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BDK PARFUMS - ROUGE SMOKING EXTRAIT - La Collection Parisienne - Extrait de Parfum - Novità 2024 -

Tout à fait, séduction à la parisienne. Smoking Rouge is back, same unmistakable atmo of the most sinful Paris by night but with an upsurge of audacity and alluring sensuality. Seems to say never ever quit to flirt with life and passions.

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Sexytudine all’ennesima. Dopo il lancio, nel 2018, Rouge Smoking di BDK Parfums ritorna con la versione in Extrait, una promessa che andava mantenuta considerando il successo ottenuto con l’originale e la schiera di estimatori che hanno captato, nei suoi accordi, il significato di connessione e dipendenza. Questo fruity oriental rimane fedelmente sul podio delle creazioni più sensuali e audacemente glam di sempre.

Il nuovo Extrait, elaborato da Amélie Bourgeois (già Naso dell’edizione originale EdP) si avvale di una concentrazione monstre al 30%, ricalca l’ispirazione sorgiva di una Parigi notturna e tentacolare, il quartiere a ‘luci rosse’ di Pigalle e l’impareggiabile smoking Saint Laurent immortalato nei memorabili scatti di Helmut Newton.

Potenziata nella nota dominante in apertura, una ciliegia carnosa con riflessi esperidati di mandarino e bergamotto, graffiata dal pepe rosa, la fragranza esalta quello slancio gourmand che le è proprio, soffice e rotondo, con assoluta di vaniglia nera, tonka e balsamo Perù.

Più strutturata, profonda, voluttuosa nel suo incedere, la scia menziona l’abbracciante abbondanza dei legni ambrati, le incandescenti sfumature di oud, patchouli, benzoino, la ricercata impronta dei muschi, in una finitura olfattiva di assoluta e quintessenziale eleganza.

Creata da Amélie Bourgeois.

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[beautyscenario]

BDK Parfums: Rouge Smoking Extrait la mia recensione

[angelitam]

Ca sent bon la fleur d'oranger

La fleur d’oranger, une des matières de la parfumerie. J’adore les fragrances à la fleur d’oranger. Cela donne une note fruitée mais également tenace. Ca sent bon la fleur d’oranger La fleur d’oranger est l’une des trois fleurs les plus utilisées en parfumerie avec la rose et le jasmin. La fleur d’oranger se retrouve dans tous les parfums du moment, féminins comme masculins. Son parfum est vif,…

[persolaise]

Akro Infuse, Rendez-Vous, Parfum D'Empire showcase and other reviews - 2024

An intriguing cup of tea from Akro, gender-bending from Rendez-Vous and several evocative gems from Parfum D'Empire

An unusual cup of tea was on offer in a recent episode of Love At First Scent, in the form of the new Akro Infuse (Olivier Cresp). In the same broadcast, I talked about the intriguing Rendez-Vous, composed by Antoine Lie, after which I presented a showcase review of a brand that doesn’t get anywhere near the attention it deserves from me, Parfum D’Empire, all of whose wares are created by its…

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As someone who is very much into (indie and niche) fragrance and Pirates of the Caribbean, here are my scent picks for some characters absolutely nobody asked for:

Elizabeth Swann: Juliette Has A Gun - Vanilla Vibes (Sea salt, natural vanilla absolute, orchid absolute, absolute brown musk, bezoin absolute, sandalwood, tonka bean)

This is basically just a salty vanilla perfume and I’m all here for it; it’s beachy, light and totally pre-Pirate King Elizabeth.

For more of an indie choice, I’d pick Death & Floral’s “I could never stay long enough on the shore” (sand, salty air, smoke, cold coastline). It’s been a while since I’ve smelled this one but it feels fitting. But tbh, any white floral scent would also fit CotBP Elizabeth - so maybe something like Cloon Keen’s Lá Bealtaine.

Pirate King Elizabeth would absolutely rock something challenging like Beaufort’s Terror & Magnificence (birch tar, black pepper, saffron, incense, tobacco, papyrus, haitian vetiver, myrrh, labdanum, benzoin and pebbles).

