#as an exposure therapy
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I'm gonna say something very stupid and personal. I don't have a big support system of people. I have literally 3 people, two of them are my parents, the other is my bf. I don't easily trust people cause when they're bored of you or when things get difficult, they leave. That's why i seek my comfort in music and the people that make it. Music doesn't leave. Music is there when i need it to be, always, no exception. I feel more of a connection (for a lack of better wording) to those musicians than to most of my own family. I feel grateful for them, for their art that makes me feel like maybe, just maybe living life is not as fucked as it sometimes feels. That's why, when i discover a band/artist that can give me that feeling, i dive in head first, look up everything about them, learn all the lore, the little inside jokes between fans, the big and the small, the whole thing. That's why, when something bad happens to them, it hurts like a fucking shot to the chest, literally!! It's a devastating feeling and the loss feels allot more heavy. You were there for me and i couldn't let you know how much that meant to me. Or worse i couldn't be there for you when you clearly needed it. This is the second time i have to endure something like this and to say it fucking sucks is an understatement. All i know is that it will always keep hurting in some sort of way but eventually the gratitute takes over and they will mean even more to you than they ever have♡
#reita#the gazette#jonghyun#kim jonghyun#tagging him too!♡#i'm slowly coming to my senses but i'm also still crying non stop#tears just keep rolling over my face#or maybe it hasn't hit me fully yet#will listen to the gazette the whole day tomorrow#as an exposure therapy#watch bawl my eyes out at the office. fuck it. i wanna hear his bass in my ears#personal
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Unintended consequence of creating my own Bill... He watches me draw now...
The Horrible Triangle in question:
#On the 3d glasses: it's exposure therapy and even if it wasnt: I can't break the geneva convention because I'm not at war. Anyway#i think this is the first billford kiss ive posted??? Which is hilarious. Ive done a lot of on these guys that I've drawn but not posted#genuinely i will be drawing and suddenly remember he is behind me. He initially watched me sleep but its safer on the shelf#his prototype brother still watches my bed tho. So while HE is Safe. I Am Not.#Gravity falls#Fan art#Bill Cipher#Comic#Doodles#Silly posting#custom plush#Gravity falls comic#Gravity falls fanart#Fanart#Billford#Ford pines my beloved. i am never giving you a break sorry#tbob / thisisnotawebsite lore my beloved also. giving him those 3d glasses is fun :)#cw eye contact#GF fanart#artists on tumblr#My art
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i'm on an itafushi kick and i am making it everyone else's problem
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#yuuji#IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM ok i just love them so much#thinking abt them makes my heart do this unpleasant clench-stutter-race#and i think thats love???? unclear#anyway they are not out of my system so have sketches i will exposure therapy myself into posting more rough pieces if it kills me#im beginning to think that one of the reasons ive been so averse to posting sketches#is the fact tht i havent allowed myself to play around with different strokes n textures so ! I Will Do That .#rough chalk brush my beloved dry oil brush my beloved uneven pen textures my beloved#but god i just. BITES them.#however . one complaint. when both parties in a couple have pointy hair n u have to make them realistically interact . pain .#>:( i know i love u triangles..... but u r pushing ur luck
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Jason sometimes in Lost Days, probably: Oh no
Talia: hmm? What's wrong?
Jason: I have PTSD
Talia: Wow, that's insightful. You're learning-
Jason: Don't worry I have a plan!
Talia: ... Let's hear it.
Jason: Did you know exposure therapy worked wonders on ptsd? Do you know an explosive specialist? Also I'm gonna call myself Red Hood from now on! And confront Batman and the Joker with a gun in a warehouse rigged with a bomb! I'm a genius!
Talia: ...
Jason: I'm gonna fix myself so easily!
Narrator Voice: He did not, in fact, "fix himself".
#warning: do not do this at home#brutally raw dogging exposure therapy by retraumatizing yourself=/= cbt#jason todd#dc#red hood#red hood lost days#talia al ghul#dc comics#under the red hood#jason todd go to therapy 2024 challenge#robin#dc robin
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We really need to talk about the fact the stiles was prepared to drown to keep Derek alive.
He was treading water for two hours with Derek weight on him and only when his muscles started to give up did he try and hang onto the diving board. If Scott didn’t get there in time both stiles and Derek would have drown.
Also they couldn’t have been completely silent the entire time. Do you think as they both felt stiles weaken that they’d have to come to grips with the idea of dying. Do you think how Derek was paralyzed in the arms of a human (he doesn’t trust humans) and spent the entire time thinking “well this is the moment he’s going to let me go and I drown”; and how shocked he must of been when stiles refused to let him go. I know that stiles was definitely thinking about his dad. I wonder when the moment was that they realized they might die in that pool. The final moments before they both went under when stiles is trying so hard to keep them both alive. The way that stiles talks about drowning after this incident.
I really feel like we don’t talk about this enough.
