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alastors-wife · 2 years

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the idea that we need to find our purpose or have some kind of dream just seems so weird to me.

at the end of the day our "purpose" is to connect with and take care of each other... we're social animals. we're not any different than any other creature on this planet

i feel sorry that all of us have been so heavily brainwashed by yt supremacists and capitalism that we feel the need to base our lives and our worth off of a system that goes against our inherent nature

#having goals and dreams isn't bad #but what that is for you and how much value you're placing on it can make a huge difference for better or worse #I've made that mistake. life is more than labor and suffering #and it's why i feel we need to place so much more emphasis on building community #especially those of us who are marginalized. we need each other desperately #isolation is a death sentence in more ways than one #anyway im going to sleep i was just thinking about this lol

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cloudysarts · 8 months

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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts

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napping-sapphic · 10 months

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Maybe i am just a little preoccupied by the idea of running my fingers through a girl’s hair or cradling her head when we hug or pressing our foreheads together or or or—

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #i go insane whenever i think about it which is all the time #also id like to dedicate this post to the predictive text feature on my phone #cannot tell you how many typos there would be if i didn’t use it on every word #not because im a bad speller or anything just my depth perception sucks so im always hitting wrong letters #and typing while im half asleep doesnt help lol #anyway short hair long hair idc put your head on my lap rn so i can run my hands through it #im gay and i like sleeping

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liquidstar · 11 months

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Oh fuck tomorrow I'm going to be a little birthday boy I keep almost forgetting

#it's probably bc i dont have specific plans im just playing it by ear based on how the newborn will be #(the amount of time I'll be needed w the other kids basically depends on how much sleep the parents got the night before lol)#so i dont wanna be out too late... ahh i miss the club bro i wanna go #i love kids just to be clear which is why i do this but i also think I've gotten any child rearing out of my system #so i dont want my own. in a way it's freeing bc my future will just be for me and i won't have to worry about this stuff long term lol #ah but if I'm free on the 4th theres also something else i wanna do so maybe i shouldn't get drunk anyway #maybe just wait for the next free day 🤷‍♂️ we'll see #I've been highover BAD though shit lasted until like 8pm the next day. and i had to take the day off w the kids #luckily there happened to be other family there that took over but dude it sucked. i remember trying to help them in the morning like #ok sorry 4 year old trying to find pants i have to lay down in your bed you can do it by yourself i believe in you #so. taking the day off was a good call for their sakes too lol #he was fine just to be clear he could've done it on his own either way. i was just unhelpful 😅 i promise im usually way more attentive

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slutdge · 8 months

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Not to get deep here or anything but i really think i dont want to have a relationship with my sister anymore and ive been reflecting on that a lot. like sure she didnt abuse me or really do anything to directly traumatize me, but she voted against me having human rights because im queer, as well as voting for a party that wants to harm first nations people despite both of us being first nations i just.... i dont think i can forgive her for that. weve had laughs and good times together but i find myself unable to forgive her for her politics. i wouldn't tolerate bigotry from anyone else, i shouldnt tolerate it from someone just cause theyre family.

#can anyone provide me guidance on this? ill bring it up with my therapist but i dont see her for another week #anyways im making myself cry late at night whats new lol ive been processing a lot this week #ok eta: and theyll always make you feel bad for this!!!!!#theyll be like ''ok so everyone has to bend to your commie regime to have a relationship with you 🙄''#like yeah actually you do #if you really loved me like you claim to you wouldnt be FUCKING VOTING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO TAKE MY RIGHTS AWAY #yes you do have to respect my rights if you want to have a relationship with me that is completely reasonable #whats ACTUALLY unreasonable is you asking me to ''just get over'' the fact that yall support people who think i shouldnt have human rights #right wingers will try to gaslight you into believing basic human decency is an unattainable and torturous request #then when you get upset theyll be like ''god the left is so emotional 🙄''#like yeah. i am. and you should be emotional too about human rights violations. the fact that youre not is pure evil.#anyways ill go cry myself to sleep like a faggot now #it just breaks my heart that i dont have any immediate family members who dont blatantly hate me for being queer/first nations

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needsmustleap · 1 month

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no see results option. if the poll doesn't apply to you skip it and/or check back later!!