Will Turner: Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab - Asleep in the Deep (black plum, sea salt, opium tar accord, labdanum, and indigo benzoin)

Basically the dark and heavy counterpart to Elizabeth’s Vanilla Vibes, truly smells like you’re on the Dutchman in between realms.

Jack Sparrow: For Jack, I feel like anything remotely boozy with rum notes works, but if I had to name one scent, I’d pick Stranger Perfumery’s Cigar Rum (raisin, dried fruits (prune and cherry), rum absolute, mandarin, amber, tobacco, oakwood, vetiver, resins, labdanum absolute, seaweed absolute). Maybe layer that with a dirt single note or Fantôme - Bune (damp subterranean air, nagarmotha, smooth cave walls, davana, a cold marble altar, & glittering green dragon scales) for authenticity lol.

Hector Barbossa: Solstice Scents - Headmaster (Apple, bourbon, oak, cedar, pipe tobacco, applewood, amber, spices)

I just felt like I needed to pick a spicy, woody scent with apple notes in it. But any dark aquatic works too.

James Norrington: I associate James with any light aquatic or clean scents (at least when he’s not in his Scruffington Era), so I’d choose something like Solstice Scent’s Gulf Breeze (Saltwater, sand, seashells, sea oats, rain, ambergris (vegan accord).

Cutler Beckett: Histoires de Parfums - 1740 (bergamot, mugwort, patchouli, coriander, cardamom, cedar, birch, labdanum, leather, vanilla, elemi, helichrysum)

Idk, this is just giving off Cutler Beckett energy. It’s boozy, it’s rich, it’s dramatic.

And somehow The House on Widow’s Hill (brandy, old oak paneling, dusty thick carpets, a thread of incense & a roaring fire in the hearth) by Pulp Fragrance also fits. That one’s basically brandy, smoke and dusty carpets in a bottle. On second thought, that might also work for Papa Swann.

I also feel like a tea scent would suit Beckett, but only if it’s a bit heavier, so maybe something like Gris Charnel by bdk (fig, black tea, cardamom essence, iris absolute, bourbon vetiver, indian sandalwood, tonka bean absolute). …But I haven’t smelled that one in a while too.

Davy Jones: Zoologist - Squid (Pink Pepper, Solar Salicylate, Incense, Black Ink Accord, Salty Accord, Opoponax, Ambergris, Benzoin, Musk)

Pretty self-explanatory. On my skin, it’s very musk-forward though.

Ian Mercer: Beaufort - Tonnerre (smoke, gunpowder, blood, brandy, sea spray and citrus)

…Yeah, I guess that one’s also pretty self-explanatory.

Yup, that’s it. Make of that what you will.

[intromortal]

7 mutual as fragrances?

doing way more than seven but YAYYYYY finally my turn. if you're not here pls don't hate me it's 6 am and i haven't slept at all

@ak4e7a princess by kilian is the first thing that comes to mind obviously, but if i had to associate another one to her then i would say italica by xerjoff because she just looks like milky vanilla toffee personified

@venomhee is so unknown pleasures by kerosene, delicious lemon gourmand, just as sweet as she is <3 feels so cozy and familiar

@enha-stars gris charnel extrait by bdk dark smoky vanilla, very strong and mysterious yet so comforting, like a warm blanket wrapped around you. that's how i see her <3

@heeslomll immediately thought of hibiscus mahajád by maison crivelli !!! so bright and feminine, everyone loves it for good reason <3 just like everyone loves my lovely ness

@karinasbaby no one has ever blueberried as hard as my stella baby does, so ofc she gets poets of berlin by vilhelm <3 literally blueberry muffins straight out of the oven

@sleepyhoon chillest most easygoing and lovely person ever <33 and my twin at that! so she gets my personal fav from the vilhelm line, room service! i just know she smells so clean

