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You hear a creature creeping up behind
You're out of time
#sham's art#shamsbabs#iliana#currently experiencing michael jackson brainrot after watching mj the musical live#they staged thriller's musical number to be a battle with The Horrors (mj's trauma)#and it fundamentally changed my brain chemistry lmao#unfortunately i had to reflect that in yet another blorbo piece#but you see the concept was too cool to pass up so sacrifices had to be made#anyway i was picturing this in my head like a nightmare musical number dream sequence#as it feels right to do so nowadays#sometimes you gotta work together with your child self to avoid getting eaten by your inner demons y'know how it is#anyway moving on to other things before i wax to much poetic#kh oc#kingdom hearts oc#igni#master igni#forgot to tag her lmao anyways#khux oc#army of the roses#eyes tw
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a villain’s journey
#scum villain's self saving system#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#finally read through the official localization.... it sent me right back to where i was when i first got into mxtx in 2019#back then my art was kind of in a transitional period so even though mxtx had me making art like crazy i didnt like much of it#and nowadays my mxtx tl on twt has all but vanished... but once again these books have rejuvenated me creatively#and i feel like ive progressed enough to do justice for how these stories make me feel. and properly scratch that creative itch#anyways. i hardly ever ramble in tags like this but im so emo about these books and i finally feel creative again#so i hope this is able to spread that joy...! sort of. ehe
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man rodeoh hasnt added my not so good review and now im starting to wonder if theres some suspicious reason they dont have any reviews under 4 stars
#its an underwear brand i tried out awhile ago#they felt really cheap and thin and unstretchy when they arrived and within a year completely fell apart at the seams#like i ripped the waistband right off from just putting them on.#the croctches wore right out to nothing and im not even active! i hardly do anything!#and like maybe a year is too much to ask for clothing nowadays but idk i feel like they should last longer than that#i cant afford to replace all my underwear every year#also for tboy oriented underwear i was sorely disappointed that they didnt have pad functionality#idk man#rodeoh#maybe they just arent made for big fat guys idk#the inseam was awkwardly proportioned so it crumpled a lot under my belly but wasnt long enough to go over it#i tried to record a video of how easy it was to pull em apart but it just made me look really strong and also like the start of an OF#i need some validation that im not the only one that experienced this iim dying squirtle
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men who have a normal relationship with each other and the cup
#i guess in the end they matched each others freaks#or whatever the kids say nowadays#good for them! good for them!#sasha did say he was gonna be a party animal post cup and man was he right#miss stanley has bedded two men oh good for her!#the most fuckable trophy in the world#no i do think its very funny how much sasha is trying to do as much as matthew like this is some kind of intricate foreplay theyve developed#hey man is it chill if we incorporate a more psychosexual compontent into our relationship that includes increasingly daring cup activities#like we're teenage boys again playing a game of gay chicken and we cant help egging each other on because if we dont the game is over#(we dont want the game to be over)#so maybe if i fuck this trophy youll feel it too#(digs through mounting piles of trash) theres a magical cup wish au somewhere in here i just know it
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i finally built up the confidence to post the 6 total attacks i did this artfight
might do some more for the final week who knows
characters belong to...
