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Okay.
So, I'm working on this project for the Nikon Film Festival. And I'm meeting one of the potential actors in like 30 minutes. I'm so stressed and anxious because it's kinda of the first time -well it is the first time- that I'm directing a short. But at the same time I'm thrilled that this is happening and so glad that I'm able to lead this project and do something creative. It's a bit fucked up.
Like, the mixture of feelings in me right now, is driving me crazy. One second I'm scared and think it's a terrible idea, because I'm being vulnerable making this short. But then I'm on top of the world because I do something I love.
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easily a top three tetro character for me tsuno manami you are so dear to me
#tetro danganronpa pink#tsuno manami#archive tags >#jubilee art#unrelated to the art but i fucked so hard with her and hiroakis dynamic from the beginning and the potential behind it#I’m genuinely ecstatic that we’re getting more of them bc i was not expecting it but I’m thrilled#honestly you could pair tsuno with any character and id jump for joy at them interacting she’s just so good#i also finally joined the discord but im too anxious to talk but it’s very entertaining to observe
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we haven't seen a dorian and orym who've confessed their feelings and have openly talked about how much they love and care about each other on the battlefield yet, dorian whose never felt this kind of love before but knows he has to protect it and orym who Has felt this kind of love before and has had it ripped away from him and is gonna do everything he possibly can to never have that love taken from him again and will hold onto it with a white knuckled grip
#*#critical role#dorym#ignoring the possibility of death rn btw I DONT WANNA HEAR IT#at least not right at this moment 😭#i need to pick apart liam's brain to know exactly how orym feels about falling in love again#like this must be so exciting and thrilling and scary and anxious esp going into this fight knowing he could lose someone he loves Again#and dorian feeling a million things at once bc this is the first time he's ever felt like this and he doesn't quite know what to do or say#but he knows he needs to keep this person safe and alive and healthy and the absolute madness he must be feeling
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Watch Dogs Fandom Council... Send help.
I was on my way to write a mf fanfic, and I ended up giving Aiden kids... BIOLOGICAL KIDS.
I MADE OUR FOX DILF A LITERAL DAD, WHAT HAVE I DONE?! 😭
I'LL HAVE TO DEVELOP HIM AS A DAD??? AT THEM SAME TIME I LOVE THIS IDEA I FEAR I'LL RUIN HIS CHARACTER-
SEND HELP, I'M-
#watch dogs#aiden pearce#aiza rambles#Watch Dogs Fanfic#Writer crisis#I'M ALMOST EXPLODING-#Like we all know Aiden is pretty paternal#He basically adopted Jacks and Lena#But after what happened to Lena... Idk#Part of me is really happy with this arc of my fanfic and giving Aiden a second chance as a dad FOR REAL#But other part of me fears to ruin his character#Not sure he would be that thrilled considering what happened to Lena :'(#But I also imagine him wanting to be part of his kids' life experience normally just for a bit#I'm AAAAAAAAA#tbh the pregnancy develops more the mom's character than Aiden on that regard#BUT STILL#AIDEN IS THE DAD#THIS WILL DEVELOP THE FUC OUT OF HIM#Is it too much OOC?#Help i don't know 😭#*Crying Mermaid Noises *#Why I'm like this???#Anxious ass being insecure AGAIN 😭#Watch Dogs: Underworld#Assassin's Creed: Underworld#Crossover fanfic
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I genuinely love the way Billie holds herself with my whole heart; more characters need to start doing it like her <3
#N posts stuff#bnt#like i don't think her arms touch her sides at Any point in the whole movie and i Love that for her#relating to the way people move and hold themselves is Not something that happens very often to me it's such a thrill <3#like her anxious hand clenching in gif 3 AND the stiff-excited way her arms move in the last one &&&&#her excited lip biting and how she smiles all crooked OAUHG just like me fr i love her so much <3#bill and ted#bill and ted face the music#wilhelmina billie s logan#just noticing as i'm tagging this but it's fun to me how ted introduces his name as ted 'theodore' logan and billie inverts it#thea keeps the 'thea theadora preston' format though. ANYWAY we love autistic body language#billie and thea
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YOUR SEPHIRAH BOXBOT AND HUMAN FORM FOR HOKMA IS AMAZING AHHHHHH! DO THE OTHER SEPHIRAHS HAVE SOMETHING SIMILAR TOO?!
Binah definitely does in Adam's version of events, i'd probably draw her in the post too but she just doesn't really wanna go meet him haha. Others are more or less boxey bcuz their meltdowns went through and by game mechanics you the manager were able to present their virtues to Abel and Abram; the final two are like, halfway through but since things are the way it is, it's how they're destined to remain. I like drawing Binah, perhaps later i'll make a similar reference page for her as well :]
#moroderasks#im super thrilled that this design came out well. you dont even know. i was actually kind of tremor'd over its reception cuz#well its not canon and im the one constantly anxious to defend my stand and point but thats another can of worms
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Happy to report that I am still part of the volunteer staff at my local football club so, we move!!!!
