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take me to church
churchgate has invaded my brain
#thank you home of the nutty dot com#for the screen caps of the church#and everything else#my love#muah#okay so#yall shouldve never talked to me abt this theory#bc im going bonkers#i cant wait to see the church scenes#and the mansion scenes#bc what#im intrigued#also the intro to heaven tonight by HIM is kinda fitting for this#you know besides hozier#but ok#byler#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#byler fanart#stranger things fanart#fanart#will byers fanart#mike wheeler fanart#stranger things 5#st5 spoilers#st5 speculation#churchgate#irisart!!!
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me when i don’t let past and future be
#link click#shiguang daili ren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang#fanart#my attempt at stepping up the print game for next years cons LETS GO#i feel like theres mistakes im not seeing rn bc ive stared at this too long but ill just tweak them later..... this will do for now HFKGF#anyways. wish i could experience link click s1 again for the first time. bonkers show
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A sleepy afternoon on the Sunny :)
I'm churning out art so fucking fast rn jeez anyway Mother Robin and the two teenagers that she accidentally adopted peep the panda ref
#one piece#nico robin#tony tony chopper#cat burglar nami#one piece 2023#my art#anime#one piece fanart#fan art#HOW WE FEELING ABT THE OPLA SEASON 2 CAST BC IM FEELIN REAL FUCKIN GOOD#they better make my man croccy fine asf like the rest of them or im gonna go bonkers#hes like... the hottest villain in the show
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I think that the party's communication issues can be summed up as "man, is it awkward to tell someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with them if you've only know them for a few months? Probably."
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#listen they will kill for each other but also its such a short time???? like??? thats part of the tragedy tbh#like!!! yeah theyll go back to their previous lives bc who in their right minds throw out everything they were doing before for people youv#only known for a few months and it turns out all of them do bc theyre insane for each other but!!!! like!!!! thats still a big ask!!!!!#yeah lets throw out everything we've ever know to be together lets fucking go and then they do in the end!!!! but!!!#thats because theyre all are ride or die to the extreme for each other!!!!!! far more than siffrin thinks anyone will ever be for him!!!!#anyway I have a lot of feelings about the party and just how bonkers (affectionate) they are#yeah no siffrin I too would not expect people to put aside their previous lives especially if its clear they have other plans#'yeah im gonna invite myself over to your house to live here lol' yeah no I would not assume that!!!!!!!#the issue is more that issue doesnt communicate what he really wants because if they do and his family says no then... being together truly#will end so he doesnt ask so they never will get a no so it never has to end (and has his reason to keep going)#this is turning into an essay in the tags but like. God its a wild set of circumstances so#tbh Siffrin not thinking the party wants to travel together is not wild to me neither is family not communicating#them wanting to be together ALL OF THEM wanting it is... unbelivable in these circumstances#but they do bc theyre all insane and ride or die but the extent of which is a mystery to all of them#anyway thats my essay in the tags#just read the no loops fic where the adults minus siffrin all offer to bring bonnie to bambouche and had FEELINGS about it#my posts
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There's an au in my head that's currently spinning like a thousand miles an hour and its preventing me from sleeping
#bapple rambles#i wont elaborate on what the au is jusr yet bc its based around sometjing im reading and im like 90% of the way throihh3#*through#just need to finish it tomorrow then i can properly go bonkers
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Like a normal person, I get crumbs of a guy and go feral. I then spend almost the entire day drawing a comic out of immense love for a guy.
#fe heroes#hrid#fjorm#gunnthra#ylgr#im going to scream but i did it guys i actually did it#bonkers how dedicated i get to these incorrect quote comics#i honestly took a small intermission to draw for a streamer bc she said something funny#but almost the entire day since finding out hrid was in forging bonds was me drawing this#my hand hurts now bye farewell im fading into the distance#if five people genuinely appreciate this thats all i can ask for...
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do you ever think about how kon got drugged to the point of inability to think clearly and then enslaved for Two Fucking Months and then we just never mentioned that again? that is, except for when he went back to visit and help out the guys who enslaved and drugged him because he was lonely enough to befriend them after they said oh sowwy we didn't know you were a person uwu. i think about this a normal amount
#rimi talks#sorry yeah im thinking about That Fucking Arc again alsdhfkjds#if i had a nickel for every time kon got enslaved to be used as a trophy fighter for someone's entertainment while he was 16 years old...#...i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's kind of strange that it happened twice !#but at least the time with kossak didn't involve keeping him DRUGGED TO COMPLACENCY the entire time holy fuck#and was also MUCH shorter than TWO GODDAMN MONTHS#genuinely i think. like that arc is ridiculous in a lot of ways but if i take anything from it#it's that a) kon is so fucking lonely he will befriend people who have treated him Atrociously if they just go oh im sowwy#and also b) i just don't think he'll ever handle any mind-altering substances well after that. even if he represses it and thinks he's fine#its such a bonkers fucking insane arc but if you actually think about it its so incredibly fucked up????#and so much of it (like. so much else in sb94) is treated as humorous#but is in fact horrifying in implication. kon girlies we stay winning (kon gets fucked up but its fine bc its funny right)!!!!
