#another year of venting
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#xmen#avengers#xmen comics#avengers comics#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#francesca the cat#ORGANIC FRANCESCA POSTING FROM SNAP ??more likely than you think..#snap sketches#did i doodle this just so i could rant in my tags. maybe.#i will talk about this doodle first tho ... cause i still like to ramble bout my own stuff....#uhhh i just wanted to draw wanda :) and fran :) yeah thats it jvAELKJEKLAJ#thought itd be cutesy ... they can be friends ... if mags will be apprehensive about the cat wanda will be the exact opposite#its only natural ..... ok Unrelated Vent/Ramble Time#i was very mad when i started drawing this but ive mellowed out considerably... still i love complaining..#ill delete my venty ranty tags in the morn .. for now i need my piece read .. or at least out there for my sanity ..#anyways tldr we all know i hate my mom and i very much do not like using 'hate' so lightly when i hate I Hate#like you know the hate speech from I Have No Mouth yeah literally me. literally me about my mom#most days i tolerate her because she barely exists in the same room as i for more than thirty seconds#but tonight. Ugh. note to self remember to never ask her for anything again. as is what ive said for years..#what a fool i was to think that would ever change. THAT in of itself is whatever yk her being irritating when it comes to. Being A Parent#but then she had the gall to start talking about my dad like oh my god see NOW im getting mad again#nothing makes me angrier than her talking about my dad like. UGH ill cap it there so i dont catch on fire somehow#also ill feel compelled to drop three novel's worth of lore and i dont have tags for that. also this is just supposed to be a cute doodlejV#i had plans to draw something else that was cutesy but then i got mad and couldnt focus on it#so now we're here... in any case bye bye. ill try to continue that other idea..#then i wanna focus on another thing.... if i make any progress on That afterwards it'll be a miracle
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Late as always, but another year of wings, swords and the absolutely best bois <3
#las!art#artists on tumblr#art vs artist#i'll also be rebranding to a new handle in January#remember the best boi? the one in the last panel here#yeah that one <3#i've been tired of using the nick i came up with when I was 12#in 2018 i was like 'god I want to change my handle#but what if nobody will remember me'#thus i spent another six to seven years with the name I wasn't really comfourtable with for various personal reasons anymore#sigh#can't change it over at ptn but small victories i suppose!#I've been also going around as only Alas/Las for almost two years now anyway#time to seal the deal#vent over <3#happy new year folks!
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"...rest your head on my chest when the world feels heavy on you."
-Anonymous
#vent art from the start of this year#emotional pain yields for no one...and yet#the sun still rises and sets.#the stars still twinkled#and i still took one breath after another.#eventually...life went on#jervis tetch#mad hatter#depression#longing#venting#sadness#hope
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#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO#anxiety is a hell of a thing#and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever#i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up#and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken#but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship#i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it#i am cringe and i am free#self post#vent post#altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read#too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll#i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made#i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol#i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim#i think both things can be true#i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like#while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium#“perfectly balanced as all things should be”
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𝐒𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝟏𝟕 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝟏𝟕 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞,
𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟.
𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘶𝘹 𝘗𝘢𝘶𝘭
#19#happy birthday#🎂#another year#borderline personality disorder#quiet borderline#bpd blog#relatable posts#deep poetry#childhood trauma#bpd thoughts#living with borderline#quiet bpd#vent poetry#being borderline#relatable quotes#borderline blog#borderline culture is#dark academia poetry#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogger
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#idek what im doing wrong#i keep bringing this up cuz it keeps affecting me so bad (especially since A Thing started for me which explains a few things)#but i found another moot blocked me#like what am i doing wrong? am i doing something wrong?#would someone tell me if im doing something wrong so i can FIX IT?#idk im exhausted. im tired. ive been losing moots since last year in different ways and its getting to me so bad#idk why#ik some are gonna stay but others-#i just wanna sleep but time will pass#i almost wanna go home#its so lonely here in this stupid apartment#there's no activities i go to#drawing isnt helping#im just. im sorry. im sorry im being this negative as of late. im sorry if i upset you.#idk what to do#i feel stupid for being this attatched but idk what to do#i miss my 2022 spamton era#ill delete this later#i just feel so bad#vent#blood tw
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SPN season 16 except Sam goes back to school and get shell shocked by the change in atmosphere and vibes
#signed a girl who is going back to earn another degree#no one knows where the library is and everything is done online now#dont even get me STARTED on acting like a hacker to bypass duo verification to access my own fucking canvas account#is this niche this might be niche#OH ALSO Im the only student in my classes who actually reads the prompts and doesnt use AI#and apparently there are fake accounts that take up enrollment so I dont even know if the student Im talking to on discussion posts is real#i graduated in 2023 WHAT HAPPENED IN THE COURSE OF ONE YEAR#Sam would be just as equally confused and frustrated and venting constantly and Dean would just be like :/ damn#supernatural#spn#spn shitposts#sam winchester
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Anyone else find it kind of funny/annoying that everyone's kicking off about TWP being released in 2025/2026? CC has been writing TSC since 2007, that's 17 years with barely a break to write something else. I know if I do the same thing for a while it gets boring and I've seen some people's opinions of CoT and how her being burnt out doesn't help.
