#autistic twyla

[jessroyal19]

Nickelodeon promo for Monster High Part 4 💜👻

[iwannakisskissyoureyesagain]

idek how to describe this genre of character but yk the ditzy, airy girls who are actually super smart and also super autistic? the sapphic ones with intimidating best friends who they’re definitely a little in love with, who act as their bodyguards bc they’re just little fairy girlies who’re living in their own worlds? the ones who are a mix of “lacy” by olivia rodrigo, mxmtoon’s revisited album, and “mirrorball” by taylor swift? the girlies who def need therapy but they’re baking or painting or hanging out with random animals? yeah those ones. i love them.

[autistedness]

Look who i got now

[autismbrain]

SHE HAS FUCKING EARPLUGS IN LETS GOOOOO

[itscosmicnerd]

I'm a boogey monster that lives in your dreams 👻😰

[thebeefsteaktomato]

can u guess who my fav monster high character is? it’s not obvi at all

[top-scar-maverick]

[swampbarbie420]

logging onto tumblr like

[jakeeexp]

yall sleeping on g3 -_-

[axelotl3427]

Genderbend Twyla

i know some people don't like genderbend characters but i wanted a Twyla for a pfp and a fem one would make me dysphoric

[nicxxx5]

i'm freaking obsessed with twyla being autistic. so far she seems to be really good representation and it's representation i wish i had growing up so much

[jessroyal19]

Twyla Boogeyman G3 💜🔮👻

images from his music video " Out of the Shadows"💜

[asagi-red-wolf]

ok but you KNOW Monster High did something SEVERELY right when I spent last year worried about all the changes they’d make to g3 because I love g1 so much but now all I can do is worry about all the changes they’ll make to g4 (because you know it’ll happen eventually) because I love g3 so much

[autistedness]

Halloween came and I did this

[mochis-hideout]

Twyla doodles to feed the soul

[ikaroony]

So, I’ve been seeing some Twyla (monster high) playlists on Spotify and

[ID: A playlist named “🌑twyla boogeyman🕸️” with songs including Lotta True Crime (Penelope Scott), creep (mxmtoon), rises the moon (Liana Flores), Bugbear (chloe moriondo), and more in the same vein]

These songs make me think of Twyla, but they are not songs she would listen to. I didn’t understand the playlist was aesthetic at first, I thought it was trying to make one of Twyla’s playlists. These songs ooze Twyla energy. They’re all soft purple like her.

But she wouldn’t listen to these. Well, I can’t speak for her, but I don’t think she would. And here’s why: Twyla’s autistic.

I’m autistic, and I have playlists like this yeah. Genre-specific playlists tend to look like this. But my most played music consists of weird obsession stuff. I have a playlist for sea shanties, modern and old covers. I have a playlist of “alien music” consisting of sounds that don’t really make a beat because it’s just alien core and I like it? My playlist “♾️on loop♾️” is the songs I’m obsessed with at the moment, because I have autism-ed with these.

[ID: A playlist titled “♾️on loop♾️” constructed as follows: Lovefool (Pomplamoose), Choice (Jack Stauber), Choice (Jack Stauber), Choice (Jack Stauber), Rule #4 (Fish in a Birdcage), Rule #4 (Fish in a Birdcage), Rule #4 (Fish in a Birdcage), Coffee (Jack Stauber), Two Time (Jack Stauber), The Devil Went Down to Georgia (Charlie Daniels Band)]

Songs not in image: two more instances of The Devil Went Down to Georgia and one more instance of Two Time.

This is what an autistic playlist looks like. Not necessarily repeating songs, but I find that it’s mostly just songs that make you happy. Not organized or anything. Just vibes.

Now, all autistic people are wildly different. Two people can be complete opposites and still be autistic (this video by Reberra Bonbon on TikTok shows that). So I must say that this is MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE.

I have found myself masking my playlist names or even songs thinking that someone will say “that’s not real classic rock!” or something like that. I’ve had playlists named “Classic Rock and extra stuff”, “animated movies”, etc instead of more specific genre names because I’m worried of others judging it. I’ve added songs I don’t really like to playlists so people don’t think I’m a poser. But in reality, I just want to throw my favorites together. Who cares if I call Fall Out Boy classic rock and it comes after Duran Duran in my playlist? Who cares if a dreamworks original slips into my Disney songs mix? I don’t, and since nobody else currently uses my playlists, I don’t see why people care.

I just like my songs. I like designing/finding aesthetic cover art and making cool playlist names. I like having U2 immediately followed by Blink-182 and then Jimmy Buffet. Why does it matter that Margaritaville isn’t classic rock? It owned its place on that list in my heart.

Nobody can take any of that away from me. Nobody can take away my playlist with different covers of the exact same song because they all have a different vibe. Nobody can take away my playlist from when I reorganized the Luca OST to be in the right order. Nobody can take away the playlists I made for my DND characters and the songs that define them. Nobody can take away what makes me who I authentically am. They’ve tried. I’ve pushed back harder.

Wow, I didn’t mean for this to become a mild vent. But if any of you are listening to this and feel like you’re in the same boat, I’m here for you. Feel free to reblog, send asks, or DM me. I’m still working through this but there’s a few things I’ve realized that just changed… everything for me. You’ll get through this, I promise.