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hey.. so uhh.. there are a few 1080p pro shot streams of ENTIRE tourdust shows on jack edinger’s vimeo…………… ??
⬆️ bristow va - july 19 2023 (best audio out of them)
⬆️ london night 1 - nov 2 2023
⬆️ london night 2 - nov 3 2023
there is some pretty intense flashing/strobe effect editing during calm before the storm for all the vids so just fyi if you're watching
but like haha what the FUCK
#edit: OH you dont have to be logged in THATS COOL THOUGH !!!!!!#fall out boy#media blitz#BUT THIS IS CRAZY? SAY THIS IS CRAZY.....THEYVE BEEN UP FOR MONTHS#the audio for the ldn shows is not great and pretty choppy depending on the camera angle which is sad#cus imo patricks voice was more stable those nights than it was during the bristow one🥹 ITS OK HE IS SOOOO HANDSOMEEEE#and in any case i feel like i kinda maybe wasnt supposed to see those so ILL TAKE WHATEVER I CAN THANK YOU BYEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#omg there are other things like the 2014 love letter to the fans this is so cool#vimeoshows
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last night i got home kind of tipsy and very much in tears and my mother told me the force you exert to keep someone in your life is proportional to the force with which they will leave your life. if you have to fight tooth and claw to keep them, their leaving will be just as hard, just as harsh, and just as definite.
#she said it like a law. its just momentum.#also she told me to get a therapist and start archery ASAP bc i need to get it together#and also she said even granting that this person u were in love w was So Special . as in hot motorcycle-riding iranian masc lesbian in ldn#they arent the only one on earth and that once i start my proper adult life outside of studies etc etc i will probably no longer live in th#UK. she said most non straight iranians u would like have left the country anyway . where do you think they went? theyre out there#and also she asked me to imagine how many hot gay iranians there may be in italy or amsterdam or smth and i was like ok points 😭 maybe#ur right. anyway i was having a feeling of dread bc crying into the arms of ur strict asian mother while buzzed usually results in#death chaos destruction etc in the next few days but actually i think maybe she has genuinely changed as a person and the fear is#unwarranted#anyway i need to eat breakfast and study w the date person i met yesterday#they are so nice ??? genuinely so so sweet i dont feel attracted to them at all omg i genuinely think i have a thing for hot evil ppl 😭#but we could b besties . theyre a lot more romantic than the ex situationship person too like generally . ugh they should be perfect but#alas it appears i am shallow as fuck or potentially a lesbian actually#OH THEY MIGHT ALSO BE POTENTIALLY A LESBIAN BTW#i think i just tend to not date cis ppl entirely by accident#....feel free to rb if u want btw sorry for the rant
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i support women’s wrongs
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#let’s be real she’s probs done all of these and more#but it’s okay bc i love her#slick the oil tanker#starlight express#stex#stex ldn 2024
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finished listening to ttpd and its like i could make one whole song out of the parts i liked. the first minute of i hate it here. clara bow excluding the bridge. touch me while your bros play grand theft auto is funny😭 it grew on me. umm also the prophecy also excluding the bridge kind of. nvm the prophecy is good i had a good cry to it lol. florida!!! shouldve been longer .. the manuscript is soo good and sweet in THEORYY but execution feels clunky idk.. i couldnt 100% like any of the songs . everything just blurs into blah blah blah for me.. aaron dessner what happened 😭 i feel like she really wanted to do the lana stream of consciousness and she had the ideas (self-mythologizing + imploding love life duh) but with the ten billion senseless verbose metaphors and the bland instrumentals she shot herself in the foot. why is no one saying this. pitchfork come thru 🤞🏼
#swiftie mutuals SORRYYY i love u xx#the back half is better too#so long ldn and loml are fine ..idkidk im sad i did want to like it. i love music. more new music is always a blessing but in this case#like she wants to sound smart and cool so bad.. and theres nothing wrong w that i guess but like. like#shouldve stayed with the drafts or gotten hacked by an editor#ok done ttpd posting👍🏼 see u for regularly scheduled programming