I guess I'm just saying to remember she's human? She has a whole life we're not subject to and a publishing company who have certain dates that she probably can't move.
Also, the sooner TWP comes, the sooner TSC is over, so there's that too
#not accusing anyone or being hateful#just venting about how many people are getting proper annoyed at her and this about the dates#at the end of the day it’s a book series?#i got into star trek (new ones especially) after the last film was released#it's been 8 years since star trek beyond and they keep saying they'll make another one#but no news#and it annoys me but also there's bigger things you know?#twp#the wicked powers#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles
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"omfg I need to let go of my only friend who's slowly moving on from me and has better friends"
*proceeds to not let go of her only friend who's slowly moving on from her and has better friends*
#I'm sorry for venting but I'm too much of a coward to actually tell her it#like#wdym nobody listens to you yapping#abiut your special interests#or crushes#or friends#or problems#I DO#I'VE ALWAYS BEEN#AND YOU'VE TOLD ME HOW I'M YOUR “ONLY FRIEND”#BEFORE LEAVING ME ON DELIVERED TO CHAT WITH YOUR FIRST GROUPCHAT AND THEN ANOTHER AND THEN YOUR BEST FRIEND WHO YOU'VE KNOWN FOR FOUR MONTHS#WHILE YOU KNOW ME FOR 9 YEARS#HOW MANY TIMES YOU LET OTHER CLASSMATES TALK BEHIND MY BACK#AND CALL ME “WANNABE EMO” OR “LOSER” OR “WEIRD” JUST BECAUSE I PREFERRED TO READ INSTEAD OF VAPE#(BEFORE FUCKING SAYING HOW MUCH YOU HATE VAPES. IN PRIVATE#WITH ME)#AND HOW MANY TIMES I TOLD YOU I WANNA GO OUT BECAUSE MY MOM FINALLY AGREED JUST FOR YOU TO SAY YOU CAN'T AND THEN GO OUT WITH ANOTHER FRIEND#dear god#and now I'm making you seem like a bad person#but you're not#and i know you're a great friend and a good person#maybe just not for me#or i don't appreciate you#i dont know
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My birthday is coming up, and every year for my birthday* I try to make a thing just because I want to but this year I am not sure what I want to make. Like, zero ideas. Well, I mean I always have ideas, but none that appeal more than others? I'm not sure if I should ask for suggestions or just make a series of polls leading up to my birthday to narrow it down, what do you think? *within a few weeks of my birthday, I am bad at time
#the person behind the yarn#got sidetracked and vented about stress in the tags feel free to skip none of it is relevant to this post#lotta stressors this time of year#and this year has more than usual with multiple significant anniversaries#plus work stress and getting an MRI this week#I'm hoping after the MRI is done my stress level goes down#but there's another hurricane forming and I am a bit concerned about that#it's not supposed to come north but neither was the other one#and even if it doesn't come north it's going to hit where my grandma lives#idk. my older brother has a birthday not too long after mine#and wants to do a joint birthday thing somewhere#but I have no idea what to do. it would have to be outside because he 'doesn't believe in covid' and while I could probably get him to mask#his kids wouldn't (they are too little) and I am stressed about that#I am honestly not a fan of my birthday. I got sick with the thing that disabled me right before I turned 18#and my family always wants to get together for my birthday but historically are not good at respecting my boundaries#around my birthday and I have walked out of more than one of my own birthday parties#anyway! lotta stress!#going to keep making baby blankets and try not to think about it until at least after the MRI
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Logically, anyone has bad days.
But they’re not obvious. Or they don’t look as bad as you might think.
Tony absolutely knows how to be in that place.
But he finds himself on the other side, too.
No matter the rain, the snow, the fog, Peter is a ray of sunshine that will always have so many things to say to Tony. Even in his quieter days, he still has a whole starry sky in his eyes.
