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i love your art so much but it makes me feel so painfully single
i'll put the energy out there that you find that special someone lil fella

#babblin’#thanks anon#reach out and touch shrimp#may you one day find the puzzle to your shipping#or er... your cursed object that turns out to house an ancient spirit?#anyway bless you have a good day#gif warning
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Watercolor test to get back into it! It's botched, especially the chair but eh. Gonna post anyway ٩( ᐛ )و
Mei Nianqing, inspired by the lovely @kimbapchan's gorgeous design of him in their swap AU <3
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#mei nianqing#i love him so much#silly old man#and calamity mnq scratches an itch i didnt know i even had#ik the hair's black in the original design but idk I wanted to make it white#it's also better for the contrast in the pic tbh#all the blacks and dark colors would have been a bit too much for this comp#then again i never said i was good at this#i knew this was botched after day 1 of painting it but i am nothing if not stubborn#i used it to test some tricks i had seen while i was at it#with mixed results as you can see LMAO#anyway have a lovely day everyone
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do you ever think about how all you used to draw when you were 10 was ponies and that you should still know how to do that, then get an idea and proceed to draw something like these in nearly one sitting and it turns out better than any drawing you've done in the entire past month
sooo anyway does anyone have cutie mark or pony name ideas for them?? lol
#(the b girl lineups are older than a month because i procrastinated a lot on doing minor fixes. nothing i drew in the month of june 2024#is really worth showing it's all shitty doodles lmao)#bnha#class 1b#mlp#?#yui kodai#setsuna tokage#itsuka kendo#ibara shiozaki#(i love how she came out in particular! creature :3)#reiko yanagi#tikto's art#you may be wondering why pony of all people isn't here.#i did draw her! but i kind of ran out of steam so i ended up not really liking the result lol same for kinoko#anyway shoutout to elementary school me i was SO obsessed with mlp. brony stuff was one of the first things i used the internet for#and you know what. i wouldn't say it ruined me it was a pleasant experience#i just read what was basically a polish version of equestria daily and constantly checked the deviantart profile of one (1) specific artist#that i liked a lot#i did watch some weird speedpaints (yknow the horror ones) but i honestly dont remember being very bothered by them i just liked the art#i was just chilling there lurking and never actively participating due to being 10 and afraid of online strangers (good for me tbh)#i remember having an identity crisis though because can i really call myself a brony if i'm a little girl? the target audience of the show?#lmao anyway i would also draw ponies constantly and write oc fanfics (and the ocs were actually my irl friends ponified)#and i even had my own little g5 concept. good times good times#tag story time over god bless enjoy your day
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A couple of stars
I think that they'd be friends :>
I hope you all have a great day!
(program: krita; time taken: about 2 hr 30 minutes)
#mabel pines#kirby of the stars#kirby nintendo#gravity falls#eggin creatin'#kirby fanart#gravity falls fanart#stars and sparkles and friendship and all that good stuff#they are so so cute augh#also stars are a pain in the butt to draw augh#anyway yay! I love them :>#I hope you all have a very good and blessed day ^^
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Is there any fanfic or comic of your Derg AU?