#sterek#stiles stilinski#derek hale#stiles x derek#do you think they played 20 questions#I can’t even imagine the amount of fear going through both of them#derek x stiles#Derek immediately went through the hardest version of exposure therapy for trusting humans
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tail end of season seven you will always be famous
#so#i started this on krita w my old wacom tablet#well ! it won't calibrate anymore so i got as far as the base with what is my favourite digital brush of all time#before porting it back to my ipad and finishing it in procreate w my more recent brushes#so it's a bit all over the place#and i wasn't going to post it#but then. i'm trying to get over my art doing badly#so exposure therapy#ANYWAY HONEY CASSSS#i know it's been.... so much cas lately#autism i'm afraid#my art#spn#supernatural#spn art#spn fanart#castiel fanart#castiel#castiel art#supernatural art#honey!cas
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#life is strange#max caulfield#life is strange double exposure#double exposure#get this girl some therapy stat
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Why is Quest Diagnostics constantly sending me coupons for medical testing. Who is the target audience for discounts on blood panels. Do you think I'm getting those for fun, Quest? Do you want me to forget my jacket in the lab so you have an excuse to call me?
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I very rarely hate characters but I dislike characters that remind me of me haha
#unforunately for martin blackwood he is in this category#i microdose on martin blackwood#its like exposure therapy to myself#same with tim but to a lesser degree
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PAPA EMERITUS IV WILL BE HAUNTING CINEMAS IN TWO WEEKS
#posting this kind fo shitty footage is like exposure therapy to me shjdcjd it's ok if it looks terrible because papa looks great#the band ghost#rite here rite now#papa emeritus iv#user copia edits#user copia all tag#flashing gif#not sure if this counts as flashing but it's toeing the line
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Thats just Sanji’s love language
#my mans does not know how to communicate with men someone help him lmao the exposure therapy is not working#sanji needs to be socialized like a feral cat haha#and he’s come pretty far already considering his first appearance his him choking a man to death and fighting anything that moves#sanji#Lusan#zosan#jambles#zosanlu
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Thinking of Bones complaining to Jim that he thinks he's not rested enough to be running the ship at the moment and he's gonna get them killed or something and Jim just goes "Ugh if you're so worried why don't you sleep with me" and just. Does not think about how that sounds until he says it out loud
man still hasn’t realized what he’s said
#ask#anon#star trek#leonard mccoy#james t kirk#mckirk#i’m so mad his green shirt is growing on me. i haaated it but now…..#exposure therapy ig. also i like kirk i think he is handsome :] and thus i guess i can no longer remain unbiased on my green shirt opinion
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saw the bookclub’s reached vol 10 so i’m joining in on the sorrows :,)
#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun maximum spoilers#trigun spoilers#freaked myself out again over posting art so. exposure therapy time. gonna make an effort to share more stuff#trigunbookclub#(tag fixed for the club! ty!!)#? technically?? i haven’t been properly participating but it’s fun to read everyone’s thoughts!
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august
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#quick bg study based off a picture i took of my mailbox!!! went 2 check the mail thought the light was rly pretty n had a Vision#also fate is cruel and i live surrounded by hydrangea bushes so like . yanno.#exposure therapy and all that#real talk tho i am so well equipped w hydrangea brushes now this took no time at all . u do not scare me anymore.#what did take a long time was getting a fond expression on the TINIEST YUUJI HE IS SO SMALL#HES LIKE 3 PIXELS WIDE#ik its not a char-centric piece but i still wanted his face 2 look okay#and that was so difficult when hes so far in the bg comparatively GJHKGFKJS#i also wanted to caption this w fv lyrics from june gloom#but then i learned that camilla whatshername has a song w th same name and i could not take that risk#my music taste may b questionable but i have standards#anyway uhhhhhh if hell freezes over and some1 recognizes where i live based off itfs loitering by my mailbox pls donot doxx me thank u <3
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Lucy directs a lot of internalized misogyny toward sensitives for being airy fairy losers who just want to ~commune~ with the dead even though she routinely terrorizes her own team by going pss pss to the homicidal spirit who pushes people down the stairs, etc., so I hope the sensitive community gets wind of the extent of her talents and starts following her around as the world's most enthusiastic and least wanted fanclub. She's having to beat a crowd of Hot Topic-clad goth girls off with a stick and her coworkers are like you deserve this actually.
#she complains that one of them wanted her to facilitate a two way conversation with a horrible clown doll#when it clearly needed to be killed with fire. what kind of naive idiots are these people#and everyone else is like who wants to start reading off the Incidents List this time#she's convinced it's fine when she does it. no one else though#lockwood and co#exposure therapy until she learns to respect women
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Skinamarink (2022) dir. Kyle Edward Ball
#skinamarink#filmedit#horroredit#useranimusvox#userscary#mygifs#this is basically exposure therapy#deeply dark sided motion picture#'there is not plot' yes there is#'there is no substance' yes there is
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