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pairing: eddie munson x fem!reader
in which eddie masters valentineโs day through the art of eating pussy
cw: 18+ ONLY โ SMUT oral (f receiving)
a/n: an early valentine from me to all of u. mwah mwah hope u enjoy โค๏ธ
Eddie Munson doesn't really know what to do when it comes to Valentine's Day.
It's not like he's an idiot; he understands that typically a romantic dinner or a bouquet of flowers and some chocolates are the perfect show of appreciation and affection.
But those things are typically reserved for your girlfriend, and you're not his girlfriend.
But you're also, like, not not his girlfriend.
Eddie doesn't really know what you are, and that's the issue. It started off with you guys just hooking up. Late nights in his van parked behind the school or in a dark part of some neighborhood. Quickies in the bathroom during a break in Hellfire sessions. But it's slowly started to morph into... something else? Eddie isn't one hundred percent sure, but he's noticed that you come over more often, and you don't just want to jump his bones and leave.
Sometimes you guys don't even fuck anymore. Sometimes you invite him over just to watch movies, or he'll ask you to go for a drive with him. You hold his hand under the table when you go out to Benny's diner with the friend group, and Steve keeps waggling his eyebrows at him suggestively every time he catches you two sitting extremely close to each other. Which just makes Eddie blush like a loser.
And, every time you two are about to part ways, you look like you really want to kiss him before he goes.
And sure, you guys have kissed before. He's not about to hook up with you without at least kissing you stupid first. But this is different. You've been looking at him like you just want to kiss him, with nothing to come afterwards.
It all makes him sweat if he thinks about it for too long.
So for now, in the midst of his anxious unwillingness to ask you the horrifying 'What are we?', he's simply decided to show his appreciation for you on Valentine's Day with the one thing he's certain you'll love. He can deal with his feelings and stuff, later.
Your hand fists its way into his hair, fingers gripping his unruly curls like they're the only thing still tethering you to earth. His knees press into the worn carpeting of the trailer, his mouth latched to your cunt while his hands keep the fabric of your skirt rucked up at your waist.
Youโre standing with your back pressed against the kitchen counter, your sneakers still on. He barely gave you a moment to settle yourself upon arrival before he was on you like a bad rash.
What can he say? When it all comes down to it, heโs a simple man, and youโre his favorite meal.
โEddie,โ you sigh, tilting your head back in bliss.
His tongue swipes its way through your folds before finding your clit and sucking on it. He can feel your body tremble, your knees nearly buckling with the overwhelming sense of pleasure.
His big brown eyes chance a glance up at you, at the exact moment youโre looking down at him. Your lips part in a moan, his tongue flicking rapidly at your clit, though heโs not sure if itโs that or the eye contact that forced the sound from you.
Heโs guessing the latter, because something in your gaze feels different. The entire moment feels different.
Before, being intimate with you felt reckless, hot. Now itโs like heโs spilling every word he hasnโt said to you into the space between your thighs, hoping youโll read his secret code. Hoping desperately that heโs not seeing this wrong, that you actually do like him as much as he realizes he likes you.
He needs to chill before he whispers an I love you right here on his knees.
He breaks your gaze after a moment or two, letting his eyes fall closed once more. He can taste how wet you are, heโs lapping up your arousal with every swipe of his tongue, and he honestly would kind of be okay with dying right here. His face is completely buried in you, nose bumping your clit, tongue on a mission to be as deep inside of you as possible.
You let your hips buck, nearly grinding on his face as he licks and sucks and bites, his ringed fingers squeezing the meat of your ass now.
โEddie, ohmygod,โ you cry, your white knuckle grip on the countertop keeping you from collapsing.
โWhat is it, baby?โ he asks sweetly, kitten licking your sensitive bud before taking it between his lips and sucking.
Thatโs another thing, heโs started calling you all of these pet names lately. And the more he does it, the more he finds he doesnโt want to stop. He might actually be physically incapable of stopping.
โFeels so good, Iโโ you gasp at the sudden intrusion of two of his fingers. โI fucking love you,โ you rasp out, your body reaching its peak at the exact moment the words escape you.
Eddieโs eyes shoot up to look at you, going impossibly wide. Yet he doesnโt stop what heโs doing, he brings you fully through your high until youโre shaking all over. Your words did nothing but spur him on, more determined than ever to bring you crashing down around him.