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I do think they're probably hard launching/get married but I don't think that's what they're teasing. I think that's going to happen IN ADDITION to whatever they're teasing bc dnp like to do big projects at the same time as major life events for some reason. Idt they would hype up a wedding or hard launch like this. They've definitely been dropping hints, but I think that has more to do with them liking to ease into big scary life changes rather than jumping in headfirst. I think that they'll either hard launch before the tour announcement or right after so there isn't that elephant in the room when they meet fans and do promo. then they'll rebrand the gaming channel to "dan and phil" and continue to make the content they were before with little to no changes. I'm definitely wrong about all of this but maybe not! We'll see lol
okok you're right that they wouldn't tease a hard launch like this but listen hear me out this is why a doc or something retrospective would make sense... they could hard launch through it in a way that they get to control the narrative, say what they want to say, etc. but like they wouldnt just be giving us details for the sake of airing their personal lives yk they'd be talking about it in a way that it's them finally being able to tell their story on their own terms... so that comes along with a channel rebrand ("since we've built not just our lives but also a career together, we want a joint channel that will be reflective of more types of content than just gaming" some shit like that right). then after that + ppl have calmed down is when they go on tour do u see the vision
#like hard launching right before going on a world tour would be bonkers#alsooo speaking of that. does anyone know why dan wasn't allowed to come out in the middle of ii? like was he warned against it in case ppl#w/ tickets got mad?? or just bc it would be too much of a press nightmare or distract from the tour?#because the way he talks about it was like someone told him he couldnt#im just wondering the reasons why and also if those reasons would apply to coming out as a couple#d&p#dan and phil#phan#ask#anon
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Sabo shipped off to work on an oil rig, the ? Managing director? quartermaster?
Idk what jobs there are on oil rigs but whoever is in charge, a rough sea dog kindly in that isolated sort of way kind of man named Marco takes him in and tells him the rig shapes you, best, leave what it lures you alone
Which is fine, sabos no stranger to seeing beyond what one is supposed to but on the rig he hears voices and thats fine too because its not uncommon out at sea
Its also not uncommon to see nothing at all durinf the dark pitch black nights
What is uncommon is to see his husband sitting on the railings of the rusty salt eroded rig, radiant and with a smile that lances through his ribs because he misses him so much
Further uncommon is Ace died one summer that feels so fresh it couldve been yesterday, an aching wound from five years past
Sabo ran to the sea to escape him, Ace, fraught with the concept that sabo may forget him, chases after him
Cosmic psychological horror haunting by your deceased lover and seeking the comfort in the arms of the only other soul on deck— marco
Perhaps hes fucking crazy, Marco doesnt feel real either
#MAS#in which sabo. is a little insane after things go very wrong#the au where im really tired and stressed and i thought about bad stuff#the conclusion was Sabo murders Marco who was very real its a complicated relationship#dumps his body and then#allows Ace to drag him into the depths#with marco because you did this you brought this upon yourself#manifest your guilt because you killed me too#judgement calls within the halls of the ocean she is not kind to people like you#also i saw a fucking unhinged tag lmao ????#its the sabo kisses marco and immediately puts his hands around his throat the shape. is vastly different from Ace’s#xam screams about ultra bonkers stuff#dead dove#I GUess i should use that tag huh#CONSIDERING EVERYTHING about this is extremely messed up or at least the reel my brain supplied gave me the worst of it all#delete later bc what a sad au…#let me go back to fictional boyfriends au
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"No one gets out alive" being Isla- right as their dancing
She knew no matter what way out of this, this being Fable's terror with striking down kingdoms, she knew with maybe at least marrying him would at least stop him with her kingdom bc in the words of Enderian (when she told Rae ab Isla) "Morningstar was ⏃ kingdom built on research, science and invention, not battle"
And Fable helped her start efforts in the overworld to help it get better but then it all gets crushed when she fully knows who he is
She knew later what he was doing, that he was a god raging war on the other gods-
"Everyday is do or die" being Fable
This line right here- mhmmmm especially bc it's at their wedding
Everyday for him literally was, trying to win and whoever they face, either join him or end up losing their life about it-
He was looking for gods and their powers and in doing so started ⏃ war where every day was do what ⟟ say or end up dying along the way
Also the "how did you love" from both of them
Isla's being out of full I'm pretty sure out maybe not full out anger but being upset and going off at him
Fable's being also looking like- anger or upset but however, also being probably manipulative, trying to get her to feel bad, like he did with Rae-
#hi im back on my bs of this cmv-#im normal and go bonkers#bc its- just mhmmmmm#im normal i swear-#fable smp#isla morningstar#fable (the god)#fablesmpblr#fsmp
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trust exercise...