*by this i mean: the dough/batter of the recipe called for eggs, and you cracked them into a bowl or whatever (mixed in other wet ingredients as necessary), then set the container to the side after incorporating them into the dry ingredients to use whatever's left for an egg wash. i guess this also means you didn't use a spatula for this part? could go either way?

#needs must say things #im wondering bc i mostly just skip the egg wash #will do option 3 if i think of it #will do option 2 if the recipe specifically calls for that type of wash... most of the time lol #but i don't bake much so i don't know about like. the true impact of the egg wash #always assumed it was just for the visual aesthetic and therefore immensely skippable #anyway pls reblog bc im curious to see ppls answers!!! but fine if not lol life goes on #cracking an egg just for an egg wash just feels wasteful and too annoying lol. of course you could save the leftover for something but why #go through all that #my thoughts! id like to see other ppls'!!#ok i need to go to sleep now lol #baking #egg wash #just realised i forgot a 'skip it entirely' option...... kill me

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raspberrybluejeans · 1 month

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#ive been pondering lately about the fact that i am like. a bear #i used to jokingly say it #but i believe i literally just am a bear now……#and im not exactly sure how to feel about it #its not exactly negative #because its like.#i am certainly attracted to bears #but. it is weird to be the thing you are attracted to while simultaneously not particularly liking yourself #a vaguely related metaphor would be like #if a stereotypical dude became a stereotypical hot model lady #like. he’d probably kind of like it? but also not lol #if i could shapeshift i 100% would change my body vastly i would not be fat and hairy #but i do still find this very much attractive on *other* people #and i think something that is complicated to me is others finding it attractive on me…..#anyways i dont really know what the point of this all is #i cant sleep #and i am going crazy with loneliness as always #take er sleazy whomstever has read these tags #ograt

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carcarrot · 4 months

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do i really want to make individual drinks again

#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe #in preparation for the possibility of this new job #it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly #but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much #not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers #godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao #but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less #but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that #like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know #a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice #i dont knowwwwwww #like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks #which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here #and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff #its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options #so thats good. less to worry about #doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe #here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it #the hours are like. the same i work now. also good #sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him #but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway #i just gotta see if i get good vibes #rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me #oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore #lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt

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thisismeracing · 9 months

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hi friend, you still have the potential to be sued here in the US, even if you’re not using images. That’s a big part of why authors likes Anna Todd, scrubbed After (with all references to Harry’s name) from the internet when she started charging for it and before any publication would take an interest. (Before anyone comes for me, I’m sure the original has been saved by some third part somewhere. This is the internet after all. But the point remains if she were to be sued, she is able to claim that she did her due diligence by removing any and all content with any reference to Harry Styles from the internet BEFORE she received any payment.) The US is currently starting to crack down on copyright and intellectual property infringement. In large part due to the fact that so many people have received huge payouts over the last ten years. Unfortunately they’re not choosing to go after the ones that have actually gotten rich from the issue. And while the drivers might not care. Their management most certainly will. If you’re choosing to charge for your fiction it might be best to at the very least change names so you might have some form of deniability.

this was an interesting ask, thanks for the heads up again!

I'm not trying to go against your word, but rather wondering about the topic myself because it seems to me it's a huge gray area, so feel free to reach me on my private messages or on anon again if you want. But speaking about Anna Todd, technically she could still be sued even after scrubbing Harry's name from the story because there was still proof on the internet that it was a story about him, if we're talking about defamation it doesn't need to involve the monetization aspect, it's still defamation without it. This would mean that ANY RPF fanfiction is illegal and could be sued (which is not necessarly the case because theres the whole fair use thing).

We're talking about huge payouts, but I'm getting less than fifty dollars a month with Patreon lol would their team really come for me (a poor grad student) on behalf of a billionaire for getting less than fifty dollars a month to help pay school and medical bills? this would need a huge pr work too to make them seem good after doing something so crazy like this.

