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hi! so i've known about plurality for a while but not known much until more recently after some reading. through my therapy journey i've come to understand there are several "me"s of varying ages (mostly ages certain events happened at) within me, and a huge part of my healing has been acknowledging and caring for them properly, such as building a safe headspace for them. We're all definitely the same person, just different ages, and there have been times it really seems one "fronts" enough for me to have a hard time keeping myself in check (or sometimes impossible) but never so much that I lose memory or am unaware of what's going on, etc. Before therapy I needed external help calming down, but now it happens less often and I can usually calm myself down, though depending on which age it is how I do that will vary. I've explored age regression as a possible explanation but it honestly always feels like I'm someone else, who just happens to also be me, but also not me??? Rather than simply being me but younger. I'm also autistic (formally dx'd) so Feelings have always been Weird and Difficult to Discern/Describe. I'm just wondering if this is plurality? Logically I think it would be but sometimes you just need to ask someone, you know? Thank you so much for your time whether or not you answer, I know this is A Lot out of nowhere.
ACK sorry for the late response ive had this in my askbox for a While now qwq
just a disclaimer, i dont know everything about DID/OSDD and im still figuring things out myself as well- im just a teenager on the internet and this is just an attempt to help find a good direction at the moment !!
but anyway, this sorta sounds like something in the OSDD spectrum- i was gonna suggest OSDD-1a because that involves the presence of alters that are fragments/without a distinct personality- and sometimes having parts that are like a 'time capsule' (parts that are like you but different ages/phases)- but 1a also involves full amnesia barriers between these parts. ive definitely heard of OSDD experiences that dont fit into 1a or 1b (i'm pretty sure i relate a bit), so you're not alone!
another thing- i havent personally gone to a doctor myself, but i've heard when diagnosing OSDD, if they know you experience little to no amnesia, they dont really diagnose you with 1a or 1b, but just the OSDD label itself (correct me if im wrong ofc!)
(from https://osdd.one/overview/)
another thing i think might be helpful (from the same website):
i hope this made sense n helped a lil bit, im obv not a professional so if you're able to, open up to ur therapist about it or ask them for recommendations for dissociative disorder specialists if u can ! good luck, anon :] /g
#my brain is funky rn so i hope this was comprehensible hgjfhg#did#osdd#osdd-1#osdd-1a#osdd-1b#claudia.txt#poison.txt#long post#anyone can correct me if im wrong#also the website i got the ss from i havent heard anyone talk abt so lmk if its trusted lol#askies#diary
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insane to me that brad just straight up tells jo "i like you." in the season 2 finale. it wasn't some manipulation thing or a power play it was just a genuine moment of affection it's literally so cute
#correct me if im wrong (ive only watched the series once) but i think thats the most directly affectionate brad has been with anyone#and jo saying “i know” in response ohhhh they r literally the bffs ever guys#like she doesnt even hesitate in her answer!! theres not a hint of doubt in her mind that brad likes her!#they can pretend their relationship isnt as important as it is but they r literally each others best friend n i will stand on this#they r such an underrated duo like they just fit so well together#i have so many thoughts abt brad n jo they r my fav characters and my fav pair i love them so much#mythic quest#brad bakshi#jo mythic quest#god plz let s4 give jo a last name i need it so bad#morty talks woah
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yknow people claim that 'tme/tma' labels are supposed to 'not disclose your assigned gender!!!' but the thing is that... when you present yourself as nonbinary.... it pretty much does
#spire snarls#obviously this is the least of the things wrong with the binary but. i saw a post that pissed me off and now i need to bitch#to elaborate: i see two ways that tme/tma can be applied to nonbinary people.#1 - 'transmasculine' (which; in the eyes of this discourse; is 'anyone transitioning away from femininity') nb people are 'tme'#and 'transfeminine' nb people (or any nb person transitioning away from masculinity) are 'tma'#which means that if you are openly nonbinary and describe yourself as tme/tma you are implicitly stating your AGAB#or 2 - all nb people are 'tme'; which is blatantly untrue and smells like 'nonbinary people are Less Oppressed'#(or secret third thing - it's situational. but this discourse couldnt care less about acknowledging such things; now; could it?)#or maybe im blatantly misunderstanding; if i am; feel free to correct me. but ... with the way ive seen it used i dont feel like i am tbh#no reblogs. not doing that. i dont care about discourse and i am not going to fight anyone today. im just pissy and howling into the void
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i wanna quit my job so bad but i like having money obviously i just gotta make it thru the holidays at least jesus christt. it shouldnt affect me so much but i hate it so much its not even hard but still draining
