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chaos-has-theories · 24 days ago

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I swear that every single episode of this show is more bafflingly bisexual than the last

#white collar #I'm literally just at 1x7 and I just go ????? every five minutes #what do you mean *earnest look* I didn't betray you peter #what do you MEAN *peter watches neal jump out of a third storey window and just makes a face like when your dog did a silly trick*#WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'road blocks and wanted posters' even before he gets the explanation #and el........ my beloved #yeah yknow if my husband is a police officer obsessed w some criminal and the criminal calls me. obviously I take him back home #so he can have a heart-to-heart with my husband!!!#the ep before that when peter is 'disappointed' at neal for hiding the thing w the interpol agent #and neal n el are sitting in a row while peter paces like they're students lined up outside the headmaster's office #anyway. yeagh

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just-miru · 1 year ago

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y'all look at this

#save #i was bored and like the respectable silly that i am i decided to play with the bored button site #they added some new stuff since the last time i used it #this site isn't one of the new things-#but it's now that i find it interesting #(15 years old Miru was such a LOSER for not finding the silly site intriguing. shame on her-)#anyway. yeagh #hope y'all have fun scrolling like i did teehehe #there are many benefits to being a marine biologist #btw.

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mackmp3 · 6 months ago

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personally i kinda of enjoy it even though i dont use they/them because it kinda implies someone has looked at me and assumed i'm not cis lol. and at least in my social circle it's more polite to go with they/them if you aren't sure

please reblog for sample size :] its research

#poll #idk i was just wondering. cos so many people i know use they/them or dont really mind if someone does use them for them #so yeagh #anyways

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lollyde · 1 month ago

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youre definitely not alone with that for me it's a much more pronounced issue with irl people, though its not a non-issue with online friendships. i can count the number of friends i met irl first that i truly care about on one hand :v it makes it really difficult to make connections in new environments, which im really feeling yet again now that im at uni again. I did attend all the new students events that were meant to get to know people, but i find it incredibly difficult to engage with people i dont already know. it truly feels like it takes only a second for new people to get categorized as "acquantaince, i guess", and to me its somehow really difficult to change that categorization??? and that, in turn, makes the friendly interactions i have with "acquaintance, i guess" people feel like it's filtered through several masks, which makes it even harder to start to categorize them as friends.

and it's a really weird feeling! because i *want* to care about people i know! i *want* to be friends! but i really, really struggle with combining the general, vague feeling of "want friend" with the specific, actual people i interact with!

doesnt help that i have stupidly strong npc energy irl

I struggle to find friends IRL and the major thing I have a hurdle with is like....connecting? Genuinely feeling something? Obviously this doesnt apply to everyone and there are people i feel comnected to but for vast majority i just feel like its surface level social etiquette.

I will go through the motions of comforting someone, of lending a hand, paying for lunch or getting them drinks, but I don't feel any emotional connection. I enjoy my time out, and I want them to like me, but somehow it just doesn't find a place to stick around within me. I move away and I don't feel any desire to talk to them again, even if I spent a significant amount of time together. I struggle with finding FRIENDS because most relationships have felt empty, even though I've always had "friends", they just feel space filler and I don't know why, because I earnestly try to connect with them, and do the things a friend would do, but it's just the motions. I don't feel anything by doing those things. I don't feel anything from their reaction, and it makes me feel horrible just even saying that lowkey.

I been thinking of how to bring this up to my psych because it's a major contributing factor to my loneliness but I also don't know how to word it.

#re: 'i dont want people in my house'#i feel you so hard on that. even with the people i genuinely consider my friends #i feel really weird about having them at home #and im not sure how much of it is the fact that i live with my parents (who i dont have the best relationship with)#and how much of it is related to feeling sorta. trapped?? i guess?? with having to interact with people?????#which is ALSO nonsensical because i dont have that AT ALL when im visiting others #anyway. yeagh

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corantus · 7 months ago

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