Talking about defamation, let's say I change names, but this Tumblr would still be up and everything else would easily show that it's about pilot X, this could still be considered illegal because you can tell who it is about. The reason why nobody comes for rpf is because 1) the money people are talking about is just a few bucks most of the time, and 2) it's exactly this real people's FICTION, there's not much to talk about defamation of a worldwide artist when the content you're sharing is for a nich of less than one hundred people, it's not reasonable. I haven't found a past decision about something similar in the US court, if there is, please send it in, but other than that it's a huge speculation thing in my head, which only a judge could clarify.

Patreon and monetizing fanfiction is quite common in fandoms like Chris Evans', for example, and I haven't seen anything legal come from it yet. again because it's unreasonable for those artists to go after their own fans for taking less than a hundred dollars in content that clearly sets a fictional character that just happens to look and have the same name as them because more often than not it's set in an alternative universe.

#this is probably all over the place Im sorry but Im just tired (as in I haven't had a good night of sleep)#also again this is not me trying to go against whatever you said but rather sharing my bits to how I see it if there's something concrete +#pls sned it in #or if there's a fault in what I said feel free to point it #but just letting you know that I might take a few to answer or just not answer because this subject is taking a toll on me #I've seen a few writers doing it on f1blr but people had to point it out because I did it like lol chill #anyways #thanks for adding this btw you sounded more mindful than mean (which i don't think you were trying to sound so all good <3)#millies inbox #anon #f1 fandom #fanfic patreon #it is easier to see those legal problems coming from fanfics that involve the Copyright aspect #anna todd is very specific case in my head #but yeah #it would only make sense if the work were talking about was a seeies #series*#Im not on the hs fandom and I have seen quite a few patreons for him so…#yeah #its a gray area in my head

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hollowfairybabybat · 15 days

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when both ur fav girls visit u at work (they both hangout in ur chatroom while u cam💖💖💖💖💖💖) <<<<<<<

#camming is fun bc it is anyway but my favs can come talk to me during n i love that im gonna meet them both irl one day manifesting it bc #its gonna happen idc dream would b all 3 of us hanging at the lakehouse one day tbh bc i think theyd get along too #gna make a discord with them im just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #also one said something rly hot with her n her daddy n im a lil 🥺 bc hot theyd do that but also shes so hot n i totally would with her #...but thinking about it i think were both subs how would that go idc tbh would #sorry 4 the tangent tbh theyre both the hottest ever n would ngl i need sleep lol and to eat but need to smoke first bc neither r happening #batbaby rambles

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alxclaremont · 2 months

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there are two wolves inside of you: one feels impending doom at the thought of tomorrow’s race. the other feels immensely hopeful that oscar will get his first win tomorrow or at the very least a mclaren 1-2. you are a formula one fan.

#i’m literally about to fucking throw up #this race doesnt even start for another 8 hours but i feel actually sick #like this is keeping me up #(yes i have a TOTALLY normal and healthy relationship with this sport)#you guys literally dont even understand the ways of which i need oscar to get his first win tomorrow #like i can literally feel it in my bones i just KNOW he can do it #like i know he can and i really feel like tomorrow is the day for it #however i am very very scared that the more i keep thinking about it and saying it the more i am jinxing it #like i’m literally imagining everything that could possibly go wrong #but i’m also beautifully imagining the way that oscar is going to get a perfect start and overtake lando (so sorry lando)#and build a big enough gap to where he can win the race #i need the mclaren pitwall to lock the fuck in today like i am nowhere near joking when i say i will start hysterically sobbing #if they fuck it up #alternatively i will start hysterically sobbing if oscar/lando wins so really theres no winning for me in that sense #but also i cannot even imagine the amount of pressure that both lando and oscar must be under right now #like i do not know how they do it because imagining it is further making me sick #me when i develop an anxious attachment style to two drivers and also an entire sport #lol #didnt have that on my 2024 bingo #anyway so im lraying to fucking god that the race goes okay because otherwise im killing myself #and i think i am perfectly valid in saying that #im also getting lunch with my two other friends who watch f1 a few hours after the race tomorrow #so regardless the race is going to be talked about but it will very much vary oh whether or not its good or bad #anyway im going to stop talking about this now because ive been doing nothing but talking about it all day #and i like genuinely need to shut the fuck up #SO i am going to hopefully go to sleep #we’ll see how this ends up going for me #lacey talks

