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I have a half written Ace fic (nsfw) and IDK HOW TO END IT AAA, can I send it I wanna know if it's half decent
HELL YEAHHH, SEND IT!! and listen to me, the best way to end a fic (if you don't know how to) is to hint at further smexy-times with a one-liner or something.
that's legit how i end every fic ever cause endings are super superrr hard!!
#vix answers <3#do send it thoooo#i wanna read#ill procrastinate my uni work for this#anything to get out of studying
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rivals
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hinata shouyou#kozume kenma#fanart#ik tons of ppl have drawn a similar concept before but ive wanted to do one too for ages AKSJKA#was so overwhelmed by how amazing the nekoma movie was last yr and didnt end up drawing anything bc i wouldnt be able to live up to it kjhf#it looks so much better on my computer screen than my phone tho what da hell.... WHATEVER itll look completely different printed out anyway#ANYWAY !! FIRST PROPER ART OF THE YEAR HELLO#this year i would like to get better AT#COMPOSITION. SHAPE LANGUAGE. 3D FORMS AND SIMPLIFICATION#i like realism and its what im used to but last year i was thinking a lot abt art i admire and its always very Shapes#obv u need to understand realism to be able to do that which is why i go to life drawing#but yea. u have to practise BOTH at the same time theyre 2 diff skill sets which can feed into each other#anyways that was my big realisation last year#the last few pieces have not been turning out Exactly how i want them to but i have to remind myself its what i can achieve#at my current skill level and i have to keep studying and looking and learning if i wanna improve#anyways. ART!!!!#took several pics of myself with a kitchen knife to use as ref for this lmao
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The best little man in the whole army
#riza hawkeye#im tired#im sad and im tired#PAAHAHAHAHAH#If a brave soul is reading this#im fed up man i know to some this will look fine but ive been working on this since chrismas eve and im TIRED#This is a jc Leyendecker style syudy#not a piece study a style study#which means i frankensteind a shiiiit ton of references for this#i ran into many complications#the biggest one being the fact Hayate doesnt look like a shiba inu because this man didnt paint anything besides like big ole hounds#the second issue was probably hair#i mean making anime hair into a more plausible style yah thats not happening youre gonna look like a natural blondenow mhm#THE FKEN DRESSHIRT OOOH BOY#i shouldve left her guns out 😭😭😭#“I didnt get my tickets!! My tickets to the gun show!!”#I was gonna make this a full ass poster and i remembered im bad at calligraphy 😔#its fine 😋😚were good#Ill make another style study with Eugene and itll turn our 10 times better thn this#Sorry Riza i wish i did you justice hmmhm🐭#fma#fmab#fma brotherhood#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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In my Zeus bag today so I'm just gonna put it out there that exactly none of the great Ancient Greek warrior-heroes stayed loyal and faithful and completely monogamous and yet none of them have their greatness questioned nor do we question why they had the cultural prominence that they did and still do.
Jason, the brilliant leader of the Argo, got cold feet when it came to Medea - already put off by some of her magic and then exiled from his birthland because of her political ploys, he took Creusa to bed and fully intended on marrying her despite not properly dissolving things with Medea.
Theseus was a fierce warrior and an incredibly talented king but he had a horrible temper and was almost fatally weak to women. This is the man who got imprisoned in the Underworld for trying to get a friend laid, the man who started the whole Attic War because he couldn't keep his legs closed.
And we cannot at all forget Heracles for whom a not inconsiderable amount of his joy in life was loving people then losing the people around him that he loved. Wives, children, serving boys, mentors, Heracles had a list of lovers - male and female - long enough to rival some gods and even after completing his labours and coming down to the end of his life, he did not have one wife but three.
And y'know what, just because he's a cultural darling, I'll put Achilles up here too because that man was a Theseus type where he was fantastic at the thing he was born to do (that is, fight whereas Theseus' was to rule) but that was not enough to eclipse his horrid temper and his weakness to young pretty things. This is the man that killed two of Apollo's sons because they wouldn't let him hit - Tenes because he refused to let Achilles have his sister and Troilus who refused Achilles so vehemently that he ran into Apollo's temple to avoid him and still couldn't escape.
