#ar vents

[qu1et-and-unknown]

getting my period back is so bittersweet, because on the one hand, it means my body is recovering, but the dysphoria. at least I know why I've been craving a lot of chocolate the past week

[theadhddimsenion]

You know something I find ironic about stella defenders and vivis critics? They love to talk a lot of shit about how bad vivi supposedly is at representing male victims of abuse all while defending and regurgitating arguments that are used to condemn and vilify male victims and defended his abuser!!!!

"Cheating is bad!! So stolas is bad!! And they just want to silence us into thinking that this is ok!!!!" No you brain dead peon! Cheating isn't always universally bad especially when it's been on someone who has done nothing but abuse them and actively talked shit about their performance as a way of disrespecting them!! And let's be very clear the only reason stella was upset is because it was an imp and stolas had finally gotten the Courage to stand up to her!!! And let's not forget that stella had been treating him like crap for years before this happened!

"He's a bad father!!" No he's not he's a struggling father. Neither he nor his daughter are bad people and neither of them deserved to be in the situation they were in. Should he have paid more attention to octiava yes. Is he a bad person and never cared about her because he didn't? Fuck no!! He messed up and he suffered the consequences and is trying to learn to better what more can you honestly ask if someone!?

"He's shouldn't have saved blitz because that showed octativa he was willing to die without caring about her!" Bull. Fucking. Shit!!!! How the fuck was he supposed to make a life or death descion and think about every possible situation this could result in when he had about 12 seconds to make sure the love of his life's head didn't go fucking choppy choppy!!!

"He's a coercive rapist reeeeee!!!" Look pal that agurment relies on a lot if's when it comes to bltizs ability to find a alternative means of getting to the human world so this argument is flimsy and relies on circumstances and speculation at best and is outright bullshit at worst. Even if this so called argument had any real validity then it should be clear to anyone with any brain power whatsoever that stolas never meant to coerce anyone!

"He is evil blueblood and deserves the guillotine" no stolas is as bout as much of a noble prick as a thumbtack and he had never once intentionally looked down on anyone and when he did it was never hateful it was simply out of ignorance unlike his wife who you constantly defend!

"Stella was made evil to justify his actions!" No you fools she was clearly always going to be a villain and contrary to what your pitiful Brains think females don't need to be sympathic or even competent and vivi isn't sexist for writing stella this way and for what it's worth I think stella serves her role quite well.

[athenaeum-of-the-herald]

Taking pride in disrespecting the gods you supposedly worship is so fucking weird to me. Truly it's weird.

I understand anger at times. I understand moments where you feel your boundaries are being crossed and exploding. We are human. Anger is a perfectly acceptable emotion.

But to be proud of the fact that you not only cursed out a god, but the KING of gods? I find you weird, sorry.

I understand reiterating boundaries and saying things in anger. But to take some form of pride in disrespecting the gods you claim to revere and laughing about it? You're not someone I want to be around.

Everyone's practice is their own, but I have no interest in being around someone with such an uncomfortable mentality with the gods. Especially to be proud of it around a group of people that REVERE AND WORSHIP the god you're disrespecting.

The gods are not our pets. Treating them as such is weird and gross.

[rhiandoesfandom]

Begging Stolas antis to understand slow character development. The show is called "Helluva Boss" of course it's going to deal with Blitz's faults first. Especially since the episodes are so short. They have said Stolas's realizations about his behavior are coming. Please calm down.