Only once youโve come down do you seem to process what you said, and for a minute all you can do is stare at each other.
โEddie, Iโโ you scramble, but heโs quicker.
โNo. Donโt backtrack. Donโt do that,โ he says, still on his knees before you. Still tasting you on his lips, still feeling you beneath his fingertips.
He rises to his feet, hooking a finger under your chin. Youโre giving him that look again. The one that makes it seem like you want to kiss him more than you want to breathe.
And so he gives in. Lips smashing to yours, in a completely different context than any of the times before. He hopes you can feel everything he feels just through this kiss. Hopes heโs getting his point across.
The way you pull him flush up against you to deepen the kiss gives him the idea that his point was received.
Eddie Munson is great at this whole Valentineโs Day thing.
#divider by cafekitsune#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x fem!reader#eddie munson smut#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson fanfiction
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Ladies and gentlewomen, boothill.
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Boothill in the Sheets: Wild, Unpredictable, and Completely Addictive
Boothill is a gunslinger, a wanderer, and a man who plays by his own rules - and that applies to everything he does, including the way he handles you in bed.
He's got that Southern charm, a cocky smirk, and a devil-may-care attitude - but don't be fooled. When it comes down to it, he takes what he wants, and he does it with reckless, intoxicating passion.
1. Rough, Wild, and Unapologetic
Boothill is the definition of raw, unfiltered dominance-he doesn't hold back, and he sure as hell doesn't do slow and tender.
โข Expect reckless hands, bruising kisses, and being pinned down before you even realize what's happening
โข "You look real pretty beggin' like that. Keep goin'."
2. The Perfect Mix of Cocky & Dangerous
โข That self-assured smirk never leaves his face - he knows exactly how good he is, and he'll make sure you do too.
โข He's the type to tease you mercilessly just to hear you whine and squirm beneath him.
โข "C'mon, sugar, use your words. What's the matter? Too wrecked to think?"
3. No Hesitation, No Mercy
โข Boothill doesn't do hesitation - once he sets his sights on you, you're his - plain and simple.
โข He moves fast, hard, and relentless, making sure you're completely ruined before he's even close to done.
โข Expect taunting whispers, rough hands, and a pace that leaves no room for catching your breath.
4. Stamina & Endurance That'Il Break You
โ That man's a fighter, a cowboy, a survivor - he doesn't tire easily, and he sure as hell isn't stopping until he sees you fall apart completely.
โข "Aw, sugar, already tappin' out? That's a damn shame. I was just gettin' started."
โข Once is never enough - he'll have you again and again, and again, until you're too weak to even move.
5. Unpredictable & Unhinged
โข Boothill isn't just dominant - he's chaotic, meaning you never know what he's gonna do next.
โข One second, he's biting your neck, hands gripping your hips rough enough to bruise - the next, he's pulling back, smirking down at you, daring you to beg for more.
โข "Tell me how bad you want it, darlin' Maybe I'Il be nice."
Bonus: Kinks & Preferences
โข Brat-Taming & Power Play - He loves a challenge - the more you fight back, the rougher he gets.
โข Dirty Talk, Degradation, and Praise - Expect a lot of "good girl," "that's my girl," and "look at you, fallin' apart for me."
โข Biting & Bruising - He leaves marks everywhere - because if you're his, the world's gonna know it.
โข Manhandling & Control- He can easily overpower you, holding you down and taking his time watching you struggle.
โข Teasing & Edging - Just to make you squirm, he'll drag things out, watching with that cocky grin as you beg him to just give in already.
6. Aftercare: Rough Exterior, Soft Core
โข He's not the type to be openly soft, but his aftercare is unspoken and deeply sincere.
โข He'll run a hand through your hair, lazily tracing circles on your skin, acting like he doesn't care - but he does.
โข "Rest up, sugar. You're gonna need it."
Final Verdict: A Wild Ride You'll Never Forget
Boothill is reckless, cocky, and completely unrelenting - the kind of lover who'll wreck you, laugh about it, and then do it all over again.
To be wanted by him is to be caught in a wildfire - dangerous, consuming, and impossible to resist.
