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FOR NATLAN!!!!!!
#ok but seriously#SHE PUNCHED THE SKY#LIKE HELLO???#Natlan keeps cooking#the 5.1 quests were both really good#act IV almost made me cry it got so dark#and when they got their victory... sobs#who else has gone insane over these quests just me?#anyway time for real tags my bad#mavuika#genshin mavuika#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin impact fanart#natlan#genshin 5.1 spoilers#sylkie art
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art.#It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off.#Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways!#There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough'#only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize -#-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*)#And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans.#The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement.#I really can't describe how grateful I am.#Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out.#Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house.#But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants.#I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry.#Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.
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destroyed
#oh you want to read Hello World on mspfa so bad. you want to read it sooo bad.#anyways#babys first time using liquefy? 'twas pretty fun#lineart is hard cause. well guess who doesn't usually do that. but ruler tool will save me forever#hello worlds real good though. every1 go in there#uhh. god are there tags for this on tumblr?#no matter. it will be tagged#hello world mspfa#hello world fanart#yeay. go my CJ#eyestrain#eye strain#bright colors#pig does art#pigs personal faves
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marineford behind-the-scenes 2/?
(photo reference)
bonus:
#portgas d ace#op ace#firefist ace#one piece#one piece fanart#op fanart#marineford arc#smoker op#smoker one piece#yeah i still have a bunch of marineford bts sketches marinating#but this one got me real good#anyway. couldn't resist sneaking in a little bit of acesmoker#he's checking up on the main character!!!#thinking abt how actor!ace must be stressed tf out on the set bc he doesn't really do much physical stuff until the end#but he has to be there the whole time Acting on the platform and u know. the mental stress too knowing the whole thing revolves around you#seeing all the actors and extras etc..and to know it culminates in his death as the climax#anyway. he deserves a little smoke break.#(obligatory smoking bad for u kids)#marineford cope#<- my tag for marineford arc bts art#my art
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scribblezine about my great-grandma (who died before I was born) and related topics. who can say.
#em draws stuff#the cupola report#<- spent Much time on this so it gets the real art tag AND the autobio comics tag#also featuring special guests: my poppy in the sailor suit he had as a babykid (THAT we have photos of!) as well as my mom and mr cat#very important information that one of my mom's childhood cats was named mr cat. because he looked like a little businessman.#anyway I have been full of grunkful cowardice about posting this. but I hear today is Make A Terrible Comic Day. so.#if the zine is bad today is the day of posting. if the zine is good then it is good. what the hell ever.#when you make art to process the something and then the something still remains fundamentally unprocessed!
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Noah fence but if you can't handle thinking about the actual story of Mouthwashing and you just want to imagine silly found family scenarios with the crew on the Tulpar then maybe you shouldn't be engaging with HORROR media...... just a thought.
#mouthwashing#100% gonna regret tagging it but whatever it's been on my mind a lot recently#i feel like mouthwashing absolutely should not have been fandom-ified the way it has been#I'm not saying that no one should enjoy it. I'm not saying that no one should make silly memes or hcs or fanart#I just feel like all the people who are like#“mouthwashing but nothing bad happens and everyone has a good time and Jimmy is a normal person and/or dies”#are kind of..... severely missing the point of the game#it feels almost disrespectful in a way. this game was clearly trying to communicate some heavy stuff#and ppl are just throwing that all away to play with the characters like dolls#I mean obv it's not really my business how other ppl engage with media but scrolling through the tags I'm like. man cmon#anyway Daisuke is my newest chew toy blorbo but if I try to draw him I need to actually be put down for real#rambles#(it's too late btw I already sketched him bc I was annoyed by seeing all the fanart where he just has a gash across his face)#(he got an AXE TO THE FACE)#oops it's 5 am lol
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doing a new line-up for my voices with all their updated designs, and gosh, seeing my progress this clearly with how I drew these guys before and how I'm doing it now is so kamskdmdmdmd
have some of the process so far. also already got some colors in and hoping I can finish this tomorrow



#as an artist. I got past a lot of my insecurities and imposter syndrome a while ago#(last year even. maybe? idk. time isn't real)#and it feels so fuckin' good to look at my stuff and go#that shit's GOOD!! I like that!!#that's what I always wanted. just. make art I'm proud of#it wasn't easy getting here. I was in a very bad place just a few years ago. but that's in the past now#rn I'm just happy with myself and where I am#sorry. got a little emotional here lol#anyway. look at my funky birds–#stp-posting#Artist's Log#< making a proper tag for sharing WIPs lol
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a lesson on good karma digimon survive week 2024 day 4: supporting characters
