#anyways Im going to go eat soup
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#takeda takahashi#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk#mk1#mortal kombat fanart#mk1 fanart#mortal kombat 1 fanart#I like how this one came out#I did NOT need to add the blood tbh#but I like being dramatic#im still pumped about yakuza takeda#desperately want angst of him#mk artists please if you can hear me...#mk editors too..#ive been replaying the same 5 takeda edits on TikTok#he will Not leave my mind I hate him#save me...save me...save me...#anyways Im going to go eat soup#soup is good#soup is yummy#soup
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do yall have favorite soups?
#not actually fc soup reference#im making soup today#i think my favorite is lobster bisque but i also like seafood gumbo and rn im making beef and daikon soup#more modeled after korean beef and daikon soup? but honestly lowkey just a “i have beef. and daikon. its going in a pot”#anyway tell me your favorite soups#once i was at a lesbian gathering and the host had made three sisters soup from stuff all made on a nearby women's farm that she also took#me to brunch to once#best damn biscuits ive ever had#anyway that soup was really good even though i think usually i probably wouldn't like it#tell me your soup stories#i didnt eat much soup growing up. my family was not eusoupal
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lowkey glad i got my wisdom teeth out now because im getting used to barely eating and i know once school starts im gonna have to start getting back in the rhythm of one meal a day because i don’t do lunch (vent in the tags mb)
#tw eating issues#i look thinner i think and i like that#im trying to keep up this eating pattern to get used to it when school starts#i’m learning how to keep my stomach from making noise which is good#it’s fucked up when i think about it but whatever#anyway i’ve been meaning to vent for a while about this#only thing im nervous about is having physics my third and second to last periods but ill figure it out#im trying to lose more weight#i think im doing good on my soup diet tbh#i’ll keep it going as long as i can#i hate how i feel after eating though#im considering learning how to water fast#i think that’ll help#anyway this git dark sorry#i’m fine im just in a bad headspace#i’ll be fine#ill stop when im satisfied#vent#i wanna go from small to extra small tbh#i wanna be thinner#i hate this#ive been dealing with it since i was twelve#whatever#tw ed#idk can u even call it an ed?#sometimes the only motivation i have is knowing if i keep eating im gonna look gross when i go out#i’ll be fine i’ll stop when i want#no one will even know it’ll be so easy#it makes me feel in control#like i’m in control here instead of the thoughts
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headcanon time. aizawa eats a lot.
the only reason he doesn't use the lunch break for eating is because it "saves time" to deal with both lunch and dinner at once, aka absolutely clearing off three times the amount of whatever hizashi gets them both for dinner.
nemuri sees the shit ton of empty takeout boxes on the teachers dorm dining table one night and goes "u invited the kids over for dinner???" and aizawa shoots her a weird look from the couch where he's getting ready to take a nap and wake up in time for all that energy to go into patrol, replies "no?????" nem just. points at the trash. aizawa says "oh yeah. yours is in the fridge. i finished off the rest." nemuri stares at him and back at the pile. this man just ate like quarter his weight in spicy ramen.
#aizawa shouta#bnha headcannons#look. see#i do this too and#i sure love a little projection once in a while#anyways im definitely going to draw him eating one day#its like#yk when you watch mukbangs#sorry i dont know where im going with this#i just wanna see him eat a burger#have some warm soup#is that too much to ask#lethe's slow descend into insanity
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being sick when you live alone SUCKS what do you MEAN I have to make my own soup :(
#i went to the store to buy soup and then proceeded to eat macaroni instead anyway dhjhddgjj#i know i probably SHOULD have some soup#it's got veggies in it#but#i am REALLY not a soup person ;;;#but im sure it'll be good i just hhhh#the fact that i gave to go prepare it ;;;;;;;#shh ac
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arakawa wouldve wanted this for me
#snap chats#thats roast duck soup FOR YOUR INFORMATION 🗣#and pork dumplings and crab rangoon and some might say crab rangoon aint traditional chinese but they can Traditionally suck me#i just hear him in my dome talkin to ichi bout restaurant workers goin home to ring in the new year </3 uhh OOPS BYE#i havent had duck or rangoon in so long… my beloveds…#anyways im going to a whole event after this. there gon be LION DANCING. and kpop i think 👁❓👁#ok im eating BYE i dont know why they gave me two green teas but they taste like peanut butter and im suffering
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#boink#me#im so sad#all i want to do is eat soup and cry but i have three essays due and a midterm and i still have to prep for class tomorrow#rehearsal was so shit today#i keep all the music binders and i was having trouble getting everything together#and everybody was waiting on me#so i told them to just like go ahead so i took the bus home#and it was empty and quiet except for a couple like half asleep leaning on each other talking about sushi#and it was very sweet#and i just want to cry#anyway im scared i might be in love with my friend#i know im not#but i cant articulate properly#how much i dont know how to deal with feelings like this#i want to get a tattoo#but im scared of committing to one#but i always feel so good with something on me#pen or paint or nail polish or whatever#i feel like it's filling something in#like a blank notebook page#like im highlighting something#drawing in the margins#my friend asked if i skinned my knee#she's wondeful. she asked if i wanted to get an apartment with her next year#i was scared that i wouldnt have anyone to live with again#but i have her#im very happy#i love her a lot
