#anyways this is just The ‘Tism
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retentive hysteric. which is. y’know. just. autism. but alright.
What's your guys' Freudian fixation mines' oral aggressive
#personality tests are bullshit and here’s 97 reasons why by martin luther#anyways sorry i’m autistic freud#i know it bothers you#and my gender confuses you#well guess what buddy it confuses me too#but i’m glad you’ve noted i do in fact have an odd gender presentation#i very much take pride in that thank you#anyways this is just The ‘Tism#autism#actually autistic#personality test#also the fact that this article implies a teen girls uterus ‘closes up and stops sending mating signals because it’s afraid of pregnancy’#is so fucking funny#and hilariously wrong in general#like wtf and who wrote them#i want to study them under a microscope to find out why their brain works this way#but also slap them very hard at the same time
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#why do you need this many legs sir#toedscruel#woah holy shit i just looked outside and it's super dark out. i'm queuing this up at noon why is it so dark#lemme look#yeah it's. dark. there's a bunch of dark evil clouds in the sky lookin like it's gonna storm oh i just heard thunder yeah it's gonna storm#uh oh. good thing i'm queueing this guy up before the storm so my power doesn't go out. this happens frequently#anyway toedscruel. it's definitely an evolution of toedscool. it definitely looks like tentacruel#if it's a different pokémon why does it evolve into something so suspiciously similar. i can understand wigglet and wugtrio being#different pokémon. just based on how different they are from diglett and dugtrio. even though their names are a typo away#but this guy is. it. really should've just been a regional form‚ i think#unrelated‚ but on random occasions seemingly whenever someone new finds the blog and reads my tags#i'll occasionally get folks asking me how i type commas in the tags#the answer is that this character → ‚ ← is not a comma. it just looks identical to a comma because of tumblr's font#it's actually a lower quotation mark. so for a language that does ‚this kind’ of quotation marks#and i use it as a comma because i have a fancy linguist keyboard that can type all kinds of fancy symbols. and it's easily accessible#some of my favorites include the single-character ellipse: …#the degrees symbol: º and °#small A: ª#fractions: 1⁄2 2⁄3 1⁄4 etc#and obviously IPA symbols and various diacritics‚ so that i can type the word pokémon without having to copy-and-paste the E#currency symbols‚ too. £¢$§¥ euro is on here somewhere but i don't know where bc i don't use that one really#i just like being able to type things the way they're supposed to be. like it's 80º outside. the stopwatch costs 15¢ in the shop#and‚ of course‚ pokémon. it's the linguistics and computer 'tism combining together i think#it's storming harder now but i found the euro symbol: €#oh fuckin hell my lights just flickered. this is gonna be rough..!
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#ok but this is lowkey how i got my guy so 🤷#and he's literally the best boyfriend ever#he sends me train videos 😭#so yeah sometimes you just gotta be your full autistic self#gotta rizz em with the tism#and eventually it WILL lead you to where you need to be#it's so dumb and cheesy and not logical but i fully believe it now#anyway thanks for coming to my ttt (tag ted talk) 🌟#iasip#always sunny#its always sunny in philadelphia#charlie kelly#iasip shitpost#shitpost#meme#neurodivergent#autistic
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"larry its too early for halloween art" I DONT CARE. YURI BLAST 💥💥💥💥
#my art#ocs#kiru#keiko#kirukei#keikos outfit here is specifically that of miss piggy's in muppets take manhattan 😌#kiru however is just like. one of those costumes that also doubles as a normal outfit#since her 'tism and sensory issues prevent her from wearing most costume material stuff#ANYWAYS i do wanna do like#a proper horror/halloween drawing later in the month#maybe a freaky slasher kiru type drawing. we'll see
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Lighting makes a difference…
I haven’t even been able to read this because Waterstones hasn’t delivered vol 1 yet! I have vol 3/4!
#haven’t read it but I’m aware of bits just not on the deeper aspects of the story#anyway Laois is relatable#it’s probably that shared ‘tism#I also don’t do fanart often so this is a rarity#but this was fun!#artists on tumblr#fanart#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#laois touden#laois dungeon meshi#character art#anime#manga#laois fanart#fantasy
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Most people: flirts normally
Me: follows u and then awkwardly messages to compliment your blog
#is this relatable#because it could be my tism#anyway if you get an awkward message from me ever just know you made me drool a lil bit
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Coco, my best friend,, coco my comfort character,, baby me would've loved you !!
