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fruitjuus · 1 year ago

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side order (of fish and chips)

#BUENOS DIAS SPLATOON FANDOM #anyone else feeling totally normal #splatoon #agent 8 #splatoon 3 #side order

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ryllen · 1 year ago

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You know I am surprise Sebek that is never jealous to anyone who is close to Yuu. It is a boys school and I can imagine some have crushes on her.

#jk jk it's a total tragedy for sebek if he ever loves the same person as the one malleus loves #i swear malleus just loves the company #or is he #he did give me a little heart throb at the masquerade but that's all just yet #i can't really imagine anyone else likes her #malleus draconia #because partly i really don't plan of shipping her in the first place #sebek was a total surprise development fhsdshdh #this question arose at the time she was being shoved to jack #i can see that jack is totally someone to be jealous at ha ha; he is a total hunk #but i feel like sebek see him as a solid trustable friend than a snatcher who would disrespect him #i did think of a scenario from how sebek is jealous of malleus drinking coffee with silver that goes like...#yuu talking to silver; sebek be like “WHAT WHY ARE U TALKING TO SILVER MORE”#and yuu be like “bcs silver whispers when he talks”#and stubborn as he is sebek be like “I CAN TALK IN WHISPER TOO”#and he sat there and tried so hard to whisper which pretty much end up as at the very least normal talking voice #and Sebek just “GRRR NGRHRHHRH!!!!!! YOU'LL SEE I'LL WHISPER PROPERLY ONE DAY!!!! AND U'LL HANG OOUT WITH ME MORE”#fjsdsdj #but i don't even know what would yuu talk with silver #i didn't even realize before that silver is actually in 2nd class #they look so same age #yuu be like - . - to everyone anyhow #she just keeps the guy act while brushing off the thought whether the others already know she is a girl or not #sebek zigvolt #twst yuu #twst mc #twisted wonderland #twst #fanart

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homoeroticgrappling · 1 year ago

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Cool option: Danhausen challenges Jeff Jarrett for his Texas Chainsaw Massacre belt, cause the spooky demon deserves the horror belt (and it would match his outfits)

Funny option: Danhausen sees Joe's now abandoned ROH title and just goes *shrug* finder's keepers

#anyone else notice Hookhausen are stood together and feel Totally Normal And Fine about it?#also godDAMN everyone in this picture is hot.#male modelling sons of bitches #why does orange have his waistband so LOW #shibata slutty thighs out #hook looks so broad #and danhausen? well. I am chewing him like a dog with a bone if I'm being honest #AEW #Danhausen #Orange Cassidy #Katsuyori Shibata #Hook

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jazzzzzzhands · 4 months ago

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i loved my dolly so much that i drew her!!

i changed her hair and skin tone because i can! She loves Wally!! Just like me!

#jazzart #doll oc #also making her a welcome home oc cause she looks a bit puppety #wally darling #tagging him because i love him #no one will read the tags so #lemme say dating sucks #i want to find real love and it just feels like #im playing a totally different game than everyone else #my cards are covered in stickers and glitter and they just dont match with anyone else #im looking for magic and everyone else seems to just be looking #im just so not normal #and having known true love... im afraid that nothing will ever be like the first time #living in a normal reality is also just jaring #i see past it all and i feel so trapped in a 3d world while my mind and heart live in 5d #its just so maddening!#i feel like i understand the duality of wally #the silly simply existing and being happy and enjoying life #and the horror of knowing a space beyond that you dont quite fit into the world and the obsession of trying to reach something that feels #just out of your grasp or ability as a mere mortal #anyways the mundane of normal life. even the fun stuff. just feels like a quiet unease #but besides all of that nonsense #i really enjoyed doing my lineart again!

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ex0rin · 2 years ago

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ArchaeologistBroker:

Layla’s been tracking a rare artifact for years and has finally found its location - hidden away in one of the Power Broker’s warehouses of ill-gotten goods; little does she know that the infamous Power Broker of Madripoor is actually Sharon Carter, who she’s had run ins with before...