@alvojake is the most black saffron by byredo girlie ever imo!! i love everything about this scent, one of my all time favs, just like i adore everything about kay <3 it's something you have to wear confidently or the fragrance will wear you instead and she's perfect

@dollyyun my lovely ruby is so universally appreciated, it just has to be baccarat rouge 540 by mfk! personally, i love the extrait so much more, so she gets that :3 such a head turner

@rikiluvbot my cutie kitty gets la capitale by xerjoff, bc how more miss vampie can we get than boozy vanilla? so rich and deep and sexy for my 6 feet baby

@onlygarden so pretty and delicate, she's just so insolence by guerlain to me :3 a scent i adore dearly, so elegant but something you won't smell anywhere else

@ja3yun & @yzzyhee come as a pair, so ofc i'm giving them matchy scents <3 diptyque philosykos for mars (a very refreshing green fig, almost like a fig tree) and the eau de parfum version for her wife aj (still the same fig, just creamier and with a bit of coconut), both so gorgeous

@emberuby cacao porcelana by atelier materi, intoxicating chocolate scent without being too sweet, such a stand out though!! i feel like it matches her theme perfectly <3

@heehoonies tom ford oud wood absolutely !!! such a comforting smell, that of a forest after it rains, so airy and gentle but still so confident and mysterious <3

@hollyoongs my holly <33 such a bright and outgoing soul, first thing that came to mind was moonlight in heaven by kilian, literally just super creamy mango sticky rice

@simpjaes thought right away about cherry punk by room 1015 !! edgier take on a cherry scent, very leathery and unique

@naomiarai i hear she doesn't like matcha much... so we'll go with coffee :3 so let's go with coffee break by maison margiela! very relaxing and cozy imo

[ashstfu]

hiii ash i was wondering if you're familiar with ralph lauren's perfume tender romance? it's discontinued and i can't find a good alternative 💔

hey just looked up the notes for tender romance and you might want to try pas ce soir by BDK parfums, its quite similar and has that feminine, cashmeran vibe. i also suggest lancôme’s la vie est belle for something sweet & warm or armani’s si for something more warm and sensual. both have that same comforting, romantic feel. YSL rouge velours & simply jil sander poudrée intense are some of my personal faves that match the vibe & could be great alternatives for you :)

[koraiku]

Part II of the perfume series.

Nicky:

That man does not give a single fuck if a perfume is for women man or Unix, he likes what he likes period.

I see him as a sweet and fruity perfume guy and I can imagine him with more than one.

One I can see for daily wear is mugler angel nova in the evening or for clubbing I could see him with lust for sun from Juliet has a gin.

I can also imagine that Erik gifted him something like boss orange.

Seth:

Axe Bodyspray, and too much of that.

Matt:

Matt is a rich boy, so he will wear more expensive perfumes, but not like Allison in a "I want the best" way but more in a "oh that smells nice what do you mean 200$ is expensive" kind of way.

I see Matt with like a woody clean scent with maybe a bit of green.

Examples would be xerjoff nio or parfums de Marly Perseus.

Kevin:

While from vibe alone he would peg me as someone who would spend time on something like perfume, I don't think his exy brain allows it.

I think he will want to smell clean and sophisticated for appearance sake, but he will not spend a lot of time.

I could also imagine him going with a brand who used him for advertisement.

I could see him in something like Paco rabanne invictus or parfums de Marly Percival.

Renee:

I take her shoes meine who doesn't take it too seriously, but will get joy out of trying new things.

I see her with perfumes with stranger notes, but still firmly rooted in the wearable area.

I think she is quite versatile but will maybe have 3 perfumes max at the time.

Perfumes I could see her with are yes I am by cacharel, Maison margiela matcha meditation or issey miyake l'eau d'issey.

Andrew:

Bow Andrew, with everything he does, is very intentional with perfume.

I don't see him as someone who will take that decision lightly and I definitely think he is someone with a signature scent.

He will spend money on that and he will not be afraid to go into niche territory.

I could imagine tobacco notes but I would also firmly put him with sweeter gourmand fragrances.