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๊จ๏ธ Single on Valentine's: ideas to inspire some self-love
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We all have that person in our class or friend group that is seemingly always in love. It is easy to compare yourself and feel 'Not good enough' for a partner, 'Antisocial' (In this context, Asocial), or that you're 'Going to be alone forever'. I've got news: those people who are constantly in and out of relationships are rarely happy, because they need a romantic partner for validation. They have problems loving themselves, so they need someone else to do it for them. So, whether you're aromantic, newly single or have never even had a proper relationship -- you will NOT spend this Valentine's Day crying. Not on my watch.
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๊จ The importance of self-love, and how to attain it
The only person you can spend your whole life with is YOU. The only person who will always be with you is YOU. If you want to actually be happy in life (As opposed to constantly seeking validation from others to be happy), you need to make amends and grow a healthy relationship with yourself. Now, that's all great and good in theory, but you have likely heard this a million times and still don't know how to actually go about it. You can take real-life steps to begin to love yourself, and all you need to start is ask this question: How would I treat the person I love most in this world?
๊จ๏ธ Ideas for your best Valentine's Day yet
Firstly, if you're scared to go into public on your own on the 14th, thinking you'll be judged: do it. Have the audacity. Do what everyone else is too embarrassed to do. Think of it as practicing your confidence, taking steps to have a less insecure mindset.
Writing letters to your past, present and future self: tell nine-year-old you that it's going to be alright. Write to them to say that whatever happened is not their fault. Or tell future you that you're proud of them no matter what, because if they're reading it, they're still standing.
Love language of physical touch: yes, there are ways to speak this language with yourself! A lot of us can relate to the experience of rubbing our feet together like crickets when we're comfy. So get yourself your favourite blanket and curl up in bed with some music.
Affirmations: they work. Write some down in a notebook, decorate the page with stickers, or listen to an affirmation audio from YouTube. If you have the confidence, you can even say them out loud.
Getting yourself gifts: your favourite flowers, a snack you really enjoy, a video game, a skincare product, literally anything. Great thing is, you know yourself better than anyone, so your gifts will almost always be well received.
A self-portrait: get creative. Choose your favourite art medium, whether it be oil pastels, watercolour or even photography. It's a good exercise to appreciate the little details of your body, and how it works together to create a living being.
Speaking of your body, take care of it. It may not instantly make you feel better, but lifestyle choices like diet and exercise make a massive impact on your mental health in the long run. So eat those whole foods, drink your water and do some light exercise like yoga or going on a walk.
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No relationship is perfect, and it doesn't have to be! You're allowed to be angry or frustrated with yourself, but a lot of what I've experienced is just needless hatred, and we need to fix that. That's all! Bye, Lovies!
#it girl#self improvement#becoming that girl#becoming her#manifestation#self care#glow up#wonyoungism#that girl#self love#love yourself#positive vibes#valentines day
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Hello hello fellow mutual! Can I request some fluffy Engiescout head-canons & how the rest of the Mercs would react to their relationship?
EngieScout Headcanons!
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Hey, hey moot! This totally didn't take me an absurdly long time to answer ๐ญ Anyways, you can indeed request these because, I think EngieScout is a really cute ship, so I'm more than happy to write about it!
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Engineer has a PLETHORA of nicknames for Scout, and they are HUMILIATING to Scout. It's not that he doesn't like the nicknames, but give the poor man a break, his heart can only take so much. Darlin', sweetheart, buttercup, doll, his face is BRIGHT red. Hitting Engie with a "yeah..yeah...whatever whatever!" Which only makes Engineer comment on it, innocently at first, but the longer they're together it becomes more teasing.
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Scout likes to doodle a lot, and he's definitely drawn Engineer, his pre-existing gadgets, and even some blue prints for totally cool and awesome super possible devices that Engie should totally make for him. And while Engineer doesn't get to making his blue prints come to life, they all get pinned up in his workspace, as well as any art that Scout is willing to gift to him.
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Scout is DEFINITELY a bit of a clothes theif, however, he gets SUPER embarrassed and defensive if called out, even if it's not intentionally brought up to embarrass him. He has 100% stolen a shirt or two from Engie and then has Engie compliment him on how nice Scout looks in his clothes, only from Scout to try and protest, only to be met with MORE compliments, which eventually make Scout give the clothes back. Which DOES lead to a conversation about how Engie genuinely loves seeing Scout in his clothes, and how they make Scout feel just a bit closer to Engie, even when he's not around.