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lesamis · 5 months ago

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it is i think not one of my best but at least one of my funniest qualities that i've historically held myself together surprisingly ok in some high-stress situations, but give me a fun and relaxed night out and i'll have a polite but VERY obvious breakdown in the arms of a friendly man i've known for 2 hours saying shit like "yeah intellectually i know they love me but like it's another thing to actually feel it right" and he's like cheers to that. and then we're mutually like king what was your name again.

#its ok i looked up his name. small town academics highly googleable demographic #friend from my cohort had his defense today. he's the first of all of us to defend and he's been my sunshine for 4 yrs #he's like my baby brother. sweet cheese. good time boy. i feel SO proud and SO normal about hugging his mum goodbye #and about him having a phd. like that's my little guy. what happened #when we met i started calling him boy genius bc i had two years on him and he spoke like six languages at 23 #he haaaated that nickname except he really didn't. all time ever does is pass and all i ever do is remember #anyway. anyone else feeling totally fine and normal on this friday night

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seafoam-taide · 3 months ago

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Weird having an actual favorite band and knowing it. I don't really have many favorites it is hard to understand my feelings and even harder to pinpoint a 'better and more' feeling about one specific thing. But I know all of their songs, I listen to them all in a big playlist and never get bored, I am always happy to hear any song by them, I have every song's lyrics memorized, like ... they are my unequivocal favorite. There is nothing like it. Yes, I can get really into other songs, there are probably singular songs I can say I like more than any one song by this band. But I guess having a favorite is like what people say about getting married. I'm not explaining myself on that one actually I do have a point there that's an actual metaphor but I've decided explaining it is a bad use of my time. It's one of those artists that are popular enough and artsy enough that they can crop up as fic titles occasionally and no matter the lyric or song it comes from I can always tell immediately. I don't remember what the point of this post was I'm deep in my panic phase and it's 4 am and I was just sitting there singing I Have Made Mistakes to myself bc I can just do that, the whole song, and because it is very funny to go I have made mistakes I have made mistakes and I will continue to make them while in the middle of freaking the fuck out about existing or something. Bc you know yeah im one spoon away from setting the ends of my hair in fire because if I'm kindling for a little while at least I'll feel of use ????????? Yeah this post for sure had a point and it's devolved.

#tide of consciousness #Sorry that's a lot of text wow #Can we talk about the existential panic. I've been dying to talk about the existential panic #<- doesn't talk about it #Does anyone else get this. The feeling that is like the world is ending and its drowning and burning and it burns and nothing will ever beo #My best guess is I just have anxiety but it is very hard to believe that bc it feels so all consuming and terrifying and so so so much so m #The worst part is I'm not actually even feeling it I'm just sitting here using words that I know describe it bc it's like it just #Is happening. Behind a wall. And I'm here feeling the heat on the doorknob #Translating between the space where the feeling exists and the space where I reside #At some point I just go oh. I've been experiencing the world-ending terror for hours now #Like reading a letter!!!!!!!!! I just get a letter from my brain that goes 'emotions report. It all burned down years ago'#It's like and I know if I was in it I'd be crying and shaking and despairing so deeply and throwing myself around the room #And I feel like this EVERY OTHER DAY. Which is obviously why I apparently partitioned myself away from the feeling #Because you literally just you can't function with that #But surprise it's still there actually and I'm still having 2 breakdowns minimum a week #But now it looks like I'm normal and functioning to everyone else #So I seem like a horrible lazy fucking asshole who doesn't do anything but sit around accomplishing maybe 3? 4? Total minor tasks per day #Because I can't HANDLE ANYTHING ELSE !!!#HOW THE FUCK DO YOU FIX THIS #This is for sure something I shouldn't post but you know that's a rational thought for rational people

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mazojo · 1 year ago

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Oh worm

#too.....too close hah #i've never seen this feeling captured in a piece of media ever I dont know how to describe it or put it into words but it kinda :) hurts #this is getting into like personal territory and shiz but it truly hurts when things like that ostracize you from everyone #like you just want to be normal and you believe you are and work for your own potential but its somehow placed in this standard for everyon #that you never meant to put and its unfair because everyone else kinda forces you into it when you were just trying to pass by without tryi #to cause any harm to anyone or make anyone mad and worm #haha guys the silly mangas on my screen are hitting in some sort of deep subconscious way I am totally not crying rn haha fellas #kaoru hana wa rin to saku #the fragrant flower blooms with dignity #manga #lowkey this manga became like. one of my favorite manga ever like. deceased #natsusawa #I need a break rn I am like genuinely kind of emotional ill finish it tomorrow asdfghj

