#anything but trust the doctors
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#just got some of the scariest news of my life#my dad is in the ER and is being transferred for emergency surgery#and im at school. on call. so i can't leave. in a completely different city.#apparently 85% survival rate if its caught quick#god i hope it was caught quick#i just really love my dad man hes the person i talk to the most and will listen to me talk about all my favorite random stuff and engages#with me about it and he's the person i look up to the most in the world probably and im just so scared because im so far away and i cant do#anything but trust the doctors#im just. so scared#and apparently hes in a lot of pain right now and i just. don't want this to happen#and i just want to go back to when i saw him a few hours ago when he was fine and make sure that he stays fine#and idk. rough night.#prob deleting this in the morning but i hate telling people im scared irl and i need to tell someone that im freaking tf out actually and#that this feels like the worst thing to happen in my life#anyways yeah. going to try to not exist for awhile and pray that i dont run into anyone with eyeliner tear streaks and snot all over my fac
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How often does Machete have to go through bloodletting? I remember seeing you post about Machete's anemia and bloodletting at some point. this is for evil research.
I think that might vary depending on how healthy or sick he's feeling. If he's having a few good weeks or a good month he may not need to be bled at all. But whenever he's suffering from his usual headaches, fatique, sleeplessness, nosebleeds, heart palpitations or what have you, or he has caught some bug or is having particularly bad bouts of nervousness and melancholia he'd go through another regimen of bloodletting to have his humors rebalanced. I could see once every two weeks being a reasonable interval for regular maintenance, and more often than that if he's actively ill, up to several sessions per day in direst cases.
#he prefers cuts to leeches if he has any say in the issue#he finds leeches revolting and even though their saliva has a numbing effect and it hurts less#leeches also secrete anticoagulant into the wound so leech bites continue to bleed for a long while after the worm is removed#messiness stresses him out and manmade incisions are typically a little neater and more controlled#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore#bloodletting was extremely common it was seen as a something of a panacea at the time so it's not like he feels specifically targeted by it#if anything he has long since accepted that this is just something he has to endure#and even though having his veins breathed always makes him feel worse he trusts his doctors and the 16th century understanding of medicine#and likes to believe it's helping him#“evil research”
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i love them
#doctor who#rogue#doctor x rogue#idk their ship name#rogue doctor who#fifteenth doctor#fifteen x rogue#jonathan groff#ncuti gatwa#whovian#dr who fanart#doctor who fanart#idk how to tag doctor who stuff its been about 10 years since i last drew anything related#trust gay to bring me back lmao#happy pride month
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if u can't beat them join them, if u can't join them kill them, if u can't kill them become them, if u can't become them become their boss and try to fire them
#doctor who#the master#sacha dhawan#ruby sunday#dw spoilers#MAYBE#????#this is the fastest ive ever done anything probably dslkjdkldsfjk#(i trust u all to get the deep-ish cut in the last one pls get it TOT)
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Medical Professionals Stop Assuming Your Patients Are Sexually Active Challenge
#sorry this is very personal but if one more nurse practitioner assumes I'm sexually active I'm going to flip my lid#maybe it's just because I take a hormone control medicine commonly called a birth control?????#but I have been told it's usually used just to control hormones? so idk why you'd have to assume that.#also side note: if you're a virgin and need an ultrasound for something like a cyst or ANYTHING like that. TELL THEM YOU'RE A VIRGIN!#i know it's embarassing but you know what's worse? 'this won't hurt at all' hurting unbearably so because the doctor made an assumption#trust me on this one#personal#okay to reblog#cw medical
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wanted to try to do twelve’s outfit from magician’s apprentice/witch’s familiar but i just learned most of the costume was custom made. tragic.
#doctor who#dw#dr who#twelfth doctor#12th doctor#the magician’s apprentice#the witch’s familiar#indeed a tragedy#the solution to this would be to sew but i am not very good at that#i can do two stitches proficiently and that is it#i can kinda use a sewing machine but i don’t trust myself to not fuck anything up#alas i shall long for such a fire fit
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I was bored so I drew Alastor as Valdemar from The Arcana...
