden
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Based off of @oozblob 's post (post also contains the original image (which is from alpharad's story on Instagram))
#qsmp#qsmp jaiden#qsmp roier#qsmp fanart#shitpost drawing#i saw the post at midnight and told myself id draw it in the morning#its technically morning right now (its 4am on a monday night/tuesday morning)#my hands are shaking and double tapping the keyboard i am Not Well#no shading or whatever just the lines and flat colours because again its 4 in the morning#unrelated but cant wait to wake up and see what happened to q!quackity#its going to be just like that day i woke up and found out there was a new egg that died and qsmp tumblr adopted#i love time zones (+ my shitty sleeping schedule)#sun art#sun qsmp posting
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blood on the boulders
that californian sun's not for me
i'll go home and just try to sleep
#furry#my ocs#art#artists on tumblr#sfw furry#furry art#squid#music#oc // fang#starlingfawn's art#music art#squid band#cowards#blood on the boulders#2025#hshshhshs i'm so so so proud of this#it's 4am i am going to crumble into a pile of dirt i think...#made a cowards based oc. have yet to settle on a name. i kinda wanna make her my fursona because i've wanted a coyote sona for ages.#also. new squid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have been wanting to talk about but i'll have to wait a few weeks until my mind develops a coherent#opinion. but it's awesome and i love it. i spent a few hours trying to find it on cd irl [ to no success but hey i had some fun and#went outside so that's a win]#healthy sleep schedule or cool squid-based furry art you only get to choose one#i just woke up and im watched the 1hr squid video essay just to feel something
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Sugarboo is better than me because I'd start TWEAKING, straight up losing my mind if Derek pulled that evil shit on me...

OH MY GOD??? 😨
#yuurivoice#yuurivoice memes#yuurivoice derek#yuurivoice sugarboo#bittersweet yuurivoice#minty rambles#this was prompted because I woke up at 4am with Derek's gaslighting ass in my ear 💀#rapping that bullshit#still gagged he had the audacity to say that WITH A GLOCK POINTED AT HIM POINT BLANK#Thats a big dick move bro he was tweaking 😭#can't go to sleep again cuz now im rewatching the whole bittersweet chapters...
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They’re discussing tall buildings.
Cleo, secret life episode 9.
[ID: a minecraft screenshot from secret life, taken at dusk at the spawn campfire facing Trader Scar’s. Etho and Tango are nearer to the campfire while the viewer, Cleo, is further back. Both of them are in full diamond and holding shields, but Etho is holding a bow and Tango a golden apple by the looks of it. Etho’s facing Tango and Tango’s facing Cleo. End ID]
#whatttt i didnt forget to do this thatd be silly#<- absolutely forgot to do this and woke up at midday because i finished watching the finale at 4am my time#no it was like. 4:40. or something. idk. it was late. early?#the point is i woke up 20 minutes ago#tango tek#tango but everywhere#tangotek#trafficblr#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#slsmp#traffic spoilers#anyway that winner huh. DESERVED#also my posting bonanza yesterday…… yeah we all knew it#i forgot half the tags#etho#ethoslab#etho’s lab#zombiecleo
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your boy is making poor dietary choices again today. please save me.
#random thoughts#woke up at 4am.......... two hours later consumed tea and a muffin. this is good.#then because i was tired i got one of those white monsters from the store. and drank that in less than ten minutes.#i am ASCENDING........... AND NOT IN A NICE WAY..........#finished writing FOUR SONGS out of the eight i am releasing throughout the year.#i feel like. waugh. i don't even know.#surely i should feel better after an hour of screen time and a walk downtown............#and then. tea shop......
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GUH im in my fucking alpha feelings. if u cant tell
guy who used to be the star of the show. him and omega were The Ghouls for so long. bringing home the bacon. the ghouls everyone looked up to. they were the prom kings. and now omega is a recluse and alpha is a bitter, angry old man (until swiss gets to him anyway. he looked at the most angry fucked up guy and went I Can Fix Him. and everyone around him was like Please Don't. and swiss went. I'm Gonna Fix Him.)
anyways. alpha wasnt always so angry. he didnt always react to everything with aggression, it's just that over time, there was too much change and he didnt know how to deal with it. and in his relationship with omega he first was afraid that omega would leave him, and then became obsessed with the idea. he became possessive and the fear always came out of his mouth as violence.
and then the clergy replaced him. and omega DID leave him. and he was alone and his broken heart grew thorns to protect himself. if he lashes out at anyone who approaches him, he won't ever have the opportunity to get hurt again.