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fibromyalgia is a hell diagnosis lol no one wants to do anything for it and everyone treats you like an idiot for being hopeful or asking abt a treatment
#please PLEASE let there be something visibly wrong with my back so they can treat it#ketamine looking like a more likely option than ldn unfortunately. and would prob have to go 1½ hrs to get to them#🐇#sick
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i've been pacing myself thanks to living with ri for three months now and i'm. actually getting better
i'm doing the dishes voluntarily while standing up. i'm sitting up in bed instead of constantly needing to be horizontal. i constantly have the craving of going out and doing something (but the three flights of stairs i'd have to conquer are still my enemy). i feel more alive. i'm still in pain and tired as all hell but i'm also craving *going back to work* which i will attempt to do (only part time though don't worry) once i'm all registered here. things aren't and probably never will be like they used to before i got sick, but it's also much much much better than it was three months ago. there's hope again
#once i get my ldn it'll hopefully make me unstoppable#i'm nowhere near letting go of my wheelchair but if they could find me a job i could sit down at#i honestly think i could manage 15 hours a week. maybe even 20 if it's slow paced#i am SO much better than i was#but i'm also so so so scared this is just a good phase bc i'm not doing Anything#and i'm resting bc there's nothing else to do#so pray i don't crash and burn as soon as i start pushing out of this resting zone again#gods i hope it's not a fad#i also never would've gotten here without ri taking care of me for all these months#i also feel So Super Bad now that i can feel being stuck inside rather than desperately needing it 🤠#so that's fun#i'm more depressed now that i don't want to be inside 24/7#but we're getting a new place and moving into it in a month#no stairs and a nice yard#it will help so so much
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ok across the spiderverse thoughts in the tags
#hobie deserved more screen time!! what the hell!!!!#as someone from london. he was the most accurate representation of a guy from london#no super posh accent! no gentleman-ness! no tea and crumpets!#americans always get it wrong BUT THEY GOT HOBIE RIGHT#the ldn slang was !!!!! it’s so funny to hear when it’s not in an actual british show or movie but IT WAS COOL LOL#also! i love gwen so much :(((( she deserves so much better#miguel… listen. he’s pretty. but he pissed me off. homie needs to loosen up a bit#but something about big broody men…🫣#JESS WAS SO HOT BYE#miles!!!! i love mike’s <3 my favourite spiderman ever i think#miles* oops#the cliffhanger lowkey had me like. ?????? I NEED PART 2 RN#ngl. ok i’ll admit i didn’t expect most of the twists. but the one at the end? where miles was the prowler in another dimension? i called it#also a little side note. i went into the cinema literally 15 mins late and missed the beginning. and the cinema was SO FUCKING FULL and—#—some mf decided to finesse my seat😀😀😀😀😀 the only row that had seats was the front row😀#the entire front was EMPTY. not a single person sitting there. AND I HAD TO WALK INTO THE ROOM LATE AND SIT THERE#my neck was killing me. and the screen was too big pls. I COULDNT SEE SHIT#there was so much going on in the movie… every time i’d look to the left of the screen i’d miss what happened on the right. LMFAO#i wish i got in time for my usual back seats so i could fucking see properly 🫠 i hate being so close#ANYWAYS YEAH ok i’m done#ani rambles#that was longer than i expected
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pj harvey tour in september . finally something real to look forward to ig i wont be throwing myself off a bridge this summer after all 💋💋
#at roundhouse in ldn sick venue#also at albert hall in manc which i love as well and more intimate .. i want to go both ……
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When it comes to managing ME/CFS, which includes cases of Long Covid that meet ME/CFS criteria, there is a fine line between making yourself unwell due to lack of activity (human bodies and minds are typically healthiest when living an active lifestyle and getting fresh air and varied stimulation, which is why these things are always recommended) and making yourself unwell due to triggering PEM and worsening ME/CFS.
The issue is that most people, including most medical professionals, only recognize the first issue, the consequences of a lack of activity. What they fail to understand is that the multi-systemic damage caused by over-exertion in those with ME/CFS is a vastly bigger problem than being deconditioned.