@powertaco wrote one! in which weiss has a grand ol' time stealing ruby's hoodies and yang suffers:
it's very silly and i love it
#fyi i have a tab open for this fic in the mess that is my 70+ other tabs#people are always so shocked to see so many tabs open and wonder how i navigate through them#like do you not do that#it's organized chaos my good sir#browser tab weirdness aside there is no plot to this AU (yet?) lol anything goes#started as a bunch of doodles and then it just happened lmao#ruby is still an unknown creature#is she human? a werewolf? who knows!#the other day i was thinking how cool it would be if ruby was some kind of shapeshifter#but yes go read the ficcc if you haven't#read it again anyways if you've already seen it hjhkjhkh#hi tacooo#bless you
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um. i think the fated enemies missed each other idk. just a gut feeling
#i don't know if sylus can still do his dragon form but i like to think he can. let me dream hgddjhddgh#well. yeah anyway. sylesper is good actually :)#i like to think their reunion is very strained though. simply from the disconnect of time passage perception#i don't think 28 years of being alive matches up well to millenia of searching and praying and grieving...#like of course he's ecstatic to see him but also esper has done like a million unspeakably horrible things in his grief and he can't take#any of it back and he's just. really angry. and it's misdirecting#(..... also fine yes i just wanted sylus to do that kicked puppy look he gave mc in the game WILL YOU LET ME HAVE MY FUN....)#but after a few days or so i think they'll just angrily tackle each other and hug it out. before the funny stuff happens#the funny stuff being the dreaded “What If He Doesn't Like Me Like That Anymore 🥹🥹🥹” hdaskhhjdshjdfh#tldr yes sylesper is very good :)))#mine#ari.art#worst of all blessings best of all curses.♡
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭
• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭
• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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Not only have several of my former classmates gotten married, just found out that now one is having a kid?? 😭😭 just reiterating: i cant believe some people my age are doing that dklsldls. Where do they find time to work/study AND develop intricate crown prince rudolf headcanons once they do that
#married people and parents still have hobbies yadda yadda. you dont need to tell me that kslsld its a joke#its interesting how strong an emotional reaction of Otherness i have to these types of news dkkdld. like its always 'good for them but i#dont think i could ever want this'#i mean im not opposed to gay marriage in my future depending on how life plays out but i would not want to do it to 'settle down' i think#dont necessarily want a big house a garden a golden retriever or a car 😭#and def no kids#i guess its partly a reaction to kind of.... idk at a younger age more people are more 'restless' like me and then many change their minds#so its invalidating to be 'left alone' when you used to have allies who could relate to your life choices/wishes haha#i think being gay complicates this... i used to think it was a blessing for making it less of an expectation but actually turns out soooo#many girls on dating apps and online have or really want kids 😭 and i'm just like. good for you but this doesnt work for me#ugh anyway yeah. you guys better still be following me for rudolf posting when i'm 45 with a mortgage and an evil day job x#xD#you can take time off from your spouse and kids to log onto tumblr com and look at this shit 🥰🥰 for md ☺️#me*
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After leaving Bridgette, stuck to a frozen pole... How Alejandro would react to Assistant Noah saying that he knows what Alejandro is doing, but Noah honestly doesn't care?... What if Noah only cares about how Alejandro unfairly treats Owen?
ASSISTANT NOAH: "None of the people on this show are exactly innocent angels either, so if the guys are dumb enough to fall for your charming tricks and the girls let themselves be swooned by you despite having boyfriends, then they deserve to lose." 🙄
i do think this instance would have add some in the way of later plot, what with london and the eel comment -- as established up until around germany, assistant noah has a neutral-positive view of alejandro:
(though ngl just considering his general mannerisms i am leaning more towards neutral -- character arcs and whatnot, neutral > negative > positive, so his ribbing comes off as uninterested as he is, more like general commentary on what's happening)
anyway its post-egypt and not much further and i don't think alejandro would expect, at this point, to react any different -- assuming that he would assume noah was coming up to rib him about the challenge again.
on noahs end, there is no real distaste for alejandro (....yet), emphasized by his seemingly unimpressed that no one catches onto alejandros scheming -- implying that noah sees it as something obvious.
^ tinged by bias by virtue of being on the crew and seeing behind-the-scenes clips and footage or not, to be so blatant about 'if they don't know, they deserve it' does mean that noah believes it to be something people should be catching onto (also worth mentioning that through him specifically telling owen, he offers more leeway for him in the face of this; favoritism.)
anyway, recap (for myself, mostly): alejandro's perception of noah up until this point is basically 'guy on the crew who ribbed me once' and didn't gloat about any of his strategies to avoid having a paper trail of his manipulation.
ergo -- this alters alejandro's pespective of noah drastically. because, again, noah is part of the crew and therefore not a threat to his game (and in fact could only really be an asset through this to alejandro), so for him to also be so outwardly comfortable with alejandro's manipulation signifies him as a kind of confidant role; someone alejandro can gloat to in small moments as long as he's careful about who's listening, because noah doesn't care.
