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guys i might actually be able to finally see my best friend in person after like 8 years of knowing each other im going to throw up
#personal#its not anytime soon#at the earliest later this year#but she's finally getting stabler housing and assistance and this is literally what we've been waiting for#to both be stable Enough to afford to travel to each other#and we might spend a holiday together 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#ough im so happy with this realization i started sobbing and shaking LMAO
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Pete & Patrick + Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy, through the years
2007 / 2008 / 2009 / 2013 / 2014 / 2015 / 2016 / 2017 / 2018 / 2019 / 2021 / 2022 / 2023
bonus: so much for (tour) dust staging ver. (2023)
(1) my video / (2) x
#peterick#pete wentz#patrick stump#fall out boy#where is your boy#storm gifs#commentary time#that was the ONLY vid i could find for 2008 lol#as far as i can tell they did not do this prior to 2007#latest vid i found of them not doing it was a show from oct 2006#earliest vid i found of them doing it was a show from sep 2007#they played the song ONCE in 2019 and i found ONE vid of it#kinda wish i'd started the 2013 gif later and ended it later bc the way pete just stares after patrick really gets me#but alas i'm too lazy to redo it so just watch the vid#also not to be biased but the way patrick looks intensely at pete in the gif from my show is SO good#WHY did i decide to do every year. however it is too late for regrets#anyway they make me smile to look at so it's fine#“more than an hour” gifs next? maybe? but prob only 4-6 bc i've learned my damn lesson
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the bickering habit
#well i know. personally i know.#''ok oxford goer''-voice of a guy who hasn't stepped foot in an educational institution and is slowly starting to become literate around 20#this is a post-canon thing but not far enough in the future to have fit day 8 ''10 years later'' prompt so... on its own it goes#notkin#notkin pathologic#khan kain#he sees the type of person you are#pathologic 2#i'm of the hashtag opinion patho takes place in the 1910s at the earliest (patho 2 bachelor route looks like it's closer to the 1930s) so#by that point ^ the ''victorian era'' had been over for over 10yrs#while the the industrial revolution; which was marked by the use of child labor AND more legislation over it; predates the victorian era;#it was still ongoing + culminated during queen Victoria's reign (she also implanted many laws to minimize some forms of child labor)#so. victorian orphan + child laborer venn diagram is real and historically-congruent#inheriting the earth patho tag
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#boueibu#binan koukou chikyuu bouei bu love!#cute high earth defense club love#akoya gero#kinshiro kusatsu#kusatsu kinshirou#kinako#my art#my comic#years ago someone mentioned on one of my earliest comics that akoya could change his name if he married#all these years later i finally found something i could do with it that i was comfortable with LOL;;#either one of these options would work sfvghvs
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do you think you could skip part of your criteria by just slapping "(GOLDILOCKS AU)" or something after the actual fic title? it's not quite as neat, but it'd get the right information across, right?
for thematic names, i'm trying to think of something with "golden lock(s)" for that sweet double interpretation... golden locks on a golden boy. gold locks for a silver tongue. dunno how well that one works lol. i saw the "goldilocks zone" idea after i started thinking about this, and i'm a fan of that, but i don't have anything to add yet... 🤔
slapping on "(GOLDILOCKS AU)" is the coward's way, i intend to die with honor
I don't think the gold locks/silver tongue imagery quite fits as the fic's overall title—Bill's charisma & manipulation is a peripheral part of the fic, not a main theme—but i do like the vibes of it, very poetic
#(also i don't consider the fic an au. to me a story's an AU if it diverges from the canon universe. this fic's rigorously canon compatible.)#(Every single canon event happened. This fic is set In The Canon Universe and therefore it's not an Alternate Universe fic.)#(that's neither here nor there; but it's weird to me that GF fandom defaults to calling so many stories set in the canon universe AUs)#(maybe because so many of the earliest big & popular stories WERE AUs—)#(—that fans got trained to use the term for anything that wasn't either set DURING canon or a vanilla '5 years later' style sequel fic?)#(idk i'm speculating. anyway that wasn't the point of the ask)#blastlight#ask#bill goldilocks cipher
