#atleast my precious never changes

[marsdoesexist]

Waking up to check on ao3 like I'm a victorian maiden and it's the most important of the few straining activities I can do in a day, Hoping it'll be fixed and going "mhhm. I can finally get through my backlog of physical books for once." And then not being able to pick any book to read because there's no real way of knowing I'll like it without tags. (aside from actually reading it, that is)

Sure, There's some missers on ao3 too, But you know what I do then? Press the back button. I can't press the back button on a €20,- book that's been on my shelf for atleast a year.

So I've been re-reading LotR and re-watching Community to avoid disappointment.

[konigsblog]

Step-Dad König:

- Sitting on his shoulder to change a lightbulb in a short skirt. (On purpose)

- Wearing no panties.

- He spins you around so he can eat you out, teasing you as you try and change a lightbulb.

- Ends up with Step-Dad konig calling you naughty and he fucks you on the sofa.

(I hope that makes sense! ^-^ I just want him to pin me down and make me forget my own name 😅)

P.s Love your blog! Dad bod Konig is my fav ♡♡

stepcest... ☀️🩷

(and thank you ! <3 i'm so happy you enjoy my blog 🌷🥹)

your stepdad is a huge pervert for you! he just can't seem to help himself from lifting your pretty skirt up so he can eat your precious pussy out!

he's super overprotective of his stepdaughter; never allowing her out to parties, and atleast filling her with his potent, thick semen if he does. you're an adult, always going to your stepfather for advice and having him suck at your clit while teasing you.

who plows into your wet cunny while you whine and moan for his attention, moaning his name and gripping his broad shoulders whilst he fucks your sweet, tight hole nicely! keeping you quiet so you don't alert the neighbours with your loud mewls :(

[cutieshonie]

♪ → 愛してます ! ← ♪

→ pairing ; yandere!photographer x gn!reader

→ content.warning ; yandere, smut, blood, gn!reader, male! yandere, murder, mating press, making out, unhealthy relationship, toxic relationship, abuse, dubcon, selfharm, yandere photographer is your boyfriend as well which is why it says yandere!boyfriend in the tags!

→ notes. ; my bae(@cutiesgawr) was supposed to write this but she is so sweet that she let me have the idea <3 ; changed ideas, which is why it says yandere boyfriend but he is your boyfriend anyways!

Yandere!photographer who you met when you were walking and he saw you! He had to take a picture of you, he was in the photography club, you posed for his picture. He treasures that photo of you.

Yandere!photographer who treasures all the pictures he takes of you with his camera, how couldn't he?! You were so perfect and you were the perfect one for his pictures that he was missing!

Yandere!photographer who gets all happy when you feel inlove with him, he gets so giggly when you accept his confession!

Yandere!boyfriend who will do anything to keep you with him, his hands on your body as he can finally say that you are his and he is yours. Everything his. You were so precious and there's no way that he will let you leave him.

Yandere!boyfriend who will punch and stab for you, he can't let anyone harm his baby! He has to make sure yourself and when you feel proud of him... He gets his present, you. Under him, writhing in pleasure as your legs tremble and your hands grip at his chest.

Yandere!boyfriend who touches your sex, over and over even when you're taking a break from climaxing. His finger press down in your sex as he smiles. He knows that only he has this affect on you.

Yandere!boyfriend who scares away your friends, why are you sad? You should be happy that those rats are gone! You only need him in your life anyway so what's the point of crying?

Yandere!boyfriend who accidentally(not) kills your best friend, he didn't mean it, let him please you and forget about that whore Rat! Who goes on his knees and his tongue lands on your sex.

Yandere!boyfriend who makes you cry due to pleasure or is it of sadness? He loves your tears, your cute hands on his chest, as you weakly hit at his chest. He just finds you so cute, his hand grips hard at your arm when you hit his face, seems like he was to teach you a lesson, ah.

Yandere!boyfriend who breaks down when you say that you want to break up, hands balled in a fist as he stares at you. Eyes twitching, he can't believe what he is hearing....

Yandere!photographer who breaks stuff in his house, breaking mirrors and furniture. Everything including himself, he grabs a knife and cuts into his skin. Writing your initials into your skin with his blood, he will take the best photo of you.

Yandere!photographer who finds you when you're taking your morning walk, you were beautiful in your outfit, his smile as he nervously grips onto the knife. His camera in hand, you were going to look so beautiful...

Yandere!photographer who stabs the knife into you, your face of surprise as you fall onto the pile of leaves. His smile never leaving as he cuts himself, mixing your and his blood together.

Yandere!photographer who draws a heart on your face and his initials on your face, he smiles at you. Backing away as he snaps a picture.

He looks down at his camera, as the picture slowly prints, he looks at the photo, you were so beautiful. Your sweet body and pretty face with your pretty blood, oh how he adores you!

He blinks as his eyes widen, the camera and photo falling onto the ground, his eyes widen in surprise. You grab the knife from his hand as you stab his chest and face, his hands falling to the side as your vision shows black dots.

You fall down next to him as you look up at the sky, your chest hurts and your head hurts, it's getting harder for you to breath. Your eyes close.... Atleast you got your revenge on him, you let the blackness take over you.

[beeisntevenhere]

☆Hii so it's April 4th and ofc I have to do something for my fav characters birthday :) So this might suck horribly because it's very rushed but atleast then i tried !

☆Happy birthday King!

☆Warnings!! None dw

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As always english isnt my first language so if you see any spelling errors I'm sorry !

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How Shigaraki would spend his birthday with the reader ♡♡ (Headcannons)

| Shigaraki x GN!Reader |

SFW !

Since he was raised by AFO Shigaraki has never really celebrated his birthday because AFO doesn't give much importance to that stuff

And even before that when he was still a kid his parents didn't care much for his birthday (mostly his dad)

His sister was the only one that really did something for him by sitting down with him with a little cupcake she managed to get and one singular candle that he could blow

It definitely wasn't something huge but it's one of the few things he stills looks back fondly on

Anyways,since creating the league of villains he has barely had time to even remember his birthday much less care about it

You whoever, do care about his birthday

So on a random night when you're both cuddling in bed you question him about it

"My birthday? I don't see how that's something of interest"

He's definitely a little stubborn because his birthday is something he basically left in the past along with the life of Tenko Shimura

In the end he still tells you anyways because if he were to tell anyone you would be the best option being the closest one to his heart

Now aware of this information you'll never let him spend another birthday without at least a small celebration

The first time his birthday comes after he tells you, you buy (or steal) him a little gift

A videogame he has been talking about, a new release he still hasn't has managed to get his hands on

You carefully place it next to his other games with a little present bow on top and a handwritten note

"Happy birthday! I thought you might like this :)"

When he comes home and sees it his heart beats so fast he doesn't know how to even begin to process it

I mean how could he? How do you, someone so precious, care that much about him? Going as far as lending your heart to him? A monster

(if he cries the first time he plays the video game and it immediately becomes one of his favorites no one will question it)

That same day he decides to take you out somewhere to spend the rest of it together

You're over the moon with that factand happy he enjoyed the gift,and he's over the moon that your so happy

You two go get ice cream,go to the arcade and go check out some shops around the mall

When the evening hits and the sky begins to darken you take a walk around the park and just generally enjoy eachothers company

Finally when you get back to the base you order take out pizza and play videogames with him (especially the new one you got)

You both end of falling asleep all cuddled up together just happy to have eachother

Thinking about the fact that this was the best birthday he has ever had only makes him hold you tighter

You do so much for him and he appreciates every second of it

Obviously when your birthday comes he'll show that appreciation by spoiling you rotten

But that's a story for another day!

A/N:I had alot of fun writing that lol I really like shigaraki that's why he's my fav mha character,he's really fascinating

☆As usual request are open! As of today (April 4th) so if you want to request you can :D And if you don't know the rules you can find them here! REQUEST RULES!

☆If you see any typos or find anything triggering that I forgot to correct or tag pls dm me so I can change it

-Bee⭐️

[lizaluvsthis]

SPOILER FOR THE NEW EPISODE! CHRISTMAS WARS! SCROLL OUT IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED IT YET!!!!

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"Hey Liz how'd that new christmas episo-"

*ME BREATHING HEAVILY*

Consider on Smg3 having a good point for hosting his own party (why cant he just throw a party with the dead memes? Like invite them in his cafe right aw-) thats exactly why. Dead memes cant re-enter the living realm. (Also the reason what happened during the 10th year anniversary episode because we DONT want that mess again?

So instead of dead memes he literally chose to host it WITH his new friends this time. Smg4's crew.

"But why tho? Didn't he hated them?" YES. but at the same time. Please dont forget his mere messages during IGBP on the line he says "But I've met your friends man..." again. Ask me WHY theres another reason he moved in next to four's castle?

(He doesn't want to feel alone again not only four was the reason but his friends too)

Okay but when after the castle and three's coffee shop got burned down by santa clause, where do you see that bright explanation from the crew.

AND LITERALLY. SMG3 IS ON TSUNDERE MODE ACTIVATION WHERE HE- BLUSHED- I mean its okay- its totally fine its perfectly normal.

Not for three. He never celebrated christmas in the early 2020 not even after the arc but four was kind enough to invite three in the recent years to make him have to experience whats special about it.

But three was too embarrassed from four's crew because they've shown alot of kindness towards him that he'd never experienced at all and this was his first time hearing it all out on them.

After he says "f-friends?!" He continues on playing "I'd rather die than have you guys as friends"

Which also meant he did. Almost. Die. Saving four.

Did you notice smg4 in this scene? Did you see the way he looked at three? Did you SEE how he giggled and laughed just by seeing his expression?

Heart tingles you know? And this IS also the first time he's done that.

Wait for it...

WAIT FOR IT...

WOW SMG4 THAT BACK HOLD AT THREE WAS SUPER SMOOTH I'M OBVIOUSLY BLIND TO MYSELF THAT I CANT "SEE" WITH MY OWN EYES.

And NOT ONLY THAT- EVERYONE'S REACTION WERE THE SAME PLACE EXCEPT WHO? MARIO.

WHO'S MOUTH IS OPEN AND MAKING A HAPPY EXPRESSION (that also means... HE HAD JUST WITNESSED FOUR BEING A F-KING FRUIT AGAIN-) (MARIO BEING A REAL SMG34 SHIPPER IS SO REAL)

Not only was it delicious- Three too was smiling at four, supporting his idea and not even LEAVING by his side. (Like have you noticed right after both of their places got destroyed- these two completely HAVE NEVER SEPARATED AND STUCK CLOSE TOGETHER?)

