#anyway. time to work I guess
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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I think there's something to be said about the idea of the "inner child"
Obviously, yes, you need to listen to your inner child in relation to bringing a bit of whimsy and joy into your life. That is very much important. But the idea of separating that from you, the "adult self/outer adult," kind of idealizes it a bit don't you think? It paints the inner child as something that is pure
But every day as I do something I hate, as I send out my fiftieth application that will likely be ignored and force myself to do adulting things like networking, my "inner child" is screaming and kicking and flailing, yelling at me saying "I don't want to do this." And if you outwardly make too much of a fuss, people tell you to "stop acting like a child." Children are pure until they are gremlins.
When people say to "embrace your inner child," I often wonder if that is truly what they mean, or if they're actually saying "listen to your inner child for little treats." They don't necessarily mean let it be the co-pilot. My brain goes back to that one adhd TedTalk, where the inner child becomes "The Instant Gratification Monkey." Dehumanizing The Inner Child the moment it interferes with productivity. The inner child is pure, after all
I've never envisioned "my inner child" as a separate entity, or bought into "embracing my inner child." It's always been me, as I currently am. The idea of breaking yourself apart into individual parts that you can blame and praise separately, it always confused me. It's still hating yourself, now with extra steps. I look at these parts of me as my whole self, something I as a person need to work on, not the monkey inside of me. That gives me a better sense of control, in that regard.
I don't know. Maybe this is just my own way of dealing with the parts of myself I don't like. I still need to treat myself like a baby sometimes in order to get proper adulting done, scolding myself for eating too many sweets and wanting to lay in bed all day. Those are still things I hate, but still have to deal with on a daily basis. Maybe I'm overthinking this. I just gotta go and eat my veggies before I can have my ice cream.
#twi talks#I don't feel like tagging this too much#this is a personal ramble anyways#if it breaches containment then hey cool#At the end of the day these are just things that capitalism is telling us so we can have some semblance of control#and also this was me procrastinating so I didn't have to do my job applications#anyway. time to work I guess
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have doodle lol
functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore
#sonadow#? i guess#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#my art#sketch#sonic to shadow after shadow generations#but dw guys i’m doing fine#work it just so fucking stressful we’re getting scheduled understaffed and ofc no one wants to come in so we get call outs every day#30 min wait times to make a caramel macchiato?? yes ma’am ITS BC I’M THE ONLY ONE ON BAR RN#like dawg idk if you can tell but we’re in the middle of a giant shopping center ofc we’re gonna be busy#just expect you’re drink to take awhile to make#ESPECIALLY if the line is A BLOCK OUT THE DOOR#DUDE OFC WE’RE BEHIND HAVE YOU NOTICED WE HAVE ONLY THREE (3) PEOPLE WORKING RN???#WE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 6#anyway probably gonna have to start going back to therapy#i’ll be fine lmao but damn this holiday season is fucking traumatizing#meme
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Falin🌷
#falin touden#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#deliart#hii its been a while lol#this is one of those artworks that normally would never see the light of day bc i wanna redo it from scratch. but i wont this time!#working on letting go more bc always redoing entire pieces takes up so much energy#and guess who just found out they got anemia!! and other fun deficiencies. so that explains the perma exhaustion for years#either way i really hope there are still tulips out there... i feel like tulip season is over.. didnt wanna be late seasonally againnn#also the rodents are supposed to be harvest mice! but i think they ended up looking a bit hamster like...probs bc i look at one every day#btw i got a hamster also. she is a beautiful silver mink girl! 4 months old now!! i love her she is fixing me<3#anyway look at this extremely detailed and time consuming tulip field. also falin. and mice. :)
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Alucard [2021]
#castlevania#castlevania fanart#alucard#castlevania alucard#castlevania nocturne#castlevania nocturne fanart#castlevania netflix#sotn#castlevania sotn#daeyumi art#i drew this back in 2021 for the og castlevania netflix s4 release#and tbh i think it was my best piece for a really long time after- i’m still proud of it today#like u know that feeling where none of ur other work at the time was up to a particular level#but u drew or created smthn so far beyond ur skill level at the time that even years later ur like. ‘how did i draw that then’#this is that piece for me#anyways i can’t believe i never posted it here#i guess just bc it’s so old at this point#anyways happy castlevania nocturne s2 release i’ve rly been enjoying the season so far
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green
#my art#free! iwatobi swim club#free! eternal summer#free! dive to the future#free! fanart#free!#makoto tachibana#yamazaki sousuke#hiyori tono#im DONe oh my god i didnt think i could do it#looks at date what do u meAN these only took a week i feel like ive aged 30 years working on these#makoto took the longest by far like th angle the water the FISH shoutout to the blur tool fr i would die without her#also let me tell u a story. the entire time i was working on makoto and hiyori i STILL had no internet#so not only was i fighting the csp offline usage limit i also couldnt download any new brushes so guess who rawdogged the willow and kelp#nothin but a bamboo leaf brush a flat chisel and a dream#these r easily the most in-depth backgrounds ive tackled in a While and i honestly think they turned out rly well all things considered#makoto has 2 b my fav for obvious reasons but as a set i think they r all very strong and cohesive im so !!! pats self on back#sousuke tho is sadly th latest instalment of hina refuses to learn csp perspective tool.. dont look at my diagonals dont LOOK at them >:(((#it's always more apparent w indoor settings sighs gomen sousuke at least u look great in the patient gown :'> resident hospital hottie#ANYWAY ever since tht one free!/colour theory post i have been rotating these three in my head nonstop they make me in sain#so this is my take on them and green this is my love letter to the right hand men of the free cast#and hiyori /j#i jest he's grown on me he has male manipulated his way up from the bottom tier i have been charmed by his petty instigator tendencies#this is what happened to ikuya kirishima hashtag never forget
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FORGETTABLE-AU (page 82-85)
THAT LAZYBONES!!