as for how that changes london -- well, previously, noah would only take up that kind of confidant role post-london, once the cards were out on the table and alejandro goes with his flirting deflection thing. now though i do think it adds if he takes up the role earlier:
because, well. conflict. in alejandro's eyes, noah is taking on, again, that confidant role that he himself grows quite comfortable in, seeking reprieves from the competition that don't damage his game like how heather does suddenly insulting him behind his back and becoming very outwardly vitriolic and distasteful.
however in noahs eyes, alejandro is two-timing -- he'd probably assume that alejandro is aware (probably assuming he's watched previous seasons) that him and owen are friends, and thus assume he's trying to have his cake and eat it too, through being friendly with noah but being so vocal about his dislike of owen. they're a Package Deal, doesn't he know that?
anyway my point here is that it opens up a lot of opportunity for alejandro to be hurt/confused and retaliate in whatever ways, and for noah to assume he's just doubling-down and thus have it sour his opinion more. misunderstand is what i'm saying here.
.........or comedy of errors. both. both are good.
#i tend to go straight into 'theme-y and Not Really comedy' routes instead of lighthearted silly ones sadly#how to stop worrying about being cringe#i need to be cringe more itll be like my exposure therapy#need to shed all my embarrassment for wildly disproportional confidence#but UGH so much work :(#i'd rather self loathe FOREVER!!!!!#hmm anyway Total Drama#my conclusion here is misunderstanding potential#juggling apples over here trying to remember the vague plot threads of the assistant noah au#bless you hadys the only reason i can semi keep-up with multiple moving parts#thats in a good way btw this is fun i just have no thoughts ever during the day#have to save my replys For The Night when im half falling asleep at my laptop burning holes into my screen#unfortunate :(#kjask#total drama
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Toph and Zuko, Headcanon
Generally, I don't ship noncanon ships, but in this case, I'd say this is less of a case of noncanon and more a case of after canon. After all, ignoring LOK (which I'm rather more than happy to do tbh) the last we see of these two they are still children--we don't know what their future holds.
But I want to work within the bounds of canon as much as possible--leaving ATLA as is, and working off character established in canon but working forward.
I talked in another post about the idea that Zuko and Toph would work well together as a adults for a few reasons. Firstly, personally I like the idea of the core six (that is, Aang, Katara, Sokka, Suki, Toph and Zuko) being paired off. I think they went through an experience together that is so singularly unique, it would be hard to ever find another person who could understand it quite the same way. I also think that given a lot of their issues, trust would be hard to achieve.
(More under the cut bc I'm just rambling now lol)
Now, I know in canon Zuko has Mei, but he's 16 and she's familiar. I got the feeling that Mei and Zuko were more of a "it's what you do" couple than one with any sort of lasting power. I'm not saying they didn't love each other--I think they certainly did, but I also think they were very young and they were both going through sort of a big life change. When Zuko gets together with Mei, he's teetering on the edge of trying to find out who he is and what he wants for his life. Mei is very much a person that old Zuko would have been with--she makes sense for him in that life. And I think there is genuine affection between them--but I also think a lot of it is tied up with other feelings. Her best friend's older brother she maybe always had a little crush on, the rebel son, etc. That she does eventually support his choices to change is a good thing, but I don't know that I see their relationship lasting into the future. Zuko still has a long way to go and a lot to handle when he becomes Fire Lord at 16--I think he probably isn't exactly going to be focused on a relationship all that much in the beginning, and frankly, I think Mei needs to to figure out who she is without the context of Zuko and his sister, since her entire life seems to revolve around their family. I could see their relationship sort of slowly backing off until they eventually end things mutually, no hard feelings, just a natural sort of ending to a childhood romance.
For Zuko, I imagine he would then spend most of the rest of his time not in a relationship. He's dealing with a lot with his country and his family and dealing with forgiving and understanding himself--again, I doubt a relationship is the priority. He probably maintains close contact with most of the Gaang--Aang in particular probably makes it a point to come see him, and I can see him and Sokka still having pretty close contact, especially with Sokka stepping up as the future leader of the Southern Water tribe and etc.