Tony is so focused on the stars themselves that he doesn’t pay attention to the void between them.
And then some days, the stars aren’t shining much, and the darkness is taking over.
Peter often disguises it. Tony doesn’t want to invade his space, but some part of him feels bad for not doing something, either. He at least tries to reassure Peter that he doesn’t have to be all bubbly and excited, that he can just… be, y’know?
The kid apparently ignores that.
Until the storm is too much.
Literally.
And Tony gets a call in the middle of Peter’s school time.
Thankfully, Tony was already driving in town. It’s raining a lot. And Peter is trembling in the call.
He apologizes so much. Mostly for not handling school today.
“I woke up wrong,” Peter argues.
Tony is not angry, far from it.
So, quite hesitantly, Peter asks him if he can pick him up. Which Tony already planned by tracking down the kid’s GPS (either from the suit or the phone).
The thing is, Peter isn’t even in the suit to warm himself up.
Tony finds him outside of a flower shop. The poor thing is completely drenched. He looks like an abandoned puppy.
Peter sighs in relief when he gets in the warm, fancy car. Then he’s rambling about the car and school like it’s just a normal day, like he hasn’t run away from class crying.
“Peter.”
The boy gulps, expecting to get yelled at.
Tony sighs and… wraps his blazer around Peter.
“You hungry, kid?” He asks.
“Y-Yeah… I didn’t eat lunch, so…”
As the man imagined.
“Thought of getting burgers for you. But we’re going home, okay? We’ll get it in the drive-thru and you eat just until we get upstate.”
“S-Sounds good.”
Peter doesn’t talk as much. He does eat fast. Besides his metabolism, of course, it seems like Peter hasn’t even eaten breakfast. Tony leaves the lecture for another day, the kid is too miserable.
He doesn’t know how to approach it.
“... You wanna talk about it?”
Tony isn’t stupid.
That flower shop was near the cemetery. Nowhere near Peter’s school.
His smile, even the pretend one, fades away.
Right now, not a single star lights Peter’s eyes.
Tony wishes he could give him all the stars, his own even, to give him hope.
That’s not possible.
And he needs to pay attention to the void, too. Embrace it. Because it’s still part of Peter.
“Kid.”
Peter doesn’t look scared this time.
“... I really appreciate you calling me,” Tony smiles. “I’ll always be here to pick you up, okay?”
“Okay.”
Peter’s eyes grow deep the more his mentor gazes at him.
Tony swears he’ll wrap Peter in three blankets, give him all the hot cocoas in the world, let him pick the movie, and above all… Tony will smother him in hugs.
In days when the void prevails, it might be hard to believe someone could love you like that.
But they do. They will.
#lotus speaks#irondad#fics#my fics#drabble#death mention tw#(not rlly it's mostly implied in the fic)#i feel empty and drained today#i lost my grandfather#he lived in another state so i couldn't go to his funeral#and the last time i saw him in person was nearly 2 years ago#i got to videocall him a while ago at least#but i'm heartbroken#i feel angry and tearful and empty at the same time#it happened so fast that i still can't believe it#vent fic#venting in tags#personal in tags#grief tw#anti starker
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This happened a few days ago now, but I'm still thinking about it so gonna complain about it on main <3
Went to this local flea market. Lots of clothes and stuff being sold in stands. I don't usually expect to buy something, especially since a lot of stuff is by re-sellers and the prices can go up, but I like to look at the stuff regardless. I came up to this stand with a bunch of really cool printed T-shirts of bands/licensed properties. I remember seeing them some months ago, and I thought to myself, "oh if they have a Beavis and Butt-Head T-Shirt that would be cool. I'd probably buy it." They had one from last time, but even though I liked the design I couldn't convince myself to get it on account of a mysterious stain on it. No clue if that will come off (of-course it was on a beavis and butt-head t-shirt).
Anyway, I find another shirt that looks good! It is kind of faded, but that is chill. It is second-hand of course. I read the tag as $5.00 and thought "oh that makes sense!" I go up to the woman to pay and then she informs me that the tag actually says $65.00!! I was like "UM no thanks!!" That is WAY out of my price range for any SINGLE used-T-shirt. She says "sorry. It is vintage". Flash forward to later and I think about it more and I get PEEVED, because not only is selling a faded, used beaver and butthole T-shirt for $65.00 RIDICULOUS on any account, but to claim that it is VINTAGE?? GIRL THE LOGO ON THAT SHIRT WAS CLEARLY FROM THE 2011 RUN OF THE SHOW??? IS 2011 "VINTAGE" NOW??? IS THAT WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO GET OUT OF THIS???