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#So sorry it took me almost 2 weeks to post these#I was busy irl but ALSO I had too much fun doing extra art and forgot to work on these for like 3 days lmao#NOW THIS TIME I DO HAVE SOME THING TO SAY#YAY RIVERPERSON! SO MANY PEOPLE GUESSED CORRECTLY!#It wasn't that hard#We know Papyrus knows the river person#are they friends? idk BUT I PERSONALLY THINK THEY ARE#I just LOVEEE looking at the dialogue and making connections#I referenced one of the lines from the river person here...sometimes they'll ask you if you know any game you can play with a dog...#They said they were “asking for a friend...”#And I couldn't help but think about Papyrus' problem with the annoying dog LMAO#+ Papyrus seems very excited to know if the river person is there when you call him nearby that area#Okay so... now ...some comic thing that I made up but also didn't...#“FLOWEY DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE RIVER PERSON IS?”#okay so...#I feel like#It's not very common for them to be there...#When talking with Undyne around that area it's kind of *unclear* if she knows about the river person being there....#She tells you about the river connecting different areas and that you should “jump in”#She then clarifies that's the only thing they got for public transport#AND LIKE? It's unclear if she's telling you to jump in the boat (OR IF SHE KNOWS THERE'S SOMEONE WITH A BOAT) or is she's literally telling#you to jump in the river?????#Anyways...so...that's that#HEHE Flowey and Papyrus finally arrived at the house! WOHOO#Sans is too lazy to bring his old stuff to the surface! (or does he still think he'll end up back in the underground eventually?)#undertale#undertale comic#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#flowey
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filler
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#professor x#snap sketches#fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK#at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss#but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL#but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically#and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide#ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it#im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles#we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!
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Guy who is Bonita ‼️
#my art#I think I sufficiently fantasyified his outfit. I’m happy with this#I got rid of the bird shit because I Didn’t Want It There so now he’s a halfelf#Anyways. Don’t leave me unattended with characters with literally any amount of exposed skin I will give them entirely too many super-#-detailed tattoos#Also it is SO hunch more annoying to draw straight body hair because on curly haired characters I can just do looptyloops with my Lineart-#-brush in the same color as their hair but with straight hair I have to use a fucking chalk brush and draw every little strand it’s such a-#-pain. VERY nice result that I’m happy with but FUCK is it annoying#His shirt patterns ALSO took a longass time. Floral ANYTHING is a pain it’s so pretty but SO tedious#Looks so cool though…#Anyways. I changed his shoes to sandals and gave him some fun jewelry too just because. I like giving characters lots of fun jewelry#Will I draw other Misadventurers? Yeah probably but idk WHEN I’ll do that. just At Some Point i guess#I like drawing Jimmy he’s fun to draw I should draw him more. I like my Jimmy design#jimmy solidarity#jimmy solidarity fanart#solidarity fanart#solidarity gaming#solidaritygaming#solidarity gaming fanart#solidaritygaming fanart#misadventures smp#mc misadventures#misadventures fanart#minecraft misadventures#jimmy misadventures#Misadventures jimmy#Bonita casita#It SHOULD be ‘casita bonita’ because that’s how Spanish works but WHATEVER. Keep living in your ‘pretty that is house’ whiteboy I don’t car#I think I might post this to his Reddit too it might be cool for him to see it. Gonna glaze it first though I think#Anyways. Behold this stunning little freak bastard and his big ol brown baby cow eyes
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I literally tried animating something for 3 seconds, got frustrated and decided to draw Skizz and Impulse instead
I adore their friendship
#no idea why the fandom decided skizz is an angel but here we go#i get the imp-ulse thing tho#so anyway im not gonna complain about some cool character design to draw#first time drawing skizz but i guess that works for a design#impulsesv#impulse fanart#skizzleman#skizzleman fanart#hermitcraft fanart#i can now tag this as hermitcraft bc skizz is an hermit yay
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Parallels
#Doctor Who#The Five(ish) Doctors Reboot#The Devil's Chord#Fifteenth Doctor#Peter Davison#Colin Baker#Sylvester McCoy#also I guess for symmetry#Fifth Doctor#Sixth Doctor#Seventh Doctor#Ncuti Gatwa#video#anyway watching Five(ish) Doctors Reboot is so weird now#as someone who has worked at BBC Roath Lock multiple times#(as an extra if you're wondering)#recognising the reception; hallways etc.