All four of these men are still celebrated as great heroes and men. All four of these men are given the dignity of nuance, of having their flaws treated as just that, flaws which enrich their character and can be used to discuss the wider cultural point of what truly makes a hero heroic. All four of these men still have their legacies respected.
Why can that same mindset not be applied to Zeus? Zeus, who was a warrior-king raised in seclusion apart from his family. Zeus who must have learned to embrace the violence of thunder for every time he cried as a babe, the Corybantes would bang their shields to hide the sound. Zeus learned to be great because being good would not see the universe's affairs in its order.
The wonderful thing about sympathy is that we never run out of it. There's no rule stopping us from being sympathetic to multiple plights at once, there's no law that necessitate things always exist on the good-evil binary. Yes, Zeus sentenced Prometheus to sufferation in Tartarus for what (to us) seems like a cruel reason. Prometheus only wanted to help humans! But when you think about Prometheus' actions from a king's perspective, the narrative is completely different: Prometheus stole divine knowledge and gifted it to humans after Zeus explicitly told him not to. And this was after Prometheus cheated all the gods out of a huge portion of wealth by having humans keep the best part of a sacrifice's meat while the gods must delight themselves with bones, fat and skin. Yes, Zeus gave Persephone away to Hades without consulting Demeter but what king consults a woman who is not his wife about the arrangement of his daughter's marriage to another king? Yes, Zeus breaks the marriage vows he set with Hera despite his love of her but what is the Master of Fate if not its staunchest slave?
The nuance is there. Even in his most bizarre actions, the nuance and logic and reason is there. The Ancient Greeks weren't a daft people, they worshipped Zeus as their primary god for a reason and they did not associate him with half the vices modern audiences take issue with. Zeus was a father, a visitor, a protector, a fair judge of character, a guide for the lost, the arbiter of revenge for those that had been wronged, a pillar of strength for those who needed it and a shield to protect those who made their home among the biting snakes. His children were reflections of him, extensions of his will who acted both as his mercy and as his retribution, his brothers and sisters deferred to him because he was wise as well as powerful. Zeus didn't become king by accident and it is a damn shame he does not get more respect.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#greek mythology#It's Zeus Apologist day actually#For the record Jason is my personal favourite of these guys#The argonauts are extremely underrated for literally no reason#And Jason's wit and sheer ability to adapt along with his piousness are traits that are so far away from what usually gets highlighted#with the typical Greek warrior-hero that I've just never stopped being captivated by him#Conversely I still do not understand what people see in Achilles#I respect him and his legacy I respect the importance of his tale and his cultural importance I promise I do#However I personally can't stand the guy LMAO#How do you get warned twice TWICE both by your mother and by Athena herself that going after Apollo's children is a bad idea#And still have the audacity to be mad and surprised when Apollo is gunning for Specifically You during the war you're bringing to His City#That You Specifically and Exclusively had a choice in avoiding#ACHILLES COULD'VE JUST SAID NO#I know that's not the point however so many other members of the Greek camp were simply casualties of Fate in every conceivable way man#Achilles looked at every terrible choice he could possibly make said “Well I'm gonna die anyway 🤷🏽” and proceeded to make the choice#so hard that he angered god#That's y'all's man right there#I left out Perseus because truthfully I don't actually know much about him#I haven't studied him even a fraction as much as I've studied some of the other big culture heroes and none of this is cited so i don't wan#to talk about stuff I don't know 100%#Anyway justice for Zeus fr#Gimme something give me literally anything other than the nonsense we usually get for him#This goes for Hera too btw#Both the king and queen of the skies are done TERRIBLY by wider greek myth audiences and it's genuinely disheartening to see#If y'all could make excuses for Achilles to forgive his flaws y'all can do it for them#They have a lot more to sympathise with I'll tell you that#(that is a completely biased statement; you are completely free and encouraged to enjoy whichever figures spark joy)#zeus