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katkitpaddywick · 7 months ago

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(trying out a tumblr vent, don't mind me)

#when will i stop getting fucking COLD FLUSHES of anxiety in flirty interactions #i know it's related to anxiety about having to set boundaries that i don't fully know myself #and the fear of having to communicate when they've changed in ways i don't think the other person will “like”#the stresses of being asexual in the dating scene #i'm talking to a guy at the moment and i'm attracted to him #but he just made a jokey comment about making out which is a totally normal flirty thing to say #but immediately my body has flooded the adrenaline (not in the good way) like i'm being hunted for sport #and i KNOW if i communicate to him that i don't know if i want that he'll probably understand #and i KNOW that most people won't push deliberately when you say you want to take things slow #but there's just such a strong perceived pressure that it takes almost nothing from the other person for that fear to bubble up #i hate hard conversations and i hate not being able to go with the flow on things #and being “difficult”#and i don't know anyone else i can talk to who feels this way for ideas on how to work around it #i genuinely think this is the biggest thing holding me back #after my first kiss i got so anxious and wrapped up in my head because i didn't like it that much; that ALL of my feelings towards that #person went sour and i lost all attraction to them #literally how do you work around THAT #it feels like everyone around me has the physical/sexual attraction to fall back on when they're unsure #but i don't have that #literally what do you even DOOOO with this hhHGHGHGHGUHURGHUGUGHGH

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humblemediagenius · 10 months ago

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I genuinely think the mental illness is affecting me no longer in the fun quirky silly way

#seaspeak #i tried telling my therapist about it last week but she was not very helpful she just called me normal #and I didnt have therapy this week so I couldn't elaborate on this #ive been like freaking out over a damn item that's overpriced and i could be using this money for stuff that's like actually useful but #i can't stop thinking about it and I have FOMO for sure #and I like wouldn't use the money for anything else. I don't buy things very often #and I have to get a job at some point later this yesr #*year #but idk I feel like im wasting money and time over something that's important but not really #I'll move on in a month and that'll be that #i dont know what to do anymore no one ever ever helps me out and tells me the right answer #either I get told I'm normal (from my therapist) or that I'm totally obsessed (from my parents) and no one ever listens to what I think #no one understands like the panic I've been feeling just to get a stupid overpriced toy that means nothing to anyone but me

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lostandbackagain · 1 year ago

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it only lasted like 5 pages but I really prefer dustfinger's scars being disfiguring rather than "drawn on with a pencil"

#meggie being like 'looks like you got attacked by godzilla' then 'i didnt mean that' when shes less pissed at him later #i WOULD have accepted that as part of meggie's coming-of-age and learning she needs to not be a bitch about people's appearances #except that everyone else in the series from then on agrees w her that the scars are barely noticeable #boring!!!!#would have been nice for her to be like 'yeah you healed rough (i mean. as well as expected considering you probably had 6 total stitches)#but im growing up out of practical isolation and learning that facial differences dont play a part in whether someone is good or bad:-)'#WHICH!! is a belief i would expect from someone who loves roald dahl and jekyll n hyde which she does #whatever ms funke does have a problem with equating happy endings with being abled and ~looking normal~#resa getting her voice back bc shes good but cockerall getting a limp bc hes bad and darius losing his stutter for some reason #violante's skin clearing up bc people realize shes a sweetheart but balbulus losing a hand when we realize he sucks #and dustfinger's fkcing scars changing in severity depending on whether hes the good guy or bad guy in the scene #bleh #i also headcanon he has p bad nerve damage aint no way basta cut so deeply he looked freshly gored for months afterward #and still has full use of his facial muscles #meggie's like 'never seen anyone that smiles like he does' girl the bottom half of his face is not connected to the top anymore hes trying #also good explanation for why hes always touching his face if he cant fkcing feel it #dustfinger #inkheart #im gonna try so hard to make more inkheart posts i literally feel grief in my heart seeing that person say #they havent thought about it in years #it's my sole responsibility to fix this #says kenna