This also provens he's on the right role after all. His character development did improve his changing around his friends even after 2020th - 2022nd

Who knows that maybe four's crew knew that three wasn't so bad after all? That he was just in need of friends because he'd been so alone from time to time?

Still. He smiles. Not just for the holiday spirit, but to his new friends, and four to have on. (Mention of mario makes turkey for upcoming xmas episode four convinced EVERYONE from the crew including three, BUT HE NEVER LEFT BY HIS SIDE. Literally the moon is stuck with the sun)

Four and three? They both contacted atleast EVERYONE from town they know. (Even three never considered belle, whimpu, or the so called fake-other-versions of theirs who became his crew during 2020th wotfi he still has a heart to consider them all as being in part of his life.)

We never get a mistletoe scene sadly but we had a precious smg34 collection here...

Even after this hand taking, Three and Four looked at eachother together before they start to sway and celebrate the christmas holiday.

"Liz it's just two of them looking whats so important from that?"

You dont see these fruits being like that often, so its a very rare one in the new episodes. (Considered again. Three has gone soft. TOO soft for being with four's crew and being with... smg4...)

He wasnt even angry or done with this bs he still had that christmas spirit and all that matters is celebrating it with four and his other new friends.

OKAY THERE IM DONE I'M EVEN GONNA BE MORE ILL-

*insert audio losing pulse*

[bats4sophie]

Lonelyeyes....I love you, Lonelyeyes.... Anyway. So. I made a little Lonelyeyes fanfic. Enjoy, I suppose. I haven't properly written in a while, or posted writing, at that, but. We ball

Warnings I guess? Mentions of death and age and stuff, might be slightly ooc for them buttttt wtv

"Peter!" The voice called out from behind him. He didn't even need to turn around. No, he recognised the voice without the face. He sat at the well worn wooden bench, hands shoved in his pockets. Simply watching the choppy waves of the Thames River, the thick, lonely morning fog rolling over it. He was almost at peace.

Behind him, the steps got closer, and closer, until they were almost right next to him.

"Elias."

He spoke, his voice flat as the smaller man sat down on the bench next to him, following Peters gaze, and watching the waves, much like him.

"Long time, no see, Peter."

Peter shifted uncomfortabley. He hated having to sit close to anyone, to talk to anyone if it wasn't nesecary. It wasnt so bad that it was Elias who was speaking to him and sitting next to him....but still bad.

"Yes, I suppose so... What is it you want, Elias."

He spoke bluntly, to the point; He knew Elias was after something, he always was.

"Can't two old friends catch up, without needing a reason?"

"No. Not if you're involved. I know you, I know there is always an ulterior motive. So, I'll ask again; What is it you want?"

Elias scoffed, half amused, half annoyed.

"Well... I just need to ask a little favour, of sorts. I'm going away soon. I won't be able to look after my Institute."

Peter raised an eyebrow at this.

"And, what, I suppose you want me to do it for you? What gives you the idea that I'll do that?"

"I figured that, since the Lukas's and the Institute have had a very long partnership together, that you might be willing. And besides, it'll only be for a little bit, whilst I'm away. As soon as all the pieces of my plan fall into place, you'll be out of there, and back to The Lonely."

For a few moments, Peter did not reply. He thought over it, but he knew he couldn't refuse Elias, anyway. Damn it.

"...You have a way with words, Elias, you know that? Fine. I'll look after your precious Institute, but only to an extent. If your employees decide to do something stupid, or get hurt, I'm not intervening."

"Thats fine by me."

Elias replied, a slight chuckle in his voice. Peter didn't understand what was so amusing, but said nothing. He simply continued to enjoy the peace and tranquility, till it was once again broken.

"You look...More tired nowadays, Peter."

"Yes, well. I'm getting old. I'm more worn. It catches up to everyone..."

He pauses, and glances over at Elias, before adding on, slowly:

"Or, almost everyone."

Once again, Elias laughed that same smooth laugh. He knew he would live to be older than Peter. His tone took a slight turn, almost... concern.

"Just... Take care of yourself."

This suprised Peter, just a little. It wasn't often Elias would show...Well, any type of feeling for another.

"I am. Or, atleast, I'm trying."

"Well, thats something, atleast. I just dont want to lose you."

Elias felt odd saying things like this. He was never really able to say these things without feeling off. But with Peter? He was genuine.

"You won't. Not soon, anyway, if I can help it."

Peter's gaze turned down. Truthefully, it had felt strange to have Elias - or anyone - care for him, but not all unwelcome. He felt compelled to move his hand, placing it on top of Elias's own, intertwining their fingers, almost suprising himself. Despite the smile on Elias's face, there was a heavy feeling in his chest, an awful dread. For him, he didn't doubt he would live for a long time, but Peter... Peter could feel the change in atmosphere, the change in the silence, and eventually spoke up.

"When I do...Well, you know...When I'm gone. I don't want you- I don't want it to get in the way of anything. I dont want you to be sad..."

The words made Elias's chest tighten more.

"Don't talk nonsense, Peter. You don't get to decide if I'm sad or not."

Peter looked away slightly. Had he said the wrong thing? He wasn't doing very well at this... He shook his head a little.

"No, no, of- of course not, i just mean... i just..."

His voice trailed off a little, and goes quiet. He couldn't even find the words to say.

"...Please, don't leave me."

Elias said simply, quietly. It was clear that the idea of out living Peter had hit him hard, and Peter once more, didn't know how to reply. He simply gave the other mans hand a gentle squeeze, and pulled him close next to him.

[starsurface]

Hcs for CG Kotal Kahn MK11 with a baby regressor 🥺

Yes of course!!! :D

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

CG Kotal Kahn Hcs

👑 Oh my goodness, loves baby regressors, but is also so scared to accidently hurt you!!! :(

👑 Your so precious and soft, warrior or not, now your his little baby

👑 Kotal's a big guy, and he's a little afraid of accidentally grabbing you slightly too hard or set you down wrong

👑 You gotta make sure to tell him that he's going to be okay hugging and carrying you because he's obviously being gentle and he's never hurt you in the past (he's just being cautious)

👑 But honestly, this man is a cuddle bug, he adores cuddling with you and squeezing you and oh my goodness you're just so adorable!!

👑 Adores tummy time but more specifically, when you lay on top of him

👑 Finds it entertaining if you try to eat his nose because of how small you are

👑 He finds a lot of things you do funny

👑 Holding into his finger tightly before he dared moved your bottle slightly out of your mouth? He didn't know you had such a powerful grip!!

👑 Getting fussy and the only thing that will calm you down is either your paci, or chewing on his hand (he's okay with it), how interesting

👑 If you go nonverbal or mostly just babble, his supporting of it!! And encourages it!!

👑 But uh . . . He wasn't the best with it at first.

👑 Got a bit confused with babbling, especially when you first do it

👑 Like, it's adorable, little one . . . But what are you saying??

👑 Don't worry, he gets better over time, and adores it when you just babble to him like it's a normal conversation

👑 Panics the first time you babbled because you wanted or needed something and ran around the room confused

👑 Treats you like royalty!!! You are his little prince/princess/Little royalty after all

👑 You saw something you wanted at the market? Already buying it, it doesn't really matter the price. Yummy food that looks delicious? It’ll already be in your hands

👑 Who's going to question a Kahn after all? Especially if it's during MKX, he gets a little less stricter around MK11

👑 Since your so young, you get away with a lot of things because your so small

👑 (^ Also you couldn't have MEANT do it, so there's no real need to take action)

👑 If your a bit older though, he'd probably give you a time out and no amount of fussing will change his mind (justice must be served and what not)

👑 Although if you begin crying . . . he'll most likely drop it

👑 I'm not sure exactly how his powers work, but I know he can do stuff with light?? Like, sun powers?

👑 He'll be your night light, don't you worry (or atleast keep a small beam until you fast asleep)

👑 If your a very sleepy little, that works out perfectly for both you and him

👑 You get to cuddle up to him and he gets to carry you around everywhere? Sign him up!! :D

👑 No one, and I mean no one, will ever judge you for regressing out in public (someone did once and they were ‘let go’ of their position)

👑 More MK11 Aftermath, but even if he isn't Kahn anymore, he still treats you like royalty

👑 I like to imagine him and Jade (or atleast him) were put back into General command so he still has some power

👑 Kitana adores you and not only do you have the General on your side, but the entire royal house

👑 No ones making fun of you, and you get spoiled >:3

👑 Kotal's favorite CG nicknames are Ko-Ko, Papa, Dada, and Ko-Ta

👑 So many nicknames for you!!! Mostly royalty related, but also likes calling you Pumpkin, Sweetheart, Baby Girl/Boy, Little One

👑 Favorite activity is to just cradle you in his arm

👑 Your just so . . . tiny, and small in his arms

👑 (^ is also really helps you feel small)

👑 He'll happily bottle feed you, or walk around the room and bounce you until you fall asleep

👑 Likes to help you with little activities!!

👑 You'll sit on his lap and try to figure out what blocks go into what

👑 Will praise you and give you candy when you've done it all correctly!! :D

👑 (^ Although if you just hand him the block . . . he'll do it for you, and still give you candy)

👑 Unfortunately, no thumb sucking allowed >:(

👑 Instead he gets you a paci or a teether

👑 But like, a really fancy decorated paci

👑 And one of the best tethers you can find

👑 Only the best for his baby, after all!!

👑 However, if your out in public or don't have access to your stuff, he'll allow it for now

👑 Will buy you 100 and 1 stuffies, and still buy you more if you request

👑 HE is slowly losing bedspace

👑 Why? Because the stuffies need a spot to sleep!! And his bed’s so big already!! 🥺

👑 Will play peek-a-boo with your stuffies just to make you giggle, it's music to his ears :]

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I really hope I got them somewhat right. I dont know a lot about Kotal, I just think he's super cool. :3

[k4shixe]

Prompt 4 with nanamiiiiiiii pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

BabySitter

CW; reader is 17, character is 28, age difference, strictly platonic, complements said to character, type of flirting (its teasing/joke tho), shouting at reader, kinda swearing

Pairings; rich!fem!reader x bodyguard!nanami (platonic)

Summary; After getting caught too many times, your father decided to get you a body guard. In an attempt to get rid of him, you go it the mall with your best friend.

Word count; 3k+

Prompt: “that’s enough.”