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NOW I'M MUMBLING AND I'M SCREAMING
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SINGING
#i don't know a lot about rock so. weird al parody of nirvana it was#(they're playing the backing track on the speakers as well)#(it would sound kind of stupid if it was just the vocals and the bass)#art#obey me#obey me raphael#obey me thirteen#obey me mephistopheles#jtta ik#they should study that phenomenon where something you draw in one big rush after impulsively getting inspiration#is significantly better than anything you've drawn with any sort of planning#ANYWAY. i think it turned out good#the unknowables
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they are SILLY!!! and CUTE!!! and UNDERRATED!!! that is all!!! 💛💚
#NOTTT enough lemonlime content in this world i had to do my part....i've been thinking about them muchly. for aauuhhm. reasons.#i really could go on about their dynamic friendship whatever forever though...easily one of my favorites. the sillies!!!#anyways you ever like. NEED to get something out of your system or you Cannot draw anything else. that was me with these good Lord#inside out 2#inside out#inside out joy#inside out disgust#joygust#joy x disgust#lemonlime#inside out fandom#sketchbook#OKAY i still have an exam tomorrow i need to study for GOODBYEEEE....i just needed to be insane for a minute. for my mental health
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I imagine my thumbs on the irises Pressing in until they burst I would kill him, if you let me I would kill him, quick and easy
#7. Thumbs - Lucy Dacus
study of carvaggio's salome with the head of john the baptist
#this song is tooooo scary for me#but i couldnt get this image out of my head#i say study of carvaggio but u can clearly see the exaxt point where i gave up halfway#seto kaiba#mokuba kaiba#noah kaiba#gozaburo kaiba#seahorse family reunion#yugioh#ygo#yugioh fanart#my art#inktober#inktober 2024#cw blood#cw gore#cw violence#i guess? let me know if u want me to tag anything else ;w;
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Upon returning to the lighthouse, after watching Emmrich take a particularly heavy blow, one that was nearly fatal, Rook nearly tears his robes off of his shoulders to see the freshly mended skin. She was the one who healed it, but she needed to physically see that he was alright. Emmrich started crying when he saw the sheer relief in her eyes, but didn't realize until a few hours later that he hadn't felt so truly cherished in quite some time.
He wanders out of his room during the evening on one of their free days to find Rook dozing off on the couch in the library/meeting area. The book she was reading has long since fallen to the floor, and while he likely has the strength to carry her, he does not want to risk waking her. Instead, he takes a quilt from his room and lays it over her. When she wakes, she looks at the quilt fondly and notices a small embroidered signature along the edge. The quilt was made by his mother. The following day, he finds the quilt neatly folded atop his desk along with a handwritten note written in her elegant script. As he pulls the quilt to his chest with a smile, he realizes that she'd sprayed the slightest bit of lavender scented perfume over the quilt.
One day, Rook decides to teach Manfred sign language. She will steal him for around an hour every few days, and slowly but surely he begins to learn. One day, Emmrich takes note that his ward has been gone far longer than usual and decides to set out in search for his companion. His search leads him to the dining room, where he sees Rook sitting with Manfred and having a full conversation with him, while she translates the whole conversation to Neve. His heart feels full as he realizes that there is nothing in the world that he would change if it meant ending up here in the long run, in finding his family amongst the mismatched puzzle pieces that make up the Veilguard. These people who have come to mean so much to him.
#dragon age veilguard#dragon age#emmrich volkarin#dragon age emmrich#emmrich x rook#this is mostly a character study on emmrich#i cant get him out of my head#literally i would do anything for him#and i mean anything#the found family full of the weirdest guys you will ever meet#your honor i love them
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Never getting over Fulcrum being a project manager...
Idk why, but something about that is so funny to me. Not just because the title of "project manager" is inherently kinda funny for a Decepticon, but also because-
1. It's vague sounding and hard to explain irl because it technically exists in multiple fields, like healthcare or manufacturing, which surely translates into canon in some way.