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maulfucker · 10 months ago

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listened to a song and it blasted me with anidala vibes so hard I might have to do something about it

#hm i should make an original post tag #anidala #(song is melô de ilusão by duda beat)#''i wish i could control your thoughts to be absolutely sure that you like me.. i'd live all over your heart‚#and i'd see who can go in or out...'' <- LOOK at this. extremely jealous possessive anakin vibes.#he loves padme and he knows she loves him too but how can he be sure? it would be so much easier if he could control how she feels.#about him and about others too. to make sure she doesn't love anyone else as much as she loves him. he loves her more than everything‚#it's only fair she feel the same way #this way they would be inseparable. unstoppable. their love would be the most powerful force in the galaxy.#and this is a totally normal and understandable sentiment and not at all weird or fucked up. of course.

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hassianlovebot · 1 year ago

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i hope they change dispel arrows at some point,, i feel like they need a serious buff? i was hunting a proudhorn with two other people and we all had dispel arrows (which we used the entire time - no one switched to fine), and that thing was still teleporting... took us from statue garden all the way to the flooded wall... i'm okay with the dispel arrows stopping the magic for a short amount of time and not forever, but they literally felt useless the entire time. i get that they want us to hunt them together and the dispel arrows being too beefy would encourage solo hunting them but like,,, they shouldn't feel useless???

#has anyone else felt like dispel arrows are a waste to make?#like.. it didn't immediately teleport and then it did and kept doing it the rest of the hunt #like im sorry devs but your fancy anti magic arrows shouldnt feel like normal arrows for 99% of the hunt #like i want to clarify - it didnt teleport for One second and then immediately did and kept doing it #again im totally cool with the effect not lasting forever but i do think it should last longer than it does now #especially when everyone is shooting it with anti magic arrows and it still does its magic? cringe.#im sure there are more important things for them to work on but i feel like more people would be inclined to hunt-#-proudhorns and azures if the dispel arrows actually did something #like i dont know if its a bug but i hit two different azures with a dispel and both immediately cloned #i literally thought it was a bug at first #and maybe it is?? but i also dont know??? is it an intended feature for the dispel arrows to just not work????#does anyone have some insight on this... is this on purpose... have the devs said anything about it...#im still going to hunt the magic animals because i like hunting but ik there are a lot of players who arent going to bother #because its just not worth it #and slightly unrelated but i do feel like the antlers and tail should always drop for the proudhorn and azure #if we're going to go through the pain of being run in circles for these things i think we should get guaranteed good drops aldhg #its kind of insane that we dont already actually #like im willing to trade less meat and fur if it means guaranteed antler and tail

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hellfireeddiemunson · 1 year ago

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i have bad melted soup brain today and i hate it

