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trashisstillhere · 27 days ago

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Woooooohohoho finally after so long of only mentioning them here and there but never quite showing them, their design is finally done!!! Yesss yesssssssssss,,,,

Ladies and gentlemen and everyone in between….

Meet the other new villain, Kurai’s master….

THE ‘GODDESS’!!!!

Weeeeeee!! Letsss gooooooooooooooooo. About damn time they get shown! (Their colors was the hardest part :,) )

They go by they/them and she/her btw! They’re genderless. Hehe

Ok ok, let’s just go straight to the info/story before I lose my shit-

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Info/ story:

there’s barely any known information about ‘the goddess’..

who are they really? Where did they come from?? What even is their real name!?

So much about her is unknown…the only thing actually known is that they only care about CHAOS. They want nothing but CHAOS.

They are like a manifestation of CHAOS itself.

The goddess’s first appearance was many, many, many, many, MANY centuries ago.. that’s when THEY first showed up. They were in a human looking form with their head down during their first visit, like they were trying to blend in, just appearing out of no where one day with such an eerie aura…

And before anyone knew it, the whole area was suddenly surrounded with extremely chaotic and violent incidents here and there and EVERYWHERE!

Monsters that no one has ever seen the likes of running around and attacking any one or thing they see, so much strange green stank mixed with some yellow and red (even pink and cyan as well) covering a lot of the places around the old villages.

fire, destruction, just so much awful things happening all at once.

The goddess’s many eyes that were soon shown to the whole world… whoever stared right into them, ends up either horrified or ‘hypnotised’, some getting corrupted by the sight of them and turn against the others, confusing the rest of the humans to the point they felt nothing but despair.

It was all CHAOS. Which is exactly what the goddess wanted. It was exactly the only thing she always CRAVED from the mortal realm, maybe even other realms that could possibly exist out there… it all gave her even more power the more it all grew, all the energy of this said chaos being all drained and absorbed by the ‘chaos pearls’ she had floating behind her.

The goddess roamed around freely as many more years had passed, with no one being able to stop them. Some humans, with the use of stanking, ended up becoming one of her own ‘minions’, the monsters that would try to kill any one on sight no matter what, even if that said person was someone they had loved.

One certain human became her ‘servant’, becoming her ‘one and only true ally and friend’ by her side with a new name given to him, Kurai. She gave him few green chaos pearls (even made them few parts of his body such as his ‘heart’) that gave him powers (almost) similar to hers, stanking included.

He was grateful for what they ‘gave’ him. these powers, his new form, his given ‘freedom’. All of that were like blessings and gifts for him that he would cherish. Cherish THEM.

The goddess along with her servant would continue on roaming around Japan, spreading never ending chaos wherever they went, stanking as many humans as possible.

This was it, the goddess’s reign would be the one thing that would end humanity for good….

….if it wasn’t for someone interfering.

While any mortals couldn’t do anything, there was one who had a chance to do SOMETHING. A immortal being like the goddess but one who was against the chaos they spread, who refused to watch all of it continue to unfold any longer.

The ‘guardian’, is what he called themselves.

This guy did everything he could to both protect the humans and stop the goddess and her ‘servant’, being the mortal realms only protector at that moment for as long as he stayed. It wasn’t easy taking care of the ‘chaos god’ by himself yet he kept on going, not wanting to give up now.

He couldn’t give up now. Or else the whole world would be in danger and then EVERYTHING would be swimming with chaos!

Their battles were intense but then it all finally came to an end.

The guardian, knowing now these endless battles against the chaos was getting him no where and he couldn’t defeat the goddess so easily, made one big and tough decision to finally put an end to this madness.

A ‘curse’. The curse of deep, endless slumber. This one specific ‘curse’ needed a HUGE concerning amount of energy and power in order to be made, especially if being used against such a powerful and almost unstoppable god. It also needed what was called a ‘linked sacrifice’, that being the guardian himself.

He knew that once he used it, he would soon slowly end up with the curse too, linking her fate with his. Yet he was brave enough to take that chance, for the safety of humanity.

Using ALOT of his energy and power, He casted this said curse on the goddess, forcing her to stop her chaos spreading and fall deeply asleep, her whole form starting to glow a light red. Then he opened a portal to another realm, the land of shadows, to send her there and trap her for good.

Their servant, Kurai, obviously wasn’t happy about this and immediately went to fight the guardian by himself.

The guardian was a little hesitant at first because he knew that this one ‘special ally’ of the goddess’s used to be human, as he could sense it thanks to his soul, which was actually trapped inside the chaos pearl in his chest. And unlike the other monsters, he wasn’t completely mindless and was still fully aware of what he was doing. Yet from those corrupted markings he had on his last pieces of skin and how his soul felt like it was slowly crumbling little bit by bit, the guardian could tell that the last remaining parts of Kurai’s sanity would soon vanish years later.

The guardian thought that maybe he could still help Kurai and free him from the goddess’s ‘control’, perhaps even end his ‘pain’. He even held out a hand for him to take.

but no matter what he said or did, the ‘servant’ refused it all, smacking the guardian’s hand out of the way. He started shouting at him, saying that he would NEVER turn back on his ‘master’ like that, that he doesn’t need to be freed. He’s fine with just the way he is. He then started yelling that he will kill him, get revenge for his ‘master’ no matter the cost! Even if it meant taking the whole mortal realm down with him.

