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AU Thursday: Valicer In The Dark -- First(ish) Meeting
I have been really into Blades In The Dark and thus my Valicer In The Dark AU lately, so I figured this week, I'd share a little bit of fanfic from the verse with you all! Namely, how Alice and Smiler first met Victor -- because, if you recall from previous posts, Alice and Smiler were actually already somewhat acquainted from Alice's previous trips to Silkshore (the pleasure district, and thus the Advocates' main stomping grounds and where Smiler peddles their Joy Serum) to visit Nan. The context is that Alice recently finished her trip through this world's version of A:MR, and has thus realized that Bumby is the one responsible for the deaths of her family AND that he's selling the children under his car to despicable sorts. HOWEVER, in this world, she can't just confront him at a handy underground station and shove him under a train -- not only are subways not a thing in Duskwall, killing Bumby the wrong way in this world might leave a ghost, and the last thing Alice wants to deal with is Bumby ghost! So instead she chose to head to Nan at The Manged Mermaid to discuss with her what to do. She's making her way through Silkshore, wrapped up in dark thoughts about Bumby, when suddenly...
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“Hi Alice!”
Alice damn near started right out of her skin, hand automatically heading for her knife – then her brain caught up with her reflexes and provided her with a name to go with the voice. “Oh,” she said, shaking her head as she turned toward the source. “Hello, Smiler.”
“Gave you a bit of a fright, huh? Sorry about that.” Smiler grinned at her over the top of their little carry case/makeshift display for their Joy Serum samples. “You looked awfully deep in thought just then,” they continued, snapping the lid shut and reaching down to fold up the legs. “Everything all right?”
“I. . .” Alice ran her fingers through her hair, staring at the cobbles nearby. “Not really.”
Smiler’s expression in her peripheral vision softened, becoming concerned. “What’s wrong?”
Uh-oh – how safe is it to tell an Advocate that you’re feeling blue? On the other hand, they haven’t tried to stick me with a syringe yet. . .in fact, Smiler’s always been quite respectful of my boundaries. More so than Dr. Bumby, that bastard. . .should I tell them what I’ve learned? I mean, I don’t know them that well. . .but they’ve always been a friendly face around here for me. Quite literally. Always ready with a smile for anyone who needs it. . .and they did just give me a handful of slugs one day when I mentioned I wasn’t sure how I was going to pay for my lunch. Never said a word about if or when I should pay it back. Bloody hell, that probably makes them the closest person I could call a friend in this world, after Nanny. Oh, but would they even believe me if I told them? Bumby’s got such a good reputation, and I’m. . .lucky not to be Hollow.
“You’ll never find out if you keep dithering,” Cheshire told her, batting her foot with his paw. “Thought before action, yes, but you must eventually move to action. I would say the devotee of Mar-Mal can be trusted this far – if only because they have a duty to their less-than-forgotten god to stamp unhappiness out. And Bumby has caused a lot of unhappiness.”
Fair. “It’s – Dr. Bumby,” she began, turning to face Smiler properly. “I’ve – I’ve got reason to believe he’s done something terrible. Is actively doing something terrible, in fact. You see–”
THUMP!
At least this time when she started, Smiler was right there with her. They both whirled around to see a pale man with dark hair and an equally-dark suit lying on the cobbles just behind them, surrounded by mist and fog. He lifted his head slowly, revealing a thin, pointed face with large brown eyes so dark they were almost black. He stared back at them, expression tight with desperation. “Oh,” he breathed, stumbling to his feet like he was unaccustomed to having them. One white hand reached out, almost glowing in the light of the streetlamp. “I. . .are – a-are you alive?”
Oh SHIT – Alice’s hand plunged into her pocket, digging around desperately for the spiritbane charm that lived in there. The pale figure swayed closer as she did, forcing her back a few terrified steps. Not what I need, not what I need –
“Alice!” Suddenly Smiler’s hand was plucking at her sleeve, pulling her out of her own head. “No, it’s okay, look! He’s breathing!”
Alice did look. Sure enough, as she watched, the pale man’s breath fogged in the air, same as theirs. And now that her senses weren’t overtaken with terror, it dawned on her that he looked far too solid to be a ghost. “So he is,” she said, relaxing slightly. “But – where did he come from?”
“Though that – oh. . .” The man frowned at a nearby wall, hand still half-raised to point. “I – um – t-there was a door there. . .”