A/n; aaah here it is! Worked 2 days on this and ngl I never did watch the anime so he might be a little too formal. BUT I did enjoy writing this so please send any requests along! And I hope you enjoy! :)

12 minutes.It took them 12 minutes to find where you were. It’s worse that there are things that you shouldn’t be having at the party, especially at a party with teenagers. And you thought escaping to go to the party was easy. Oh how you knew you were going to get it. Your father stood in front of you with guards blocking the way out.

“Y/n I expected better. I told you that, you, explicitly, couldn’t go anywhere until we finish the meeting. You could’ve been kidnapped or worse”

“But dad I was bored! What was I meant to do wait?”

“That’s exactly what your meant to do! You leave me no choice but to take your credit card and get you a bodyguard”

“Okay fine my card is understandable but a bodyguard! That’s crazy! I don’t need to a baby sitter! I’m 17 for god sake!”

“It’s too late. My decision is final. Now go to your room, your grounded until you show me you can behave.”

You left for your room, sitting on your bed and sulking over the fact your going to have a babysitter. Or as your dad called it a “bodyguard”. You wished your mum was here, but tragically she died in a car accident when you were still a toddler so you knew how precious you were to your father. He loved you but you couldn’t blame him since you managed to get past everything he tried but that also didn’t change the predicament you got yourself into. You decided to texted your best friend telling her about what happened.

Bestie <33

I got caught ;(

Now my dad got me a babysitter

Oh cheer up,is it a guy or girl?

And are they hot?

Oh shut up.

And he didn’t even tell me so idk

Ok fine, how about

you just try getting rid of them?

Ooo, now your talking!

Just come to the mall tomorrow,

I need more outfits

Didn’t you buy some last week?

Yeah but I already wore those

Okay whatever you say

After chatting with your friend you started realising that you actually didn’t know who it was going to be. It could be some scary homeless dude your dad found on the street. You started praying it was atleast a girl, maybe you 2 could be friends. And with that you fell asleep.

“Honey wake up. Sweetie please get up” Your father shook you lightly.

“So early in the morning though” You slowly sat up on your bed,rubbing your eye to try get the tiredness out. You squinted your eyes seeing a tale, well-built man who was wearing a suit with blonde hair styled with a neat part next to your dad.

“Dad who’s this?“ you say visibly confused as you regained your eyesight.

“This is Mr Kento Nanami, he’s your new bodyguard.” Your dad sounded oddly proud for his accomplishment of finding such a well groomed bodyguard.

“But Dad he’s like 50! People are gonna think I’m dating this weirdo!”

“That’s no way to talk to your bodyguard y/n!”

“Im 17 I shouldn’t have some babysitter! I should be able to make my own decisions!”

“Sneaking out to go to a party at 3am shouldn’t be one of them!” He took a deep breath to calm himself down “Y/n, you are having him as a bodyguard and that’s final. Now if you need me I’ll be in my office” Your dad walks off leaving you and this “weirdo” in your room.

“So… your what now?”

“As your “dad” stated I’ll be your body guard. I’ll have to watch over you and make sure you don’t do anything reckless”

“Okay old man, I know my dad told you to do this but aren’t you annoyed you have to babysit me? You can just quit right now and blame it on me. I won’t mind.”

“Nice try but I already got paid so orders are orders until said otherwise. And I’m not your babysitter, I’m your bodyguard”

Man, this guy was going to be hard to convince. You thought as you looked at Nanami who was looking around the room, analysing it.

“Okay mr bento ninja could you leave my room?”

“It’s Mr Nanami to you, and I can’t just ���leave’ I was ordered to stay”

“So what your going to watch me change then?” You say raising your eyebrows while starting at him awaiting his answer.

“Of course not, don’t be childish. I’ll leave if you had told me why.” He says as he left the room and closed the door behind him.

After getting changed into a sleek bodycon dress that really complemented your look, and with some makeup,heels plus a matching purse, you were all good to go. Now to only convince your dad. Shouldn’t be hard right? Walking down the staircase with Nananmi behind you (you couldn’t help be a little disgusted), you went to your fathers office and opening the door when hearing a “come in” by him.

“Dad could you please give me my credit card back? I promise I won’t spend much” you say with a pouting face and batting your eyes. You knew he couldn’t say no.

“Sorry sweetie but rules are rules. Until I can trust you again no credit card until then.” To say you were shocked was an understatement.

“But-“

“No buts,ifs or ands. Rules are rules.”

“Can I atleast go out with f/n?”

“You can but you must take Nanami with you. He must know anything and everything you are doing, and he can and will be able to check your phone if necessary. That’s the only other rule”

“Fine.” You groan and glare at Nanami who couldn’t care less and walked off, after he nodded to your dad he followed after you.

You pull out your phone, making a quick call to your driver when you heard Nanami clear his throat. “You do know your under my care, so I should be a able to do everything for you. Ms l/n.”

“Ugh don’t call me l/n, brings back memories. Just call me y/n. And I’m just calling my driver, I need a lift to the mall.” You have gotten your mother’s last name when you were born, since your parents felt like you’d like it more, especially when you’d become someone of more importance.

“If you insist Ms y/n, and you know I can drive.”

“Yeah…no thanks I’d rather take my own driver.”

“Very well. Whatever you want.”

The car ride to the mall was quiet. Too quiet. You wanted to listen to music but kind of over thinking that the music would be too loud and Nanami would judge you. He sat on the opposite side of the car, sitting still and quiet. Why are you overthinking something you would never think twice about? Is this bento dude that intimidating? I swear he’s staring at me from the side of his eye. Ugh snap out of it. You leaned your head back and let out a small groan. This was so nerve wracking. You pulled out your phone and just opened it to check the time. The lock screen showing a picture of your mother, father and you just a happy family. You stared at it with a small smile, the picture always made you calm and relaxed. Nanami noticed and decided some small talk would be better then silence.

“Is that your mother?”

You jumped a little at his words. First not expecting him to talk and second to ask that question. “Oh uh yeah…”

“Where is she? I never seen her around before”

The fact that sentence stung was a whole different type of pain. It felt like he was making fun of you just like the kids did to you when they found out in middle school. You tried putting a fake smile up but it hurt a little too much and an ich in your throat to cry came. You quickly tried wiping away the forming tears but just opted to looking the other direction when that wasn’t working.

“She uhh, died when I was younger”

And for the first time you got some emotion out of Nanami. Surprise and more of a regret for asking that question. “Oh, sorry I wasn’t aware.” He noticed the tear on the side of your face still visible to him and got a handkerchief from his suit pocket and handed to you.

For the rest of the car ride it was more awkward and silent then before. You managed to calm down but now you were thinking what Nanami thought of you. Some spoiled brat? Probably. I mean he isn’t wrong. You zoned out looking at him and didn’t even realised till he looked back at you. “Is everything alright”

“Oh sorry! I zoned out! I tend to do that a lot.” You looked back out the window blushing from embarrassment. He shook his head and went back to his seating position.

Finally you had made it to the mall and the drive opened the door for you with Nanami fixing his suit while walking up to you. You entered the mall looking for your friend and found her at the Gucci store shopping for some shoes.

“Hey! F/n!” You quickly walked over to her giving her a hug like always.

“Who’s the old guy?” She whispers to you looking behind you to exactly point him out.

“It’s the dumb babysitter my dad got me remember?”

“He is kinda hot though.” You hit her lightly.

“Shut up. Now let’s go to Sephora, I heard there selling a new makeup pallet!”

“Quickly then! We need to get it!” She grabbed your hand as you both rushed off with Nanami keeping an eye on you both, mainly and specifically just you. You reached the aisle with just a few pallets left when you realised.

“Crap, I wasn’t allowed to get my credit card. I can’t pay for it.” You say disappointedly.

“It’s fine just take my emergency one. It has a budget of like 50k though so just be a little mindful.”

“Omg did I ever tell you that your the best?”

“No but you should start” you and f/n laughed as you went to pay before

“Not so fast. Do you think your father would let you pay with your friends credit card? There is a reason he took yours away from you.”

“Yeah but this is different. So don’t try put your reason into this. Besides if he doesn’t know then who cares.” You say and your friend nodded her head in agreement.

“Fine. If you really don’t care, I’ll call him right now” He says getting his phone out his pocket.

“Hey! Wait! I won’t use her card” you mumble quietly as you put the make up pallet away upset about it.

“Let’s go to the restroom I got to tell you something.” F/n whispered and you nodded. You both began walking, Nanami close behind. When you reached the door you both quickly entered saying something to Nanami about fixing your make up and hurried in.

“That was easier then I thought.”

“Yeah but what would he do? Enter the girls bathroom?”

You both burst of laughing, Nanami could definitely hear you both from how echoey the bathroom was but you didn’t care right now.

“We need to get rid of your babysitter. Even though he is kinda hot at all”

“Agreed, except for the last part. But atleast we know we won’t be fighting over the same guy in the future.” You say as you both laugh.

“Ok we could go clothes shopping next and since we’re basically the same size just look for everything you want and pretend it’s for me.”

“Got it, now let’s try the make up pallet you got”

“Yess!” Let’s just say you guys spend at least half an hour in there just gossiping and doing each others makeup. F/n was telling you the juiciest gossip ever when it was interrupted by a knock at the door.

“Who would be knocking to enter a public restroom?”

“Beats me” you shrug.

“Are you ladies done in there?” Of course it was Nanami who was standing the whole time just waiting for you to leave.

“Would’ve thought security took him away for being a perv”

“Same!” You both burst out laughing again before another knock stopped you. “Well let’s just go clothes shopping!” You both get up and leave the restroom after packing up. Entering the first clothing store and looking for clothes, you both went to the swim suit aisle and poor Nanami had to stand there looking at the ground while you both giggled and tried them on. You swear you could see a tint of pink on his cheeks from the embarrassment. You smirked, your plans working. Now just a matter of time. I mean what would people think of some grown man following two girls trying on bathing suits. After picking out a few you headed to the dresses and picked out a few to try. Finding one you particularly liked but didn’t know if you should get, you decided to play a little joke on Nanami, and your friend encouraging it just built up your confidence.

“Oh mr Nanami~”

“Yes Ms y/n. What is it?.”

“Do you think this dress looks nice on me?” Expecting some sort of reaction, you can certainly say you were disappointed when he just nodded and looked back to where he was looking. You frowned and rolled your eyes, “whatever”. Your friend and you finish shopping and managed to get Nanami off your back about you trying on the clothes even though your not supposed to buy anything. “It’s just for fun! It’s not like we’re hurting anyone. Besides shes going to buy them anyways” your friend agreed with you.