#coffinshipping#peter strahm#mark hoffman#saw franchise#saw v#saw iv#hoffstrahm#i know my adhd meds r working bc i began and finished this in three hours straight no breaks#anyway inspired by like three seperate tweets abt this exact scenario#im going bonkers bananas btw im veeeeerrrrrryyyy normal#i love how this pose turned out btw#going to bed now
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denethor is said to have been greatly affected by finduilas’ death, right. and i know their marriage was a political one but i like to believe that they still loved each other. not in the ‘traditional sense’ i guess but they loved each other’s spirits, their souls. the duty (as they viewed it) to protect their people & the willpower to do it, they both shared. and so i think that more precious than love, they understood each other perfectly. as no one else could, or did. i can’t stop thinking about denethor’s grief at losing her. to love someone, and to have them understand you, but to lose them so abruptly… no wonder denethor became embittered by her death. i think he became sad too. closed-off. built even more walls around him, not wanting to be seen as vulnerable by anyone. but his anger, at what (or whom), exactly? he already broke up with god when he was young. at the universe? at his fate? to have lost her so unfairly.
i came here to talk about their love & somewhere in the middle lost myself in his grief lol. never mind, bc what is grief if not love persevering????? they loved each other. i can’t. i CAN’T get over this simple truth. the love was there. it wouldn’t have been this tragic if there’s wasn’t. the love was there. and isn’t that enough (it isn’t. but it is. IT IS). the love was there. THE LOVE WAS. THERE. sobbing. truly sobbing DON’T TOUCH ME
#i’m spitballing here. but elbereth knows i spent hours in my bed thinking about them last night. i couldn’t sleep#i’m becoming so invested in them oh my god. ohmygod they’re making me c r a z y#wait. i was thinking abt how his relationship changed w his sons after this and waiiit. WAIT a minute#is this what writers feel like when inspiration strikes suddenly im going bonkers#there’s no connection between the next sentence and what i wrote till now. well there is but trust me on this one#my brain is moving too fast i don’t have time to be coherent#so listen. so it IS implied that faramir foresaw boromir’s coming. what if#what if DENETHOR dreamt of finduilas dying. i mean i’d rather he didn’t bc THEN there would be a lot of potential for angst and his self#destructive behaviour. what if denethor DIDN’T FORESEE HER DEATH. BUT WISHED THAT HE DID.#GOD. HIM WONDERING IF HE COULD HAVE SAVED HER. DONE SOMETHING SOONER TO PREVENT HER HEALTH FROM DETERIORATING#but no. nothing he could have done would have changed what happened. THAT’S WHY it’s a tragedy. but *he* doesn’t know that#denethor and finduilas#hmm.#DO U FEEL? DO U GET ME????????#denethor#finduilas
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its important to go see a low stakes concert sometimes
#as in seeing someone in concert youre not an absolute nutbag about (as i have done this year and last year)#but last night me n my dad went and saw renaissance on their farewell tour#running on like 4 hours of sleep and seething to be at work right now#or rather i would be seething if i weren't so tired#new anger management hack: just get less sleep so your senses are dulled! anyway#funniest part of the night was the multiples times when my dad who is old was like 'everyone here is so old :/'#he was literally like 'if i ever get like these people just shoot me' LMAO#the concert was good i wouldn't call it like great or fantastic but such is the beauty of a low stakes concert#youre not living and dying on every song youre not singing along to everything youre just. enjoyin the show normally which is crazy#again as someone who has seen two bands (both bands two separate times and is seeing one of those bands a THIRD TIME soon) im crazy over#that experience is fun its bonkers and you definitely gotta do it for the bands youre crazy over. you gotta#but it was nice to just. have a regular time at a show#as far as the show itself there were a few little moments where things didnt go as smooth but that may have been bc it was the first show#and save for a few moments in some songs annie haslam knocked it out of the park she can still sing as insanely good as she used to#again some parts of songs were in a lower key? but most seemed to be the same and she was still hitting those bonkers high notes#so good for her. the band was pretty good but i felt they really only like all worked together well on a few songs#if that makes sense. but overall pretty good#and my anxieties about getting there and back were unfounded bc somehow it all worked. yay#our car service trip home was in a tesla i felt like i was gonna die the entire ride home lol#i am NEVER getting in one of those stupid cars again. big ass ipad as your dashboard this is insane???? im so scared???#anywho. old musicians are forever as ive been saying lately. and they really are#oh also we were at the town hall which is a nice small theater i was worried abt bein too far away but it's laid out really well#in that you're sure to get a pretty good view of the stage#it seems like half the size roughly of the beacon for whatever thats worth#OH i did see one dude somewhere in the audience with a sparks shirt so. hashtag represent#yet another concert report. yayyyyy#(im so tired)
