#anorexia friends

[hakeem0n]

seeing pictures of myself at my lw and realising I no longer look like that:

[444sally]

looking for moots!!^_^ (target audience)

[silkentine]

A very specific version of Trafalgar Law from "Holding On For Nothing" by @doorwaytheory ! It's a modern AU where Law is a trauma surgeon who is forced to work for the local crime syndicate, the Donquixote Family. He also suffers from disordered eating as well as mental and physical abuse. Check it out here on AO3! (Obviously, pay attention to the tags, the content can be intense.)

Below the read more, I have some variants!

I'm pretty sure he doesn't have his tats in the story so I didn't include them in the big picture but Torao looks wrong without them lol!! I also like the way it looks without the blood (and it makes more sense for him to be cleaned up when he's with the kitten, I suppose!) Click the images to make them big, please!

[needlesandnilbogs]

the sad thing about spending time with an ex dancer friend is that we watch our old nutcracker dvds and go “oh hey that’s mckenna, she quit a year after this one with anorexia” “oh hey what happened to lea? oh yikes, broke an ankle and quit” “ooh, remember grace? she was always getting bullied by the teacher so she quit too” “oh I haven’t seen isabelle in years, she must have quit right after that, wasn’t she the one so and so liked to pick on?” “yeah iirc kanani quit too, she said it was killing her self esteem”

[yourlocalbadgerscales]

Hello, I got some bad news about 20 minutes ago, and this is my way of venting

hope ur ok - Olivia Rodrigo feat. Ella (Ella’s Version)

I know a girl, we’re both still so young She’a a tow-head blonde, with eyes of salt She knows my best friend, knows how to dance Her parents care so for all their children But sometimes, one may be forgotten She wore long sleeves, but I saw her wrists

And one day, she didn’t show up We made jokes saying “Is she ill now? Such tough luck” Don't know how long it’ll be till I see you again Or how you’re doing, but I hope that you're okay

My high school friend’s family is big I’ve heard her brothers can be loud Her parents care for all their kids She doesn’t know yet about her future She is tired, I can see it As I drag her by her arm saying “you need help”

Does she know how proud I am she was created?

Oh, the courage she always seems to have has faded But I don’t care and I just gotta say "I miss you, and I hope that you're okay"

I address my message, to the blue in your soul and your lips Feels like forever, nothing is as good as it seems And when the clouds are ironed out And the monsters creep into your house And every bite is hard to swallow

Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to be there and to be great God, I hope that you will feel better soon 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay

[tombfriend]

studies of some recent mirror selfies (do not attempt at home)

[anathingzsblog]

Hour 90 of my fast, I'm so close to the 170's I can taste it, tomorrow I'll be there I know it. I don't feel weak or anything I still have a lot of energy despite walking 20,000+ steps a day. I'm going to keep this going as long as possible! Fasting is euphoric 💕😍

[xjebacxzyciex]

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[cuntwrap--supreme]

Why the fuck did 5 pro-anorexia blogs follow my main overnight? Like? I'm blocking all of you, obviously. Had a friend die from starving herself in middle school. I don't fuck with that shit. One of the blogs literally had a post like, "My mom is concerned about how much weight I've lost recently, but she's just jealous that I'm not the fat kid anymore and she still is. Skinny girls don't think about recovery." Like... Please listen to your mother. Holy shit. This is self harm and she's concerned. Your mother is not jealous that she's fat and you aren't. Stop. People literally die from this shit, and promoting an extremely unhealthy lifestyle isn't cute in the slightest.

[silently-screaming-insidee]

I did so well for 3 weeks then fucking mess up today I ate so much all I wanna do is throw up I feel so disgusting why am I like this. Why can't I just not binge I hate myself so much 😩

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

girl help i discovered another character i want to write stories about

[myfairkatiecat]

Ok so for our health vocabulary unit in IB Spanish our homework was to translate this letter from English into Spanish…

………what is this assignment

why is this my Spanish homework

[justb0n3shopefully]

The guilt is stil here, but I know I can do this

[motherhenna]

just saw a post come up about how we should use "character getting fat" as an indicator of them being "fulfilled and happy" and UGH. No shade to the mutual who reblogged it as I get the whole fat acceptance thing is heavily pushed on this site but that is so dangerous to normalize. There is nothing healthy, happy, or good about being fat, especially being morbidly obese: if you're more than just a little chubby, you are actively engaged in self harming behaviors on par with smoking and alchoholism.

Being obese has impacted my life in such a massively negative way: I have chronic pain in my back, knees, ankles, and feet; I spent years malnourished because of all the nutrition-barren junk I was consuming every day; I had brain fog and extremely fucked hormones. These are all directly related to my historically horrible diet and the extra 60+ lbs I've been carrying around for the last decade or so, and my continued denial of all this is the reason why I managed to get over 200 lbs in the first place. People are fucking dying of obesity related illness by the boatload in just America alone so I'm begging y'all to please stop trying to normalize and romanticize fatness. It's good to love yourself no matter what you look like, and to find beauty in others too, and I think obesity should be de-stigmatized in the same way as any other addiction / mental illness should. But obesity is a fucking life-ruining condition and needs to be treated more seriously.

[anathingzsblog]

I found the twilight audio book, it distracts me when I'm walking.

I'm going to try to walk more every day. Or at least find a good number of steps that I can fit into one day. I only did two walks today.

Green tea is a great appetite suppressor, I had 2 cups today.

[petergabrielyuri]

my house thoughts from discord