Of course you guys went a little overboard and bought way too many clothes to hold them all. After a good 4 hours you waved your friend goodbye and she gave you half her bags insisting you “hold them” for her and she’ll pick them up next time. Your friend secretly handing you a credit card, not having as much but enough to get you a few extra things. Nanami still swift and quick to catch up with you, you decided to try something on him. With a little bit of a dramatic effect (thank god you took acting classes).

“Oh Mr Nanami sir. Could you please hold my bags? My arms are sooo tried, I don’t think I can hold them anymore” you say looking up at him with ‘puppy dog’ eyes.

“No. I’m your body guard, not a mall porter”

“Oh Pretty please~”

“Fine.”

“Thank you!” You say delightedly as you hand him your bags and quickly rush off to another store. Using the card your friend gave you managed to buy at least 3 more bags worth of clothes, 3 with shoes, 2 with purses and accessories and that was just the starting. You kept handing Nanami bags, and he was just silently taking them and holding each one. You could tell he was getting tired and fed up with you though. Slowly and surely you noticed him getting slower from carrying all those bags and the anger was just building up. The last straw was when you showed up with another 2 bags just hanging them on his arm when suddenly

“that’s enough.”

To say that didn’t scare your soul out of you was an understatement. You were mortified.

“Enough?…”

“Enough. You are going home this instance and you will carry your bags on your own.” He was practically death staring you, leaving you speechless.

“Yeah okay…” yeah okay? Why did I say that? I should’ve told him to shut it and listen to me. What am I doing? A little too scared to say anything back, you picked up as much bags as you could, struggling to pick up some as the weight of them was way more heavier then expected. Nanami sighed and picked up the rest, escorting you out of the mall. After following you for around 6 hours and having to go through the most embarrassing things ever. He still took your bags and watched over you, maybe because it was his job, but maybe, just maybe, he actually did care.

Nevertheless, the car ride back was silent like before, even being able to hear a pin drop was possible. You got your phone out and opened a food delivery app, scrolling through the food options. Yes, you did have a personal chef at home but you wanted to eat out today. Especially being forced to eat a models diet was tiering. You felt a little bad for Nanami so you sucked up your pride and turned your head to him.

“Uh Mr Nanami, would you like to eat something?” He looked over at you before shaking his head.

“thank you Ms y/n but no.” And with that the car when quiet again.

Getting home with all those bags was a trouble waiting to happen. You should of thought of it, oh how your brain was mentally screaming at you. But thanks to mr snitch, he called your dad beforehand telling him about everything. Your were no longer allowed to hang out with your friends, they could come over but that was it. After a shouting match with your dad, you slammed the door to your room with tears in your eyes. Your almost an adult and no freedom. What was the point? Nanami on the other hand, probably doesn’t know what a slammed door means and knocked on the door before opening the door. You quickly composed yourself, opting to just wash your make up off instead of looking like a clown you and went off to your bedroom’s bathroom. You had to push Nanami out of your room to change as he wasn’t believing you, thinking you’d run off. You began doing some homework, being homeschool was easy but the homework you got was something else. Struggling on one question in particular, you didn’t notice Nanami leaning over your chair looking at the question.

“No, your doing it wrong. Here.” He scribbled a few things on the paper which somehow made perfect sense to you. You mumbled and quiet thanks “Thanks…” which he simply acknowledged with a nod.

“Mr Nanami could I tell you something?” Nanami nodded his head for you to go on.

“I’m sorry about today, and thank you for watching over me. Even though it’s your job and everything but uhh…” Here comes your dumb phase! You were sure he though you were as stupid as you sounded.

“What I’m trying to say is thank you.” You keep your eyes on your homework, scared he’d just look at you with disappointment. But you looked up and you swear you saw a teny tiny smile on his face. You smiled back as you noticed he wasn’t mad at all. Maybe things with a body guard wouldn’t be horrible after all.

Request here ;)

[sezez]

Let's talk about Exp. 1006, the Prototype. He is by far a mystery, cause I can't tell if he's really bad or good. But with some of the things he did in Chapter, I think it's safe to say that 1006 had some good intention, but right now he has bad ones.

The Prototype never cared for Catnap, he was just a tool to him:

I always had a feeling that Exp. 1006 didn't actually cared for Catnap nor the other experiments. The moment he killed Catnap I knew my assumption was true, I know others say Catnap sacrifice himself for the Prototype. But if we look back at the ARG, the story of Theodore Grambell and how he became Catnap, it tells me something.

Many assume that 1006 is good and that he did cared for the orphans because he saved Theodore rather than escaping when he had the chance. But to me, I think this is the Prototype scheming something.

I believe that the reason why 1006 saved Theodore is because he knew Theo was one of the candidates picked to be Catnap. And when Theo did became Catnap, that only help 1006 take advantage. He knows since he saved Catnap, he will follow every command 1006 tells him and will do everything and anything for him.

I believe that 1006 never really cared for Catnap, he just needed him to make his plan work.

And when Catnap got defeated by the Protagonist, getting electrocuted and burned like he did when he was human, the Prototype came down and pretended he was gonna help him like he did last time.

But it was a trick, 1006 took this opportunity and kill Catnap so he can combine his body to his own.

And I had a feeling that the reason why Mommy Long Legs seem terrified of 1006 when she was getting killed, is because she knew what he was after all along and she did not want that.

I believe that after the Hour of Joy, the Prototype showed his true colors to the other experiments and that's what made them fear and hate him (aside from Catnap and possibly a few others).

The Prototype isn't Elliot Ludwig, or atleast not anymore:

As much as there are many hints to Elliot being the Prototype, I still have my doubts. Yes, it's most likely that Elliot is out of the picture by the time the Bigger Body Initiative started, and I do believe that Elliot is perhaps the Prototype.

And maybe he became the Prototype as a way to escape, after all, he does seem rather suspicious and a new discovery was unfold to the public such as a dead boy inside his home. So, he volunteered to become Exp. 1006 to escape the law or he was getting too old. And in Matpat's video, he forgot who he was and turn against the scientist. And yet, the Prototype we meet in the game is different, he doesn't seem to care for the toys at all, taking any opportunity to strike them even though he is the reason why they're free from experimentation.

So, what am I trying to say here?

Well, I have this theory that the Prototype is like a parasite, needing a host to survive. Or let's say, if the original owner dies, someone can take it's place.

I don't have much evidence, but it's rather unique that 1006 can mimic voices. However it'd all being controlled by one person, and that got me thinking.

If Elliot Ludwig is infact 1006, which explains why Harley said there is something precious inside 1006's core, then why did he change? Why did he became evil after seemingly saving the toys and stopping the scientists to continue experimenting? He was a kind man, so why the sudden change?

Well, I believe that the Prototype in the past (before Playtime Co.'s downfall) is NOT the same as the one in the present (During the Game).

I think that maybe during the Hour Of Joy, the og person in 1006 died and someone took it's place.

That sounds crazy right? I know, since Poppy Playtime seems to be more on experimental and science kind of horror rather than ghosts and possession like in FNAF. But who knows?

Exp. 1006, the Prototype has been going after only one goal, to be human again:

Y'know how in Poppy Playtime, the scientists turns humans into toys, right?

So, is it possible for a toy to become human again?

It may seem impossible, but it was the same with the Bigger Body Initiative. Harley said it was to other people, but he proved them wrong. And you must be wondering, why does the Prototype want to become human again?

The answer is quite simple, to escape the factory.

That pretty much makes sense, cause what would you do if you were trapped inside a factory filled with hungry toys for a decade? You would want to escape too. I believe 1006 was the one who sent the letter to the Protagonist after finding out they're still alive, I think he did this so he can see if the Protag's body will be a good vessel for him.

Perhaps he'd done this before, wether the person was a employee or not, he send out the letter and see what they're made of. And if they fail, he'll try again with another one.

And it seems like the Protagonist is the perfect vessel, capable to do the impossible.

[satorisoup]

yaayayyay hai again lene!!

what are a few songs that are/would be on koene's playlist :3

do u like carnivals/amusement parks? if yes,, what are ur favourite rides :0

TMNT. didn't plan any q's. Um. any headcanons that are 100% canon to u. what are some of ur fav things about/moments for donnie !!! Feel Free 2 Explain and Ramble as much as u'd like. 🙂‍↕️🫵 if u think it'll make this post long I will also accept a separate post of just tmnt. i do want rhe tmnt thoguh.👍👍

UWAHHH NIA MY PRECIOUS PETUNIA !! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ omigoodness… i fear i could not stop the ramble with this one !! you are spoiling me with such lovely questions !! ^_^ YEOW !!

koene playlist ?

oki so, i don’t have like a list of songs for a playlist because i for some reason am not good with that but !! i do have atleast one specific special song that i associate with each selfship so i will give you koene’s mwuehehe !! :3 if i ever do have a list of songs though… you will be the first to know nia 🙂‍↕️

so, the number one song on there is definitely somethin’ stupid by frank sinatra !! in all of my previous themes, that was the song i incorporated because it just reminds me of koene soso much SOB !! </3

i also have a song a associate with keilene’s first dance at their wedding !! :0

also, this is just something silly for you but have you heard bokuto’s dub ( ian sinclair ) singing before ?? if you haven’t i’m about to change your life nia… PLEASE IGNORE what’s going on in the video HELP ?? but he sounds so delicious and EXACTLY like bokuto YAHOO yummy :3 i’ve been obsessed with it since i first heard it in 2021 >//< here’s the linkiedink 🍓 !!

carnivals / amusement parks ?

YES !! i love amusement parks as long as it’s not scorching hot and super duper busy </3 waiting in those lines is a treacherous task for me i fear…

my favorite rides !! i love big super fast rollar coasters, those are my favorite !! also those rides that specifically make your stomach drop & make you tingly ?? like the big ones that drop you from super high up ?? those are supa fun !!

idk if you know what knotts berry farm is but they have a ride called “ supreme scream ” which drops you from 252 feet up almost all the way down before it bounces you ?? its like a big version of those bouncy kiddy rides ^_^

and then the most famous rides they have there are ghost rider & silver bullet THEY ARE SOSOSO MUCH FUN !! T^T if you ride ghost rider at night, it goes faster which is super fun and its VERY fast and long which is always a blast 🙂‍↕️ silver bullet is also extremely fast and your feet dangle when you ride it, very very fun i love it YAHOO !!

tmnt ?

oh goodness nia… you have awoken a beast in me… that beast being the never ending tmnt rambling lene AWOOO !! 🐺 please bare with me im sure this is a lot to read… ouh… very sorry </3

headcanons first YEOW YEAGHH !! 🫨

donnie :

— this guy… this handsome nerd… this man. it is canon in the 2012 verse, but in all verses for me i like to believe he has a tooth gap <3 tooth gaps are so attractive to me :>

— he collects mugs 👍 he probably has multiple different mugs with random sayings on them that he uses to drink his coffee !!