Smiler ventured closer for a look. “Huh. . .I think I can see an outline,” they reported, squinting. “But if there is a door there, it’s been bricked up for ages.” They glanced back at the man, one eyebrow raised. “So I haven’t the slightest how you got through it.”
“I’m n-not sure either. . .m-maybe it only matters that t-there was a door there once,” the man said, shaking his head. “T-the world looks so m-much different on the – the other side. . .”
“Other side?” Alice repeated. “Of what?”
“Of the f-field. . .please, y-you’ve got to help me,” he pleaded, hands clasped before him. “I – I w-woke someone up I s-shouldn’t have and I’ve been t-trapped on the wrong side of r-reality and I don’t–”
“Victor, darling. . .”
Alice hadn’t thought anyone with skin that white could blanch, but this fellow managed to pull it off. It was honestly impressive. “No,” he whispered, lurching toward Smiler as the closer option. “No, no, p-please, don’t let her f-find me, it’s not her f-fault but don’t let her find me–”
“Hey, hey, it’s fine,” Smiler assured him, wrapping an arm around him. “It’s going to be all right. You’re safe now. We’ll get you out of here, don’t worry. Alice, you were heading toward the Mangled Mermaid anyway, right?”
“I was,” Alice confirmed. “And I don’t think Nanny will mind be bringing along someone who obviously needs a blanket and something fortifying put down his throat.” She waved the two along. “Follow me – we’ll get you there safely, Mister. . . ?”
“Victor,” the man said, shooting them both a grateful look. “Victor Van Dort.”
#valicer in the dark au#valicer#fanfic#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler alton#the shortest of all the snippets I've written thus far!#be grateful :P#as a reminder 'Hollow' in this universe means that they've scooped your soul out of your body#and are now using that body as a sort of manual labor zombie#a lot of mental patients are given that treatment in my Duskwall#Alice only avoided it by being a minor for most of her time in Rutledge#so she has legit reasons to worry about people not taking her seriously#fortunately as Cheshire indicated Smiler is a friend and would have taken her seriously#had Victor not fallen out of a wall near them#his situation is admittedly very distracting#he's had a rough day too :p#basically everyone has had a rough day except for Smiler#and they're SOON to have a rough day#queued
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faceless gay men who run uncategorisable aesthetic blogs are the unsung heroes of this website. they'll log on for an hour and post 10 pictures in a row and it's like
robin williams in issey miyake
melted ps2
dudes frotting in motocross gear
ethel cain
dudes sucking cock on a trailcam
stilettos in mud
brutalist urinal
cyclist with road rash, torn shorts and one ball out
rug being washed in iran
the pope holding light years by kylie minogue
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community today right now!!!
#chart#chicky notes#flockintogether#as often as u can!!!#but thats p much it#do not underestimate the power of simple touch and being fed and feeling grateful for ppl and things. whatever varieties of that u like#secrets 2 have what u want forever and ever ur whole life
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I hate amatonormativity I just want to tell my friends I love them without having to worry or feel weird :(
#aroace#amatonormativity#aro#ace#lgbtq#I'm grateful for the /p tone tag but still#uhh#holy crap i did not think this would actually get any attention#hey guys#200 NOTES???#300 NOTES?????
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The play room is coming along!