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#thinking of dinosaurs and troodontids were my favorite dinosaurs as a child#when younger i had a real full troodontid tooth fossil that meant a lot to me#for a time we lived within a few kilometers of hadrosaur sites and troodontid sites#while wider general area had many sites of recovery for the big celebrities like tyrannosaur and multiple dromaeosaurs#at that time troodontids were kinda infamous for i think the depiction in some childrens field guides and dino books#which depicted like a fantasy speculative humanoid troodontid based on 1980s model at Canadian Museum of Nature in ottawa#anyway would visit a small local paleo center a lot and woman in her 70s or 80s ran the counter of their center and rock shop#one day she asked me what my fave dino was and i said troodon so she pulled out the tooth and just gifted it to me#in little black case size of ring box with padding and transparent plastic viewing cover kinda like laminate for displaying a trading card#tooth got stolen from out my vehicle while giving some people a ride while at university before i got too poor for tuition#later during first year of pandemic owner of my storage unit died and new property owners threw away everything i ever owned#i was homeless anyway lost job due to early pandemic closures and had to allocate any money to insulin and other prescrip meds#but wouldve found a way to save my things if the new owners had contacted me#they threw out photoalbums y backpacking gear y books y musical instruments y clothes y artwork y camera y all family keepsakes#and all childhood treasures like souvenirs and gifts and school awards and writing portfolios and all the little memories#which i was always sentimental about as child#from earliest age my room looked like a natural history museum with plants and maps and library of field guides#and rocks and field trip keepsakes and all kinds of little animal figurines and mother had painted room in forest greens and browns#to feel like a forest and among the succulent plants and a globe sat the troodon tooth#parents passed when i was a child#never near any family and were always moving never got to settle into proper stable place then father passed after long sad illness#and mother put in so much effort but she passed few years later and i could not take care of myself or my remaining material possessions#and so im still quite hurt having nothing whatsoever remaining of my childhood or school friends or mother or life generally#and when trying to process grief my thoughts often come back to the troodontid tooth as a focal point a distillation of what was lost#even when young i knew it was advised not to become too connected to material physical possessions#but still there are some small little trinkets in our lives that seem to hold so much meaning and i tortured myself for losing that tooth#thinking about troodon reminds me of childhood
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calendar for the masses aka litr nobody asked except me lmao but here is a calendar of peche mold releases that repeats yearly
- public cal | subscribe
- includes singles (lowercase), albums (UPPERCASE) + concert films (Title Case)
- lists mute records catalogue number, b-sides or performance location if any + a link to its entry in the dm archives
#depeche mode#information professional antics as usual#singular release dates get harder to pin down in the later years bc so many formats incl digital#but i tried to go w earliest physical release as my guiding principle#the live ones are the actual performance dates except for devotional which is video release date#(101 came out the same day as the album)#just in time for policy of truth day tmrw!
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omg happy 10th birthday to inokori sensei
#never forget v f l o w e r ‘s demo song + the fact that ymk illustrated the v3 design#the earliest song i remember being there for lmao (cheers to the og goat ✨d e s c e n t s u b s✨)#idk where i first heard haruki’s name from (never watched hatsukoi no ehon’s mv till honeypre)#but i’ve always called inokori sensei the ‘sensei and haruki song’ ever since i could remember#maybe the og subbing goat put haruki’s name in the eng sub vid’s description? i can’t rem bc it’s been too long agghhhhhhh#but i do remember that the ‘student x model’ thing was in kinyoubi’s eng sub description#which was exactly where my ‘midori was a model?????’ misunderstanding originated from lmao#to think that i didn’t realise that *sena* was the model till kawaiku naritai over 2 years later…#though! with inokori sensei reaching the double digits this year…#this means that it’ll have been 10 years since mdsn first appeared in kinyoubi no ohayou!!!!!#i’ll see y’all for the celebration in july~~~~~~
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downfall of the roblox myth community is something i think about a lot actually
(me missing a fandom i used to be in but it now very much dead part 100)
#roblox myths if some people in the community weren't actual fucking creeps irl MY GOD#i still like to yk rewatch old videos & stuff covering those myths...my fav myths.... but its such a shame how it all came to an end lol#THEY WERE. MY FAVOURITE THING EVER#they were my creepypastas 💔💔#one of my earliest uhh exposure to THAT side of the community was with a game called?#surrealism by shockman25.....i used to play that game a lot with friends just trying to figure out what the hell that all means!!#(6 years later & i still don't have a clue LOL)#the game were u like. have you stand still on a large stone structure thing and wait to be teleported to another side of the map???#AND THEN u have to complete a puzzle and enter a cave/maze thing.... you have to collect these different coloured flames#WHILST ALSO TRYING NOT TO BE KILLED BY THIS RANDOM FLOATING GUY. its so strange#that game......i was so confused by it that i started to look into MORE games like that & then fell into a blackhole (roblox myths)#sighhhhhhhh#RUST_010 and G0Z were my fav myths i think ((mainly due to flamingo's videos LMFAO))#ok there used be a lot of debate if RUST truly classified as a myth or not but. since the community is kinda dead its safe to say that#right#roblox myth fans if ur still there....hi💔#brutus rambles#roblox myths