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I like to think Scout is covered in moles and freckles, and sometimes, on hot nights, when Engie and Scout are having a sleepover, Engineer will trace the moles and freckles on Scout, connecting each one slowly while they talk and talk and talk. And sometimes, the conversation drifts to talks about stars and constellations, and Engie uses each mark on Scout as a way to draw the constellations. He also comments on the freckles on Scout's face as well, and he genuinely loves them.
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I think Scout likes to sit with Engie while he works, especially late into the night. He may complain about being bored every now and then, but generally, he spends time just talking Engineers ear off about whatever he can think about. Engie just listens quietly while tinkering, giving brief a "mhm" or "is that right?" But don't let him fool you! He is interested! He's just splitting his attention. Also, I definitely think Scout has fallen asleep while trying to stay up all night along side Engie. The Bonk can only hold up so much against coffee </3. And once Engineer notices, he figures it's time they both sleep. Some nights, he wakes Scout up, and they head to bed. Other nights, he just shakes his head with a laugh, picking Scout up and taking him to bed himself.
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On days where Engie has pulled yet another all nighter to work on things, or simply stay up because he can't sleep. Scout will do his best to drag the poor sleep deprived man to bed, or he'll make his way to the empty kitchen, and spend a good amount of time making sure he can make Engie the PERFECT cup of coffee. It may have more than 3 times the amount of sugar the human body can handle, but Engie always accepts it with a smile, and a small cheers with Scout's own cup of coffee, as Scour tries to understand Engineer's odd sleep habits, and how he can help the poor man get some decent rest.
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I like to think Engineer has to work with some sort of background noise. He cannot work in complete silence, unless its something he needs to have total focus on. But normally he has a little radio playing some random station on as background noise. However sometimes when Scout comes to watch him work, or just pester him, he'll change the radio to "better" music. At first, it slightly annoyed Engie, not that he REALLY cared about the music, but it was the fact that Scout thought his music tastes were better! But after yet another time of Scout popping in to pester him, he forgot, yet again, to change the radio back before leaving. Engineer sighed, too invested in his project to get up and change it. So he found himself getting more work done with the music Scout had chosen. When Scout came back AGAIN to pester the poor man, he paused, instantly teasing him for not changing the music back. But what can Engie say, he works better thinking of the man he loves.
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I think Scout's favorite date he's been on with Engie is when one night he Engineer approached Scout, blanket, some snacks, and drinks in hand, and didn't even really tell him what was happening, just grabbed Scout along with the other items and walked him outside, not too far from the base but a decent amount, laid out the blanket, and just laid down, inviting Scout to join him. And they simply had some snacks and stargazed. Scout nearly fell asleep as they did so, as at some point Engie had pulled Scout close and began playing with his hair.
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As for the teams reaction, I don't think most of them care. Hey, as long as everyone is happy and still getting their jobs done, who are the others to hate? They wish them nothing but the best together...HOWEVER!
Pyro is, at first, a little bit of an over protective fan, Engie and Scout are both it's friend! So they're naturally a bit nervous about things, but in the end, they're just so happy that their friends can be happy with each other, and that they're in love. Pyro is VERY supportive!
Spy however...I really don't like the hc that Spy doesn't care that his son is dating a man, he's more concerned with the TYPE of man Scout is dating. Although he has his gripes about the Texan, he knows deep down that Engie is a good, honest man, as much as any of them could be. He's begrudgingly supportive, because he truly does just want what's best for his son. And if that's dating a man from Texas who's chronically covered in motor oil, grease, burns and cuts. Well, he'll, tolerate it, for now, for the sake of son. But he WILL complain by muttering in French when the two are with each other around him.
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Hope you liked this, and i hope they are fluffy enough! I had fun writing! I really do enjoy writing hcs for different tf2 ships, and I do love them all. I was exhausted while finishing this so I hope I didn't hit anyone with the mischaracterization ray </3 but yeah! That's the post and I am heading to bed now. Valintines Day post is next !!
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#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 scout#scout tf2#tf2 engineer#engineer tf2#engiescout#texas two step#quick study#scatterbrains#tf2 hcs#tf2 headcanons#briefly mentioned ->#tf2 spy#tf2 pyro#ask!#moot!