@calatarii, buglov3r, EcoVibes_Blue, Slytherin, @jasperthelion, @dogtoling
#orbit splash#splatoon 3#xeno tag#salmonid#dragon#dog#i feel so extremely anxious putting my art online nowadays#esp when i have an audience#like if it were between my friends i would hit send no regrets and cherish my work#but like uploading online to people i Do Not Know? i get super scared#my old art teacher said i lacked so much confidence when we met a couple of weeks ago and shes right#i wanna get over this so im gonna post all of my 6 attacks#its a small step ik but its getting somewhere at least
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If I had the motivation and skillset for it I'd make an entire video essay about how the FNF modding scene has changed -- and not about scringus and dingus or the various dramas they've gotten into over the years, but legitimately how the scene has changed from so much creatively and love for the base game cast and people's original characters to creepypasta characters being recycled over and over and the actual canonical characters being downright ignored unless it's the now rare and far more considerably niche remix mod or the one in a million original mod
#Friday Night Funkin#FNF Mods#I'm using creepypasta as a sort of standin but. You get what I'm saying right#And this isn't to say said creepypasta mods don't have their own passion and creativity! It just eventually gets to a point-#Where it's so overdone that I don't care how unique it is because there's so many that do almost the exact same thing#Like go to any channel of a popular FNFtuber and look at the ratio of creepypasta/crossover mods-#to mods focusing on base cast/original characters#Or any recent FNF Direct type video#I stopped watching those specifically because the last one I watched#Out of like 20-30 mods there were only TWO I was really interested in#And the rest were just creepypasta/pibby/horror junk#And crossovers with things I had no interest in#Smth like Spooky Mix getting as popular as it did genuinely makes me so happy because that. Just feels like a rarity nowadays#ESPECIALLY with Skid and Pump; who are like the most ignored characters ever in current FNF culture
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i kinda get the vibe that the reason they avoid mentioning charles might actually be that they'll make him playable
if he's from the same timeline as erik, they don't want to give to much away before they announce him; if he's from a different one, they don't want us to get to hyped up for him just to give us a different charles
i do think they'll give us a version of him close to the comic versions, none of the other characters are their movie versions (they only have movie skins)
Im of the belief theyre not mentioning him because they hate me specifically and want me to die
#snap chats#on the real tho i just feel charles is put in the bg of xmen stuff nowadays#but that could just be favoritism at play and me wantin to see him more so who knows#theres just always some kinda weird air with charles and charas mentioning him. i cant describe it#also i do not imagine there are THAT many people excited about the idea of a playable charles i think its just us 😔#ID LOVE TO BE WRONG THO. please let me be wrong …#im just saying @ the people saying there needs to be more A-List support charas …. charles is right there ….
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Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.
#I’m not even sure if the ADHD is actually ADHD either or if it’s just technology addiction#Gonna get a REAL neuropsych evaluation at some point out of sheer curiosity as to what the fuck is wrong with me#I relate to a lot of autistic things and I relate to a lot of ADHD things; but I don’t entirely relate to the majority of either population#and I don’t relate to people with both enough to think I have both#I’ve begun treating myself as if I am autistic just for Kicks and using things that help them and it’s helping in some ways#but I know it’s probably not autism because even though I struggle socially; it’s not because of the same reasons#I understand social cues; I was only accidentally perceived as rude as a kid (and most kids are kind of blunt)#(Mostly a moderate amount of “Stop correcting me! It’s disrespectful!” from my parents)#And nowadays because of how much psychology and acting I study; I can perceive shrimp social cues#And I’m purposefully doing all the right things but it still feels like I fail social interactions because of my lack of assertiveness#which I KNOW come from being raised in a cult#so perhaps my odd social behavior is from CPTSD from being raised in a puritan doomsday cult as an only child#Because I was NOT introverted or sensitive to others as a child#I did not have routines as a child and the ones I did have were for fun and did not distress me if I strayed from them#But now I need structure as an adult because I don’t know what else to do with myself if I have nowhere to be#But at the same time everyone feels worse when they have no routine or expectations#And is it actually inattentive ADHD or severe derealization and an itch to do as many things as possible#because I spent my childhood being raised in a boring doomsday cult by disabled older parents who couldn’t physically do much?#(And I don’t fault my parents for being disabled but I do fault them for the whole doomsday cult thing)#So I spent my whole childhood doing mentally tedious things when really I’m more wired for physically spontaneous things#Because I was not allowed to walk around the neighborhood alone until I was sixteen#And I couldn’t hang out with friends I wanted to hang out with because they were bad association#So of course I got really good at drawing even though I don’t even like drawing that much#Of course I got really good at writing even though I don’t like writing that much#Now that I don’t need to escape from anything I find I actually hate drawing and writing because it’s such a chore#they make my heart rate accelerate in a way I don’t like to feel#(I hate writing less than drawing)