#digimon#gomamon#digimon survive#survive week#survive week 2024#rambling ahead. you don't have to read the tags beyond bc there's nothing that important tbh... you can just look at the art...#exhausted from being out and doing housework yesterday. then got a last-minute job with very urgent deadline today#finished everything but yeah basically i did anything but art so#irl do be like that aint it#anyway it's been a long time since i played survive and my memory isn't that good#but i always remember the part where we had to protect the gomamon#and later they showed us a path via the dam allowing the team to continue exploring#it reminded me of just how important it is to be nice and do good things whenever and wherever possible#and be mindful with the not-so-good things you do and say#be it good or bad. karma is real even if you don't know when it will get back at you#and you know in visual novel settings. whatever choice you make really determines what happens later on#yeah believe it or not i end up thinking stuff like that by helping a bunch of adorable seal mons...#mmm i'm officially behind now so i might as well take my time while also rest a bit haha ;;#this week has been fun with survive week tho fr. even though i came in unprepared (when will i change)#gotta keep surviving#png
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have been thinking about professor sol even. professor bufo with no clearly discernable lesson plan. sol bufo ostensibly martial arts professor who spent two weeks running a yoga and meditation program and shows up to the next class with crochet hooks for everyone. professor bufo who is technically supposed to be assigning grades to students but hasnt given anyone less than an A because "i think they worked really hard and they did a great job :)" (referring to the ugliest and most malformed pot holder anyone has laid eyes upon in their life). professor bufo who is on his way to cluelessly kickstart the sexual awakening of about half the cohort of the academys new students. sol bufo adjunct professor who is gone half the year and his first class back is so immediately and easily baited into going into a long tangent about how cool his friends are. sol who is pretty sure hes easily the most useless professor on campus and almost cries when he sees his little desk overflowing with thank you notes at the end of the year. professor bufo absolutely fucking gloriously hot in the tightest little sweater vest because there were faculty complaints when he wore a crop top to class.
#ramble tag#ive been. ive been thinking.#aum. ultimately i just think.#like launchpad was a place for sol that was . place where he was demeaned abused exploited endangered and used#but he needed a place like that. so badly . really it was like. what else did he have.? the lightkeepers?#sol needed a place that would tell him he had a family . and thats what launchpad was!#launchpad is. if youre smart and talented and hardworking and brave enough then people will love and respect you. and you can belong.#and even if it was conditional sol needed a promise like that so badly .... the life that he dreamed of being within his reach.#so. IDK. i just. think...... and maybe this ooc but . well its POST CANON SO I CAN DO WHATEVER TF I WANT.#i just like to imagine sol as a . like yeah he has a minus one to intelligence and hes silly and stupid and very often incomprehensible. but#like . the kind of person who radiates kindness and passion. and maybe more than anything. unwaveringly believes in you no matter what.#i think. sol is very much a person who . on some level recognises the things he lacked in his life and compensates for it by extending that#to others. loudly and proudly shouting all the time. i want to care for you protect you help you believe in you support you and love you#:-) so. despite him being a . real hot mess. i think he would be a good teacher. even if he does for some reason spend a month teaching#his martial arts class how to cook a mean pasta.#(and not even mentioning sol travelling over bahumia to find kids like him who didnt are in bad situations and need a place where they can#be kids. and extending them a hand ... giving them a home and a space to just fuck around and make silly pots instead of fghting to survive)#ahem . ahem ahem. but WHATEVER#anyway if this is ooc i dont care because . thog dont caare .#this is post canon and this is a sandbox for me to do my silly little tag-yapping
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I know the aa games are originally Japanese and take place in Japan, but I embrace the localization canon so much bc to me phoenix has INCALCULABLE levels of Dumbass American energy. he's like if Florida Man had a law degree.
#ace attorney#phoenix wright#there was a time when I would feel bad throwing inane bullshit in the main tags of anything#but im in my 30s now and cannot even begin to care anymore#anyway you cant be on the Annoying Fan Website and not be prepared to see annoying fans#some real 'what were you doing at the devil's sacrament' moments right there
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Just some Wobbly Hearts Kai doodles bc i felt like it lolll
i shared this on discord but decided to share this on tumblr as well lol
Depressed/sad/traumatized Kai is now my drawing hyper-fixation, lolll
ANyways yall go check out @ninja-knox-ur-sox-off's Wobbly Hearts AU!!! It's absolutely A-MEOW-ZINGGG!!!!
besides... there is a lot of Kai angst as well loll. But dw its all worth it... i think.... KNOX!!!! IS THE TRAUMA WORTH IT!??!?!?! U BETTER HAVE NOT MADE ME SUFFER FOR NO REASONN!!!!! KNOXXX--
*ahem*... anyways... i am trusting on the fact taht one of the tags in this fic is #Angst With a Happy Ending
this tag is the only thing that keeps me from breaking down... the small bit of light in this dark tunnel of angstttt LOLLLLL
but like fr... go and check out this AU its really great lol!!