— sleeper build YEOWWW !!!! he’s supposed to be the lanky one ( which is why i love him ) but you can see it in his arms that he’s incredibly strong… he has nice biceps that aren’t necessarily prominent to the eye but they’re definitely there… see images below… yummy :3

— he needs glasses 100% 🙂‍↕️ but the reason why he needs glasses is because he started wearing random ones he found that were definitely not his prescription, so now he actually needs them sigh T^T canon glasses wearer in the mutant mayhem & bayverse but i definitely doubt those were his prescription…

— probably has a couple of burn scars from his experiments going wrong… mayhaps even a scar on his face from it…

— speaking of scars i think he busted his lip once when training so, lip scar… yes… hold i must draw it for you methinks 🫵

yeah… yeagh toji ? no. donatello hamato hes so beautiful i want him to be my boyfriend do you think he’d say yes be honest hahah… !!

— i feel like he’s very sarcastic which is pretty canon i think ( ?? ) considering the amount of jokes he made in the 2012 ver teehee :> that one sound on tiktok that went viral… nobody else knew where it came from BUT I DID !! IT WAS DONNIE !! I KNEW !! YES !! linkiedink 🍓 for what im talking about YEOW !!

— absolutely love the ideas of the little freckles/marks ( ? ) on him too in every universe !!

— flexible, i feel like he could do the splits ?? but also flexible in a way where its considered creepy, like bending his fingers all the way back and being able to curl in on himself ^_^

— obsessed with olive green donnie, i absolutely adore it !! the olive skin tone definitely brings out the mask color :> also has amber eyes in every universe, very deep and very pretty !!

— has a very nice voice, will read for you to sleep, very soothing and very caring for his partner !! YIPEPEE !!

raph :

i can’t even explain how much i love him and how much i want to smooch him and have him be my boyfriend but trust me the feelings are there 👍👍👍 i love him <3

— FANGS !!!!! fangs fangs fangs YEOWOWW !! absolutely obsessed with the idea that he has one poking out at all times :> sharp teeth for a sharp guy mhm mhm 🙂‍↕️

hold on… must draw this for you too… yes 🫵

yeah !! the fangs AWOO they are there… they are sharp

— is it impractical for a mutant turtle to have piercings ? maybe… do i think he has an eyebrow ( ? ) piercings ? yes !! ^_^ i think this guy likes piercings, probably has a lip one too mhm :3

— his mask is torn up… canon in 2012 because it just fits him so much !! i also feel like the bottom of his mask is a bit more pointy especially by the eyes <3

— definitely has a lot of scars !! the lips and on his eye, he’s a fighter so he’s definitely gotten some battle scars to show :3

— CRACKED !! SHELL !! ALL OVER !! i know im naming a lot of canon things but i want more </3 more cracks, more scars… more more more !!

— i get the feeling he can cook… idk what he’s cooking in the sewers but he has some serious talent that i sense ??

— strongest in terms of physical strength, he has leo beat >_< raw, defined, big muscles, maybe even beefy moobs… turtle moobs… toobs ?? he has man shell pecs… yeah !!

— secretly likes plushies, has a couple on his bed but always leaves his door locked from the inside, keeps a key on him… they’re soft and make good pillows what can he say ??

— this was inevitable but very protective over his partner, does NOT allow anyone to yell or disrespect them whatsoever !!

— JERSEY ACCENT OMIGOODNESS. absolutely has that lil jersey tang to his voice ouhhhh :3 also the toothpick thats always in his mouth in bayverse… yeah…all universes…CANON FOR ME !! YES !!

the headcanons ramble ends here because i fear i am YAPPING i feel very bad… very sorry … ouh </3 i could come up with more about them personally/in relationships maybe if you ever want to hear please send an askie i will do it for you nia nya👍👍👍

fav donnie moments ?

— 2007 donnie and his job… poor guy… it’s not that kind of phone line !! >:3 linkiedink 🍓

— SMOOOOTH donatello HELP he is so silly T^T linkiedink 🍓

— him vs tigerclaw was so good, just absolutely loved season 3 and his whole vision quest outfit !! linkiedink 🍓

— angry donnie vs visioso, such a good scene !! the whole voice drop, mhm mhm yummy <3 linkiedink 🍓

— the underwater “ not that kind of sub ” scene will always be famous to me it was so funny to me at the time PLS </3 linkiedink 🍓

oki, now here are some edits for you because i can’t help myself :3 they’re not the most amazing ever but the idea is there… i had to share…ouh… ^_^

2012 raph here & here & HERE

— he is so… <3333333333 !!!! :3

2012 donnie here & here

— THE SCENE OF HIM WALKING BACKWARDS OUHHHH YEAGH !!!! WOOO YEAH !!

bayverse raph here

— bayverse raph… gosh… i want him to carry me on his shoulders he is so huge and beefy and boyfriend… yummy T^T

2007 raph (& leo ??) here & here

— i absolutely LOVED raphs 2007 design so much, his costume was soso cool PHEWWW YEOWWWZA !! ^_^ :3 >_< :p >//<

bayverse edit here

— this entire edit is just so cool… i had to share it… i love love love… yes !! <3

and that ends my seemingly endless tmnt ramble again i am so sorry i got carried away… hides behind hands while i sob… forgive me nia </3

also i am so glad you understand me because it seems as though many do not !! my best friend absolutely hates when i talk about anything to do with it and calls me a weirdo so… heh… i will take my chances here on tumblr.com 🙂‍↕️🫵

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS NIA !! & thank you for letting me ramble SOB </3 i absolutely cherish you and appreciate you teehee !! :3 wishing you the bestest day and giving you many hugs ma love !! MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓

[a-wholelotta-love]

Totnt 1938 Finale! Part 2!

This one is for my cry fest! Everything I liked about totnt's finale has been discussed in part 1. I am purely going to cry and crib here. So anyone who loved the entirety of it, just skip this post.

Starting off, I am someone who watched the season 2 of Totnt just for Rangie baby! The 2020 Rang who died at the end of the 1st season and kinda took a part of my heart with him while dying. I watched the entire 2nd season in hopes that he will somehow get a better ending. That he will get to come back and live as himself rather than a reincarnation who has no memories of said life. Despite people in the show clearly mentioning that the future won't change; Being extremely optimistic, I kept believing that it has to change. How does the future not change when you alter the events in the past 🥲.

I am forever going to be heartbroken over the fact that my 2020 Rang did not even get a chance. Did not get to ever live happily with his brother or his family. And i can't help but be heart broken over the fact that even 1938 Rang is supposed to somehow meet the same fate in 2020. I really don't know how that makes sense but it sure as hell did not make me happy.

As long as my boy's fate actually ends like this, I can't be completely happy. It will forever hurt me. Yeon going back to the future and being happy with his love is all fine with me. Coz i knew it would happen. They never disregard Yeon's happiness after all. He got to go back in time and mend his relationship with his brother. And then he comes back to the one he loves the most. Everything working in our hero's favour. Like always.

I just needed my boy to be there too. Why not give us that.. Why not 🥲

Also, Just to make it perfectly clear, I hate 1938 Yeon. I hate that dude. His reaction when he hears Rang has less time left was this. He legit had the audacity to say forget it and then went back to lie down on the freaking sofa.

And then the moment, our precious yeon hears about Ah-eum. He gets up and packs his bags. At this point, If i could strangle this lee yeon, I would.

Be it 2020 yeon or 1938 yeon, he does not deserve Rang's love.. The only one who was a little decent to be getting it is 2023 yeon and to an extent his behavior is guided by the guilt he feels.

Every single time, in the end I have to see my boy crying and saying goodbye to his brother. The brother he loves more than the whole world and the brother who will always love him a little less. I have at this point, obviously, tried making my peace with the fact that Yeon won't ever love Rang the way or the much Rang loves him. But I am so enraged about the fact that my 1938 Rangie will go ahead and give all his love to this douchebag 1938 Yeon who could not even get up from the sofa after hearing that his brother has less time left.

While everything seems so happy about the ending of totnt 1938. This is still the last memory that i shall have of my Rang as per timeline.

It hurts me. In my mind, I am now going to create two Rangs and atleast try to believe that the 1938 one got to have his happily ever after with his mermaid and that his douchebaggy brother will maybe someday turn out to be a little nicer and that he never died in 2020. Because I can't be happy knowing that no matter what changed, everyone still lives in a 2023 where Lee Rang does not exist.

[jaiistg]

Draco malfoy with a Teruhashi like reader

"in the mist of the crowds and the shapes in the clouds,I don't see nobody but you."

•Okay so first of all when you were new to Hogwards DRACO LITERALLY DESPITED YOU.Not because you were a mudblood (okay maybe a little bit) but because YOU were in gryffindor.

•He hated your ego,and I mean it.He hates the way that you always have perfect grades, beautiful smile,a flawless face,that beautiful blue eyes,and god your skills...Wait what was he thinking?! He was supposed to hate you!

•it all changed when you fainted in his arms because you were so exhausted.Why? Because you didn't wanted to disappoint your fanboys.It made him feel bad for you and he carried you all the way to his room and told everyone to fuck off.

•He sometimes helps you with your studies without you asking.He knows that you stay up late at night just to have perfect grades.

•He always knew you were a people pleaser right when you were new.Even when he was mean to you or anyone was you would still forgive them or respond nicely.He would sometimes acknowledge you to not let them stomp right over you.But you,being the people pleaser you are didn't do it,you knew being mean to one person or atleast standing up for yourself would ruin your reputation.And he totally understanded that<33

•Whenever you feel insecure of yourself he wanna tell you so goddamn bad that he loves every.single.thing about you.

•Even When the world is against you he'll always stand right by your side and protect you no matter what (not like he's brave enough to say it tho😭grow some ego my boy)

•Honestly,he didn't know he had fallen for you,that was until he found himself looking for you,everytime you were in a crowd where there were lots of people,for some reason reason all he see is you and nobody else.