Something I could imagine on him is Montale Arabians Tonka or something like bdk gris charnel.

Please comment if you want someone else from the series✨

[beautyscenario]

Gris Charnel di BDK Parfums la mia recensione

Si chiama Gris Charnel, fa parte della Collezione Parisienne, ed è la mia fragranza preferita, per il momento, del brand di nicchia BDK Parfums. Si ispira al Quai Saint-Bernard che, nelle sere d’estate, si trasforma in pista da ballo all’aria aperta. Una fragranza sofisticata e sensuale che con il passare delle ore diventa ipnotica. Gris Charnel si apre con un succulento fico. note di tè nero e…

[oldsamarie]

perfume brands i'm choosing not to support

i know this is my specific niche, so i don't know how many people will find this useful, but i wanted to compile a list of perfume/fragrance brands that support israel that i personally have decided not to use. for most, they're owned by a pro israel company, so i'll group them to make this easier to read

note: some brands listed under major companies are partnered with the larger company in question, i just say "owned by" as a catchall

feel free to correct me if i'm wrong on any of this, i'll update it if i need to add or remove anything

Brands owned by Estee Lauder Aerin  Aramis Clinique Jo Malone  Kilian Le Labo Tom Ford Michael Kors Coach Cosmetics

Anything owned by LVMH Dior Guerlain Givenchy Loewe Marc Jacobs Kenzo Parfums Maison Francis Kurkdjian Yves Saint Laurent Bvlgari DKNY Louis Vuitton

Anything owned by L’Oreal (as seen on the subsection of L’Oreals website, L’Oreal Luxe)  Diesel Fragrances Giorgio Armani Valentino Beauty Mugler  Maison Margiela Fragrances Lancome Ralph Lauren Cacharel Prada YSL

Various other brands Bath and Body Works Zara BDK (for the life of me cannot find any source talking about this, but here's a screenshot of what the owner has to say) Chanel

truth be told, a lot of these brands have really good dupes for a ton of their most popular fragrances. i wouldn't even bother going secondhand for their products, but that's just my personal opinion on what i'd be willing to buy. instead, i recommend brands like kayali perfumes who are vocally pro palestine. imo being silent is not really enough, but that's because perfume is a luxury for me and i'd rather spend my money on brands i feel comfortable supporting. anyways, once again, please feel free to correct me if i'm wrong on any of these or if i missed any

[xjoonchildx]

Ana! If you had to associate your fics with a perfume and/or smell, what would it be?

anon how much do i love this question 😭 💕 😭

man, did i have to think about this one. i wasn't really sure how to assign a particular scent to each fic but i had very specific ideas of the scents i could see some of my OCs wearing from each fic!

so here are a few and i hope it answers your question 💕

airplane, pt. 2 OC: love and crime by ex idolo

hahah okay i mean clearly i just can't get over the name and how it applies to this particular fic, but honestly the scent could apply to this OC, too. it's a sweet, cake-like blood orange scent but it has some spice to it, too. perfect for this spicy but secretly sweet OC.

last christmas OC: blanche bête by liquid imaginaires

last christmas OC had nothing to lose and she was pulling out all the stops. she knew seokjin was nuts for this fragrance (which is a perfect winter fragrance) and i too, am nuts for this fragrance. ambrette, incense and musk notes. i fell hard the second i put it on. so did seokjin. so did seokjin's pants.

red flag OC: god of fire by stephane humbert lucas 777

this is not a subtle OC and you can be damned sure she would not choose a subtle fragrance. she'd pick something distinct enough to trigger park jimin years and miles later. this scent is wildly sexy with it's notes of lemon and ginger and but the mango is the best part, juicy enough to jimin shudder any time he sees one in the wild.

greedy OC: xtra milk by dedcool

words cannot express my obsession with this scent. the ultimate "your skin but better" but somehow even better than that. seeing as doc would be working with patients and would have to be respectful of people's sensitivities to scents, this would be the perfect option. plus this is a scent i could see yoongi being totally nuts for. the perfect nose-in-the-neck sweetness that seems to emanate from the inside.

kanalia oc: gris charnel by BDK parfumes

oh, how i love this scent. it's what i imagine melancholy smelling like which is why i associate it with kanalia OC. but it's also so lovely and surprising. the fig and tea notes are elegant and refined, but it's also a scent that gets better the longer you wear it and if that's not a metaphor for kanalia OC, i don't know what is. if i could only wear one scent for the rest of my life, this would definitely be a contender.