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TW: This content includes sexual content; mention of pregnancy; aimed at the majoritu public;
Leland Coyle
Be aware that Leland in your relationship will always see you as his sole property! So when the urge to "procreate" comes to him, he would use it as the ULTIMATE way to mark you as his FOREVER.
Leland would hold your waist tightly, bringing your body until your back touches his body.
You feel something very hard against your body.
"You really want me to fill you up, huh? I'm going to make you mine for real."
Leland would trap you in any obstacle that gave him access to fuck your sweet hole. His expression would become even more dominant than usual, his fast pace always focused. He wouldn't accept any failure now. With the possible thought of your procreation going wrong, Leland would make sure to fuck you many more times in the same night until he was sure he managed to fill your uterus enough.
Leland will make sure not to let you expel any drops.
After the act, Leland would be kinder to you and your body. Treating you with care and aftercare. As the days went by, Leland would become even more of a stalker with you, always looking at your belly in hopes that it would grow at least a little each day.
Mother Gooseberry
Mommy Gooseberry already has her maternal extinct above normal with you but deep down she still has a little bit of insecurity in her head about you leaving at any moment. Then the desire for "procreation" falls like something perfect sent perfectly to her.
Creating a new life with you, a perfect life that would unite your lives forever, makes her very restless.
Gooseberry suddenly grabs your face, bringing his piercing, desire-filled eyes over yours, so confused.
"Let's make a perfect baby, my little sheep...a โโperfect child, created just for us to love."
Gooseberry would be sweet and protective during the act, always making sure nothing hurt you and that you were feeling okay. She would whisper soothing, sweet words in your ear while she stuck her big wet fingers in your hole.
After finishing the act, Gooseberry would stay with you taking care of everything you need and want. Throughout the days, she would kneel next to her belly while singing nursery rhymes to her future perfect child.
Franco Barbi
Franco doesn't see your desire for "procreation" as something just to generate life or tie you to him, Fraco sees himself as a living art and you being his blank canvas ready for him to paint a beautiful work of art on you.
Franco would be more casual and practical in choosing to do his artistic work in a bed with doors tightly closed. It would be a fucking magnificent spectacle for him. He would have so much fun fucking his cock deep into you, murmuring charming words mixed with a hint of fun.
"We are not just fucking, my muse...we are creating something unique and eternal."
Franco would repeat his breeding ritual every night for at least a few weeks until he was sure that his beautiful aura had finally found its way to her sweet womb.
When you finally get pregnant, Franco would be obsessed. Painting lots and lots of pictures about you and your future baby.
The Night Hunter
Night Hunter already has a certain wild and animalistic entitlement, so when the desire to "procreate" arises in his distorted mind, there will be nothing left in his head other than to fill his loved one in the most brutal and primitive way.
Night Hunter wouldn't say anything about his desire and wouldn't even say when he intended to catch you. One moment he would appear behind you and minutes later your poor body would be pressed hard against some cold ground while that damn wild cock was pounding hard from behind you. Night Hunter would make sure to hold your neck with his hand making you look straight at him as he fucks you.
After the act, he would become extremely territorial with you, warding off any type of danger.
Dr. Esterman
Like the others, Esterman does not see his way of "procreating" as a simple desire, deep down he plans everything before it even happens, he will transform his carnal desire into an experiment to be studied.
Esterman would leave everything prepared, from the chosen location to what he would use in the process. Esterman plans to record every second of his facial and bodily reactions then he will watch it all again over and over again as he writes his notes. During the act, Esterman will say phrases and words to further stimulate your reactions.
"Look at your body, it was made for this...to generate something greater and I want to see each stage of that transformation."
After the act, Esterman took care of you but only because of her unhealthy desire to study the stages of your pregnancy. When changes finally begin to occur, Esterman will test you daily, treating you like a living study.