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sigh i hate art snobs sm
#“how did we went from beautiful classical art to ugly modern art” STFU PLEASE STFU#just say you don't like art or only enjoy it when its aesthetically pleasing to you and that u don't try feeling emotion when looking at it#also what the fuck do you mean realistic art doesn't exist anymore#you know you can literally. go to a museum#classical art did not dissapear its literally right here#also you do know that not every modern artist ever do abstract right. you do know that right#URGH i'm so sick and tired of people acting like todays art is ruined and everything is ugly nowadays !!#modern art is amazing and i think you should just shut your ass up#j is rambling#don't mind me i saw a vid abt that and i wanted to SCREAM#art#classical art#modern art
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selene what's got you smiling so sweetly? (is it the hunter, covered in blood?) ๏˽๏
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#sene/selene#posting on tumblr nowadays like im golfing off a highrise roof#punting a post into the fray hand on my eyebrows to shield from the sun watching if it lands well#obligatory napoleon dynamite style fistpump if it does#anyway hi 🫣 im still scuttling around like crecher but im making so much progress on ouro stuff#been really enjoying S' character portraits and incorporating more hints of Oakwerths architecture into their design#thinking of adding some porcelain caps to their horns#happy to share some sneak peeks if you forgive me for not being very social :]#i have 722 asks right now! seven hundred and twenty two. that is a dizzying nr and i honestly don't even know where to start#hopefully it gets neater once the ouro blog is up. pffft a girl can hope#i cannot thank you enough for your kind words and evocative q's#(everytime something new comes in it feels like seeing the first spring flowers) it really fuels me#i am working on the not so secret secret project for a while longer#who would've thunk i'd be more productive when not spending so much time on social media. honestly its a mystery#i hope you are doing well ✨#*skedaddles back offline*
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i am at the looking-at-dolls-as-self-soothing part of the night. i definitely wanna beef up my bratz collection since unboxing my alwayz bratz yasmin was just like... oh... oh man... and... and i didn't think it'd be like that for me man i didn't think i had as much nostalgia for bratz as i actually do not just buy owning some but by touching them and playing w their clothes and their hair.
and one of my issues of course is that i'm a redhead and as a redhead my Default Lookalike Doll is meygan (not that having a doll that looks like you is the most important part of bratz, but it is so much of the fun right? the fact that there's a character out there for just about everyone?). and i like meygan as a character well enough, that's not the issue. but of the meygan dolls that have been reproduced, there's none of them that are like, hardcore needs for me except for sweetheart meygan. and i did not buy sweetheart meygan in time. i was not really collecting at that point. that was like 2022. i had a few... na na na surprise dolls at that time. which is funny bc i have four of those that i got all either on clearance or w giftcards and i do really like them even though a lot of doll collectors thought they were kinda dumb, and they were. i just liked the gimmick of the fabric bodies and there were just enough dolls i thought were really cute that i kinda caved at one point. i also knew it was a brand i wouldn't go overboard with. anyway. we were talking about meygan...
sorry meygan back to you girl. i know original 2000s bratz that have not yet been reproduced at crazy expensive on the secondhand market and it's genuinely out of control. but sweet heart meygan, both the repro and the original, are selling for triple digits on mercari, ebay, what have you. that's just ridiculous. frankly. i'm not buying her at that. i don't even like her enough to hunt for her regularly, if that's how it's gonna be. there are plenty of more readily-available bratz dolls that are either regular retail price or clearancing online andin stores. did you guys know alwayz bratz jade is going for 15 bucks on amazon right now? that's crazy. the other always bratz dolls aren't going for that low if they're even marked down yet. that release wasn't even that long ago. anyway i'm thinking of getting jade from that line bc i know some ppl thought that alwayz jade was a let-down, but i thought she was cute. yasmin was my favorite from that line and that's why i got her but jade was my second fave there easily.
i also wanna get the kumi they reproduced sometime and maybe girls nite out cloe since i see she's still available. it's funny there aren't that many core girls i've wanted from the repros but if i go for any of the cloes, new or old, it's gotta be girls nite out. cloe isn't even usually my favorite character no offense blondes she's just kinda. she's just kinda cloe to me. idk i love her but i'm not gagged over her most of the time. these are still bratz standardz we're talking about here so obviously i love her.
there's nothing going on in the world right now other than my bratz dolls. and if someone we won't mention wins the election, i'm definitely going doll crazy. i'm gonna be buying dolls after this anyway, but i'm gonna justify spending an unusual, nearly-irresponsible amount of money. you know. bc i'm an adult and i can.