[angelitam]

Parfums de peau

Que sont les parfums de peau ? Narciso Rodriguez Comment sont créés, par les parfumeurs, les parfums de peau ? A partir de muscs, notes poudrées, ambrette, fleurs, bois… Parfums de peau Les parfums de peau, une véritable tendance, une véritable obsession ? En parfumerie, il est possible de tester des parfums sur une mouillette, mais on sait tous qu’un parfum se teste sur la peau. Car chaque peau…

[scentsnsongs]

june 17 2023

i took myself out to a cute sushi dinner to celebrate my birthday coming tomorrow.

scent of the day: bdk parfums gris charnel ($205/3.4 oz)

notes: top- fig, black tea, cardamom essence heart- absolute of iris, bourbon vetiver base- sandalwood from India, absolute of tonka bean

this one is a BEAUTIFULLY balanced warm and spicy fig. the fig is exceptionally sweet but not cloying in any way. the black tea settles a bit as you wear. truly a masterpiece of a fragrance. kinda reminds me of a sophisticated version of bbw's twilight woods from about 2008 or so.

song of the day: thoroughfare by ethel cain.

HEY, DO YOU WANNA SEE THE WEST WITH MEEEEEE??? COS LOVES OUT THERE AND I CANT LEAVE IT BEEEEE

i'm still in an ethel cain hyperfixation. this will not be going away anytime soon. thank you.

xoxo, berlin hell.

[figmilkfm]

0103　あさ新幹線で東京帰る。ずっと欲しかったコーヒーサーバーとコーヒー豆手に持って遅れ馳せながらうちにもサンタ？きた。夕方から萩の湯に行き、帰ってふたりで飲酒など。

0102　三木さんと昼に高柳神社に初詣。のんびりしてから京都。キキとたつカフェへ。夜は三木家に帰宅し、録画してもらってたさんまのまんまを観るなどし年始気分に浸る。

1231　コノミヤでビールとかアイスとか��い込むのがやけに年末。年越しは三木家で紅白。事実上実家が消滅した昨年も、引き払って以降本格的に消滅を遂げた今年も、三木家で食卓を囲みながら0時にみんなで年越しを蕎麦食べた。年が明けた瞬間おめでとうございますと言い合う。私の今年の抱負は特になくて、三木家のみんなに今年の抱負は？と三木家に聞いたら誰もなくてそれもよかった。家族みたいな安心感があるこの家があってくれて今年もなんとか。愛する人たちよ、どうか健康でいてねと思う。それだけ。

1230　中田寝すぎね？早朝から『最愛』一気観した。夜は三木家に帰って蟹鍋に参加させてもらう。

1229　納骨。退職の手続きで精一杯になってて納骨式の準備を全然できてないまま行き道のバスで納骨式について調べたら足りないものばかりで最悪でした、悪い夢か。行き先も違ってて、途中骨壷持って走る。祖母の納骨を済ませておかなかったために私がやることになった怒りを母へぶつけながら、ひたすら川沿いを走る。寒い。骨壷が重い。骨がカラカラと音を立てるのを聞きながらマジでばあちゃんごめんという気持ち。着いたら骨壷、ちょっと割れてたし。この年齢で家の膨大な用事を済ませないといけない生活が心底嫌になる。なんとか無事納骨式を済ませ、セイゴが大正まで迎えに来てくれるらしいのでとりあえず梅田。大正で拾ってもらってみおつくし会へ。まーくんとの飲酒が捗る。夜中は、中田の家でオールザッツ観ながら寝落ち。