#fuck resellers fr#who in their right mind is paying 65 dollars for a beavis and butthead tshirt#who are these resellers marketing towards??#are you trying to tell me a beavis and butthead fan can afford to buy a SINGLE used shirt for 65 dollars#absolutely godsmacking#I bought another shirt from this person last time it was 15 dollars but idk that is reasonable I think#with certain clothing I can get it being pricey like furs and leather products and nice well-made jackets#but RARELY are shirts ever that complicated to make and are usually completely worn down by people in a matter of years#I don't understand people trying to pass that stuff off as vintage and worthy prices OVER 20 dollars#leather jacket? sure I get it a cow died#well-made sweater? yeah sure that stuff can last decades#t-shirt with printed design? that is literally nothing clothing#anyway vent over#resellers out there please try and explain this logic to me I legitimately would love to hear it#squack
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Really having a deep fear of my Poor Grandma, I feel real so sorry for My Mom. 😔
#I'm deeply afraid that we're gonna lose another member of our family whose been around in my years 😢💔#please pray for her#vent#indie text
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Wish the party loyalist "stop making Harris look bad bc Trump" people would realize that a) denying reality is exactly what the right does and b) it is on the candidate to win votes by not being a genocide enabling sellout moderate getting endorsed by the fucking Cheneys for her hawkishness on foreign policy while promising little for people at home, not on the voter disillusioned by said issues that the candidate could rectify
#i say i'm done but seeing another one of those posts will make me roll my eyes hard again#this has been going on since 2016 and it's wild how much narrower the overton window has gotten to push these neoliberals#trump is shit but his being shit does not absolve blue team of the shit and blood on their hands#people really need to demand more for their votes#when they lose GA and NC bc of reneging on those $2K checks or saying no to giving Helene victims more aid#[and likely FL too if they follow suit with Milton swinginess aside]#the same people will likely rage at the people left to their rubble for not voting harder#like i'm sure they have at the muslims so rightly outraged at our support for the 🇵🇸 genocide that they refuse to vote for either party#meanwhile i get an email from work saying we have more payroll deductions this next year for our healthcare plans and there's been no talk#of M4A or even some mealy-mouthed means-tested version of it to win votes#and ofc there's student loans starting back up and their burning even more youth votes they were already losing with Gaza#let alone record homelessness... a housing crisis... lead/chemical poisonings... and so on#'we can push her left' they say knowing she takes money from people opposed to her going left on any policies--#and that they're going to brunch anyway#'fascism 2 is coming' *points at Dem-admin/Dem-mayor cop cities* *points at IG accounts being censored bc of being pro-Palestine* been here#anyway pre bed vent over 😴
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#.vent#you know the loneliness is real when youre jealous of a fictional character's birthday#i always tell myself im used to it but man i know it isnt real#i do prefer my birthday with no party but like#i never had one in the first place till recently so#o(-(#wym i have to feel sad months before my bday#its fine its just another year
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Hoyoverse what the fuck
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Look, I know onmyoji isn't a super popular game amongst global fans and truly I am a very big Sunday fan. But the composition and lighting being exactly the same is CRAZY. i don't wanna make any claims but it doesn't get past me that onmyoji being a lesser known game compared to star rail and that (if) it truly is intentional then it'll get brushed aside. As someone who was heavily excited for sunday's trailer and then recognizing frame by frame shots from my other favorite game, I'm a bit confused. And now I'm a bit disappointed because if it is plagiarism then it's just laziness from hoyoverse themselves. Not counting the other similar shots that have just been colour swapped and turned upside down, It's a bit on the nose with the similar theming of the cg to what onmyoji had.
And just to clarify, I'm not hating on Sunday to all of you Sunday fans. I really do like Sunday and will be pulling for him. But I'm just slightly peeved about the way hoyoverse tried to go about this.
#look i love star rail but onmyoji is my no1 and i wont let anyone pick on it#onmyoji game#onmyoji rpg#sunday trailer#sunday#not trying to start anything#i just want people to be aware and vent abit#hoyoverse#honkai star rail#another plagiarism case for onmyoji#thats like the 4th one of the year#maybe its a small thing for most people but onmyoji has already had so much plagiarized from it this year that its just oinda crazy#the weibo admin is throwing shade so#im not sure if im overreacting but it doesnt really natter i think onmyoji should be recognized for its ideas and designs#despite its flaws as a game
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