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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once more thinking about The Morning Of New Years 2001 and its just now dawning on me that arakawa really chugged two bottles of booze and smoked A Fuck Bitch of ciggies Presumably before noon. like dire situation i know but god damn guy got a lot done in two hours

#snap chats #AND he's just chilling in the dark. ok not 'chilling' but yk what i mean #either he can really hold his liquor or bro picked up some .5% shit #now some might say 'snap it's two hours' and to that i say 'it's only been two hours' he just walkin off two bottles like theyre nothin #unless he is The Most Functional Drunk perceivable theeeeeen CHRIST #in all fairness he is only sitting so no fear of him tripping and banging his head into his desk but still #were you doin twenty-minute rule my dude... funny as hell consideration considering. The Fuck Bitch Of Ciggies #like i dont think health consciousness is on the table this morning..#what time is it. at that point. i keep telling myself i'd try to hunt down the time in-game but i doubt i'd find anything #arakawa office so fucked for not having a clock on the wall like girl id go mad not knowing what time it is #can i get a timeline of events for what happened. jo calls -> presumably they talk about a plan -> drink time #i doubt arakawa would be lying about the time sawashiro got in contact with him.... unless he did.... lol... anyway..#i just want a timeline of events like masato commits murder at midnight -> calls jo afterwards -> ???#did my guy sleep on it.. did he think of a plan all night...#ok bye i cant be sittin on this all night i have a comic im lining. which is why i made this post LMAO #I REMINDED MYSELF OF ARAKAWA'S DEPRESSION BREAKFAST ok bye

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hecksupremechips · 2 months

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My ass was trying so hard not to jump up and down with glee playing yttd with my sister and getting to the shin reveal I was like MY GUY MY FUNNY LAD MY SILLY RABBIT

#the klock keeps ticking #yttd #its like i cant get ahead of myself when talking about him cuz theres still a lot not revealed by the end of ch2 but STILLLL #i was keeping my opinions on characters pretty neutral this whole playthrough though my bias towards gin and kai was very apparent lol #and i did start screaming in agony reliving my worst nightmare joe dying #i dont think my sister was nearly as torn up about it as i was though like god ill still never get over it #the first time i played i actually gross sobbed like maybe i was just sleep deprived but i was inconsolable literally never cried that hard #but yeah we did the second main game today and i was like #‘not trying to persuade your vote but heres one million reasons why we should let shin live ahaha’#i dont think she was very happy with her vote aldnks #but yeah i really am gonna be sooo annoying next time we play im literally gonna bring pages of shin analysis with me that i can gush about #it is an interesting thing this character cuz to me like everything about him is so clear like even from the beginning i just didnt buy #the idea that he was genuinely an asshole i knew there had to have been something more going on #and idk if ive made it clear guys…but hes exactly like me guys hes just like me fr #his story hits so hard it feels like my own self insert which is weird cuz obviously thats not true #but like i feel like its either you get it or you dont and if you dont understand exactly what this character feels cuz you feel it yourself #i feel like so much of him just wont make any sense to you #maybe im just being pretentious idk but like if you cant relate to his abuse and just #very blatant bpd then I feel like youll just judge him on how good or badof a person he is #like it just doesnt feel like itd hit in the same way like when i see this character talking about being hopeless and the way his trauma #makes him act irrationally like god it just clicks so hard it makes so much sense and i can physically feel it through the screen #I MAY BE FERAL ABOUT THIS CHARACTER TO AN ABSURD DEGREE SHHH #basically what im getting at is i feel if i dont over explain everything about this character to other people i fear they just Wont Get It #and that they will be judgmental which idk i guess makes me defensive #anyway yeah i just enjoy getting to re experience the spiral this guy has given me and i will be thinking about it a lot tonight

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deus-ex-mona · 2 months

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wakefulness comes with a ✨price✨