Having no other choice, seeing just how determined Kurai was to make him ‘pay’ and make humanity suffer, the guardian had to use the last bits of his energy to curse him as well. but instead of endless sleep like his ‘master’, his ‘psychical’ form would be stuck in the land of shadows so he would never be able to escape too and cause chaos again. Once the two of the chaos makers were in the dark realm, inside a dark hidden cave, the portal soon closed, leaving the two to be trapped in there for the next many years that would pass.

Now with the biggest threats finally ‘defeated’, the now exhausted guardian left the mortal realm to go back to his own ‘home’, where the linked sacrifice effect would start taking place and make him too soon end up in a eternal slumber, never to be seen or heard again…

And so, the humans were finally freed from the madness, getting to live in peace once more with no troubles or worries….

….Until some years later, one day, one of the green chaos pearls would ‘suddenly’ be discovered and found in a lake by a certain peddler.

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Some Facts:

-yes, the goddess is the creator of the chaos pearls! (aka chaos balls, aka chaos orbs, aka power balls, whatever you like to call them.) they are the reason for their existences, the power to stank and all that originally belonged to THEM.

We all know that in the show, one of the chaos pearls were found by the peddler (the sorcerer) back then yet we don’t know where it really came from or just how it appeared on earth one day along with the rest (maybe it just has something to do with the land of shadows cuz ya know but eh, let me be extra ‘cringe’ here plz-) so basically here, it’s this ‘chaos god’ that is the cause of them! Tho it was Kurai who went to leave the chaos pearls out there in hopes that anybody would find them to start chaos once more.

-speaking of chaos pearls (and stanking), the ones she has on and some that is floating behind her around the formed circle are all the same colours as the types of stank the sorcerer has used in the show besides his main green one. (Red (the one seen in “Raiders of the lost Nomicon”), yellow (in “Randy Cunningham and the sorcerers key) and blue (in “unstank my Hart.) and they of course have the same exact abilities that were shown in the show! There’s also the pink one as well, which is now currently the sorceress’s!

-the goddess is able to change their form as many times as they want. most of the time when they do this, their many eyes still stays the same. Most of the forms they take are feminine ones (basically woman), tho there have been a few times they took a more masculine form. All this shape shifting is mostly done to confuse people, chaos is about confusion and no order after all~ seeing their ‘real’ form is quite rare. Who ever gets to actually see it may be ‘hypnotised’ for a long period of time…

Hell, this form you see right here can also be quite confusing… I mean… for someone who is a literal god that has created the source of stanking and chaos, you’d probably think she would look more….ugly. But no, she looks pretty somehow!…. Wait…is…is that even her actual ‘real’ form at all? Or just another form she can change into!? What is going on??

-The goddess has existed ever since ancient times, waaaayyy before the Norisu nine even existed…. So if you expected the Nomicon to have some, just ANY info about this god, YOU WERE WRONG. 🫵

-the goddess, now stuck in the ‘endless deep slumber’ curse, is currently located inside a very dark and hidden cave somewhere in the land of shadows. Only Kurai knows where to find it since he was sent there at the exact same spot as well back when he was banished alongside them.

(A drawing to show how she looks like now with the curse in effect!)

They aren’t able to quite communicate right now thanks to the curse…..at least…not in reality. There’s a chance that they can still communicate…through people’s dreams……and maybe even an almost faint view of them in front of anyone really, just like in the past. ;)

-The goddess acts so ‘sweet’, ‘gentle’, ‘calm’, ‘supportive’ and even ‘motherly’ like. Always saying something about how she only wants the ‘best’ for humanity, to help every ‘poor soul’ in need…..

But don’t let that all fool you. It’s all just an act, literally. a ‘mask’, what she WANTS you to believe. In reality, she’s insane. CRUEL.

The real her is very, almost completely emotionless and very apathetic. She actually genuinely doesn’t care about anybody at all. NO ONE matters to her. Only CHAOS matters. Nothing more. Her ‘minions’, the monsters, both created and stanked ones, were just ‘toys’/‘puppets’ made to help spread chaos. The only living beings that could possibly ‘matter’ to her in any way are the ones that can prove to be the most useful to her and her plans for chaos, only ONE has been able to do just that so far….her ‘servant’, the all knowing chaos.

-while they could turn people into any kind of monsters or just control them in general by using stank, the goddess can also do this just by making them look right into their many eyes, slowly corrupting their body and mind with CHAOS. This sort of ability is what she calls her ‘blessing’.

Most people that had this happening to them often ended up losing their senses and their mind, becoming nothing but mindless monsters with no other objective but to cause destruction, kinda like zombies.

That’s because most of them tried to REFUSE the ‘blessing’, making it take over them with force instead. But if one didn’t refuse it and just accepted it, they would not be mindless and still be able to think clearly, being still fully aware of everything going on yet still slowly get corrupted over time as years will pass. So far, it is only Kurai who has gladly accepted it, he’s a perfect example of this.

-The goddess’s deep slumber curse was and still is linked with the Guardian, meaning that he too is now stuck in endless sleeping forever but back in his own ‘realm’, as mentioned in the story. So if the goddess were to finally be awoken from her sleep one day, the guardian would be wake up too. But this time, he might not be so lucky with ‘defeating’ her like all those centuries ago…

-the goddess’s origins are still unknown. Yet…there seem to be some kind of ‘legend’ that talks about a ‘fallen deity’. A deity that ‘suddenly fell from the heavens’ one day and ever since then, has lost all feelings and was tainted by temptation to overthrow ‘order’…

But hey, that’s just some legend. It doesn’t mean anything and plus, it has nothing to do with this ‘chaos god’ right here!… right?

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And that’s it bby!!! Yeehehehehehehe. They seem decent to me! Hopefully you all will think the same ;w;

Kurai with his ‘master’