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my phone got stolen.
...myeahhh.
i just. could not be bothered nor muster the strength to even try to explain the situation after the fact on here. just worked thru the problems that arise with it, and thats that. getting a new phone and trying my darndest to gain a fraction back of what i lost
#this happened on the 22nd in the evening soo.. im okay rn but man. that hurt bad in a way i cant describe#i couldnt even go home right away. i wanted to look thru security footage- dindt see anything. 20 min gone by#i wanted to go home but my locker key was also in the wallet phone case. augh. another 20 min for that lock to get cut open#race home to immediately go online to lock the stolen credit card also in that wallet case. the thieves tried to use it many many times#at least 8 by now#augh.#took forever to get what i have sorted out. ive never done so many business calls in my life jfdklsjflj#or changed so many phone numbers or fiddled with apple to PLEASE ERASE MY PHONE OH MY GODD THAT PHONE ISNT MINE ANYMORE PLS LET ME KILL IT#but the thieves turned it off the moment they took it so they couldnt be tracked. so thats that#credit bank stuff should be sorted by now.. trying to get some of my games from my apple acc back :(( like cookierun ovenbreak.. sadge#my workplace informed me that the ppl who were suspected of stealing it were in fact the ones that did it.#and i told her 'i hope you drive home safe' :(((((#aughh.#my new phone is attached to a leash so it'll be on my person at all times from now on#the one time i wasnt as careful w my phone for specific reasons and this happens right. well i learned my hard hard lesson#i could have lost everything#i was lucky i listened to my parents and only carried what i did carry at the time and not more#this changed smth in me man. i sure wont be so trusting or laid back anymore
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csnt tell if m doggy mode orjjst itty bitty… doesnt rlly matter but i dnno . grrrhgh.
being openlysmall is Weirdd … imso unused 2 thiss . usually imthe one taking care of other ppl … n i dont mind it but its never smthn ive rlly Wanted to do a lot .. immore a babysitter kindda guy than a cg i thnkk . but i dnno.
s weird to. have someone who understandss…. ivetalkd abt it w my brother n some ofmy other friends bbut i dont knoww. idk. im. nervous n tired n . guhh. idunnoo.
#���#ineed a haircut soonn i csnt get comfy in bed :(#aughh.#nvr had a cg. always wanted one but#itsscary#idk…#itty bitty mode s fun but scaryyy guh
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important to note! i will kill the next person that calls me bisexual
#lolaa.txt#AUGHH.#i am attracted romantically; sexually; physically; and aesthetically to women. that is why i am sapphic#i have had the rare romantic attraction to a man. that means NOTHING!!!!!#tears my eyes out NOBODY ASSUME ANYTHING#this is nothing against bisexuals. you guys are great. whatever#NOT MY LABEL
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i just think shadow would be extremely enamoured with all the creativity in the world . art music writing etc. anyway in summary i need to draw shadow being absolutely enchanted by the fact that sonic plays guitar
#idk i just (tears up) (sobs)#let me draw them being stupid and sappy its for my mental health .#idk. creativity . our own imaginations . letting those be seen and heard its what the world is for i think itd make him happy :)#just imagining them both hanging out and sonics just jamming and hes like :o woag im a little in love with the world. and you.#AUGHH.#the sonadow disease is terminal i fear. theres no way out#ellie talks#i will draw it. i Will
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i love buying secondhand books in general but especially when you find things like this
to muffin’s mom from precious princess’s mom. i wonder if muffin and precious princess are still around. i wonder how their moms are doing. i wonder if they read this book together. i’m sobbing crying screaming etc. please do not contact me
#AUGHH.#mod roo#also haii i haven’t talked here in a bit lol#btw this book is delightful#i got it as a gift for someone else but it really is a good read and the illustrations are so good#it’s like if the sunday funnies made you cry#cats#secondhand books#humans#alt text
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kind of cruel saying this to a man whose suicide you know is a fixed point just so he can go out and help you defeat an invisible chicken
#AUGHH.#yeah im watching the episode. yeah im feeling highly normal about it#expectations LIVED UP TO for SURE#maybe van gogh is a tad...defined by his 'tortured artist' posthumous stereotype? that's my only issue#but then again there's only so much historically accurate representation of a figure you can fit into 40 minutes#so inevitably something gets flattened. i guess#still. 8/10 solid. maybe a bit overrated#dw#jamie catches up#vincent and the doctor#jamie.txt
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I despise the idea of ever going on a road trip but I love them as a narrative device...
#i still sometimes think about that fic i read in 2020#it was about like#the emd of the world in a finite amount of days#so these two characters decided if they're gonna die they should do something#so they go on a road trip together to see as much of the world as possible before they die#it was so good#like just the narrative of it all..#aughh.#i really enjoyed it#i could talk for a while about what made it so good but i wont. for now#i wonder if i can find it again
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played cowboys for 12 hours yesterday/today
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i don't really like when people say dungeon meshi is accidentally good autistic representation, because while i understand not wanting to make conclusions without explicit confirmation from the author, there's always the weird assumption that non-western authors somehow don't know about things like neurodivergency/queerness/etc. (on top of the assumptions that east asian authors are somehow more naive or oblivious to "western" social issues).
given that dungeon meshi started being published in 2014, it's not really a "work belonging to its times"—it's as contemporary as any other media we discuss on this site, which means it should be fair to assume it engages with contemporary topics (and at the very least, you shouldn't say that the representation is accidental with so much confidence)
but anyways, the chapter "perfect communication" in ryoko kui's "terrarium in a drawer" is some of the most straightforward autistic representation I've seen, and from now on I'm going to assume that laios's character writing is absolutely intentional in that regard:
#beepbeep.txt#dungeon meshi#ryoko kui#this is me trying to explain h/ollow knight lore#also yayyyy reading new things. chapter 18 'spring' is basically UFUT if you squint (sorry for the jumpscare if you know UFUT)#but the last two pages were such a surprising gut punch....it's hard not to see it as a metaphor for both the experience of raising childre#and of taking care of your parents in old age....aughh....
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i think about steve irwin a lot
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why cant they.....
#my parents are on a lil 2/3day trip for themselves#which is fun! good for them =w=b#but also. ive gotta live alone with my two brothers (17&13)#which is mostly fine. except they dont clean tf up.#PUT YOUR DISHES IN THE GOGDDAMN DISHWASHER. it is. right fucking next to the sink.#T-T#sillyposting#aughh.#idk if its being the oldest or growing up a girl or being autistic but.#i know for a FACT that i had more decency when i was 17.#from 13 i can. understand. its annoying but sure (i like him more)#but cmon.......#augh
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the thing is though i am just really not hungry at all
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another older doodle since I got busy today
#they provide such a specific kind of comfort when they're older...aughh it gets to me more than when they're young#scribbles#gravity falls#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor
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do you guys ever think of how Sheila E straight up just. tried to kill herself? not even like. implied or whatever she had full intentions of dying. Fugo even points it out by saying "You're gonna try a suicide run?"
like. does no one think of the implications of that?????? holy shit like her whole story just HURTS man.
#fugo.txt#knowing that Giorno also says that she was difficult (not exactly on these words but. you know.) makes me think its not the first time#-shes done this#aughh.#cw suicide#i think#im sorry i could go ON and ON#if someone is up for me talking about her forever... 🥺🥺 im open for it
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