1228　寝てたっていうかストレスで3時間歯を食いしばってただけ、みたいな睡眠。疲れが全く取れず。朝起きて奥歯が取れそうなくらい痛む。原さんとランチして、夜三木家に帰る。夜、お父さんと飲むジンを買って帰ったら、お父さんが私と飲むジンを用意してくれてたのでジン祭りを開催。

1227　今日が最後の出勤になるわけですが不思議とそこまで不安がない。何が起きてもたぶんここにいるよりはマシじゃないかな。現状維持を選び続ける自分よりよっぽど。23時なかもず着で、はらさん家着。原家の弟が買ったブルーノマーズのラム酒が美味しすぎて水のように飲む。夜中まで話して、朝は早く起きる。歯食いしばってただけであんま寝てねえ

1216　AM休みたいな日々。編集部に上がるのがキツくて一階に荷物置いて作業。大掃除と見本誌の整理しながら、こういう仕事で一日が終わることに鬱々とする反面、これさえしてれば一日が終わるのだと安堵もする。あと少し。今は耐えるしかない。夜、なみとどん底行く。メンタルがどん底。七千円も使ったのに全く酔えなくて最悪！店員のお兄さんがやってるバンドの話とかその曲とか聞きながら、ほんとはなみともっとゆっくり話したいことがあったから会ったのにねと後悔の念を滲ませる帰り道。

1215　派遣さんに引き継ぎ。することがなさすぎてデスクの断捨離。自分が最初に出した本のラフとかが出てきて懐かしむ。実務してたのが遠い過去のように思える。実務がしたくて気が狂う。ラフ描きたい誌面が作りたい企画進行したい、馬鹿みたいだなー

1214　適当に会社へ行き適当に帰宅。焦りを生む心さえ消失しそうな実りのない日々。夜、あいちゃんと電話して飲酒後寝落ちる。

1211　永田珈琲店で朝。帰りに青いカバBOOKSに寄って往来堂へ行く。帰って少しゆっくりしてたらROUTEでカレー出店してるのを知り、チャリで馳せ参ず。買った夏葉社の新刊をルートで読む。夜、ゆうちゃんと飲んでから月吠えで飲む。久々１時半とかまで飲んでて眠い。

1210　４時に起きて気になってたレギュレーションの復習をする。この頃誌面の表記を指摘されまくり、会社勤めの４年間が怖くなる。自分の文章、これでいいのかわからんすぎたけどなんとか形になった原稿見て安心。周りの同世代が仕事に打ち込むのを見て焦りもするが、今回の仕事は自信になった。積み上がって行けたらと思う。仕事がないと日々楽しくない。確実に、私も下積みとして毎日やることを進めていきたい。茨木のり子読んで、ギリまで飲酒後、寝る。

1209　元気なさすぎてねぎしで蘇生を試みるも、欲求って満たすと罪悪感に苛まれる。御茶ノ水のスターバックスで真空ジェシカのイベントレポート仕上げる。やっぱりめっちゃ楽しいな。この仕事がなかったら、私にはいま何もないや。

1108　大阪疲れ？で体調が悪い。早々に多忙宣言を受けた12月の生活が心配。大きな仕事は幸い抱えてないし、体調崩すとしたら今でよかったのかもしれん。

1105　夜、千駄木駅で待ち合わせてふくの湯へ。お腹空いたけどなかなかどこも開いてなくて、根津まで戻って谷中バール。近場だとお互い終電を気にする必要がなくてそれもいい。

1104　親の手続きで台東区役所。書類が多すぎてかなり時間がかかる。結局課税証明書を大阪で取らないといけなかったみたいで、夕方までかかったのに全部終わらなかった。まーでも八割方終わったと思えば気が楽だし、実家がなくなったから、手続きはもう大阪でする必要がないと思うと気はさらに楽。これは感謝な話なのですがみゆきが私の代わりに課税証明書取りに行ってくれるらしー