#its smaller irl#I got scared climbing the ladder to the loft but its worth it lol#very grateful to have this space and for my cg who makes everything happen <3#not done yet bc I will be bringing stuff out of storage in and also decorating the walls and other stuff :p#will keep tumblr updated:)#my post#sfw#agere#sfw agere#agere playroom#playroom#permakid#permaregressor#therapy room#inner child healing#toys#peep my Bluey shrine collection :D I have more in storage lol#sfw age regressor#age regression#kidcore#room tour
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Proud to say I’m at a place where I’m very ambitious w my goals, but still very content w where I currently am. No matter my financial or academic or just any personal aspirations at all, I’m so in love w my life as it is and realize that it will be no objectively better when I do attain all the tangible things I want to attain. Legitimately so happy to just be here, surrounded by love and books and privileged to be studying and gaining knowledge. At the end of the day this really is all that matters to me. And this is a feeling no amount of money can buy
#I’ve always had a very healthy balance of ambition and contentment I think#I’ve only ever been competitive when it comes to academia bc that’s just hard wired into me#I’ve never felt much about somebody else owning more material things or having more opportunities than me#i do understand why some people feel that way but I’m also happy to be working hard for what I have#while also having a very solid family unit / being privileged enough to go after hobbies / living comfortably#and most importantly — having a strong home base to go back to if things go wrong#i owe my mom SO many things ok sorry I’m done. i just love her sm and am so grateful#p
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Full res of Hector from [redacted] along w/ the episode description for 'Rapunzel and the Great Tree'
#opened it in PS and exported it so I think this is as HQ as it gets#tangled the series#tts hector#hector#official art#still looking through the book but I'm grateful Hector's render is p crisp? Adira's seemed lower quality
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me in 2020: wow i love this ship with a mentally ill dark haired twink and a blonde guy going through a sexuality crisis in heartstopper
me in 2022: wow i love this ship with a mentally ill dark haired twink and a blonde guy going through a sexuality crisis in mythic quest
me in 2024: wow i love this ship with a mentally ill dark haired twink and a blonde guy going through a sexuality crisis in saw
#fandoms change taste doesn’t :p#also i love how ive gone from heartstopper to saw in like 4 years. comedic juxtaposition ammirite lads?#god 13yo me would’ve found the chainshipping age gap sooo problematic. forever grateful for my character development <3#heartstopper#narlie#HAVE NOT TAGGED THAT IN AGES. WOW.#mythic quest#bravid#braddavid#saw#saw 2004#saw franchise#chainshipping
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Now they make a nice little set :3
Please consider clicking on the images to see some details 🙏
(Din alone can be found here)
#boba fett#din djarin#tbobf#the book of boba fett#the mandalorian#tbobf fanart#the mandalorian fanart#star wars fanart#my art#bobadin#look - you know me#they make a nice set - they are a couple - it's that simple :P#should have pushed the purple on Boba a little more but... I got distracted with all the zoomed in details of his scars#it's so tiny you can barely see them here but I had the best of time texturing them out#digital art#commission art#I am so very grateful to be commissioned for such beautiful pieces!!#art nouveau
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can you believe that 10 years ago today fall out boy did the unbelievable. they did what bands can normally never do, at least not successfully, and absolutely not as successfully as they did. 10 years ago today fall out boy came off of their break, they came off of their hiatus and came back together with an entirely new attitude, new music, a new spring in their step and even more heart and passion and determination for what they were doing- making music that They loved for the people that needed it. they were so unsure, they didn't know if people would show up, if people still cared about fall out boy. they didn't know if this new album, this comeback album, would really be their last one- what if they did this, and no one cared? but 10 years ago today they announced that they were back, and got to see Just how many people cared. So Many people cared So Much that fall out boy was back in an invigorated, modern, Happy form. their shot in the dark comeback album, full of every ounce of passion and care they could possibly infuse into it in it, hit number one. sold thousands in its first week. was certified platinum. in those ten years? they've had two more number one albums, countless successful tours, a grammy nomination. and what about exactly 10 years later? they're selling out stadiums. releasing a highly anticipated eighth studio album. making music still infused with every ounce of passion and care that they could possibly infuse in it. for themselves, for us. because they still care, and we have proved that we do too. like a phoenix they rose from the ashes and are still rising!! we don't know when to quit, and they don't either 🥺
#i am SO unbelievably emotional about this band#like can you believe. no ones does this. bands dont do this. they did it. better than anyone ever could#they got a second lease on life as a band!!! and theyre still rising higher and higher!!! no one literally no one is doing it like them#im so forever grateful that they came back. that srar was successful. that theyre still making music. that i found them. happy fob day 🥹🥹🥹#txt#fob#fall out boy#p: 100#p: 500
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Some of my favorite screencaps of Kyoji Kasshu from G Gundam, with emphasis on cybernetics and whump.
#G Gundam spoilers#G Gundam#Kyoji Kasshu#robot fucker#whump#I was going to hornypost about him last night#But my GM interrupted me with a document that needed reviewing.#So be grateful for that :P
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aw thank you so much for the + 200 followers 💗💗 don’t hesitate to send me a text or a ask//questions <333
Chiara 𐙚
#hell is a teenage girl#older man younger woman#coquette#coquette aesthetic#daddy’s babygirl#girly blog#older men do it better#lana del rey#oldermen#cute#thank you#thanks for the question#200 followers#follow#looking for moots#grateful#teenage dream#teenage dirtbag#age g4p#age g@p#daddy is here#daddy issues#good boy#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#girlblog#i’m going insane
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S-oar Wounds
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Warning: The fic above contains brief depictions of violence, gore and death. Moreover, the themes of this fic heavily involve trauma, specifically PTSD. If any of the following distresses you, please read with caution or refrain from clicking the fic.