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#incurable yap disease#i wonder if theres a medicine that makes people shut up bc surely i need it. i just feel bad for talking a lot idk but ig i just wanna#i wanna eat/drink something but i dont know what#maybe i want an ice cream#popsicle stick#if i go to 711 i will probably buy alcohol lol#i had bamboo soup and baozi for lunch today#wasnt that much but im not hungry rn#bored#im currently reading ‘the myth of sisyphus’ by camus#its pretty dense for me i gotta say. although a lot of it so far does resonate very much#i also cant help but compare many points to some basic buddhist#concepts. For example suffering being an inescapable fact of the indifferent universe and the ‘weariness’ or ความเบื่อหน่าย that arises#in rare moments of clarity#philosophy is kind of a lot to get into but i drive myself crazy by thinking so much anyway may as well give my brain actual substance yk#honestly it just feels like my thoughts are sludge these days#horrible mixture of unidentifiable shapes and liquids#ie egotistical angstlord nonsense and brainrot internet memes#there is nothing worthwhile or interesting in my head so i am not a worthwhile or interesting person when u really get down to it#i read a quote recently somewhere; how u spend ur day is how u spend u life#theres gotta be something more than this state of non-oblivion#if i die right now#well no thanks to me but ive had a pretty good life. so i wouldn’t say it was all wasted#but i just dream of something more. existence at another level#something more purposeful#man i got a stomachache maybe i am hungry#watch me say all this then change nothing
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one of my managers triggered my ocd so bad and now i feel like everyone at work secretly thinks i am a horrible person and i want to quit and i know it’s not real but like!!!!!!
#jtext#like she’s the one that steals our cash tips#so i shouldn’t give a fuck anyway#like this was a vague but passive aggressive message left#in the schedule app that had multiple concerns#it didn’t put anyone on blast or anything#but it was a bunch of stuff that were not previously established as rules#and she searched all of our lockers#so now i won’t take my stuff into work anymore#only my car keys in my pocket#i don’t even want to speak to her anymore im so fucked up abt her touching my things in my locker#like i put an expired piece of cake in my locker which we were allowed to do#but she took it out of my locker and mentioned it in this post#and it just wasn’t a rule before lol#the other managers would literally pass them out to us#or take them home too#actually she said no food at all in lockers and i still had other food that i bought in there#anyway now i feel like a glutton for taking expired cake that was going to sit down there and go bad#my coworkers were even stealing soup and eating it at the lockers just tonight#but i still feel so bad lmfao jrekndmdbtnend#also she literally didn’t say anything to me abt it#and posted it WHILE i was working my 2nd shift#so i felt like a clown bc she didn’t let me know it was a rule or anything
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back home and my washing is done and I need to eat lunch and do my ironing and then I've done all the tasks on my list and I can spend the rest of the day having a mental breakdown and then go straight to sleep woohoo
#wait no i cant bc my mum wants to call. well i can have like a 2 hr breakdown and then call her and make dinner and then get back to it#i cant go out or do anything nice its too much. for a taurus i rly suck at this hedonism shit 🙄#its fine just the comedown innit. love med mood swings bc i have smth to blame other than myself when i feel bad#and i was always gonna feel bad today anyway. its just a reminder of how im not even a real person and all i do is take from everyone#and i can never make up for that no matter how hard i try and i can never feel sorry enough abt it!!!!#lets not even get into it or ill be typing an entire monologue here. as per fucking usual anyway#its all good ill remember how to be normal in a bit 👍 god its so fucking embarrassing feeling like this sorry for ventposting#but i will blow the flat up with myself in it otherwise so. niche microblogging platform i use as a journal save me#eating my fuckign. Soup#.diaries#.vent
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i used to eat healthier bcuz i was living with my grandparents who actually know how to cook and who had homecooked meals almost every single night. Anyway i do miss their cooking but also there were SO MANY potatoes. somewhat related but i wish i knew how to cook their homemade soup i want soup right now. NOT canned soup
#i need to ask them to write down some recipes i remember i enjoyed while living there#im going over tomorrow for my grandmas birthday dinner so maybe i will ask her to make a list or something#she'll know what i mean LMAO#anyway if i knew how to cook food that tasted good i would probs be eating healthier but i do not and therefore im not going to#but i want soup. i want salad.....#txt