Toph, I think, would be dealing with a lot of similar issues to Zuko. Both of them are trying to define what home means--Zuko in the place he grew up that he both recognizes and doesn't, and Toph unable to go back because she isn't sure what she'll find. I imagine Toph spends some time with Aang, Katara, and Sokka, but it's not like she would particularly be comfortable at the poles in ice and snow, and I also think she'd want the chance to explore, to see the world, to find out who she is and what she wants from life. So around a yearish after the end of the world she sort of goes out on her own into the world and starts a sort of long, wandering slow journey. She stops along the way to do various things: sometimes she works, sometimes she helps others, sometimes she just sight sees, sort of goes where whim takes her. She sees most of the Gaang often enough, with how much the others travel, but I'd imagine she hardly ever sees Zuko (as he is busy running a kingdom).
Now we get into deep headcanon territory. I had seen it posited that Sokka invents a version of braille (in a fanfiction I believe, though I'm not sure if the idea started somewhere else, and I honestly can't recall the fanfic), and I like this idea, both because it makes sense for Sokka to do something like this, and also because it gives Toph a way to continue a bit of a relationship with Zuko whilst traveling. So basically for about the next 6 years or so, Toph and Zuko exchange letters while she travels around. They have a lot they can relate on, and talk about family and belonging and guilt and love and etc, as best they can. But they don't see each other much--maybe once or thrice throughout the intervening years, as they both grow up.
Then, when Toph is about 18/19 (making Zuko 22/23) he gets word from Toph that she's in jail and needs a bail out. At this point, he's tired, a little overwhelmed, and he's been a little lonely lately (Aang and Katara are married and still sort of in the honeymoon phase, Sokka is super busy with building a city in the south and all his various projects, Suki is the leader of his secret police so he sees her often but she's also often abroad) and so he basically decides to go get Toph himself. He hasn't seen her in a while, he misses his friend, and he's also more than a little curious as to why she's in jail in the middle of a nowhere town at the ass-end of the Fire Nation.
Toph, for her part, had written both because she hadn't wanted to bug the others and also because Zuko still owes her a Life Changing Field Trip and she's ready to collect. And also because she misses him maybe a little and also she knows he could maybe use a break.
So Zuko shows up and Toph is A Woman now and his poor little brain is like, trying desperately to square this information in his mind because of course he knew she wasn't 12 any more but also he wasn't expecting her to look Like That and also Toph can sense you know, everything, and she's trying to be chill also because it's just Zuko only Zuko spent the past 6 years stress working out and also somewhere along the way became A Man but this is fine and everything is fine and they are still friends right?
So Toph convinces him to play hooky for a while and come with her to track down some asshole (working on those details--some person scamming refugees maybe or something with disappearing kids? and she's trying to get to the boss) and Zuko is tired and overwhelmed and also maybe a little bit smitten and he agrees and then they go on the Life Changing Field Trip only this one is the one where they fall in love.
And it's the easiest thing they've ever done and the hardest thing all at once. Because they understand each other and they are determined to be more than their parents and together they heal.
I have so many little headcanons and one shots and larger story arcs bouncing around in my head with all this, and bless @bonesingerofyme-loc for thinking them all through with me.
I have actually written some ficlets, but they are currently pretty rough and disjointed (it's been a while since I've written) and I'm not entirely sure if I want to save them to write into a cohesive story, or tell their story in parts as I am inspired. I sort of have some scene ideas and others being build off prompt lists. I might share disjointed here and then wait to publish on AO3 until I decide what I what to do, but I'm not sure.