https://kittenninja14.tumblr.com/post/731916269075480576/hey-yall-i-just-found-this-incredible-video-and
#KNOXXX U HAVE TRAUMATIZED MEE SO MUCHHH#TO THE POINT THAT IM NOW DRAWING WH FANART EVER TWO DAYS LOLL#but like dudee... ur such a great writerrrrr#ily and ur works soo much dude <333#even tho on most weds i hate u loll#tbh im honestly so freaked out for this wed loll#ch13... is an “unlucky chapter”#<- the fact that those are *your* words is scary lolll#but hey... i made it this far...#so how bad can it be? <- wishful thinking right there#llolll#anyways time for real tags ig#lego ninjago wobbly hearts au#wobbly hearts#lego ninjago#ninjago kai#kai angst#my art#magma studio#ninjago#digital art#doodles#ninjago doodle#ninjago fanfiction#fanfic rec#tlnm au#tlnm kai#KN14 rambles#KN14 draws#KittenNinja14
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i'm probably a system but i have a job so idrc about that rn
#spent a bit of time reflecting on my shitty past and i realized that a set of behaviors i had as a kid#line up really really fucking well with did symptoms#i used to talk a lot to myself as a kid but it felt like an. actual conversation between myself? instead of just#talking to nothing and imagining a response#no dude i actually felt two sides of my brains spin their gears different ways to form different points of view and ideas#I CAN STILL DO THAT.#another thing that makes me think that was how whenever i went into fight or flight i always. acted a certain way.#i always didn't care about being punished or grounded. however the main me was like. really fucking scared and i'm still traumatized by it#it's some real weird shit i'm telling y'all#and dating a system kind of made me realize all of this as well#shoutout to my girlfriend she's so cool dawg#but anyways- i always felt a strange kinship and immediate understanding to did systems .#like . i heard that people usually have a hard time grasping the concept but to me#“oh hey! other people have that split mind thing i got but to the extreme! that's pretty neat!”#anyways sorry for the yap sesh but something else i wanna say is#dude holy FUCK how did you fuck up parenting that bad that you accidentally get a second son- daughter.#if i ever write an autobiography my parents are hearing so much shit from me istg#i love them but also. WOW. WWOOOOWWWWW#anyways rant on the tags over uhhh goon bye gang ! 😁😁😁😁
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i have never done kinktober before bc it’s usually such a hellish time of year for me but i think i might actually have time for once omg………..
#i wanted to sign up for the ficsforgaza event but i didn’t want to be a flake incase i didn’t finish 😔#i would say yuuta (obvious answer i know i know i knowww) but i was actually thinking#maybe i would finish my satoru draft and reclaim my title as a satoru girl bc at heart i really am don’t trust what the papers say about me#i say this like i’ve ever finished or fleshed out any omegaverse fic ever idk why it’s so HARD and if i’m being real. idk what a knot is#and idk if i want to…………… does it count if i don’t include that 😔😔#slash is it different if i say he’s a hybrid and an omega like what are the rules !!!!!!!#anyway i could also do yuuta since i have 6k down already for his draft but idrk what the Kink would be#other than him being hypnotized and in love LOL#anyway i said i have time but i have a deadline today and i don’t wanna meet it it’s been stressing me out so bad….. if anybody got this#far in the tags send help pls (yuuji fic recs) 🤲
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this so so unbearably in character for them I fear https://x.com/CharlesZwei/status/1868904193194590318?s=19

bro doesnt know hes bisexual yet ......
#snap chats#hi guys i got to school#Bad News First the secretary for the psych department hasnt answered my emails yet !!!!!! do not make me call you i swear...#i will annoy her again thursday if she doesnt get back to me....#good news tho i didnt realize i enrolled with one of my fave professors again YAY#i m ean i know i enrolled with One of my faves but i didnt realize i got another jvLKEJKLA#i do not be checkin who's teachin these courses...#anyways. real JVLAEKJKALJ#mood if i dare say ..... im not partial to men but sometimes....... if theyre over like.... 50.....#also lets hope no one saw me accidentally open up slutty erik on my laptop vjALKJALKJ HELP#I DIDNT KNOW ITD OPEN TO THAT ON MY TWITTERRRRR#also i forgot to bring my laptop charger. fuck#liek i have it i just didnt bring it with me to class#i dont know if ill have time to run to get it in between classes so ill just have to hope my second class dont need my laptop#ill just take notes on my phone or in my notebook if i need to but its the first day .... surely it wont be that serious...#are you guys ever sick of my tags and how far they get off topic jVLKAJVLKAJ IM SORYR IM LIKE THIISSS
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"Happy Halloween!"
The fact that I could've made this look so much more creepy but decided not to- The fact that it's lacking in proper shading and all that is already horror enough for me KEKW-
CW: Blood I guess-
Dw, it's just Mac's costume... At least part of it. c:

#lmk esau#eternal servants au#esau macaque#cw: blood#cw: gore#i don't deem it as gore tbh but i'mma tag it anyway#i mean it ain't even bad tbh#the real horror i see in the pic is the art itself lacking in quality#but like got no time to do anything good rn so i just speedran thi fghnfghfg#would need to do my weekly report but brain's too tired help-#art
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