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Hey soon its time to celebrate the aniversary of the first time i ever saw Sun and Moon fanart and immidiatly fell in love with them blorbos! So i guess ill try to think of something nice for that
#i think i might have actually seen them first on my actual fucking birthday but i cant quite remember#i just know that i saw them trending and immidiatly knew i would be unwell about them#and i mean here i am a year later#and this is the first time i am actually participating in fandom in a big way and make fanart and actually share it#so this is kinda really important to me#the earliest thing i have were i know i interacted with the dca is like from december 5th#but i know i looked at some stuff a few days before that
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR. KEVIN PHILLIPS
#super dark times#zach taylor#allison bannister#sam edits#if you listen closely you can hear the sound of both mine and Allison's hearts breaking! <3#ok but fr: i know this is gifs. so no sound. but the WAY he DELIVERS the 'you've got a bump on your head' line makes me NUTS#it's so soft. it's so fond. it's... it's a punch in the fucking gut. he likes her *so much* but he *can't let himself have this nice#thing with her* because he's *being eaten alive by guilt he can't accept & won't let himself be happy because of it* and SHE DOESN'T KNOW!#like the thing. the thing is. when you watch SDT you're along the ride with Zach and his POV of everything. despite the obvious paranoia#& guilt warping his perspective/influencing his behavior—we can see where that's all coming from. we understand the motivations#behind the actions he takes. but ALLISON? Allison has no fucking clue what's going on! from Allison's perspective... Zach is this guy she's#known for a while (like they make a point of *telling us* in one of the earliest scenes that Zach feels weird talking about her in the#detached way they may talk abt other people in their grade they barely know—because it's *different* since he and Josh *actually know her*#plus in the script [and it STILL COUNTS TO ME because she *starts* saying the line but just gets cut off by Dennis] Allison brings#up Zach & Josh having had a silly handshake since 7th grade ['oh god that used to make me pee!' <- girl why would u say that to him]#so it's like... these are kids who've known each other for years!) and he's got this obvious fucking crush on her (the hallway scene where#he is. blatantly staring and she catches him for a second) and the moment she decides to actually start pursuing him because SHE'S#got a crush on HIM too... he starts pulling away and acting erratic and sending her the most mixed signals in the fucking world.#and sheee THINKSSS ITS HERRR FAULT!!!!!!!! like. listen. this scene i giffed above? this is what she's fucking talking about later#when she jokes about not wanting to 'scare him off again'. like sure she says it like a joke but... uhm. i simply think there's#a certain amount of truth to it too—because he DID leave the party visibly freaked out! and i think it'd be perfectly believable for her#to think that it was at least partially HER pushing too hard that was causing him to withdraw/pull away from her. plus she blatantly says#she thinks she's the reason Josh & Zach are fighting. like. this poor girl is on the outskirts of a tragedy she'll probably NEVER know the#details of but she's seeing firsthand the impact it's having on Zach and... blaming herself... that's so fucking heartbreaking
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i seriously need to get a new job and start making money again asap bc i cannot keep living at home much longer it’s driving me insane
(wrote an entire essay in the tags without meaning to oops)
#i feel so isolated from everything bc i’m not in school rn but all my friends are and 90% of the ones who are in state go to the same school#so they’re all in the same town and here i am 45 minutes away#i never get invited to anything bc 1) my friends all tend to make plans really last minute#and 2) if we want to go out and drink - which we usually do bc that’s the stage of life we’re in rn - i’d have to stay the night with#someone bc i absolutely cannot afford a 45 minute uber home and most of my friends don’t like staying over / having people stay over#so i have basically no social life and it’s only gotten worse in the past couple months since i got laid off from my main job#not only did i love that job but i loved my coworkers and work was pretty much the only time i left the house and interacted with people#and without that job i can’t even do the little solo things i used to do to cheer myself up like go see a movie#or even just go for a long drive bc i’m broke (as in i have $17 in cash to my name and am like $1000 in debt rn)#so all i do is rot in bed all day and apply for jobs that i’m overqualified for yet still don’t get hired#i barely even leave my room bc i avoid my family which just makes me feel guilty bc i love my family#but they get on my nerves