There doesn't seem to be a benefit to going vastly below one's energy envelope (such as doing extended bed-rest when the ME/CFS is mild), so in those cases, light exercise (walking, short hikes, yoga, etc) may actually make people feel better. But that is only if that doesn't cause PEM. For people whose ME/CFS is moderate/severe, their energy envelopes are much smaller. Even just basic daily activities are enough to trigger PEM. In those cases, exercise needs to be the first thing to go. It is a huge energy drain, and as said above, people with ME/CFS not having enough energy for what they're doing leads to damage to their cells. The benefits of exercise do not outweigh the harm.
Telling people to ignore their body's signals that there is something very, very wrong is only going to make the problem worse. Based on current research, the only way to be able to do more is to do less. The body needs to be given time to recover and heal the damage. Only then can one's energy envelope have the chance to increase, potentially allowing for people to resume light exercise and other activities (such as more energy-intensive hobbies like gardening, sewing, painting, etc) that can improve their physical and emotional well-being.
(It's very important to note that being able to do light exercise does NOT mean that said exercise should be gradually increased to something more demanding unless there is also an increase in the energy envelope. ME/CFS causes a hard limit on how much energy a person has, and graded exercise therapy often quickly outpaces the energy envelope, thereby inducing PEM. Continuing to push will cause damage and leave people worse off than they started. That is why GET is harmful and should not be done.)
To anyone who notices that they feel significantly worse after physical, cognitive, or emotional exertion, either immediately or delayed 24-48 hours: you need to cut back on what you're doing. Activities of basic living, such as eating, going to the bathroom, and personal hygiene, are the priority. Do not let ignorant doctors force you into doing something that is hurting you and could vastly reduce your quality of life indefinitely.
Full Transcript at the link; 3-minute listen.
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By taking biopsies from long COVID patients before and after exercising, scientists in the Netherlands constructed a startling picture of widespread abnormalities in muscle tissue that may explain this severe reaction to physical activity.
Among the most striking findings were clear signs that the cellular power plants, the mitochondria, are compromised and the tissue starved for energy.
"We saw this immediately and it's very profound," says Braeden Charlton, one of the study's authors at Vrije University in Amsterdam.
The tissue samples from long COVID patients also revealed severe muscle damage, a disturbed immune response, and a buildup of microclots.
"This is a very real disease," says Charlton. "We see this at basically every parameter that we measure."
#just saw a doctor today and when asked if LDN was helping my fatigue#i said 'i may be feeling a bit better due to the LDN but it also may just be due to reducing my activity level#and they said 'why did you reduce your activity level?'#and I'm just like 'because of the fatigue???'#clearly the doctor is not at all familiar with ME/CFS#but not surprising. i asked if they could check if the person in their network who sees patients with fibromyalgia#is also familiar with me/cfs#hopefully the answer is yes and i can get a referral#i was constantly inducing PEM trying to do basic daily activities#and it very clearly was making me worse and worse#outsourcing more tasks has really helped to reduce PEM#leading to me feeling better overall
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Head still hurts its been 2 days.... wtf
#so maybe i do have migraines#haven't had brain fog and pain like this since ldn started working#need to call neurology to notify them but id rather kill myself after the calls i had today#which made me worse lol cant handle emotions in this state#wish me a very able to sit up in bed for more than 2 hours tomorrow#i want you all to enjoy something mundane tomorrow like a slice of hedonism just for me#on my behalf you could say#my slice of hedonism was to be able to do one fridge excursion and get some cheesecake
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oh my god u rly are everyone you've ever loved !! for better or worse !! a part of you becomes them!