Also here's some doodles I drew in class :>
There's also the opportunity to draw Lucifer as Lucio, and Lilith as Nadia (both have tall dominant wives with long hair, and they're both divorced--)
#i would do anything but trust him as my doctor#very messy on both ends i knu#he's living in my head rent free istg#the arcana x hazbin hotel#the arcana valdemar#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#hazbin hotel fanart#my art
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Man, as a trans guy and abuse survivor, whenever I see people saying the likes of, "lmao, men shouldn't be allowed in anything deemed 'women's healthcare'!" It just reminds me that - especially in healthcare - my safety and comfort will never matter so long as it continues to condradict people's preconceived notions of what constitutes people worthy of healthcare. It's just something I wish the well-meaning people who are rightfully frustrated with the state of healthcare would take a second to remember.
Yes, the healthcare system sucks and we must fix it. No, that doesn't mean we ought to leave behind people just because they challenge us on our own biases.
#healthcare#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#abuse tw#abuse mention tw#i brought up being an abuse survivor because of a conversation i had irl that amounted to 'male gynecologists are suspicious'...#...like maybe i'm a bad victim but i just think it's thoughtless to just erase us you know?#i just don't trust that 'lmao men need to stay 500000ft away from gynecology' is a good response to genuine harm#and it doesn't just apply to gynecological care by the way it applies to all care#that conversation just reminded me of this tendency people have to immediately become suspicious of ANYthing deemed out-of-the-norm#maybe this is poorly-worded and doesn't cover everything but it's just a really annoying issue to have#and honestly it's why i avoid doctors and almost every healthcare provider unless im like... actively dying
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I'm so proud of myself about finances in the past couple months. I still struggle with money but I did enough meditation and journaling and practicing about it to make myself able to actually face my loans and credit cards and savings and bills and start really truly organizing and addressing them for the first time in years instead of just flying by the seat of my pants.
Like. This is a huge deal for me. I've felt like I'm in deadly danger every time I've tried to think about money for years and years. I'm finally able to look it in the face and stare it down and start to organize and plan on purpose instead of just keeping up with the minimum to stay afloat. I'm so proud of myself.
It's still a refrain of "GUILT (funny link)" every time I think about money but I'm able to actually make spreadsheets and face the numbers and monthly tracking again, and even make a new full budget which I haven't been able to do in ages.
still feel guilt, overwhelm, and helplessness, but no longer feel as much deep elemental shame and terror. that's progress baby
#we don't need to talk about how many months and months of therapy visits and doctor appointments I put on credit cards#among other things#but I had to put my foot down about it a couple months ago and shout at myself a little saying HEY#I AM SHAKING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS I AM SHOUTING FOR YOU TO HEAR#OF COURSE IT WAS A TERRIBLE FINANCIAL DECISION BUT YOU WEREN'T EVEN EXPECTING TO BE ALIVE#THE CREDIT CARD DEBT WAS NECESSARY TO KEEP YOU ALIVE AND IT DID AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS WAY LESS IMPORTANT THAN THAT#why the FUCK are you feeling SO ASHAMED for making the best decision you knew how to make at the time???#just because you know NOW that you could have tried some other options doesn't mean you did THEN#you may have known enough to feel shame and guilt yes but you would never in a million years have gotten the help you needed fast enough#by attempting to go another route#you didn't trust anyone besides a very few handfuls of people and even them it wasn't fully#and the stress of running it through parental insurance was so terrifying to you bc you didn't know what that would do#and you never had cosigners for anything your whole adult life. it's OKAY#you fucking DID YOUR BEST#YOU HAVE LEARNED. YOU HAVE MADE CHANGES. YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE BETTER#YOU WILL CONTINUE TO LEARN AND IMPROVE OVER TIME#it is not the end of the world. even the utilities sending you to debt collections etc etc#YOU ARE FIGURING IT OUT ONE PIECE AT A TIME#MORE PEOPLE ARE ASHAMED AND AFRAID OF THEIR OWN FINANCES THAN YOU THINK#if the people who fought and argued with and shamed you for considering student loans much less taking them out#had wanted you to actually be financially safer and healthier#they could have just fucking helped out or cosigned your loans or actively helped you find other solutions#instead of spending months and months telling you it was the worst decision ever and would ruin you financially for decades and such#you made the best decisions you could with the level of terror and knowledge that you had. it was enough to keep you alive.#isn't that enough?#isn't it a victory to survive?? isn't that enough??????#god i'm cringing at sharing this but if it's been this hard for me surely at LEAST one of you has also made financial mistakes or regrets#and seeing me be honest that I fucked it all up too and it's a mess and I'm just climbing back through it as best as I can as I go#will hopefully make at least one of you feel a tiny bit less alone
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Imagine if an Oumatsu kid had brown or gray hair because yellow and ourple are on opposite sides of the color wheel.