#CHARACTERS WHOSE TRAUMA MAKES THEM ANGRY AND MEAN ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME.#its. 4am. i just woke up and saw several alpha posts and im in my feelings.#hes SOOOO.#i have so much alpha lore. its so nuanced and i havent talked about it much because im afraid i'll present it in the wrong way#alpha ghoul#dorito hc hours#dorito.txt#there's a confession in the carnage#yes im putting this in my swiss/alpha tag#SOMEDAY. i'll write out their story. but i need to be able to do it justice and also it will be like 60k#and i have been too sick to write much
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Anyone have any sedatives or maybe just the ability to knock me the fuck out that they'd like to very kindly share?
#look man if i go another night with no sleep i'm willing to take my third concussion if it knocks me out#joking i am joking about all of this this is all /j#it's just like. oh haha i got like four hours of sleep and woke up at 4AM. oh well i can try to sleep a bit more the next night to reset!#and then i got less sleep that next night#and pretty much no sleep the night after#it's so weird it's like my body is physically repelling sleep#every time i was about to fall asleep initially last night i'd get a hypnic jerk that would wake me up again#and then once i had woken up at like 1AM i could feel my body relax as if i was sleeping except i was still conscious#i was having such a good rest week as well i was actually getting like six hours a night for a few days in a row it was great#anyways back to my original point. anyone got drugs /j#z's insomnia rambles#new tag for people to blacklist because lord knows i talk about this too much#cw drugs#better safe than sorry
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am i the only one who thinks this season was really rushed? most of the time i wasn't able to feel and digest things because then other things were happening in a span of less than 5 minutes and then everything just...... ended? there were things that didn't have any depths, that was just made... idk.... in such a whatever way
they put anne and mary in there for one episode. then we see their relationship and that they're two psychos (affectionate) and then they vanish in the end. they put ned low in there, that appears out of NOWHERE, just to be in one episode and then kill him off. they kill izzy off and we don't even have the time to mourn, because next scene they've already buried him and now are making a wedding. i mean.
they tried putting a lot of new characters in there instead of focusing on the original ones and their developtment and it made the season feel so fucking rushed and idk man. idk.
#does this make any sense? i hope it does#i woke up at 4am to watch the episode idk what i'm doing#or saying#anyway#i'm gonna have to rewatch everything#now that the hype is gone#but i'm feeling like season 1 was a lot better#i wonder if they rushed the entire season because of the low budget?#idk man idk#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#personal#txt post
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"Forever is also... always talking about a clock? ... ... ... We've got that in common."
#qsmp jaiden#qsmp fanart#qsmp forever#sun qsmp posting#sun art#i was watching the vod last night at 4am because i have no self control and then when i woke up i just spent like. 7 hours drawing this#i completely forgot about lunch and its dinner time now and i have not meal-prepped. my first day of living alone is clearly going well#on another note one day i will find out if medibang has a centralisation function because fuck this honestly
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Month 9, day 7
I'M NOT EVEN DONE YET, BITCHEEEEEEESSSSSS
Gonna add grass and trees and I think a chair to the balcony before we're done :D
#the great artscapade of 2024#art#my art#blender#blender render#blender 3d#cycles render#I have a procedural brick texture I could have made/used#this could have been so much easier#why didn't I just do that#oh yeah because I'm following the tutorial that's why#ugh man I'm sleepy tired#I blame a certain squeaky kitty who woke me up at 4am#actually I blame his dad who SHUT THE CAT OUT OF HIS ROOM WHERE KITTY'S FOOD AND WATER IS#AND THEN PASSED OUT WITH THE DOOR STILL SHUT#kitty was SO HUNGY and VER THIRST and kept pestering me to fix it#but seeing as it was 4am I was (naturally) trying to sleep#so I kept ignoring him#because it was 4am#anyway we had a talk and my roommate told me if that happens again just open his door lol#and now kitty is being obnoxiously squeaky for an unrelated reason but I think it's bc it's way past my bedtime and that's Not Allowed™#so I GUESS I'll give in to the sleep tireds and go beddy bye#nighty night 💜
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I like to think Kyrie did all the Cassie Euphoria S2 routine for Rudolf but at the end she looked exactly the same.
#woke up at for 4am in the morning to do the longest skincare you’ve ever heard of#but from outside it’s like yeah I guess she switched suits#it’s like ‘I’m not about the use my appearance because all the other bitches are doing it but also I’m not dumb’#umineko posting#nana is posting
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