•And boy...when he found out that he liked you BRO WAS IN DENIAL.It took alot of convincing but he learned to accept it somehow

•tbh,he would get jealous whenever he finds out a guy likes you.which is not new because your a popular girl and its totally normal ! However,when he found out that he liked you, he LITERALLY death glared the guys that liked you.He knew that they didn't stand any chance against him but still !! It annoys him so damn much like go die bitch,go find another girl to like shes already taken by me (SOMEDAY)

•When he finally confessed to you,IT WAS HELLA AWKWARD I MEAN ITS THE FIRST TIME HE EVER CONFESSED HIS FEELINGS TO A GIRL 🤷‍♀️ You still found it cute tho and accepted his confession 🫂. (Poor draco was blushing and can't even look you in the eye)

•When you guys are FINALLY official,you would point at random cute shits and say "Look Draco its us!!" "Yes love"

•He would always put efforts in your relationship and a good listener.You guys were there for eachother no matter what.

•He is really glad that your able to show your true self to him and open up!<33

•HE LOVESS YOUR GOSSIPSS LIKE "Babe you know *****?" "Yeah what about them?" "WELL THEY-" He can't help but smile everytime he gets to hear you voice

•Your a lalalalalalala girl,he is an okokokokok boy.I can already imagining him being an lalalalalalala whenever he's with you tho !

•He felt like his life was finally completed after you became his.He wouldn't know what to do without you :(( his precious and sweet girlfriend ! (Pls never break up with him)

Author's note: PLS DON'T FLOP I PUTTED ALOT OF EFFORT INTO THISS☹️💔

[sometimesireallydontknow]

DAY 1

I Look up at the ceiling, can't see much yet but my mom is smiling down at me for the first time.

Year 1

I look up at the ceiling and smile, its my mom again and she's so happy its blinding me.

Year 2

I look up at the ceiling and its a little quiet right now but my mom is there and she's singing to me and ao i smile again and im so happy im shinning.

Year 3

I look up at the ceiling and my Dad is there, he looks a little tired and someones crying but i dont think its mom, I smile at him and i think he smiles back

Year 4

I look up at the ceiling and theres someone new, Dad says he's my little brother, I look and I smile , he looks just like Mom, maybe he's the one who was crying? MY Little brother.

Year 5

I look up at the sky and Laugh, im twirling in my favorite dress and my little brother is laughing with me.

Year 6

I Look up at the ceiling and wonder why theres so much yelling lately, im not scared, its just that Dad is speaking a little louder and Mom a little Quietly.

Year 7

I look up at the ceiling, my brother is in my arms and i sing him to sleep, he doesnt need to hear the yelling, its not that serious, and im not crying.

Year 8

I look up at the ceiling and im scared, im crying but my baby brother is asleep and i cant wake him, so i hum my favorite song and i wish the bruises go away a bit faster this time.

Year 9

I look up at the ceiling and i wonder what it would be like to be in another family, if it would be better if i could just leave.

Year 10

I look up at the ceiling and i paint a smile on, my Dad says im useless, my mom says im overweight so i stop eating a bit, but its okay because my brother says im the brightest star in the sky.

Year 11

I look up at the ceiling and fix the crack in my smile, I love my dad, its not his fault that i failed, its okay cause i deserved it, (not really) Atleast my brother is happy.

Year 12

I look up at the ceiling and wonder why im still here.

Year 13

I look up at the ceiling and maybe i wont live past 20. But my brother is still here and maybe i cant help but cry.

Year 14

I look up at the ceiling and the year goes in a blur of fake smiles and hopeless dreams.

Year 15

I look up at the ceiling, 15 years is a long time.

Year 16

I look up at the ceiling and i had a panic attack at school, i told them what happens at home, My brother HATES me now, i cry a bit harder tonight.

They call home, im scared, my brother says i screwed up cause theyll take him and me and we wont see mom again. ( she whispers in his ears).

It doesnt help, sometimes it makes my life just a bit harder if i tell.

Year 17

I look up at the ceiling and i cry, im a failure, im useless and sometimes i wish i stopped at 13, 15, 17.

Year 18

I look up at the ceiling and wow. Im paying rent now, its a bit different now,he's become a little more irrelevant to me, (she didn't help me), im scared, its hard and i can't focus.

Year 19

I look up at the ceiling, and ive been working with kids for a year, How could someone hurt something so small? So precious? So innocent? (Did i do something wrong? Was i not enough?)

I love my job,

Sometimes i forget that my brother grew up in the same house.

Year 20

I look up at the ceiling, im 20 years old. My brother is 18 years old, i said sorry to him last week, he forgave me, he apologized and i forgave him too. We can't help it, the anger is so deep inside that its hard to keep it away sometimes. Im still angry and bitter, but im 20 i can work on it. He's 57 and he'll never change, 20 years , my whole life and i cant remember that first smile my mother ever gave me.

She's still here but she was never really there, My brother is all i have and sometimes i really wish she wouldn't have stayed even if we werent't born. ( im happy now, im still stuck at home but now my brother stands tall on his own and so do i, it takes time and i still have a long way to go.) Im 20 and i have all my life left, he's 57 andhes's gonna be angry and bitter the rest of his.

[kid-az]

Sunny’s dad (Atleast the ones that are abusive/mean) be like:

Sunny & Mari’s Dad: I am not crazy! I knew he disguised it as suicide. I knew it was stair’s. One after Magna Carta. As if I could ever make such a mistake. Never. Never! I just - I just couldn't prove it. He covered his tracks, he got that idiot at the flower house down the street to lie for him. You think this is something? You think this is bad? This? This chicanery? He's done worse. That violin! Are you telling me that an instrument just happens to break like that? No! He orchestrated it! Sunny! He ate microwaved steak! And I saved him! And I shouldn't have. I took him into my own firm! What was I thinking? He'll never change. He'll never change! Ever since he was 12, always the same! Couldn't keep his hands out of the cash drawer! But not our Sunny! Couldn't be precious Sunny! Stealing us blind! And HE gets to be an artist!? What a sick joke! I should've stopped him when I had the chance! …And you, you have to stop him! You-

*Proceeds to get dragged out of the court room to calm down*

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CAN YOUR FATHER DO THIS ?

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HOW TO CREATE 8 POWERS ? 1. To Withdraw  2. Let go  3. Tolerate  4. Accept  5.  Discern 6. To Decide  7. 

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HOW TO INCULCATE 7 QUALITIES ?   1. Purity 2. Peace 3. Power 4. Love 5. Happiness 6. Bliss 7. Knowledge.

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6. Transparency 7. Credibility Loyal 8. Self Respect 9. Character  10. Morals Values Principles 11.

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Royal Introspection  36. Introvert   37. Donate   38. Fearlessness   39. Patience   40. Profoundness   41.

Obedience  42. Egolessness 43. Solitude  44. Silence  45. Farsightedness  46. Divine Uplift   47. Calm Wisdom

Mindfulness   48.  Tiredlessness   49.  Renunciation  50.  Surrender  51. Detached  Observer  52. Trustworthiness

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अपने किरदार पर  डाल कर परदा,  हर शख्स कह रहा  जमाना खराब है ! 

उन्हें गुमान कि ये उड़ान कुछ नहीं, हमें यकीन की ये आसमान कुछ नहीं ! 

BE YOUR OWN LIGHT. The World is Changed by your EXAMPLE  NOT BY YOUR OPINION. 

स्व परिवर्तन से  विश्व परिवर्तन !

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अगर कोई आपकी कीमत  ना समझे तो निराश  न हो क्योंकि कबाड़ी के  व्यापारी को  हीरे  की  परख नही होती !

Character, Loyalty & Integrity are RARE To Find. 

IF U WANT TO SHINE LIKE SUN.  U MUST BURN LIKE SUN FIRST.

मंज़िलें ख्वाब बनकर रह जाये ! इतना बिस्तर से प्यार मत करना !

World suffers due to Silence of GOOD People like U.

जिसको कमतर  समझते रहे हो ! मिलके देखो कहीं  तुमसे बेहतर न हो !

MORE IS  lost by Indecision than Wrong Decision.

किसी के लिए  कुर्बान होना  कठिन नहीं है !  मुश्किल है ऐसा शख्स  ढूंढना जो उस समर्पण का हकदार हो !

लोहा जितना तपता है, उतनी ही ताकत भरता है !

सोने को जितनी आग लगे वो उतना प्रखर निखरता है !

हीरे पर जितनी  धार लगे  वो उतना खूब चमकता है !

मिट्टी का बर्तन पकता है,  तब धुन पर खूब  खनकता है !

सूरज जैसा बनना है तो, सूरज जितना जलना होगा ! 

कर्म में गर सच्चाई है तो कर्म कहां निष्फल होगा !

कुछ ज्यादा वक्त लगेगा पर संघर्ष जरुर सफल होगा !

विरासत में तो वसीयत, जमीन, जायदाद और दौलत मिलती है लेकिन पहचान अपने दम पर बनानी पड़ती हैं !

सवाल तो बस इतना सा है कि  इस संसार को छोड़ने के बाद आपको  किसलिए याद रखा जाएगा ? THINK  DEEPLY.

अदब की  मांग थी,  तहज़ीब ने झुकाया था ! 

गुमां ये न रखना कि,  तुमने मुझे हराया था !

सच को  ख़रीदने की सबकी ताकत नहीं होती ! अफसोस कि हुनर सड़कों पर  तमाशा करता है और किस्मत महलों में राज !

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क्या हार में क्या जीत में,  किंचित नहीं  भयभीत मैं !  संघर्ष पथ पर  जो मिले, यह भी सही  वह भी सही !

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Surely हमें देखकर U will have Courtesy & Curiosity to ask what am I doing ?

हमें विश्वास है कि आप जल्दी ही हमसे मिलने आयेंगे !

अच्छी किताबें और अच्छे लोग तुरंत समझ में नहीं आते ! पहले उन्हें अच्छे से पढ़ना पड़ता है !

सवाल ये नहीं रफ्तार किसकी कितनी है ! सवाल ये है कि  सलीक़े से  कौन चलता है !

उड़ान वालो  उड़ानों पे वक़्त भारी है !

परों की अब के नहीं  हौसलों की बारी है !

लक्ष्य न ओझल होने पाये,  कदम मिलाकर चल !

मंजिल तेरे पग चूमेगी,  आज नहीं तो कल !

तू क़यामत  तक  धरने पर बैठ  ऐ  क़िस्मत ! 