1031　初動が緩やかであればあるほど保たれるものがある？激しさを伴わない静かな熱よ

1029-30　車屋で飲んだ。すきな人同士を会わせてわたしは終始ニコニコ。そういやノーズショップで見つけたBdk Parfumsの香水、パスソワール「また今度ね（今夜じゃないわ）」の香りが（名前含め）とても良かったので書き留める。アンバーウッドとジャスミン、ブラックペッパーとマンダリンにパチュリ。サボンのボディクリームにも、いつもつけてるバイレードの香水Accord Oudにもパチュリが入ってるし、感覚でいいと思うものにもこうして一貫性が垣間見えるときがある。

1028　夜、飲みに行く。珍しく4軒くらいハシゴして、ことごとく変な人に絡まれる、地獄。「お前らみたいに顔がかわいいからって全部許されて調子に乗ってるような女が一番嫌いなんだよ！」って、横にいる人に叫ばれて最悪じゃない？朝方、また月吠えで変な人に絡まれてるところを山下さんに助けてもらった。何よりボトル奢っただけでいけると思われたことが超腹立つ。朝まで飲んで、皆川くんと始発で帰る。記憶が断片的ですけど酒鬱入ってないだけで偉くて良。

1027　朝、新幹線で東京へ。かぎりなく落ち着く街上野よ。帰ってくるたびこのままここに骨を埋めたいと思うね���昼は出社して、夜、萩の湯にはじめて行く。緊張の糸が切れたのか、わたしは鶯谷の、毛糸編んでるテレビ番組が流れる激渋中華料理屋を出たらまっすぐ歩けないくらいに酔ってしまい、西日暮里まで歩いてタクシーで帰される。けど全部覚えてる、多分。

1026　せっかく大阪いるし美舟で焼きそばを、と思い東通りへ。太麺のソース焼きそばを、すき焼きみたいに生卵をつけて食べるのです嗚呼！ことごとく潰れた思い出の地を上書きしてくれるかのような場所たち。あした東京へ戻る。恒例、三木家の父との晩酌もラストナイトで、また日本酒をようけ飲む。実家、なくなってしまった。

1025　無事引き払えるかと思ったのに若干の不備がありまた実家に赴く、最悪。夜、なかたと福島の花くじらでおでん。親の日記の話から結婚論、子育て論までだらだらと話は流れ、わたしは日本酒飲んで怒る。聞く中田、つられて怒る中田。家の下のローソンで携帯落としてめちゃくちゃ割れたが昨日実家引き払うのに35万払ったばっかなのにもう画面変える金がなくて終わった。

1023-4　きてくれたみんなが帰って、夜通しアルバムと手紙の整理。親がつけてた日記を読んだり、幼少期に描いてた絵本とかzineみたいなものを見つけてしまってさすがにそれは持って帰る。中田がリタイア、夜中3時。布団もないし、二日連続で風呂も入れないというのに。中田よ、ここまでの仕事してくれる友人はお前しかいないね。

アルバム整理してるうちに朝になったから『ボクらの時代』観ようと思うもチャンネルがない。ないないと言いながら探してたらまさか、テレビもなかった。昨日、売ってた。ご飯温めようと思ったら電子レンジもなかった。昨日、売ってた。さすがの二徹、記憶がないわ。業者が朝８時すぎには来て、三木さんも昼前に来てくれる。もう限界くらいに疲れてたから業者の人に借りた段ボールを部屋の隅に敷いてその上で少し寝る。完全に何にもなくなるまで８〜９時間くらい。中田はそのままユニバへ行った。すげえ体力やなとか言ってたら夜、熱出たらしい。三日間埃を被り続けたほぼ埃みたいな人間は実家を消失し、三木家に帰る。隣の人が「夜通しお疲れさま。もう会うこともないんやね」と言って食事券をくれたので、帰りに三木さんと京橋でビール飲んでお好み焼きを食べた。三木家に帰って、実家はもうガス止めてたので三日ぶり？に風呂に入った。腰がいてー。携帯開いたら、連日お疲れさま、原稿は明日でいいよみたいな連絡が来てて、明日でいいって言われても明日って明日かー明日ってもう明日じゃんって思いながら気付いたら寝てた。