#i had a moment of lucidity idk im in this café the person i went on a few dates w is coming to see me i said come study w me#and they said okay immediately even though im a town over and i dont like them i really dont feel even a little attracted to them that way#but i did let them bite my neck a week ago and it still hurts i let them hold my hand i just#i never start anything#i let them kiss me. why do i do that? i dont feel anything towards them#and i told them ill probably never sleep with them and i thought thats enough but it really isnt is it#they write poetry about people they meet even once#theyre coming a whole town over to study w me but its not a date i feel nothing towards them romantically and i dont want to lose them as#a friend. this was her line of thinking wasnt it? i would take the train and meet her near her place in ldn and wed study together and#shed let me hold her and she would never initiate much and we were just studying together and it wasnt a date#like . fuck. i dont want to do what she djd to me to another person ever#their shared location map went offline at london bridge like ok theyre in the underground they are fr coming a whole town over#its a short distance but the point is i think i should have taken what my friend said more seriously . she told me i was kinda leading#them on bc what i thought to be just meetups dates might entail more for them#anyway im gonna be clear w them this time maybe#....IT JUST NEVER COMES UP IS THE THING#do i have to clarify even if it never comes up#i do in fact hear myself#ok#the parallels r lining up#aaa
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oh ….. :( one of my good friends has decided to move back home to nz by june :( I’m so sad
#b.txt#we met via Instagram LMAO😭#but she came w me to a gig of a person she’d never even heard of the first time we met#n we had so much fun#n then it was nearly two years since we saw each other next#n she invited me to have a sleepover n have a weekend in ldn as a belated bday celebration#bc my birthday last year sucked#and it was so much fun!!! we had such a nice time it was so easy#we get along so well 😭#and are both the same amount of delusional n headass#she’s my only irl skz friend too😭#I’m gonna miss her :((#I hope we will get to hang out a bit before she goes ;-;#I understand why she’s moving though things here aren’t enough to make her stay any more#waaaaa#all my closest friends end up so far from me :(
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I saw the teasers for new tga and then saw its being released this Fri and actually burst into tears just then lmao the hold they have
#Last July I followed the uk tour#Every date except ldn#In my extremely mad just do shit year#I dont talk abt it cos I shoved myself out of things I enjoy a while ago 💀 or started#Idk. Not enjoying things enough to say I like#Did them#Anyway yea distraught xx but anyway#the band like#Told the lady working there to give me the drum head w the drawing on it in Birmingham#All this like love I have for them I just wanted to be there every night those songs r so special#And so when she gave me it I was just like :)#Then loads of people taking pics and like I'll give u a fiver for it and I was like :)#Then more people taking pics and I was like :)#Then I started sobbing and walking away#“Oh darling-” lmfao#SO sweet n cute of them to hand it out#And then I bounced over to like the fav in the fan club basically and was like look!!!!! And he was like#I knew you'd get it lmao#No idea myself#Rly showed up lmao hahahhaha#It was just a rly nice like#Connecting thing#I was sooooo buzzed a lot of people were so serious n cliquey#And I was like I just wanna hear anything am glad they're back#And then they were like it's a bit like when u see a football team for a long time#Start talking strategy (fair it was banter)#And I'm like coming at them w the apparent controversial opinions#I can't rmbr the start slow song maybe mae and they were like it's supposed to be attack attack attack#I'm like#Nah
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truly hilarious
#this is from chris lees post btw#im sorry ik im just making myself more angry#but jesus christ#ldn noise on here...will never say anything positive abt a song they produce ever again#also ten apparently follows chris lee??#cannot imagine what he felt seeing this shit#gonna try to calm down before going to sleep#vinnie talks
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Charles can’t lie to save face, and further speculation ensues.
auds here... imy guys! ldn is unkind to me </3 but i love you guys n hope u like it
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Hi! My employer's workplace wellness program was recently revamped, and I'm trying to assess whether it's slid into the nonsense side of wellness-world. Specifically, there's a webinar being offered by a guy named Abra Pappa on using an "anti-inflammatory diet" to "battle against chronic diseases… including heart disease, diabetes, arthritis, and even certain cancers." This sounds… sketchy to me, but I know you have both expertise in nutrition and a strong bullshit detector, so wanted to ask what you make of it.
Okay long story short never trust anyone who got their degree from a university that started off as a school for chiropractors.