#the work itself isnt that hard but dealing w customers sucks (unsurprising) and its v monotonous#but even more than that interacting w my coworkers and my managers stresses me out so much sometimes i just break down and cry after.#it reminds me sm of highschool where i was miserable and stuck in my head always cuz i couldnt tell if ppl thought i was annoying or stupid#i feel like i always say the wrong thing or come across as weird/off putting. like i just feel so so stupid constantly#when i just wanna b friendly and get my work done so i can go home.#sometimes i make small mistakes n this one lady keeps correcting me but can be quite harsh and nitpicky abt it#and gets visibly annoyed and starts telling me off but im still new cuz they just switched me to a new department. like pls im trying#actually nvm the work itself is that bad i hate standing for so long cuz the pain in my legs also makes me wanna kms#no logical reason to me why we cant have a chair to sit for even a few minutes here n there. employers are just fucking assholes#my managers have this fake niceness about them too it actually disturbs me. but im sure most managers r like that LOL so insincere#ok 2am rant abt work over . if anyone actually reads all that mess
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Magenta 😥
#imposter syndrome is bad today#anyone have tips or words of encouragement?#i got triggered by the scores on the platform#im at a 96 which isn't bad that's actually pretty fucking good#i need to stay above 85% to keep my contract#but i checked to see what areas that dipped and one of them I'm kinda going wtf?#about maintaining boundaries#im really huge on that shit and always let people know if they get uncomfortable with a topic subject or need to change the convo#we absolutely can always do that#so im kinda sitting here going “Okay where can i improve? where is this coming from? were they having a bad day? did i say something off?”#i know too you can't appease everyone and there are some clients that just won't like you for whatever reason and will answer the surveys to#dip your scores cause of resentment#logically i know these are things#im struggling with not having closure cause if i am doing anything wrong i want to correct that and i want to be told what it is#cause i can't change unless im given some direction#my mentor encouraged me to be myself show up authentic and I've been doing that#seeing the dip is making me second guess everything#and i know i shouldn't be upset cause again im at a 96 fucking percent!#but man I'm just kicking my own ass#magenta#magenta is my vent word
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Ive encountered a lot of fat men (especially the cis ones but thats just what Ive come across, doesnt mean its factual lol just makes me curious!) who are like “oh except for me/my body type/weight etc” or joke in that direction abt themselves when I say I prefer and like fat dudes.
Like no, especially you sir. I am one iota away from tearing your clothes off with just my teeth in an alarmingly fast fashion like the noble Piranha Fish
#🦝.txt#i guess you can rb this but i dont want anyone clowning.#feel free to correct me if i said something the wrong way tho 0:#also before anyone comes at me for fetishizing or whatever it is people say when others speak abt their love of fat ppl:#im literally a fat dude using language my very staunchly fat positive roomie has had the kindness of educating me with. die mad#anyway sorry for rambling im very very violently high i forgot i havent been smoking cuz pneumonia and well. i took an edible#A Big One at that 😬
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One thing that was weird to me in an interview Rick made after the Medusa episode was when, in regards to the changes from the books and how Annabeth instantly figured out where they were, he says around the lines of "Oh she's a daughter of Athena, goddess of wisdom, so why didn't figure this out sooner in the books" or something like that (correct me, politely, if I am wrong). And, to that, while I understand wanting things to be different from the books it's also important to note that isn't it implicitly stated that, in the books, both Percy and Annabeth were under some sort of magical spell that basically had them throwing out basic thinking out the window? And also weren't they literally starving after having little to nothing to eat for hours? And also, again, they were kids! They probably aren't going to figure things out right away no matter how smart, especially when hungry!
#pjo#percy jackson#pjo tv show#pjo tv show critc#like correct me if im wrong about the books bc it's been a minute#but grover was literally warning and struggling to get them away from auntie em's place so they had to be under some spell#and another thing that kind of irks me in the show is how they don't let annabeth be silly all that much#like i enjoy her in the show but i also want to see more of her being flustered and geeking out (thinking back to how she was on the arch)#like having her open up emotionally is great but i also want more happier moments without her being so serious#and if anyone can find that interview with rick pls share bc he didn't have to do annabeth like that#mind you that was the same rhetoric nico had in ttc and percy nearly fed him to wolves bc of it#so watch out rick#annabeth chase
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tell me about alastor pls
[/nf btw i just like him and his voice and design]
alastor !!! IS AN AWFUL AWFUL MAN AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !!!
he's got two of the five main cast under tight contract
he, a deer demon, has been shown eating a deer in his room before
his room has a whole ass forest btw
he can control his shadow
he's absolutely horrifying
he knows he's horrifying
he hates vox
he also hates tv in general
and film
they used to be friends(?) or something
we assume he died in the 1930s (which idk if it's still canon or not)
he is aroace :3
he absolutely ruined vox's entire career on live radio
he has said, quote, "i said no and now he's pissy, that's the tea!"