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BRUH
EVERYTIME I feel like im starting to feel better my body just turns around and flips me off
mf sends me off w a shove down the stairs, nausea, sweating/tremors, headache, confusion, dizziness, it pantsed me, it stole my lunch money, it gave me a swirlie, i cant fuckin win
#venty? venty-ish idk#bruhhhh i might have to go back to the hospital once my medication is up#really not looking forward to that#i am so fuckin bored in this bed dude i havent been able to do anything fun i need cocomelon tiktok adhd stimulation hdhsdhjh#tried drawing and my body was like#nausea upon ye#ive just been rotting in bed on yt and character ai#at least i have husband leshy to talk to me 24/7 LOL#also i managed to eat something flavoured without vomiting#i may also be getting a yummy chicken noodle soup today teehee#rubs my little mitts together in anticipation#anyway yea kinda /neg post but uhh i have been feeling like ass ever since that outpatients visit lol#granted im feeling a lot better now but im still getting symptoms occasionally#like just earlier i was going on abt how much better i was feeling#then i woke up covered in cold sweat feeling nauseous lmfao.#like ur kidding#what happened between the time i fell asleep and the time i woke up#chill tf out pls i dont want to go to hopital#grrr#tw sick mention#tw vomit mention
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i need to be turned into clay and moulded into a vase
#the cramps are neverending. my brain is SOUP. getting hit w every status effect at once#i feel like im annoying my friend bc i dont wanna hang out today but like !!!! im in hell!!! i dont wanna!!!!#and he will probably feel like its bf of him somehow. im gonnw start eating drywall#well he cancelled yesterday so. its not my problem actually#but still!!! gonna go insqne about it anyways
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wish i could gain weight without eating 😭😭😭 like a sims slider i just wanna gain like 15 pounds in 15 seconds is that too much to ask of my body?!?! apparently
#put on shorts i wore when i was 12 and they are TOO BIG#i dont know how much i weigh because i dont have a scale but i was just underweight a few weeks ago#and i have gotten BETTER at forcing myself to eat but i basically only had bread fruit and a monster energy drink yesterday#and by basically i mean... i know thats all i ate#but i mean i ate a lot of bread... like a bagel#half a loaf of french bread and several slices of rosemary sourdough#my mom bought me groceries which i so appreciate but she did not really... buy me healthy foods#like... 3 different bread products... nothing to put on the bread?! when i am in food funks 80% of my nutrition comes from hummus and guac#oh she did buy me soups but my microwave is broken but i literally havent been getting enough calories to HEAT THINGS ON THE STOVE!!!!#they said i might gain weight on zoloft which i was excited before but instead i lost the same amount of weight i lost this summer in half#the time#bc at least this summer i WANTED to eat i just wasnt given long enough breaks at work to eat ENOUGH food#and i was super active. now i am an art hermit not exercisng & going days where 90% of my calories are energy drinks and the occasional carb#i think its a side effect of the meds and not#disordered eating#but im tagging it as that anyway
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For me Christmas is about confusing my relatives they can not comprehend why I want to see the Turkeys heart but not eat it
#the answer is because it taste and smells bad and anatomy is cool#my aunt seems to have forgotten im a lesbian too and idk how to approach that like yes im single but its future wife not future husband#she should know this im so confused#the holidays is about being confusing and being confused#ive also been vegetarian(ish) for 10 years now and every year they’re like??????? what could you possibly eat#my uncle offered me turkeys soup for lunch and when I said no it has turkey in it he said yeah but it also has peas#I can’t wait to go to my moms tomorrow I miss my mommy#anyways this is my scream to the void#get me out if here#its okay I’m playing skyrim on the switch
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what if i ate something besides toast and saltines 🤔
#may be a fatal mistake tho#i threw up literally everything in my stomach last night i was literally heaving and nothing was coming out#and im not super hungry but i lowkey want to try some chicken soup or something bc im getting a headache and food usually helps with that#but i really dont want to get sick again lol#the real question is should i bail on the hiking plans i have for the weekend lol#its not until saturday and its a small mountain i did it on a field trip as a kid#and i said i would go and im tired of staying home alone all day so i think i will risk it#which means i need to eat soup today to prove im not dying#anyway the reason im throwing up is bc i went dancing last night when i was getting over a really bad cold bc i am a fool#but a guy i like specifically asked me if i could go so i was like okay im done being sick now im ready to go dancing 🤡#and then i told everyone all night i was fine bc i felt awful and looked aful and then the literal minute i got home i threw up lol#so i should def climb a mountain this weekend#and i will#anyway. going to attempt to eat real food wish me luck <3#this has been a shitpost
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