2. In canon, it's simultaneously a really mundane, innocuous sounding job, yet it's also a super morally awful position to reside over depending on the context. (*cough* forced colonization and cyberforming *cough*)
And 3. It solidifies the fact that behind all the surface level militaristic work we get with both the Decepticons and Autobots, there's also Cons and Bots with "normal" jobs in both factions.
Like, sure yeah we get scientists and doctors, engineers and programmers, but usually in big important or warfront positions. (For plot reasons, understandably.) But it's also really funny and interesting to think of those that worked background positions, or minor jobs.
Like an Autobot working in their equivalent of an HR department, or a Decepticon who runs one of their outpost's or starship's kitchens.
Just all the pre-war jobs that didn't just disappear with the war, but instead evolved to exist within the factions.
It's particularly funny with the Decepticons though, because it could be a super mundane job or situation, but because it's them, it has to have an air of ~e v i l~ to it, either legitimately and/or merely for the vibes, like Tarn's "performance reviews".
#theres this one comedy thing. a think its from that like. puppet comedian dude??? cant remember the name rn-#-buts theres a bit about a person in the crowd being a project manager and how silly the job sounds#at some point the person the project manager is with gets pointed out when the comedian asks smth along the lines of-#-''is he a project you're managing? he looks pretty managed to me.'' smth smth. thats fulcrum and the scavs to me#idw fulcrum#fulcrum#mtmte#tf idw#idw tarn#tarn#transformers#maccadam#Decepticons being cartoonishly evil while doing mundane shit will never not be funny to me#'i need to send an evil email to my evil boss about an evil supply chain issue involving my evil workers evil rations and evil mail'#<- fulcrum#sorry. yes he is a tragic yet simultaneously silly guy. but i will never not shut up about his stupid awful job#''he's a project manager!'' oh yay :D! ''he's overseeing the destruction and forced cyberformation of a whole planet'' ...what#not saying he deserved being turned into a bomb. but i think a solid uhh maybe 1000+ organics get a free chance to spit on him or smth#get his ass lmao. i swear hes one of my favs. its just he is objectively an asshole. and i must speak on it bcs i love him#sort of unrelated. but along the same vein of jobs and positions in the Decepticons. ive been trying to puzzle out Krok and Fulcrum's ranks#and. it might not be accurate. idk what sort of ranking system bullshit is going on in canon. so im going off what i know#but. im figuring krok was some sort of warrant-esque officer? aka. he was a general solider. who worked his way up through skill to NCO-#-then specialized in strategy to the point of becoming a warrant officer for strategy and studies. so. higher than NCO but lower than CO#so on the other hand. fulcrum is a CO. bcs he wasnt a solider. he was a technician. but also in advanced management. so. CO???#for irl comparison. NCO/Warrant = worked towards over time from low ranks. CO = fast tracked bcs of formal education or smth#(take the irl comparison with a grain of salt. im not an expert on that shit. i just considered becoming a CO bcs of pressure once)#((CO in this context stands for commissioned officer. not commanding officer btw. so. its like management shit))#(not that i think cons have commissions or anything. just using the terminology as a place holder or smth ig)#who outranks who is debatable bcs canon doesn't specify rank. but if going off this as a basis. fulc would outrank krok by a technicality#but. assumedly. battle experience is seen as more impressive and noteworthy to cons. so its more likely krok outranked fulc bcs of that
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sketchbook sillies
#took these in the dark . can u tell . i know u can (they look like shiart im sory)#i can draw javi with my eyes closed + studying him is easy and fun so i tend to draw him a lot. plus he comforts me. i’m sorry kieran i miss#u so bad and i want to draw u lots but i don’t have the strength to look at ur in-game model as much as javier’s …….. :(#i promise i’ll study him soon so i can get the hang of him again#still slowly trying to get back in the swing of things since getting out of the hospital … life is so odd for me right now :/ anyway …#i promise i’m going to get to the things in my inbox as fast as possible im just … a slow person ….. and im so tired ….. please be patient#with me ….. thank u very much to everyone who said anything to me tho i look at them and smile every day even tho i dont have the energy to#do anything with them outright yet :]#anyway … my pookies … trying to make drawing fun again and practicing so slow …. i’m scared of burnout bad#i miss them so bad#javieran save me … save me ………….#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#art#hero draws sometimes#putting the art in shart with these i’m ngl but im just trying to have fun again :(