#outlast trials#leland coyle#outlast#franco barbi#the outlast trials#mother gooseberry#dr. easterman
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For those of y'all who are worried about your artwork, here's quick sketches of the batfam for fun. These are real quick and easy drawings you can do that don't need skill. I'm sure your artwork is great regardless, but sometimes little doodles have less pressure
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Batfam members in order from left to right:
Batman, Robin (Damian), Nightwing, Black Bat, Red Hood, Red Robin, Signal
Also, Black Bat could be drawn with similar body shape to Batman. Depends on if you want her to have a cape
#dc comics#dc universe#tim drake#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#damian wayne#duke thomas#cass wayne#cassandra wayne#batman#dc robin#dc red robin#dc red hood#dc nightwing#dc signal#dc black bat#batfam#fan art#doodle#art doesn't need to be perfect to be loved#feel free to steal the designs for your own doodles#i did this doodle at work
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I've had this finished for days now, I posted the wip but didn't post the final piece because I couldn't find the PERFECT caption.
I still can't so whatever I'll post it anyway because I really love how it turned out ๐
#my art#fanart#wednesday series#wednesday netflix#asterthought#asterthought.art#digital art#wenclair#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#wednesday x enid#i love my girls#this was my first full piece made with my tablet and in Sketchbook and i'm honestly so proud of it#could you tell i have an art degree just based on this? probably not#but that's the thing about learning to use new things#i have to keep reminding myself#i don't need absolute perfection#this is still one of my favorite pieces though#that doesn't stop me from finding terrible flaws in it either
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Redraw of my first post on this blog. Oh how far we've come B'*)
[Now with it's own redraw!]
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Credit where it's due: the first one is from November 2022. So its been a bit longer than the post date implies.#It was always part of the plan to re-draw my first wangxian art at the end of each season#but wow I really didn't give enough credit to the power of drawing every day for the last half a year#I've really loved doing this B*) I have found so much confidence in accepting the fact I'm not a 'non-artist' drawing mdzs comics#I'm a REAL artist drawing mdzs#and this is just the start!!!! I will keep drawing and improving and learning! and I will have a big smile like this every time -> B*)#I'm stunned that so many people found this blog so early on. Despite the roughness of my art...yall saw what I struggled to see#which was someone who was worth it#That and how art really is what you decide it is. I thought It had to be perfect. It doesn't need to be perfect. I see that now#I love you all so much! I am so much happier than I have been in years!#Sorry for being sappy twice in a row I promise tomorrow I'll be your little jester again
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The red means ily!!!
#i tried a new render. be merciful with me#its far from perfect. but its the start of growth. and that makes it perfect#hellsing#alucard#my art#cw blood#cw ommetaphobia#Alucard can be considered a yandere right. we all agree on that#this was based on an anon that said he's the type to settle for hate if the person he likes doesn't love him#as long as they think STRONGLY of him#this reminds me of that scene in Kaleidoscope by catsvsdogscatswin (absolute PEAK fanfic its my favorite on ao3)#where Anderson finds alu chained in the basement and when he says that he's the one sworn to kill him#alucard smiles and says 'ah so you're someone that loves me'#i NEED a moment here. he hurts me so much#this should be illegal
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I hope you donโt mind, but I was bored and drew Clip :)
live crab reaction:
oh oh oH OH OH !! I LOVE IT!! you got all his details so well! i just wanna leap into his arms for a hug! thank you thank you!!
I NEVER mind! i still remember the eclipse drawing you did before! i love them both!
let's see what Clip thinks!
live Clip reaction:
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i think he likes it too! he's just been bouncing around my head since i got your submission yesterday!
#gift for the crab#other people's art#dca fandom#fnaf eclipse#dca oc#Clip New Do Same You AU#New Do Same You AU#i love this i love this so much!!#Clip too!#thank you thank you!!#i honestly never expected anyone to draw clip#mans just a walking continuity error#he laughs in the face of my perfectionism and maybe that's exactly what i need#he is living embodiment of โit doesn't need to be perfect it just needs to beโ#which is exactly what i was telling myself as i drew him so this works out#crab art#traditional art#fnaf sun#fnaf moon
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films just aren't as beautiful anymore there is hardly any emotion behind anything they lack depth and they lack love
#there are beautiful films out there yes#challengers is one of those#but the majority of them just... fucking suck okay#no matter how cringe or silly it sounds i think having respect for films and filmmaking is essential#it's a must#and a lot of directors and actors do not have it#it's all so shallow#you can clearly tell what movies have made with affection which ones have been held gently#you can FEEEEL it when you watch them#it makes all the difference#directors who love watching films and who have devoted themselves to the art of creating something that will move people#who have realized that the essence of it the soul of it means way more#you can make your actor cry but that doesn't mean i'll feel the sadness you know#there's no depth whatsoever#they yell and it's just . it makes me feel nothing#these people just don't understand anything at all#they have enough money to wipe their asses with it but they don't know what it means to be a person#or to feel anything i suppose#all they know is happy sad angry#that's it lmao#and everything also needs to be perfect in the worst possible ways in their eyes and i hate it#i hate it i hate it i hate it#don't even get me started on how bad everything looks too i can't get into it or else i'll actually fucking explode#everything is so fucking ugly and bland and there are no scars and mud and sweat and dirt and it's so dull and boring it's so artificial#TURN THE FUCKING BRIGHTNESS UP PUSSY I WANNA SEE THE COLORS#goddddddddddddddddddddddddddd#sorry sorry this is really#shbdghdhgaghdasgh#pissing me off so badly#mayor of loserville
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Yk this was a silly doodle but then my tablet momentarily DIED died and I thought I lost this so I finished it out of spite.