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So yeah I may or may not have made an entire au bc I wanted to animate Hollow dancing this song
Radiance: "i can fix them" well i CAN make them worse, i can give them the voice they crave, to scream bloody murder against those who imprisoned (me) them
#bubba doods#wip#i was listening to For dear Life and i was like 'man i wanna animate thk to this but the lyrics don't match them'#evil worm in my brain: it could if u turned it into an au where thk fully accepted the radiance bc she promised sweeter things-#- and they fully became a vessel the same way grimm and the nightmare heart work#me: .... ok im listening#i havent thought too much for it aside from 'thk looks amazing with these aesthetics' and 'theyre allowed to go a lil bonkers. as a treat'#hollow knight#pure vessel#hollow hk#i know o usually draw thk with a mouth but in this au is the radiance who gives it to them#also sorry its v wonky but theres a limit to what i can draw on my phone with just my finger ASDFASDFASD#radiance vessel au
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The dog I've been sitting for in the haunted house is the most neurotic dog I've dealt with, which is really saying something. She's not bad but she IS completely bonkers. And she's not a rescue! Same owners her whole life. How do people fuck up an animal's brain this hard?
The only thing I've seen even close was a rescue dog adopted during covid lockdown who then didn't understand what other dogs are and had crazy separation anxiety.
#i feel like this is what it was like to deal with me after my parents failed to teach me anything about being human#like this dog ONLY exists to glom onto people and that makes me sad for her#she has no idea how to dog#and can't be out of sight of a person without losing it#idk the longer i pet sit the more i see the hows and whys of fucked up animals#and it's.......#it's always a human's fault in my experience#i guess bc im seeing dogs whose families care about them enough to get a sitter#but idk why it's assumed by americans that we magically know what's good for dogs even though most of us know very little about animals#i feel sadder and sadder for dogs with no toys#dogs who don't take walks or ONLY take walks and never get to be off leash#dogs who sit in an empty room all day with nothing to do#i understand the impulse to have a smart little animal who loves you#but shit they're too smart to be ignored all the time without going a little bonkers#i legit go and buy chews and toys w my own money when i see a client's dog is bored#and it invariably makes the dog better to deal with#IDK YALL IM STRESSED ABOUT PETS#i know they're not the same but people should get cats instead they're better at entertaining themselves
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mythological figure edition, featuring: my boy, kalki
and also because i hate this movie so fucking much i hope you explode into flames ""kalki cinematic universe"" i hope you perish i hope you get eaten by a fuckin llama i hope that everyone who sees this movie gets therapy and learns to appreciate the grass and the soil they trod on everyday and learn to immerse themselves in the birdsong and the coolness of water upon parched lips and learn to cherish the seconds holding minutes together and become unafraid to bear their hearts to the wind and to others and the edges of thei own being and learn to taste the colours of the tapestry upon which all of our lives are woven together
fuck you ""kalki 2898 ad"" i will make that superpowered god baby charge you a million fucking dollars for bringing it into the world
#sci fi died when they named currency “units” like get the fuck out#what happened to the silly and whimsy. the cool creativity of the future?? where did it go????#folks in the 20th century were going fucking bonkers designing what their future could be like. but no. our future is mad max and dune#IM TIRED.#anyway. “”popular media“” kalki is like prolly the version of kalki most “”well known“” in the western world#bc no one really does stuff with him... ?#idk my fucking bad i just. ugh. please. fellow people with kalkis- i am holding hands with you. together we will baja blast the kalki movie#and eradicate it from existence#agnirambles#kal vishnuyash
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