#anyway this is an ad for and to autistics

[lamphous]

really, one of the best arguments for switching to firefox/using adblockers/anything to materially limit how much of your personal information is used for advertising/etc is that now shit like this is all youtube's algorithm recommends me

[luvevee]

Hello! I hope it's not rude to chit-chat as an anon. I saw your Mouthwashing post where you said you didn't like Anya, and all of the characters have flaws for sure, but I wanted to defend her a little bit.

Anya picked the pills because they were all she had access to in the medical room. She couldn't use the gun because she didn't have the code to open the case. She chose to kill herself in the medical room because it was unsuspicious for her to be in there and it was one of two rooms with a lock on the door. (The only other room is the cockpit).

I'm not sure if this makes it better or worse, but I also personally think Anya wanted Curly to die too. I don't think she liked leaving him helpless at the hands of Jimmy and she couldn't bear to give him the pills. The door was the only way in besides the broken vent, which I don't think she imagined anyone getting through, so when she locked it, I think she thought that was the end.

Not sure if any of that paints her in a more favorable light, but I wanted to put it out there. Have a nice night/day.

Nah that's totally cool to!

Tbf when I mean to say I don't like Anya is I mainly dislike how people seem to gloss over a lot of her flaws and zero in on her assault, almost in a way victimizing her further. It makes me honestly sad to see how she isn't really discussed as a character while her assault is picked apart in every way possible, because she is a very interesting woman when you put together all the little pieces.

I guess to me with my understanding of her ability to quickly study things is that she still had options to take her life. I believe she could have figured something out in a room full of medical equipment and her own hands. I don't mean that in a callous way, and I also want to clarify I don't find Anya taking her life selfish in itself. She has every right to decide what to do with her own life even if it's to end it.

About the gun: it's such bittersweet irony of it being in the medbay completely useless to everyone, even Jimmy since he had to go find the code anyways. The lightbulb moment I had seeing where Anya hid it makes me further commend the storytelling because wow that just absolutely sucks. You're right and I overlooked that she didn't have the code, my bad.

Personally as a MA and someone physically disabled, though definitely not to the extent of Curly, Anya's choices make me mad. I see a patient completely bedbound and reliant on others to survive, which Anya definitely should have too, having his choices once again taken from him. The fact that they were friends only makes that more cruel to me, Curly couldn't even look away from seeing her die. No matter how she felt about him in the end Curly was ultimately reliant on others and, in that moment, Anya's decisions.

It becomes very interesting to then look at how she went about things especially considering it all. If Anya truly believed in a way she was protecting Curly, which tbh was odd considering there seemed to be a tense lull in things at that point, she still doomed him to suffer and either starve or die of infection. Curly doesn't have the ability to say he wants to live or die, he just has to accept what Anya decides for him through her own choices. She also took the ability from the rest of the crew to even just see him and vice versa. Anya saying she was finally taking responsibility for herself in turn took away the choices of everyone else and the ripple that led to how things finally ended because of the way she decided to do so.

And that absolutely fascinates me with her character! I don't find her favorable but I do find her very interesting! To me Anya's decisions and character adds another highlight to how choices and autonomy are things so precious yet can be taken away instantly by oneself or another person no matter the feelings behind the intention.

[youling-the-ghost]

Titch headcanons because I'm knee-deep in brainrot:

His love language is acts of service but people often think that he's just a workaholic because he doesn't seem very excited or happy when doing it.

He has a love-hate relationship with physical affection. With the right people and in the right situation, he absolutely loves it. Otherwise, it's like dumping a cat into a tub of ice-cold water.

He's autistic and has alexithymia. I've already talked about this before but I'm saying it again: it's canon, I don't make the rules (/j).

He doesn't own much non-farming clothing, so he wore farming overalls on his first official date with Derek. An intervention was later held about the sad state of his closet.

Old Lady Margaery likes chatting with Titch and she sometimes served as a secondary mentor to him when he has troubles that he doesn't want to turn to his father for.

He grew up with parents who were emotionally and physically absent, so he became self-sufficient at a young age. This was also a big reason why he was later adopted.

His hair is usually a strawberry-blonde, but turns a golden hue when the sunlight hits it at just the right angle. Derek absolutely adores watching his hair shift hues as the sun sets, though Titch doesn't understand what the big deal is.

He does a lot of work with yarn and thread, like knitting and tapestry, but he stopped as he got older to focus on taking over the farm. After they hired new assistants, he got back into the craft and have since made many gifts for Derek.