#still can’t believe my bro actually rented a car just to drag me out of bed… granted it was on my dime but. smh #he’s a decent driver though. napping in the backseat was quite comfortable #still can’t believe my family tbh lmao. i told them many times that all i wanted to do today was to sleep #b u t they had somehow latched on to a passing remark i made like over a month or so ago about wanting to eat burgers from a certain place…#‘it only comes once a year; you can sleep after you leave your job on friday—’ they said… so welp.#man. at least i got good food and a few new plushies out of it. so it wasn’t all that bad… i think #either way i’m truly grateful to my mother and bro for everything. don’t tell them though; it’s embarrassing #u m. anyway. i guess i’ll finally have time to resume idol sengen after i’ve caught up on sleep?#i’m gonna try to zoom through the next 2 vols before mona’s album comes out s o. well. um. i’ll do my very best!!!!!#remind me to make the masterpost thing free for rbing once im done with it bc. y e a h.#anyways!! gn!! i gotta go fill up some forms or something before i forget lol. have a great week ahead!!!#l o r d i just realised i forgot to off rbs again aaaaaaa my memory is getting worse with age frrrrrr

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cerealmonster15 · 3 months

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jesus christ like i only finished the sumeru story like a few months ago but i already forgot your literal first intro to kaveh is a scene of several minutes of him and alhaitham fully bitching at each other

#GIRLJFDSKLFHFKLSJG they are FIGHTINGGGGG god they have so many issues <3 #it's sweet to see them get along a lil more in recent stuff #but also so very funny when they still argue #but also MY GOD the situation was DIRE like going back and watching rn. hoougfhghfdh lol #it's SOOO funny tho like #kaveh as a person is very reactive in general #but like. alhaitham isnt. hes normally sooo monotone and cool and collected or whatever #but you put kaveh into the scene and hes like Oh I Have To End This Man #his voice actually fluctuates so much and hes such a little BITCH!!!! the way they fight like petty teenagers 😭😭😭#ughghhhghgh kaveh ur the special one bc youre the one hes got all the history and the angst and the affection with lol #sorry it's 130am and im back to my old sleep deprivation habits and im coping via thinking about alhaitham and kaveh #anyway kavehs so funny hes in this scene like TELL ME WHATS GOING ON TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME #alhaitham: shut the fuck up also when are YOU gonna build a COOL MANSION HUH???????#kaveh: MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS!!!!! <- ok king of hypocrisy jkaJKLFDJSKLFJ #the way that they both are. good lord. im obsessed with them SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AS IF IT'S MY FAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUULT #ive heard clips from i think both voice actors saying how theyre like yeah i made sure to change the tone of voice when theyre talkin #about each other specifically fkljsdjfkldsb JEEZE!!!!!!!#alhaithams so funny hes like hehehehe i almost became a grand sage while you were gone 😏 heh he ha ha bitch #like god he has so much fun bullying kaveh he literally almost never Experiences Joy in other situations #<- havent. dont i say this about jamil also. that often times jamils rare laugh animation plays when hes bullying azul. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also i love that kaveh is just fully Yelling in the library or whatever. i mean it's the ~house of daena~ or w/e but also there are books #it is a library and hhe is so loud. i love u kaveh #sometimes it's so confusing tho like kaveh will very much be angrily yelling but his animations going 😃#like wh. what was the tone in the original fjksldjfskld #i did see once ALLEGEDLY. someone said that the og chinese dialogue between them is a bit less aggressive #and a lil more playful bantering? IM NOT SURE if that's true tho thats just a random comment i saw once

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realjem · 3 months

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neeeeed to sleep but i am instead awake writing to myself about the implications of my ocs meeting their original concepts. augh

#this is only about anns lab tho since theyre kinda The Main Ones and also have been around the longest #especially when i still feel like they're not quite up to their fullest potential and are probably years and years from that #i wonder what would have happened if i made a game when i initially wanted to? and then remade it where the story stands now #and just keep remaking it over and over again until i considered the story Done?#its fun and interesting to compare my art and characters to the ones before #its weird thinking there was a time before this as well. when the only art i made was required for a class or a loose scribble of nothing #or even the occasional redrawing of other art i liked (NOT traced though. although these drawings werent and will never be uploaded)#anyways. sorry chat im being weird tonight (its almost 7am and i cant sleep)#jem.txt #there are few things i feel like i could endlessly spew about and this is definitely one of them. i could go off but im not sure anyone #would really want that. lol. plus i dont have a lot of time as is at the moment #ANYWAYS. im going to bed

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