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Happy 5th Anniversary DRDT!!!!!!! and happy birthday Mai too :D
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt spoilers#fanganronpa#veronika grebenshchikova#arturo giles#j rosales#min jeung#mai akasaki#monotv#whit young#charles cuevas#arei nageishi#david chiem#teruko tawaki#eden tobisa#nico hakobyan#xander matthews#ace markey#rose lacroix#hu jing#levi fontana#getting this out now before the mv hits later......#i tried to put everyone close to at least one character they're connected to but obviously i couldn't get everything#and some people were placed more based on the pose i needed (i e whit) than what would perfectly work for relationships#although i gotta say i'm kind of doing j dirty if she isn't the mastermind (<- would be better connected to monotv and mai if true)#i'm realizing too late that this is really close to being a good phone lock screen size but is a bit too tall#but i guess if i had made it wider then they wouldn't be squares anymore. oh well!#anyways massive thank you to the drdt team for making the bestest fangan ever :)) hopefully you all have a nice and relaxing anni!#my art
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Merry Christmas!! I hope you all have a wonderful day <3
EDIT: I accidentally posted this too early but know this illustration is referring to a previous comic if you'd like to read it ! [Christmas 2023]
#almost tgcf#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hob#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#san lang#there's also three additional characters hidden there can you recognize them?#myart#merry christmas#merry xmas#I do admit I only wrote xmas because I lacked space#anyway I know I said I wouldn't do any illustrations for christmas but guess what haha I lied#no I didn't lie actually the spirit of christmas just came to me with an idea and I had to draw it#the spirit of christmas was listening to the fruitcake album on loop#anyway this is what happened after the christmas comic from last year#they got an after work party and then hualian just slumped on a sofa to cuddle or something like that idk#it's about the vibes okay not the feasability of it all#on that note please ignore the fact that I accidentally gave them the same heights#I hope you all have wonderful holidays and enjoy your time!!#I blurred the christmas tree for composition reasons but know I liked drawing it a lot <3#summarizing tgcf without having read any of it#san lang my babygirl my boytoy malewife my little pin up
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I like to think I’m funny
(Song by Tom Cardy)
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#I was struck with divine inspiration some time yesterday and decided I needed to make this immediately#this might be my greatest work I’m gonna be honest with you guys#scopophobia tw#<- about halfway through the video)#anyways enjoy I guess lol
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Whats your opinion on link between worlds? i love my dumb purple rabbit man-
I was just drafting a design for him last week! Definitely want to finish his and albw link design soon “€(-.-“)
but I’m SO sad I’ve never taken the time to play albw (YET) TT it’s definitely on the list of zelda games I need to finish bc omG I love ravio. I already know the basic plot of albw since I used to be so obsessed with him on release that I looked up spoilers, but I’ll definitely take some time to play it when I get the chance TT
#my poor 3ds is rotting somewhere#anyways I LOVE RAVIO <3#im working on his ‘lore’ but I think I like his look so far ^^#hmmmmmm#any raviolink shippers in the chat..#?#just testing the waters…#legend of zelda#a link between worlds#albw#ravio#albw ravio#umm#rift in time au#rift au#(?)#I guess#zelda au#peachie asks#holy yap
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chilaios telepathy compilation. btw.
also these ones arent telepathy i just think its fun that they defend eachother + are on the same page about alchohol :
#chilaios#theres probably/definitely more instances of them doing telepathy but ive already stalled so much time for doing my work so#yall can add the ones i missed#dungeon meshi spoilers#????? i guess??????#anyways this is why im insane about that “laios... you get it right?!” line because like. he usually does get it. they get eachother.#theyve reached a point where they can have a whole PLAN sorted out by looking at eachother.#of course chil would desperately hope that LAIOS would be the guy to understand#laios the one chil understands. laios the one who tries so hard to understand chil. laios the one who brings chilchuck out of his spiraling#when no one else will.#of course HE would get it. of course. LAIOS will get it. LAIOS will see through that weird fake. he doesnt see him that way.#..........right?#OH i want to convert some people with this actually so im gonna main tag#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#: ) hello dungeon meshi fandom. in front of you is a table with the papers required to convert into a chilaios shipper. you have 30 seconds#to sign them and if you dont i will personally apologize for wasting your time
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