hey also and of all the lines they could've reproduced why is their most recent slumber party? why? why? when the poll posted by mga had tokyo a go go WINNING? bc tokyo a go go is the correct option? i mean the slumber party line is cute and i like the base dolls and the accessories especially the stuffed animals are cute. but. everyone knows the bratz audience these days is adult collectors. which adult collectors are losing their minds over dolls in pajamas and bathrobes? again they're CUTE. but why. also why did they reproduce bratz babyz when those things were nightmare fuel
#tales from diana#yeah and i have the jimmy paul pride two-pack w roxxi and nevra arriving tomorrow :)#i'm still probably gonna buy all these dolls i'm talking about at some point but i'm just gonna space them out#now is a pretty good time to be a budding bratz collector bc there have been AFFORDABLE OPTIONS once again#but they are not all that way#and i'm so happy for my own sake that i had no emotional investment w the mean girls dolls bc that shit was ridiculous#fuck mga for that one for real#yeah the bratz i have now are the alwayz yasmin and the campfire felicia repro#i should've unboxed felicia first bc i honestly like her better and her hair (being braided) would've been way less of a mess#i have to wash yasmin's hair and im worried about it bc i've never washed doll hair before#but i'm gonna be so honest w you. the state that shit was in? was borderline unacceptable. lol#it's so hard and gelled that i cannot just brush it or anything#the back ie what you could not see in the box is especially nasty... like come on#the alwayz bratz as much as i do like them overall are not the same quality as 2000s bratz. i have to say#not just bc they don't come w a second outfit but the fabric quality and construction just isn't what it used to be#they're still good dolls don't get me wrong. but i feel like they're less pressured bc of how cheap barbies are nowadays#they don't have to put in the same elbow grease to be 'better'#anyway i'm glad i'm talking about bratz dolls which are the only thing that matter in the world to me right now#la la la la la i'm plugging my ears. la la la la la nothing is going on#i have to get a sasha at some point too but idk which one i want? and i want one that's on shelves now not a secondhand. not dealing w that#i think i'll hold onto the hope of tokyo a go go being reproduced bc that's one of my favorite sashas. & she's the best in that line imo#her hair and makeup are just gorgeous and her outfit is adorable#that's like peak sasha and peak bratz to me#but i also like the new pretty n punk sasha. idk. i will wait for suuuuure. don't rush diana#i don't think i wanna have more than one doll of any character before i have a more extensive bratz collection#so who i choose to get for the core 4 is vital... i'm happy w my current yasmin though. the other 3 are kinda up in the air
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You know what I'm loving about this so far The fact that they're not pushing the gacha or the Stellerite outfits as hard as I thought they would shit none of them are even in the loading screen I wholeheartedly forgot about it over these last 3 days that I've been playing The only reason how I remembered is cuz I miss clicked and I really like that
#love nikki#infinity nikki#like all games nowadays will have some level of in-app purchases we can't avoid that#however it's the frequency of which they will push those in-app purchases will be the difference between a good and a bad game#now if only they made the friend request feature easier#just a single click on the person whenever you find one of those hourglasses#especially right now with my controller not being the one I would prefer and being an old one with stick drift problems#I frankly do not feel like trying to make a photo request would prefer them just keep the friend system from the older games#we're the only reason you do it is so that you have extra stamina and a daily achievement of passing out stamina from your end
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y'all bandai themselves is assigning me with the apocalymon autism
[ID: A photo of a someone holding a copy of the parallel art of Apocalymon from the Exceed Apocalypse expansion of the Digimon Card Game. The alt art depicts Apocalymon's humanoid body with an intense expression. The card itself is in a gold sleeve.]