#in a shocking turn of events I was anxious over nothing!!! go figure!!!!!!!!!!!#people were even genuinely thrilled to see me so 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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thinking deranged thoughts such as "i want to ride a roller coaster again"
#i believe there is a direct correlation between being an overly anxious kid and having thrill-seeking tendencies post-puberty#i have no evidence but i believe this. there's probably a study on it somewhere#anyway i have not been on a roller coaster in actual years. or a zipline i want to go ziplining...#.txt
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me when I'm 57 of the deere fics on archive
#be more chill#bmc#deere#dillinjer#it simultaneously makes me so thrilled and so anxious#anyways uhhh tell me ur Deere thoughts I always want them#edit update this was in fact Abt someone mentioning readinf Deere for the first time and me being like statistically#it's probably my fic#AND IT WAS#and I'm going FERAL about it
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Help me I have problems
#seasonal depression especially but hear me out#it has been. two. days#QB has been out of town for two days.#i missed him on night 1. i hate it#i don’t like feeling dependent but everything I did felt boring in the scope of#’i wish i was talking to qb rn’#the fucked up thing is that both yesterday and today we have talked#via text#but that was while the sun was still up or up-ish.#the sun went down and I went crazy#as usual#suddenly everything is boring and my thoughts are too loud#and all I can focus on are all the ways I may have fucked up or been too passionate or annoying#too much of something or not enough of something else#finally I sent#‘at the risk of sounding weird; socially inept; or clingy. things are a lot more boring when you’re not around#WHY DO I HAVE TO ADD A DISCLAIMER TO SEND MESSAGES TO PEOPLE#so after thinking for like 10 minutes I deleted the first part and left the intention- not the warning.#bc a thought corssed my mind asking if I would find it weird if QB or some other friend said that to me#and no i would love it. 10/10 compliment.#and if he were to say ‘same’ i’d be thrilled tbh#so what kind of message am I sending (pun unintended) if I call that statement weird clingy or socially inept?#it’s unhelpful for me#sometimes harmful#and I don’t want to make my friends more anxious than they already are.
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I really hope I'm not wrong about Izzy being this fascinating, complex character with a meaningful backstory and relatable motivations behind his sometimes questionable actions... which are going to be explored more deeply in season 2.
What if he was just a one-dimensional antagonist all along?
Naaaah, won't happen :)
#izzy hands#ofmd s2#so thrilled to hopefully see (some of) my headcanons in CANON#also a little bit anxious though
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Continuing to processing some of the thoughts and feelings after last weeks special sleep wear and experiences of a long suppressed part of kink.
#while very thrilling for some time its also been one of those things ive never really dcided to do more with from fear and embarrassment..#...yet wanted to and steps taken for it to happen and it finally did with help from a very special person. i do still feel grossed out..#..by the ideas and fantasies and all the humiliation and embarrassment i cant deny that some aspects been genuinly good#like not only i that i do so much better when just being told what to do and just be good and obedient.. but like i so muxh less anxious..#...and slept better. part of it is ofc just not needing to think on my own. But with this experience i also see a very clear difference...#..between only wearing and 'using'#that im greatful for and i do believe more experimenting can be good after all maybe all good things isnt comfortable or fun#good feelings are to be recogniced and given oportunity to grow#you know who you are#<3#personal
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Robin Hobb has such a gift for tension… when my mom gave me the earthsea books she told me there was a Terrifying chase scene at the end of the first book, and I read the whole thing in mingled anticipation and dread for this extremely frightening scene, and when I got there I didn’t feel frightened at all. But throughout these books I’m reading the pursuit scenes with a hand clutching my shirt collar over my mouth and my heart racing. I wonder if I will feel the same when I inevitably reread sometime down the line
#zero disrespect to earthsea. it’s my favorite#but that scene did not make me feel scared and .. I mean. I guess these don’t either#but they sure make me feel terribly anxious!!!#and that high breathless tension is what I imagine that earthsea scene was like for my mom#it’s thrilling <33
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I've been datin' someone and they dumped me this morning and honestly I'm so relieved 'cause now I don't gotta breakup w/ them
#like everything was cool i liked 'em but I was def way too anxious to be in a relationship w/ them. They're just so fucking hot and cool!!!#The anxiety is probably derived from having been in so many toxic relationships tbh like I really felt like I was walking on eggshells-#the whole time I was datin' this person n it's not like they were doin anything to make me feel that way!! If we disagreed about somethin'-#minor it wasn't a big deal it was just w/e which I wasn't used to T^T#I saw the breakup comin' though like it just felt like that was the natural of the relationship!! I saw it from the beginnin if im honest#like when we met I recognized we wanted different things out of life and relationships. Now I'm wondering I was wasting their time?#I don't think so like I gave it a good 'ol college they took me out I took them out we had fun and we ended on really good terms I feel#We hung out for a few hours after we split and just had a good time in general thrifting and talkin' it was super chill#I've just been oh so thrilled 'cause I almost never get dumped!! I forgot that this wasn't the first time someone said we should be friends#The last time was 13 years ago back in middleschool!! I guess I've been ghosted in the past but is that really the same thing?#Everything's comin' up Esther
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Okay, I DO NOT want to see Mitchy blocking any more shots, YOUR FACE IS ALREADY FUCKED MAYBE LET'S NOT DO THAT, HONEY!
#seriously i feel like an anxious mother#like i'm thrilled to see he's back out there and (seemingly) okay but FUCK STAY AWAY FROM HIM!#mitch marner#leafs lb#toronto maple leafs
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kind of wild to me that it seems like no one has the patience to wait for the media they like anymore
#wont read multichapter fics until theyre completed. wont read a book series until it's completed.#wont watch a show until all the episodes are out. wont wait a year for a new season. wont wait a few years for a new book#slow down and learn how to enjoy things ffs. half the fun of it IS the waiting in between. the discussions of what's coming next#the thrill when you finally get a release/premier date#I've seen people get anxious over the next installment of a series where the most recent book came out late last year#and people are begging for a release date for the next one??? stories take time. learn to wait.
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