When he was a kid, Titch tried getting into football so him and James would have some common language, but he chipped a tooth while playing and quit. His teeth have since been fixed, but it's still a memory that James occasionally teases him about.

A lot of his harshness towards James stemmed from his inability to deal with his own emotions, which he projected onto his brother. After a lengthy heart-to-heart and many tears, the two agreed to try mending their relationship.

[tofu-bento-box]

being chronically ill is like having footnotes on your existence

[qiekzart]

the silly smiler :3

[plz reblog]

[malwarechips]

i almost forgot i drew these

[dhmis-autism]

at least once every day in my life i have a moment like duck in family where he doesnt get lily and todney saying "we didnt make it up ourselves" and just bluntly answers "i didnt say you did."

[wanderingmind867]

Today me and my dad go to tour a college or university, in preparation for me having to leave high school in a year or so. And I'm a little nervous about this tour. Not enough to be unable to do it or anything, but i am nervous that there'll be a lot of differences between high school and college/university, and I'm not quite ready to deal with changes. I remember having a rough time going from elementary school to high school years ago, so this feels like it'll be no different. And so i have nerves related to all of that. And to high school returning in a month or two, but that's stress i can try and save for another post later.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!

[shadfinite]

anyway i figured out why i have such a problem with stories where all the characters dont meet each other and the answer is because in sonic every character meets and is touched by sonic at some point

like in sonic the unifying link is sonic. Everyone meets Sonic because he IS the story. But not all stories are driven by a central character. That's not a bad thing! I just found it interesting. My method of media consumption is SO influenced by him that I am forever critical of stories where the central focus isn't a character.

In a lot of stories the unifying link is a place, or a concept, or an event, but in Sonic its a person. Everyone meets everyone because Sonic is the center of the narrative. If Green Hill Zone was the center of the narrative, Tails and Rouge, for example, or Amy and Knuckles would never have met.

And I think those are the kinds of stories I like best because of Sonic. In a story, I love interpersonal connection and the best way to have that is to make a character like Sonic who touches the heart of every damn person he meets.

[anxiously-awaiting]

four autistic men fight for their lives trying to understand modern social customs (original screenshot under cut)

[straywyvern]

Can I do that thing with the 5 favorite viddy gaeym guys too… OUUUUGH

[winter-smokes]

just started episode 5 of JRWI: Riptide and Gillion is already my favourite purely because i can smell the autism from a mile away

[zickmonkey]

The reason I'm upset about the price field break up in Double Exposure is because I want to kiss Chloe

[crimsonhyenastabs]

₊ ⊹ ☆𝙲𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚜𝚘𝚗𝙷𝚢𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚜 - 𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚢/𝙻𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚗☆⊹ ₊ 

Through wars and pain, he stands unbowed, A beast within, both fierce and proud. Yet kindness lingers, soft but strong, In a soul that's wandered far too long.

Through fire and blood, he lost his way, But redemption calls at the break of day. He stands, a man reborn, In a world that’s shattered, bruised, and torn.

Meet The Blogger:

Hello hi hello! I'm making a new intro post HAHBDBJSD

Name: Billy/Logan, either is fine, i don't care!

Age: Adult!

Pronouns: HE/HIM only

I am incredibly autistic which means this blog will be heavily autistic coded as well!

My fixations may include, but are not limited too:

Dexter: showtime tv show + books

Scream: specifically the first one, Stuilly, and Sometimes Mickey as well

X-Men: Specifically Logan and Gambit! I also love Deadpool as well.

TWD: Specifically Rick, Negan, and Daryl

Stranger Things: Specifically Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington and Billy Hargrove

Saw 2004

Music: Mostly Nu-metal and Rock

Fallout: The games

Skyrim

DBH: Specifically Connor

This blog CAN BE 16+, but if I post something that specifies 18+ please don't look at it unless you are in fact 18+.

Disclaimers:

As I said, this blog will be incredibly autistic-coded, which means I will not be posting for one fandom / I will not be posting fics for one fandom! This is a side blog for me to have fun with other fandoms and so I can post more stuff SEPARATE from all my Stuilly stuff! If you like my writing, you may wanna stick around to see how I write for other characters!

[MASTERLIST COMING SOON!]

Hopefully, everyone has a good time here! Mwah! XOXO

[soupis4ever]

i have literally never made a comic before so. if this is odd looking you know what happened. rip to the three JPGs of Obama i put in here originally