Abra Pappa got her MS in Functional Medicine and Human Nutrition after getting a BA in Theater; I checked the requirements for that degree and the school's whole catalogue is throwing red flags but what's throwing the most red flags for me is that if I wanted to get a degree in nutrition from an ACEND accredited program I'd need to take a hell of a lot more than one bio class, one anatomy OR one physiology class, one medical terminology class, one nutrition class, and one biochemistry class in order to get into a master's program.
It's funny because she went from a BA in theater arts to an MS in Functional Nutrition and Human Nutrition and I've been trying to go from a BA in Theater Arts to an MS in nutrition and *aside* from the whole private school costs thing one of the major barriers is that I'd basically need to re-do all of my undergrad to get in a lot of chemistry, some calculus, and MANY nutrition classes before I qualified for a Master's program. But based on the program she took I'm only one medical terminology and one biochemistry class away from a Master's program instead of more like ten to fifteen classes (primarily in nutrition, chemistry, and physiology) away.
Anyway she says she's a Licensed Dietician Nutritionist. There are some states that allow LDN certification, New York is one of those states. *BUT* to be an LDN in New York you have to
Complete a program in dietetics-nutrition that culminates in a bachelor’s degree that qualifies for certification in dietetics-nutrition or has been accredited by the Commission on Accreditation for Dietetics Education (CADE).[Note: CADE is now ACEND] The program must include at least 45 semester hours of coursework in dietetics/nutrition and must include at least 20 semester hours of coursework in the area of human biological sciences and social and behavioral sciences
Pappa went to the University of Western States in Oregon, and the only ACEND accredited school in Oregon is at OSU, so if she's an LDN it's from someplace that isn't New York, where she lives and works.
She also claims to be a CNS, a Certified Nutrition Specialist, but in order to qualify for THAT you need to have an MS with some pretty rigorous coursework
And this is what the school required for her MS program:
And given that she didn't have a science degree for undergrad it seems pretty likely that she wasn't doing anything close to what an undergrad nutrition program looks like:
For the record, here are the MS requirements for an MS in nutrition with a health and wellness emphasis at that same school:
In order to get accepted to the MS in nutrition program in that school you either need to have a BS in nutrition or a BS in biology or chemistry and take all the undergrad level nutrition requirements ON TOP OF that BS.
I don't think that a theater degree and an MS from a woo-y correspondence school really count, even if you do pay $45k for your diploma.
If you go look at the requirements for any ACEND accredited school and compare them to the MS program from University of Western States it leaves UWS looking pretty shitty in comparison. Like, nowhere in her requirements is there a statistics class! Stats is required even for an associate transfer certificate in nutrition! EVEN AT THE 2-YEAR LEVEL FOR REAL NUTRITION DEGREES YOU HAVE TO DO STATS AND SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO TAKE A SINGLE STATS CLASS FOR HER MS. You will note that the cal poly MS program has one entire MS-Level class on vitamin metabolism and one entire MS-Level class on mineral metabolism for any of the three MS in Nutrition emphasis courses; her school required neither.
This shit makes me want to climb the walls.
I'm just going to start calling myself a nutritionist. California will let anyone call themselves a nutritionist, there are absolutely zero protections on that term and I can get myself a piece of paper for like three hundred dollars from a diploma mill that has some kind of bullshit accreditation.
Here are the programmatic accreditations her school has:
Compare with the Cal Poly programmatic accreditations (I cite cal poly a bunch because it was the program I was hoping to get into eventually so I researched it the most; that's where I got my BA, go broncos):
Note that the website for her school is listed with the department of education as wschiro.com because it was called Western States Chiropractic College until 2010.
Every time i dig into something like this it makes me want to stare into space for hours. No wonder college students are getting fucked on their loans and going to bullshit schools. No wonder everything is a scam these days. People bitch about credentialism but you know what maybe this lady is a CNS; sure, for some people that requires passing board certification tests, getting 1000 hours of clinical supervision, and becoming a Nurse Practitioner with real actual nutrition study from a solid program, but for other people it requires zero understanding of statistics, a theater degree, and three *whole* units of anatomy. Maybe she clears the bar on that one! She doesn't have the qualifications for an LDN in New York, she's not an RDN because she sure as fuck didn't take the classes required for a *VERY SERIOUSLY* protected title, but maybe you can be a CNS with an online diploma from the western states chiropractic college.