The Professor finally reunites the Sword and the Oar after years of being apart. But can they even be together again after everything that happened to them?
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Fun fact! The Oar's piece is based on "Gifu Road Station: Godo, Nagara River Cormorant Fishing Boat" by Keisai Eisen and Utagawa Hiroshige. Another fun fact! The Oar's palette lowkey looks like the gay mlm flag while the Sword's palette looks like the lesbian flag. How fun! How gay even :3
Anyways, Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!! I hope y'all are doing swell whether you're spending today with your partner, your friends, your family, or you're simply vibing. As for me, I cooked up another fic featuring your favourite gay couple! Don't let the oar pun in the title fool ya, this is uhm. I think you can tell from the warning :D
The fic has it all! We got:
An exploration of the Sword and the Oar, particularly how they grapple with their trauma and how it affects their relationship with each other
Honest depictions of, well, life which can get ugly, and sometimes, they don't know how to handle it, but it's okay! It's part of the process
A really cute friendship between the Professor and the Oars! (Albeit the Professor and the Sword uh. Not exactly wholesome especially at the start-)
Hand-holding! And hugs. And general physical affection to even out the amount of drama radiating from this fic
A happy ending! Because they deserve it god DAMN IT
If all of that sounds like up your alley, you can click here to read the fic, click the title or search "S-oar Wounds" by crispycreambacon on AO3. This was a very interesting and cathartic piece to write, and I hope you get even a fraction of that catharsis while reading it too.
Thank you for showing interest in the fic, and even if you don't end up reading it, I hope you enjoy the art. Have a lovely day, everyone!
#I really hope the 8 people who voted for this fic will see it#(silly thought but I hope noa-nightingale in particular sees this I think they would like it)#Please please PLEASE send feedback especially in regards to my portrayal of trauma. I did my best but I definitely can use improvement#This was a challenge but it's one I'm grateful to have undertaken#Gay Oars fans come get your FOOD!!!#the gay oars#the professor#shane madej#<- mayhaps tagging him for more views. but also because 1) he's literally all of them 2) he does appear in the fic. you'll see :3#puppet history#watcher#watcher entertainment#we are watcher#art#artists on tumblr#writers on tumblr#writers on ao3#fanart#fanfiction#chris p fried art#chris p fried writings
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The past few days <3
#I turned 23 last Wednesday and my mum came to visit 🥹❤️#it felt like all my worries went away and they came back yesterday because she left :(#I’ve been feeling like a slump lately and she made it feel a little better#but also I’ve been in a reflective mood lately …. so grateful and thankful to have my family and friends in my life#p
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Puppet prince formal dress WIP
I know, I know. I have like 5 or 6 WIP I'm working on. And I don't know when I'll have them done but I'm a mom and a wife, I'm a bit busy so I just post what I got goin' on at the moment since my free time is limited.
I still appreciate all your support. I really didn't think people were going to like my art when I first started posting. Now I have so much more confidence and you guys encouraged me to keep drawing! And I already see improvement in my skill! Thank you!
Much love, friends.❤️
#grateful#so much love and i dont know how to handle all of it send help plz#lies of p#liesofp#lies of p pinocchio#lies of p fanart#lies of p game#p lies of p#puppet prince formal dress
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I’m happy for the little life I built for myself
#there’s a lot of ways to go#i am nowhere NEAR the dream life I really want to attain#or the dream person I want to be#but high school me#hell even freshman in college me#would GAWK at the life I have so deliberately made happen.#the solid network of friends I have#the confidence I’m slowly but surely growing into#the discipline I’m harvesting bit by bit. i do not claim perfection but I am 100% improving#I’m just happy idk! i don’t compare myself at all now bc I know I’m on the right track#especially compared to where I was like 5 years ago. such a different mind state from now#and no one can take that away from me#there’s a lot more to go. a lot more. but I thought I’d pause and be intentionally grateful for what has been accomplished#bc it actually puts things into perspective to look at the past rather than just look to the present. it creates contentment#i get so caught up being hard on myself for not accomplishing certain things yet#that I forget I pulled myself out of such a deep rut by the skin of my teeth#and that’s important to keep in mind even as you progress to your goals#anyway <333 happy content in my own lane etc etc#p
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