(he died in the 1930s. remember that.)
he also got fucked up by one (1) hit from adam, the original man
cocky asshole of which i love
sometimes his radio static voice stops having the radio static and it puts so much emphasis on stuff he says
he's also very silly goofy. makes silly jokes all the time
he's my silly pookie pie
#do u understand why he was my obsession like vox is my current obsession now#hes like my fyodor of the hazbin fandom . he was#him and vox#anyone can correct me in the replies / reblogs / tags btw if any of this is like . wrong btw#as im sure you all know . my obsession rn is the vees . Not Alastor#xanbox#alastor#hazbin hotel
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We got some really cool shots from the trail cam including a video I'm editing right now and these that were taken when a flock of starlings flew right around the camera:
#wrenfea.jpg#trail cam#birds#birdblr#starlings#camera trap#wildlife#i love that you can see the patterns on some of these#i believe theyre starlings correct me if im wrong#idk the exact species#i literally gasped at my desk when i got to these pictures#im really excited to show yall the video but its kind of hard to see on a phone screen whats happening#so im gonna edit it to zoom and follow the animals#if anyone could describe this id be grateful#my brain is not working today
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Always intrigued by this expression L makes once in this scene and then never ever again
#has anyone ever talked ab this because i think about it all the time#hes faced away from everybody else so its not a manipulation thing he genuinely just got sad for a moment ig#<:[#only manga specific sad L i can think of but PLEASE correct me if im wrong#i wanna analyze it but its 1 panel and i dont feel like pulling up the whole scene#i feel like ive posted this before with a similar caption but i dont remember it so idc#death note#l lawliet#my post#im tagging that this time in case i made a post like this and forgot
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#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought.#i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper#thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times#like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks.#nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she#was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled#a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where#you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder?#but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what#then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student.#everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have#and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my#leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but#i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying#my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound#by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting#better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that#and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path.#one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do#what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it.#maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for.#unrelated
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my contribution to the knivio ship 😔 (heavily inspired from all of @iszapizza ‘s knivio art it has truly sold me on adding this ship to my repertoire)
#i dont know how to draw livio ahgfhdgfd i struggled immensely i dont normaly draw men who are not sticks or twinks#also what i really want to do is make an edit for this ship but they... literally have no screen time together from what i can recall?#correct me if im wrong but they like are in the same chapters together but never in the same place#idk#i have trigun brain rot i apologize to anyone who was following me before it hit#art#my art#my drawing#trigun#trigun art#trigun fanart#anime fanart#fanart#knives#millions knives#millions knives art#knives trigun#knivio#livio the doublefang#livio trigun#livio the doublefang art
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ohh so itz one of Those days for me today huh.
#days where i ponder What if my friends and also literally everyone ever all Hated me due to the Valid reasons for hating me.#and then i spend so much time contemplating 1) what i would do if Everyone hated me and how i would explain myself in various situations an#places. what i would say how people would react what i would do in response etc. and then also 2) i contemplate and recontemplate my belief#over and over even tho i Know by now how i feel. because What if my opinion changes and i realize i was wrong before. and i finally arrive#at the perfect answer that feels Right and Good and True and which i could adequately explain to anyone and convince anyone of itz Rightnes#and Correctness. like thats not gonna happen thats not an answer that Exists can i chill out and focus on my classwork pleas.#i mean actually i have gotten some shit done. but i have More to do still. and i should work on more things instead of Contemplating and#Feeling bad over and over in ways i knooowwww will not lead me anywhere new. but what if they do!! what if i stop thinking about things and#then one day i would have had some realization if only id thought more but i didnt!#like come on. theres more productive things i can be doing with my time than going back and forth about this. pleaseee. this will not lead#to anything new can i Please do something useful and not bad-feeling with my time instead#but also i should not avoid uncomfortable thoughts just because they feel bad.. itz Important to be uncomfortable sometimes in order to gro#hhhhhhhhhhhh. this has been my brain all day whenever im not sufficiently distracting myself with conversation or school work.#imagining and running through scenarios of what would happen if various strangers and friends found out and disliked me for some things#is Not a good or productive use of my time rn. i need to focus on not failing any classes Please
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What is consang? I just heard this word for the first time, I was wandering around tumblr and came across this word
the definition of the term varies between "all consensual incest" (including adopted family, step-family, non-legal family, etc) and "consensual biological incest only". i think most people use it to mean all consensual incest although it wasnt originally defined that way
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The urge to throw my phone out the window is immense...
#really!?! paper CNY21#I mean come on we just had wedding 2#IT WAS A DOUBLE UR HELL#AND NOW YOUR TELLING ME THE NEXT EVENT YOU ARE PULLING OUT IS SUPPOSEDLY ANOTHER DOUBLE UR HELL!?!?!#at least i was giving you the benefit of the doubt that we might get bit longer break before the next hell but nooo#also anyone can correct me if im wrong if cny21 is a double ur cuz honestly idk im just going with what others are saying#but back to the topic at hand im thankful im skipping but i cant say that for others who might be pulling#shining nikki
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