मैं कोशिशों से  कभी  इस्तीफ़ा  नहीं दूँगा ! 

अगर  मेहनत  आदत  बन जाये ! 

तो कामयाबी मुकद्दर बन जाती है !

THANKS & OBLIGED for 2400 Gentlemen Specially 900 Dignified Ladies those Good person came & asked

What am I Performing ?

It's highly APPRECIATED.

जो लोग हमसे मिल कर गये हैं आप लोगों से केवल इतना ही पूछना था कि आप लोग व आपके बच्चे कब हमारा CLASS JOIN करने वाले हैं ?

अब तक आप के जवाब का  इन्तजार कर रहा हूँ ! 

हमें भरोसा है कि  आप लोग जल्दी ही  JOIN करेंगे !

देर आयें हैं अब दुरूस्त आइयेगा ! 

वक़्त निकलने क��� बाद कद्र की जाए तो वो अफ़सोस कहलाता है !

IF U  APPROACHED  ME, YOU SHOULD  MEAN  IT. Sometimes  LATER  becomes  NEVER.

हमें उम्मीद है कि 1 CRORE ₹ आपके बच्चों के व्यक्तित्व विकास व चरित्र निर्माण से बढकर नहीं है !

अभी नहीं तो कभी नहीं ! NOW OR NEVER.

उम्र भर हम यही गलती करते रहे !

धूल चेहरे पे थी आईना  साफ करते रहे ! 

लम्हों ने  खता की थी !  सदियों ने  सजा पाई है ! 

सच के साथ चलिए  तो वक्त भी  आपके साथ चलेगा !

दोगे नही तो मिलेगा भी नही ! देना सीखो दोस्त !

जिंदगी में बडी शिद्दत से निभाओ अपना किरदार कि परदा गिरने के बाद भी  तालियाँ  बजती रहे ! 

Don't Feel bad  If Someone  Rejects U,  People Usually  Reject Expensive things as they can't Afford them.

Rejection Doesn't mean You Are Not Good Enough, It Means d other person failed to notice what u have to Offer.

सत्य की नाव डगमगाती जरूर है लेकिन कभी डूबती नहीं !

आदमी साधनो से नही  साधना से, भवनो से नही  भावना से, उच्चारण से नही  उच्च आचरण से महान बनता है !

ख़ुदी को कर बुलंद इतना कि  हर तक़दीर से पहले ! ख़ुदा बंदे से ख़ुद पूछे  बता तेरी रज़ा क्या है ?

Join Us Now or Never.

कुछ ही देर की खामोशी है ! फिर कानों में शोर आएगा ! तुम्हारा तो सिर्फ वक्त है ! हमारा दौर आएगा !

दृढ़ निश्चय वाला व्यक्ति ही इतिहास रचता है !

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER  THAN WORDS.

सत्य परेशान हो सकता है, पराजित नहीं !

I AM LOOKING FOR  GOOD  STUDENTS  ONLY.

जिन लोगों की  हिम्मत नियमित प्रतिदिन सुबह 1 Hour Morning Walk लगातार बिना एक दिन छुट्टी किए  21 दिन की है

वो महान लोग 2074 Days Means 5 Years & 9 Months Daily Regular 5 PM - 8 AM 15 Hours At A Stretch चाहें मानसून, जाड़ा, गर्मी,

बरसात हो या दो बार Lock  Down हो लगातार बिना एक दिन छुट्टी किए  Public  Place पर  मैंने  कैसे  बिताया ? एक  दिन  जरूर  समझेंगे !

किसी के ना  होने का  एहसास  सबको है ! मगर मौजूदगी की  कद्र  किसी को भी नहीं ! एक बार स़ोचियेगा जरूर !

दौलत तो ले के  निकले हो तुम  जेब में मगर ! मुमकिन नहीं किसी का मुक़द्दर  ख़रीद लो !

मान्यवर,  महाशय हमें अपने  अक्ल की घंटी  बजानी होगी !

Sir, महोदय हमें अपने दिमाग का ढक्कन खोलना होगा !

साहेब,  हुजूर हमें  सुधरना होगा !

कुलीन,  सज्जनों अब हमें  होश मे आना होगा !

माननीय,  गणमान्य, भद्रपुस्र्षों अब हमें आलस्य त्याग  गहरी नींद से जागना होगा !

शिष्ट, Gentlemen Morning Bed पर देर तक सोते रहने के लिए हमें लज्जा शर्म आनी चाहिए ! 

स्वामी, आदरणीय, मालिक अब हमें  Daily  Morning  Walk करने का साहस दिखाना होगा !

प्रभु, सरकार अब हमें  Illusion  भ्रम छोड़  परिपक्व Mature बनना होगा !

श्रीमान, जनाब हमें पूरा भरोसा है कि हम अब समझदारों की तरह जिंदगी जीयेंगे !

साहिब  हमें अपना EGO, अहंकार छोड़ देना चाहिए !

Boss, महानुभाव हमें विश्वास है कि हम अपने बच्चों की जिंदगी बर्बाद नही करेंगे ! उनका मजाक नहीं बनायेंगे !

6 सालों से 15 घण्टे AT A STRETCH CONTINUOUS Daily का अथक परीश्रम आपके समक्ष प्रस्तुत है !

वो शिकवे जो मैंने किये नहीं ! सारी उम्र तुम पर कर्ज रहेंगे !

जागो युवा जागो ! जागो युवाओं के माता जी, पिताजी, दादी जी, दादा जी जागो !

अप्प दीपो भव ! KARMA Has no Menu. U get Served What U DESERVE.

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I remember when I was first watching season 5 of My Hero Academia and I remember watching the episodes where they showed atleast pieces of the backstory (if not the full backstory), and all of the backstories I've watched intrigued me. However, in all honesty, Tomura Shigaraki's backstory hits different and has made me realize some similarities between Shigaraki and I, such as itching when stressed. I also have been recently thinking about writing about him recently, as well. I actually never thought I was gonna write a fanfic about him, which I'm not sure why, however I'm definitely looking forward to writing about him right now🧤👁️ So, I hope you enjoy this fanfic with Shigaraki my Tumblr Peeps😁👍

🧤I Just Want The Pain To Go Away👁️ ((Adult) Tomura Shigaraki (aka, Tenko Shimura) x Any Gender Reader)

Genres: Dark Angst (Warning⚠️: Contains Really Dark Parts Of This Fic, Language, Depending on The Reader's Imagination, Murder, Violence, and Blood (and possibly gore)

Your mom was there for you when you needed her, she means well, and she's your friend, however there's the issue, if not some issues. She controlled you on atleast, a couple of your past relationships to the point where two broke up with you, while one of them, you got frightened to the point where you broke up with someone due to fear of abandonment and your mother didn't help, except to only control your decisions and put tons of fears and doubts in your head where you became discouraged from being I relationships period. You vowed to yourself that you will never confide in your mom anymore just to keep her happy, you felt.

However, it all changed one day. You we're all alone in the park sitting all by yourself on a bench when a man with hair colors either greyish blue or white hair (which you were so skittish you couldn't tell the exact hair color), who also looked like he had very chapped skin, including his face, was approaching you, as you're trembling in fear. He was introducing himself as he said, "Hello, it's okay. Don't be scared. I want to be your friend. My name is Tenko Shimura, but call me Tomura Shigaraki, please", then as he held his hand to you as he continued, "Now what's your name, my angel in disguise?". You then felt safe for the first time in a long time due to his presence as you said, "Hi. My name is (Any Gender Reader Name), Mr. Shigaraki sir...". Then you explained about you past relationships and other stuff.

When Shigaraki heard what you said he did got a little angry, however he did apologized for his anger, then he explained, "It just it makes me angry that parents do this to their own children like that! Relationship or not! You don't need to worry, (Any Gender Reader Name), my angel in disguise. I have no intentions on hurting you. I truly feel that your mom is manipulating you, even if she is trying to protect you. If anyone does hurt you, especially your mom, I will decay them to dust. I truly promise, I will makesure no one hurts you again and if they hurt you, I will make damn sure it will be the last time they do! In first sight, I want to take care of you.". You then feel a sense of security with someone for the first time ever, aside from your mom. You then began to realize that Shigaraki is right about your mom. This became a start of a beautiful friendship between you and Shigaraki.

Shigaraki and you did alot together. You're the only person who's not part of the League of Villains that he truly cares about and you basically felt the same way, in a very long time. You're like a precious diamond to him, and as time went by, he became very precious to you as well. While he's the first one to ever treat you like a human being, you treated him like a human being, as well. You started to feel right about being close to him and you even asked him to date you. Ofcourse he told you, yes. You're pretty much the only one he loves in first sight, to be fair.

You never told your mom about Shigaraki, because you knew your mom will smuther you to no end and will want your relationship to be her way only, to the point where your relationship with Shigaraki would be broken up and done for (and it exactly seems like it's exactly how your mom wanted all of your relationships turn out to be, which is the worst part). So, when you do go hangout with and see him, to even get out of your own home, you basically feel like you had to lie to her saying things, such as, "I'm going to the zoo.", "Oh. I'm going for a walk in the woods.", I'm going to go swimming in the river", etc... And when you don't go anywheres, you wait for you mom to leave home and makesure your aware that she will be gone for a few hours before you do invite Shigaraki over to your place. No matter what he has to do, he is always happy to see you, plus he understands how you feel about your mom perfectly well and he hasn't even met her yet.

Shigaraki, even loves you, so much, he even made you some homemade romantic cards for you. You also loved him, so much, you appreciated the cards he got for him, and you always have a special spot where you hide the romantic cards he made for you. Everything he did for you, everytime he got to see you, everytime you got to see him, you name it. All of the memories with him made you feel alive and special and he feels the same way about his memories with you.

On how he learned to use a cellphone, you definitely taught him how to use a cellphone, obviously. You taught him everything you know and all because of you, he has also learned patience with using a cellphone and how to use it. Just, as much as you appreciate everything he does for you, he appreciates everything you do for him, as well.

One night after you got home from one of you date days with Shigaraki, you went to your room to look for all of the homemade romantic cards he made for you, so you can still feel like home, since anything pertaining him or made by him keeps you calm, happy, and sane. When you go look in your special spot, you noticed and became shocked that all of the homemade romantic cards he made for you are not in there. Then you heard an angry voice shouted , "Is there something you're looking for?!", then when you turn yourself around, it was your mom who said this as she was entering your room homemade the remaining homemade romantic card and the most special homade romantic card.