#crash bandicoot#fanart#coco bandicoot#shes definitely autistic. i dont make the rules.#also im still mad for how SOME people in the fandom are treating her. like. THATS A MINOR.#anyway. i love the comfort she and her brother crash give me. cortex may be number 1 in my favorite characters in this series.#but her and crash??? they both are in second-and-a-half place!#art#artists on tumblr#furry#doodles#the tism is strong with this one#crash bandicoot 4 its about time#speaking of. her design in its about time is SO COOL. I LOVE HER.#she deserves so much better and im glad she got the spotlight along with her brother than just being a minor role...#looking at you twinsanity mind over mutant crash of the titans and other classic games.#crash bandicoot fanart#also i might draw Cortex next. Why? Because he's my all-time favorite thats why.#also im doing that crash cartoon pitch if i ever have the time.#also you BET im drawing more crash bandicoot fanart. i need to draw the sillies a lot!!!!!! IM NOT SHUTTING UP ABOUT THEM. EVER.#btw hello fellow crash enjoyers i know you're out there pls follow if you like my content and also i would love to make more crash mutuals
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I diagnose her with tism.
will do nontism pink icons too. wanted to add the infinity symbol somewhere but uh… I couldn’t get it to look fine so w/e.
#pieces of powder#lemons random rants#autism#autistic#autistic icons#autism icons#pride icons#icons#if these look bad it’s because I cropped them- cuz adobe doesn’t have an online photo editor anymore.#I mean it does but I ain’t signing for that#anyway sorry I couldn’t fit the infinity symbol in. didn’t know where to put it.#I relate so much to powder and Marcy…#I kinda wonder if Marcy has a bad home life from some of the dialogue she has. maybe an orphan but that’s a stretch#but powder is very tism coded. I have tism sense you get it with your diagnosis#or if you don’t have a diagnosis you still have it they just don’t want you to know about it cuz ur too powerful#I’m like a blend of powder and marcy.#anyway I rlly love the#art style of the show it reminds me of that game ppl used to play…#anyway again sorry about the symbol but if you’ve seen my book cover#you know graphic design isn’t my passion
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head in hands like "maybe i should have realized this about myself sooner" as i am surrounded by neon flashing signs that Very Clearly Indicate the thing i should have realized about myself sooner
#anyway i'm just mulling about the 'tism skdjfhgljhdfg#thinking about how i've been having a hard time on site with my internship because i struggle to make small talk with my superiors#and everything is uncomfortable and terrible all of the time and i feel so so out of my depth#but talking with my university superior about the methodology of our profession#has me feeling like i'm playing just dance on extreme and i'm nailing every single beat w#like quite literally is like one of those rhythm games where when you get a combo it plays a cool sound effect#and i'm playing so well the sound effects are overlapping and the screen is just an explosion of stars w#so yeah i am. very comfortable talking academics and theory and things but. shit in social situations.#when i don't have that to rely on whoops#anyway it's just another thing on the incredibly long list of things i have building in my mind of#'why i should have realized i'm probably on the spectrum sooner'#the thrilling sequel to 'how did i go 20+ years without realizing i have ADHD' w#(speaking of)#(the way my ADHD has been leaping into the spotlight this week)#(biggest highlight was being jumpscared not once)#(not twice!!)#(but THREE times by food i had bought for myself)#(put down briefly)#(and then forgotten about for upwards of 30 minutes to 5 hours)#(like the other day i bought myself a little pastry on the way home as a congrats for surviving another week)#(and i put it on the table when i came inside)#(but i. forgot i did that. and went like 4 hours without even thinking about it)#(until i got up and left my room and saw the bag and went '! ! ! ! ! ! ! OH MY GO D MY PASTRY NOOOOOOO')#(the adhd and the autism . . . . they are attacking my ass . . . . . )
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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.
but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.
I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.
