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PSA for literally everyone that if you have something like hmm idk norovirus: stay the fuck home and clean your shit thoroughly

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i made a patreon for my game dev stuff, you can join for free too :)

all updates are on here abt the game from now on

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*gripping your shoulders and shaking you* you gotta promise me one thing, if nothing else. you have to promise me to live, do you hear me. and if it's for nothing else but spite, LIVE. donald trump wants you to feel defeated and alone. let's show him and all the americans who voted for him that we will not stay quiet, we will not be devided and we will LIVE. we will survive that 78-year old felon, we will OUTLIVE him. so please reach out to friends and family, reach out to each other and STAND TOGETHER.

PLEASE, LIVE!

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My existence as a queer afab is apparently a threat and remembering that makes me want to live my life more knowing I will always be pissing idiots off

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We are a very very dumb, stupid people

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IM DEDA

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something about our worst moments

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captain……………⭐️

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Poorly drawn Luvdisc(s)

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Me listening to my partner go off about impractical jokers lore

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old new design

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I feel like it’s important to tell you that when we are watching anya through jimmys pov who is not a reliable narrator

Yeah I understand that sentiment but there also has to be at least some truth in his pov no matter what considering we are seeing what he sees. I guess I'm not really seeing how she's really altered in Jimmy's pov since, to me at least, how he sees Anya since is also how she's affected through everything and how they interact together alongside her own personality.

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Hi again! I'm the same anon as before, haha. I loved reading your info dump and I definitely agree that people kind of gloss over a lot of Anya's interesting (and sometimes less favorable) traits. I really appreciate the way you look at this game with as much nuance as you do and I actually agree with pretty much everything you said tbh. Especially about autonomy and doing everything you can to help someone regardless of your feelings.

Also, (sorry to yap a little), she definitely was setting Curly up for suffering. Not to be intentionally cruel per se, but more so in the way that she seemed to choose avoiding discomfort over protecting Curly. (Which is kinda similar to what he did with her earlier in the game when it came to really confronting Jimmy. But Curly’s another discussion and a lot of people already acknowledge that he isn't perfect. Plus, I hate to keep ya for more paragraphs, lol).

I really just wanted to tell you that I enjoyed hearing your opinion in more detail, and I'm glad there's people digging into the layers of this story. Thanks for engaging and just generally being cool. I hope you continue brainrotting about Mouthwashing and feel better soon. ❤️

Anon stoooop you're making my sniffles worse /lh ALSO NO YOU YAP YOUR INTERESTS ARE IMPORTANT!! NO APOLOGIES FOR YAPPIN!!

I honestly bite down on the possibility that Anya made the choice to avoid further pain on her own end than to make sure Curly was at ease. It puts in perspective her repeating Curly's sadly optimistic phrase of defining moments since she knew without the pills he'd be in agony but still wanting to be selfish in her final moments. It really adds to her character and I'm all for character development even if it's "bad" cuz I'm a rat for that stuff it's my cheese

And no absolutely you're right, Curly's an entire discussion on his own and I am very eager to see more about him discussed. I'm personally not a fan of the idea he's just a naive soul getting manipulated by Jimmy most of the time but yeah paragraphs-

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My immune system when covid finally got my ass

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What if abilities changed the appearance of a Pokemon?

Milotic is one of my favourite Pokémon designs - aspecially the shiny form! - so I wanted to give it a spin. Its abilities are really interesting and different from each other. Hoenn is a tropical region so I found a lot of inspiration from tropical fish.

Also, shoutout if you get the 436 water tiles reference. Players these days have it easy.

Other Ability Forms posts!

Find me and my art elsewhere!    

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Surskit & Masquerain

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Hello! I hope it's not rude to chit-chat as an anon. I saw your Mouthwashing post where you said you didn't like Anya, and all of the characters have flaws for sure, but I wanted to defend her a little bit.

Anya picked the pills because they were all she had access to in the medical room. She couldn't use the gun because she didn't have the code to open the case. She chose to kill herself in the medical room because it was unsuspicious for her to be in there and it was one of two rooms with a lock on the door. (The only other room is the cockpit).

I'm not sure if this makes it better or worse, but I also personally think Anya wanted Curly to die too. I don't think she liked leaving him helpless at the hands of Jimmy and she couldn't bear to give him the pills. The door was the only way in besides the broken vent, which I don't think she imagined anyone getting through, so when she locked it, I think she thought that was the end.

Not sure if any of that paints her in a more favorable light, but I wanted to put it out there. Have a nice night/day.

Nah that's totally cool to!

Tbf when I mean to say I don't like Anya is I mainly dislike how people seem to gloss over a lot of her flaws and zero in on her assault, almost in a way victimizing her further. It makes me honestly sad to see how she isn't really discussed as a character while her assault is picked apart in every way possible, because she is a very interesting woman when you put together all the little pieces.

I guess to me with my understanding of her ability to quickly study things is that she still had options to take her life. I believe she could have figured something out in a room full of medical equipment and her own hands. I don't mean that in a callous way, and I also want to clarify I don't find Anya taking her life selfish in itself. She has every right to decide what to do with her own life even if it's to end it.

About the gun: it's such bittersweet irony of it being in the medbay completely useless to everyone, even Jimmy since he had to go find the code anyways. The lightbulb moment I had seeing where Anya hid it makes me further commend the storytelling because wow that just absolutely sucks. You're right and I overlooked that she didn't have the code, my bad.

Personally as a MA and someone physically disabled, though definitely not to the extent of Curly, Anya's choices make me mad. I see a patient completely bedbound and reliant on others to survive, which Anya definitely should have too, having his choices once again taken from him. The fact that they were friends only makes that more cruel to me, Curly couldn't even look away from seeing her die. No matter how she felt about him in the end Curly was ultimately reliant on others and, in that moment, Anya's decisions.

It becomes very interesting to then look at how she went about things especially considering it all. If Anya truly believed in a way she was protecting Curly, which tbh was odd considering there seemed to be a tense lull in things at that point, she still doomed him to suffer and either starve or die of infection. Curly doesn't have the ability to say he wants to live or die, he just has to accept what Anya decides for him through her own choices. She also took the ability from the rest of the crew to even just see him and vice versa. Anya saying she was finally taking responsibility for herself in turn took away the choices of everyone else and the ripple that led to how things finally ended because of the way she decided to do so.

And that absolutely fascinates me with her character! I don't find her favorable but I do find her very interesting! To me Anya's decisions and character adds another highlight to how choices and autonomy are things so precious yet can be taken away instantly by oneself or another person no matter the feelings behind the intention.