DOGtor Trayaurus and.. uh.. UH.. Dan (I PANICKED I CANT THJNK OF ANY PUNS-)
#DanTDM#dr trayaurus#clemont_ine#dan & tray#DanTDM fanart#Furry#Furry art#I feel like the only furry who can't draw dogs (other than borzois) and that needed to change okay.#Not counting grim he's like. Bones#That doesn't count. Right???#Normal living breathing dogs are such a struggle..#ANYWAY#So Trayaurus is a borzoi ofc ofc#They're so tall and strange I love them#They're like if a worm on a string had legs its wonderful#But DAN#is a Chinese Crested dog (I think that's what they're called-)#WHICH I DIDNT KNOW EXISTED UNTIL YESTERDAY#AND IM SO MAD. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THOSE#NOT EVEN CAUSE OF HOW MANY ANIMALS I KNOW#(Like how did these dogs slip under the radar)#BUT BECAUSE THEYRE SO PERFECT FOR EMO OR SCENE FURRIES????????#CMON MAN IVE EMO FRIENDS IVE FURRY FRIENDS#IVE EMO FURRY FRIENDS HOW THE FUCK DID NONE OF US KNOW (OR MENTION) THESE DOGS#they're so cunty I love them#Anyway yes this was the product of me going to edit my au notes and completely misunderstanding โspace dogโ for a second.#โspace dog what when did I make a furry auโ YOU DUMBASS THATS YOUR GODDAMN DEAD DAN AU. OMFG.
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Ponee (It is half 3 in the morning)
#hey she didn't actually come out too bad!#I didn't show the last time I tried to draw Sunny but it didn't look great ehe ^^;#I think Ponies are gonna have to be a digital art only thing for now cause I had the select and drag so many elements of this#to make this look right sahsdhdshsdh#Yeah despite liking ponies since I've became a conscious thing I never drew them a bunch#and well. that's because I didn't start drawing properly until I was like. 11 years old. and I was super into something else then ehe ^^;#Sorry to get personal in the tags of an mlp art thing but I do think about how I always wanted to draw but like.#I was such a chronic perfectionist as a little little kid??? I HATED everything I tried to make XD#It makes me a little sad yknow? cause like. most kids don't give a shit they just draw whatever and it's beautiful and amazing#it makes me sad that I didn't allow myself to have that! I worked backwards IG lmao#little 6 year old hating everything she tried to make for not being perfect to me now where I love when my art is full of imperfections#that's the point of art!!! Have fun!!! It doesn't need to be perfect or even โgoodโ!#because art is about expression yknow? and drawing stuff you like!#sorry this only took like an hour this should be on a more high-effort drawing sdhdhdshsd#Also um hi to the person who followed me for MLP G5 art?? I mostly post about puters and Ultrakill and Rain World here#But I do really love ponies I need to draw them more often XD#this is my whatever blog. I post whatever interests me here hehe#MLP#MLP G5#Android Arts#Android.txt
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Was going to post some 4am spicy thoughts, but the literal second I start writing them down, my brain says, "no. must be perfect. keep rewriting those 5 sentences until they're perfect. make the whole thing longer while you're at it too".
And for the love of all that is holy, I fucking hate my brain. I just wanna post my silly little thirst without it needing to be perfect.