With an angry and smug look on your mom's face, she then stated, "I knew you have been lying to me all along and I warned you that, if I find out you're dating and/or seeing someone behind my back and/or you date someone I approve of, there's going to be hell to pay, young lady!". You started to tremble in fear, however you shouted at your mom saying,"Mom! I'm over twenty one years of age! Stop smuthering me!". Your mom then rolled her eyes then replied, "I don't care about if you're an adult now or not, (Any Gender Reader Name)! You're my child and you're born as, (Reader's Imagination of what ((s)he/they) is born with and/or born as) and you're my child!".

You got upset as you said, "That shouldn't matter. You can't run my life forever, just because I'm your (Reader's Imagination of what ((s)he/they) is born with and/or born as)! Just stop it, please!". You mom then got more angry as she yelled, "Oh, yes, I can, young lady, because this is my fucken, house, and your my fucken, "I don't fucken care how you feel, unless it's something I want to fucken, hear!". You're feeling very stressed and afraid right now, as you knew you had to something, however you're unsure what decision to make yet.

Your mom then took a pillow from the living as she said, "And if you don't do exactly as i fucken tell you and also break up with this man you're with, then I will have to physically smuther you!". Then as you're cellphone rang, your mom grabbed your cellphone knowing it was Shigaraki trying to call you, then she smashed into pieces! You started sobbing as your mom went, now where were we, young lady?!"

Now it's up to the reader to read an ending based on their decision...

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Run into the kitchen (Ending A)

Or

Hide in your room & lock the door (Ending B)

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Ending A...

You then, decided to run in the kitchen, as you're hoping to escape. Unfortunately your mom managed to catch up to you, hitting your head with the living room pillow, so hard you landed on top of a countertop where the silverware is. You mom then said, "You're the one who wanted it this way! If you're gonna refuse to break up with this guy, whoever he is, and stop seeing him, like I told you to! So, you're paying for it now! After I finish smuthering some sense into you, I will use you as bait, then kill whoever he is next!".

Your mother then ran over to the countertop where you landed, the proceeded to use the pillow, to start smuthering you. As she was smuthering you to no end, you could hardly breathe and you knew you had to do something, before she makes you pass out, if not completely kill you. You then grabbed a piece of silverware, you weren't sure what silverware you grabbed at the time, then you hit your mom with it to get her to stop smuthering you, then after she stopped doing so, you noticed she was holding the shoulder you cut her with, then you noticed you were holding the knife.

You knew you were grabbing something. It's just you were shocked it was the knife. Your mom then sobbed as she pleaded, "Please! Don't kill me, (Any Gender Reader Name)! I promise I won't do anything like that again! I only wanted to protect you! Please, let me live?!". You knew she wanted to protect you and you felt sad to make her plead like she did.

You then got thinking deep down, that you don't believe that your mom "won't do anything like that again", because of her anger towards you, everything she said, how she said her words, everything.... You just want all the pain to go away. You knew you had to kill her.

As you're planning to stab your mom, your mom then realizes what your planning, then she continued pleading "What are you doing? Don't you dare! Please?! I'm begging you! Don't do it! Don't you believe me, (Any Gender Reader)?! Nnnooo, nnoo, no, no, no!". You ignored your mom's pleading, as proceed to stab her non-stop. No matter how much your mom pleaded, it didn't change anything that happened before her pleads. You just wanted all your stress to go away, as all you could think of is killing your mom is the only way, all of your stress and misery will end.

You then proceeded to stab your mom, ignoring every plead, every cry, every scream, and anything else that comes out of you, as you continued to stab her, until you know for sure your mom doesn't make any movement, nor sound, nor a pulse beat, nor her heart would beat anymore. All you could think of was your stress. Once your mom was completely killed, you stress was gone and the stabbing stopped, as well.

"I'm sorry, mom. It had to be done. I had to kill you. I'm sure, if I would have letted you live, you would have kept making my life a living hell. I'm tired of living in fear, especially living in fear of every little thing you could do to run my life to hell, especially if I was to die while you're alive. It needed to be done.", you explained. Then you heard a door open. You held the knife, as you're worried someone was coming in to either get revenge on you, or turn you in for jail time, because you killed your mom.

Then you heard a voice say, "It's okay, my angel in disguise. It's only me. Now I see why you haven't answered my call nor called me back.", as it turned out to be non other than, Tomura Shigaraki. He then glanced at your mom, who you killed. He then said, "There's something I need to say about what you did to your mother.". All you could do was stare, at that point. "You see, (Any Gender Reader).", He started to explain, then he continued, "I'm.... Proud... Of... You...", as he started having his evil smile on his face. You felt even more relieved when he told you that.

Shigaraki then carried you away from where you were living in. He knew you felt safer living with him and the other members of the League of Villains, the you would with the mom you killed. And the best part is, you felt you belong with the League of Villains and they treated you very well.

Go to the cursive, "The End"...

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Ending B...

As your mom agrilly went after you with the living room pillow, you ran into your room. By the time your mom got to the room, you slammed the door, then quickly locked the door. You're trying to find a way to escape the house, however the more your mom shouted, screamed, and pounding at the door, the harder it was for you to think properly on how to escape. As your mom's pounding on the door, shouts, and screams escalated, you began to shake more and more, including in your hands (especially, in your fingers).

The more you shake, the closer you are to sobbing. You're so frighted of your mom that escaping was all you could think of. Then you heard the someone breaking in the window. You backed away from the window, because you're afraid there was someone who is in it with your mom to stop you from escaping. Then after the window was busted where someone could get into your room, you then noticed a familiar face.

"I knew something was wrong, when you weren't answering my call!", a familiar voice said, as it turned out to be, non other than Tomura Shigaraki. Pounding on the door, screaming, and shouting, escalated as she yelled loudly, "I better not be fucken, hearing the fucken, window breaking! And I better not been hearing another vioce! I will kill the both of you when I get in the room, because this is my fucken house!". Then you ended up shaking as you started sobbing, next you went to Shigaraki to hug him.

Shigaraki then proceeded to hug you back, then pet you as he was comforting you, then he whispered to you, "It's okay, my angel in disguise. It will be all over soon. Unlock, then the door, because your mother needs to learn manners and to learn what happens if she messes with me. Enough as it is she messed with you and it pisses me off. Let her in.". You did what he requested you to do, then she stormed into the room. "Thank you for letting me in! I just wished, you fucken let me in sooner! After all, it's my fucken house!"

Shigaraki then politely told your mom, "Well, I requested her nicely to unlock, then open the door for you, because I would like to meet you (Any Gender Reader Name)'s mother," as he was trying to be nice to your mom, while holding out his hand out to shake your hand. You mom then said on a rude tone, "Well, I don't want to meet you! No one is good enough to date my daughter and I mean no one! So can take your hand shake and shove it, because this is my fucken, house! (Any Gender Reader Name) is my fucken, (Reader's Imagination of what ((s)he/they) is born with and/or born as), child! I will fucken, run (his/her/their), as I fucken see fit! So I don't give a flying, fuck about how ((s)he/they) feel, unless it's something I want to fucken hear!", the she slapped him right in the face. The only thing that slap did to Shigaraki, was piss him right off.

Tomura Shigaraki, then took both of his gloves off, as he said, "How dare you slap me! I tried being nice and polite to you and this is what you do?! Slap me in the face?! And you dare talk about your own daughter like that?! Shame on you?!". "I can fucken, do whatever I fucken, want, because this is my fucken house and this is my fucken child!!!". Frequent cursing like that and the whole "This is my fucken" sayings, including the "This is my fucken, house" sayings are making things worse and pisses him off even more, so he had enough, of your mom already.

Shigaraki, then went to use his decay on your mom, as he put one of his hands on her. Then as the decaying process on your mom escalates gradually, he said, "It's nice to want to protect your child and all, however just because ((s)he/they) is your doesn't mean you own (him/her/them). I don't mean, (Any Gender Reader Name) is suppose to do everything ((s)he/they), however you're not your child's dictator with (his/her/their) whole life! And after I tried to be nice to you, you slapped me in the face! This is what you get for messing with the both of us! Not just me! Not just, (Any Gender Reader Name)! Both of Us! And I'm just the wrong guy for you to mess with! You should have been nicer about things, instead.". Your mom then knew she was gonna die, as the decaying kept escalating gradually. She eventually was decayed to dust.

"I'm sorry, you had to see me decay your Mom like that, my angel in disguise. I'm worried she's dragging you to hell, the way she has been doing so. I had to do so, to ensure I keep my promise that if anyone does hurt you, I will decay them to dust and to makesure no one hurts you again and if they were to do so, I will make damn sure it will be the last time they do, and that includes your mother. And her slapping me in that face as she got rude with me, after I was trying to be polite, then keeps using her sayings on top of that, has pissed me right off, even worse. I do hope you will forgive me, for decaying her like that.", he explained as he was apologizing to you. You then replied, "It's okay, my love. There's nothing to forgive.". He became surprised and confused with what you meant by what you said, then you lifted your head with an evil smile, "With her gone now, my stress and misery is over now.". He then knew what you meant, as he is surprised you felt better about yourself after he decayed your mom, as he did. He's also surprised that your reaction to her death was much better than you could ever imagine.

At that moment Shigaraki grabbed your hand, then the both of you ran away from where you were living in. You finally felt freedom from this moment on. He introduced you to the other members of the League of Villains and you knew you'd be one of them. You just knew, your life would be much better with all them, including your love, Shigaraki, than you ever did with your mom.

Go to the cursive, "The End"...

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The End

I do apologize for making both of the endings dark, as I made them, while having both ending involving murder, my Tumblr Peeps😅 I'm a little bit indecisive about which ending to fully pick out, so I decided to put both endings for this fanfic, then decided to have the reader make a decision to pick out, that way there, they can go to an ending based on the what they decide on. I'm not sure, if any fanfic writers has written fanfics with more than 1 ending before or not, however I did play a video game or so that does possibly involve more than 1 ending. I also did read about a few video games having 2 or more endings depending on gamers decisions, or what happens in the game, etc... So I figured that due to not being able to decide on which ending of the 2, to put in this fanfic, it will be the 1st fanfic I've ever written about that has more thsn one ending. To warn you, there are plenty of differences with both endings, despite of the similarities between the 2 endings. And also despite of this fanfic being, possibly 1 of my darkest fanfics, if not the darkest fanfic, I have ever written about, I still hope you enjoy this fanfic, my Tumblr Peeps😁👍