[bolszaja-miedwedica]

yo i really shouldn't give a fuck but even my deities are disgusted if you don't like my posts or how my practice looks like or what I'm reblogging or how my relationship with my gods looks like you don't need to waste your damn energy to hex me there's a fuckin block button on my profile and yall are privileged as fuck if you prefer to hex a loser on tumblr instead of some fuckin murderers or abusers and you should know every fuckin hex or curse WILL BE sent back to y'all i do NOT give a single fuck okay? privileged ass motherfuckers "every practice is different" unless you feel like someone's is too weird or too casual and you feel the need to play your deities advocate if they were fuckin not okay with what I'm doing they would tell me you know??? my blog is not for fuckin educating you or for yall to approve it's literally meant to be my space where i post funny talks with my gods it's not for yall to like its for me so if you dont like it gently fuck off and i shouldn't need to fuckin specify anything of what i said here it's perfectly clear what I'm saying

[cloudyhearted]

*highly considers turning Dainsleif into an OC so I can free myself of Genshin bc I've had it up to here o7 with that game*

[horns-and-paws]

as a person who deals with bpd, i seek comfort in characters such as achilles and ares in my time of need

i know achilles' rage, his anger and how impulsive he is. I sympthasize with him, and I know he would understand my anger and my rage

whenever my emotions get ahold of me, i remember ares. i know i cannot be like athena, i cannot wait and think, all i can do is act. so i look up to ares.

[thewickerking]

idk... it might sound selfish but i miss the way people were passionate about me... like I miss being an active member of certain groups and being like. Popular within them? I guess? I mean more like. Being recognizable and considered a staple part of a group and being recognized and people (even. One person) counting down to be the first to wish me a happy birthday. i miss getting edits as gifts and shoutouts and compliments and sweet messages and stuff and idk. I would also give these to people and I miss that! I miss feeling a part of something I guess. And with the way things have transpired this year it feels like even when I try to put in that same effort no one cares because I'm a stepping stone for building relationships with other people and im easily discarded once I dont have a use and you realize I'm just a loser who's too broken to change

[suncast-moth]

This family is certainly starting to push me past my breaking point.

I'm trying so hard not to just do something stupid and possibly fatal on a whim, but this family, I don't know if imma be able to take it anymoreeee :)

I might start drinking the garbage bitter alcohols we have, cause I'm not sure I can take all this bullshit while still sober. It's almost been half a year of me being clean, but, oh my gods I can't take it.

[qu1et-and-unknown]

I know I shouldn't compare my recovery with others, and I know it's not true, but whenever I see someone post wieiads or that they struggle to eat things I can with relatively little guilt, I feel like I wasn't sick enough to say I have an ed

[mars-talks]

Ticking

Our home is now a time bomb.

I can feel a fire

Festering away inside the bricks.

The puzzle pieces are unsolving.

They're breaking down.

We're breaking down.

Living with dynamite will kill us all.

I hear your movements,

The ticking gets louder.

Tick, tick, tick

Goes the bomb's timer.

Tick, tick, tick.

Then it slows

When I hear your sounds grow distant.

Tick... tick... tick...

It's back to normal.

Then we meet.

And I explode.

- Mars G.P

[oracle-of-galla]

Dear Humans,

Hey, this is Hermes. I’m the god of communication. I kind of realized lately that we don’t talk much, and that’s kind of my job, so this is me reaching out. I’m gonna send an oracle to collect texts from you guys so we can get some dialogue going. I think the gods miss hearing from you as much as you miss hearing from them. So, if you have any questions or complaints or life updates or anything, hit us up!

A note from the Oracle:

Yes, hello, I’ve received the message and accepted my role in this. Now as I understand it, things have changed rather a bit on Olympus, so please, while I understand that there may be complaints about how the cosmos are being handled, do try to keep an open mind and keep discussion civil, yes?

[lesbianlen]

Big sigh

I wish I could play W ppl in genshin

:(

[dragonborntatsuya]

Hey just accidentally overwrote my Character file for Terra in BBS can someone console me. I had just beaten his like a minute ago and was going to start Ven’s story

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

My hot take is that some of you who live vicariously through fictional familial relationships yearn for "a healthy loving family" the same way a lonely person yearns for the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend/partner who will sweep them off their feet and dote on them and love them always and only focus on them and take care of them and protect them and provide for them and give them a fairytale wedding

And it shows

[the-colours-system]

Sometimes I worry that I’m not trusted

But I do believe I shouldn’t be!

After all

I’m the apathetic one~~~~~