#i have never really felt like just disappearing off of the face of the earth and not talking to Anyone before but i have been thinking of it #a lot today! which is wild bc not my normal isolation thought but today it seems good ahahahaha #i am just. tired. i feel like i am not listened to ever and i feel unwanted as hell lately which i know in the back of my mind i am not #unwanted but boy do it feel like that lately lol. and i’ve been back on my ‘im gonna die alone bc nobody ever will love me how i love them’#bullshit which i have Not missed but it is come back full on ! soooo fun for me hahahahahaha i love to feel miserable about being unwanted #by those around me!!!! love it sooooooooooo much weeeeeee i totally don’t wanna slam my head through a window!!!!#also just in general lately i have felt like people talking to me is a chore to them bc nobody around me has been having actual conversation #it’s all been shit ass one word or one sentence replies from everyone or they talk about what they want and not acknowledge what i said and #i don’t even know what to do about it. i just don’t even want to talk to anyone now bc i feel like they literally don’t want to speak to me #and they don’t care what i have to say clearly bc they don’t pay attention and then bring up what i said says or weeks later like i never #said anything and it’s like hm wow yeah i fucking told you about that??? maybe if you pay attention you’d have known that but it’s fine !!!!#I’m just. tired of it. i am fully understanding of everyone having lives and doing their own things they need to do. but this is like. fr #different. like it feels so much different than that and i don’t get it and i don’t know what to do !!!!!!! i feel like i’m going Nuts #anyways if any of you wanna stick me through a meat grinder i would be forever thankful and you have the rights to take anything i own after #what this boils down to is my autistic ass is like everyone is not doing their normal thing!!! everyone is off their normal talking schedule #with me!!!! this must mean they fucking want me dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc they went off script/pattern and not in a way they have in the past #that indicated that they just are struggling to reach out! this is different and bad and they want you out of their life!!!!!!!#which is ridiculous but what the fuck am i to do about it bc i will be thinking this until i basically am told otherwise by these people. so #that’s soooo much fun i love brains they’re so silly i wish i could jump at a wall and stick to it until i just slowly peel off and onto the #floor. anyways. hope everyone else has a good night

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lemoncake438 · 2 years ago

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How do u know if its love or mental illness?

#I'm so fucked up in the head #so glad I have therapy later #love #bpd #bipolar #fawn response #like ugh I am so fucking afraid of myself #I take a look at my past 3 relationships and I have absolutely devastated all three of them and I don't want to hurt anyone else #but I'm literally 3 for 3 in the ruining lives department and like okay yeah 1 and 2 eventually got over it and moved on but what if 3 #never does? I mean I guess its all so new and raw but like I feel so awful. I feel like I'm never allowed to love again until I can like #not hurt people? but I think we are all always gonna hurt people. ugh love is so stupid I wish I could just turn it off!!#I wish I could just rip it out of my chest and fucking kill fucking beat the shit out of my heart so it never dares to feel or want again #and then I get surprised when I tell people that and they look at me like they're going to cry #why in the world should I be allowed to love?? when it clearly does so much damage??#and then its worse right because then when I love someone I google the symptom of every fucking mental illness imaginable. bpd. bipolar.#adhd. autism. you name it I've searched it. and like I have bipolar so then I start invalidating my own love. I tell myself things like #oh youre just manic and thats making you think that this person is in love with you. oh you're just manic you think you are the center of #everyone's universe. oh you're just manic you aren't actually happy around them they just enable your ugly illness #and then like the things in question that are making me think this as like totally valid and normal things #like oh you're just manic you think they love you- my brother in christ they remember the smallest details about me and always know how to #make me laugh. we can't lock eyes longer than a few seconds before we both smile etc etc etc #but then it gets analytical- you know? bc then my brain is like ok we have to disprove our own personal bartholomuel that nafty brainworm #but you cant logically analyze something like love I don't think #right and then like I'm so deep in this hole of analyzing I start running the simulations of all the damage I'll do if/when it ends poorly #because I'm a piece of shit and I always always always go stir crazy and lose myself in it and panic and try to run and then bury my own #personality and wants and needs bc I want so badly to be loved I subconsciously shape shift myself into their ideal partner #right okay so then I'm minmaxing it- I'm speed running the imaginary relationship in my brain start to finish every single day and living #in a fake scenario where we break up every single day thousands and thousands of times over and none of that even happened #its like- because I have to prove to myself that its pure and genuine love and not mental illness or attachment or pure lust allows this #evil part of my brain to just take over and go hog wild torturing me with all these awful situations that don't even exist!!

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literaphobe · 2 years ago

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my sister wants me to skip class to have sushi with her. and i would do that in a heartbeat usually but i have friends now and i really wanna go to class with my friends especially since we would be like. secretly playing this new game we all just downloaded together. but now im getting accused of having a crush on one of my friends. and well um thats wrong but also not unwrong. guys should i kill myself

#kys joke mention #personal #WHAT DO I DOOOO #anyone else feel like #insane everyday #i feel i sane #i dont like my friend brw #i mean i do but like um #we are just great friends #i have things i want to say but also i want to keep so totally quiet about it #because i deeply want to be normal .

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