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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more#sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently#yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn#and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else#everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution#but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me#youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset#and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE#like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life#if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us#we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way#they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature#this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it#someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rambles#words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not#also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it#why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation#no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd#today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better
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I'm not gonna be able to record wavs for a couple of weeks at least so should I just post that video I made even though it has a near comical amount of bg noise in it? 🙃
#maybe I only care so much because of the 'tism#but i was so annoyed listening back because I got some decent sneezing out of that little session as well lol#i had my headphones at the time because i'm so used to being disturbed by building work ironically#i was too busy sneezing to notice 😭😭#anyway yeah i'll probably post it and hopefully it isn't too much of a pain#it's not like you can't hear the sneezes it's just aggravating lol#nttalks
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so yeah it does appear that if i lean into my mother's and grandmother's accent, the feminine version of the high class carolinan drawl, i pass way better. of course this comes with the cost of being read as southern, but. well. it's not actually my grandmother's ridiculous belle affectation, even if it gets closer than i'd like sometimes by accident. it's normal enough for the most part. i can work with this i suppose, it takes no more effort than any other way i know how to talk
#i've always sucked at controlling my voice#in all contexts#transitioning only made me even more aware of this but efforts to vocal train my generic urban american voice have not worked#i just sound soft and kinda emotionless#but the drawl has a musicality to it that i know how to bend to signal emotion#and of course most emotional signals in my voice are manual anyway due to the 'tism#so to hell with it. guess i'm southern now
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I'm so tired of being the dominant one my whole life tbh (not in bed, I'm just pretty damn logical and cutthroat irl)
Where's my overprotective, possessive, mean daddy bf that's only nice to me and shows me I really can be a dainty, fragile little thing?
#From Neuropsychologist to mindless toy pls#If you'd actually leave your bedroom Isa you might find one#That's scary tho#I'll just keep falling in love with fictional characters#Men are usually scared of me anyway#It's probably the 'tism#I'm pretty off-putting#And have an attitude problem
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Double denim. With aviators!
#bbc ghosts#thomas thorne#mathew baynton#Mat baynton#Six idiots#If you see it. You see it lol#Honestly scratch my head whenever people are like. Thomas not autistic bc he acts like trash it's Something Else#He acts like trash precisely bc he's autistic. Idk what to tell you.#He goes off and can't read the room and meltdowns 24/7 and struggles with empathy you all just arent ready#For the less palatable presentations of the tism. It's not all Cap making silly noises and Kitty being sweet and childlike#I mean it's just my take but I've seen people frame him like the least valid/likeable of the bunch which is sad#Bc thats precisely his thing. He doesn't let anyone close and forces everyone not to like him because he's scared of being unliked first.#Anyway he is STILL the worst and i still hate him he is my lad <3 love problematic messy little shits#We are becoming Thomas Thorne blog but that is ok#Them there
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#mega houndoom#okay. this guy looks like a rock singer. he looks like a punk rock singer and i like it. i actually LOVE this aesthetic#i used to dream of having this aesthetic. i still have a denim battle jacket with pins and patches on it that i wear around all the time#i call it the 'Tism Jacket. because i wear it all the time. but i don't really feel i embody that aesthetic anymore. i just wear what i like#and try to look how i want to#anyway. irrelevant
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neurotypicals: *spend hundreds of years excluding and alienating neurodivergent people from society*
neurotypicals: *invent stories about their neurodivergent children being mythical creatures because they can't comprehend a human that isn't normal*
neurotypicals: *create harmful stereotypes about neurodivergent people that have become popular belief to the point that if we correct people on it they think we're wrong*
neurotypicals: *literally try to prevent neurodivergent people from existing*
neurotypicals: *treat us as if we're not even people*
neurodivergent people: *make a very obvious joke to counteract this treatment and show how silly it is*
neurotypicals: nooooo we're not all like that! you're spreading misinformation about us! we're the victims!
#thought i'd just spell this out for a few people#i'm pissed#autism#the tism#neurodivergent#neurodivergence#i saw a couple of comments on a post that was pathologising allistic people the same way they pathologise autistic people#it was very clearly meant to be a joke but some people still took it too seriously#anyway that just kind of got me thinking
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