I fucking hate everything.
You know the whole reason I wanted to get a degree in nutrition was to yell about shit like this online, but fuck it. Fuck it, I'm a nutrition-isht because i live in california and I can say I am and who's going to check? Who's going to look up whether I took classes in public health or anatomy or the metabolism of micronutrients before they hire me to do corporate seminars on healing your relationship to food? I am legally allowed to do that so I might as well, right? If all I have to do is be charismatic and convincing I'm pretty sure I've got that down, actually, so who's going to check?
Nobody! Nobody is going to check and everything is a scam and I hate everything.
ANYWAY
The relationship between nutrition and inflammation and the relationship between chronic disease and inflammation are two different, complicated things that are difficult to point at and say definitively what the connections are.
I am of the opinion that any time you're getting deep into things like an anti-inflammatory, ketogenic, or PH-Balancing diet without a specific condition that calls for the avoidance of certain foods for very clearly scientifically reported reasons, you're dealing with a woo-woo biohacker who's looking to sell a diet plan.
The thing about nutrition science is that it seems like for most people the "answers" are pretty basic: eat enough food, get enough macro and micronutrients, eat a variety of food, avoid processed meats, try to eat more fruits and vegetables, get enough water, and stay as active as possible NOT for weight loss reasons but for metabolic health and joint/muscle maintenance. It's really, really, hard to sell that though, which is how you get people like Abra Pappa in 2013 writing out this bugfuck "Food and mood" handout with a midday snack that is so bonkers in the way the calories are distributed that I'm sitting down and doing math about it (it looks like about a third of the calories that day are supposed to come from the mid afternoon spinach, mint, cocoa nib, and coconut milk smoothie which is, as I said, bugfuck nuts).
It's hard to sell "please eat more fruits and vegetables, which is difficult because actually most places don't grow enough vegetables for the population's nutrition needs and it's cheaper to eat grains and industrially produced meat than it is to eat five cups of vegetables that you need to prepare daily and also maybe skip the bacon" but it's much easier to sell "five anti-inflammatory superfood milkshakes that will fill your belly and fight cancer" because it's packaging nutrition as a product and not as a massive systemic issue that happens to have very specific requirements for a large number of individuals who *do* happen to have disorders that are based on nutrition and inflammation (celiac disease! I've got one of them! Eating the wrong foods definitely causes inflammation in my body as the result of an autoimmune disorder! but that doesn't mean that the things that are inflammatory for me are inflammatory for everyone!)
Anyway I think like about 97% of workplace wellness programs are largely bullshit based, or at least import bullshit a lot of the time, and nutrition is a science that has, just, so much bullshit in and around it.
So I would take anything they say with a grain of salt, and hopefully less than 255% of your RDV of saturated fat (seriously that meal plan is ludicrous).
Side note: there is a subset of nutrition people who looked at the way that we got fat wrong in the 80s and flipped it and reversed it and went "actually you can have as much fat of any kind that you want as long as it is natural and you will have no issues" and this is how you end up with people on 100% natural clean keto diets who have cholesterol levels over 600. Abra Pappa recommends "clean/natural" eating and has taken continuing education on keto and has a recipe for a single-serving smoothie that calls for 8oz of coconut milk I think she's very much in the "'good' fat truther" camp (or at least she was in 2013 which is maybe why New York has a requirement for people to have some kind of nutrition certification for giving out nutrition advice and maybe she should have done that because she didn't even go to her bullshit "grad school" until 2017).
(We DID get fat wrong in the 80s and total avoidance of all fats is bad for you and there are 'good' fats that you should eat and everybody needs to eat some level of fat for proper nutrient absorption but even if you're only getting fat from nuts and avocados that's not going to prevent your arteries from forming plaques if you're having nearly triple the recommended daily value of saturated fat as part of your afternoon snack)
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