I will, however, share the very silly headcanons that Leo and I came up with. My Toko/Zutoph tag will be otp: it's me if you want more of my dumbass thoughts on these two lol. (Like what Toph did to end up in jail and how Sokka got Zuko's wedding invite and wasn't sure who the bride could possibly be and how Aang knew from the beginning but never said bc it wasn't polite or how Toph refuses to let Zuko ask for her parent's permission and he's like, dying slowly over the propriety of it all or how he courts her Properly™ once they are back in the capital and Toph is secretly thrilled or or or. Also Leo may have maybe made some AI adult Toko pics I can share that killed us both lol. )
#toko#zutoph#toph beifong#zuko#there seems to be dissention among the proper ship name#otp: it's me#these two are like brainworms i swear#because they are so fucking good together#like#god once you start thinking about it you cant stop#i can't decide if it's a blessing or a curse really#anyway#these are my headcanon thoughts of the day#also i have zero desire to get into ship wars#i am both too old and too tired#i just want to play happily in my little sandbox with all the others who want to come join me
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avoiding Thinking about Things by helplessly spacing the fuck out and committing culinary experiments. I am out here lucanismaxxing for my damn life today. if I keep my eyes gently unfocused and nail this dressing the Bad Thoughts cannot find me he is so right actually
#all thoughts are bad thoughts today I must achieve no thoughts head empty. by julienne cut if necessary#slicing onions and thinking about the monstrous in fiction distantly as if from the other room. it's a living!#thank FUCK I ended up with something that slaps idk what I'd do with myself if this hadn't turned out good lol#I basically oscillate between being completely uninterested in food (the autistic 'I've eaten the same thing for breakfast for ten years#and by jove I shall be eating it for ten more' blessing) and 'if I don't get to try to make this recipe right now I'm gonna fucking die'#something about being so tired but wanting to get to do *something* competently and you have to eat anyway so -- why not#I've nailed some recipes several days in a row now I probably need to end up with a mediocre soup soon to bring in that ultimate#'I am god's mistake' energy so I don't get too cocky fjksda#slowly building up a knowledge base around making vegetarian food! I learned a lot of basic cooking skills at home#but not in that particular direction it's not really a part of norwegian food traditions. so I've fucked up some lentils#in my time having no idea what you like. Do with them. but I think I'm starting to get it now haha#what am I avoiding thinking about. no idea. my brain is way too practiced at this to let something like that slip lol#opsec out of this WORLD at all times I have to give it that at least. well. I made some really fucking good wraps about it#that isn't the worst outcome we could have had here
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My gf is the GM of a cool little ttrpg group I'm in, but she's been busy this week and the session was going to be cancelled
I couldn't deal with losing the weekly game night, so I asked if I could GM a "beach episode" (which ended up being a holiday episode actually since I've now written it)
I've never been a GM before. I want to, desperately, but it's daunting. So I figured a holiday episode would be a really good start!
It's two days before the session. I've never been a GM. Never planned a session. I got the idea while procrastinating my job and immediately asked my gf if I could. I didn't think it through.
Consequences of my actions
But I actually kind of wrote down what I want to do and it's been very fun, and I have another day to finalize this plan
#its mostly planned#i dont want to plan too much because its improv but i want to be prepared#so i just kind of have vibes right now#but theyre fun vibes#its just a low stakes holiday episode. a touch of mystery but mostly fun#just to get a feel for running a session and playing npcs and such#soon i may be running a table at a monthly type event#so i want to get a little practice before then. with a group i know and love#its actually been super fun to plan just a little one shot#i played a really great dnd one shot awhile back#it was day of the dead themed#the dm was fucking amazing#the game im doing isnt dnd its one i like a lot more. unknown armies#much easier than dnd. bless people that run dnd. couldnt be me#anyway im having fun. its writing but with the instant gratification of making people interact with it#most of the stories i write just stay in ny documents. this one will be acted out by some of the coolest people i know#thats delightful#lmk if you have any tips for gming#im gonna give it my all#and a player that had to drop the campaign for the moment is making a one time return which im super excited about#it's going to be a good time. i hope and pray
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Sketches of the Pine Nut


Baby............. ;-;
Transcription/notes: Pg. 1
wanted to test out a fit idea; also gave him goggles. Don't. don't ask how those'll work with his glasses. maybe they're really big or something
awkward teenage smile (it gives Mabel life)
he SPOOKED oh NO
Pg. 2