1022　���業してたら朝7時くらいになって、中田と中学の頃よく行ったパン屋に朝食を買いに行く。中学の通学路通りながら色々と二人で懐かしむなどまだ情緒のある時間を過ごす。昼から友人が5人来てくれることになったので、来てくれる特に面識ない人々を雑に入れた「シフト」とかいうグループラインをつくる。みんなが気を利かせて買ってきてくれたお茶やらパンとか551の豚まんなんかをテーブルに並べてったら、撮影みたいになる。現場、仕切らせていただく。中田がまーくんの車で電子レンジとかテレビとか、売りに行ってくれた。大量に売った服の買取価格がまさかの30円だったから、「今日のギャラです」と言って中田とまーくんと10円ずつ分けた。私ももらってるし。こんなに物があってもほとんどお金にならないし、持って帰れる場所はない。アルバムも腐るほどあるけど簡単に見返せる量ではないし。二日目、物への思い入れが皆無になって怒りが湧いたり、幼稚園の時の手形？とかを「こんなの捨てにくいわ！！！」とか怒鳴りながら泣き出したりして私のメンタルもいよいよ。夜には引き上げて三木家に帰る予定だったのに、作業が思いのほか何にも終わってなければ逆に散らかしただけみたいな結果になり、今日も泊まり込みでやるかと言ったら、中田は明日のバイトを休んで今日もうちに残って付き合ってくれた。親…友……

1020-21　荷造りする気力がなさすぎてみきに来てもらう。仕事しながら『Silent』観て、朝は上野までタクシーで東京駅へ向かう。引っ越して二年くらい経ってから気付いたけど、家から新幹線に乗るルートの解はこれだわ。帰阪して早々に面会、病院、区役所こなしたけど思いの外元気だしで西大橋の、親が常連だった居酒屋に飲み行く。みゆきといわしちゃんを会わせる。結構飲んだら普通に今から片付け作業取り掛かるとか考えられん眠さになったが仕方なしに僻地の実家まで帰る。久々の実家は人が住んでたまんまだし、真っ暗で寒い。手始めに、懐かしみながら生徒手帳とか読んでたら寝落ちてて、１時半くらいに中田訪問チャイムで起こされる。一緒に夜通し作業するけど、思ってたより膨大でぞっとする。学生時代のいるもの／いらないものは途中からほぼ中田の判断に任せることに。何より物量がありすぎて全部自分で見てる時間がない。一回うちに来たことのある初音が、「物量は相当だろうよ」と言ってたのを思い出す。「美術としては相当リッチだけど」とも。

1019　御徒町の珈琲館で作業。山家でとんかつ食べる。上野から千駄木まで歩いて朝日湯へ。風呂上がりに珈琲牛乳を飲んでる私の隣で美味しそうにビールを飲む人よ。帰り、夜風がめちゃくちゃ秋だったな。

1016　休み。あてもなく吉祥寺に行ったのでとりあえずチャイブレイクで本とか読む。栗と迷って金木犀のチャイ。こういう飲み物で季節を感じないともうね。そういえば親の夢を見た。身体が動くようになった母親の車椅子を、亡くなった祖母が押していて、３人で実家にいた。起きてから、本当に実家がなくなんのかーとかぼんやり考える。けど、もう誰もおらんし、元からないようなもん。夕方、家に帰ろうと思うも充電がなさすぎて、充電しに月吠えへ。武蔵野館で『よだかの片想い』観ようと月吠えを出て、映画が終わってから携帯開いたら、不在着信の後に「今飲んでないの」とあやなから連絡。「映画観ててこれから月吠え戻るよ」と返事してすぐ戻ったらあやながいた。さっき私に電話したけど出ないって月吠えで話したら「あの子今映画観てるよ」ってユースケが言ってくれたらしくて、なんか月吠えは放課後感あってよかった。

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