#anyways rant on the tags over uhhh goon bye gang ! 😁😁😁😁
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i'm probably a system but i have a job so idrc about that rn
#spent a bit of time reflecting on my shitty past and i realized that a set of behaviors i had as a kid#line up really really fucking well with did symptoms#i used to talk a lot to myself as a kid but it felt like an. actual conversation between myself? instead of just#talking to nothing and imagining a response#no dude i actually felt two sides of my brains spin their gears different ways to form different points of view and ideas#I CAN STILL DO THAT.#another thing that makes me think that was how whenever i went into fight or flight i always. acted a certain way.#i always didn't care about being punished or grounded. however the main me was like. really fucking scared and i'm still traumatized by it#it's some real weird shit i'm telling y'all#and dating a system kind of made me realize all of this as well#shoutout to my girlfriend she's so cool dawg#but anyways- i always felt a strange kinship and immediate understanding to did systems .#like . i heard that people usually have a hard time grasping the concept but to me#“oh hey! other people have that split mind thing i got but to the extreme! that's pretty neat!”#anyways sorry for the yap sesh but something else i wanna say is#dude holy FUCK how did you fuck up parenting that bad that you accidentally get a second son- daughter.#if i ever write an autobiography my parents are hearing so much shit from me istg#i love them but also. WOW. WWOOOOWWWWW#anyways rant on the tags over uhhh goon bye gang ! 😁😁😁😁
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