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experimenting
closeups below:
#bleeeh#i'd like to experiment with digital art more because i feel like it's been boring lately#i haven't been able to finish much of anything#and personally traditional art is more fun for me but i don't have a good quality camera LMAO#i think i'd like to do some art studies sometime. i have some inspirations and if i ever get the time i really need to sit down#and ask myself “what do i REALLY want out of my art style?”#but yeah. have this. one step at a time!!!!#in stars and time#isat siffrin#in stars and time siffrin#sir dahlia's art#eyestrain#<- adding this just in case
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doodles of my dauhter !!! and her weirdass teacher
#only just finished vol 1 so no spoilers before i fold and get the rest of the series#now for the hard part figuring out how to tag#art#wha#witch hat atelier#coco#coco witch hat atelier#coco wha#qifrey#i knew i would like qifrey before getting into it but man. man i get it.#coco i would do anything for u including drawing u instead of studying for my upcoming final#rhrhrrhrgghrhRRHRGGHHH I NEED VOL 2
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current (gayass) music mood: big ideas on loop
#remi wolf#music#album cover#art study#illustration#i get SO stuck on albums sometimes and this one got me w the vise grip#so i figured id follow thru on my promise to do musician fanart again#if i were to do fanart regularly itd probably be for rtvs or like. idk books#i just started the discworld series.. might be fun#i badly need to branch out and get wacky again#easy to forget that 'im an artist i can draw anything' means actually anything
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mithrun thought of his lover as someone who's "untrustworthy". he looked down at her too, if this is anything to go by
she's a naga for ALL panels she's in with mithrun--you'd think if he wanted her to feel real, she'd atleast have been a doppelganger or something but she's been a chimera for most of the times we've seen her. mithrun's been dungeon lord for 5 years of his life, and his supposed lover has been a chimera for . probably all of it.
also consider: kabru is spinning the narrative about mithrun's time as a dungeon lord into something Laios can comprehend. i think that's critical. kabru says “his life in the dungeon couldn't have been happier” and i think he's being literal. there's little happiness in living in a lie, and personally—mithrun's expression here is pretty telling
is this anything
#like i genuinely don't think he loved her as much as fanon is making it out to be#i really think. and stay with me. that he only wanted her to be His so that his brother doesnt get to have her#misiril said his dungeon reeked of his complexes so thats where im going with this#<- not verbatim#dungeon meshi#mithrun#at most mithrun never loved his ex at least he's never loved someone without his complex getting in the mix#at the VERY least mithrun was (mentally) unstable. in canary scale he'd already be at dungeon level 4 from the start with his naga lover#feel free to add anything to this or counter it even! i may have missed something but this is just how i interpreted it all#would this count as a character study . idek
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What Loki says: If we don't follow these basic specifications our lives will be in needless danger on this quest.
What Thor hears: ...blah, blah, blah. 💕 Proper name. Place name. 💞♡💞 Little brother stuff... 💓💝
#Thor's going to do whatever Loki says anyway!!!!! so everything is fine and will work out!!!!!! surely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Thor's rose-tinted goggles @ Loki need to be studied i think#like i'm 95% sure Thor's perception of his little brother is the most likely to be objectively correct#but i also think everyone else was WILD for the way they were about Loki before he was proven to have done anything#it's a mixed case#Thor waving a dismissive hand because Loki has things under control and his only job is to fight and hit things with his hammer#which is the most stress-free Thor even gets to be
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