#The bane of my existence is the thing driving this meat wagon#go figure#i can tell myself that it doesn't have to be perfect but brain says otherwise#this is why i have a love hate relationship with art. i physically can't get over the hurdle of everything needing to be perfect.#whispered rants
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tsukkiyama au where yamaguchi is a fallen star and tsukki is a college student who majors in astronomy
#I've been thinking about this for weeks girl HELP#I have fic ideas art concepts like#it is rattling around my brain you don't even understand#something something kei wished on a shooting star and yamaguchi was the result like idk#no because tsukishima (self esteem issues) wondering how and why this supernatural being thinks he's so cool#and yamaguchi (been around the extraordinary so long that the ordinary is so beautiful) wonders how#tsukki doesn't see that he doesn't need to be perfect he just needs to be him and how there's beauty everywhere#and then they fall in love or whatever#tsukkiyama#yamaguchi tadashi#yamaguchi#tsukishima kei#tsukishima#karasuno#haikyu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu headcanons#<- ?? maybe idk#the stars are beautiful and so are you ???? I need to write and draw about this you don't understand
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if w359 were to be adapted (and imagine this is a perfect world where adaptations are perfectly true to source and author intention) would you prefer a live-action w CGI or animated? how should Hera be portrayed?
oh god, okay. first i have to get over my gut reaction to the idea of a wolf 359 adaptation, which is... please no, not in any form, never. literally the nightmare scenario for me. but okay, other than that.
the wolf 359 that exists in my mind's eye when i'm listening to the show is, like... live action, physical sets, practical effects including some puppetry (for the plant monster, notably) - and that's definitely influenced by gabriel urbina citing farscape as the main inspiration for the tone of the show. so, in a perfect world, assuming at least the main characters would still be played by the same actors and everything... like that, i guess? i love to see fan animations, and there's the obvious benefit re: voice actors, but i don't think it would work. the realism and mundanity undercut by larger than life scenarios and science fiction nonsense is a necessary contrast to me, and the characters are just... such Real Life People, when i picture them in my mind.
and hera is definitely a big reason why i don't think the show can or should be adapted to any visual medium. when i commission art, my personal design for hera has that blue holographic look because 1) it's important to me to have recognizable visual signifiers, and 2) i want a way to give her a physical presence for artistic purposes while still suggesting some intangibility + distance. but i don't literally think she looks like that. if you are portraying what hera actually looks like, then there are two heras: viewed from the outside, formless and faceless, basically a disembodied voice without any other autonomous parts to express herself with, and the way she sees herself in her own mind and her own memories. from what we can infer, i honestly think the image hera has of herself is just of a regular human woman.
i don't know if you could portray hera in any visual medium, because... you can't show her, you can't make her a hologram or a face on a screen, and you can't make her... more robotic, with more expressive moving parts of the station, etc. because any of those things would imply something different about her than what exists in canon. like, i love the idea that eiffel looks at hera's cameras when he's talking to her, but it's important that something like hera's cameras never comes across as hera, as a physical presence. if that makes sense? the sense of isolation, the way hera feels trapped, at a physical distance from the others, unseen - that's such a central conflict of her character, the very literal way that her struggles are invisible to the others, and how the contrast between her internal vs. externally perceived self is at the heart of a lot of commentary re: identity, disability, etc. that surrounds her. audio is really the only medium where that can be maintained while still keeping hera an equal presence to the others - maybe there's some commentary you could make by deconstructing audience assumptions in a visual medium, but it would be difficult to make it the same.
... and that's not even getting into how music, and radio, and voice, and sound recording are all thematic components of the show!!
#i think the only piece of wolf 359 media i would want#that doesn't already exist (excluding like. doug eiffel comedy bits. i'll accept any number of those.)#would be a live show with enough resources for a little more costuming + lighting + staging. just a bit more flair#but the existing live show isn't designed for that and the time has kind of passed for something like that to feasibly exist. unfortunately#but otherwise... no it's perfect. it's a complete piece of media. i do not need anything more. it already has visuals In My Mind#and that's all i need.#thank you for asking!!#... just the other day my friends were surprised that i picture like. real human people. idk what to tell you. i love eiffel art but#it's art of eiffel. the eiffel who exists in my mind is a real guy#and that guy looks a lot like zach valenti.#asks
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