we only bought four packs (the first time we have bought packs since 2021) and this was the last card in the last pack
we're getting the whole pizza with this one fellas
#sky talks#digimon card game#yes i know apo is a restricted card#but i have that apocalymon autism real bad right now so even though i barely know shit about DCG#i'm like determined to make it work#also the dcg tutorial app is really good for what it is but. god damn.#i am remembering why we stopped playing card games in college because worrying about interactions is a pain and a half#one game takes me like 30 minutes minimum even with the app making the flow easier for my brain#anyways#when i tell y'all i screamed#i could not chill for about an hour after this#he came home fr#now i feel like i HAVE to find a FLGS that actually has people playing digimon lmao#(as if i wasn't already gonna try to)#ALSO having not played card games since like? 2018?#(and considering the only card game we really played was MTG)#i am losing my mind over how pretty and intricate foil cards are nowadays???#like i also collect pokemon cards and YES there are some very gorgeous older pokemon foils#(there's this one pidgeotto card with starburst sparkles that is dazzling)#but the intricacy of the pattern work in some of these foil cards is nutty#i have to wonder what kind of tech goes into making card art do that#anyways uhh#i'm going to bed now that i've spent 6 hours riding this high#download the DCG tutorial app
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every day they release more neopass prizes and every day i am tempted to just convert my account. but im so so scared of getting locked out so i never do
#to me the whole system seems unnecessary and therefore a little sus that they’re so keen on incentivizing it#but every time i’ve asked people are just like ‘you’re being stupid’#but then i also see people saying it’s glitchy and locks them out. and also doesn’t do anything that would be useful#there’s no way for you to transfer pets or np or items between accounts#so i would literally just be joining for the exclusive items. and idk why that raises flags for me#it just feels a little like they’re SO desperate for people to join. and for what#and i cannot forget that dom law used to work on neopets metaverse. even if the nfts were under jumpstart he also has that background#the point of the blockchain is centralizing all of your information right. is that not also what this is#i feel like i can’t fully count it out yk#someone hacked my spotify a few years ago and that made me stop using one thing to log in everywhere#because i used google to log into spotify. and a lot of other stuff was linked to it too#i feel like it’s safer to have individual logins for individual sites yk. what happens when i use my email to log in everywhere#and then someone breaks into my email#am i truly being stupid. i don’t understand the point and when ive asked before people were just like ‘every online game does it nowadays’#i just haven’t seen anyone give a good reason or actually address any of my concerns and that also feels sus#but when i say it like this. i do feel a little bit like a conspiracy nut
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#I'm probably nomad goro's number one fan and I wanna take so many pics of him in the badlands and with the 'caldos#but I also wanna make what feels right to me and what feels good and that's also just the domestic life/soft lighting/more home life shots#nomad goro owns my whole entire heart but I've decided to accept and embrace the fact I'm branching out#and wanting to do different things isn't a bad thing at all : )#and I know my new years resolution was to take more nomad goro VP but... now I think it's gonna be the opposite#I have to feel it#they spend so much time in the city nowadays so I'm gonna roll with it#-#sunshot shots however aren't going anywhere!!!!!#personal#goro takemura#breezy rambles
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#Nothing to see here folks!#Just an old bitch whining and being annoying about stuff - move along! Pay no attention to the hater behind the curtain!#Wrestling is Bad Actually#*Heavy sigh*#I miss wrestling#I really do#I miss watching it and enjoying it and getting excited about it and writing fic about it#But I just can't do any of that anymore. Tony Khan ain't letting me LOL#And I have boring real life adult problems and wrestling used to be my escape from all that but NOT ANYMORE!#It's just really hitting me today how much I'm in Fandom Limbo#I stopped watching AEW months ago because - to put it as diplomatically as possible - it is very much Not For Me anymore#And everything I've seen and heard since then has only confirmed I made the right decision there#But I don't currently have another hyper-fixation to fill the void#So I'm just stuck here desperately waiting for something else to come and save me from this nightmare#And I don't want to be a hater! I used to fucking LOVE AEW and I take no joy in how much I think it sucks nowadays#And I don't wanna be a party pooper either - I see everyone else squeeing about the Bucks or Junglecorpse or MJF and Ospreay or Bryan#And it's just like...I'm glad y'all are having fun - really! But GOOD LORD does none of that appeal to me in the slightest#Most of my faves aren't getting booked - let alone pushed!#And the few that are are even worse off because Tony's booking is SO BAD it makes me unable to give a shit about wrestlers I used to love#I feel like Lieutenant Dan on New Years - everyone else is having a grand ol' time while I'm just sat here like 🙁#I feel like I'm going through the fives stages of grief in regards to fandom at the moment and it is not a good time let me tell ya#So yeah - don't be surprised if I stop being a wrestling blog the second the new Dragon Age game comes out#Save me Bioware! You're my only hope!
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