(I know that’s not how genetics work but this is anime so who cares)
(We could just make the excuse that the color was inherited from a grand parent or something)
i never give a crap about genetics honestly verhjd xhjr as far as im concerned if it came out of one of them it's their baby
this color is very dark yellow on the color square so it adds up enough
#in this AU in order for them to have the baby it's gonna have to be one of their friends helping with a surrogate tho#Kokichi is she/they/him u w u#Kokichi also wouldn't trust themself with carrying anything so what im thinking is Kaede had the baby#i don't know how all this works but im asuming somehow at the doctors they got Kokichi DNA and put it in Kaede??????#im not educated enough in this field so correct me PLEASE CORRECT ME#the ultimate doctor will know what to do or Mikan lol#I just want the baby to have Shuichi DNA somehow and that's why the baby looks like that vd jv thdg#Kokichi and Kaede at some point had crushes on Shuichi and Shuichi is a good friend they'd help do it#kokichi ouma#kaede akamatsu#Baby akamatsu THE BABY NEEDS A NAME#danganronpa v3
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Cool. Been waiting for a doctor’s appointment for two months and I booked it for a specific time! Because that was the only day available and I had work that day and I wanted to go after work so I could still have the stupid appointment
And on the MORNING of the appointment they change the time! To dead in the middle of my shift
With zero consultation whatsoever
This is the second time this has happened and I thoroughly hope they go royally fuck themselves
#this is why I fucking hate the doctors you can’t trust them to do anything right#bunch of useless assholes
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#IN THIS LIGHT THE BLOOD IS BLACK. TELL ME MY NAME: visage.#ooc post.#AHH... i figured since i haven't really posted anything that shows ana's full appearance in all it's glory yet that i'd do so today LOL#so here he is!! The Plague Doctor zombified man 💙 LMAO no but like... i can't lie anastasiy is obviously more than that but that-#may be what people view him as upon first glance since he does kinddd of have a 'hard shell' so-to-speak and doesn't#really open up around people he's just met BUT once ana knows he can trust someone? trust me he will. it's just getting to a point#where anastasiy trusts you that is the hard part ahahhh
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seeing people mournfully talking about how disney is falling apart makes me feel like the sickos guy bc i don't just like that the mouse and its corporate conservatism are suffering, i like that it's not got such a chokehold on mediums like animation and superhero stuff now
#personal crap#honestly i thought 2023 was a really good year for animation in a lot of ways and if anything disney's output sucking contributed to that#in a weird sort of way. like more people noticed how good stuff like puss in boots or spiderverse or tmnt mutant mayhem or nimona were#because disney's output was so mid#I've always thought their movies are so saccharine and conservative and overrated#so it's great to see their monopoly on what animation can be getting broken down#tbh the lesson they should take from the owl house and doctor who being two of the only successful things they've gotten all year#is that they should fucking trust queer creators more
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I can imagine Vanessa holding Gregory down so the doctor can fix Gregory's ear but he is trashing all around because he wants no one to touch him
At that point i think Vanessa would just try to treat him herself
#she’d HATE to see him in pain#also unless the injury is life threatening I don’t think she’d force him to go to a doctor#she cherishes the trust Gregory put in her#doing anything to jeopardize that would break her heart#anon ask#txt
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Wait so... the Third Doctor said 'I think i'm losing confidence for the first time in my life. And that covers several thousand years'?? I thought at this point he thought he was like 450ish??
#classic who#doctor who#merlyn watches classic who#third doctor#i am confused now#full disclaimer i understand that it was probs a joke#but since the whole fugitive doctor thing i don't trust anything anymore
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i need 2 cut my hair so badly but i am so awful at it man,, i wish i could get a proper haircut for once and i wasnt so scared of everything & being touched & perceived
#cant go to the doctor#cant go to the dentist#cant go to a barber#this bitch cant do anything !!!!!!!!!!!#i have had to solo everything my entire life n man. i am . tired#being somehow both independent and painfully dependent#i am chained down but alone in all the ways that matter#i am so lonely even just to exist in a society of casual services. just to live in a world with others. to be a piece of it all#i feel so inhuman#i am just some horrible gross creature#i need a cool lesbian to come fuck my shit up they r the only ones i trust w hair it's a power that comes with lesbianism i think
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