so easily and most of the conversations i have with my mom end in her lecturing me about something and me crying#and on top of everything it’s just straight up embarrassing to be unemployed and completely directionless about college and living at home#logically i know i’m still very young and it’s common to live at home when you’re 20 but literally none of my friends do#i had a couple friends who lived at home for the first 2 years after high school and went to community college but by now they’ve moved out#and they’re all at universities and either graduating this year or next year meanwhile the earliest i could possibly graduate is in 2 years#i should be finishing my junior year rn but i’ve only completed my freshman year#i hated the school i was at and planned on transferring sophomore year but long story short that didn’t work out#even longer story short i ended up doing a semester each at 2 different community colleges and failed all my classes both times#and took 2 semesters off so now i’m a full 2 years behind and even though my freshman year was miserable#i’m starting to wish i stayed at that school anyway bc at least i would be at a university and accomplishing something#plus theres a huge difference between staying at home for a couple years after high school then moving out later#vs living on your own right away then having to move back home after you’ve already experienced having your own space#and on top of everything i have an older sister who’s a literal genius and graduated last year#and a younger sister who just finished her freshman year at the school i hated but she loves it and got perfect grades and made friends#so they’re both thriving and here i am living with my mom and my 13 year old brother and just completely failing at everything#i’m just so miserable and obviously moving out again and going back to school wouldn’t magically fix everything#but at least i would feel like my life was going somewhere and i wasn’t getting left behind by everyone i know#i just have no idea how to move forward and i feel like ever since high school not a single thing has gone the way i wanted it to#vent
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‘Big City Boy’
Loving you
Is like loving
A big city
Loved by many
But known
By few
I wish you knew me
The way
I know you
[-m.m]
#this was written in 2014 about another famous lanky blonde boy but#i'm recycling it 10 years later for austin lmao#this is an excerpt of a full poem#i have a poetry book in progress this is one of the earliest ones<3#sad pineapple#my writing#mine#m.m#austin butler#fan poem
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It's starting to hit that I'm gonna be married next month. I'm gonna be a husband. I'm so excited!!!!
#dont worry to any friends like 'wtf why wasnt i invited' we're getting legally married first#and then doing a ceremony/reception with everyone we want to invite there later#like next year at the absolute earliest
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i cannot keep drawing this dude on my phone but god do i love drawing him (+ bonus colors)
#my art#sketch#samsung notes#castlevania#alucard#i was doing gesture-y drawings but i drew him with a sword and shield and then i just wanted to Draw Him and. hes doing something to me man#i need to play sotn but im determined to play at least the first few games in order but i still havent beat 1. i fell out of it 😭😭😭#i want so badly to have a proper understanding of his character so i wont just be drawing like 'man.. pretty.... hair.. flowy...' forever#but also i refuse to make an educated guess on his characterization bc it will Not be educated. my exposure to him is so narrow#and also mostly forgotten. most of it was years ago and what i do know is surface-level at best. any nuance will literally be speculation 💀#but i Need to draw him. for my enrichment. hes so designed. so it ends up being just. Mysterious Handsome Man Looking Somewhere#seriously holy Shit. the more i absorb his design the more i have to draw him. ayami kojima was Cooking in the studio like damn#by the way these last two posts were scheduled. about two days after i did both of them give or take. i did this the night before last post#im trying to pace myself a bit better (its not really working 💀)#for context: the colored version was literally not even a thought when i originally put this post together#i did it the day after making the sketch and then three days later (the earliest you will see this) the post posted#oh shit right that means#medibang paint#shoutouts to multiply layer mode i would not be able to just do this without being able to keep my sketch#if i had to redraw it i would not have done the colors lol#anyways stream wandering ghosts bye bye love and peace 🤞
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Being Jewish during winter in North America is like. You just got out of class. Everyone else is getting ready to party or doing their homework. Hope you're ready to eat dinner right now, at 4 in the afternoon!
#samara speaks#jumblr#planning 4 shabbat dinner and we got the second earliest candle-lighting time of the year tomorrow#I assume other people are smarter than me and make a roast or smth that can stay in the oven until later and only do candles on time#but not me. i'm 100% pure dumbass and just eat like i'm my grandparents
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