gave him a gun to reload (what me avoiding complex items like crossbows? never) - shoulder holster under coat - bag strapped to thigh/hip (arrow) "gathered sleeves" (arrow) "fingerless gloves" give this boy explosives
(arrow) "Oh noes help him he too smol/tired to pull heself up "also gravity's prolly weird here"
#ring of a bell au#eggin creatin'#stanford pines#young stanford pines#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#he is SMOL he BABY I love himn ;~;#gathered sleeves beloved#lapels beloved#SHOULDER HOLSTERS BELOVED#didn't feel like drawing a crossbow in the second page gave him a weird pistol thing instead#he's a bit older than in the beginning of ring of a bell#maybe like. 14. 15. something#where did his baby fat go oh no he is not rounmd ;<#baby is in survival mode#mabel! MOTHER HIM#hough#gotta practice those in between stages of life#he is an awkward lanky duck at the moment#anyway HERE HAVE A GOOD DAY I LOVE YOU GUYS <3#I hope you all have a very good and blessed week and stay warm southerners!#I hope you'll all be warm and safe
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My birthday was full of unexpected interactions
#i had a lot of weird but heartfelt conversations with strangers#shared my vape with 2 different people#bought weed from a guy who had such a fun vibe#and older man told me to live my life#another remembered seeing me earlier in the day and asked how i was and if i was happy and to do what makes me happy#a girl i shared my vape with was trying to flirt with me but was also drunk and asked me to dance just before her uber arrived#i shared my vape with the older man too#multiple people chatted with me in the smoking area at the casino#people also said some really insightful and thought provoking things to me#as much as today was all over the place...#i has been a good birthday overall and i have enjoyed the little things#i cherish all the meaningful interactions i had today and enjoyed the small things i did for myself#i can't believe i'm in my mid 30s now#which is old af to most of the people on tumblr lol#anyway i'm gonna miss new mexico for another year but i miss my new life now and you know what?#i am happy i am living my life i am blessed with enough#what more could i ask for really?#kfi txt
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Hey fellas. Piece of advice, never get lost in trying to make a fourteen sided die with nothing but scissors, a protractor, tape, paper and a determination to make someone a fourteen sided die for their birthday. Just don’t.
#I wanted to make a die with the tma fears because I thought it would be fun#turns out I wasn’t able to find a pattern to print for a fourteen sided die anywhere!#so I thought#how hard could it be#and then I cut out two halfcircles and made them into 7 sided pyramids#(do those even qualify as pyramids?)#having to get out my calculator to find out was 180 divided by 7 was to figure out the angle of each face and painstakingly fold it#anyway first one was looking good the second absolutely horrific#and here’s me on the brink of giving up but also having nothing better to do and i’d hate to leave this little project unfinished#so I keep going and absolutely losing my mind#there is definitely an easier and much smarter way to do this but alas I am no person of such intellect#or knowledge of three dimensional geometry#and if anyone says “well technically there are 15 fears”#I will throw my paper snippets at you#lovingly#jk fuck you for that as if im making a fifteen sided die i’m not THAT stupid#but still stupid at the end of the day#love being alive hastag blessed#rambles
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me after three days of in-person meetings and team-building activities.
#i understand her completely#that is the face i made this morning at 7:30 and i got up once again to leave my house before 9 am to be social#i am an empty dried husk.#i am a mango seed when you suck all the pulp and fruit off it#it was really nice to see my coworkers cause i work remotely (which is a true blessing)#and i was very proud of myself cause i didnt feel any anxiety going to a work social event/day like I have in the past#it was actually enjoying to interact with people and be social and FLEX those skills that I don’t often get to use#and as much as I like to be a curmudgeon half the time and be like ‘idgaf about what you did this weekend Karen’ you gotta make conversation#there was even someone cute who I hadn’t met before#my grandma and I had a conversation the other day and she’s like ‘so are you dating?’ and I’m like ‘grandma where will I meet a man?’#and she was like ‘you’re right. where would you meet someone nowadays? people usually meet through work#but I work virtually and half the people are married or not cute! but there was a guy in my assigned group who was cute#so I went out of my way to make conversation with him (it was about work and nothing came from that interaction) BUT STILL#it’s a good reminder I *can* have those interactions if I so choose#I was also ovulating though so I think I moving with more hunger shall we say#anyways#i am very very very tired and socially burnt out#i need to go for a long walk. smoke some weed. read fanfic. get off and go to bed. that is my main focus for the rest of the day#thank FUCK it’s friday tomorrow.
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